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“Ride or Die” (original title 彼女, Kanojo) is a Japanese Netflix film directed by Ryūichi Hiroki and adapted from Ching Nakamura’s yuri manga Gunjō. Rei (Kiko Mizuhara), a wealthy lesbian plastic surgeon, reunites with Nanae (Honami Sato), her high-school crush, only to learn Nanae is being brutally abused by her husband. In a dramatic act of love, Rei kills him to protect Nanae, and they go on the run together. Their relationship slowly evolves from deep friendship to a fierce, emotionally tangled love as they grapple with guilt, passion, and the question—what does love truly require?
Transcript
00:00:01Mandy, you're beautiful, inside and out.
00:00:05Any guy should feel lucky to be with you,
00:00:07and I'll always be here to beat up the bullies.
00:00:09I'm like your security now.
00:00:11Does that take us beyond besties?
00:00:13I think it does.
00:00:15Later, Ash.
00:00:30Give me love, love is all we need.
00:00:34Hear the sirens flashing red and blue.
00:00:38It's alright, cause I'm alright with you.
00:00:42I don't know where we are going.
00:00:48Pull the trigger, my mind is falling.
00:00:54We're not gonna make it out alive.
00:00:58I'll take my hand, I'll try to survive.
00:01:02Sand and Nancy meets Barney and Clyde.
00:01:06But I'll stick with you, my ride or die.
00:01:10Speed ain't loud, so we make some tracks.
00:01:14Promise me we're not coming back.
00:01:18We're not gonna make it out alive.
00:01:22But I'll stick with you, my ride or die.
00:01:27I'll stick with you, my ride or die.
00:01:33Did I tell you my dad gave me his bedroom?
00:01:35What did you do, Mandy?
00:01:37You wouldn't just give it up.
00:01:39My dad's deployed so much,
00:01:41I convinced him to give me his master bedroom.
00:01:43It's his house.
00:01:45So?
00:01:46You don't see me taking my grandma's bedroom.
00:01:48She's here all the time.
00:01:50That's not even a good comparison.
00:01:52No, but I basically take care of everything around here.
00:01:54Including her dog.
00:01:56I guess I just don't feel entitled enough to take something like that from her.
00:02:00It's less entitlement and more about need.
00:02:04He doesn't need a giant bedroom he never uses.
00:02:06And I bet that's the argument you used to get what you wanted.
00:02:08I got it, didn't I?
00:02:10You always get what you want, brat.
00:02:14Done.
00:02:16How much longer are you gonna be, Ash?
00:02:18I don't know. A few minutes. Are we in a rush?
00:02:20I may have a surprise.
00:02:22What? New boyfriend?
00:02:24Seriously, Mandy?
00:02:26Don't be mad.
00:02:28I wish you would tell me about these things more than, I don't know, minutes before we leave.
00:02:32Just fill me in now. Give me the lowdown.
00:02:34His name is Matt.
00:02:36He's so wonderful.
00:02:38And hot.
00:02:40In a take me on a magic carpet ride kind of way.
00:02:43That is so racist.
00:02:45It's no wonder you go through so many boyfriends.
00:02:47Yeah, cause I'm hot shit.
00:02:49But then I have to clean up after you.
00:02:51Like, every time.
00:02:54Whatever. I know you're gonna love Matt.
00:02:56Are you girls getting painted up in there again?
00:02:59You better clean it up this time.
00:03:01Or I will whip your butts so fast your heads will spin.
00:03:04Also, I made cobbler.
00:03:06Come get some before you leave.
00:03:08I love you, Grandma.
00:03:09I'll sit with you.
00:03:11I'll ride or die.
00:03:13I'll speed it up so we make some trots.
00:03:17Don't ask me we're not coming back.
00:03:21We're not gonna make it out alive.
00:03:25I'll sit with you.
00:03:27I'll ride or die.
00:03:35Hey, babe.
00:03:36Hi, babe.
00:03:37Matt, this is actually my best friend.
00:03:40You never told me your friend was so hot.
00:03:42Babe, don't be weird.
00:03:43Don't worry.
00:03:44You know I only have eyes for you.
00:03:46So, you picked this place?
00:03:48Yeah, I heard chicks like paninis.
00:03:51Hi, everyone.
00:03:54Welcome to Ponzi's Panini.
00:03:57We had inspection last week.
00:03:59We passed.
00:04:00Specials today are Italian and I think we have some roast beef that's still good.
00:04:04What can I get started for you?
00:04:05Uh, glass of Moscato for me, please?
00:04:08I'll have one too and a cow pen I'll have.
00:04:12I'll have your finest IPA and the Italian.
00:04:16Alright, I'll get that right out.
00:04:23Tell her I asked me to be a girlfriend.
00:04:25You'll love this.
00:04:26So, I invited her over.
00:04:28Made some popcorn.
00:04:29Got some of her favorite Moscato.
00:04:31And we watched one of her favorite movies.
00:04:33I asked her to be my girlfriend.
00:04:35And she said,
00:04:36Yeah, you can show me a whole new world.
00:04:40Wow.
00:04:41So sweet.
00:04:42And romantic.
00:04:43Did she rub your magical lamp after her?
00:04:45No.
00:04:49I think I'm gonna freshen up real quick.
00:04:51Ashley, do you wanna come with me?
00:04:53No.
00:04:54We're strong, independent women.
00:04:56That don't need to move in herds.
00:04:59Okay, fine.
00:05:00I'll be back in a sec.
00:05:04So, Mandy says you've been friends for like a really long time.
00:05:08Yeah.
00:05:09Mandy's my best friend.
00:05:11And it's my duty as her best friend to make sure you understand.
00:05:16That if you hurt her, I'll kill you.
00:05:19Oh, don't worry.
00:05:20I'll treat her nice.
00:05:21Yeah.
00:05:22Yeah.
00:05:23You don't understand.
00:05:25I've done it before.
00:05:31Hey guys.
00:05:32Did you get along?
00:05:34Alright.
00:05:35Here are your drinks.
00:05:38The food will be along shortly.
00:05:41Are you really Cal Penn?
00:05:52Hey.
00:05:53I was drinking that.
00:05:54I just thought you'd like to hold onto something else instead.
00:06:07Yeah.
00:06:09I do like this better.
00:06:11If that's what you want, I'm fine holding my wine instead.
