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The Summer I Turned Pretty Season 3 – Episode 3
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00:00Previously on the summer I turned pretty I told everyone that I applied to Finch because it was a good school
00:17The truest of all was that I just wanted to be near him now here
00:21We are we are gonna do this for the rest of our lives
00:24I got off the waitlist for study abroad Paris
00:27Have you and Conrad started your speech for the dedication ceremony half of cousins is coming to see Susanna's memorial garden
00:32I want to get my cap and gown and my name wasn't on the list. I'm not graduating. We keep coming back to each other
00:37It feels like it's never really over. I got that summer clinic job. Have you been in love once?
00:42So what was her name? Ellie wait like your brother's girlfriend. Hey Jer look I am not gonna be able to make the dedication
00:50Well what happens in Cabo stays in Cabo
00:53Did you hook up with Lacey Barone during spring break?
00:56Shit
00:56It happened when we were on a break. It didn't mean anything to me
00:59It means something to me!
01:00You ruined everything
01:02Bells can we go on a coffee run?
01:09I thought you said you had to get at least a B on your media ethics midterm or you were so screwed
01:27Fine. You are no fun
01:32Wait, what's this important flight update for Cabo?
01:41Since when are you going to Cabo?
01:43Yeah, I told you about the last minute flight of boats
01:46I think I would have remembered you going to Mexico
01:49Oh, well Bells, this is my last spring break and you're gonna be in Philly, so
01:53Yeah, but we said we might meet up in Cousins and I thought you were trying to spend more time with your dad
01:58Okay, don't try to guilt trip me about my dad. I just saw him last weekend
02:02Did something happen with you guys? You've been kind of moody since then
02:08Something worse than visiting my dead mom's grave? No
02:11Hey, okay, that's not fair. I just I think you're being a little bit selfish
02:16Okay, sorry. Can you just stop riding me? If you want to come to Cabo, then just come
02:23No, I don't want to crash your boys trip
02:25It's not just boys. The sororities are going to
02:27Oh, so girls were invited just not girlfriends. Cool
02:30Look, I promise I'm not interested in whatever wet t-shirt contest or whatever it is that you're picturing
02:35It's not that
02:36Then what is it?
02:37What is wrong with you right now? You're the one who didn't even tell me that you're leaving the country
02:40Yeah, because you hate anything having to do with frats
02:43When did I ever say that?
02:44You don't have to. I can feel you judging us
02:46Sorry if I'm a dumbass who's probably gonna bomb his midterm
02:49Sorry if I want to have a little fun in spring break
02:51And I'm sorry that I'm not some straight-A overachiever going to med school like Conrad
02:55Oh my god, what? Please, please don't put your inferiority complex on me
02:59I wonder where that came from
03:01Well, it didn't start with me, so maybe look at your dad
03:04Wow
03:05Well, if you think I'm so stupid and selfish, then why are you even with me?
03:09Fuck it, I won't waste your time
03:11You're being ridiculous right now
03:13You think everything I do is ridiculous and I'm sick of it
03:15So let's just end it
03:16Are you serious?
03:17Yes, I'm serious
03:18Okay, fine, if that's how you feel
03:20It is
03:21Great, okay, awesome, bye
03:22Bye
03:26I went home for spring break
03:28And we still hadn't talked
03:32I can't believe it's been five days and he still hasn't texted me
03:35Haven't you also not texted him?
03:38Yeah, but he's the one who picked the fight out of nowhere
03:41Why don't you just come with me to New York for a couple of days?
03:45We can, like, run around the city after I crush my interview
03:48I'm too depressed
03:49Stop looking at Instagram
03:51I just still don't even know what the hell happened
03:53See?
03:55Okay, I'm heading out!
03:57Bye, Mom!
03:59Well, the good news is he looks emotionally destroyed
04:02I mean, I knew he was down about his grades, but I...
04:05Just stop obsessing!
04:06You wanna know what's going on? Why don't you ask him?
04:08Yeah, but he's the one who...
04:09Just talk to him when he gets back
04:11Guys are like dogs
04:13They hide when they've screwed up
04:14And even the world's best boyfriend is gonna fuck up sometimes
04:17You know he feels bad about it
04:19Like, it's Jer
04:20You're his oxygen
04:21He can't breathe without you
04:24I really thought Taylor was right
04:30So when we got back to school, I went to see him
04:34Are you really not gonna come find me?
04:37I mean, you pick a fight, walk out the door, and I don't hear from you for a week?
04:41I'm a total asshole, Billy
04:43I fucked up, and I fucked up really bad
04:45Hey, no, it's okay
04:49No
04:51No, it's not
04:52I had a shitty week, and I took it out on you
04:55I'm just sorry
04:57I'm sorry, Billy
04:58Look, I mean, we had a fight
05:01It's not the end of the world
05:03Does this mean...
05:07Does this mean you wanna get back together?
05:10We never stopped being together
05:18Billy...
05:20When I was in Cabo
05:22I-I thought...
05:24We never stopped being together
05:26Billy...
05:28When I was in Cabo
05:30I-I thought...
05:32I just can't believe I almost lost you over something so stupid
05:38You could never lose me
05:46Uh...
05:49Uh...
