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00:00Previously, on the summer I turned pretty, I told everyone that I applied to Finch because it was a good school.
00:17The truest of all was that I just wanted to be near him.
00:21Now here we are.
00:22We are gonna do this for the rest of our lives.
00:24I got off the waitlist for study abroad.
00:26Paris.
00:27Have you and Conrad started your speech for the dedication ceremony?
00:30Half of Cousins is coming to see Susanna's memorial garden.
00:33I want to get my cap and gown and my name wasn't on the list.
00:35I'm not graduating.
00:36We keep coming back to each other.
00:38It feels like it's never really over.
00:39I got that summer clinic job.
00:41Have you ever been in love?
00:42Once.
00:43So what was her name?
00:44Belly.
00:45Wait, like your brother's girlfriend?
00:46Hey, Jer.
00:47Look, I am not gonna be able to make the dedication.
00:51Oh, it happens in Cabos.
00:52Days in Cabos.
00:54Did you hook up with Lacey Barone during spring break?
00:56Shit.
00:57It happened when we were on a break.
00:58It didn't mean anything to me.
00:59It means something to me!
01:00I swear to you!
01:01You ruined everything!
01:20Bells, can we go on a coffee run?
01:23I thought you said you had to get at least a B on your media ethics midterm or you were so screwed.
01:30Fine.
01:32You are no fun.
01:33Hmm.
01:34Hmm.
01:35Hmm.
01:36Wait, what's this important flight update for Cabo?
01:42Since when are you going to Cabo?
01:44Yeah, I told you about the last minute flight of boats.
01:47Uh, I think I would have remembered you going to Mexico.
01:50Oh, well, Bells, this is my last spring break and you're gonna be in Philly, so...
01:54Yeah, but we said we might meet up in Cousins.
01:57And I thought you were trying to spend more time with your dad.
01:59Okay, don't try to guilt trip me about my dad.
02:02I just saw him last weekend.
02:04Did something happen with you guys?
02:06You've been kind of moody since then.
02:09Something worse than visiting my dead mom's grave?
02:11No.
02:12Hey, okay, that's...
02:14That's not fair.
02:15I just, I think you're being a little bit selfish.
02:19Okay, sorry.
02:20Can you just stop riding me?
02:22If you want to come to Cabo, then just come.
02:23No, I don't want to crash your boys' trip.
02:25It's not just boys.
02:26The sororities are going too.
02:27Oh, so girls were invited, just not girlfriends. Cool.
02:31Look, I promise I'm not interested in whatever wet t-shirt contest
02:34or whatever it is that you're picturing.
02:36It's not that.
02:37Then what is it?
02:38What is wrong with you right now?
02:39You're the one who didn't even tell me that you're leaving the country.
02:41Yeah, because you hate anything having to do with frats.
02:43When did I ever say that?
02:45You don't have to.
02:46I can feel you judging us.
02:47Sorry if I'm a dumbass who's probably gonna bomb his midterm.
02:50Sorry if I want to have a little fun at spring break,
02:51and I'm sorry that I'm not some straight-A overachiever
02:54going to med school like Conrad.
02:55Oh my God, what?
02:57Please, please don't put your inferiority complex on me.
03:00I wonder where that came from.
03:02Well, it didn't start with me, so maybe look at your dad.
03:05Wow.
03:06Well, if you think I'm so stupid and selfish, then why are you even with me?
03:09Fuck it, I won't waste your time.
03:11You're being ridiculous right now.
03:13You think everything I do is ridiculous and I'm sick of it.
03:15So let's just end it.
03:17Are you serious?
03:18Yes, I'm serious.
03:19Okay, fine, if that's how you feel.
03:21It is.
03:22Great, okay, awesome, bye.
03:23Bye.
03:27I went home for spring break and we still hadn't talked.
03:33I can't believe it's been five days and he still hasn't texted me.
03:36Haven't you also not texted him?
03:39Yeah, but he's the one who picked the fight out of nowhere.
03:42Why don't you just come with me to New York for a couple of days?
03:45We can, like, run around the city after I crushed my interview.
03:48I'm too depressed.
03:49Stop looking at Instagram.
03:51I just still don't even know what the hell happened.
03:53See?
03:56Okay, I'm heading out.
03:57Bye, Mom.
03:59Well, the good news is he looks emotionally destroyed.
04:02I mean, I knew he was down about his grades, but I...
04:05Just stop obsessing.
04:06You wanna know what's going on?
04:08Why don't you ask him?
04:09Yeah, but he's the one who...
04:10Just talk to him when he gets back.
04:12Guys are like dogs.
04:13They hide when they've screwed up.
04:15And even the world's best boyfriend is gonna fuck up sometimes.
04:18You know he feels bad about it.
04:20Like, it's Jer.
04:21You're his oxygen.
04:22He can't breathe without you.
04:24I really thought Taylor was right.
04:31So when we got back to school, I went to see him.
04:36Are you really not gonna come find me?
04:38I mean, you pick a fight and walk out the door and I don't hear from you for a week?
04:42I'm a total asshole, Belly.
04:44I fucked up and I fucked up really bad.
04:46Hey, no, it's okay.
04:50No.
04:52No, it's not.
04:53I've had a shitty week and I took it out on you.
04:57I'm just sorry.