00:06:21Play the night, right?
00:06:24Come on.
00:06:25We'll take care of you two.
00:06:26No.
00:06:28Can we just sit here and, I don't know, enjoy each other's company?
00:06:33I thought you liked this.
00:06:36I do.
00:06:38Okay then.
00:06:39Just not tonight.
00:06:42Come on.
00:06:44If I didn't want us around, would you still want to be with me?
00:06:47I'd really have to answer that?
00:06:49So you wouldn't?
00:06:51I don't know.
00:06:53What does it have to do with anything?
00:06:56It has to do with the fact that I've already told you I don't want to and you keep pushing me.
00:07:01I just really want you right now.
00:07:04Is this so wrong?
00:07:08I could get any bitch I wanted.
00:07:11And instead I'm here wasting my time with you.
00:07:14Do you want me?
00:07:16Yes.
00:07:18Then show me.
00:07:20I said stop!
00:07:42I said stop!
00:07:50Hey, what's wrong?
00:07:51Matt, he hit me.
00:07:52He was shaking and we got in another bite.
00:07:54He got too rough.
00:07:56I kicked him and screamed and got away.
00:07:58All I could think of was running here.
00:07:59I'm so scared.
00:08:00I'm so scared.
00:08:01I'm so scared.
00:08:02I'm so scared.
00:08:03I'm so scared.
00:08:04I'm so scared.
00:08:05I'm so scared.
00:08:06I'm so scared.
00:08:07He got too rough.
00:08:09I kicked him and screamed and got away.
00:08:11All I could think of was running here.
00:08:14I'm so scared, Ash.
00:08:37Ashley?
00:08:44Stop it.
00:08:45Just fucking stop it.
00:08:47Hey, look at me.
00:08:49Calm down.
00:08:50And maybe you can make it out of this.
00:08:52How long were you seeing him?
00:08:54We've been there.
00:08:55I don't know.
00:08:56I don't know.
00:08:57I don't know.
00:08:58I don't know.
00:08:59I don't know.
00:09:00I don't know.
00:09:01I don't know.
00:09:02I don't know.
00:09:03I don't know.
00:09:04I don't know.
00:09:05I don't know.
00:09:06We've been talking for a few months, but we only met up for the first time tonight.
00:09:10I swear, I didn't know he was your boyfriend.
00:09:13He wasn't my boyfriend.
00:09:16Ever mention a girl named Mandy?
00:09:18No!
00:09:19What an asshole.
00:09:20You know, I just saved you a shit ton of heartache.
00:09:25Who is Mandy?
00:09:27My best friend.
00:09:28His girlfriend.
00:09:29Or was before I shot him in the face.
00:09:32You beat the shit out of her tonight.
00:09:33I'm guessing before you came over.
00:09:36What's your name?
00:09:37Lemonade.
00:09:38What kind of name is that?
00:09:40Well, my real name is Adelaide and I...
00:09:43I can never pronounce it right as a kid, so Lemonade stuck.
00:09:46That's unfortunate.
00:09:50So I...
00:09:51We have a problem.
00:09:53I don't want to kill you.
00:09:54I can't take the chance of you getting out of here and telling someone what you just saw.
00:09:58So...
00:09:59What kind of deal do you want to make?
00:10:01I don't fucking know!
00:10:02What do you want?
00:10:11You're definitely in the wrong place at the wrong time.
00:10:14You didn't do anything wrong.
00:10:16You didn't deserve this.
00:10:17Yes, thank you.
00:10:18You...
00:10:19You're the kind of friend I wish I had back when I was bullied.
00:10:22You were bullied?
00:10:24Figured you for a pretty girl floated through high school.
00:10:27I did not float through high school.
00:10:29Boys started groping me in junior high.
00:10:32I didn't have the guts to make them stop.
00:10:36But when they held my arms back and grabbed me, I'd scream and things got worse.
00:10:42I didn't have anyone to protect me.
00:10:44So I just did what I could.
00:10:47Maybe if I had a friend like you back then, things would have been better for me.
00:10:52Different.
00:10:53I'd do it for anyone I cared for.
00:10:56Or maybe I went through all this to get here.
00:11:00To meet you.
00:11:07Forget my face.
00:11:09That's your deal.
00:11:11What if I don't want to?
00:11:12Promise me.
00:11:13What if I don't want to?
00:11:16What if I don't want to?
00:11:25Fuck!
00:11:40I can't do that.
00:11:45No.
00:11:46I can't do it.
00:11:49I can't do it.
00:11:51I can't do it.
00:11:55Just leave.
00:11:57Let's get away from this.
00:12:01I can't do it.
00:12:03I can't do it.
00:12:04Hey, I remember you.
00:12:28You were at my restaurant with Cal.
00:12:31Did you just see Cal?
00:12:33Yeah.
00:12:34Well, no.
00:12:35Actually, he got some acting gig and doesn't know when he'll be back, so I was just checking
00:12:39on his house.
00:12:40That is so weird.
00:12:43He was just home yesterday and he wasn't packing anything.
00:12:47How do you know that?
00:12:49Well, I mean, obviously I can't see inside his bedroom, but I walk past his house every
00:12:55day.
00:12:57On my way to the cafe, it's where I'm headed now, I gave up the panini place and went for
00:13:02a cafe instead.
00:13:04It's super trendy.
00:13:05So you saw him earlier?
00:13:07Was anyone with him or...?
00:13:09Yeah, his girlfriend was with him.
00:13:12She seemed upset.
00:13:14Also, you seem upset.
00:13:17Do you want to talk about it?
00:13:18Yeah.
00:13:19We can talk about it in the car if you want.
00:13:23Where are you headed?
00:13:24To the cafe.
00:13:25Weren't you listening?
00:13:27Do you want a ride?
00:13:34Okay.
00:13:35Get in.
00:13:44So, what's bothering you?
00:13:46Oh, nothing really.
00:13:48Just Cal and Mandy broke up today.
00:13:51What?
00:13:52Oh my god.
00:13:54That is just awful.
00:13:57I can tell you're really torn up.
00:14:00Yeah, I know.
00:14:01I'm sorry.
00:14:02Just, I'm really focused on my next goal of achieving a mutual first name basis.
00:14:07Mutual?
00:14:08Yeah, well, every time I see him I'm like, hi Cal, and he's all like, hey, you again.