05:50I got you this
05:51I was just on the beach, and...
05:53I was just thinking about you
05:54I didn't even know if you would ever talk again
05:56But...
05:57Uh...
05:58It's really stupid, and you don't have to wear it
05:59No...
06:00I love it
06:01I love it
06:05I love you
06:06It's...
06:07I'm just...
06:08Worth this...
06:25Taylor's here.
06:51I'm asleep.
06:53Got it.
06:55She's asleep.
07:00Okay, I just want to talk to her.
07:02I think she should rest right now.
07:04Okay, fine.
07:06This is a breakfast burrito, extra crispy bacon, the way she likes it.
07:09Just make sure she eats something.
07:11Okay.
07:13Bye.
07:20Ellie, I swear, I obviously had no idea about Lacey.
07:24You know I would have killed them both for you, okay?
07:27Please just call me back.
07:28Like, just call me back.
07:31Oh, no, I wouldn't get any closer unless you want your balls cut off.
07:34Please just tell me how she is.
07:35I don't know.
07:36She won't talk to me either.
07:37Your side chick is in my sorority, so now I'm just, like, guilty by association.
07:41Taylor, please hear me out.
07:42No, I have always been on your side.
07:44I was the freaking CEO of Team Jeremiah now to find out that you're this scummy little
07:47fucking hot tub cheater.
07:48It's insane.
07:49I didn't cheat.
07:50We were on a break.
07:51No, that's bullshit.
07:52You're not getting off on this, like, technicality.
07:55You were broken up for all of two seconds, Jeremiah.
07:57And then you got her this, like, cheap-ass puka shell bracelet to make it up to her.
08:02Like, what are you doing?
08:03What are you thinking?
08:04What?
08:04You're the expert on cheating now, huh?
08:06Excuse me?
08:06You heard me.
08:08How are Davis and Mia?
08:10Don't turn it around on me.
08:12You were supposed to be the ideal.
08:14You were supposed to deserve her.
08:16But you don't, and you probably never did.
08:21Can you get out of here?
08:32Hey, this is Taylor.
08:34Leave a message.
08:38Adam called you in for this meeting, too, huh?
08:41Yep.
08:41Yeah.
08:42Fine way to spend a Sunday.
08:44Sitting in the background while the grown-ups talk.
08:47Did you, uh, get to the dossier I sent you on Friday?
08:50Yep.
08:51Yep.
08:52Yep.
08:52Yeah.
08:52Yeah.
08:53So you saw it at Starrcade X?
08:57Starrcade X?
08:57Like, like, the gaming startup?
08:59Oh, my God.
08:59I knew you were a gamer.
09:00Jesus.
09:01This would be a bigger nerd cliche, please.
09:02Wait, no.
09:03No, relax.
09:04All right, I used to program that shit.
09:06Computer engineering at Princeton?
09:08Right.
09:08Remember?
09:09Yes.
09:09How could I forget?
09:10It is in your email signature.
09:12Mm-hmm.
09:13Look, just do me a favor, all right?
09:15Read the dossier, and then call your girlfriend.
09:19Okay?
09:20Yeah.
09:21Well, I actually, um, I actually broke up with my girlfriend.
09:25That was, uh, that was my, my ex.
09:27Well, ex?
09:28Ex?
09:28Oh, my God.
09:29No, no, no.
09:29Stop.
09:29Immediately, no.
09:31I, uh, no personal stuff, all right?
09:33I'm not the co-worker who's gonna be invested in your little dramas.
09:37I don't care.
09:39Yeah.
09:41All right.
09:42Um, Starrcade X?
09:44Every VC shop is gonna try to move on this company, all right?
09:46So we really need to be on the ball with us.
09:48Copy.
09:49Copy.
09:50Got you.
09:53I'm so excited.
10:15I'm so excited.
10:16you just have to make it to the library one thing at a time yeah but everything
10:38leads to him like i i can't just study i also have to call and quit my summer job because
10:48obviously i'm not going to be in cousins because jeremiah and then i have to figure out how to tell
10:55my mom that i can't bring myself to go to susanna's memorial because again jeremiah
11:00and i might never even go to the summer house again because of fucking jeremiah so okay one
11:06thing at a time is not going to work for you no no nothing's going to work because everything
11:10is oh my god hey you're gonna be okay i'll meet you after a study group it's not just lacy i can't
11:24avoid i see jeremiah everywhere even when he isn't really there
11:33boxes i send them your way hoping life brings you no new pain
11:39i rearrange my memories i try to rewrite our life but no matter how i try to
11:53i want to and no matter how easy things could be if i did and no matter how guilty i still feel
12:14saying
12:16i hate you
12:18i should have a chance
12:20in a parallel plane
12:22just two different endings you learn to repair
12:26and i learn to keep me
12:28in one place
12:30everywhere i go there's a memory of us from when we were golden
12:36everybody
12:38so i just need to not be here
12:52hi
13:00mom hi um quick question can you send me my birth certificate overnight if possible
13:06hello to you too my loving daughter i'm fine thanks for asking how are you
13:10sorry how are you mom
13:12i had an extremely dull conference which means i am nowhere near your birth certificate
13:16what do you need it for anyway a passport i found out i got off the waitlist repairs
13:24that's fantastic honey congratulations
13:30how's jr taking it i know he'll miss you but he must be so proud
13:34yeah um mom i gotta go
13:38okay love you
13:44bro
13:46you're tweaking you need to
13:48level out
13:50try this new indica i got may help ease the pain
13:52i just lost the most important person in my life
13:56sorry if i don't have the energy to be alive
13:58oh you don't think i know about breakups i know about breakups
14:00you saw me after sean
14:02you two were together for two seconds red bird
14:04felt like something to me
14:06i can't believe i fucked it up this bad
14:08dude i i i i dig your girl
14:10i really do and i say this with love
14:12but you two were broken up
14:14right and you were wasted as hell
14:16and lacy was all over your
14:18it's not an excuse
14:20i should have told her as soon as i got back
14:22yeah
14:24yeah probably
14:26felly's been
14:36the center of my world
14:38since i lost my mom
14:40Mom, she's everything to me, and losing her feels like it.
