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After heartbreak, a strong woman must navigate love, freedom, and chaos in NYC, learning to stand tall and start over in a city that never slows down.
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00:00:00Test yourself, go down to the belly of the deepest hell
00:00:08You might find who you are, who you are
00:00:13It's a star, fall apart
00:00:18There you go, gave it to house management
00:00:25And these
00:00:27Okay, well, thank you, I'll be
00:00:31Yeah, I'll just be a minute, I'll be right back
00:00:33We'll see you
00:00:34Okay
00:00:57Ladies and gentlemen, we have a 7 o'clock half hour for a 7.30 show this evening
00:01:03And just a reminder that when you get out of the clothes, please join us upstairs in the lobby for a little send-off
00:01:10Okay, I just want to take everybody back to the time when these two met
00:01:27Jen comes to me and she says, Dad, listen, I met this guy and he's all alone for the holidays
00:01:34And he's a sailor
00:01:36And I say, no
00:01:37No, no, no, no, no
00:01:39She says, oh, Dad, please, come on
00:01:41He's separated from his family
00:01:43Come on, can I please invite him for Christmas?
00:01:46And I said, yes
00:01:47Well, well, no, no
00:01:48Pat and I said yes
00:01:51And boy, are we glad we did
00:01:54You two chose each other to be family
00:01:58I mean, poor Jen, when I think of it
00:02:01Stuck with me and Pat, no choice, no choice at all
00:02:04But, David, Jen chose you
00:02:09So be her rock
00:02:12Be her soft place to fall
00:02:15And for God's sake, be the one to make her wear a life vest
00:02:21At all times, even on land
00:02:24A toast to Mr. and Mrs. Monroe
00:02:28May you always be as in love as you are today
00:02:32I love you
00:02:34Cheers
00:02:36Cheers
00:02:36You're here
00:02:39Traffic follows patterns as you've got it under me
00:02:52This thing that's allowing me to somehow be okay with standing here in front of you telling you that unless you fight for me, now I am walking away
00:03:02I won't sit back and wait for you to walk me
00:03:04That's what I think it is
00:03:05We can just go home now
00:03:06Great
00:03:07Thank you
00:03:09Thank you
00:03:13Tara, great job
00:03:14Appreciate it
00:03:15Thank you for being here
00:03:16Thank you
00:03:17Bye, Nigel
00:03:18So good to see you
00:03:18Thank you
00:03:19That was great
00:03:20Thank you
00:03:20Bye, Nigel
00:03:22I'll see you in the trolley
00:03:23Oh, God
00:03:26Oh, my God
00:03:30I'm so happy to see you
00:03:31I'm so happy to see you
00:03:32How are you?
00:03:33I'm great
00:03:34How are you?
00:03:35Oh, good
00:03:36Holy shit
00:03:37You were slaying me in there
00:03:38I was like crying listening to you
00:03:40Thank you
00:03:40No, this material
00:03:41I mean, that play is incredible, right?
00:03:43It's really wonderful
00:03:43Yeah, you just, like, have to just drop down into it
00:03:46Yeah, yeah
00:03:47Have you worked with Nigel before?
00:03:49No, no
00:03:50The nicest guy
00:03:51Are you next?
00:03:52No, God, no
00:03:53I'm 40 minutes early like a jackass
00:03:56Yeah, I like to just show up way too early and watch all the other actresses go in and be brilliant
00:04:00And then lose all my self-confidence
00:04:02Oh, shut up
00:04:03This outfit was perfect
00:04:04I know, right?
00:04:05I brought this to my roommate
00:04:06This is my
00:04:07I used to be a decent piece of
00:04:09No, I'm invisible because my husband dumped me, look
00:04:11Jenny, you ready?
00:04:15Oh, yeah
00:04:15No, no, no
00:04:17We're going by scheduled times
00:04:18Jenny, I'm sorry I don't see you
00:04:20Hi, that's okay, hi
00:04:20How are you?
00:04:21Come on in, sweetie
00:04:22All right
00:04:24How are you?
00:04:25Good, how are you?
00:04:25Good, thanks for coming in
00:04:26Sure
00:04:27Nigel, this is Jenny Monroe
00:04:30You might have remembered her from the
00:04:32Of course
00:04:33I saw you in the Akebourne last year
00:04:35Oh
00:04:35You were great
00:04:36Oh, thank you
00:04:37Thanks so much
00:04:38Toby will read Alexander for you
00:04:41We're going to go back
00:04:42Just a little bit
00:04:44From
00:04:45I, Alexander, take thee Delaney
00:04:47Oh, oh, okay
00:04:49Yeah
00:04:49From the flashbacks
00:04:52To the vows
00:04:53That way
00:04:54It'll just help you to launch yourself
00:04:57A little bit
00:04:57Great, great, great
00:04:58Thanks
00:04:59I, Alexander, take thee Delaney
00:05:06To be my wife
00:05:07To have and to hold
00:05:09To love, honor, and cherish
00:05:11From this day forward
00:05:13I, Delaney, take thee, Alexander
00:05:16To be my husband
00:05:17To honor
00:05:19To honor, cherish
00:05:23Hey babe
00:05:26Who, whose number
00:05:31Who do you know with the 407 number?
00:05:3540
00:05:36Who do you know with the 407 number?
00:05:40Nobody
00:05:41I think you do
00:05:43Whoever it is, it's somebody you've spoken to
00:05:47At least once a day
00:05:49Every single day
00:05:50For the last 30 days
00:05:51That was my phone records
00:05:54Or
00:05:54Who?
00:05:58Oh, uh
00:05:59Right
00:06:00She's just a friend
00:06:01She's just a friend
00:06:09I met
00:06:10Where?
00:06:12For Pierce
00:06:13When I delivered the bowl
00:06:16To, to
00:06:35To have and to hold
00:06:37Sorry about that
00:06:39Do you mind if I just
00:06:41I'm just gonna go back
00:06:42If that's okay
00:06:42Of course
00:06:43Drop the easiest line
00:06:45In the whole play
00:06:47Everyone knows it
00:06:50Even my parents
00:06:50Okay
00:06:51These are my
00:06:54Husband just dumped me pants
00:06:56Throwing me off
00:06:57There we go
00:06:59I, Alexander
00:07:08Take thee, Delaney
00:07:09To be my wife
00:07:10To have and to hold
00:07:12To love, honor, and cherish
00:07:14From this day forward
00:07:15I, Delaney
00:07:17Take thee, Alexander
00:07:19To be my husband
00:07:20To have and to hold
00:07:23From this day forward
00:07:26Okay
00:07:35Alright
00:07:36I got mine
00:07:37No, wait
00:07:37Let's do two
00:07:38One serious
00:07:40And one funny
00:07:40Okay
00:07:52Okay
00:07:56Uh, funny first
00:07:58Yep
00:07:59Funny first
00:08:00Thanks
00:08:01Okay
00:08:11Okay
00:08:11That's beautiful
00:08:25Thank you
00:08:27Happy anniversary
00:08:30I'm sorry
00:08:32I couldn't afford more
00:08:33Not, not, David
00:08:33You deserve more
00:08:34Stop it
00:08:34We spent all of our money
00:08:36So that we could move here
00:08:37I don't want anything else
00:08:38I just want you
00:08:39You don't
00:08:39I do
00:08:40Come on
00:08:43Come on
00:08:44It's broken
00:08:44Jenny, David
00:08:56Come in
00:08:56Jenny, David
00:09:10Come in
00:09:10And I just
00:09:14I know that it's about
00:09:16The timing of all this
00:09:17You know
00:09:18With this
00:09:18With this other woman
00:09:19So it's
00:09:20Being fair
00:09:20Um, yes
00:09:21And I
00:09:21I know that
00:09:23We're
00:09:23We're scared
00:09:24That we're both scared
00:09:25But I just
00:09:26Is that true, David?
00:09:29What?
00:09:29That we're scared?
00:09:31Are you scared?
00:09:33She's always scared
00:09:34Are you?