00:14:16What is your name?
00:14:18Betty.
00:14:19Well, it's nice to meet you, Betty.
00:14:24So, how did you find out where he lives?
00:14:29Oh, well, when Cal closed out the night at Ponzi's, I sort of took a lift or whatever and followed it home.
00:14:46It's nice white bitches.
00:15:03Turns out, we live in the same neighborhood.
00:15:07Oh, I've been robbed like three times already.
00:15:17Every time, they steal all of my whipped cream.
00:15:20So now, I take it home and then back to work with me.
00:15:23Smart.
00:15:24I know.
00:15:26You're gonna use that can for customers' drinks?
00:15:30It was in my mouth, not on it.
00:15:35It's fine.
00:15:38I'll give you a free drink since you're giving me a ride.
00:15:44Man, it must be a bad one.
00:15:47What?
00:15:48It must be a bad period.
00:15:50Just finished mine.
00:15:52Thanks for sharing.
00:15:55Oh, come on.
00:15:56Like, every woman goes through this.
00:15:58I don't understand why we can't just talk about it.
00:16:01Go home.
00:16:02Make yourself a nice wine and my doll cocktail.
00:16:05You'll feel much better.
00:16:07Yeah, I'll give that a try.
00:16:09But, Betty, listen to me.
00:16:10You should take some time for yourself.
00:16:12Move on and forget about him.
00:16:14You're really pretty.
00:16:16And funny.
00:16:19You'll find someone who wants to know your name the day they meet you.
00:16:22You really think so?
00:16:23Yeah.
00:16:24I do.
00:16:25Just take some time for just you.
00:16:28The right person will come along.
00:16:31Yeah.
00:16:32I guess I could.
00:16:34You know, I have been falling behind on my crochet white castle coasters.
00:16:39Mmm.
00:16:40Don't walk out of them now.
00:16:54Did she kiss him?
00:16:55He didn't kiss her.
00:16:56Nothing.
00:16:57I can't believe I can't believe I ever did.
00:16:58Here.
00:16:59Took me forever to find a coffee shop that was still open.
00:17:02Do you remember that panini place?
00:17:05Yeah.
00:17:06Do you remember that panini place?
00:17:08It's a coffee shop now.
00:17:10Ashley, is that you?
00:17:12You've been gone a long time,
00:17:14and your friend has taken over the TV
00:17:16with that movie you girls always watch when she cries.
00:17:20She's still here.
00:17:22I can hear you, Grandma.
00:17:24I was out getting coffee.
00:17:26Okay, well, I made a cobblum while you were gone.
00:17:28Go get yourself some.
00:17:30This is good. I love pumpkin spice lattes.
00:17:38You know you miss the best parts of a movie.
00:17:42Rom-coms give me hope that one day I'll find my true love.
00:17:46You do know those movies aren't how real love works.
00:17:50Whatever. It's still romantic.
00:17:54Who doesn't want to be swept away with some dashing guy?
00:17:58Stop, I'm not doing that.
00:18:00Mmm.
00:18:02With a really hot British accent.
00:18:06Are coffee shops really that gross?
00:18:08Come on.
00:18:10Are you okay?
00:18:12Yeah.
00:18:16Yeah, I'm fine.
00:18:20I'm here.
00:18:22I'm here for you.
00:18:24How's your eye?
00:18:25It's fine, thanks.
00:18:27Huh?
00:18:29What do you want to do?
00:18:31I want to help you forget about that douchebag.
00:18:35Shit.
00:18:36I am so bad at this.
00:18:38You are terrible at it.
00:18:40But I love you for trying.
00:18:42Seriously, what girl Jean am I missing that I can't do this?
00:18:46How have you done?
00:18:48Here, give it to me.
00:18:50Bring your foot over.
00:18:52Oh my god.
00:18:53This looks like a crime scene.
00:18:55Give me the other foot.
00:18:58You've always been better at nails than me.
00:19:02Yeah, that's about it.
00:19:05I feel so useless sometimes.
00:19:08What are you talking about?
00:19:10You've always been the smart one.
00:19:12I'm stupid.
00:19:14And impulsive.
00:19:16Yeah, you are.
00:19:17Impulsive, that is.
00:19:19Not stupid.
00:19:20Do you remember in eighth grade when Tommy Silva made fun of my hair and poured milk on it?
00:19:26Yeah.
00:19:27Might beat him up for it.
00:19:29I had in school suspension for like a week.
00:19:31He never made fun of me after that.
00:19:34He didn't want to get beat up again by a girl.
00:19:37I don't think I've ever thanked you for looking out for him.
00:19:41Of course.
00:19:43You're my bestie.
00:19:45Ride or die, right?
00:19:47Oh my god.
00:19:49Do you remember?
00:19:51Jesus.
00:19:54We're ridiculous.
00:19:57I know, right?
00:19:59Who started that anyway?
00:20:01You started it.
00:20:02After.
00:20:05Got your mind off your mom.
00:20:08Anything to make you laugh.
00:20:13We both went through a lot.
00:20:16Somehow you got stronger.
00:20:19We went through different things.
00:20:22We just dealt with it.
00:20:24Differently.
00:20:27You never talk about him.
00:20:29I don't feel like I have to.
00:20:33Maybe if you did, maybe you could heal.
00:20:37Your dad walked out on you after your mom remarried and left you behind for a new family.
00:20:42Both of your parents bailed on you out of nowhere.
00:20:45I'm fine.
00:20:46I'm fine.
00:20:47You said yourself.
00:20:48I'm stronger.
00:20:50No one ends up fine after that.
00:20:52I said, I'm fine.
00:20:55You know you can tell me anything.
00:20:59Not everything.
00:21:03We're best friends.
00:21:04I can tell something is wrong.
00:21:06Have you been thinking about it?
00:21:14It's been almost ten years since everything happened.
00:21:18It's...
00:21:20Not about that.
00:21:25Okay, I know I can't force you to do anything.
00:21:28You're like my sister.
00:21:33I'd do anything for you.
00:21:35You know that, right?
00:21:42Okay.
00:21:43This one's done.
00:21:44There's nothing I can do about the other one though.
00:21:46You have to use nail polish remover and a q-tip to fix it.
00:21:48You have to use nail polish remover and a tip to fix it.