14:51It feels like I'm losing the best part of myself.
14:56That's beautiful, man.
15:02So fight for her.
15:03Stop saying you're sorry.
15:05Find a way to show her.
15:06Make it sound so easy.
15:11I don't think it's supposed to be.
15:17I just can't believe it.
15:18He acts so devoted, but he's just as shady as the rest.
15:22I swear, if he comes to our dorm, it's on sight.
15:25Don't smile, please.
15:27That won't be a problem.
15:28It kind of sucks you're not leaving for Paris tomorrow.
15:32Do you think I'm being too hard on him?
15:34Look, if he really thought you were broken up, technically it's not cheating.
15:41But to keep it a secret, that tells me he knew what he did was wrong, and he chose to keep it from you.
15:48That's the part I can't get over.
15:51What Annika didn't know was that I had a secret too.
15:57It was the day after Christmas last year.
16:00My mom was at a writer's retreat.
16:01Steven was visiting friends.
16:03Jer was going skiing with his dad and Conrad.
16:06I figured, why be home alone when I could be at my favorite place in the world?
16:10So I borrowed Steven's car and went to Cousins.
16:20Ah, shit.
16:21Shit, shit, shit, shit.
16:23Oh my God.
16:24Okay, what would Kevin do?
16:25What would Kevin do?
16:27Okay.
16:29Steven, open up.
16:44It's me.
16:50Billy.
16:51You okay?
16:52Yeah.
16:53Yeah.
16:54Sorry.
16:55Just the flash got to me.
16:56Okay.
16:57Next.
16:58Billy.
16:59No, please don't leave.
17:00I made the biggest mistake of my life.
17:02Please just talk to me.
17:04Look, I'll tell you anything.
17:06I'll tell you anything.
17:07I just don't want any more secrets between us.
17:10Okay.
17:11How did it happen?
17:12Look, I was really sad.
17:14I was so sad.
17:15I was so sad.
17:16Oh, I was so sad.
17:17No, I'm so sad.
17:18No.
17:19I'm so sad.
17:20I was so sad.
17:21I was so sad.
17:22He's so sad.
17:24No.
17:25No.
17:26I was so sad.
17:27No.
17:28No.
17:29No.
17:30No.
17:31You're sad.
17:32No.
17:33I was sad. I was drunk.
17:36She was just there.
17:40How many times?
17:46Twice.
17:49Jer, how could you do this to me?
17:51Belle, please. I know I don't deserve you,
17:53but I love you more than anyone else in the world,
17:56and it kills me to see you hurting,
17:57and I would do anything to take it back.
17:59Just stop. You can't undo what you did.
18:02Belle, please. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.
18:05I've never loved anyone but you.
18:08I love him, too.
18:10And I want to forgive him.
18:12I just don't know how.
18:16You were supposed to be the one person
18:18who would never hurt me.
18:21And are you the person who hurt me the most?
18:32Laurel.
18:35Eliot.
18:36Hey.
18:37Hey.
18:38Oh, fancy books you got there.
18:40Oh, yeah, you know,
18:41well, I've already read the Moncrief translation twice, so...
18:43As one does.
18:44Yeah.
18:45Yeah, I've decided it's the year that I finally read
18:47a la recherche du temps perdu in the original French.
18:52Go for it.
18:53Live on the edge.
18:55You know, um, you and I, we could start our own book group
18:58if, uh, if you're interested.
19:00Unfortunately, Professor Park dropped out of French her first year of college.
19:04John?
19:06What are you doing here?
19:07Open up a word with you.
19:08In private.
19:09Professor.
19:11Okay.
19:13See you later, Eliot?
19:15Uh, sure, yeah.
19:16Um, I'll be at the, uh, Flaubert Symposium if you want to drop by.
19:20Okay.
19:21Sounds great.
19:22Okay.
19:26What was that?
19:27So, TA's are allowed to flirt with professors now?
19:29He's an adjunct, and maybe I was flirting back.
19:32Well, then I was doing him a favor.
19:33You'd have eaten him alive in, well, five minutes.
19:35What's a history professor doing at a lit conference, anyway?
19:38Researching potential crossover courses.
19:40Our provost is looking for ways to make history sexy again.
