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We’ve reached the regrets of the next day in the cycle as Amberlynn expresses how going off track felt and her plan going forward to get back on track. She explains where she found the inspiration to start the challenge, today is day five. We take a walk down memory lane when Amberlynn says she started her channel to focus on her weight loss then shifted to more of her life when she met Destiny because that’s when her weight loss journey ended. Later she shows us the new fitbit she purchased to appease the trolls. We catch up with Amberlynn later in the evening and today didn’t go as planned. She has a wedding and reception to go to tomorrow then a birthday party the next day. She ends the vlog in the bathroom after turning on the shower.
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00:00hey guys so welcome to day five this is what you look like when you wake up after
00:07a full day of just like slash not caring but you guys heard about that in the
00:14video that you watched yesterday so but I kind of just wanted to update you guys
00:19I know in that video like I was like fine I was like oh yeah I'm just enjoying
00:22my day like yeah I've ate over 6,000 calories but like who cares
00:28walk walk walk walk walk walk what hello YouTube I'm just trying to get some steps in
00:43we just have cold stone there's gonna be ups there's gonna be downs you just gotta be
00:48honest about them get back in the game the next day no I woke up feeling completely different
01:03tomorrow I'm not eating no 6,000 calories I'm gonna get right back on it tomorrow's gonna be
01:06day five there is no feeling there's no giving up this is not something where you just eat a bunch
01:11and then give up like it's not gonna happen that's just exactly what I mean when it comes to like
01:16when the is possessing me oh who cares it's not that big of a deal it's just the 6,000 calories
01:23I'll just get back on it tomorrow like no that's not really what I'm thinking that's just what the
01:29monster is thinking and I know a lot of people they completely understand like I woke up swollen
01:36I'm lethargic I don't want to walk my feet are more sore than ever I feel miserable it's like every
01:44day I would eat like that you know that's just my life as someone who almost weighs 500 pounds
01:50that's how much you eat every day you know like 6,000 calories I don't want to wake up and feel
01:54that way anymore that's not the way that you should live I also want to talk about where I got the
02:00inspiration to do the 30 day challenge I have gotten a lot of questions about that if you guys go on
02:07Instagram and look up Gracie's look G R A C I E S L O O K I'm sure you guys knew how to spell that but
02:18Gracie's look she's the one who inspired me to do this actually a subscriber told me you need to look
02:23up Gracie's look she weighs in every single day she posts everything on her Instagram so I went and
02:28followed her for a few days and I was just like this is such a good idea so like how I write on my
02:34whiteboard she writes on hers every single day and that's where I got the inspiration but all I'm
02:39doing differently is I'm translating this to putting it on YouTube instead of Instagram because YouTube
02:45is my life so that's where I got the inspiration to do this I know a lot of people were like confused
02:50about that like and I want everyone to know like I started this channel five years ago almost five
02:55years ago I can't believe it oh my god hi um my name is Amberlynn and I wanted to start um a YouTube
03:06channel for weight loss it started off as a weight loss channel and that's what I did for years so my
03:11name is Amberlynn I'm 22 years old today was nothing but eating horrible um I've been on a weightless
03:23weight loss journey for a very very long time now I think about a week ago I was at 368 or something
03:32like that my highest weight was 420 but that's my known weight so it could be even higher than that
03:40the lowest weight I ever remember being was when I was 11 years old I weighed 290 pounds during this
03:48current weight loss journey I made it to 331 that was the lowest I did and that was about a year ago
04:01I don't know what happened I've gained over 30 pounds since then and then it became something more
04:08than that when I actually got with destiny I um you guys have seen that whole journey unfold destiny's
04:15about to be home from work we miss each other so much like we were texting all day while she was at
04:21work lovebirds though destiny officially asked me to be her girlfriend on fourth of july after the
04:27fireworks it was so freaking cute destiny and I are really in a relationship now she makes me really
04:32really happy hello everybody so this was not expectant at all as you guys know I had a job interview
