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00:00Previously, on the summer I turned pretty, I told everyone that I applied to Finch because it was a good school.
00:17The truest of all was that I just wanted to be near him.
00:21Now here we are.
00:22We are gonna do this for the rest of our lives.
00:24I got off the waitlist for study abroad.
00:26Paris.
00:27Have you and Conrad started your speech for the dedication ceremony?
00:30Half of Cousins is coming to see Susanna's memorial garden.
00:33I want to get my cap and gown and my name wasn't on the list.
00:35I'm not graduating.
00:36We keep coming back to each other.
00:38It feels like it's never really over.
00:39I got that summer clinic job.
00:41Have you ever been in love?
00:42Once.
00:43So what was her name?
00:44Belly.
00:45Wait, like your brother's girlfriend?
00:46Hey, Jer.
00:47Look, I am not gonna be able to make the dedication.
00:51Oh, it happens in Cabos.
00:52Days in Cabos.
00:54Did you hook up with Lacey Barone during spring break?
00:56Shit.
00:57It happened when we were on a break.
00:58It didn't mean anything to me.
00:59It means something to me!
01:00I swear to you!
01:01You ruined everything!
01:20Bells, can we go on a coffee run?
01:23I thought you said you had to get at least a B on your media ethics midterm or you were so screwed.
01:30Fine.
01:32You are no fun.
01:33Hmm.
01:34Hmm.
01:35Hmm.
01:36Wait, what's this important flight update for Cabo?
01:42Since when are you going to Cabo?
01:44Yeah, I told you about the last minute flight of boats.
01:47Uh, I think I would have remembered you going to Mexico.
01:50Oh, well, Bells, this is my last spring break and you're gonna be in Philly, so...
01:54Yeah, but we said we might meet up in Cousins.
01:57And I thought you were trying to spend more time with your dad.
01:59Okay, don't try to guilt trip me about my dad.
02:02I just saw him last weekend.
02:04Did something happen with you guys?
02:06You've been kind of moody since then.
02:09Something worse than visiting my dead mom's grave?
02:11No.
02:12Hey, okay, that's...
02:14That's not fair.
02:15I just, I think you're being a little bit selfish.
02:19Okay, sorry.
02:20Can you just stop riding me?
02:22If you want to come to Cabo, then just come.
02:23No, I don't want to crash your boys' trip.
02:25It's not just boys.
02:26The sororities are going too.
02:27Oh, so girls were invited, just not girlfriends. Cool.
02:31Look, I promise I'm not interested in whatever wet t-shirt contest
02:34or whatever it is that you're picturing.
02:36It's not that.
02:37Then what is it?
02:38What is wrong with you right now?
02:39You're the one who didn't even tell me that you're leaving the country.
02:41Yeah, because you hate anything having to do with frats.
02:43When did I ever say that?
02:45You don't have to.
02:46I can feel you judging us.
02:47Sorry if I'm a dumbass who's probably gonna bomb his midterm.
02:50Sorry if I want to have a little fun at spring break,
02:51and I'm sorry that I'm not some straight-A overachiever
02:54going to med school like Conrad.
02:55Oh my God, what?
02:57Please, please don't put your inferiority complex on me.
03:00I wonder where that came from.
03:02Well, it didn't start with me, so maybe look at your dad.
03:05Wow.
03:06Well, if you think I'm so stupid and selfish, then why are you even with me?
03:09Fuck it, I won't waste your time.
03:11You're being ridiculous right now.
03:13You think everything I do is ridiculous and I'm sick of it.
03:15So let's just end it.
03:17Are you serious?
03:18Yes, I'm serious.
03:19Okay, fine, if that's how you feel.
03:21It is.
03:22Great, okay, awesome, bye.
03:23Bye.
03:27I went home for spring break and we still hadn't talked.
03:33I can't believe it's been five days and he still hasn't texted me.
03:36Haven't you also not texted him?
03:39Yeah, but he's the one who picked the fight out of nowhere.
03:42Why don't you just come with me to New York for a couple of days?
03:45We can, like, run around the city after I crushed my interview.
03:48I'm too depressed.
03:49Stop looking at Instagram.
03:51I just still don't even know what the hell happened.
03:53See?
03:56Okay, I'm heading out.
03:57Bye, Mom.
03:59Well, the good news is he looks emotionally destroyed.
04:02I mean, I knew he was down about his grades, but I...
04:05Just stop obsessing.
04:06You wanna know what's going on?
04:08Why don't you ask him?
04:09Yeah, but he's the one who...
04:10Just talk to him when he gets back.
04:12Guys are like dogs.
04:13They hide when they've screwed up.
04:15And even the world's best boyfriend is gonna fuck up sometimes.
04:18You know he feels bad about it.
04:20Like, it's Jer.
04:21You're his oxygen.
04:22He can't breathe without you.
04:24I really thought Taylor was right.
04:31So when we got back to school, I went to see him.
04:36Are you really not gonna come find me?
04:38I mean, you pick a fight and walk out the door and I don't hear from you for a week?
04:42I'm a total asshole, Belly.
04:44I fucked up and I fucked up really bad.
04:46Hey, no, it's okay.
04:50No.
04:52No, it's not.
04:53I've had a shitty week and I took it out on you.
04:57I'm just sorry.
04:58I'm sorry, Belly.
04:59Look, I mean...
05:01We had a fight.