19:45And a lit conference is definitely the way to do that.
19:47Shoot me, Dad.
19:49Please make your way in the ballroom B for tropes of old English epic poetry.
19:58That sounds...
19:59Worrying as shit.
20:00Yeah.
20:02Okay.
20:06New plan.
20:07We find somewhere to drink this.
20:08Steal a wine opener.
20:09I can't do that.
20:10Oh, you're right.
20:11Okay.
20:28Welcome to day one.
20:30By the end of the summer, I expect half of you will still be here.
20:33Don't piss me off, and we'll be fine.
20:35Okay.
20:36First patient.
20:37We have a 15-year-old boy.
20:38Came in following a seizure.
20:39Any thoughts on what might be going on?
20:40Oh.
20:41I want to start off with our first years.
20:42What do you say?
20:43Well...
20:44Uh, could be puberty hormones.
20:45He's 15.
20:46Could also...
20:47He's also recovering from the flu, and fevers are the most common cause of seizures at his age.
20:48Very good.
20:49They also gave him nausea meds at the ER, and that does increase risk.
20:52Good catch.
20:53Sometimes it's just the obvious answer.
20:54Absolutely.
20:55Thank you, Dr. Namazi.
20:56I'll keep that in mind.
20:57Okay.
20:58Next patient.
20:59Okay.
21:00Next patient.
21:01Are you trying to make me a meds student that gets cut on day one?
21:03I'm sure that's just a mess.
21:04It's fine.
21:05I'll take that.
21:06I'll make it up in the next one.
21:08Look, I know that climbing up to Namazi's ass is just a coping mechanism for your all-consuming
21:13love for your brother's girlfriend.
21:14Why did I tell you that?
21:15Because you were, like, yearning to.
21:16Yeah, you know.
21:17I was about to say, you know.
21:18Hey.
21:19You're going to take what you know?
21:20Okay.
21:21I was about to say, you know, and I was going to call me a name.
21:23is just a coping mechanism for your all-consuming love
21:25for your brother's girlfriend.
21:26Why did I tell you that?
21:27Because you were, like, yearning to.
21:30Whatever.
21:31Safest place to hang out at an academic conference
21:34is in the hotel gym.
21:36Nice!
21:37Give me your phone.
21:38Mine's dead, and I want to call the kids.
21:40It's in my room.
21:41Also, the kids are fine.
21:42Also, you're upside down.
21:44Yes.
21:44Yes, I am.
21:47What are you doing?
21:51Getting some things off my chest.
21:53Oh, why did I ask?
21:55You know, even though our marriage went to shit,
21:59we ended up being pretty good co-parents.
22:02Yes, we did.
22:07Oh, my God.
22:08I just remembered.
22:10Belly called me today
22:11to say she is studying abroad next semester in Paris.
22:15Oh, do you know how the Parisian police found Quasimodo?
22:20They followed a hunch.
22:23Please never tell that joke again.
22:25You used to love my jokes.
22:27You used to laugh so hard, beer would come out your nose.
22:29In fact, wasn't that why you slept with me on our first date?
22:32I was fake laughing,
22:34and I planned to sleep with you all along.
22:35You did.
22:40Mind if I work in?
22:42Uh, no.
22:43It's all yours.
22:43No, we're done here.
22:44Appreciate it.
22:44Why are you here?
23:01What are you...
23:02You haven't responded to my text all day.
23:04It's finals.
23:05It's a stressful time.
23:06Hey, are you okay?
23:08What's wrong?
23:10I'm...
23:10I'm hungry.
23:12Okay, then let's just grab some food.
23:15Come on, get in.
23:20Okay.
23:20So, uh...
23:37Uh, where do you want to go eat?
23:42I don't know.
23:43What?
23:54Uh...
23:54I broke up with Mia.
24:01I hope you didn't do that for me.
24:04What?
24:07What?
24:07Uh...
24:08Sorry.
24:10I just...
24:11I thought you'd be happy
24:12that I just wanted to be with you.
24:14Even after the other night,
24:15sleeping over...
24:16Steven, I...
24:17You're wrong.
24:18And I've told you before,
24:19I just want this to be casual.
24:20Okay, it's never casual with you and me.
24:23Taylor, you know that.
24:24Oh, my God.
24:25Let's just stop fucking around,
24:26you know, and do it for real
24:27so we don't keep hurting other people.
24:28They don't even know about us.
24:29That doesn't matter.
24:29It's still messed up.
24:32Taylor, I want you and me
24:33to have a fresh start,
24:34you know, free
24:34and clear and clean.
24:36Steven, we've tried before.
24:38We've tried a million times.
24:39We were kids then.
24:39We don't work.
24:40It never works.
24:41Taylor, you are the only girl
24:42I want to be with.
24:44I'm telling you.
24:45I think I love you.
24:46Stop, stop.
24:46No, don't.
24:47I can't do this.
24:48What are you talking...
24:49Can you pull over
24:50and let me out of the fucking car?
24:51Taylor, no.
24:52Taylor, I need you to listen to me.
24:53Please.
24:53That's all I'm asking for.
24:54Steven, please just let me out of the car.
24:55We're in the middle of the road, Taylor.