00:09:39I guess so
00:09:40You guess so
00:09:43Yep
00:09:44Can you tell me
00:09:48What else you might be feeling?
00:09:53Jenny mentioned
00:09:53That you seemed angry
00:09:55At her
00:09:57Is that true?
00:10:00It's
00:10:01It's not even
00:10:01Jenny
00:10:02Sorry
00:10:03Sorry
00:10:04David
00:10:04David
00:10:08Are you angry?
00:10:13I don't know
00:10:14At me?
00:10:20At Jenny, David
00:10:21What are you so angry about?
00:10:27In my experience
00:10:31When people refuse to speak
00:10:34It usually
00:10:34I don't want to be a dad
00:10:35If that's what you were asking
00:10:42No, I got it
00:10:57It's alright
00:10:57It's alright
00:10:58Hey
00:11:02Hey
00:11:03Hey
00:11:04Hey
00:11:05Hey
00:11:05Hey
00:11:06Hey
00:11:07Hey
00:11:07Hey
00:11:08Hey
00:11:09Hey
00:11:09We were so worried about you guys
00:11:10How do you think you landed okay?
00:11:12Oh, I think you would have heard something on the news if we didn't
00:11:14Let me help you
00:11:15I know, I know
00:11:15I'm taking the light one
00:11:16Come, come
00:11:17I'm dying for you to see the trees
00:11:19Babe, why don't we just
00:11:20You got something for your folks, right?
00:11:22Yeah
00:11:22So let's just
00:11:23Figure out something we need
00:11:24For the apartment
00:11:25No, no, no
00:11:26Get it online
00:11:26That's not romantic
00:11:27Oh, I don't even know what you want
00:11:28You don't tell me
00:11:29What do you want?
00:11:33I want a baby
00:11:35A what?
00:11:40I want a baby for Christmas
00:11:42Jenny
00:11:46Yeah?
00:11:49Are you serious?
00:11:51Yeah
00:11:51I thought we didn't want a baby
00:11:54I know, but I do now
00:11:56Now I do
00:11:57Jane
00:11:59I just
00:12:00I know it sounds weird
00:12:02But I keep seeing these
00:12:03These beautiful little badass girls
00:12:05That look right at me
00:12:06Like, what are you doing?
00:12:08Who are you gonna share your
00:12:09You know, your whatever with
00:12:11Your
00:12:11Your
00:12:12Anything
00:12:12We're pushing 40
00:12:16What if we just
00:12:17For one year
00:12:19Got out of the way
00:12:20To see if it was meant to be
00:12:21Just one year
00:12:24I'm not going back there
00:12:41Hey, Jennifer Monroe
00:12:47Listen, I'm doing what you asked
00:12:49I'm giving you space
00:12:51For him to step up
00:12:52But I swear to God
00:12:53If he doesn't
00:12:54In a big way
00:12:54In a big way
00:12:55Real, real soon
00:12:56I will
00:12:57I don't know
00:12:58Maybe I'll cash out my IRA
00:13:00And put a hint out on him
00:13:01That would be a great use of my money
00:13:04You know, I'm kidding, right?
00:13:05I kid because I love
00:13:07I'm sort of kidding
00:13:08But seriously
00:13:08Just say the word
00:13:10And I am there
00:13:11Okay?
00:13:12I love you
00:13:24So he's all proud like it
00:13:28So he's all proud like it
00:13:28And he says
00:13:29What do you think, Stan?
00:13:30And I say
00:13:30Are you fucking kidding me?
00:13:324.5 mil for that piece of shit
00:13:34You're in it
00:13:35I couldn't help myself
00:13:37I said it right to his face
00:13:38I said it right to his face
00:13:38Mint?
00:13:40No?
00:13:41Okay
00:13:41Anywho, back to yous two
00:13:43So, wow
00:13:45Wow
00:13:46Well, based on my, what?
00:13:4950 minutes with you
00:13:50My overall quickst analysis
00:13:52Is that
00:13:53This marriage is on thin ice
00:13:56But
00:13:57It can be saved
00:13:59I mean, this one
00:14:03Desperate
00:14:04Controlling
00:14:04Terrified
00:14:05Not a good sign
00:14:06And this one
00:14:07Silent
00:14:08Brooding
00:14:09Secretive
00:14:10Also
00:14:11Not good
00:14:11Kids
00:14:13We got our work cut out for us
00:14:15So
00:14:16When's the baby due?
00:14:22I am not going back there
00:14:24Yeah
00:14:25You want to go back to him?
00:14:40They call?
00:14:46Is it bad?
00:14:54Hi Jenny
00:14:55This is April
00:14:55The genetic counselor
00:14:56For Dr. Benitoff
00:14:57And
00:14:58The lab did confirm
00:14:59The presence of an extra
00:15:00Pormazone 18
00:15:01And all the cells
00:15:02That they looked at
00:15:03So
00:15:03Your next step
00:15:04Would be to contact
00:15:05Your OBGYN
00:15:07Does the pregnancy
00:15:08Is as viable
00:15:09And I hope
00:15:10We see you again
00:15:12And
00:15:12I'm going to give you good news
00:15:14If you guys want to
00:15:16Want to try again
00:15:17Or
00:15:17Alright
00:15:18Take care
00:15:20Bye
00:15:20You want to wear cowboy boots
00:15:37With a skirt
00:15:38Yeah
00:15:38That's not a goal
00:15:39Yes it is
00:15:40No it's not
00:15:40It is
00:15:40It is not a goal
00:15:41You already do that
00:15:42No not with a skirt
00:15:43I wear them with pants
00:15:45Not a skirt
00:15:46It's different
00:15:46That is totally hot
00:15:48You can cross that off tonight
00:15:49It's an easy one
00:15:50My turn
00:15:51Okay
00:15:52Alright
00:15:52Alright
00:15:54You want to make a living
00:16:06You want to make a living on a boat
00:16:13If I could
00:16:15If I could
00:16:15If I could
00:16:15You could totally do that
00:16:17I don't know how much money is it here
00:16:18But if I could I would
00:16:19You totally can do that
00:16:21Alright you go
00:16:21Okay
00:16:22Okay
00:16:24Thailand
00:16:27Thailand
00:16:29Yeah
00:16:30Can you write that down please
00:16:31Thailand
00:16:31Thailand
00:16:32What about it
00:16:33I'm going
00:16:34When
00:16:35Someday
00:16:36How
00:16:37It's a goal
00:16:38You're terrified to fly over an ocean
00:16:40I know
00:16:40I know
00:16:41So when did this
00:16:42I
00:16:42I've never
00:16:43Miss Tucker
00:16:44My third grade teacher
00:16:45She had this
00:16:46Shiny gold Buddha
00:16:48On her desk
00:16:49That I was obsessed with
00:16:50And then finally
00:16:51She gave it to me
00:16:52On the last day before summer
00:16:53She told me about her travels to Thailand
00:16:55She was amazing
00:16:56She
00:16:57She was
00:16:58She was tough
00:16:59She was tough
00:17:00She wore slacks
00:17:01She traveled on her own
00:17:04She was an adventurer
00:17:06I want to do that
00:17:08Do you still have it?
00:17:11What?
00:17:12The Buddha
00:17:13I think I do
00:17:15I think it's at my parents
00:17:16That's cool
00:17:19Yeah
00:17:20I'm going to write down
00:17:21Jenny
00:17:22Is
00:17:26Gonna fly
00:17:28Over an ocean
00:17:30To Thailand
00:17:34Yep
00:17:35It's official
00:17:39David
00:17:53David
00:17:56What?
00:18:00Did you dance with her?
00:18:06At the place
00:18:07Did you dance?
00:18:08What did you?
00:18:10Did you dance together?
00:18:20Yes
00:18:20You did?
00:18:27Was it a slow song?
00:18:30Yes
00:18:33Do you remember the song?