00:22:18And it's my duty as her best friend to make sure you understand.
00:22:37That if you hurt her, I'll kill you.
00:22:40I'll kill you.
00:22:46Andy.
00:22:47I do want to talk.
00:22:49Wake up.
00:22:50I need you.
00:22:51Please wake up.
00:22:59What if I don't want to?
00:23:10You can just lock me back in.
00:23:20See you next time.
00:23:22I have my pencil.
00:23:26If you have no clue, it will be funny.
00:23:29Although I have no clue.
00:23:33I have no clue.
00:23:36I have no clue.
00:25:18Oh God, you scared me.
00:25:23Sorry, I was looking for you.
00:25:25Your grandma made another cobbler.
00:25:27Not that I don't like them, but can we please have real breakfast?
00:25:31Real breakfast?
00:25:32Banana pancakes?
00:25:33You smell like Icy Hot rubbed on a butthole.
00:25:39You're a butthole.
00:25:41You slay me.
00:25:43You just got in a huge fight and breakup with Matt and you're already looking for a new boyfriend?
00:25:47I mean, the evidence is still in your face.
00:25:49I'm just looking.
00:25:51There's a whole lot of fine fish in the sea.
00:25:53Yeah, but you find all the hammer sharks blowfish in dicks.
00:25:57I'm sure there's a fish out there somewhere called a dick.
00:25:59I'm Googling it.
00:26:04What if I met a catfish?
00:26:05You think I can make it on the show?
00:26:07One can only hope.
00:26:09Thanks.
00:26:10It's like amazing.
00:26:10You want to run with me in my house so I can do some stuff?
00:26:16Yeah, it's cool.
00:26:16I haven't been to your house in forever anyways.
00:26:19Your knife.
00:26:22And your fork.
00:26:26Show off.
00:26:38Somebody swipe right?
00:26:38There is a fish called slippery dick.
00:27:08Okay, give me a minute to pick up some clothes.
00:27:19We're right back.
00:27:38We're right back.
00:28:08you make this oh yeah that'll be a creative and like therapeutic way to deal with losing her
00:28:31i just ash how did you deal with your parents leaving
00:28:38bye have a good trip thank you for watching little pablo for me i made you a cobbler i love you bye
00:28:51i love you too bye
00:29:01what are you doing
00:29:30i'm just watching tv i think you watched all the people in the shows
00:29:36it's the channel it was fun
00:29:38look i'm not good at this this whole parenting thing was your mother's expertise
00:29:45your grandmother's actually going on this trip so that we can get closer before i get custody
00:29:50i feel closer already daddy you know i hate that i know
00:29:56mom called me paulie i remember
00:30:01i miss her if you'd been around maybe she'd still be here
00:30:07you know we met in a bar every guy there was trying to buy her a drink she picked mine buttery
00:30:16you know she loved dirty shit like that you remember the the joke about the schnauzer
00:30:23it's the only joke you know
00:30:25come on you love that one
00:30:27jesus paul
00:30:35paul what go sleep at all
00:30:40paul what is wrong with you get off me
00:30:43dad it's me
00:30:46please stop i'm not amy
00:30:51i said stop
00:30:54my grandma took me in
00:31:00my grandma helped me when no one else would
00:31:03so i haven't had to cope with much
00:31:05i think you needed this stuff way more than me
00:31:08my mom
00:31:12your parents
00:31:14it all happened within the same week
00:31:17every time i try to talk about it you deflect
00:31:22andy we used to be so close and now i just feel like you're pushing me away
00:31:29i don't know what you want me to tell you mandy
00:31:34i've been with you through all of this stuff with matt too just like the others
00:31:38what do you think is different
00:31:40don't talk about stuff it eats you up inside
00:31:43i don't want to go crazy thinking about it
00:31:46at the very least do this for me
00:31:48we can make it fun
00:31:50we can get drinks on the right back and play truth or dare
00:31:57okay but i picked the drinks
00:32:04so i was hoping this would be an item muscato
00:32:07happy tears
00:32:09singing spice girl songs
00:32:11spice girls still might happen
00:32:13but this will be way more fun than all that other stuff you mentioned
00:32:17you know i love this game
00:32:20and i always choose dare right
00:32:21i know which is why tonight we're gonna choose for each other
00:32:24what oh come on
00:32:26it's the only way you won't just do dares all night
00:32:28but when we complete one we take a drink
00:32:30all right it's your game girl you go first
00:32:33i dare you
00:32:35uh huh
00:32:36to
00:32:40hold a flashlight
00:32:43mmhmm
00:32:44like you're telling a scary story
00:32:47but
00:32:49tell me about your happiest childhood memory
00:32:52really
00:32:53that's kind of lame
00:32:55whatever you have to do it
00:32:59it breaks my heart to say
00:33:02just put my pride in it
00:33:04it is so dark
00:33:06it was fourth grade
00:33:17and i was sitting on the swings
00:33:20alone
00:33:22this little girl with fiery red hair came up to me and said
00:33:27wow
00:33:29you can swing really high
00:33:31wanna see you can swing the highest
00:33:34she sat down next to me and we started swinging as hard as we could
00:33:38trying to go higher and higher
00:33:44she ended up winning
00:33:46and you know how i hate to lose
00:33:50so she said to me
00:33:52it's okay that you lost
00:33:55maybe you'll win next time
00:33:57wanna be my friend
00:33:59my name's Mandy
00:34:02and i said
00:34:04hex yeah
00:34:06at the end of the school day my mom was actually on time to pick me up
00:34:11she took me out for ice cream
00:34:14and i told her all about my best friend Mandy
00:34:19that's really your happiest memory
00:34:25yeah
00:34:26you're the first and only real friend i've had
00:34:28you know that
00:34:29it was a really good day
00:34:31see i'm opening up
00:34:33shot
00:34:34shot
00:34:35shot
00:34:43okay i dare you to do a waterfall with me
00:34:46are all my dares gonna be drinking
00:34:49i haven't decided but you are so sweet when you're tipsy
00:34:53i love you
00:34:56see you just proved my point ready
00:35:00mhm
00:35:01you just want me to get drunk
00:35:02well
00:35:03yeah
00:35:04we're drinking to lose inhibition to talk about deep stuff right
00:35:06mhm
00:35:07cool
00:35:08waterfall
00:35:09waterfall
00:35:10okay
00:35:11okay start
00:35:12all the time
00:35:14oh
00:35:15I'm sorry
00:35:16oh
00:35:22oh
00:35:23oh
00:35:24ooh
00:35:25oh
00:35:26oh
00:35:27oh
00:35:28oh
00:35:29oh
00:35:30oh
00:35:31oh
00:35:32oh
00:35:33oh
00:35:34oh
00:35:35oh
00:35:36oh
00:35:37oh
00:35:38oh
00:35:39so
00:35:40Why don't you ever talk about why your parents left you behind?