24:56I don't care.
24:57I want to leave.
24:58Pull over
24:58and let me
25:00out of the fucking car.
25:01Fine, fine, fine.
25:03Fuck.
25:04Here, I'm pulling over, okay?
25:06Taylor, what the fuck?
25:14Taylor, I told you I don't want...
25:30Oh, my God.
25:36Taylor.
25:37Hi.
25:40I'm really sorry.
25:42What happened?
25:43Were you with him or you were hurt?
25:46What happened?
25:47I wasn't in the car.
25:49Okay.
25:50We were arguing.
25:51And I jumped out
25:55and he was trying to come after me.
25:57Okay.
26:00What?
26:07It's just my fault.
26:09No, no, no, it's not your fault.
26:12Yes, it is.
26:14You're with Steven Conklin?
26:15Yeah, yeah.
26:16Is he okay?
26:17Initial scans show a cracked rib
26:19and a cerebral contusion.
26:22Cerebral contusion?
26:23It's a bruise on the brain.
26:25We won't know how serious it is
26:26until the swelling goes down.
26:27Until then,
26:28we'll keep him sedated.
26:30So we just wait and see?
26:31Is that it?
26:31There's some paperwork to fill out
26:33and someone will need
26:34to make decisions on his behalf.
26:35Can that be one of you?
26:37I'm his sister.
26:38His sister works.
26:39Okay.
26:40Um, what kind of decisions do I...
26:42Uh, it's...
26:43It's in the paperwork there.
26:46Uh, I need to...
26:48I need to try my parents again.
26:50I couldn't...
26:50Okay, I'll...
26:51I will try them.
26:52I will do it.
26:54I don't know Steven's fucking insurance
26:56if he's on our parents' insurance
26:57or his job.
26:58How am I supposed to know
26:59his fucking blood type?
27:01I think...
27:01I think I remember Steven
27:02bragging about being
27:04your universal donor.
27:05Of course,
27:06you can brag about anything.
27:07Okay.
27:11He...
27:11O-negative.
27:12He's O-negative.
27:14Okay.
27:15I'm gonna try your parents again.
27:16Okay.
27:17I don't...
27:17I think I should, uh,
27:19let a few other people know
27:20too.
27:22Do you want me to call Jer?
27:23I don't know what an hour ago.
27:28I wanted to throw up
27:29thinking about him,
27:29but now I just...
27:31I just wish he was here.
27:34I didn't even know what to say
27:36to make me feel bad.
27:37I'm gonna be your Jer today.
27:44Okay, we'll track down your parents.
27:46I will call Jer's dumbass, too.
27:48Okay?
27:49Just...
27:49Just fill out the paperwork
27:51and leave the rest to me.
27:52I'm gonna do it.
27:54Um, can you call, uh, Conrad, too?
27:56Because he just might
27:57understand what all this means.
28:00Yeah, I got you.
28:01I'm gonna call Conrad.
28:06Well, I'll hop on the next
28:07flight.
28:08No, it's fine.
28:09Laurel and John will probably
28:09be here by then.
28:10Okay.
28:12Well, tell me what
28:13the doctor said exactly.
28:15Uh, he's kind of a dick.
28:16He basically blew us off.
28:17We're trying to get updates,
28:18but...
28:19Well, maybe I can help.
28:19Where's he admitted?
28:21We're at, um, Providence General,
28:23but how?
28:25I will figure it out.
28:28I just want to do something.
28:32Hey, how's Belly?
28:34She's fine.
28:35Yeah?
28:35Okay.
28:36Yeah.
28:37Yeah.
28:37Great.
28:38Okay.
28:40Well, just keep me updated, okay?
28:41Yep, will do.
28:42All right.
28:45Dr. Namazi?
28:47Excuse me.
28:48What's up?
28:48A friend of mine was in a car accident.
28:52Uh, very close friend, more like family,
28:54and he's at Providence General.
28:57Is there any chance you know anyone in neurology there?
29:00The head of neurology is a friend of a friend.
29:02Well, his name is Stephen Conklin.
29:04Do you think there's any possible way that you could make a call?
29:07I'll see what I can do.
29:09I'll see what I can do.
29:13Do you think you need to take the date?
29:17Uh, no.
29:19I'm good.
29:20Okay.
29:21Okay.
29:21Here we go.
29:40Jayra's in the lobby.
29:52Yeah, I know, babe.
29:54He just wants to be nearby if we need him.
29:56He's not gonna come try and talk to you or anything.
29:59That's so sweet.
30:01Why does he have to be so sweet?
30:04Should I text him?
30:09Isabel Conklin?
30:11Yeah.
30:12I'm Dr. Jun Kwan. I head up the neurology team.
30:14I'm taking over your brother's case.
30:16Does that mean he's gotten worse?
30:17No, it means someone well-connected is looking out for you.
30:21I got a call from a colleague at Stanford.
30:25Steven is sedated and sleeping.
30:26He's stable, and I've ordered a CT scan.
30:29Have you seen him yet?
30:31Well, let's get you back there.
30:32We allow two visitors, immediate family only,
30:35so I'll presume this is Steven's other sister.
30:38Follow me.
30:39Any news on your friend?
30:49No.