00:18:41No
00:18:41It was slow though
00:18:46Now
00:19:14you've been turning down auditions yeah why well not the day player stuff the
00:19:24small that but the out-of-town gig the out-of-town theater jobs yes why well I
00:19:29don't think that us being apart is a really good idea I think that David and
00:19:35I need to be in the same place and not miles apart for months while our
00:19:40marriage is barely hanging on I see so so you don't want him to go either do you
00:19:46not want him to even try and get work in Florida this winter I don't know I I
00:19:54did I know I think we need to be in the same city for a while so you want to
00:19:59play the martyr and and give up what you love martyr and ask him to put his life
00:20:03on hold you know this all seems very gift of the magi to me you know that
00:20:10story David are you familiar with that no oh I am so sorry let me just shit oh what
00:20:22I'm in a session okay stop stop I'll talk to you later I'm so sorry okay so you think it would
00:20:34be a good idea to do this boat delivery with David fine fine your job slash homework is to
00:20:43not talk too much and have as much sex as possible we can leave it there we can we
00:20:52can leave it there okay love I'm gonna stop this woman if you can even imagine it this woman the
00:21:03life she thought she knew it's gone everyone thought they were the perfect couple everyone
00:21:10including her now she's been side swiped she's doing everything she can to keep her shit together
00:21:16because this woman's she's she's a hard role right man
00:21:26even within this one speech she goes from a woman standing in her living room with her heart
00:21:44in a million bloody pieces and by speaking her truth she by the end she realizes that yes
00:21:52her heart has been shattered but it's there's all this surface area around it and even though
00:22:01her breath gets caught on the jagged corners it's actually gotten to be bigger now in pieces thank
00:22:11you very much yes she she's afraid to leave but she's more terrified to sit still if she sits still
00:22:18she'll go under she has to move forward neutral is is not good being a victim it's it's not good
00:22:29she must find the next right thing she must or the the fear and the hurt will swallow her okay
00:22:41take that in for a second
00:22:46take it in and let's give it another go right
00:22:52why don't we go from what could i have done differently
00:23:00what could i have done differently
00:23:15was i so naive to think that we were happy
00:23:20you let me think we were happy
00:23:26hello uh i just i told jenny i probably wouldn't say anything today but uh i i am so grateful for all of you
00:23:45and you jennifer lonergan monroe jenny monroe thank you for all this but today was
00:23:56today is perfect
00:23:59thank you
00:24:01for loving me
00:24:04in the beautiful way you do
00:24:08i want to spend the rest of my life making you happy
00:24:12supporting you i can't believe we get to do this life thing together
00:24:20i love her
00:24:25beautiful
00:24:28there she is
00:24:54you had us scared sweetheart you didn't want to come back
00:24:58you're gonna be okay we'll take good care of you
00:25:02you and your husband can try again right away okay
00:25:07you
00:25:19you
00:25:32is that her what is that her yeah
00:25:46have you been speaking to her no you haven't no baby it's probably why she's texting she's
00:25:58it's the weekend she knows we're together she's trying to stir
00:26:02what does it say
00:26:09it isn't fair just delete it
00:26:19you should know that we've lost the baby i don't know i haven't spoken to her since that day
00:26:29just ignore it please just put it on silent
00:26:31what are you doing
00:26:34jen what are you doing calling her no don't do that don't do that
00:26:41jen put that down she's crazy she's just gonna make shit up don't do this isn't david
00:26:46i believe my husband told you over a month ago that i knew about you and that you were to stop
00:26:53contacting him i know you don't respect me or clearly yourself but i ask that you please respect
00:26:59the fact that we have been married for 15 years
00:27:01do not contact my husband ever again
00:27:07so you okay with that david
00:27:25that what well that she hijacked your phone and girl out
00:27:31uh i don't know you've lost white haven't you uh yeah probably i mean losing the baby so
00:27:47you absolutely have lost white you don't want to lose too much more because it's it's uh it's an
00:27:55unfortunate look for a woman of a certain age
00:28:00so it sounds like you two are looking for a counselor that you both feel comfortable with and you're having
00:28:09trouble finding a match is that right who wants to start
00:28:14uh well we were uh just now on our way here we're we're getting off the subway and we're heading
00:28:25towards the stairs and this gorgeous woman just starts it starts heading towards us she's gorgeous
00:28:32from the stairs i'm very aware of her she's i i've always been able to think that other women were
00:28:37were beautiful you know or whatever i could see them for what they were they're beautiful but they're
00:28:40separate from me but now all of a sudden every single woman that i see who was even remotely
00:28:45attractive is a is a threat somehow taking away from my beauty like there's only so much to go
00:28:50around like how dare she you know just hog up all the you know the the whatever the the whatever and
00:28:57so she's coming at me she's coming at me and i could feel myself just getting smaller and angrier
00:29:02the closer she gets and as she passes with her perfect little long legs just passes by
00:29:07as she does i say to myself please see my beauty david please don't let her suck up all of my beauty
00:29:14and and as as she passes he turns his head he just turns his head like like to look at her he just goes
00:29:24like a animal he just i mean who is this guy the guy that i've been beautiful to for 15 years is now
00:29:31suddenly overnight bored of me and he can't help it like i mean who is that guy
00:29:35he gets one taste of other and now he's like an animal it's like that fish like that with the
00:29:42with the or like a like a pit bull like a sweet little perfect pit bull who's been nothing but
00:29:47loving its entire life and it accidentally gets a little bit of blood in its mouth and it just starts
00:29:51attacking women and postmen or whatever the walks by the house yes
00:29:57yes i get it i get it now i'm a subscriber to most of the important off-broadway theaters
00:30:05and i saw you in the pettibone play you are amazing the way you climbed up the wall
00:30:13the play was eh but you were fantastic god i feel bad i should have said something but i thought i
00:30:19recognized your name and i had some time today so i made the appointment but i'm getting ready to go
00:30:24to london on my annual theater crawl i can definitely be your therapist when i come back depends on how much
00:30:33urgent care both of you it depends on how much urgent care you think you need
00:30:49how much urgent care you think you need to know how much urgent care you need to know how much urgent care
00:31:06okay
00:31:09hi hey how you doing
00:31:16come on you know actually i have a feeling that you're over there yeah this is the for kitty drinks
00:31:26is like it the for mom sorry this i yeah i think i think you might be over there oh yeah
00:31:31Yeah.
00:31:35Oh, that was so cute.
00:31:37She thought we were all going out for the same things.
00:31:40What do you think the breakdown for that spot is?
00:31:43Oh, provocative jewels.
00:31:45Second wife proposal.
00:31:47Female, 20s, drop-dead gorgeous.
00:31:49English not necessary.
00:31:50We don't need to hear her speak.
00:31:52Male, handsome, but relatable.
00:31:54Late 40s to what, early 90s?
00:31:56Oh, yeah, sure.
00:32:02Sure.
00:32:03You want your book?
00:32:04Yeah.
00:32:05Excuse me.
00:32:06Excuse me.
00:32:07Excuse me.
00:32:08I think you're...
00:32:09What?
00:32:10I was just saying, I think you're over there.
00:32:12I have half a bagel in here if you want to take that edge.
00:32:15Oh, yeah, sure.
00:32:18Sure.
00:32:19You want your book?
00:32:20Yeah.
00:32:21Excuse me.
00:32:22Excuse me.
00:32:23Excuse me.
00:32:24Excuse me.
00:32:25Here you go.
00:32:26Oh.
00:32:27Nope, sweetie.
00:32:28I think you're over there.
00:32:29This is for a kid's drink.
00:32:30Oh.
00:32:31This is all so confusing.
00:32:32Yes.
00:32:34Yes, it is.
00:32:35You're welcome.
00:32:36Okay.
00:32:37Marcy?
00:32:38Are you ready?
00:32:39Yes.
00:32:40Okay.
00:32:41Marcy?
00:32:42Are you ready?
00:32:43Yes.
00:32:44Okay.
00:32:45Marcy?
00:32:46Are you ready?
00:32:47Yes.
00:32:48Okay.
00:32:49Marcy.
00:32:50Marcy.
00:32:51Are you ready?