04:58I'm sorry, Belly.
04:59Look, I mean...
05:01We had a fight.
05:03It's not the end of the world.
05:07What does this mean?
05:09Does this mean you wanna get back together?
05:12We never stopped being together.
05:19Belly...
05:20When I was in Cabo...
05:24I thought...
05:25I thought...
05:26I just thought we'd lose.
05:34I just can't believe I almost lost you over something so stupid.
05:37You could never lose me.
05:40You could never lose me.
05:47Uh...
05:50Uh...
05:52I got you this.
05:53I was just on the beach and I was just thinking about you.
05:55I didn't even know if you would ever talk again, but...
05:58It's really stupid and you don't have to wear it.
06:00No.
06:02I love it.
06:06I love you.
06:07You could never get back.
06:08You could never get back to size.
06:09You could never get back to size and you didn't seem to wear it.
06:10I don't have to wear it, but I think I'mona.
06:11I'm not gonna get back to size and I'ma'a'a'a'a'a'a'a'a'a''a'a'a'a'a'a'a'a'a'a'a'a'a'a'a'a'.
06:16Worth this.
06:46Taylor's here.
06:51I'm asleep.
06:53Got it.
06:59She's asleep.
07:00Okay.
07:01I just want to talk to her.
07:02I think she should rest right now.
07:04Okay.
07:05Fine.
07:06This is a breakfast burrito, extra crispy bacon, the way she likes it.
07:10Just make sure she eats something.
07:11Okay.
07:12Bye.
07:13Bye.
07:20Ellie, I swear, I obviously had no idea about Lacey.
07:24You know I would have killed them both for you.
07:26Okay?
07:27Please just call me back.
07:28Just call me back.
07:29Oh, no, I wouldn't get any closer unless you want your balls cut off.
07:34Please just tell me how she is.
07:35I don't know.
07:36She won't talk to me either.
07:37Your side chick is in my sorority, so now I'm just, like, guilty by association.
07:41Taylor, please hear me out.
07:42Taylor, I have always been on your side.
07:44I was the freaking CEO of Team Jeremiah now to find out that you're the scummy little
07:47fucking hot tub cheater.
07:48It's insane.
07:49I didn't cheat.
07:50I didn't cheat.
07:51We were on a break.
07:52No.
07:53That's bullshit.
07:54You're not getting off on this, like, technicality.
07:55You were broken up for all of two seconds, Jeremiah.
07:58And then you got her this, like, cheap ass puka shell bracelet to make it up to her.
08:01Like, what are you doing?
08:02What are you thinking?
08:03What?
08:04You're the expert on cheating now, huh?
08:05Excuse me?
08:06You heard me.
08:07How are Davis and Mia?
08:09Don't turn it around on me.
08:11You were supposed to be the ideal.
08:13You were supposed to deserve her.
08:15But you don't, and you probably never did.
08:20Can you get out of here?
08:32Hey, this is Taylor.
08:34Leave a message.
08:37Adam called you in for this meeting, too, huh?
08:40Yep.
08:41Yeah.
08:42Fine way to spend a Sunday.
08:43Mm-hmm.
08:44Sitting in the background while the grown-ups talk.
08:46Did you, uh, get to the dossier I sent you on Friday?
08:49Yep.
08:50Yep.
08:51Yep.
08:52Yeah.
08:53Yeah.
08:54So you saw at Starrcadex?
08:55Starrcadex?
08:56Like, like, the gaming startup?
08:58Oh, my God.
08:59I knew you were a gamer.
09:00Jesus, be a bigger nerd cliche, please.
09:02Wait, no.
09:03No, relax.
09:04All right, I used to program that shit.
09:05Computer engineering at Princeton?
09:07Right.
09:08Remember?
09:09How could I forget?
09:10It is in your email signature.
09:12Mm-hmm.
09:13Look, just do me a favor, all right?
09:15Read the dossier, and then call your girlfriend.
09:19Okay?
09:20Yeah.
09:21Well, I actually, um, I actually broke up with my girlfriend.
09:24That was, uh, that was my ex.
09:26Well, ex?
09:27Ex?
09:28Oh, my God.
09:29No, no, no.
09:30Stop.
09:31Immediately, no.
09:32No personal stuff, all right?
09:33I'm not the coworker who's gonna be invested in your little dramas.
09:36I don't care.
09:38Yeah.
09:39All right, um, Starcadex.
09:43Every VC shop is gonna try to move on this company, all right?
09:46So we really need to be on the ball with us.
09:47Copy.
09:48Copy.
09:49Got you.
09:51All right.
09:53All right.
09:55We're we're gonna try to move on this company.
09:56Okay.
09:58Good luck.
09:59Go.
10:00Oh, God, God.
10:01Yeah.
10:02I hope not.
10:03I hope not.
10:04Yeah, we are.
10:05We're having a great time.
10:06We really need our plan.
10:07Oh, God.
10:08We do not see anything.
10:09We do not see anything.
10:10We'll see you, too.
10:11We'll see you.
10:12We'll see you, too.
10:13We'll see you next time.
10:14I've got this opportunity.
10:15You'll see you next time.
10:16Yeah, everybody.
10:17I'm going to see you next time.
