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00:00Previously on the summer I turned pretty my family's been going to Susanna's beach
00:10house and cousins every summer since I was a baby look who came back all grown up Susanna
00:15told me that when I was born she knew I was destined for one of her boys I always hoped
00:20it would be Conrad I wrangled belly an invitation to be a debutante now which one of you is gonna
00:26be belly's escort to the ball uh so are you and Jeremiah like a thing they're like basically
00:31related I'm not going with either of you I am going to find my own date I don't know what to
00:36think about you this summer you have new friends you have a boyfriend I don't even know who you
00:40are anymore is that why you threw yourself at my brother so that you could get back at me my heart's
00:44beating really fast you're having a panic attack it's my mom I know you said you didn't want to
00:49do chemo but I'm not putting myself through treatment again I'm gonna tell the kids when
00:53we get back to Boston why are you acting so different I mean something's going on just
00:57tell me Ellie I think about you I do you know I do I just can't you're my best friend three times
01:04I wanted to be more I was just waiting I mean how am I supposed to fully jump into something with
01:09Jeremiah if a piece of my heart still beats for his brother there you go with me to the temple
01:14hey does my mom seem okay to you I heard your parents talk about it and your mom seemed really
01:18upset hey have you guys seen Jeremiah
01:24Colorado we need to talk all right it's important it's about mom you've known this whole fucking time
01:31you didn't tell me I told them I do the trial it's going to work Ellie I'm sorry for being so shitty
01:37all of a sudden I mean you were going through all this alone I wish you had told me so you didn't have
01:42no matter what happens next I will always come back to this place and these people
01:47you live in my dream step
02:01you live in my dream step
02:10you're back
02:18I'm back
02:19we get it you guys are into each other
02:27don't listen to him you two are perfect together
02:32I wasn't in cousins
02:49Conrad and I weren't together
02:52and Susanna was dead
02:54nothing would ever be the same again
02:57you drop this
02:59Conklin
03:02what
03:03you said you dropped this Conklin
03:06you're reading the hunger games in
03:08in French
03:09trying to
03:10I almost know the English version by heart so it's
03:13it's not that difficult to follow
03:14very cool
03:17thanks
03:19escaping to your dreams is easier than living with your memories
03:24it's the being awake that's the hard part
03:28this almost doesn't feel real
03:37how about now
03:41I can't stop smiling
03:50you know you have the prettiest smile I've ever seen
03:54your whole face just lights up
03:57I wanted to say that to you all soon
03:59there's something that I need to tell you
04:09I don't even know how
04:13okay
04:14what is it
04:16figure it out
04:18I am a few days ago
04:23Jeremiah told me what she owns for me
04:26oh
04:32wow okay
04:35so what did you say
04:38I
04:42kissed him
04:44a few times
04:45so
04:54so when we both came to pick you and Taylor up from the side of the road
05:00you know and
05:01you went with Jay
05:02were you two already
05:03you know but there were
05:08moments of somewhere where I thought maybe there could be something with you and me
05:11and then
05:11you know you shut down
05:14and get really cold
05:15and I get it
05:15I'm sorry
05:16I'm sorry
05:16it's all my fault
05:18I mean it's mine too
05:21you want to be with him
05:27being with you is all I've ever wanted
05:32okay
05:33that's great
05:34be with me then
05:34what
05:35what is that funny
05:37no
05:38I'm sorry
05:39it's just weird
05:40I mean
05:40everyone in our house knows that I've had a crush on you
05:43ever since like
05:45wait wait wait wait wait
05:45you have a crush on me
05:48shut up
05:49yup
05:49you're it for me darling
05:54I don't want to hurt Jay
05:59me neither
06:00like I'll talk to him
06:03he might not even be that upset
06:04you know
06:05it's Jay
06:05he never takes anything too seriously
06:07it's not
06:08it's not like how it is with us
06:12uh
06:16I'll talk to him first
06:17I owe him that
06:18okay
06:19early morning walk on the beach
06:43uh
06:44yeah
06:45I knew it
06:53knew it
06:54I'm gonna go
06:58sit down
07:07so
07:10mom
07:11just let me change first
07:13all right
07:18enjoy your summer
07:19no but seriously
07:29it's gonna be wild
07:30it's the best team we've had in years
07:31oh I made us these matching crop tops
07:33they're pink obviously
07:34and I got a bunch of new knee pads
07:35ooh
07:36knee pads Taylor
07:37shut up
07:38hey bells
07:39it's not too late to sign up for volleyball camp
07:41you know
07:41oh our school is over bitches
07:45it's not just loud
07:47Steven
07:48hey
07:49if I were going to Princeton
07:50I'd be screaming about it too
07:52thank you Evelyn
07:53wait
07:53are you going to Princeton?