00:32:52Yes.
00:32:53Marcy.
00:32:54Are you ready?
00:32:55Yep.
00:32:56Okay.
00:32:57And Jenny?
00:32:58Yes.
00:32:59Are you sure you're here for me?
00:33:01I think so.
00:33:02340?
00:33:03I don't see you here.
00:33:04Oh.
00:33:05Oh, yeah.
00:33:06You're over there, hon.
00:33:07Hey.
00:33:08Just assumed.
00:33:09Hey, baby.
00:33:24Yeah, I can see you.
00:33:25Can you see me?
00:33:26Yeah, I can see you.
00:33:27Can you see me?
00:33:33I don't.
00:33:36No.
00:33:39I don't.
00:33:40I don't miss.
00:33:41Three months is nothing.
00:33:42I'm not going to miss you at all.
00:33:44No.
00:33:46No, you won't.
00:33:48Okay.
00:33:49Okay.
00:33:51I love you, too.
00:33:54Okay.
00:33:56Okay.
00:33:58Bye, baby.
00:34:00Be safe.
00:34:02Okay.
00:34:03Okay.
00:34:04What is your favorite memory of us?
00:34:19What?
00:34:21What is, I was, I was just remembering when you, when you turned the boat around and you didn't want to go south because you didn't want to be away from me for that long. Do you remember that?
00:34:30Yeah.
00:34:33I think, I think we should focus on, on those memories, the good ones, when we were happy.
00:34:39I turned back on that trip, back to you, because I knew if I kept going, I wouldn't come back.
00:35:00You need to move out.
00:35:15Today, you need to move out.
00:35:30you know.
00:35:33I don't have to push out.
00:35:35What?
00:35:37I thought just that kind of jabs is going to be a difficult interval from me, so I'm done having deep tech infation, so it's fine.
00:35:41It's from here, too.
00:35:43It's terrible.
00:35:45This thing I needed to beIGNED.
00:35:47You want it to move out?
00:35:48You had doesn't cover the world?
00:35:49You don't have to charge money.
00:35:51I wanted to defend this time.
00:35:53I was brilliant.
00:35:54You're a bit great.
00:35:56You didn't want it or day to day?
00:35:58No, you paid.
00:35:59Here, Monroe.
00:36:12Yes.
00:36:13Why don't you have a seat, Nathan will be with you.
00:36:29That's smart.
00:36:36Have a little area to distract the kids while mom and dad decide who gets the house.
00:36:44Monroe, right?
00:36:46Yes.
00:36:47That would be funny if you weren't.
00:36:50Like if you came out here to make out a will and I handed you separation papers.
00:36:55And then you'd be like, whoa, whoa, honey.
00:36:58Honey, what the F is going on here?
00:37:02So I told Jenny this over the phone when we made the appointment.
00:37:06I should let you know as well.
00:37:08We are not attorneys.
00:37:10We cannot give you legal advice.
00:37:15Legal advice.
00:37:18What we can provide you with is self-help legal document preparation services
00:37:24at your specific direction.
00:37:27Okay?
00:37:30Great.
00:37:31So Jenny told me just a few things over the phone.
00:37:34I just need to confirm them real quick.
00:37:36So no kids, correct?
00:37:39Yes.
00:37:40Yes?
00:37:41Yes, no kids.
00:37:42Okay.
00:37:43And no property?
00:37:45No.
00:37:46Okay.
00:37:49Well, that makes our lives a lot easier, paperwork-wise.
00:37:56I'm going to need you guys to just read everything in here and add any and all bank accounts,
00:38:01including, you know, car payments, student loans, the whole thing.
00:38:04The boat?
00:38:10Boat.
00:38:12The boat.
00:38:13Dead serious.
00:38:14You have a boat.
00:38:15Toot-toot, my man!
00:38:18You got to take me out there, bro!
00:38:23You got to!
00:38:25Hey, doll.
00:38:26Sign in for me.
00:38:27Okay.
00:38:28How have you been?
00:38:30I've been.
00:38:33Good.
00:38:34Good.
00:38:35Do you have the same insurance?
00:38:38Yeah.
00:38:39Okay.
00:38:40Ah.
00:38:41Your teeth.
00:38:42Beautiful.
00:38:43Okay.
00:38:44Rinse.
00:38:45So.
00:38:46How is that dreamy, lumberjack-looking husband of yours?
00:39:00Spit.
00:39:01Those are eyes.
00:39:04You have children, no?
00:39:06No.
00:39:07No.
00:39:08No?
00:39:09His eyes.
00:39:10Your teeth.
00:39:11Beautiful.
00:39:12Ah.
00:39:13Yeah.
00:39:14Well.
00:39:15We're...
00:39:16Okay.
00:39:17Ahoy there, first mate.
00:39:18Oh, hi.
00:39:19So, how's the captain doing?
00:39:20You two going to Florida this year?
00:39:22Uh, no.
00:39:23Actually, we're separated, so.
00:39:27Well, that's too bad.
00:39:29It's too bad.
00:39:30Yeah.
00:39:31Well, shit.
00:39:32I don't know what to say.
00:39:33I really don't know.
00:39:34That's okay.
00:39:35Yeah.
00:39:36That's okay.
00:39:37Yeah.
00:39:38Okay.
00:39:39You guys have kids?
00:39:40Yeah.
00:39:41Makes it easier.
00:39:42I don't know.
00:39:43Yeah.
00:39:44Well, what do you mean, Olga?
00:39:45What are you talking about?
00:39:46It's too bad, no kids.
00:39:47But she'll be okay, Olga.
00:39:48She'll be okay.
00:39:49Look, she may be okay.
00:39:50But the unborn children, what about them?
00:39:52You go on, and you, um, and you be sure to rinse real good.
00:39:58Okay?
00:39:59Okay.
00:40:00Yeah.
00:40:01There's nothing you can do to patch it up a little bit, maybe.
00:40:05Mm.
00:40:06Uh-uh.
00:40:07Am I done?
00:40:08Yeah, yeah.
00:40:09It's finished.
00:40:10Okay.
00:40:11Did he cheat?
00:40:12Uh, sorry?
00:40:13It happened to me.
00:40:14I come home from work one day, and there's a 350-pound woman in a negligee cooking a pot roast
00:40:20in my kitchen.
00:40:21I shit you not.
00:40:23She said, who are you?
00:40:26I said, who am I?
00:40:27This is my apartment.
00:40:28My stretch to sh**.
00:40:29Negligee, excuse my French, in a pot roast.
00:40:31I've been saving from my nephew's confirmation.
00:40:34Who am I?
00:40:35I am not.
00:40:36I am not.
00:40:37I am not.
00:40:38I am not.
00:40:39I am not.
00:40:40I am not.
00:40:41I am not.
00:40:42I am not.
00:40:43I am not.
00:40:44I am not.
00:40:45I am not.
00:40:46I am not.
00:40:47I am not.
00:40:48I am not.
00:40:49I am not.
00:40:50I am not.
00:40:51I'm not.
00:40:52You're gonna be my boyfriend saving from my nephew's confirmation, who am I?
00:40:54I walked out of there in a daze.
00:40:55Like someone punched me in the face.
00:40:56Uh.
00:40:57I-
00:40:59I know, I know, I know.
00:41:00I ended up kicking him out after ten years of marriage.
00:41:02Three hundred and fifty pounds, Jenny, I sh** you not.
00:41:08That's when I stopped wearing Spanx.
00:41:10You're gonna be okay.
00:41:12Here.
00:41:17And you look very thin.
00:41:18So that's good.
00:41:20Trauma trim.
00:41:22That's what they call it.
00:41:24And I'm out!
00:41:26Come on, look at this bountiful fall.
00:41:28I brought a lot of stuff today.
00:41:30And all of it, it's kind of...
00:41:32Let's admit, it's sort of pre-divorce stuff, so...
00:41:36Anyway.
00:41:38It's very good quality, but it's...
00:41:40It's a little too classy lady, right?
00:41:42It's cute.