10:18you just have to make it to the library one thing at a time
10:35yeah but everything leads to him like i i can't just study i also have to call and quit my summer
10:47job because obviously i'm not going to be in cousins because jeremiah and then i have to
10:54figure out how to tell my mom that i can't bring myself to go to susanna's memorial because again
10:59jeremiah and i might never even go to the summer house again because of fucking jeremiah so okay
11:06one thing at a time is not going to work for you no no nothing's going to work because everything is
11:10oh my god
11:13hey you're gonna be okay i'll meet you after study group it's not just lacy i can't avoid
11:24i see jeremiah everywhere
11:27even when he isn't really there
11:33but no matter how i try to
11:52And no matter how I want to
12:00And no matter how easy things could be
12:07If I did
12:08And no matter how guilty
12:12I still feel saying it
12:16How much I hated you
12:18Our shadow stands in a parallel plane
12:22Just two different endings
12:25You learn to repair
12:26And I learn to keep me in one place
12:30Everywhere I go
12:31There's a memory of us
12:33From when we were golden
12:36Everybody, me, John
12:37Ah, you're beautiful
12:40No, I was just like you
12:41I couldn't live in your house
12:42So, I just need to not be here
12:52Hi
12:59Mom, hi
13:00Um, quick question
13:02Can you send me my birth certificate
13:04Overnight, if possible?
13:06Hello to you too, my loving daughter
13:07I'm fine, thanks for asking
13:09How are you?
13:10Sorry
13:11How are you, Mom?
13:12I had an extremely dull conference
13:14Which means I am nowhere near your birth certificate
13:16What do you need it for, anyway?
13:19A passport
13:19I found out I got off the wait list for Paris
13:23That's fantastic
13:26Honey, congratulations
13:28How's JR taking it?
13:31I know he'll miss you, but he must be so proud
13:33Yeah
13:34Um, Mom, I gotta go
13:37Okay, love you
13:39Bro, you're tweaking
13:46You need to
13:47Level out
13:49Try some of the new indica I got
13:51May help ease the pain
13:52I just lost the most important person in my life
13:55Sorry if I don't have the energy to be alive
13:57Oh, you don't think I know about breakups?
13:59I know about breakups
14:00You saw me after Sean
14:01You two were together for two seconds
14:03Redbird
14:04Felt like something to me
14:05I can't believe I fucked it up this bad
14:07Dude, I-I-I-I dig your girl
14:10I really do
14:11And I say this with love
14:12But
14:13You two were broken up
14:15Right?
14:15And you were wasted as hell
14:17And Lacey was all over your shit
14:18Bro, it's not an excuse
14:20I should have told her as soon as I got back
14:22Yeah
14:23Yeah, probably
14:33Belly's been
14:35The center of my world
14:37Since I lost my mom
14:40She's everything to me
14:44And losing her feels like
14:48It feels like I'm-I'm losing
14:53The best part of myself
14:55Well, that's beautiful, man
14:57So fight for her
15:03Stop saying you're sorry
15:05Find a way to show her
15:06Make it sound so easy
15:10I don't think it's supposed to be
15:12I just can't believe it
15:18He acts so devoted
15:20But he's just as shady as the rest
15:21I swear if he comes to our dorm
15:24It's on sight
15:25Don't smile, please
15:26That won't be a problem
15:28It kind of sucks
15:29You're not leaving for Paris tomorrow
15:30Do you think I'm being too hard on him?
15:34Look
15:34If he really thought
15:38You were broken up
15:39Technically, it's not cheating
15:41But
15:42To keep it a secret
15:43That tells me
15:44He knew what he did was wrong
15:46And he chose to keep it from you
15:47That's the part
15:49I can't get over
15:50What Annika didn't know
15:53Was that
15:54I had a secret, too
15:55It was the day after Christmas last year
15:59My mom was at a writer's retreat
16:01Steven was visiting friends
16:03Jer was going skiing
16:04With his dad and Conrad
16:05I figured
16:07Why be home alone
16:08When I could be at my favorite place
16:10In the world
16:10So I borrowed Steven's car
16:12And went to Cousins
16:13Shit
16:21Shit, shit, shit
16:23Oh, my God
16:24Okay, what would Kevin do?
16:26What would Kevin do?
16:28Okay
16:29Steven, open up
16:44It's me
16:44Belly
16:51You okay?
16:53Yeah
16:54Yeah
16:54Sorry
16:55Just the flash got to me
16:56Okay
16:57Next
16:59Belly
17:11No, please
17:12Please don't leave
17:13I made the biggest mistake of my life
17:15Please just talk to me
17:16Look, I'll tell you anything
17:19I'll tell you anything
17:20I just don't want any more secrets between us
17:23Okay
17:25How did it happen?
17:32Look, I was really sad
17:33I was drunk
17:34She was just there
17:37How many times?
17:46Twice
17:47Jer, how could you do this to me?