00:35:50You asked me this earlier today.
00:35:53I know.
00:35:55Maybe this question's more for me because I...
00:35:58I don't know how to deal with losing my mom.
00:36:03And I know it's not the same thing.
00:36:07But when my mom died...
00:36:10I was crushed.
00:36:14I mean, your parents might as well be dead with what happened.
00:36:19Your parents loved you.
00:36:22Things were great with my mom for a while, but my dad was never around.
00:36:25Fuck them, you know?
00:36:27If I wasn't worth it to them, then they're not worth it to me.
00:36:30I think that's the biggest thing you need to understand.
00:36:33I still have my grandma.
00:36:35She's the one who really loved me and cared about me.
00:36:38And I have you.
00:36:40You're the most important person in my life.
00:36:45So, now you can believe me when I tell you I'm okay.
00:36:51Okay.
00:36:52My turn.
00:36:53Uh, truth.
00:36:55Tell me something I don't know about you.
00:36:57Oh, you'd think I was crazy.
00:37:03Try me.
00:37:05Gosh.
00:37:09Okay.
00:37:09Yeah.
00:37:10Even from that first day we met on the playground, I have felt such a strong connection with you.
00:37:23I know this is ridiculous, but if I knew a relationship with a guy who wasn't working out,
00:37:38I'd make up reasons I'd have to leave him.
00:37:47You're such a loyal person.
00:37:49I didn't want you to think of me as someone who couldn't commit.
00:37:55What are you saying?
00:37:56What are you saying?
00:38:00They weren't all bad.
00:38:02When everything happened with Rich, you helped me get through it.
00:38:09I enjoyed having you around so much more.
00:38:15I had your undivided attention.
00:38:18I got to see you so much more.
00:38:24It made me want to make up more stories on why I left them.
00:38:29The more I did it, the more I had to make it look more realistic.
00:38:38I've done some really weird things to make it look real, too.
00:38:44Like, like Matt.
00:38:48I gave myself this black eye.
00:38:56I made myself cry before I knocked on your door.
00:39:04I know this is awful of me to lie like that and to do these things to myself.
00:39:11Just don't hate me.
00:39:13I just...
00:39:14Because I'm opening up so you can open up.
00:39:18I want to know what's been going on with you.
00:39:25We've been best friends for so long and...
00:39:28I can see something's upsetting you.
00:39:31I know something's upsetting you.
00:39:38You're not saying anything.
00:39:42They were just harmless white lies.
00:39:45I mean, not completely harmless.
00:39:54Get up.
00:39:57Get the fuck up!
00:39:58Get up there.
00:40:11Why?
00:40:17Wanted to know what's been bothering me?
00:40:18Get up there!
00:40:19Why are you being like this?
00:40:23What's up there?
00:40:24Move your ass or I will.
00:40:29Come on!
00:40:34Hurry up, Nancy!
00:40:35Oh my god, what a nice job.
00:40:49I'm not going to ask you to get up again.
00:40:51I'm sorry.
00:40:52Sorry I lied.
00:40:54Ash, whatever is up here, I don't want to know what it is.
00:40:59I want to go downstairs and forget I said anything.
00:41:02It's too late for that.
00:41:03Ash, please.
00:41:05Okay, okay.
00:41:06Hang on.
00:41:22Ash!
00:41:24Are those funny?
00:41:26You don't recognize them?
00:41:28I don't want to look.
00:41:29You're the reason they're dead.
00:41:31I told you downstairs that it started with Rich.
00:41:35I may have lied about stuff, but you are fucking crazy.
00:41:39I don't want to know who the other two are.
00:41:49Oh my god.
00:41:50Okay.
00:41:59I've missed you.
00:42:17This isn't real.
00:42:18Why didn't you just kill her?
00:42:21You're not real.
00:42:22You feel me, don't you?
00:42:28She doesn't understand you.
00:42:30She's going to betray you.
00:42:32She can't handle it.
00:42:36I can't handle it.
00:42:38What if I didn't?
00:42:42Everyone has done something to deserve to die.
00:42:46You were protecting your friend.
00:42:48What has she done for you?
00:42:50Nothing.
00:42:50She'll turn you in.
00:42:55Protect yourself.
00:42:57And kill her.
00:42:59I don't think I can.
00:43:02I'll be with you.
00:43:04I know you can.
00:43:07You've had so much on your shoulders for so long.
00:43:11Let me help you.
00:43:12I know you can.
00:43:20I know you can.
00:43:22I know you can.
00:43:24Please, please, whatever is wrong, we can fix it.
00:43:50I wasn't thinking.
00:43:51I should have thought about how what I was doing would affect you.
00:43:57How was I supposed to know you would do this?
00:44:00How was I supposed to know that you were lying about emotionally abusive, physically abusive, cheating and raping boyfriends after all the shit you told me they deserved it?
00:44:07How fucked up is that?
00:44:09I told you Rich was true.
00:44:12And Matt had pictures of another girl.
00:44:16Yeah, her?
00:44:17They met him after you left.
00:44:18I killed an innocent person.
00:44:20How can you live with that?
00:44:21I didn't know this would happen.
00:44:22I just wanted my friend around.
00:44:24I wasn't around.
00:44:25I would get a new boyfriend, we'd meet them, and then I would never see you.
00:44:29Why do you think?
00:44:30As far as I know, you were a magnet for every kind of asshole imaginable.
00:44:35I did this for you and it was all a lie.
00:44:38No, it wasn't.
00:44:39I'm sorry.
00:44:40Please, let me go.
00:44:42We'll get help for you.
00:44:44For me?
00:44:45I'm sorry.
00:44:49For me.
00:44:57She was lying.
00:45:01You're lying.
00:45:02You don't get it.
00:45:04You don't know what it's like to want to protect someone else and just take their pain away.