07:55that's so cool
07:55I couldn't tell
07:56oh
07:56you couldn't tell
07:57go
07:58go
07:59go
07:59go
07:59go
07:59oh
08:00this is fine
08:00what's up man
08:01what time is a grab party tomorrow man
08:03oh the band comes on at 10
08:04I'm dating the singer
08:05uh
08:06yeah the machine gun Kelly wannabe
08:08I tried to veto him from playing
08:10but I guess I couldn't find anybody cheaper
08:11oh
08:12wait so
08:14are you coming to the party?
08:17I don't know
08:19Belly
08:20Belly
08:21can I talk to you for a minute please?
08:25gotta go
08:26see you then
08:29bye
08:29sorry
08:29Belly
08:32I was reviewing your end of term transcripts
08:39and I couldn't help but notice
08:40that your grades have taken a serious dive
08:42I mean you kept an A in French
08:44but you won't impress colleges with just French
08:46is there something going on?
08:49uh
08:49there's a death in the family
08:50oh
08:52I'm so sorry to hear that
08:53but your grades have been dipping all year
08:56you even got your volleyball captaincy revoked?
08:59yeah
09:00I choked at regionals
09:01okay
09:02well have you um
09:04have you thought about where you're gonna apply next year?
09:06um
09:06I mean
09:06I know I'm not getting into an Ivy
09:08but there's always Penn State
09:10well that might be a reach at this point
09:11without volleyball
09:13you'll have to focus on less competitive schools
09:15have you heard about Finch?
09:18um
09:18yeah
09:19I know someone who's going there in the fall
09:21a family friend
09:21great
09:22well maybe you can visit them and grab a tour
09:24I doubt it
09:27come in
09:29good morning bells
09:33hey
09:35come here
09:36so I stayed up all night
09:43doing research on the trial my mom agreed to
09:45and belly I'm feeling really hopeful
09:48that's
09:49that's great chair
09:51I mean I'm so
09:51glad that
09:52Suzanne and I agreed to do it
09:54yeah
09:54I mean if I'm being honest
09:56I'm still kind of pissed
09:57Conrad never told me what was going on with her
09:59but
09:59you know at least it worked out right?
10:03right
10:04that's kind of why I think
10:05we should tell
10:07Conrad about us as soon as possible
10:09I don't want any more secrets
10:11and plus Stephen already knows
10:13actually that
10:18that's what I wanted to talk to you about
10:21okay
10:23see um
10:25the thing is
10:26um
10:26last night
10:28I really couldn't sleep
10:30all night
10:31so I went to
10:32watch the sunrise on the beach
10:36and Conrad was there
10:39and we just started talking
10:41and one thing led to another
10:43and
10:43and um
10:44and we
10:44we kissed
10:46you kissed my brother
10:54I'm sorry
10:57I didn't think that
10:58you know
10:59like he
10:59we
11:01I mean we wanted to tell you right away
11:02so you know
11:03you're already a we
11:04no
11:04no no
11:05I
11:06I just didn't
11:07I don't know
11:08I didn't want it to be weird
11:09oh yeah belly
11:09it is weird
11:10okay
11:10no chair please
11:12no
11:13no you know what
11:13actually it's cool
11:14it's cool I get it
11:15you know I was just a distraction
11:17to keep you busy
11:18while you waited for Conrad
11:19I'm glad it finally happened for you belly
11:21it's great timing
11:22it's not like my mom has cancer or anything
11:24chair I didn't want to hurt you
11:26you're one of my best friends
11:27no
11:28no you don't
11:29you don't get to call me that
11:30you don't mean that
11:35I do
11:36now can you please get out
11:39just so you know
11:44he's gonna break your heart
11:48we should already be in the car
12:00coming
12:01hey is this okay
12:09I swear I left the tickets here
12:10I thought your dad was meeting us there
12:13will you
12:14shoot I forgot to make the reservation for lunch
12:16yeah I figured so I did it
12:17well they're not gonna start without me
12:19we've got time
12:20I was supposed to iron that shirt for you
12:22take it off
12:23it's handled
12:24it's handled
12:24see
12:25I use the starch spray
12:27that makes it look real smooth
12:28yeah
12:29oh is that for me
12:32what
12:33sweet a laptop
12:38who sent this what
12:40oh my god
12:42it's from Susanna
12:44she must have planned it before
12:47classic Beck
12:48I wish she could have been here
12:50yeah Conrad and Jeremiah too
12:54they were busy
12:55yeah sure
12:57I feel awful
13:05right here
13:09he was so angry at us
13:11and he has every right to me honestly
13:14it's gonna be okay
13:19it's gonna be okay belly
13:19I promise
13:20how
13:24I think maybe we should hit pause
13:35what
13:38no
13:40I don't want to make things harder for you guys
13:44than they already are
13:44you're not
13:45I promise
13:46the most
13:46important thing right now
13:48is that you and Jeremiah
13:51are there for each other
13:52are there for Susanna
13:53and I
13:54us being together
13:57would make that impossible
13:58Ellie come on
14:00I can't do that to him
14:04I hate that
14:17and me too
14:21I'm
14:28this was always yours
14:35no matter what happens
14:40we'll still be infinite
14:42you should read this
15:10later we should go
15:12found them
15:13come on
15:15they say that everything happens for a reason
15:22now who they are exactly is unclear
15:25maybe a theologian coined it
15:28or
15:28I don't know
15:29whoever configured the simulation
15:30we're clearly living in
15:31maybe it was Rihanna
15:34no no no
15:36Rihanna can do no wrong
15:38definitely not her
15:39but we've heard it
15:43time and time again
15:45it's supposed to convince us
15:46you know that everything had to happen
15:48exactly so
15:50in order to teach us something about ourselves
15:52in order
15:53for us to grow
15:54and meet our destinies
15:57I think that's BS
16:03I'm sorry
16:04mom
16:05sorry