17:51Belly, please
17:52I know I don't deserve you
17:53But I love you more than anyone else in the world
17:56And it kills me to see you hurting
17:57And I would do anything to take it back
17:59Stop
18:00You can't undo what you did
18:01Belly
18:02Please
18:03I'm sorry
18:04I'm so sorry
18:05I've never loved anyone but you
18:07I love him too
18:09And I want to forgive him
18:11I just
18:12Don't know how
18:14You were supposed to be the one person who would never hurt me
18:19And now you're the person who hurt me the most
18:23Laurel
18:33Elliot
18:35Hey
18:36Hey
18:37Oh, fancy books you got there
18:40Oh, yeah, you know
18:41Well, I've already read the Moncrief translation twice, so
18:43As one does
18:44Yeah
18:45Yeah, I've decided it's the year that I finally read
18:48In the original French
18:51Go for it
18:53Live on the edge
18:54You know, um
18:56You and I, we could start our own book group if, uh
18:59If you're interested
19:00Ah, unfortunately, Professor Park dropped out of French her first year of college
19:04John
19:05What are you doing here?
19:07Open up a word with you
19:08In private
19:09Professor
19:10Okay
19:12See you later, Elliot
19:14Uh, sure, yeah
19:16Um, I'll be at the, uh, Flaubert Symposium if you want to drop by
19:20Okay
19:21Sounds great
19:22Okay
19:22What was that?
19:27So, TAs are allowed to flirt with professors now?
19:29He's an adjunct, and maybe I was flirting back
19:32Well, then I was doing him a favor
19:33You'd have eaten him alive in, well, five minutes
19:35What's a history professor doing at a lit conference anyway?
19:39Researching potential crossover courses
19:40Our provost is looking for ways to make history sexy again
19:44And a lit conference is definitely the way to do that
19:47Shoot me, Dad
19:48Please make your way in the ballroom B for tropes of old English epic poetry
19:54Thank you
19:55Thank you
19:55That sounds
19:59Worrying as shit
20:00Yeah
20:01Okay
20:03New plan
20:06We find somewhere to drink this
20:08Steal a wine opener
20:08I can't do that
20:09Pull your weight
20:10Okay
20:27Welcome to day one
20:29By the end of the summer, I expect half of you will still be here
20:32Don't piss me off
20:34And we'll be fine
20:35Okay
20:38First patient
20:39We have a 15-year-old boy
20:41Came in following a seizure
20:42Any thoughts on what might be going on?
20:44I want to start off with our first years
20:48What do you say?
20:49Well
20:49Could be puberty hormones
20:54He's 15
20:54Could also
20:55He's also recovering from the flu
20:57And fevers are the most common cause of seizures at his age
21:00Very good
21:00They also gave him nausea meds at the ER
21:02And that does increase risk
21:04Good catch
21:05Sometimes it's just the obvious answer
21:07Absolutely
21:09Thank you, Dr. Namazi
21:10I'll keep that in mind
21:11Okay
21:12Next patient
21:13Are you trying to make me the med student that gets cut on day one?
21:17I'm sure that's just a myth
21:18It's fine
21:19I'll take that
21:19I'll make it up in the next one
21:21Look, I know that climbing up Namazi's ass is just a coping mechanism for your all-consuming love for your brother's girlfriend
21:25Why did I tell you that?
21:27Because you were, like, yearning to
21:28Whatever
21:30Safest place to hang out at an academic conference is in the hotel gym
21:35Nice!
21:37Give me your phone
21:38Mine's dead and I want to call the kids
21:40It's in my room
21:40Also, the kids are fine
21:42Also, you're upside down
21:44Yes
21:44Yes, I am
21:45Ugh
21:47What are you doing?
21:51Getting some things off my chest
21:53Why did I ask?
21:55You know, even though our marriage went to shit
21:58We ended up being pretty good co-parents
22:02Yes, we did
22:03Oh, my God
22:08I just remembered
22:09Belly called me today
22:11To say she is studying abroad next semester
22:14In Paris!
22:15Oh, do you know how the Parisian police found Quasimodo?
22:20They followed a hunch
22:21Please never tell that joke again
22:24You used to love my jokes
22:26You used to laugh so hard beer would come out your nose
22:29In fact, wasn't that why you slept with me on our first date?
22:32I was fake laughing and I planned to sleep with you all along
22:35You did?
22:40Mind if I work in?
22:42Uh, no, it's all yours
22:43No, we're done here
22:44Appreciate it
22:45Why are you here?
23:01What are you...
23:02You haven't responded to my text all day
23:03It's finals
23:05It's a stressful time
23:07Tay, are you okay?
23:08What's wrong?
23:10I'm hungry
23:11Okay, then let's just grab some food
23:14Come on, get in
23:16Okay
23:33So, uh...
23:38Uh, where do you want to go eat?
23:42I don't know
23:43What?
23:54Uh...
23:54I broke up with Mia
23:55I hope you didn't do that for me
24:03What?
24:07What?
24:07Uh...
24:08Sorry
24:09I just...
24:11I thought you'd be happy that I just wanted to be with you
24:13Even after the other night, sleeping over
24:16Steven, I...
24:17You're wrong
24:18And I've told you before
24:19I just want this to be casual
24:20Okay, it's never casual with you and me
24:23Taylor, you know that
24:24Oh my God
24:25Let's just stop fucking around
24:26You know, and do it for real
24:27So we don't keep hurting other people
24:28They don't even know about us
24:29That doesn't matter
24:29It's still messed up
24:30Taylor, I want you and me
24:33We need to have a fresh start
24:34You know, free
24:35And clear and clean
24:36Steven, we've tried before
24:38We've tried a million times
24:39We were kids then
24:40We don't work
24:40It never works
24:41Taylor, you are the only girl
24:42I want to be with
24:43I'm telling you
24:45I think I love you
24:46Stop, stop
24:46No, don't
24:47I can't do this
24:48What are you talking?