05:03It's not the end of the world.
05:07What does this mean?
05:09Does this mean you wanna get back together?
05:12We never stopped being together.
05:19Belly...
05:20When I was in Cabo...
05:24I thought...
05:25I thought...
05:26I just thought we'd lose.
05:34I just can't believe I almost lost you over something so stupid.
05:37You could never lose me.
05:40You could never lose me.
05:47Uh...
05:50Uh...
05:52I got you this.
05:53I was just on the beach and I was just thinking about you.
05:55I didn't even know if you would ever talk again, but...
05:58It's really stupid and you don't have to wear it.
06:00No.
06:02I love it.
06:06I love you.
06:07I love you, baby.
06:08There's no food there.
06:10I love you.
06:11I love it.
06:12I love you.
06:13I love you.
06:14I love you.
06:15I love you too.
06:16I love you too.
06:17I love you too.
06:19I love you too.
06:20I love you too.
06:21You want to be a place in my house?
06:23Do you care about me?
06:24Do you care about me?
06:25You're fine?
06:26Okay, I love you.
06:27I love you.
06:28You're good.
06:29Taylor's here.
06:52I'm asleep.
06:53Got it.
06:59She's asleep.
07:00Okay, I just want to talk to her.
07:02I think she should rest right now.
07:04Okay, fine.
07:06This is a breakfast burrito, extra crispy bacon, the way she likes it.
07:09Just make sure she eats something.
07:11Okay.
07:13Bye.
07:20Ellie, I swear, I obviously had no idea about Lacey.
07:24You know I would have killed them both for you, okay?
07:26Please just call me back.
07:28Like, just call me back.
07:31Oh, no, I wouldn't get any closer unless you want your balls cut off.
07:34Please just tell me how she is.
07:35I don't know.
07:36She won't talk to me either.
07:37Your side chick is in my sorority, so now I'm just, like, guilty by association.
07:41Taylor, please hear me out.
07:42No, I have always been on your side.
07:44I was the freaking CEO of Team Jeremiah now to find out that you're the scummy little fucking
07:47hot tub cheater.
07:48It's insane.
07:49I didn't cheat.
07:50We were on a break.
07:51No, that's bullshit.
07:52You're not getting off on this, like, technicality.
07:55You were broken up for all of two seconds, Jeremiah.
07:58And then you got her this, like, cheap-ass puka shell bracelet to make it up to her.
08:02Like, what are you doing?
08:03What are you thinking?
08:04What?
08:04You're the expert on cheating now, huh?
08:06Excuse me?
08:06You heard me.
08:08How are Davis and Mia?
08:10Don't turn it around on me.
08:12You were supposed to be the ideal.
08:14You were supposed to deserve her.
08:16But you don't, and you probably never did.
08:21Can you get out of here?
08:33Hey, this is Taylor.
08:34Leave a message.
08:35Adam called you in for this meeting, too, huh?
08:41Yep.
08:41Yeah.
08:42Fine way to spend a Sunday.
08:44Sitting in the background while the grown-ups talk.
08:47Did you, uh, get to the dossier I sent you on Friday?
08:50Yep.
08:51Yep.
08:52Yep.
08:52Yeah.
08:52Yeah.
08:53So you saw it at Starrcade X?
08:56Starrcade X?
08:57Like, like, the gaming starter?
08:59Oh, my God.
08:59I knew you were a gamer.
09:00Jesus, be a bigger nerd cliche, please.
09:02Wait, no.
09:03No, relax.
09:04All right, I used to program that shit.
09:06Computer engineering at Princeton?
09:08Right.
09:08Remember?
09:09Yes.
09:09How could I forget?
09:10It is in your email signature.
09:12Mm-hmm.
09:13Look, just do me a favor, all right?
09:15Read the dossier, and then call your girlfriend.
09:19Okay?
09:20Yeah.
09:21Well, I actually, um, I actually broke up with my girlfriend.
09:25That was, uh, that was my ex.
09:27Well, ex?
09:28Ex?
09:28Oh, my God.
09:29No, no, no.
09:29Stop.
09:30Immediately, no.
09:31I'm, no personal stuff.
09:33All right, I'm not the co-worker who's going to be invested in your little dramas.
09:37I don't care.
09:39Yeah.
09:41All right, um, Starrcade X?
09:44Every VC shop is going to try to move on this company, all right?
09:46So we really need to be on the ball with us.
09:48Copy.
09:49Copy.
09:50Got you.
09:51All right, um, we're going to try to move on this company, all right?
10:25You just have to make it to the library, one thing at a time.
10:37Yeah, but everything leads to him.
10:41Like, I can't just study.
10:44I also have to call and quit my summer job because obviously I'm not going to be in Cousins because Jeremiah.
10:51And then I have to figure out how to tell my mom that I can't bring myself to go to Susanna's memorial because, again, Jeremiah.
11:02And I might never even go to the summer house again because of fucking Jeremiah.
11:05So, okay, one thing at a time is not going to work for you.
11:08No, no, nothing's going to work because everything is...
11:10Oh, my God.
11:17Hey, you're going to be okay.
11:20I'll meet you after a study group.
11:22It's not just Lacey I can't avoid.
11:25I see Jeremiah everywhere.
11:27Hung all my clothes in the closet you made.
11:31Even when he isn't really there.
11:33Hung all my boxes as I send them your way.