30:50You sure you shouldn't just go out there?
30:52I don't even know what I'd do if I did.
30:54It's not like I'm a doctor yet.
30:55Plus, we barely talked over the last few years.
31:00No cell phones?
31:02Yeah.
31:03How did everything go with those blood draws?
31:05Good.
31:06Great.
31:06This is mislabeled.
31:14Oh, that's, uh, that's mine.
31:16That's my mistake.
31:17A mistake that put your patient at risk.
31:19I'll fix it right now.
31:20You should have gone home when I gave you the chance.
31:21It won't happen again.
31:22No, it won't.
31:24You're done here.
31:25You're not ready for this.
31:26You're firing me for one mistake?
31:30Dr. Namazi, please, I didn't...
31:32You may see this as one mistake,
31:34but this is about you not knowing your limits,
31:36which makes you a walking liability,
31:38my liability.
31:39Dr. Namazi, I...
31:41No.
31:42You can always apply again next year.
31:43Steven, can I tell you a secret?
32:10I've never loved anyone like I love you.
32:13Do you know how scary that is?
32:23I know I act like I don't care,
32:26but I just, I care so, so much.
32:33You know, I'm always afraid that it's just a matter of time
32:35before you come to me and you tell me that I'm not worth it.
32:38You're just gonna be like,
32:40actually, you're not worth it.
32:43So I figured if I just keep pushing you away
32:57and pretend that you don't mean anything to me,
33:00then you can't hurt me.
33:03And I don't know how to stop doing that.
33:06You know, the first time we got together,
33:19you remember you told me that you were like...
33:21You told me that you wouldn't give up on us.
33:27You have no idea how badly I wanted to believe you.
33:30I have good news.
33:49The CT scan is clear.
33:50The CT scan is clear?
33:52What does that mean?
33:53The swelling on Steven's brain has gone down
33:55and we can start weaning him off the sedatives.
33:57It'll be a while until he wakes up.
33:59We'll let you know when he's ready for visitors.
34:05It's okay.
34:06He's gonna be okay.
34:08I've just been scared.
34:09I'm really sorry to dump this on you.
34:19I know you don't think that Steven and I should get back together.
34:21No, I never should have judged you.
34:24But you're right.
34:25I've been all over the place.
34:28Like, not wanting to let go of Steven,
34:30but still keeping Davis around
34:31is this, like, emotional buffer.
34:33It's shitty.
34:34It's just selfish.
34:37And Steven was trying to do the right thing
34:39and I'm just freaked.
34:41But all this...
34:43It's like...
34:45I think...
34:48I think that it made me realize that
34:51even though I'm so scared...
34:53I'm so scared to lose Steven again.
34:55I'm more scared not to try.
35:02I'm gonna...
35:03I'm gonna break up with Davis.
35:07Whatever you want to do,
35:08I support you.
35:19All right, how rough do I look right now?
35:21Do I look hot?
35:23I'm not gonna lie to you.
35:24I look that bad.
35:28Just go back to the house.
35:30Eat something.
35:31Chower.
35:34You heard the doctor.
35:35He's not gonna be up for a little while.
35:37Okay.
35:37Thanks, babe.
35:43Hey.
35:43Hey.
35:47If you want to get back with Jeremiah,
35:49just do it.
35:51I never said that.
35:52And make him beg, obviously, but...
35:54don't just throw away everything you guys have had
35:57for the past four years.
36:02Like, not if it's still what you want.
36:03Okay.
36:21We gotta get up.
36:26Shut up.
36:28Still not a morning person, huh?
36:33My eyes are crispy.
36:36Can you bring me some of your contact solution?
36:38Yeah.
36:46Oh, my God.
36:51John, get in here.
36:55Oh, my God. Mom, where are you?
36:58Belly, I just got your messages.
36:59What's going on?
37:01Steven was in an accident. Is he okay?
37:03He's gonna be fine.
37:06I've been trying to keep it together, but I was so scared.
37:11Man, shut up.
37:13I can't imagine how terrified you must have been.
37:15I'm so, so sorry.
37:18Have you been there all alone?
37:20No, no.
37:23Taylor's here, and she's been amazing.
37:27Jared's here.
37:28He stayed all night.
37:30Mom, things have been so crazy.
37:33Listen, sweetheart.
37:34I'll be there as soon as I can, and I'll track down your dad and let him know.
37:39I love you so much, Belly.
37:42I love you, Mom.
37:46Steve, was it a car accident?
37:47He's okay.
37:48Okay.
37:48He's gonna be fine.
37:49He's fine.
37:50But Belly couldn't reach either of us last night.
37:52It's okay.
37:53We meet in the lobby in five.
37:54We hadn't seen each other much over the years, and we hadn't been alone together since...
38:21Hey.
38:22That day at the motel.
38:24Hey.
38:24Hey.
38:32Why are you holding a poker?
38:35Oh.
38:36Um.
38:37I thought you were a burglar.
38:39Of course you did.
38:45Where's Jared?
38:45He and your dad are on their way to Chamonix.
38:51Right.
38:53Aren't you supposed to be meeting them there?
38:55Yeah, my flight cop.
38:56Delayed because of the weather.