24:49Can you pull over and let me out of the fucking car?
24:51Taylor, no
24:51Taylor, I need you to listen to me
24:53Please
24:53That's all I'm asking for
24:54Steven, please just let me out of the car
24:55We're in the middle of the road, Taylor
24:56I'm not doing that
24:57Taylor, I want to leave
24:58Pull over and let me out of the fucking car
25:01Fine, fine, fine
25:02Fuck
25:03Here, I'm pulling over, okay?
25:11Taylor, what the fuck?
25:12Taylor, I told you
25:29I don't want
25:29Oh my god
25:32Taylor
25:36I'm really sorry
25:41What happened?
25:43Were you with him?
25:44Are you hurt?
25:46What happened?
25:48I wasn't in the car
25:49Okay
25:50We were arguing
25:51And I jumped out
25:55And he was trying to come after me
25:56Okay
25:57What?
26:07It's just my fault
26:09No, no
26:10No, no, it's not your fault
26:11Yes, it is
26:13You're with Stephen Conklin?
26:15Yeah, yeah
26:16Is he okay?
26:18Initial scans show a cracked rib
26:19And a cerebral contusion
26:21Cerebral contusion?
26:23It's a bruise on the brain
26:24We won't know how serious it is
26:26Until the swelling goes down
26:27Until then
26:27We'll keep him sedated
26:29So we just wait and see
26:31Is that it?
26:32There's some paperwork to fill out
26:33And someone will need to make decisions
26:35On his behalf
26:35Can that be one of you?
26:37I'm his sister
26:37Sister works
26:39Okay
26:40Um, what kind of decisions do I
26:42It's in the paperwork there
26:44Uh-huh
26:47I need to
26:48I need to try my parents again
26:50I couldn't
26:50Okay, I will try them
26:52I will do it
26:53I don't know Stephen's fucking insurance
26:56If he's on our parents' insurance
26:57Or his job
26:58How am I supposed to know
26:59His fucking blood type?
27:01I think
27:01I think I remember Stephen
27:02Bragging about being a universal donor
27:05Of course
27:06Stephen bragged about anything
27:07Okay
27:10O-
27:12He's O-
27:13Okay
27:13Okay
27:13Okay
27:14Okay
27:14I'm gonna try your parents again
27:16Okay
27:16I think I should
27:18Uh
27:18Let a few other people know
27:20Do you want me to call Jer?
27:26I don't know
27:27An hour ago
27:27I wanted to throw up
27:29Thinking about him
27:29But now I just
27:30I just wish he was here
27:34Do you know what to say
27:36To make me feel better?
27:41I'm gonna be your Jer today
27:43I will track down your parents
27:45I will call Jer's dumbass too
27:47Okay
27:48Just
27:49Just fill out the paperwork
27:51And leave the rest to me
27:52I'm gonna do it
27:53Thank you
27:53Um
27:54Can you call Conrad too?
27:56Cause he just might
27:57Understand what
27:59All this means
28:00Yeah
28:00I got you
28:00I'm gonna call Conrad
28:01Well I'll hop on the next flight
28:07No it's fine
28:08Laurel and John will probably be here by then
28:10Okay
28:11Well
28:12Tell him what the doctor said exactly
28:14Uh
28:15He's kind of a dick
28:16He basically blew us off
28:17We're trying to get updates but
28:18Well maybe I can help
28:19Where's he admitted?
28:21We're at um
28:21Providence
28:22Providence General
28:23But
28:24How?
28:25I will figure it out
28:26I just want to do something
28:29Hey
28:32How's Belly?
28:34She's fine
28:35Yeah
28:35Okay
28:36Yeah
28:37Yeah
28:37Great
28:37Okay
28:38Well just keep me updated
28:41Okay
28:41Yep
28:42Will do
28:42Alright
28:43Dr. Namazi
28:46Excuse me
28:47What's up?
28:49A friend of mine was
28:50In a car accident
28:51Uh
28:52Very close friend
28:53More like family
28:54And
28:55He's at
28:56Providence General
28:57Is there any chance
28:58You know
28:58Anyone in neurology there?
29:00The head of neurology
29:01Is a friend of a friend
29:02Well his name is
29:03Steven Conklin
29:03Do you think there's
29:04Any possible way
29:06That
29:06You could make a call?
29:09I'll see what I can do
29:11Thank you
29:12Do you think
29:13You need to take the day?
29:17Uh
29:17No
29:18I'm good
29:19Okay
29:47Jared's in the lobby
29:51Yeah I know babe
29:53He just wants to be nearby
29:55If we need him
29:56He's not gonna come
29:57Try and talk to you
29:57Or anything
29:58That's so sweet
30:01Why does he have to be so sweet?
30:04Should I text him?
30:09Isabel Conklin?
30:11Yeah
30:11I'm Dr. Joon Kwon
30:13I head up the neurology team
30:14I'm taking over your brother's case
30:16Does that mean he's gotten worse?