00:45:07My mom died of cancer.
00:45:11What the fuck are you talking about?
00:45:12What about me?
00:45:14You've only cared about yourself and your problems.
00:45:16Boo hoo.
00:45:17Your mom died.
00:45:18My dad tried to rape me and I defended myself.
00:45:21What?
00:45:22You're too wrapped up in yourself to see what I was going through.
00:45:24You never told me.
00:45:26Why I cared so much.
00:45:29This is all for you.
00:45:31Now, you know, you don't even care what I've sacrificed.
00:45:37What am I supposed to do now?
00:45:52Do it.
00:45:56I can't.
00:45:58You don't have to.
00:45:59Please.
00:46:01Please, somebody help me.
00:46:12Help.
00:46:21Help.
00:46:22Somebody help me, please.
00:46:24gerber.
00:46:25Help.
00:46:26Let me.
00:46:26여러분.
00:46:39Guys.
00:46:40Help.
00:46:45Help.
00:46:46Here.
00:46:48Here.
00:46:48Here.
00:46:49Here.
00:46:49I don't know.
00:47:19so
00:52:19No, you're not.
00:52:21Pull over and find a hotel room.
00:52:23I don't want to.
00:52:24I've never felt more free.
00:52:27Pull over.
00:52:29Fine.
00:52:29You're lying to yourself.
00:52:40No, I'm not.
00:52:41I don't have to worry about Mandy anymore.
00:52:44I'm free to do what I want and not worry about whatever new lie she's come up with.
00:52:47We're going out.
00:52:49We're going out.
00:52:51You may not be tied to Mandy anymore, but you are driving her car right now.
00:52:57Think about what just happened.
00:52:58You're being reckless.
00:53:00Do you really want to go somewhere public?
00:53:03in a stolen car?
00:53:04In a stolen car?
00:53:05You don't understand.
00:53:06I need this.
00:53:08I know that this is not a good idea.
00:53:10And so do you.
00:53:13Don't do this.
00:53:14Not now.
00:53:15All I have is right now.
00:53:17I've been putting Mandy's happiness above my own.
00:53:19And we never hung out with other people except for her boyfriends.
00:53:22I want to meet someone new.
00:53:23I'm doing this for me.
00:53:25Only me.
00:53:26If you don't want to come, then don't.
00:54:19Okay, hold on, let's go.
00:54:49Okay, hold on, let's go.
00:55:19Okay, hold on, let's go.
00:55:49I don't really do small talk.
00:56:19Okay, hold on, let's go.
00:56:49What the hell was that?
00:56:53I said my name was Brittany, bitch.
00:56:55I'm nobody's rebound.
00:57:03Hey, wait.
00:57:04Leave me alone, you fucking psycho.
00:57:10Why did you do that?
00:57:25I looked like an idiot in front of that girl.
00:57:33What is this all for?
00:57:34What are you?
00:57:36I'm here to protect you.
00:57:39Okay.
00:57:40So now what?
00:57:41You have me here.
00:57:42You convinced me Mandy deserved to die.
00:57:45How do you feel about Mandy now?
00:57:48I feel worse, so thanks for that.
00:57:51Why?
00:57:52I wanted her to hear me and understand what I went through.
00:57:57I feel like she wasn't listening to me.
00:57:59I was just so angry.
00:58:01I poured everything into our friendship and now it's nothing.
00:58:05Somewhere deep down inside she had to have known that I was doing something to protect her from all the shit she was telling me.
00:58:11I took care of the boys and the people that threatened her.
00:58:18I stood up for her.
00:58:19You were right before.
00:58:20What did she ever really do for me?
00:58:22So she deserved what she got?
00:58:26No.
00:58:27No, that's not what I'm saying.
00:58:28I hate what she did.
00:58:30I hate that she lied to me.
00:58:32Now I don't know what was true or not.
00:58:33What if she lied about other things?
00:58:36So do you think she felt guilty for the things that she did?
00:58:40I guess I'll never know.
00:58:42Took her getting drunk to tell me so maybe.
00:58:45I don't think she did.
00:58:47But you.
00:58:50This is eating you up inside.
00:58:54Formaldehyde is an interesting substance.
00:58:57It irritates your throat like you're having an asthma attack.
00:59:00It also damages your stomach.
00:59:03You didn't drink enough of your licorice yourself.
00:59:17Yet.
00:59:17Yeah.
00:59:17You didn't drink enough of your licorice yourself.
00:59:18Yet.
00:59:19I don't think so.
00:59:30I don't think so.
00:59:33I didn't that far.
00:59:35I didn't like this.
00:59:36I don't think so.
00:59:37Hi, I'm here to get you from point A to point B.
01:00:02I am pulling up our destination now. Hi, how are you? Oh, hell no, girl. This does not look like no grudge, girl, with glasses on. Do not bleed on my leather seats.
01:00:19Maybe I should get another ride.
01:00:21No, I will take you to the hospital. Just take a water and give me five stars.
01:00:28Thanks. Took forever to get a ride. And we're not going to the hospital.
01:00:37You know this actually reminds me of my honeymoon with your mom? You can distinguish me from her now, can you?
01:00:57Except she wasn't wearing anything. Do you work out? This is hot yoga because she never had abs.
01:01:03Get off me. That was uncalled for. You're dead. No thanks to you. Do you remember what you did?
01:01:11I remember what I tried to do. Big difference. It was a mistake, okay? I'm sorry.
01:01:17That's not all that I'm talking about. And that, by the way, is the worst apology I've ever heard.
01:01:23I still apologized. It's more than most people do. Brownie points to me.
01:01:27Brownie points? You used to hit me just so you'd get the chance to talk to mom when she would confront you about my bruises.
01:01:33Does that deserve brownie points too? Toughen you up. You made me out like a liar. She's a clumsy kid, haven't you noticed?
01:01:43By the way, I miss you so much. Please take my pathetic ass back. Well, every time I was on a visitation you'd give me some shitty TV dinner, ignore me, and then beat me until you were sure I would bruise.
01:01:57You're my dad. You're supposed to protect me. I wasn't afraid of those weakens. Just waiting for you to hit me with that smile on your face and then you'd tell me I was your best girl.
01:02:15I almost wanted it. Because at the end, you would actually say something nice to me. At least mom finally figured out what you were doing.