11:35Hoping life brings you no new pain.
11:40I rearrange my memories.
11:44I try to rewrite my life.
11:47But no matter how I try to.
11:54And no matter how I want to.
12:00And no matter how easy things could be if I did.
12:09And no matter how guilty I still feel saying it.
12:16I wish I hated you.
12:19Our shadows dance in a parallel plane.
12:23Just two different endings you learn to repair.
12:26And I learn to keep me in one place.
12:30Everywhere I go, there's a memory of us from when we were golden.
12:36Everybody, me, John.
12:38Ah, beautiful, John.
12:40No, it's so cute.
12:41I couldn't live in my house.
12:45So, I just need to not be here.
12:48Hi.
13:00Mom, hi.
13:01Um, quick question.
13:02Can you send me my birth certificate overnight, if possible?
13:06Hello to you too, my loving daughter.
13:08I'm fine.
13:08Thanks for asking.
13:09How are you?
13:10Sorry.
13:11How are you, Mom?
13:12I had an extremely dull conference, which means I am nowhere near your birth certificate.
13:17What do you need it for, anyway?
13:19A passport.
13:20I found out I got off the wait list for Paris.
13:25That's fantastic.
13:26Honey, congratulations.
13:30How's JR taking it?
13:31I know he'll miss you, but he must be so proud.
13:34Yeah.
13:35Um, Mom, I gotta go.
13:38Okay.
13:39Love you.
13:44Bro, you're tweaking.
13:47You need to...
13:47...level out.
13:50Try some of the syndicate I got.
13:51May help ease the pain.
13:53I just lost the most important person in my life.
13:56Sorry if I don't have the energy to be alive.
13:58Oh, you don't think I know about breakups?
13:59I know about breakups.
14:00You saw me after Sean.
14:02You two were together for two seconds, Redbird.
14:04Felt like something to me.
14:05I can't believe I fucked it up this bad.
14:08Dude, I...
14:09I...
14:09I dig your girl.
14:10I really do.
14:11And I say this with love, but...
14:13You two were broken up.
14:15Right?
14:15And you were wasted as hell.
14:17And Lacey was all over your shit.
14:18Bro, it's not an excuse.
14:20I should have told her as soon as I got back.
14:22Well, yeah.
14:24Yeah, probably.
14:34Belly's been the center of my world...
14:37...since I lost my mom.
14:43She's everything to me.
14:46And losing her feels like...
14:48It feels like I'm losing the best part of myself.
14:56That's beautiful, man.
15:02So fight for her.
15:04Stop saying you're sorry.
15:05Find a way to show her.
15:09Make it sound so easy.
15:11I don't think it's supposed to be.
15:12I just can't believe it.
15:18He acts so devoted, but he's just as shady as the rest.
15:22I swear, if he comes to our dorm, it's on sight.
15:25Don't smile, please.
15:27That won't be a problem.
15:28It kind of sucks you're not leaving for Paris tomorrow.
15:32Do you think I'm being too hard on him?
15:34Look, if he really thought you were broken up, technically it's not cheating.
15:41But to keep it a secret, that tells me he knew what he did was wrong and he chose to keep it from you.
15:47That's the part I can't get over.
15:52What Annika didn't know was that I had a secret, too.
15:57It was the day after Christmas last year.
16:00My mom was at a writer's retreat.
16:02Steven was visiting friends.
16:03Jer was going skiing with his dad and Conrad.
16:06I figured, why be home alone when I could be at my favorite place in the world?
16:11So I borrowed Steven's car and went to Cousins.
16:17Steven, open up.
16:44It's me.
16:47Belly.
16:51You okay?
16:53Yeah, yeah, sorry.
16:55Just the flash got to me.
16:57Okay.
16:58Next.
17:11Belly.
17:12No, please don't leave.
17:13I made the biggest mistake of my life.
17:15Please just talk to me.
17:17Look, I'll tell you anything.
17:20I'll tell you anything.
17:20I just don't want any more secrets between us.
17:24Okay.
17:29How did it happen?
17:32Look, I was really sad.
17:33I was drunk.
17:34She was just there.
17:37How many times?
17:46Twice.
17:49Jer, how could you do this to me?
17:51Belly, please.
17:52I know I don't deserve you, but I love you more than anyone else in the world, and it kills me to see you hurting, and I would do anything to take it back.
17:59Stop.
18:00Stop.
18:01You can't undo what you did.
18:02Belly.
18:03Please.
18:04I'm sorry.
18:05I'm so sorry.
18:06I've never loved anyone but you.
18:08I love him too, and I want to forgive him.
18:12I just don't know how.
18:16You were supposed to be the one person who would never hurt me.
18:21And are you the person who hurt me the most?
18:23Laurel.
18:35Elliot.
18:36Hey.
18:36Hey.
18:38Oh, fancy books you got there.
18:40Oh, yeah.
18:40You know, well, I've already read the Moncrief translation twice, so...
18:43As one does.
18:44Yeah.
18:45Yeah, I've decided it's the year that I finally read A La Recherche du Ton Perdue in the original French.
18:52Go for it.
18:53Live on the edge.
18:55You know, um, you and I, we could start our own book group if, uh, if you're interested.
19:01Ah, unfortunately, Professor Park dropped out of French her first year of college.
19:05John?
19:06What are you doing here?
19:07Open up a word with you.