04:39this was like over a week ago and they never called me back and I was expecting them just not to call me
04:44I thought maybe they didn't like me and they just acted like they did when I was there because they
04:47wanted to be nice and they were very nice people so today I'm going in I'm being trained today is my
04:52first day yesterday my boss wanted to talk to me and I was like really nervous because when your boss
04:56wants to talk to you you literally expect the worst so when she called me in there and she started
05:01talking she actually wants me to train for position that destiny does I'm just like holy toledo what we
05:08do it's a little different from each other okay so today's the day when we drive to kentucky last
05:15night was the last night I slept in this apartment and it's like bittersweet I guess I just wanted to
05:19say we're here and hi so it's the next day and I am a mess and a half I'm wearing the same clothes I
05:27wore yesterday I had to sleep in them all my clothes was in the truck and we didn't do anything about that
05:32everything was still in the truck today is the day we unpack everything I forgot to tell you about
05:37destiny her interview test thingy she passed the test 97 they said that that's one of the highest
05:42that they've gotten in a while right then and there they're like you know what fill out this
05:46paper let's do an interview let's go so she did the interview and they're like you know what
05:51you're hired so they had to do a background check right then and there so she did the whole you know
05:56thumbprint deal and they also had to do a drug test on her so yes I have a job interview today
06:01that is a thing I have to take a test assessment interview I already did an application online but
06:08I guess there's like some paperwork I have to fill out I have to do a drug test I have to do a background
06:13so that is what I'm doing today like what oh my gosh I freaking got the job like what I don't get
06:18to start working until probably like a month from now oh and I have to wait for orientation so it's
06:25gonna be a process I freaking got the job and I'm so freaking happy like we both have jobs baby
06:31yep we're making that bank though bank I'm still gonna try to do youtube the best of my ability
06:36once I start the job yes congratulate me I'm happy so we're going out to dinner
06:40sorry I just had a moment isn't she cute
06:50isn't she cute
06:52oh she's never hungry okay okay you guys so it's that time destiny's going to show you what I got
06:58her for our one year anniversary and then I'm going to show you what she got me okay so
07:03what did I get you she got me a chat book a chat book that's what it's called true show them the
07:11side what I titled it on my ear just Amberlynn and destiny semi-colon year one we figured we could do
07:22this every year yeah instead of just an anniversary gift from now on we're like oh yeah we need to do
07:28it every year it'll be like a tradition that way we can like go back 10 years from now look at this
07:33and be like we were a bunch of kids Amberlynn
07:41some screenshots from where you were editing videos me baby talk louder sorry a little bit more okay so
07:51okay so
07:56destiny got me a promise ring a promise ring let's see it is the most beautiful thing I've ever seen
08:05is it zooming in me you put it on my hands it was honestly the sweetest thing ever
08:15the cake is good guess who the culprit was
08:21hey guys so we are getting ready for the good old work today is day one of work I'm so nervous my
08:31stomach hurts I am sitting on the toilet but I'm not going to the bathroom see pants on it's 2am and
08:38I just feel horrible I will talk to you guys in my next video what I can say about the job is hard a lot
08:45of information training lasts over a month I feel like I'm going to enjoy it once I learn everything so I'm going to talk to you guys
08:53obviously I've been in my new apartment we got it not last Monday but the Monday before that but we didn't actually move in until a week later
09:02because our schedules at work have been just insane hey guys so happy November 6th we had the day off today we ran some errands we came home I started to clean and then destiny turned on our song which is the day off today we ran some errands we came home I started to clean and then destiny turned on our song which is
09:15just thinking out loud by Ed Sheeran we started dancing together and then I was like hey destiny you want to open one of your gifts just I don't know just out of the freaking hell of it she opened one then another and then another and then this happened
09:27are you guys ready for this
09:34ready
09:38like this happened
09:40you made the cats run
09:45people were asking what did I do at my government job and why did I quit my job how do you make money and Berlin what the fuck is going on my government job I was working for the VA