38:58They were trying to rebook me for the 28th.
39:01What are you doing here?
39:04My mom is on a retreat in the mountains, and Stephen's in New York.
39:07I was all alone at home.
39:09So.
39:10You have chocolate all over your face.
39:36No, I don't.
39:36What did you do?
39:37You just stick your whole head in to save time?
39:38Shut it.
39:41What are you doing?
39:43You called?
39:43I could start a fire.
39:50So I think it's maybe a little late for a fire.
39:53I think I'm just going to crash.
39:56Merry Christmas, Belly.
39:59It's really good to see you.
40:06You too.
40:08The next morning, right when I woke up, I had this funny feeling that he had already left.
40:23Help.
40:24Help.
40:27You okay?
40:33Oh, no, leave me alone.
40:37You hurt?
40:37Can you move?
40:39I thought you were gone.
40:41Nope.
40:42Still here.
40:44Ow.
40:47Let me help you out.
40:48No, no, no.
40:49Ow.
40:50Just, just give me a minute.
40:52Okay.
40:52Okay.
40:52How bad does it hurt on a scale from one to ten?
41:05Eleven.
41:06You're such a baby when it comes to pain.
41:08No, I'm not.
41:11I mean, that fall you took was no joke.
41:15Seriously, it was like when animals slip and fall in cartoons on banana peels.
41:20Are you calling me an animal?
41:26Ow.
41:30I'm going to pick you up and I'm going to carry you to the couch.
41:33No, no, no, no.
41:34Just, just, just, no.
41:36Just, I'm too heavy for you.
41:37Just leave me here.
41:38Okay.
41:38I know I can't bench press my body weight like Jer, but I can pick you up, Belly.
41:44Ready?
41:47Okay, come on.
41:48Okay.
41:49Ow.
41:49Ow.
41:50You're okay.
41:51Ready?
41:52Why?
41:53Ow.
41:53Ow.
41:57Watch your legs.
42:01Ow.
42:02You're okay.
42:03Yeah.
42:04Ow.
42:10That's when I had this sudden thought.
42:13A part of me will always love you.
42:15We spent the day together, but not together.
42:30Oh, to see without my eyes.
42:35Entertainingly expressive, H-blank-blank-blank-blank-blank-y.
42:47Oh, that's what?
42:48Oh, that's what?
42:51Hammy.
42:53Hammy.
42:54Hammy?
42:58Lois, I think this is the beginning of a beautiful friendship.
43:01And she's better off with Laszlo.
43:05You're insane.
43:07Rick and Ilsa are obviously meant for each other.
43:10Their little love story is nothing compared to the work that Laszlo was doing for the Resistance.
43:14Oh, my God.
43:15Yeah.
43:16What?
43:17I'm gonna get more firewood.
43:20You know, you are way too young to be this cynical.
43:22Yeah, yeah.
43:24It's true.
43:31Belly.
43:31Hey.
43:32Belly.
43:32Hey, sorry, my reception now here is terrible.
43:34I'm on the mountain freezing my balls off.
43:36What are you up to?
43:37I'm actually in Cousins.
43:39I got super lonely, so I drove up.
43:42Oh, nice.
43:43Did you bring Taylor?
43:44No, I came by myself.
43:47Well, I wish you were here with me.
43:48Conrad's flight got mad stuff because of the weather, so I'm stuck here with my dad.
43:52Yeah, he, um, he's...
43:55What?
43:56Hello?
43:56Belly.
43:57Can you hear me?
43:58Jer, I...
43:59I can't hear what you're saying.
44:00Uh, never mind.
44:02What?
44:04Wait, uh, I'll be sure to you tomorrow.
44:06Okay, bye, Belly.
44:07Okay.
44:08Okay, love you.
44:14Hey, I...
44:15I would have told Jer that you're here, too.
44:18Don't worry about it.
44:19I never told Jeremiah that Conrad was with me at Cousins.
44:22Because there was nothing to tell.
44:24Nothing happened with Conrad.
44:27Nothing was ever gonna happen.
44:28The next morning, Conrad was gone.
44:44He left just like I thought he would.
44:50No goodbye.
44:51Just gone like a ghost.
44:53Conrad Fisher, the ghost of Christmas past.
45:07Blackbird on my shoulder, and what difference does it make?
45:16When this love is over, shall I sleep within your bed?
45:25River of unhappiness, hold your hands upon my head.
45:32Till I breathe my last breath, all the woe will always be.
45:41The last time that you taught me, all will once ever cease.
45:50The last time being the mystery of love.
45:57Come in.
46:17Hey.
46:25Can you take your shoes off?
46:26I'm gonna be here for like a sec.
46:28I was just on my way in, and...
46:29Came to rub it in my face that I got fired on day one?
46:32No, jerk.
46:32I wanted to see how your friend's doing.
46:34Yeah, he's gonna be okay.
46:36Thanks.
46:37Good.
46:38All right, this is for you?
46:40You're welcome.
46:43Um...
46:44So look, um...
46:47About yesterday...
46:49I mean, we all know Namazi's a hard ass.
46:52I'm fine.
46:54Cool.
46:55Uh, that's...
46:56Actually, I was gonna say that she kind of has a point.