19:09In private.
19:10Professor.
19:11Okay.
19:13See you later, Elliot?
19:14Uh, sure.
19:16Yeah.
19:16Um, I'll be at the, uh, Flaubert Symposium if you want to drop by.
19:20Okay.
19:21Sounds great.
19:22Okay.
19:22Okay.
19:23What was that?
19:27So, TAs are allowed to flirt with professors now?
19:29He's an adjunct, and maybe I was flirting back.
19:32Well, then I was doing him a favor.
19:34You'd have eaten him alive in, well, five minutes.
19:36What's a history professor doing at a lit conference anyway?
19:39Researching potential crossover courses.
19:41Our provost is looking for ways to make history sexy again.
19:44And a lit conference is definitely the way to do that.
19:48Shoot me, Dad.
19:49Please make your way in the ballroom B for tropes of old English epic poetry.
19:55Well, that sounds...
19:59Worrying as shit.
20:00Yeah.
20:02Okay.
20:06New plan.
20:07We find somewhere to drink this.
20:08Steal a wine opener.
20:08I can't do that.
20:10Oh, you're right.
20:10I can't do that.
20:10I can't do that.
20:10Oh, you're right.
20:11Oh.
20:11Okay, welcome to day one.
20:29By the end of the summer, I expect half of you will still be here.
20:33Don't piss me off, and we'll be fine.
20:37Okay, first patient.
20:39We have a 15-year-old boy came in following a seizure.
20:43Any thoughts on what might be going on?
20:46I want to start off with our first years.
20:48What do you say?
20:49Well, it could be puberty hormones.
20:54He's 15.
20:55He's also recovering from the flu,
20:57and fevers are the most common cause of seizures at his age.
21:00Very good.
21:01They also gave him nausea meds at the ER,
21:03and that does increase risk.
21:04Good catch.
21:06Sometimes it's just the obvious answer.
21:08Absolutely.
21:09Thank you, Dr. Namazi.
21:10I'll keep that in mind.
21:11Okay.
21:12Next patient.
21:14Are you trying to make me the med student that gets cut on day one?
21:17I'm sure it's just a mess.
21:18It's fine.
21:19I'll take that.
21:19I'll make it up in the next one.
21:21Look, I know that climbing up Namazi's ass
21:23is just a coping mechanism for your all-consuming love
21:25for your brother's girlfriend.
21:26Why did I tell you that?
21:27Because you were, like, yearning to.
21:30Whatever.
21:30The safest place to hang out at an academic conference
21:34is in the hotel gym.
21:36Nice!
21:37Give me your phone.
21:38Mine's dead, and I want to call the kids.
21:40It's in my room.
21:41Also, the kids are fine.
21:42Also, you're upside down.
21:44Yes.
21:44Yes, I am.
21:47What are you doing?
21:51Getting some things off my chest.
21:53Why did I ask?
21:54You know, even though our marriage went to shit,
21:59we ended up being pretty good co-parents.
22:02Yes, we did.
22:07Oh, my God.
22:08I just remembered.
22:10Belly called me today
22:11to say she is studying abroad next semester in Paris.
22:15Oh, do you know how the Parisian police found Quasimodo?
22:20They followed a hunch.
22:23Please never tell that joke again.
22:25You used to love my jokes.
22:27You used to laugh so hard,
22:28beer would come out your nose.
22:29In fact, wasn't that why you slept with me on our first date?
22:32I was fake laughing,
22:34and I planned to sleep with you all along.
22:37You did?
22:40Mind if I work in?
22:42Uh, no. It's all yours.
22:43No, we're done here.
22:44Appreciate it.
22:54Why are you here?
23:01What are you...
23:01You haven't responded to my text all day.
23:04It's finals.
23:05It's a stressful time.
23:07Tay, are you okay?
23:08What's wrong?
23:10I'm...
23:10I'm hungry.
23:12Okay, then let's...
23:13Let's just grab some food.
23:15Come on, get in.
23:16Okay.
23:20Okay.
23:20So, uh...
23:37Uh, where do you want to go eat?
23:42I don't know.
23:49What?
23:54Uh...
23:54I broke up with Mia.
24:02I hope you didn't do that for me.
24:04What?
24:07What?
24:07Uh...
24:08Sorry.
24:10I just...
24:11I thought you'd be happy
24:12that I just wanted to be with you.
24:14Even after the other night,
24:15sleeping over...
24:16Steven, I...
24:17You're wrong.
24:18And I've told you before,
24:19I just want this to be casual.
24:20Okay, it's never casual with you and me.
24:23Taylor, you know that.
24:24Let's just stop fucking around,
24:26you know, and do it for real
24:27so we don't keep hurting other people.
24:28They don't even know about us.
24:29That doesn't matter.
24:29It's still messed up.
24:32Taylor, I want you and me
24:33to have a fresh start,
24:34you know, free and clear and clean.
24:36Steven, we've tried before.
24:38We've tried a million times.
24:39We were kids, then.
24:39We don't work.
24:40It never works.
24:41Taylor, you are the only girl
24:42I want to be with.
24:44What?
24:44I'm telling you.
24:45I think I love you.
24:46Stop, stop.
24:46No, don't.
24:47I can't do this.
24:48What are you talking...
24:49Can you pull over and let me out
24:51of the fucking car?
24:52Taylor, I need you to listen to me.