30:17No
30:18It means someone well connected
30:19Is looking out for you
30:20I got a call from a colleague
30:23At Stanford
30:24Steven is sedated and sleeping
30:26He's stable
30:27And I've ordered a CT scan
30:28Have you seen him yet?
30:31Well let's get you back there
30:32We allow two visitors
30:34Immediate family only
30:35So I'll presume this is
30:37Steven's other sister
30:38Follow me
30:46Any news on your friend?
30:49No
30:49You sure you shouldn't just go out there?
30:52I don't even know what I'd do if I did
30:54It's not like I'm a doctor yet
30:55Plus we barely talked over the last few years
30:58No cell phones?
31:02Yeah
31:02How did everything go with those blood draws?
31:05Good
31:06Great
31:06This is mislabeled
31:13Oh that's
31:14That's mine
31:15That's my mistake
31:16A mistake that put your patient at risk
31:19I'll fix it right now
31:19You should have gone home when I gave you the chance
31:21It won't happen again
31:22No it won't
31:23You're done here
31:24You're not ready for this
31:26You're firing me for one mistake?
31:30Dr. Namazi please
31:32You may see this as one mistake
31:33But this is about you not knowing your limits
31:36Which makes you a walking liability
31:38My liability
31:39Dr. Namazi
31:40I
31:41No
31:41You can always apply again next year
32:02Steven can I tell you a secret?
32:10I've never loved anyone like I love you
32:12Do you know how scary that is?
32:23I know I act like I don't care
32:25But I just
32:26I care so
32:27So much
32:29You know
32:34I'm always afraid that
32:35It's just a matter of time
32:35Before you come to me
32:36And you tell me that
32:36I'm not worth it
32:37You're just gonna be like
32:40Actually
32:41You're not worth it
32:42So I figured if I just keep pushing you away
32:57And pretend that you don't mean anything to me
33:00Then you can't hurt me
33:01And I don't know how to stop doing that
33:06You know the first time we got together
33:18You remember you told me that you were like
33:21You told me that you wouldn't give up on us
33:24You have no idea how badly I wanted to believe you
33:30I have good news
33:49The CT scan is clear
33:50The CT scan is clear?
33:52What does that mean?
33:53The swelling on Steven's brain has gone down
33:55And we can start weaning him off the sedatives
33:57It'll be a while until he wakes up
33:59We'll let you know when he's ready for visitors
34:01Thank you
34:02It's okay
34:06He's gonna be okay
34:07I've just been scared
34:09I'm really sorry to dump this on you
34:19I know you don't think that Steven and I should get back together
34:21No I never should have judged you
34:24But you're right
34:24I've been all over the place
34:27Like not wanting to let go of Steven
34:30But still keeping Davis around
34:31Is this like emotional buffer
34:33It's shitty
34:34And selfish
34:36And Steven was trying to do the right thing
34:39And I'm just freaked
34:40But all this
34:42I think
34:48I think that it made me realize that
34:51Even though I'm so scared
34:52I'm so scared to lose Steven again
34:55I'm more scared not to try
34:58I'm gonna
35:02I'm gonna break up with Davis
35:04Whatever you wanna do
35:08I support you
35:09Alright how rough do I look right now
35:21Do I look hot
35:22I'm not gonna lie to you
35:24I look that bad
35:25Just go back to the house
35:30Eat something
35:31Chower
35:32You heard the doctor
35:35He's not gonna be up for a little while
35:37Thanks babe
35:38Hey
35:43If you wanna get back with Jeremiah
35:49Just do it
35:50I never said that
35:52And make him beg
35:52Obviously but
35:54Don't just throw away everything you guys have had
35:57For the past four years
35:58Like not if it's still what you want
36:03You're really excited today
36:05Nice to see you
36:06Come on
36:07Okay
36:07Okay
36:09Okay
36:09Okay
36:09Okay
36:10Let's go
36:10Okay
36:10Okay
36:10Okay
36:11Okay
36:11Okay
36:12Okay
36:12Okay
36:13Okay
36:13Okay
36:13Okay
36:13Okay
36:14Wow
36:14Okay
36:14Okay
36:15Okay
36:15Okay
36:16Okay, okay, okay
36:16Mm-hmm.
36:19Lar.
36:21Mm.
36:23We gotta get up.
36:26Shut up.
36:29Still not a morning person, huh?
36:31Ugh.
36:33Ugh, my eyes are crispy.
36:36Can you bring me some of your contact solution?
36:38Yeah.
36:46Ugh.
36:50Oh, my God.
36:52John, get in here.
36:55Oh, my God. Mom, where were you?
36:58Belly, I just got your messages.
36:59What's going on?
37:01Steven was in an accident. Is he okay?
37:03He's gonna be fine.
37:06I've been trying to keep it together, but I was so scared.
37:11Oh, man, shut up.
37:13I can't imagine how terrified you must have been.
37:15I'm so, so sorry.
37:18Have you been there all alone?
37:20No, no.
37:22Um, Taylor's here, and she's been amazing.
37:25And Jer's here.
37:28He stayed all night.
37:30Mom, things have been so crazy.
37:33Listen, sweetheart, I'll be there as soon as I can,
37:35and, um, I'll track down your dad and let him know.
37:40I love you so much, Belly.
37:42I love you, Mommy.
37:44What is that?