00:41:44As you can see, I'm kind of
00:41:46a little bit of a good-time gal.
00:41:48Good-time gal.
00:41:50Good-time gal.
00:41:52Yes!
00:41:54Cheesy-cheesy.
00:41:56It actually goes with this dress, I don't know.
00:41:58Oh, no, I saw it.
00:42:00I brought a lot of stuff. Everybody just go on.
00:42:02Take it out.
00:42:04That's really cool.
00:42:06Just everyone sort of pick a first and second choice, I guess.
00:42:08And then if we have an overlap, we'll
00:42:10fight it out. We'll figure that out.
00:42:12Oh, and also in terms of artwork,
00:42:14the pillows, the little...
00:42:16that kind of stuff. Basically anything with a
00:42:18sailboat nautical motif is
00:42:20out. So, go nuts.
00:42:22Okay.
00:42:24All right.
00:42:26Oh, my goodness.
00:42:28She's a designer of fame.
00:42:30What do we think about...
00:42:32...in the screen?
00:42:34...in the screen.
00:42:36It's all right.
00:42:38...in the screen.
00:42:40...in the screen.
00:42:42...in the screen.
00:42:44After you.
00:42:46Okay.
00:42:48Is this yours, too?
00:42:50I don't know.
00:42:52I have some more stuff.
00:42:54And I also have these.
00:42:56Uh-huh.
00:42:58If anyone knows anyone.
00:43:04Uh, Erin.
00:43:06Say something, please.
00:43:08I can always count on you to...
00:43:10A bucket of duckling farts?
00:43:12I don't... I don't know.
00:43:14You okay?
00:43:16Yeah. I'm...
00:43:18You wanna talk about it?
00:43:20I don't wanna talk about it.
00:43:22I think I'm...
00:43:23They're just...
00:43:24This is...
00:43:25This was...
00:43:26This has been good.
00:43:27Thank you for having us over.
00:43:28Oh, yeah.
00:43:29Oh, God.
00:43:30We have a man down.
00:43:31We have a man down in Apartment DC.
00:43:32Oh, no.
00:43:33I'm sorry.
00:43:34I'm sorry.
00:43:35It's just...
00:43:36You're just so...
00:43:37You're admirable.
00:43:38I don't know about that.
00:43:39You are.
00:43:40Oh, I was a wreck.
00:43:41I couldn't get out of bed for what?
00:43:42Like, what was it?
00:43:43Three years?
00:43:44Oh, honey.
00:43:45Yeah.
00:43:46Yeah.
00:43:47I had a...
00:43:48We had a heinous relationship.
00:43:49He was a...
00:43:50He was a hein-hole.
00:43:51He was a hein-hole.
00:43:52He was.
00:43:53He was a hein-hole.
00:43:57You guys are lucky, I think.
00:43:58Personally.
00:43:59What?
00:44:00You're still young?
00:44:01My Uncle Pete, he just left my aunt after 55 years of marriage.
00:44:05Year?
00:44:06No.
00:44:0755 years.
00:44:08He's what?
00:44:09Like a few birthdays away from needing her to wipe his ass?
00:44:10And he leaves her now?
00:44:11Hain-hole.
00:44:12Hain-hole.
00:44:13Hain-hole.
00:44:14Big.
00:44:15Huge.
00:44:16When did you take your ring off?
00:44:18Well, one night.
00:44:19I was actually headed out with friends.
00:44:21And just as I was about to leave, there was this cheesy song from like the 60s or the 70s
00:44:28about wedding rings.
00:44:30And the song comes on and I just was like, okay.
00:44:36You know?
00:44:37And I took it off, put it in the top drawer of my dresser.
00:44:39And then that was that.
00:44:40I mean, there was no tears.
00:44:41It was just like...
00:44:42Hmm.
00:44:43I just, I can't take mine off yet for some reason.
00:44:48I don't...
00:44:49Well, don't rush it.
00:44:51You know.
00:44:52I've got an amazing therapist if you need one.
00:44:55He's amazing.
00:44:56Well, I might actually.
00:44:58I'm seeing a new one next week, so fingers crossed.
00:45:01Yeah.
00:45:02Catherine, what the f***?
00:45:05Here, wine.
00:45:06Give her some wine.
00:45:07No, I can't have any wine.
00:45:09I'm pregnant.
00:45:11James and I are having a baby.
00:45:13Oh, my God.
00:45:14Oh, my God.
00:45:15Can you do it?
00:45:16That makes so much sense.
00:45:17Oh, my God.
00:45:19Oh, my God.
00:45:20Oh, my God.
00:45:21Oh, my God.
00:45:22You're having a baby.
00:45:23Oh, my God.
00:45:25Oh, my God.
00:45:26Oh, my God.
00:45:27That's so great.
00:45:28Come here.
00:45:29Catherine.
00:45:30Oh, my gosh.
00:45:31I'm so happy for you.
00:45:33Oh, my God.
00:45:34Hey.
00:46:03what about the baby you lost the pregnancy correct yes sorry how are you feeling about that
00:46:17I feel like she's out there and she's mine but it's it's I think that's one of the things that's
00:46:28been hard about letting go is that I it's it's it's not just a loss it's like I know she's out there
00:46:34but she's not with me is that totally totally it's like my heart hasn't been updated to the
00:46:41fact that she's not here and then if she's not here then why do I feel like I have to find her
00:46:46do you know that the baby was a girl but no they asked me if I wanted to know but I of course of
00:46:52course of course well I wouldn't judge this feeling that you're having it could mean many things
00:46:57it is it possible that you feel like you're looking for a version of your younger self
00:47:03your inner child yeah that's yeah that's that's interesting I haven't thought about is it possible
00:47:08that because you have an aching in your heart for a child that you're seeking her out I mean we see
00:47:15what we want to see or need to see to justify what our heart has already decided it wants yeah yeah
00:47:24or is it possible that your lost embryo spirit is circling the planet for a hundred years sending
00:47:38waves of emotional correspondence searching for the perfect celestial match
00:47:46um um I know I know I know
00:47:59what
00:48:00It's intense when you find the person who will heal you and release you of all of your pain.
00:48:25We should hear back in 7 to 10 business days, but if you have any questions, feel free to give us a call.
00:48:37Hi. Today has been... Give me a second.
00:48:44Okay.
00:48:51Mm-hmm.
00:48:56Plaintiff against defendant.
00:48:59Oh, okay.
00:49:06There is no way we are letting you go through this alone.
00:49:08Gorgeous.
00:49:09I whipped up a kick-ass divorce mix playlist for you.
00:49:12And I was in charge of the booze.
00:49:14That's right.
00:49:15That's right.
00:49:16That's right.
00:49:17It's always the mass fall.
00:49:18Always.
00:49:19It's always the mass fall.
00:49:20Always.
00:49:21You must see a lot of shit.
00:49:22Oh, my God.
00:49:23I do?
00:49:24Mm.
00:49:25Mm.
00:49:26But here's the thing.
00:49:27You.
00:49:28Jenny.
00:49:29You.
00:49:30Jenny.
00:49:31You.
00:49:32Right?
00:49:33I don't know you.
00:49:34Mm-hmm.
00:49:35But you ooze life.
00:49:36My life.
00:49:37My life.
00:49:38It's always the mass fall.
00:49:40Always.
00:49:41You must see a lot of shit.
00:49:42Oh, my God.
00:49:43I do?
00:49:44Mm.
00:49:45Mm.
00:49:46But here's the thing.
00:49:47You.
00:49:48Jenny.
00:49:49You.
00:49:50Right?
00:49:51I don't know you.
00:49:52Mm-hmm.
00:49:53But you ooze life.
00:49:54My life.
00:49:55Yes.
00:49:56You are beautiful.
00:49:57Mm-hmm.
00:49:58You a beautiful soul.
00:50:00You are.
00:50:01You are beautiful.
00:50:03You are beautiful.
00:50:04You are beautiful.
00:50:06You are beautiful.
00:50:08You are beautiful.