16:05you know breakups
16:07you know breakups don't always lead to breakthroughs
16:10sometimes a girl dumps you
16:12after an awesome summer
16:14and it just sucks
16:15and
16:15you learn nothing from it
16:17but
16:17you eventually force yourself to move on anyways
16:20you know but then
16:24the unthinkable happens
16:26and you realize it's pointless to think of life that way
16:29Belly
16:30hey I never see you in here
16:36your mom assigned me this room to clean
16:38it's the easiest since I don't think she sat put in here once to do any writing this summer
16:43don't you hire cleaners anyway
16:46shh
16:47I love that necklace on you
16:54Connie told me everything that happened with the three of you
16:59I'm sorry
17:03don't be sorry
17:04it's not how I wanted the summer to end
17:06especially not
17:09I just feel like I'm losing everyone
17:15you're not
17:16it just takes time
17:18you'll find your way back to each other eventually
17:22and this place is always here for you
17:26yeah but
17:27you've made every summer here so magical Susanna
17:31I mean what happens
17:32what happens
17:33Belly
17:34you love this place the same way I do
17:39if anyone can keep the magic going here it's you
17:44you're my special girl
17:49I need to call the cleaners
17:55promise me you'll never leave me
17:59never
18:00because everything just happens
18:07you know good things bad things all in ways that you never expect all in ways that are so completely out of your control that they could just drive you insane
18:18there are times where it feels like the world is happening to you but remember that you are also happening to the world so don't wait
18:32make what you want happen because tomorrow isn't promised so you better make fucking sure that you are living today
18:38so extra
18:40although he did earn it with that speech
18:44it was good yeah speech kind of pierced my soul
18:53don't laugh no no I feel like I've been in this nightmare ever since Susanna died maybe it's time to wake up oh
18:58I gotta go find Milo he needs my help putting together a look for tonight
19:03cool cool um do you want to come over after and help me with mine no fucking way are you coming
19:10I gotta go find Milo he needs my help putting together a look for tonight
19:15cool um do you want to come over after and help me with mine no fucking way are you coming
19:19maybe it's time to wake up oh I gotta go find Milo he needs my help putting
19:25together a look for tonight do you want to come over after and help me with mine
19:31no fucking way are you coming yeah yeah and I'm I'm gonna sign up for a varsity
19:37volleyball camp too yeah this party's gonna be insane you were going to die
19:42when you see Milo play no yeah I mean you literally might cuz oh man I could
19:47smell them from the podium really yeah well I'm sorry excuse me my man doesn't
19:50have that Korean gene that makes you have no body odor okay all right come on
19:54okay mom and dad are meeting us at the restaurant it's a great speech Susanna
20:01would have loved it yeah no you know I'm glad you guys are coming to the party
20:06tonight Wow I can't believe what I'm hearing you really want me and Taylor at
20:12your party why I've never said one I just I just think it's better than moping
20:17around at home hey you should drive I gotta read all the love in my DMs for my
20:25speech anyway so come on
20:32yo this is dope I'm going viral on tik-tok is that a good thing what millions of
20:37people around the world watching my speech on a loop yes that is a very good
20:43thing yeah I gotta forward this to con and share man thank you so much thank you oh I
20:51I'm sorry could I get a box for all this thank you thank you happiness is an activity okay okay
21:07well everyone agrees you are the best it doesn't so random no yeah it literally says it right here
21:13I don't know what you want you want to see it yeah I don't know what you want from me it says it right
21:18there I know what you're telling you we're so proud of you you're gonna have the time of your
21:22life at Princeton right Laura yeah I love college that's where I met Susanna so how are these going
21:30with your book my publisher is hounding me to do this meet-and-greet event with booksellers I said no
21:36why because it's not necessary okay uh well it's time for me to go get ready for the party mom dad
21:47thank you for lunch I'm gonna go with him uh it was delicious thank you all right have fun kids see
21:54you at home yep so you're not trying to promote your book I'm not gonna have schmoozy conversations
22:05about Susanna just to get prime placement in bookstores well you did write a whole book about
22:10her it might feel cathartic I wrote the book in a fugue state I have no interest in dissecting it
22:16just to come up with pithy insights on grief okay glad the whole not going to therapy thing is working
22:25out for you thank you look you wrote a beautiful book I think Susanna would want you to share it with
22:39the world she was always my biggest cheerleader guess now I have to be my own I'll wear the skirt but I draw
22:54the line at pom-poms I am so excited that you're finally here this summer can we do like everything
23:04that we never got to do together like parties pool mall we have to get you a fake ID
23:09let's start by figuring out what I'm gonna wear tonight okay okay Susanna's earrings they're perfect
23:20okay since my man is playing tonight I'm gonna need you to be the super hot friend standing next to his
23:31super hot girlfriend yeah let's get super hot and love it when you agree with me
23:36um I'm thinking this that's what you call super hot this looks so good on you no no I've got to have