37:46Steven was in a car accident?
37:47He's okay.
37:48Okay.
37:49He's gonna be fine.
37:50He's fine.
37:51But Belly couldn't reach either of us last night.
37:52It's okay.
37:53Just meet me in the lobby in five.
37:55We hadn't seen each other much over the years, and we hadn't been alone together since...
38:08Hey.
38:09That day at the motel.
38:10Hey.
38:11Hey.
38:12Hey.
38:13Hey.
38:14Hey.
38:15Hey.
38:16Hey.
38:17Hey.
38:18Hey.
38:19Why are you holding a poker?
38:22Oh.
38:23Um, I thought you were a burglar.
38:24Of course you did.
38:25Where's Jer?
38:26Where's Jer?
38:27He and your dad are on their way to Chamonix.
38:28Right.
38:29Aren't you supposed to be meeting them there?
38:31Yeah, my flight cop.
38:32Delayed because of the weather.
38:33They were trying to rebook me for the 28th.
38:34Hmm.
38:35Oh.
38:36Oh.
38:37Oh.
38:38Oh.
38:39Oh.
38:40Oh.
38:41Oh.
38:42Oh.
38:43Oh.
38:44Oh.
38:45Oh.
38:46Oh.
38:47Oh.
38:48Oh.
38:49Oh.
38:50Oh.
38:51Oh.
38:52Oh.
38:53Oh.
38:54Oh.
38:55Oh.
38:56цевinous cop.
38:57Delayed because of the weather.
38:58They were trying to rebook me for the 28th.
38:59Hm.
39:01What are you doing here?
39:03My mom is on a retreat in the mountains
39:05and Steven's in New York.
39:07I was all alone at home.
39:08So.
39:10you have chocolate all over your face no I don't what did you do you just stick your whole head
39:38in to save time shut it you called I can start a fire so I think it's maybe a little late for a fire
39:52I think I'm just gonna crash Merry Christmas Belly it's really good to see you
40:00you too
40:06the next morning right when I woke up I had this funny feeling that he had already left
40:20you're okay
40:33leave me alone you're hurt can you move I thought you were gone no still here
40:43let me help you out no no no just just give me a minute okay
40:52how bad does it hurt on a scale from one to ten eleven you're such a baby when it comes to pain
41:08no I'm not I mean that fall you took was no joke seriously it was like when animals slip and fall
41:18in cartoons on banana peels you calling me an animal
41:22I'm gonna pick you up and I'm gonna carry you to the couch no no no no just just just no just I'm
41:36too heavy for you just okay I don't hear I know I can't bench press my body weight like Jared but I
41:41can pick you up Ellie ready okay come on okay now you're okay ready watch your legs
41:58you're okay yeah
42:03that's when I had this sudden thought a part of me will always love you
42:15we spent the day together but not together
42:30oh to see without my eyes
42:35the first time that you'll kiss me
42:40boundless by the time I
42:43entertainingly expressive H blank blank blank Y
42:47hmm
42:48hammy
42:52hammy
42:54falling by a river
42:58Lois
42:59I think this is the beginning of a beautiful French
43:01she's better off with Laszlo
43:05you're insane
43:07Rick and Ilsa are obviously meant for each other
43:09their little love story is nothing
43:12compared to the work that Laszlo was doing for the resistance
43:14oh my god
43:15what
43:17I'm gonna get more firewood
43:18you know you are way too young to be this cynical
43:22yeah
43:23yeah
43:23hey
43:31belly
43:32hey sorry my receipts now here is terrible
43:34I'm on a mountain freezing my balls off what are you up to
43:36I'm actually in Cousins I got super lonely so I drove up
43:42oh nice did you bring Taylor
43:44no I came by myself
43:46well I wish you were here with me
43:48I'll run supply gum that stuff because of the weather so I'm stuck here with my dad
43:52yeah he um
43:54what
43:55hello
43:56belly
43:57can you hear me
43:58Jer
43:58I can't
43:59I can't hear what you're saying
44:00uh
44:00nevermind
44:02what
44:03wait uh
44:05I'll show you tomorrow
44:06okay
44:06bye Bells
44:07okay
44:07okay love you
44:09now my red hat has dried
44:12shall fly
44:15hey I
44:15I would have told Jer that you're here too
44:18don't worry about it
44:18I never told Jeremiah that Conrad was with me at Cousins
44:22because there was nothing to tell
44:24nothing happened with Conrad
44:26nothing was ever gonna happen
44:28the next morning Conrad was gone
44:41he left just like I thought he would
44:46no goodbye
44:50just gone like a ghost
44:53Conrad Fisher
45:05the ghost of Christmas past
45:07blackbird on my shoulder
45:11and what difference does it make
45:15when this love is over
45:20shall I sleep within your bed
45:23river of unhappiness
45:29hold your hands upon my head
45:32till I breathe my last breath
45:38oh
45:39oh
45:40oh
45:40oh
45:40is me
45:41the last time that you taught me
45:47oh
45:48will wonders ever cease
45:50blast me
45:53the mystery
45:55of the
45:57come in
46:17hey
46:24can you take your shoes off
46:26I'm gonna be here for like a sec
46:27I was just on my way in
46:29and
46:29came to rub it in my face
46:30that I got fired on day one
46:31no jerk
46:32I wanted to see how your friend's doing
46:34yeah he's gonna be okay
46:36thanks
46:36good
46:37all right
46:38this is for you
46:39thank you
46:40you're welcome
46:41um
46:43so look
46:46um
46:46about yesterday