00:50:11You are gonna have men eating out your ass.
00:50:18You.
00:50:19You.
00:50:20Yes.
00:50:21Yes.
00:50:22Yes.
00:50:23Yes.
00:50:24And baby eating out your hair.
00:50:26On my ass.
00:50:27Jenny.
00:50:28Jenny.
00:50:29Jenny.
00:50:30Jenny.
00:50:31Jenny.
00:50:32Jenny.
00:50:33Yes.
00:50:34Yeah.
00:50:35Woo.
00:50:36Oh, yeah.
00:50:37This.
00:50:38This buzz.
00:50:40The best.
00:50:41The best.
00:50:42The best.
00:50:43The best.
00:50:44The most I ever been a part of.
00:50:46Yeah.
00:50:47Yeah.
00:50:48Yeah.
00:50:49Yeah.
00:50:50Forgive me.
00:50:51I think you're the fifth or sixth therapist that I've seen so I've told this like a million
00:50:57times since.
00:50:58Which is probably good.
00:50:59There's at least some distance now.
00:51:00Which is good.
00:51:01I could breathe a little bit now.
00:51:02I could breathe a little bit now.
00:51:03Well that's good.
00:51:04Breathing is good.
00:51:05Yeah.
00:51:06Yeah.
00:51:07Breathing is good.
00:51:08Yeah.
00:51:09Yeah.
00:51:10Yeah.
00:51:11Yeah.
00:51:12I could breathe a little bit now.
00:51:14Well that's good.
00:51:15Breathing is good.
00:51:16Yeah.
00:51:17Yeah.
00:51:18Marissa said that you were great but she also said that it took her three years to get out
00:51:22of bed so I was like well how great can he be.
00:51:23Well in my defense I didn't meet Marissa until the day she got out of bed.
00:51:24Well then you're good.
00:51:25Well thank you.
00:51:26So you saw five or six therapists.
00:51:27Yeah.
00:51:28And my husband used to be an actor.
00:51:29I know it's absolutely good.
00:51:30Yeah.
00:51:31Yeah.
00:51:32Yeah.
00:51:33Yeah.
00:51:34Yeah.
00:51:35Yeah.
00:51:36Yeah.
00:51:37Yeah.
00:51:38Yeah.
00:51:39Yeah.
00:51:40Yeah.
00:51:41Yeah.
00:51:42Yeah.
00:51:43Yeah.
00:51:44Yeah.
00:51:45Yeah.
00:51:46Yeah.
00:51:47Yeah.
00:51:48Yeah.
00:51:49Yeah.
00:51:50Yeah.
00:51:51I know it's absolutely brutal.
00:51:52Did you go in for therapy for yourself before that or was it only couples therapy?
00:51:56I just, that was it.
00:51:57Yeah.
00:51:58Couples.
00:51:59But I think I want that.
00:52:00I know I want that for myself.
00:52:02Now I want that.
00:52:04Good.
00:52:05Well I hope there will be room for me in your growth and I hope that this will always be
00:52:12a place where you can feel free to be yourself and that you can take care of yourself
00:52:16and ultimately feel a little less burdened and a little lighter.
00:52:24If there was one thing that you could hear me say to you now before you leave, what would
00:52:29it be?
00:52:30Well what you, what you just said was, was pretty great I must say.
00:52:37Um, uh, I guess just that I'll, that I'll be okay.
00:52:47That I'll be able to someday just look back on all this and, and just, I'll be okay.
00:52:55I promise you, you will be okay.
00:53:04You can sit anywhere hon.
00:53:18Hey sunshine.
00:53:32Would you like some coffee?
00:53:35Uh, yes please.
00:53:37You guys, you have the sausage patties, right?
00:53:39I can do the patties, not the links.
00:53:41Oh good, good, good.
00:53:42That's, that's what I thought.
00:53:43Nobody has patties anymore.
00:53:44It's weird.
00:53:45Okay.
00:53:46I'll do the two eggs scrambled.
00:53:47Mm-hmm.
00:53:48Sausage patties.
00:53:49Mm-hmm.
00:53:50And instead of the home fries, can I have, uh, french fries?
00:53:54Let me see, it's kind of early.
00:53:56Hey Marcella, can we do french fries?
00:53:58For that one?
00:53:59Yeah, I'll get right on it.
00:54:02Sucker for pretty girls, Darwin.
00:54:05Why can we ride a bagel?
00:54:06Uh, right, please.
00:54:07Okay, excellent.
00:54:09I will be right back with your order, love.
00:54:12You!
00:54:13I messed with my coffee.
00:54:15Too late to make things right.
00:54:19And I'm feeling a way.
00:54:21Oh, oh, oh, oh.
00:54:23This empty room can break, but I'll take it.
00:54:27And I'll walk away.
00:54:44There you go.
00:55:01Are you okay?
00:55:03Oh, uh, yeah, I'm...
00:55:06I actually, I just took my wedding ring off.
00:55:12Uh-huh.
00:55:14What are you even doing?
00:55:16Can you get back to work?
00:55:17Back to the fryer?
00:55:18Back to the...
00:55:19Oh, my God.
00:55:21Trouble this one.
00:55:24You gotta put yourself out there.
00:55:26No, I don't.
00:55:27The first few are gonna be miserable.
00:55:28They just are.
00:55:29But you don't want to wait until you meet your dream man to go on your first date.
00:55:33No.
00:55:33You gotta work out the kinks.
00:55:35I do, yeah.
00:55:36Here's a little tip, a little challenge, if you will, and it totally works.
00:55:39It's called 3-3-3.
00:55:41So you walk into a party or a bar or what have you,
00:55:43and you just casually scan the room, scope it out,
00:55:46and if you see somebody who you like the looks of, you think they're cute,
00:55:50you look at them and you lock eyes with them for three seconds.
00:55:54And then you hold it.
00:55:56One Mississippi, two Mississippi, three Mississippis, and then you look away.
00:56:00You made it totally apparent that you were attracted to them, right?
00:56:03Oh, no.
00:56:04Maybe not.
00:56:05So you have to do this quick little glance back, like this.
00:56:09But you gotta be subtle with that glance back.
00:56:11Listen to me, because if you hold it for, like, three entire seconds, it's just gonna be creepy.
00:56:15So it just wants to be, like, a little,
00:56:18yep, mister, that's exactly what you think it is.
00:56:20And then you're out.
00:56:21That's it.
00:56:21Yes, it's just, like, an invitation for the guy to come up and talk to you.
00:56:26But you have to do the glance back, because that's the invitation.
00:56:29But, no, that's awful.
00:56:30Yes, I'm telling you, it totally works for my friends.
00:56:33It totally works.
00:56:35I haven't tried it yet, of course.
00:56:36I'm too chicken.
00:56:37I am.
00:56:38You're telling me to do something that you can't do.
00:56:39Yes, I can.
00:56:39I totally can.
00:56:40Besides, I don't need no 3-3-3.
00:56:42I would've got my signature go-to moves.
00:56:45At a party, I'd like to be that girl with her arms crossed in front of her chest
00:56:49and her back facing every attractive, available, heterosexual man,
00:56:54just daring them to break through this caustic, go-c***-yourself exterior.
00:56:59I don't like that.
00:57:00Yeah.
00:57:01But my true, true soulmate will see through all this and will say,
00:57:05see that mean girl over there ignoring me?
00:57:07Ugh, there's something about her.
00:57:09I can't get enough of her.
00:57:10Oh, yes, we shall be met right in the spring.
00:57:13I'm good.
00:57:15What's the other 3?
00:57:16The other 3 what?
00:57:17You said 3-3-3.
00:57:18Oh, yeah, yeah.
00:57:19You have to do it 3 times a day to practice.
00:57:22No.
00:57:23Let's try it now.
00:57:23No, no.
00:57:24I saw the dance where my ring used to be.
00:57:26Girl, we're going to do it with this guy right now.
00:57:27What?
00:57:28You do it.
00:57:28We're going to do it together.
00:57:29Ready?