23:46something better oh okay
23:47mm-mm no
24:06the call came the second week of September three weeks since the last time I'd seen him it felt like a dream
24:15unreal
24:16hey hey I uh I didn't expect to hear from you yeah is it okay that I'm that I'm calling I shouldn't have called this was dumb I'm sorry no no no no it's
24:31okay um we're still friends right yeah yeah we're friends yeah and um friends can talk on the phone yeah yeah nothing weird about friends talking on the phone
24:46uh so how's how's college life um it's cool it's cool my roommate snores even louder than you do which oh come on I don't snore
25:01yes you do you a thousand percent do I've heard you through the walls for years only when you're really tired though
25:07how's school for you
25:11boring painful
25:13I mean like no no who invented trig and why do they torture innocent high school students with it
25:19can't be that bad
25:21no oh it's it's bad
25:23it's it's it's really bad
25:24I mean I can't keep up with all the letters
25:26well you know the first thing you gotta do is determine if it's a right angle triangle or not
25:30badly have you seen my uh big kettlebell the 20 pound one
25:33Steven I'm on the phone
25:34well tell Taylor to go to bed
25:35hi Steven
25:36hey Conrad
25:41it's not in here go away
25:46sorry about that
25:50okay um what were you saying about triangles again
25:55okay if you want to wear the t-shirt you know we should at least crop it
26:07it was Conrad's you know every time I think of him I still get this like pain in my chest
26:15I know
26:18sucks babe
26:20but eventually you're gonna have to let him go
26:22yeah I just wish I knew how
26:25it's like my meemaw always used to say
26:27the best way to get over a man is to get under a new one
26:31heading to a grad party
26:39yeah mine
26:41me and the guys are throwing it remember
26:43oh right
26:45well have fun
26:47and don't drink and drive
26:48oh don't worry
26:49I promised Steven I'd be the sober driver
26:51oh and I ordered you a pizza
26:53okay so please eat it
26:54don't worry about me
26:55go
26:56all right
26:57I love you
26:57bye
26:57love you
26:58be safe
26:59bye
26:59love you
27:00bye
27:00oh my god
27:19Milo
27:20hi
27:22thank god
27:23thank god you're here
27:24oh my god
27:31hey so I need to be able to see you when I'm up on stage
27:33yeah
27:34nice to stay up close
27:35okay
27:35yeah
27:36you call this a party
27:41where are all the hot ladies you promised
27:43we're literally standing right here
27:46oh no offense I'm into older women
27:49personal preference
27:50yeah
27:51hey babe
27:52I'm gonna go help the guys finish something
27:54okay
27:54all right
27:55bye
27:57okay
28:01well have fun everybody
28:03I gotta go make the rounds
28:04entertain the people
28:05you know
28:06oh shit
28:07okay
28:08come on spike
28:08come on
28:09you're so cute tonight
28:11you know that
28:12come on let's go get some drinks
28:13I can't drink I'm trying
28:14okay
28:15what
28:19oh my god but camp is gonna be so much fun
28:21I bought us all matching PJs
28:24oh
28:25you are going to need to buy one more set
28:27guess who finally decides to join us
28:29the killer B is gonna have her captaincy back from Donna in like no time
28:33you know what I mean
28:33yeah
28:34right
28:35but coach Shaw is okay with it
28:37you know
28:37come back
28:38I actually haven't talked to coach yet
28:41I wanted to talk to you guys first
28:43I mean after
28:45last season I
28:46I totally don't blame you
28:47if you don't want me back on the team
28:49oh shut up
28:50you're always one of us
28:51yes
28:52right answer
28:53bump
28:54set
28:54hit
28:55swipe
28:55that's the way we like to fight
28:57come on
28:59come on team
29:00let's hear you scream
29:02here
29:04and for you
29:05there we go
29:06oh my god
29:07please
29:08holy shit
29:10oh god
29:11it's game point
29:16miss Conklin
29:16bye bye Conrad
29:18hey you still there
29:20so
29:21my roommate
29:24Trusky
29:24oh did he sleepwalk in his underwear again
29:26he didn't
29:27he didn't thankfully
29:28but
29:29we were talking
29:30and it turns out
29:30he's a 5G
29:31conspiracist
29:32so apparently
29:33that guy that Katie was seeing
29:36had a girlfriend
29:36the whole time
29:37I mean it just sucks
29:38like
29:39he didn't really seem like the type
29:41you know
29:42did you know my dad cheated
29:49Adam cheated on Susanna
29:52yeah the first time my mom was sick
29:54he had an affair
29:56with his secretary
29:57Kaylee
29:59I found out about it last spring
30:02I mean like the same day
30:04I found out of my mom's cancer coming back
30:06how'd you find out
30:10um
30:11I came home early from school one day
30:14and
30:15heard them fighting
30:16she was crying so much belly
30:22she
30:22I've never heard her cry like that before
30:24so I left
30:29I went back out
30:30I drove around town for two hours
30:31and came back
30:32and
30:32pretended not to know anything
30:34I'm
30:35so sorry
30:37it sucks that you had to
30:39carry that secret for so long
30:42yeah it's just exhausting
30:43like
30:44I couldn't turn my brain off
30:48it was like if you do
30:49that
30:49then this horrible thing
30:51is gonna happen
30:52but if you do this
30:53then you know
30:54just this catastrophic thing
30:56will happen
30:57oh my god
30:58that sounds so stressful
30:59oh my god damn it
31:06it's two o'clock
31:07you said you had practice early
31:09I should let you go
31:09yeah
31:13off-season workouts suck
31:16but
31:17there's a rumor that
31:18a college scout from Finch
31:20is coming to watch our club team play this weekend
31:22and there's a chance coach might make me captain
31:24what?