46:48I mean we all know Namazi's a hard ass
46:52I'm fine
46:52cool
46:54uh that's
46:55actually I was gonna say
46:58that she kinda has a point
47:00oh
47:02I mean look you know I always tell you the truth
47:05right
47:05and the truth is that
47:07you're smart as hell
47:08obviously
47:09but you need to pay more attention to your feelings
47:11excuse me
47:12well you can
47:14deny your emotions all you want
47:17they're not going anywhere
47:18and
47:20as long as you're afraid to face them
47:23they'll run you
47:23not the other way around
47:24hello would have been nice
47:31hello
47:33Stephen
47:37you ready for a visitor
47:38oh yeah
47:39oh you're awake
47:40ow
47:41ow
47:42ow
47:42careful of his ribs
47:43no no break another one
47:45why don't you
47:45it's barely cracked
47:47you baby
47:47how's uh
47:49how's mom and dad
47:51where are they
47:51they're on their way
47:52hey
47:53uh
47:58hi
47:58I'm gonna give you two a minute
48:01I'm glad you're alive
48:03you scared the shit out of everyone
48:10you know that
48:11belly was worried to death
48:13I knew you were just being a drama queen
48:14obviously
48:15I was in a coma
48:16so
48:18yeah but
48:19medically induced
48:21huh
48:22Stephen I'm joking
48:27I was worried about you too
48:29obviously
48:30yeah you know I've been thinking a lot about what you said since I woke up
48:33you know before the crash
48:35me too
48:35and you were right
48:36you and me we don't work
48:40what
48:43if we
48:48never ran into each other that day in New York
48:51we would have just gone about our lives and been fine
48:53so let's just pretend we didn't
48:56I've never been able to think clearly when it comes to you Ty
49:03I couldn't let you go
49:07you know I love a challenge
49:11but
49:11this is a wake up call
49:16you were right
49:19you and me we don't work
49:21good
49:26then we're on the same page
49:28yeah yeah finally
49:30I'm gonna go find belly
49:31first loves are important
49:44Conrad was mine
49:46for the rest of my life
49:48I would think of him fondly
49:49the way you do your first pet
49:51the first car you drove
49:53but they're not as important as last
49:57Stephen's gonna be okay
50:11thank God
50:13do you wanna get some air
50:20yeah
50:23yeah yeah I would love that
50:24I was
50:30I am so mad at you
50:33you have every right to be
50:35I'm sorry for what I did to you
50:37and I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner
50:39I'm sorry you found out the worst way possible
50:42I know it's gonna take a lot of work for you to even begin to trust me again
50:47but I'm willing to do whatever it takes if you let me
50:50I'm sorry too
50:55sorry for what
50:59sorry for everything leading up to that fight
51:04and to Cabo
51:07I can see how you thought we were broken up
51:13you can
51:15yeah but I
51:18I don't understand how you could just
51:20move on to somebody else so easily
51:22I mean I could barely function
51:25how were you okay enough to have sex with someone
51:27no belly
51:28I was completely numb that whole week
51:30I didn't even feel like I was there when Lacey and I
51:33when we had sex
51:35after I
51:38I just sat in the shower
51:39and cried for I don't
51:41I don't even know how long
51:42I was just thinking how could I deserve you
51:45after that
51:46maybe we
51:51shouldn't let one mistake
51:54erase all these years
51:56I mean
51:58if we both believe that what we have
52:02is bigger than our mistakes
52:04then
52:05maybe we can just start over
52:09I want that
52:11Bills
52:12I want that so much
52:13you can't ever hurt me like that again
52:17I promise
52:19I promise
52:24I don't want to mess this up again
52:39we won't
52:42after Steven
52:44I get it now
52:46life's too short
52:48not to spend it with the person that you love
52:51I want to be with you always
52:54no matter what
52:55I just can't imagine my life without you
52:59me either
53:01Ellie has always been our story
53:03yours
53:04and mine
53:05nobody else's
53:06what are you thinking?
53:12the future
53:15it's just crazy
53:16I don't know what
53:17say it
53:17would you
53:22yes
53:22you don't even know what I'm about to say
53:25try me
53:29Isabel Conklin
53:34will you marry me?
53:39yes
53:39yeah
53:40I'll marry you
53:41yes
53:42I love you
53:52I love you too
53:54I love you
53:55I love you
53:55I love you
54:00forever and day
54:04forever and a day
54:07forever and a day
54:13I bet we already knew our names before we met each other
54:24I bet we've sailed the Milky Way, walked on the sun together
54:30how could I forget those emerald eyes
54:37they took me by surprise but suddenly I missed your face
54:44I knew that smile from miles away
54:47I knew that I have loved you
54:51forever and a day
54:58a day
55:01in all my lives
55:05I've waited every time to hear you say
55:11I'm yours
55:13forever and a day
55:15I don't believe in destiny
55:33but I might have to say
55:38your melodies
55:42they're changing me
55:46I'm yours forever
55:48I'm yours forever
56:08I'm yours forever and a day
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