24:53Please.
24:53That's all I'm asking for.
24:54Steven, please just let me out
24:55of the car.
24:55We're in the middle of the road, Taylor.
24:56I don't care.
24:57I want to leave.
24:58Pull over and let me
25:00out of the fucking car.
25:01Fine, fine, fine.
25:03Fuck.
25:04Here, I'm pulling over, okay?
25:11Taylor, what the fuck?
25:12Fuck.
25:13Fuck.
25:13Fuck.
25:14Fuck.
25:15Fuck.
25:15Fuck.
25:16Fuck.
25:16Fuck.
25:17Fuck.
25:17Fuck.
25:18Fuck.
25:18Fuck.
25:19Fuck.
25:19Fuck.
25:20Fuck.
25:20Fuck.
25:20Fuck.
25:21Fuck.
25:21Fuck.
25:22Fuck.
25:22Fuck.
25:23Taylor, I told you I don't want...
25:29Oh, my God.
25:32Taylor.
25:34Hi.
25:35I'm really sorry.
25:42What happened?
25:43Were you with him or you hurt?
25:45What happened?
25:47I wasn't in the car.
25:49Okay.
25:49We were arguing.
25:50I jumped out and he was trying to come after me.
25:55Okay.
25:56What?
25:58It's just my fault.
25:59No, no, no, it's not your fault.
26:02No, no, no, no, it's not your fault.
26:12Yes, it is.
26:13You're with Stephen Conklin?
26:15Yeah, yeah.
26:16Is he okay?
26:17Uh, initial scans show a cracked rib and a cerebral contusion.
26:22Cerebral contusion.
26:23What?
26:24It's a bruise on the brain.
26:25We won't know how serious it is until the swelling goes down.
26:27Until then, we'll keep him sedated.
26:30So we just wait and see?
26:31Is that it?
26:32There's some paperwork to fill out and someone will need to make decisions on his behalf.
26:36Can that be one of you?
26:37I'm his sister.
26:38My sister works.
26:39Okay.
26:40Um, what kind of decisions do I...
26:42Uh, it's...
26:43It's in the paperwork there.
26:45Uh-huh.
26:47I need to...
26:48I need to try my parents again.
26:50I couldn't...
26:51Okay, I'll...
26:52I will try them.
26:53I will do it.
26:54I don't know Stephen's fucking insurance, if he's on our parents' insurance or his job.
26:59How am I supposed to know his fucking blood type?
27:01I think...
27:02I think I remember Stephen bragging about being a universal donor.
27:05Of course, Stephen bragged about anything.
27:07Okay, uh...
27:09He...
27:10O negative.
27:11He's O negative.
27:12Okay.
27:13I'm gonna try your parents again.
27:14Okay.
27:15I don't...
27:16I think I should, uh, let a few other people know too.
27:21Do you want me to call Jer?
27:23I don't know an hour ago I wanted to throw up thinking about him, but now I just...
27:30I just wish he was here.
27:34I don't even know what to say to make me feel better.
27:42I'm gonna be your Jer today.
27:44Okay, we'll track down your parents.
27:46I will call Jer's dumbass too.
27:48Okay?
27:49Just...
27:50Just fill out the paperwork and leave the rest to me.
27:52I'm gonna do it.
27:54Um, can you call, uh, Conrad too?
27:56Conrad.
27:57Cause he just might understand what all this means.
27:59Yeah.
28:00I got you.
28:01I'm gonna call Conrad.
28:02Well, I'll hop on the next flight.
28:07No, it's fine.
28:08Laurel and John will probably be here by then.
28:10Okay.
28:11Well, tell me what the doctor said exactly.
28:14Uh, he's kind of a dick.
28:16He basically blew us off.
28:17We're trying to get updates, but...
28:19Well, maybe I can help.
28:20Where's he admitted?
28:21We're at, um, Providence General.
28:23But...
28:24How?
28:25Will you...
28:26I will figure it out.
28:27I just want to do something.
28:32Hey, how's Belly?
28:34She's fine.
28:35Yeah?
28:36Okay.
28:37Yeah.
28:38Yeah.
28:39Great.
28:40Okay.
28:41Well, just keep me updated, okay?
28:42Yep.
28:43Will do.
28:44All right.
28:46Dr. Namazi?
28:47Excuse me.
28:48What's up?
28:49A friend of mine was in a car accident.
28:52Uh...
28:53Very close friend.
28:54More like family.
28:55And...
28:56He's at Providence General.
28:57Is there any chance you know anyone in neurology there?
29:00The head of neurology is a friend of a friend.
29:02Well, his name is Steven Conklin.
29:04Do you think there's any possible way that...
29:07You could make a call?
29:10I'll see what I can do.
29:13Do you think you need to take the day?
29:17Uh...
29:18No.
29:19I'm good.
29:20Okay.
29:21I'm good.
29:22Okay?
29:23I'm good.
29:24Okay?
29:25I'm good.
29:26I'm good.
29:27Okay?
29:28Whatever.
29:29Let's go.
29:30I know.
29:31Jared's in the lobby.
29:52Yeah, I know, babe.
29:54He just wants to be nearby if we need him.
29:56He's not gonna come try and talk to you or anything.
29:59That's so sweet.
30:01Why does he have to be so sweet?
30:04Should I text him?
30:09Isabel Conklin?