31:25that's crazy
31:26I'll definitely let you go
31:28I didn't know that
31:28five more minutes
31:31yeah
31:35yeah
31:35okay
31:35yeah
31:36I'll do it
31:37I'm gonna do it
31:38yeah
31:39oh yeah
31:39yeah
31:40okay
31:41okay
31:41good luck
31:44wow
31:51wow
31:51you're uh
31:51really good at
31:52operating a keg
31:54wow
31:55hi Conklin
31:56oh um
31:57how do you sell this pizza?
31:59how do you sell this pizza?
32:00uh
32:01in paris
32:02mortals
32:02as usual
32:03yeah
32:04good
32:04yeah
32:05I didn't know you took French
32:06we
32:07want one?
32:09no no
32:10I'm okay
32:10thanks
32:10uh
32:11I'm the
32:11Didi tonight
32:12cheers
32:14cheers
32:15I could spend my life
32:20in this sweet surrender
32:23I could stay lost in this moment
32:28forever
32:30and every moment spent with you
32:35is a moment I treasure
32:38I don't wanna close my eyes
32:44I don't wanna fall asleep
32:47cause I'd miss you baby
32:49and I don't wanna miss a thing
32:51do you want to know something so romantic?
32:54Milo wrote this song for me this time
32:56it's a cover
32:57love of that song from the movie Armageddon?
33:02oh
33:03well it's still romantic
33:04okay wait
33:06don't make me beg you for details
33:07what did you and Corey talk about?
33:10uh
33:10the book I'm reading
33:12I'm sorry
33:13you suck at talking to guys
33:15okay
33:15I'm rusty
33:16and also
33:17he's the one who brought it up
33:18and he spoke to me in French
33:20bitch
33:21what?
33:21in French?
33:22okay
33:22that's so hot
33:24like
33:24he sounds obsessed with you
33:25yeah
33:26I don't know
33:27I mean
33:27that combo
33:28took so much effort
33:29like
33:30is it supposed to be that hard?
33:31I mean like look at you and Milo
33:34you guys just make sense
33:36I don't wanna close my eyes
33:39well Milo and I are soulmates
33:41fall asleep
33:42cause I miss you baby
33:44and I don't wanna miss a thing
33:47cause even when I dream of you
33:50the sweetest dream would never do
33:53I still miss you baby
33:55and I don't wanna miss a thing
33:58can we forget
34:15Can we forget about the things I said when I was drunk?
34:32I didn't mean to call you that
34:35I can't remember what was said or what you threw at me
34:41Please tell me
34:44Please tell me why
34:49Belly, I'm a crowdster. Hold my shirt for a second and make sure no one spills anything on it.
34:54Ew! Stephen, no, I don't want to hold your sweaty teeth.
34:57Woo!
34:58Yeah!
35:00What the hell?
35:01Are you okay?
35:02Ow.
35:03Uh, Belly, I'm sorry.
35:05No, yeah, no, I'm good. I'm totally fine.
35:07I'm just, um, I'm gonna go get a drink.
35:12You're my sober driver, Belly Bells.
35:14Don't let me down!
35:15Stephen!
35:16It's no surprise to me. I am my own worst enemy.
35:21I had this weird thought today.
35:25Yeah? I love weird thoughts.
35:28I was thinking if my dad had cheated on my mom, she probably wouldn't have even cared.
35:37Is that harsh?
35:39No, but you really think Laurel wouldn't have a reaction?
35:42I mean, kinda.
35:43Like, nothing about my dad ever excited her.
35:46You know?
35:47They were, like, never romantic around each other.