00:57:291, Mississippi 2, Mississippi 3, Mississippi.
00:57:32Okay, it's time for the glance on the back.
00:57:35Two together.
00:57:35If this goes according to plan, he should be standing stock still waiting for us.
00:57:39Ready?
00:57:401, 2, 3, glance back.
00:57:43Oh, okay.
00:57:48So he's not buying what we're selling, but that's okay.
00:57:51The dog glanced back.
00:57:53The dog did something.
00:57:54Jenny, check your email.
00:58:04You have an appointment Friday for a new play.
00:58:07Uh, it's called to happen to hold British Empire when a whole bunch of shit Nigel Hopkins is directing.
00:58:14I think you're really going to love this play.
00:58:17It's, uh, it seems like a really great fit for you.
00:58:19So, so call me if you have questions.
00:58:22I am, I'm around.
00:58:24Okay, bye.
00:58:24Bye.
00:58:24When you're all taxed out
00:58:50When you're hearty
00:58:52When your call's maxed out
00:58:55When you'll start right
00:58:57You cut to the middle of the chase
00:59:00Where deepest doubt's too late
00:59:04If James has the baby for more than two or three hours,
00:59:08first of all, the baby won't eat because I'm the source of it.
00:59:11No, we're not.
00:59:13Hey!
00:59:15You guys, stop for a second. Stop for a second.
00:59:16I just, I need to look up directions for...
00:59:18It's up west. What are you talking about?
00:59:19We know it's up to west.
00:59:20What do I do now?
00:59:23Did you do the glance back? Did you do the glance back?
00:59:24No.
00:59:25Just easy, breezy. Shh. There we go.
00:59:27I love you, too.
00:59:28No, I love you, too.
00:59:30Yeah.
00:59:30That did not feel good. That felt not good.
00:59:35It was good. It was a good try.
00:59:37Um, hi.
00:59:39Hi.
00:59:39Ta-da!
00:59:40Sorry. That's weird.
00:59:41I, um, I just chased your friend down the street, and I, that's weird.
00:59:46That's nice. You know what? We're gonna meet you on the subway platform.
00:59:49Boop. 333.
00:59:50I'm out. Bye.
00:59:51Um, yeah.
00:59:52We'll see you on the subway.
00:59:53Careful.
00:59:54Bye.
00:59:55Um, I just, I wanted to say that, um, I was talking to my son on the phone. I thought
01:00:01maybe you overheard and misunderstood. I don't know how to do this. I was married for 15 years
01:00:07and just got divorced, and just...
01:00:09Oh, I just got divorced, too.
01:00:11Shit. I'm sorry.
01:00:13Yeah, you too.
01:00:14Yeah.
01:00:15Sorry.
01:00:16Thanks.
01:00:17Uh, I'm just here selling my parents' place. I live, I'm flying back to Chicago.
01:00:23Oh, okay.
01:00:24Um, I have to come back in, like, a month for closing and, uh, hand off keys, so I'd love to just take you out to dinner or...
01:00:32Yeah, I would, I would love that.
01:00:34I would like that, too, so...
01:00:36Uh, what's your name?
01:00:38I'm, I'm Jenny.
01:00:39Okay.
01:00:40No, no, no, no. Honey, I'm fine. I, I, I, I don't need anything emotionally. I can just take care of myself with eating.
01:00:46I'm drinking. I'm going to work great. It's so happy. I'm so happy to drink.
01:00:51You know, we didn't even, we hardly fought at all or anything. She's a wonderful person. Just, it's, it's just, it's so strange being
01:01:02with someone for so many years and, and, and still being so lonely.
01:01:10You guys lonely?
01:01:12Honestly? No.
01:01:14No?
01:01:15I wasn't.
01:01:16Hmm.
01:01:17It's kind of shitty about the whole thing. I was, I was fine. I was content.
01:01:22Yeah, but that's just not enough, is it? No.
01:01:24You can't go through life just being content.
01:01:26Apparently not. But it's not possible to be happy all the time. You can't spend 60 years with the same person in a constant state of euphoria.
01:01:34Yes. Yes, you can. Yes, you totally can. No, it's not this right now. This is amazing.
01:01:39I mean, I haven't felt this in years and everything that you say is, is amazing and profound and funny.
01:01:46You know what? I feel amazing and profound.
01:01:49We're not, we're not that funny. We're not that amazing. It's that this will all wear off.
01:01:53It will. The second we sleep together, if we sleep together, the tingles go down immediately, like at least 50%.
01:02:0050%? Are you that bad in bed? Shut up.
01:02:04No, it's like, come on. It's, it's, it's, this is, this is incredible, but it can't last. This is shiny and new. It's, it wears off. And then what?
01:02:16That is asinine.
01:02:19You just say asinine? I love that word, asinine.
01:02:22See? Peculiar, funny, profound, amazing. All of it. Especially peculiar, but nevermind.
01:02:31This is so strange. I really thought that, uh, saying goodbye to this empty house with my parents gone was going to be so depressing. But, uh, uh, instead it's, um, thank you for coming over.
01:02:49Thank you for sharing this. Goodbye, house. Goodbye.
01:03:01Come on.
01:03:06Ta-da!
01:03:07This was my childhood bedroom. Wow. Mine and, uh, Robbie's. Uh, this was Robbie's side of the room. Mine was over there. And, uh, bed was here. My little desk was over there. And, um, we, we had track lighting, terrible track lighting, but we would adjust the spotlights and make like a, a dance floor.
01:03:31And Robbie did, uh, this techno music that we would, we would, I'm about to blow your mind.
01:03:38All right.
01:03:42Oop. Oh, I'm sorry. I just, um, I just read that.
01:03:45Yep. All right. Well, okay. Let's see your moves. Try out the dance floor.
01:03:50Okay.
01:03:51Because, you know, obviously I'm a professional, so.
01:03:54Um, was that your wife?
01:03:56Yeah. Um, yeah. But we're separated. It's just, it's more complicated with kids, so.
01:04:03You said you were divorced.
01:04:05Well, we're not divorced yet. She's fighting it. And, uh, I, I asked for a few months just to get my s*** cleared up.
01:04:15Cause, cause, selling this place is.
01:04:17I'm, I'm not interested in, in, uh, being this. This.
01:04:21Jenny. Yeah.
01:04:22Jenny. Uh, okay. Uh, please. Um, I'm, I'm sorry. I, if I misled you or, I feel kind of lost here. Um, but nothing happened.
01:04:42And, and we, we just. Nothing happened. You just made me laugh and, and bought cannolis for me and told me stories about your kids and, and where you did homework as a little boy.
01:04:53Give her this opportunity, Clark. Tell her she's funny and amazing and see what happens. She will light up, I guarantee it.
01:05:01No, she won't. Jenny, she won't. I've tried. And, and laughs, I don't remember the last time that we laughed together.
01:05:10I was thinking on my flight here. I, I don't know if I can do this. I'm 44 years old and I have no idea who the f*** I am.
01:05:23Tell her, Clark. I've tried. Tell her. Not me. Tell her. Jenny.
01:05:29And if she changes the subject and acts like she didn't hear you, you just grab her face and you say, I am lost. I am not happy. I don't know who the f*** I am.
01:05:40Jenny. Tell her, Clark. Make her hear you.
01:05:46You let me think we were happy. Until the end and secretly you moved on. I'm so sorry. I feel like I'm wasting your time. This is, I hear what you're saying and I can't seem to, I'm so sorry.
01:06:07How'd it go? Not good.
01:06:18How'd it go?
01:06:33Remember the little gold Buddha that Miss Tucker gave me?
01:06:53Buddha?
01:06:54Is that what you're looking for?
01:06:55I just keep thinking, I wish I were the kind of person who could go.
01:06:58I wish I were the kind of person who could just go to Thailand.
01:07:00I wish I were that kind of person.
01:07:02And then I thought, well, what if I were that kind of person?
01:07:05What if I were the kind of person who could just type Bangkok, one passenger, hit by without
01:07:09thinking or asking her parents?