30:12I'm Dr. Joon Kwon.
30:13I head up the neurology team.
30:14I'm taking over your brother's case.
30:16Does that mean he's gotten worse?
30:17No, it means someone well-connected is looking out for you.
30:21I got a call from a colleague at Stanford.
30:25Steven is sedated and sleeping.
30:26He's stable, and I've ordered a CT scan.
30:29Have you seen him yet?
30:31Well, let's get you back there.
30:32We allow two visitors, immediate family only, so I'll presume this is Steven's other sister.
30:38Follow me.
30:39Any news on your friend?
30:49No.
30:50You sure you shouldn't just go out there?
30:52I don't even know what I'd do if I did.
30:54It's not like I'm a doctor yet.
30:55Plus, we barely talked over the last few years.
31:00No cell phones.
31:02Yeah.
31:03How did everything go with those blood draws?
31:05Good.
31:06Great.
31:06This is mislabeled.
31:14Oh, that's, uh, that's mine.
31:16That's my mistake.
31:17A mistake that put your patient at risk.
31:19I'll fix it right now.
31:20You should have gone home when I gave you the chance.
31:21It won't happen again.
31:22No, it won't.
31:24You're done here.
31:25You're not ready for this.
31:28You're firing me for one mistake?
31:30Dr. Namazi, please, I didn't...
31:32You may see this as one mistake, but this is about you not knowing your limits, which makes
31:37you a walking liability, my liability.
31:39Dr. Namazi, I...
31:41No.
31:42You can always apply again next year.
31:43It's Rutgers to a lot more.
31:45It's Rutgers to a lot more.
31:48It starts taking...
32:07Steven, can I tell you a secret?
32:10I've never loved anyone like I love you.
32:16Do you know how scary that is?
32:23I know I act like I don't care, but I just, I care so, so much.
32:33And I'm always afraid that it's just a matter of time before you come to me and you tell me
32:36that I'm not worth it.
32:38And you're just going to be like, actually, you're not worth it.
32:55So I figured if I just keep pushing you away and pretend that you don't mean anything to
32:59me, then you can't hurt me.
33:03And I don't know how to stop doing that.
33:06You know, the first time we got together, you remember you told me that you were like,
33:21you told me that you wouldn't give up on us.
33:27You have no idea how badly I wanted to believe you.
33:30I have good news.
33:49The CT scan is clear.
33:50The CT scan is clear?
33:52What does that mean?
33:53The swelling on Steven's brain has gone down and we can start weaning him off the sedatives.
33:57It'll be a while until he wakes up.
33:59We'll let you know when he's ready for visitors.
34:05It's okay.
34:06He's going to be okay.
34:08I've just been scared.
34:09I'm really sorry to dump this on you.
34:19I know you don't think that Steven and I should get back together.
34:21No, I never should have judged you.
34:24But you're right.
34:24I've been all over the place.
34:28Like, not wanting to let go of Steven, but still keeping Davis around as this, like, emotional buffer.
34:33It's shitty.
34:35It's selfish.
34:35And Steven was trying to do the right thing, and I'm just freaked.
34:41But all this, it's like...
34:47I think that it made me realize that even though I'm so scared, I'm so scared to lose Steven again, I'm more scared not to try.
34:58I'm going to break up with Davis.
35:07Whatever you want to do, I support you.
35:19How rough do I look right now?
35:21Do I look hot?
35:23I'm not going to lie to you.
35:24I look that bad.
35:28Just go back to the house, eat something, shower.
35:34You heard the doctor.
35:35He's not going to be up for a little while.
35:37Okay.
35:37Thanks, babe.
35:43Hey.
35:47If you want to get back with Jeremiah, just do it.
35:51I never said that.
35:52And make him beg, obviously, but...
35:55Don't just throw away everything you guys have had for the past four years.
36:02Like, not if it's still what you want.
36:03Okay.
36:09Okay.
36:17Okay.
36:19Lara.
36:21Oh.
36:23We got to get her.
36:26Shut up.
36:27Still not a morning person, huh?
36:31My eyes are crispy.
36:35Can you bring me some of your contact solution?
36:38Yeah.
36:49Oh, my God.
36:52John, get in here!
36:55Oh, my God. Mom, where were you?
36:58Belly, I just got your messages.
36:59What's going on?
37:01Steven was in an accident. Is he okay?
37:03He's gonna be fine.
37:05I've been trying to keep it together,
37:07but I was so scared.
37:11Oh, man, shut up.
37:13I can't imagine how terrified you must have been.
37:15I'm so, so sorry.
37:18Have you been there all alone?
37:20No, no.
37:22Um, Taylor's here, and she's been amazing.
37:25And Jer's here.
37:28He stayed all night.
37:30Mom, things have been so crazy.
37:33Listen, sweetheart, I'll be there as soon as I can,
37:35and, um, I'll track down your dad and let him know.
37:39Yeah.
37:40I love you so much, Belly.
37:42I love you, Mommy.
37:45What is that?
37:46Steven was in a car accident?
37:47He's okay.
37:48Okay.
37:49He's gonna be fine.
37:50But Belly couldn't reach either of us last night.
37:52It's okay.
37:53We'll just meet me in the lobby in five.
38:16We hadn't seen each other much over the years,
38:18and we hadn't been alone together since...
38:20Hey.
38:21...that day at the motel.
38:23Hey.