01:02:26Do you regret anything now? I regret the way things ended with me and your mom.
01:02:33That's not what I'm talking about. Do you regret anything that you did to me?
01:02:37No. You're my best girl. You are who you are because of me.
01:02:42You don't get to take credit for me. I'm my own person.
01:02:47You are exactly like me. You and I, we hurt the ones we love the most. I hurt you because I love you. I tried to give you your parents back. A stable home.
01:03:02That's not how you love someone. You want love without pain. You won't find it.
01:03:09You can't leave. You're too weak.
01:03:12Yeah, no shit. You did this to me. I think I passed out. I just want to lay down in bed and help you go away.
01:03:16You took their lives. Look at them stuff. What's it worth it?
01:03:23No.
01:03:24You took their lives. Look at them stuff. What's it worth it? No.
01:03:30You didn't want me to go through what I went through. All I did was make this worse for myself and regret it every day and I can't take it back.
01:03:37You did this to me. I think I passed out. I just want to lay down in bed and help you go away.
01:03:43You took their lives. Look at them stuff. What's it worth it? No.
01:03:48You didn't want me to go through what I went through. All I did was make this worse for myself and regret it every day and I can't take it back.
01:03:59I never thought about it until I met you.
01:04:05What made me so different?
01:04:15Oh, hi! You're up!
01:04:18We have a lot of celebrating to do.
01:04:21Celebrate what?
01:04:24Sorry. I've already had a few.
01:04:27You want to tell me what's going on?
01:04:30First, a toast.
01:04:31To us.
01:04:32Drink up!
01:04:38Happy two month anniversary!
01:04:40What?
01:04:42So, I know that you have some trouble with doing your nails. So, I got you this. Do you like it?
01:04:55This is actually perfect. Thank you.
01:04:59I'm so glad you like it.
01:05:01Two months, huh?
01:05:02Sorry, I don't think I got you anything.
01:05:04Silly!
01:05:05You got me this dress!
01:05:06I did?
01:05:07I'm sorry, my head feels fuzzy. I don't remember. I don't even think I could stand right now.
01:05:14That's okay. I'll come to you.
01:05:16This is nice.
01:05:17Yeah?
01:05:18Yeah.
01:05:19Yeah.
01:05:20Yeah.
01:05:21You don't know how much I've needed this.
01:05:22Needed what?
01:05:23Not holding back. I've kept almost everyone else at a distance.
01:05:26Then don't hold back with me.
01:05:28I don't know what I did to deserve you. I feel like a part of me has been missing ever since my dad died.
01:05:42You mean when you killed him?
01:05:44I don't know what I did to deserve you. I feel like a part of me has been missing ever since my dad died.
01:05:57You mean when you killed him? You don't have to hide that from me.
01:06:02I don't mean to. It's just not something I talk about a lot.
01:06:07He was a terrible person and a drunk, but I didn't kill him on purpose.
01:06:12I'm sure you were scared.
01:06:14It was a blur. One moment he was on top of me, and the next he wasn't moving, but I didn't mean to.
01:06:20Look at me. It doesn't change how I feel about you. That doesn't define you.
01:06:26I'm with you for you, not for what you've done.
01:06:30I'm here for this. Broken or whole. Whatever.
01:06:36I'm here for this. This is what I want. You're what I want.
01:06:41I really don't deserve you. I know.
01:06:53Can we just stay in this moment forever?
01:06:56Just enjoy it now. Feel this moment with me.
01:07:00I know. I finally feel like myself. I'm not worrying about anything else.
01:07:06Being near you makes me feel sane. Is that weird?
01:07:12Maybe a little. Since we've only been together for two months.
01:07:16I guess I'm lucky you didn't show up with the U-Ha for a second date.
01:07:20I wait too much. It's fucked up fun.
01:07:24Hey, that's not funny. I thought it was hilarious.
01:07:28You know I can revoke your coupling privileges at any time.
01:07:32Really? What are you going to do about it?
01:07:44This feels kind of familiar.
01:07:46You shocked me.
01:07:48I guess happily ever after is over.
01:08:02Five stars, okay?
01:08:10Five stars, okay?
01:08:32Five stars, okay?
01:08:33Five stars, okay?
01:08:39Why are you doing this to me?
01:08:43Please stop. I can't keep going back there.
01:08:49You can only punish yourself for so long.
01:08:53I did so many things wrong.
01:08:56Don't know where to start.
01:08:58I hurt everyone I care about. I'm broken. You were the first person I felt any kind of attraction to. The feelings built up and went away as soon as it started. You made everything spin out of control.
01:09:19Why me? You were the first person I killed with. I doubt it'd be innocent. I'm not that innocent.
01:09:33You've had so much on your shoulders for so long. Let me help you.
01:09:49Ashley, is that you? Were you talking to someone? I'm not feeling so well. Keep it down please.
01:10:06What are you gonna do about her? Grandma, nothing. She's been turning a blind eye to what you've been doing.
01:10:12She's hurting knowing what you've done and brought into her home. And her suffering.
01:10:17She's not an animal. What are you suggesting? Putting her down? I would never hurt her.
01:10:22You already have. She'll never tell you how badly you've hurt her. She suffers in her silence.
01:10:30You can set her free. Let me help you. End her pain. Do it.
01:10:49No one's perfect, Ash. The trick is learning to live with what you've done. No one is innocent. Not anymore.
01:11:06You're losing your chance to become something better than what you lived through.
01:11:11You've lost your chance for forgiveness. You took the chance from Paul, Rich, Brad, Dean, Matt, Mandy, and myself to become better than we were.
01:11:28You took away the possibility of what we could have been. And now you can't live with who you are anymore.
01:11:34All you can do is accept your guilt and embrace your fate.
01:11:41I want this to stop. You can make it stop.
01:11:47Ashley! Let me do this lemonade.
01:11:51What? Ashley, it's me. It's Mandy. Yeah. Okay, you're dead.
01:11:56You sound so happy to see I'm alive. Is it really you?
01:12:01Yes. I came to get even. But I can see you've already done that to yourself.
01:12:06Dammit! Ashley! What are you doing?
01:12:11I'm ending my pain.
01:12:14This is not the answer. I'm calling for an ambulance.
01:12:18This is my chance.
01:12:20For what?
01:12:22I'm so sorry, Mandy. This is all my fault.