01:07:11What if I were that kind of person who could just travel on my own?
01:07:13What if I were that kind of fearless person?
01:07:15You are a fearless person.
01:07:17Are you kidding, Dad?
01:07:20I'm terrified.
01:07:21I have always been terrified.
01:07:22When have you ever been scared?
01:07:24You've never seemed scared to me.
01:07:25You are one of the strongest women I have ever known.
01:07:28You don't think of me as a scared person?
01:07:30No.
01:07:31No.
01:07:32My God.
01:07:33What kind of scared person decides at 15 years old that she wants to be an actress?
01:07:36It's one of the scariest careers on the planet.
01:07:38And you chose to do it in New York City, Jen.
01:07:42Scared people don't live there.
01:07:43Scared people don't dream big dreams.
01:07:46Scared people have plan B's and C's and D's.
01:07:49You didn't.
01:07:50Well, I should have.
01:07:52I should have thought at 15, okay, well, what if I'm 40 years old and the thought of having
01:07:57a couple of great kids and having a husband who adores me and running home to make them
01:08:01dinner between shows is nowhere in sight.
01:08:08my wife.
01:08:10Your dad is still downstairs looking for it.
01:08:13my dad's still downstairs looking for it.
01:08:19Your dad's still downstairs looking for it.
01:08:38I would do anything in this world if I could take your pain away.
01:08:43I would absorb every bit of it if I could.
01:08:46But what I'm realizing right now is that in our attempts to protect you,
01:08:55I think we've robbed you in a way of you finding your own strength, your own sense of self.
01:09:02And I am just so, so sorry if we've done that.
01:09:06Mom, you and Dad were, you did nothing wrong.
01:09:10If anything, you were, you were so perfect.
01:09:13Dad, I feel so stupid.
01:09:29It's okay.
01:09:29I want to tell you something about your dad and I.
01:09:38Oh, God, no.
01:09:39Mom, I can't.
01:09:40I can't.
01:09:40If you tell my dad cheated or something.
01:09:42Oh, no, honey, never.
01:09:43Oh, no, no, no.
01:09:44Your dad is the best.
01:09:45He's the best.
01:09:46It's not about that.
01:09:48If I could go back, I would do it all again.
01:09:59Exactly the same.
01:10:02But there is this small part of me that wonders who we would be if we weren't we.
01:10:08You sort of decide who you are as a team, and if it works, you don't change it.
01:10:19I look at you as your mom, and I think you have this opportunity to be whoever you want to be.
01:10:29The thing is, I always thought I was a weak person, but it's not that.
01:10:53I guess I'm realizing now that it's more that I wasn't sure that I was a strong person underneath.
01:11:01I didn't trust that if the shit hit the fan, that I wouldn't just crumble.
01:11:04But you know what is so fucking great?
01:11:07The more that you hurt me, the more that you just push down on me, the more this other thing pushes up.
01:11:12It's like this solid pushback that's like, no, no, you are not going to hold me under.
01:11:17And the stronger the push, the stronger the push back.
01:11:19I don't know how long it's been there, probably forever, but I never really needed it until now.
01:11:27But it's this thing that's allowing me to somehow be okay with standing here in front of you,
01:11:34telling you that unless you fight for me, now I'm walking away.
01:11:40I'm not going to be this woman who just will take scraps.
01:11:48I won't sit around and wait for you to love me again.
01:11:52Doreenie.
01:11:53Alex, stop with the lies.
01:11:59There are so many things I would love to hear you say.
01:12:02But if they're not true, please, please don't say it.
01:12:34Amazing, really.
01:12:37Thank you so much.
01:12:53Hey.
01:12:54Hey.
01:12:55Thank you for the flowers.
01:12:56Oh, of course.
01:12:58That was...
01:12:59You were so great, babe.
01:13:03Jenny, you were so great.
01:13:08I didn't know you were in town.
01:13:10You were doing a delivery?
01:13:11Yeah, just a quick one.
01:13:13Brought one up from Virginia.
01:13:15The Bimini Cricket.
01:13:16The Bimini Cricket.
01:13:17That's the name of the...
01:13:18That's Hassanine.
01:13:19Yeah.
01:13:22You've been busy and...
01:13:23A little bit.
01:13:24Mostly rigging work.
01:13:25A few deliveries here and there, but...
01:13:28That's good.
01:13:28This is...
01:13:30Yeah.
01:13:31Yeah, this has been...
01:13:33It's wrapping up on Sunday, but it's...
01:13:35It's, uh...
01:13:36Oh, you're closing.
01:13:37I...
01:13:37They're extending again.
01:13:39It's been...
01:13:40But I'm...
01:13:40I decided to leave.
01:13:41I'm leaving.
01:13:42It's a lot.
01:13:43It's a year of pushing on bruises, so...
01:13:46A year?
01:13:47Yeah, it was last October.
01:13:49Um...
01:13:50Ah.
01:13:51That's right.
01:13:53Seeing you again, it's...
01:13:55It's weird.
01:13:57It's not...
01:13:59It's not what I imagined.
01:14:01Yeah.
01:14:02Me either.
01:14:04Keep wanting to grab your hand, which is...
01:14:07It was weird, but...
01:14:09Hey, Jenny.
01:14:11We're ready for you.
01:14:12I...
01:14:12I'll be...
01:14:13Um...
01:14:14No rush.
01:14:14Take your time.
01:14:16They're throwing a little going away thing between shows, so...
01:14:19Oh, I'm sorry.
01:14:20If you need to...
01:14:21No, no, no, no, no, no.
01:14:22This is...
01:14:23Good.
01:14:26This is good.
01:14:29You look so beautiful.
01:14:33Whiskey and cornflakes.
01:14:34Jen.
01:14:52Jen.
01:14:52I don't know why I told you that.
01:14:57That night, that I wouldn't have come back, on the boat, I don't know what the truth
01:15:10is anymore.
01:15:15Ladies and gentlemen, this is a final boarding call for PA Flight 7210 to fly, with continuing
01:15:30service design cost.
01:15:32Please make your way to gate 7, we need to be with the board and roll the boat.
01:15:35Oh, my gosh.
01:15:45Oh, my gosh.
01:15:47Holy cow.
01:15:48Ah!
01:15:49I'm dangling very far.
01:15:51Holy moly.
01:15:54This might hurt.
01:15:56Uh-oh.
01:15:57I think he's looking back like he wants to hit me.
01:15:59Dear God.
01:15:59Leave a red sky.
01:16:01Oh, my God.
01:16:05Oh, dear.
01:16:10Find out who you are.
01:16:18Things fall apart.
01:16:21Just keep giving.
01:16:24All right, guys.
01:16:25What are you doing?
01:16:28All around you, words and pieces.
01:16:32Just keep living.
01:16:35There's a world that's wide-awaiting.
01:16:49There's a chance.
01:16:51I'm feeling my way.
01:16:53That's all I'm saying.
01:17:00Oh, God.
01:17:02All right.
01:17:03This can change.
01:17:05Stop your crying.
01:17:08All right.
01:17:09Floating.
01:17:11Night will end.
01:17:13Your tears will dry.
01:17:15When you stop trying.
01:17:17Here's our little water world.
01:17:21And I won't break.
01:17:23Off is small.
01:17:26And you won't break.
01:17:29It's a joy.
01:17:40And you won't break.
01:17:41It's a joy.
01:17:42I'm that I'm feeling.
01:17:43I'm feeling my way.
01:17:43I'm feeling my way.
01:17:46I'm feeling my way.
01:17:47I'm feeling my way.
01:17:47I'm feeling my way.
01:17:48All right.
01:17:49Oh, nice.
01:17:50Oh, nice.
01:17:52Oh, nice.
01:17:53I'm feeling my way.
01:17:53Awesome.
01:17:54OK.
01:17:54oh wow that was the scariest thing i've ever done
01:18:15holy moly
01:18:24and i won't break
01:18:29and you won't break
01:18:34i won't break
01:18:54you