47:01Oh.
47:03Look, you know I always tell you the truth, right?
47:05And the truth is that you're smart as hell, obviously, but you need to pay more attention
47:11to your feelings.
47:11Excuse me?
47:13Well, you can deny your emotions all you want.
47:17They're not going anywhere.
47:20And...
47:21As long as you're afraid to face them, they'll run you, not the other way around.
47:30Hello would have been nice.
47:32Hello.
47:35Steven, you ready for a visitor?
47:38Oh, yeah.
47:39Oh, you're awake.
47:40Ow, ow, ow.
47:42Careful of his ribs.
47:44No, no, break another one, why don't you?
47:46It's barely cracked, you baby.
47:48How's, uh...
47:50How's mom and dad?
47:51Where are they?
47:52They're on their way.
47:53Hey.
47:58Uh, hi.
48:00I'm gonna give you two a minute.
48:02I'm glad you're alive.
48:05You scared the shit out of everyone.
48:10You know that?
48:12Belly was worried to death.
48:13I knew you were just being a drama queen, obviously.
48:16I was in a coma.
48:17So?
48:18Yeah, but...
48:20Medically induced.
48:22Huh.
48:22Steven, I'm joking.
48:28I was worried about you too, obviously.
48:30Yeah, yeah, you know, I've been thinking a lot about what you said since I woke up, you know, before the crash.
48:35Me too.
48:35And you were right.
48:39You and me, we don't work.
48:43What?
48:43If we never ran into each other that day in New York, we would have just gone about our lives and been fine.
48:54So let's just pretend we didn't.
48:55I've never been able to think clearly when it comes to you, Ty.
49:06I couldn't let you go.
49:09You know I love a challenge, but...
49:13It is a wake-up call.
49:18You were right.
49:20You and me, we don't work.
49:21Hmm.
49:26Good.
49:27Then we're on the same page.
49:29Yeah, yeah, finally.
49:30I'm gonna go find Belly.
49:42First loves are important.
49:45Conrad was mine.
49:47For the rest of my life, I would think of him fondly.
49:49The way you do your first pet, the first car you drove.
49:55But they're not as important as last.
50:10Stephen's gonna be okay.
50:12Thank God.
50:13Do you want to get some air?
50:23Yeah.
50:23Yeah, I would love that.
50:30I was...
50:31I am so mad at you.
50:34And you have every right to be.
50:36I'm sorry for what I did to you, and I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner.
50:39I'm sorry you found out the worst way possible.
50:43I know it's gonna take a lot of work for you to even begin to trust me again,
50:47but I am willing to do whatever it takes if you let me.
50:54I'm sorry, too.
50:58Sorry for what?
51:01Sorry for everything leading up to that fight.
51:04I can see how you thought we were broken up.
51:15You can?
51:17Yeah, but I...
51:18I don't understand how you could just move on to somebody else so easily.
51:23I mean, I could barely function.
51:25How were you okay enough to have sex with someone?
51:27No, Belly, I was completely numb that whole week.
51:31I didn't even feel like I was there when Lacey and I...
51:34When we had sex.
51:37After I...
51:38I just sat in the shower and cried for I don't...
51:41I don't even know how long.
51:43I was just thinking, how could I deserve you after that?
51:46Maybe we shouldn't let one mistake erase all these years.
51:58I mean, if we both believe that what we have is bigger than our mistakes,
52:05then maybe we can just start over.
52:10I want that, Bells.
52:12I want that so much.
52:13You can't ever hurt me like that again.
52:18I promise.
52:23I promise.
52:38I don't want to mess this up again.
52:41We won't.
52:43After Steven, I get it now.
52:47Life's too short not to spend it with the person that you love.
52:53I want to be with you always, no matter what.
52:57I just can't imagine my life without you.
53:00Me either.
53:02Belly has always been our story.
53:03Yours and mine.
53:06Nobody else's.
53:06What are you thinking?
53:14The future is just crazy.
53:16I don't know what.
53:17Say it.
53:21Would you...
53:22Yes.
53:24You don't even know what I'm about to say.
53:27Try me.
53:28Isabel Conklin, will you marry me?
53:39Yes.
53:40Yeah, I'll marry you.
53:41Yes.
53:42I love you too.
53:54I love you.
53:55I love you.
53:55I love you.
53:56A day
53:58Forever and ever
54:04In a day
54:07A day
54:10Forever and a day
54:18I bet we already knew our names
54:22Before we met each other
54:24I bet we've sailed the Milky Way
54:27Walked on the sun together
54:30How could I forget
54:33Those emerald eyes
54:37They took me by surprise
54:41But suddenly I missed your face
54:44I knew that smile from miles away
54:47I knew that I have loved you
54:51Forever and a day
54:58A day
55:01In all my lives I've waited
55:06Every time to hear you say
55:10I'll be yours
55:13Forever and a day
55:15I don't believe in destiny
55:33But I might have to say
55:39Your melodies
55:42They're changing me
55:46I'm yours forever
55:48I don't believe in destiny
55:49I don't believe in destiny
55:49I don't believe in destiny
55:50I don't believe in destiny
55:51I don't believe in destiny
55:51I don't believe in destiny
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