38:24Hey.
38:25Hey.
38:32Why are you holding a poker?
38:34Oh.
38:35Um, I thought you were a burglar.
38:38Of course you did.
38:40Hey.
38:45Where's Jer?
38:46He and your dad are on their way to Chamonix.
38:51Right.
38:52Aren't you supposed to be meeting them there?
38:55Yeah, my flight caught delayed because of the weather.
38:58They were trying to rebook me for the 28th.
39:00Hmm.
39:01What are you doing here?
39:03My mom is on a retreat in the mountains,
39:05and Steven's in New York.
39:07I was all alone at home.
39:09So...
39:34You have chocolate all over your face.
39:35No, I don't.
39:36What do you do?
39:37You just stick your whole head in to save time?
39:39Shut it!
39:42No, I don't.
39:43You cold, I could start a fire.
39:50See, I think it's maybe a little late for a fire.
39:53I think I'm just gonna crash.
39:55Merry Christmas, Belly.
39:56It's really good to see you.
39:57You too.
40:02The next morning, right when I woke up, I had this funny feeling that he had already left.
40:20You're okay?
40:21Oh, no.
40:22Leave me alone.
40:23Are you hurt?
40:24Can you move?
40:25I thought you were gone.
40:26Nope.
40:27Still here.
40:28Let me help you out.
40:29No, no, no.
40:30Ow.
40:31Just give me a minute.
40:32Okay.
40:33How bad does it feel?
40:34Okay.
40:35How bad does it hurt on a scale from one to ten?
40:38I'm okay.
40:39I'm okay.
40:40I'm okay.
40:41I'm okay.
40:42I'm so sorry.
40:43I'm okay.
40:44I'm okay.
40:45I'm sorry.
40:46I'm okay.
40:47And I'm okay.
40:48I'm okay.
40:49I'm okay.
40:50Just give me a minute.
40:52Okay.
41:02How bad does it hurt on a scale from 1 to 10?
41:0511.
41:06You're such a baby when it comes to pain.
41:08No, I'm not.
41:11I mean, that fall you took was no joke.
41:15Seriously, it was like when animals slip and fall in cartoons on banana peels.
41:20Are you calling me an animal?
41:30I'm going to pick you up, and I'm going to carry you to the couch.
41:33No, no, no, no.
41:34Just, just, just, no.
41:36Just, I'm too heavy for you.
41:37Just leave me here.
41:38I know I can't bench press my body weight like Jer, but I can pick you up, Ellie.
41:44Ready?
41:47Okay, come on.
41:48Okay.
41:49Ow!
41:50You're okay.
41:51Ready?
41:52Why?
41:53Ow.
41:57Watch your legs.
42:01Ow.
42:02You're okay.
42:03Yeah.
42:04Ow.
42:04That's when I had this sudden thought.
42:13A part of me will always love you.
42:15We spent the day together, but not together.
42:30Entertainingly expressive, H-blank-blank-blank-blank-y.
42:47That's-
42:48Whammy.
42:50Whammy.
42:50Whammy.
42:51Hammy.
42:53Hammy?
42:58Chloe, I think this is the beginning of a beautiful friendship.
43:04She's better off with Laszlo.
43:06You're insane.
43:08Rick and Elsa are obviously meant for each other.
43:10Their little love story is nothing compared to the work that Laszlo was doing for the Resistance.
43:15Oh, my God.
43:16What?
43:17I'm gonna get more firewood.
43:18You know, you are way too young to be this cynical.
43:22Yeah, yeah.
43:30Hey.
43:31Hey.
43:32Belly.
43:32Hey, sorry, my reception now here is terrible.
43:34I'm on a mountain freezing my balls off.
43:36What are you up to?
43:37I'm actually in Cousins.
43:39I got super lonely, so I drove up.
43:42Oh, nice.
43:43Did you bring Taylor?
43:44No, I came by myself.
43:47Well, I wish you were here with me.
43:48Conrad's flight got mad stuff because of the weather, so I'm stuck here with my dad.
43:53Yeah, he, um, he's...
43:55What?
43:56Hello?
43:56Belly.
43:57Can you hear me?
43:58Jer, I...
43:59I can't hear what you're saying.
44:00Uh, never mind.
44:02What?
44:04Wait, uh, I'll be true tomorrow.
44:06Okay, bye, Bells.
44:07Okay.
44:08Okay, love you.
44:14Hey, I...
44:15I would have told Jer that you're here, too.
44:18Don't worry about it.
44:19I never told Jeremiah that Conrad was with me at Cousins, because there was nothing to tell.
44:25Nothing happened with Conrad.
44:27Nothing was ever gonna happen.
44:28The next morning, Conrad was gone.
44:44He left just like I thought he would.
44:46No goodbye.
44:51Just gone like a ghost.
44:53Conrad Fisher, the ghost of Christmas past.
45:07Blackbird on my shoulder
45:11And what difference does it make
45:15When this love is over
45:20Shall I sleep within your bed
45:23River of unhappiness
45:29Hold your hands upon my head
45:32Till I breathe my last breath
45:38Oh, oh, oh, oh, is me
45:41The last time that you touch me
45:47Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
46:17Come in.
46:24Hey.
46:25Can you take your shoes off?
46:26I'm gonna be here for, like, a sec.
46:28I was just on my way in and...
46:30Came to rub it in my face that I got fired on day one?