35:49And you want to see your parents being romantic.
35:54Maybe.
35:56I mean, I just can't imagine marrying someone who didn't give me fireworks.
36:01You know, like, like electric jolts every time I saw them.
36:04Were you surprised when you found out your parents were getting divorced?
36:10Uh, yes and no.
36:12I mean, I always thought divorce meant fighting, you know?
36:16And there was none of that.
36:17I mean, they were cold for a little while, but, um...
36:21Everything's kind of back to normal.
36:23In a weird way, that must almost be a little harder to understand.
36:29Exactly.
36:33Oh, wow.
36:35What?
36:36I don't know.
36:38I've just never sent any of this to anyone before.
36:42Me either.
36:47Hey, can I ask you something?
36:49Anything.
36:49Um, how's...
36:53How's Jer?
36:54Is he...
36:54Is he doing okay?
36:56Um, yeah.
36:56Yeah, he seems good.
36:58Why?
36:59I don't know.
36:59I've texted him a few times since summer ended, and, uh...
37:03He never writes back.
37:04Yeah, no.
37:04I mean, he's probably just busy with senior year stuff.
37:07Right, right, right.
37:08Or, you know, it's that he'll never get over what I did
37:10and hold it against me for the rest of our lives.
37:12Belly.
37:13Yeah, never mind.
37:14Forget I said anything.
37:19I learned something kind of cool.
37:26Tell me.
37:27Did you know that Venus is an evening star for 263 days out of the year?
37:33And then it disappears from the sky for 50 days
37:36before returning as a morning star for another 263 days.
37:41I did not know that.
37:43That is very cool.
37:45And right now it's an evening star.
37:46It's really bright next to the moon.
37:49I'm actually looking at it right now.
37:54It's...
37:54It's probably, uh, against the rules to say this,
37:57but, um...
37:59I wish we were looking at it together.
38:06Me too.
38:15And Belly?
38:17Yes, Comet?
38:20I couldn't be with someone
38:21who didn't make me feel electric either.
38:22Mm-hmm.
38:23Hey.
38:49Hey, Conklin.
38:51Hey.
38:52Long time no see.
38:53Yeah, no, I know it's been ages, right?
38:56Is that seat-taking?
38:58Uh, nope, nope.
39:00I'm right ahead.
39:00Yeah.
39:08I wonder if Venus is a morning star or an evening star tonight.
39:12I think Venus is a planet.
39:15No, actually, uh, ancient astronomers, um, you know what?
39:20Never mind.
39:21Okay.
39:22It's dumb.
39:24You know, you can hardly see any stars this close to the city anyway.
39:28There's a lot more by the beach.
39:33I, uh, used to spend every summer at this beach in Massachusetts.
39:37Hmm.
39:39Are you going this summer?
39:41Uh, no. No, I'm not.
39:44So then you'll be here for the 4th, huh?
39:48Well, my folks are gonna be out of town, and I'll just think about having a few people over.
39:52You and your friends should totally come.
39:54That, that sounds cool.
39:56All right.
39:57Cool.
39:57Yeah.
40:01Come here.
40:02You kind of have something.
40:03Here.
40:04Okay.
40:04Yeah.
40:04Uh, Belly, no, I was just...
40:09Oh, my God!
40:10No, I was just telling you you had something in your...
40:12I have something in your head.
40:12Yeah.
40:13You know why?
40:13Because I just, it's grass, because I just got kicked in my head.
40:15That's right.
40:16Holy shit.
40:16But no, no, no, no, I'm totally fine.
40:18I'm just, um, I'm gonna go.
40:20Okay, see ya.
40:20Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
40:21Um, hey, yeah, Belly, actually.
40:23Yeah.
40:24Can you do me a favor?
40:25Could you put in a good word for me with, uh, your friend Marcy?
40:30Yeah.
40:31Marcy?
40:32Yeah.
40:32Yes.
40:33And you.
40:34That makes sense.
40:34Yeah, I totally will.
40:35You guys are cool.
40:36That's really good.
40:37Thank you for this.
40:38Yeah.
40:38Okay, bye.
40:38Hey, sis, sis, sis, check it out, check it out, check it out.
40:55Oh, my God.
40:59I can't believe you did that.
41:01This party sucks.
41:02Dude, it's beer, man.
41:04It'll dry.
41:05Chill.
41:06I'm leaving, okay?
41:08Wait, wait, did something happen?
41:09No, nothing happened.
41:11Whatever.
41:11Uh, Steven, can you just get Spike to drive you home, please?
41:14Spike?
41:15No, Spike, Spike is drunk.
41:17You, you, you promised to be my sober ride tonight.
41:19Okay, well, I'm ready to go now.
41:21Okay, well, I'm not.
41:22Great, then can you just call an Uber or something?
41:24Why, why are you being such a buzzkill right now?
41:26Oh, I'm sorry.
41:27Am I ruining your fun night, Mr. Perfect Valedictorian?
41:30Kinda, yeah.