01:12:27Even with you, I built up walls. I didn't talk to you about the things I was dealing with.
01:12:35Your best friend is fucked up. I'm still fucked up.
01:12:40I became worse than the things that happened to me.
01:12:45You don't need me anymore. Please forgive me.
01:12:52I might be able to forgive you, but nothing will be the same.
01:12:58You did hurt me, Ashley. And there's no taking that back.
01:13:06I can admit I should have paid attention to the things that you needed and I didn't.
01:13:14I lied to you about things no one should lie about.
01:13:17We can't take away what we've done.
01:13:23But maybe we can move past it.
01:13:26I'm here now, okay?
01:13:28But first, Ash, I'm calling an ambulance.
01:13:47I'm at Motel 75. My friend's dying. I think she...
01:13:56Oh, God!
01:14:01No!
01:14:06No!
01:14:17No!
01:14:40I think she's still breathing.
01:14:47No!
01:15:08Mandy, I'm sitting in English pretending to write in my daily journal right now.
01:15:12This class sucks, and Miss Thompson is an uptight bitch.
01:15:15Writing to you is so much better.
01:15:18I can't wait to come over this weekend and sleep over.
01:15:20What shenanigans will we get into while your parents are away?
01:15:23Who am I kidding?
01:15:25It's going to be pizza, makeovers, and finding the booze.
01:15:28You know, the more I think about it, I might just beat up Tommy Silva for being a jerk.
01:15:33Don't let him make you feel like there's anything wrong with you.
01:15:36You're beautiful, inside and out, and any guy should feel lucky to be with you.
01:15:40And I'll always be here to beat up the bullies.
01:15:42I'm like your security now.
01:15:43Does that take us beyond besties?
01:15:46I think it does.
01:15:48Later.
01:15:49Ash.
01:15:50You're beautiful.
01:15:53You're justGooku.
01:15:57Yes.
01:15:58You look beautiful.
01:16:00You're gonna make peace with you, Andrew.
01:16:01America...
01:16:03I guess I'm your christmas on the contrary.
01:16:05And the others...
01:16:06You...
01:16:07You're trying to fucking enjoy that.
01:16:09You can always leave the엣 ediyor if you can find out.
01:16:12confort is a bad yellow lamp.
01:16:13And get up going on.
01:16:15그렇지om...
01:16:17I see you now talking all that shit
01:16:32Hurry up, stand high
01:16:34Get up and get down
01:16:36I'm not afraid to look dirty
01:16:38I'll be down in a minute
01:16:40I turn the red light on
01:16:42And your lights in
01:16:44Hell, somehow I'm gonna help you
01:16:46Cause I don't really think
01:16:47You ever had one before
01:16:50No, probably again
01:16:52It's a battle of wits
01:16:54And your way out match
01:16:56I'm a killer wolf
01:16:57Sitting in a teddy bear mask
01:17:00So I can't stand to see you there
01:17:04You stand up too fast
01:17:06And realize it ain't there
01:17:08Come on, little Mr. Asher
01:17:10You would fall
01:17:12Because this isn't a waste
01:17:14Start a walk
01:17:16And there's blood
01:17:17On the dance floor
01:17:19You gave me a walk
01:17:22And now you're lipping away
01:17:24And there's blood
01:17:25On the dance floor
01:17:27I wouldn't want it
01:17:30Any other way
01:17:32And there's blood
01:17:33On the dance floor
01:17:35You gave me a walk
01:17:38And now you're lipping away
01:17:40And there's blood
01:17:41On the dance floor
01:17:43On the dance floor
01:17:43One way
01:17:46And the other way
01:17:48And there's blood
01:17:49It's the epic mirror
01:18:06It's the size of your brick
01:18:08It's time to stop
01:18:09Overcompensating your dick
01:18:12You're fake
01:18:13You're fraud
01:18:14You're a real charlatan
01:18:16But you can't steal the answer
01:18:18Out of somebody's room
01:18:20It's all over
01:18:21But the crying
01:18:22And there's too much of that
01:18:24They'll lead up to the bar
01:18:26And realize you're a match
01:18:28You aren't the leader of men
01:18:30You aren't the leader of shit
01:18:32Well, just the leader
01:18:33Standing there
01:18:34And sucking my dick
01:18:36I said, I can't stand
01:18:38To see you there
01:18:40Get up too fast
01:18:42And realize it ain't fair
01:18:44Come on, little mister
01:18:46I'll show you what I'm for
01:18:48Because this is why
01:18:50We don't know what
01:18:52There's blood
01:18:53On the dance floor
01:18:55You gave me a walk
01:18:58And now you're lipping away
01:19:00And there's blood
01:19:01On the dance floor
01:19:03I wouldn't want it
01:19:06The other way
01:19:08And there's blood
01:19:09On the dance floor
01:19:11You gave me a walk
01:19:14And now you're lipping away
01:19:16And there's blood
01:19:17On the dance floor
01:19:19One, one, and the other way
01:19:24And there's blood
01:19:25There's blood
01:19:29There's blood
01:19:33And there's blood
01:19:35And there's blood
01:19:37And there's blood
01:19:41On the dance floor
01:19:43You gave me a walk
01:19:46And now you're lipping away
01:19:48And there's blood
01:19:49On the dance floor
01:19:51I wouldn't want it
01:19:54Any other way
01:19:56And there's blood
01:19:57On the dance floor
01:19:59You gave me a walk
01:20:02And now you're lipping away
01:20:04And there's blood
01:20:05On the dance floor
01:20:07I wouldn't want it
01:20:10Any other way
01:20:12And there's blood
01:20:13On the dance floor
01:20:15You gave me a walk
01:20:18And now you're lipping away
01:20:20And there's blood
01:20:21On the dance floor
01:20:23You gave me a walk
01:20:25And now you're lipping away
01:20:27And there's blood
01:20:28On the dance floor
01:20:30You gave me a walk
01:20:31And now you're lipping away
01:20:34And there's blood
01:20:36On the dance floor
01:20:38I wouldn't want it
01:20:41Any other way
01:20:42And there's blood
01:20:44On the dance floor
01:20:46You gave me a walk
01:20:48And now you're lipping away
01:20:50And there's blood
01:20:52This blood, I'm looking for
01:20:55I wouldn't want to get away
01:21:00This blood
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