46:32No, jerk. I wanted to see how your friend's doing.
46:34Yeah, he's gonna be okay. Thanks.
46:37Good.
46:38All right, this is for you?
46:41You're welcome.
46:43Um...
46:45So, look, um...
46:47About yesterday...
46:49I mean, we all know Namazi's a hard ass.
46:52I'm fine.
46:53Cool. Uh, that's...
46:56Actually, I was gonna say...
46:59That she kind of has a point.
47:01Oh.
47:03Look, you know I always tell you the truth, right?
47:06And the truth is that you're smart as hell, obviously.
47:09But you need to pay more attention to your feelings.
47:12Excuse me?
47:13Well, you can deny your emotions all you want.
47:17They're not going anywhere.
47:19And...
47:21As long as you're afraid to face them, they'll run you,
47:23not the other way around.
47:30Hello. Would have been nice.
47:32Hello.
47:36Steven? You ready for a visitor?
47:38Oh, yeah.
47:39Oh, you're awake.
47:40Ow.
47:41Ow.
47:42Ow.
47:43Ow.
47:44Careful of his ribs.
47:45No, no. Break another one, why don't you?
47:46It's barely cracked, you baby.
47:48How's, uh...
47:50How's mom and dad? Where are they?
47:52They're on their way.
47:53Hey.
47:58Uh, hi.
48:00I'm gonna give you two a minute.
48:02I'm glad you're alive.
48:08You scared the shit out of everyone.
48:10You know that?
48:11Belly was worried to death.
48:12I knew you were just being a drama queen.
48:14Obviously.
48:15I was in a coma.
48:17So...
48:18Yeah, but...
48:19Medically induced.
48:21Huh.
48:26Steven, I'm joking.
48:27I was worried about you too, obviously.
48:29Yeah.
48:30Yeah, you know, I've been thinking a lot about what you said since I woke up.
48:33You know, before the crash.
48:34Me too.
48:35And you were right.
48:39You and me, we don't work.
48:43What?
48:44If we never ran into each other that day in New York, we would have just gone about our lives and been fine.
48:53So let's just pretend we didn't.
49:00I've never been able to think clearly when it comes to you, Tay.
49:06I couldn't let you go.
49:09You know I love a challenge, but...
49:14It is a wake-up call.
49:18You were right.
49:20You and me, we don't work.
49:22Hmm.
49:26Good.
49:27Then we're on the same page.
49:29Yeah, yeah, finally.
49:30I'm gonna go find Belly.
49:31First loves are important.
49:45Conrad was mine.
49:47For the rest of my life, I would think of him fondly.
49:50The way you do your first pet.
49:52The first car you drove.
49:53But they're not as important as last.
50:10Steven's gonna be okay.
50:12Thank God.
50:13Do you wanna get some air?
50:21Yeah.
50:23Yeah, I would love that.
50:24Yeah.
50:30I was...
50:32I am so mad at you.
50:34And you have every right to be.
50:36I'm sorry for what I did to you, and I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner.
50:40I'm sorry you found out the worst way possible.
50:42I know it's gonna take a lot of work for you to even begin to trust me again, but I'm willing to do whatever it takes if you let me.
50:54I'm sorry, too.
50:58Sorry for what?
51:01Sorry for everything leading up to that fight.
51:06And to Cabo.
51:08I can see how you thought we were broken up.
51:15You can?
51:17Yeah, but I...
51:19I don't understand how you could just move on to somebody else so easily.
51:23I mean, I could barely function.
51:26How were you okay enough to have sex with someone?
51:28No, Belly, I was completely numb that whole week.
51:31I didn't even feel like I was there when Lacey and I...
51:34When we had sex.
51:35After I just sat in the shower and cried for I don't even know how long.
51:42I was just thinking, how could I deserve you after that?
51:50Maybe we shouldn't let one mistake erase all these years.
51:55I mean, if we both believe that what we have is bigger than our mistakes, then...
52:06Maybe we can just start over.
52:09I want that, Bells. I want that so much.
52:13You can't ever hurt me like that again.
52:17I promise.
52:22I promise.
52:23I don't want to mess this up again.
52:40We won't.
52:43After Steven, I get it now.
52:45Your life's too short not to spend it with the person that you love.
52:51I want to be with you always, no matter what.
52:56I just can't imagine my life without you.
53:00Me either.
53:02Belly has always been our story.
53:04Yours and mine.
53:05Nobody else's.
53:11What are you thinking?
53:14The future is just crazy.
53:16I don't know what. Say it.
53:21Would you...
53:22Yes.
53:24You don't even know what I'm about to say.
53:25Try me.
53:26Isabel Conklin?
53:27Will you marry me?
53:28Yes.
53:29Yeah, I'll marry you.
53:51I love you.
53:52I love you.
54:22Before we met each other, I bet we've sailed the Milky Way, walked on the sun together.
54:30How could I forget those emerald eyes?
54:38They took me by surprise, but suddenly I missed your face.
54:44I knew that smile from miles away.
54:47I knew that I have loved you forever and a day, a day.
55:03In all my lives, I've waited every time to hear you say I'm yours forever and a day.
55:17I don't believe in destiny, but I might have to say.
55:38Your melodies, they're changing me, I'm yours forever.
56:08I don't believe in destiny, but I am not all inrels arkadaÅŸ me and a day.
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