41:31Okay, well, in case you forgot, which it clearly seems like you did, Susanna just died, so I'm
41:36a little bit sad, but please, don't let that stop you from having the time of your life.
41:40Fuck you.
41:41You know, I lost Susanna, too.
41:43Okay, you don't think I'm sad about that?
41:45Oh, what, were you crowd-surfing the pain away?
41:47My apologies.
41:48No, you should apologize.
41:49You screwed up and out.
41:50Now everything is weird with Conrad and Jeremiah.
41:53I mean, they won't even text me back anymore because of you.
41:54Okay, guys, wait a second.
41:55That is not my fault.
41:57Isn't it?
41:58Hmm?
41:58I should be celebrating with them tonight, but they wouldn't come because you made things
42:03messy.
42:05You had Jeremiah, and it just wasn't enough.
42:07You had to have Conrad, too.
42:10God, you are so fucking selfish.
42:12Stephen!
42:13What?
42:13Serious?
42:14I had to have Conrad?
42:16Are you kidding?
42:18I was in love, Stephen, like out of my mind in love.
42:21What was I supposed to do?
42:24Belly.
42:26Belly.
42:27Stephen.
42:32Hey.
42:34Stephen is a drunk idiot right now.
42:36Please do not listen to him.
42:37No, he's right.
42:38I mean, I ruined things with both of them, and then Susanna died, and I completely ruined
42:43her funeral, and I just, I wish I hadn't started any of it.
42:45No, you don't.
42:46Yes, I do.
42:46No, you don't.
42:47Yes, I do, and I'm so tired of feeling sad all the time, and I just, I don't think I
42:52get to feel better.
42:53You think that right now?
42:54But I promise you.
42:55No, no.
42:56No, no, no, no, no.
42:57Nothing is promised.
42:58You can't promise anything.
43:01Sorry.
43:01I'm sorry.
43:02I just, I know you're trying your best.
43:05I don't, I don't expect anyone to understand what I'm, I'm going through right now, and
43:09I think I just have to deal with it alone.
43:18I'm going to go.
43:20I'll go, I can come with you.
43:21No, no, no, no.
43:22You stay.
43:22I mean, it's your boyfriend's debut, and I just, I just need to go to bed.
43:28Okay.
43:29Will you text me when you get home, please?
43:31Yeah.
43:33I love you.
43:33Love you.
43:34I love you, buddy.
43:37Lord.
43:38Would you text me?
43:38I love you?
43:39I love you.
43:41You'respring of the World.
43:42Everything is конless.
43:42I love you.
43:43You're器?
43:43You're part of the world.
43:44I love you.
43:44Oh, thank you, God.
43:47I love you.
43:48I love you.
43:49I love you.
43:50I love you.
43:51I love you.
43:52I love you.
43:53I love you.
43:53Take care.
43:54I love you.
43:55I love you.
43:55Peace out.
43:55Peace out.
43:56Peace out.
43:57Peace out.
43:57Go, Sal!
43:58Peace out.
43:59Peace down.
43:59Peace out.
44:00What are you, it's a good city?
44:00I got my driver's license last week
44:07Just like we always talked about
44:10Cause you were so excited for me
44:13To finally drive up to your house
44:17But today I drove through the suburbs
44:19Crying because you weren't around
44:23And all my friends are tired
44:29Of hearing how much I miss you
44:33But I kinda feel sorry for them
44:36Cause they'll never know you the way that I do
44:39Yet today I drove through the suburbs
44:42And pictured I was driving home to you
44:47And I know we weren't perfect
44:52But I've never felt this way for no one
44:57Oh, and I just can't imagine
45:02How you could be so okay
45:05Now that I'm gone
45:08I guess you didn't mean what you wrote in that song about me
45:15Cause you said forever now I drive alone past your street
45:21You said forever now I drive alone past your street
45:27Hey, happy almost Halloween
45:43Conrad
45:44I know I'm not supposed to be here
45:47But I'm here
45:50I brought candy
45:53Do you want me to go?
45:59No, no, no
46:00Don't wait
46:01Just
46:01What
46:04What are you doing here?
46:07Um
46:07I wanted to see you
46:09So
46:11Yeah, yeah
46:12Um
46:12You know, but I thought
46:14Right, no
46:15I know
46:15I know you
46:16You were worried about Jared
46:18But look
46:18I had a chance to talk to him
46:20And he's doing really good
46:22Actually
46:22He's
46:23We went on dates
46:24You know
46:25He's been on this high
46:27Ever since he got made
46:27Homecoming King
46:28That's great
46:29So, um
46:30He's over
46:32Yeah
46:32I think he is
46:36Ellie, I don't think I could ever get over you
46:43I mean, I'm not
46:47I'm here
46:48Whenever I talk to you
46:51I'm just happy
46:52And I gotta say
46:54Standing in front of you right now
46:55It's torture
46:56Not being able to kiss you
46:58Belly, we need to talk
47:28I'm kind of tired
47:30Sit down
47:31You didn't eat?
47:42Your guidance counselor emailed me
47:43I didn't know you lost your volleyball captaincy
47:46Or that your grades were so bad
47:48Yeah, I'm sorry
47:49I'm not getting into Princeton like Steven
47:51That's not what I'm saying
47:52You can do better than this
47:54I'm really disappointed in you
47:57Sorry, Mom
47:58You know, Susanna died, remember?
48:00You don't get to use Susanna's death as an excuse
48:01This whole year has been hard for me, too
48:03You were barely here
48:05And I don't blame you for being there for Susanna and the boys
48:08They needed you
48:10But you can't blame me either for things that happened because you were away
48:13This isn't about blame
48:15This is about you and the choices you made
48:18It's about taking responsibility for yourself, even when things are hard
48:21Life keeps going
48:23You can't just give up
48:25You want to talk about taking responsibility?
48:27You won't even promote your book because you refused to talk about Susanna
48:31You can't just suddenly be concerned about volleyball when you haven't gone to a single one of my games this year
48:37I waited all year for you to step up and be a parent
48:41You gave up way before I did
48:43You have to do that at every stop and it's kicking up my gag reflex
48:59If you'd rather walk, we can let you out right here
49:02I'd probably be safer, honestly
49:05Hey, you don't gotta worry, man
49:07I'm fully sober
49:08Fucking belly, man
49:11Taking my car and leaving me straight into my own party
49:14Who does that?
49:16I don't know
49:17Who yells at their own sister in front of everyone for being sad?
49:20She yelled at me first
49:22So mature of you, Steven
49:24How about you try some compassion next time, asshole?
49:27Aren't you supposed to, like, come together and grieve?
49:31Life cannot be separated from death
49:33Wow
49:35So helpful
49:37Man, thank you
49:38Milo's very in touch with his emotions
49:40Which makes him a great musician
49:42Aw, thanks, babe
49:44You know
49:46I actually have a record label interested in Siamese
49:50What?
49:51Yeah, check it out
49:52Cancel culture records
49:54Babe, they only have one post
50:00Yeah, that's what's so punk about it
50:02Yeah, dude
50:03Congrats, man
50:05Congrats
50:05My darling Steven
50:28Congratulations on your graduation
50:31This is the start of what is sure to be an exceptional journey
50:35I wish I could be there to watch you shine
50:38But you have an extraordinary mom
50:41Who will be with you every step of the way
50:43Remember
50:44The world is not only happening to you
50:48But you are happening to the world
50:50And don't forget to enjoy the ride
50:53Love, Susanna
50:56Hey, I know it's late
51:22But about the bookseller event
51:24I changed my mind
51:27I'll do it
51:29I knew I'd lose Susanna eventually
51:36I just didn't know I'd end up losing all of them
51:42In my memory
51:45The three of them will always be entwined
51:47Forever linked
51:48There can't be one without the others
51:51Now
51:59They're all gone
52:01To the darkness
52:02At 158
52:04The words that you whispered
52:07For just us to know
52:09You told me you love me
52:11So why did you go
52:13Away
52:15Away
52:24Just like our lives
52:47Billy?
52:51Hi, Jeremiah
52:54I'm so glad
52:54Are you with Conrad?
52:57Uh, no
52:58Why would I be with Conrad?
52:59I don't know
53:00I just thought maybe you guys would
53:01Um
53:02What is going on?
53:07Conrad's gone
53:08Wait, what do you
53:09What do you mean gone?
53:12He's not answering my texts
53:13Or picking up my calls
53:14Since when?
53:16Yesterday
53:17I mean, isn't he in the middle of finals?
53:19Maybe he pulled an all-nighter at the library
53:21No, no
53:22I don't think so
53:23Apparently
53:23He told us for me
53:25That everything is fucked
53:25And then he just took off
53:26I think I'm gonna go to Brown in the morning
53:29And see if I can track him down
53:31I'll never get Susanna back
53:33But I can't let Jeremiah and Conrad go too
53:36Okay
53:37But I'm coming with you
53:40I saw you dancing in a crowded room
53:50You look so happy when I'm up with you
53:54But then you saw me
53:56Got you by surprise
53:58A single teardrop falling from your eye
54:02I don't know why
54:04I don't know why
54:04I'll run away
54:07Ooh
54:08I'll make you cry
54:13When I run away
54:15Ooh
54:17Take me back
54:21Cause I wanna stay
54:23And save your tears for another day
54:26Save your tears for another day
54:30Ooh
54:32Save your tears for another day
54:35Save your tears for another day
54:39Ooh
54:40I don't know why
54:45I don't know why
54:47I don't know why
54:48Ooh
54:49I'll make you cry
54:53When I run away
54:55Save your tears for another day
55:02Ooh
55:03Save your tears for another day
55:09Save your tears for another day
55:13Save your tears for another day
55:17Save your tears for another day
55:23Save your tears for another day
55:27Save your tears for another day
55:29Save your tears for another day
55:31Save your tears for another day
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