09:55I would document index split and separate veterans files just tons of tons of tons of files it was all through the computer
10:06I would sit and sit and sit all day long just constantly doing this all day long I had really long hours 10 hours 12 hours shifts
10:15Dusty and I talked about it a lot she really wanted me to quit because she knows that I can do YouTube she knows I make money from YouTube I will say the money working for the VA
10:23they know how to pay very well that's one of the reasons why I kept the job for as long as I did on top of loving it it didn't feel right I was in pain
10:30being home I can get up I can walk I can move and when I'm up and cleaning like I clean a lot or you know taking Twinkie out etc etc
10:38like I'm moving more now that I'm home than I did while I had my other job
10:45hey guys so I just woke up yes I slept with my makeup on like it is what it is things happen
10:50I also slept with my bow on
10:53crazy night no not really but I just want to say hey I kind of just wanted to end it and say thank you guys so much for watching
11:00so Twinkie you want to say good boy you want to say good boy you want to say good boy
11:06she's like what she has been playing all day haven't you haven't you say bye Destiny bye
11:14bye I hope you guys enjoyed this video and I'll see you in the next one bye
11:19just kind of stopped the whole weight loss thing
11:21I would be on it off whatever and ever since then it's been hard to get back on
11:27but I've always been part of the weight loss community but I've also really been part of the vlog community
11:32and that's what I like about my channel it's very diverse
11:35I don't just do one thing but something else I want to talk about is yesterday when I was at the mall
11:40on the way there I was like oh my god I've been walking a lot more so like my walking is going to be so much better
11:45and I'm not going to feel so much out of breath you know and stuff like that
11:48because it's like when you do a lot of walking and you do it constantly your like your stamina gets built up and stuff
11:54but it's just like I still had a hard time and that frustrated me because it's like I feel like all my hard work isn't paying off
12:00and it's frustrating because I feel like I'll always be like this and I don't want to always be like this
12:06I was expecting you know to be able to just walk throughout the mall and be fine without taking like breaks and stops
12:13and it just wasn't that type of situation and it just like sucked really bad
12:17I just I don't want to be this person anymore
12:20but I feel like
12:23it's like it's almost like this is who I'm meant to be
12:27but I know that's not true either so it's just it's frustrating
12:30so I just want to talk about the goal for today
12:32instead of looking at like a bigger picture I just want to talk about the goal for today
12:35I don't want to go over like 2,500 calories
12:38I know it's going to be super hard coming from yesterday just being able to eat whatever I wanted
12:43I eat everything in sight
12:45so coming from that it's going to be super hard and obviously I want to do my 8,000 steps
12:48which today is going to be harder than usual because I just feel lethargic
12:51my feet hurt but I'm going to just I'm going to ignore those things and just push forward
12:56so my weigh in for today obviously I gained weight
12:59because eating 6,000 calories nobody would lose weight doing that
13:04so I weighed in today at 497.2
13:12so that means I am up 1.4 pounds from yesterday
13:15so well that sucks
13:18that means I've only lost a little bit over a pound in the last 4 days
13:22and that's just not good enough for me
13:24and I need to shape up real quick
13:28stuff
13:29yeah CJ's stuff
13:31so I can put it with Nikki so we can get the bag and stuff ready for it
13:34right here
13:38I'll choose the gift bags
13:40okay I'm just going to have all of that sitting there again
13:42okay
13:43so anyways
13:45I'm gonna go
13:46so I'm actually about to go to Walmart to look at the Fitbits there
13:49there's a new Fitbit called Fitbit Versa and then the Charge 2
13:53those are the two that I'm interested in so I'm gonna go look at those
13:56I told Becky she can get one too but she actually wants my old one
13:59this one
14:00this one works great
14:01but um
14:02I'm thinking about getting a new Fitbit
14:04I just want a new one
14:05because supposedly the one that I have isn't as reliable as it should be
14:09who freaking knows
14:11yeah
14:16hola
14:20what are you doing?
14:21vlogging
14:22so
14:24so
14:25this is the Charge 2
14:26and then this is the Versa
14:28now I'm gonna decide
14:29which one
14:30so I ended up getting the Charge 2
14:32because this is the one that I initially wanted from the beginning
14:36this is in black
14:38it came with a blue accessory
14:40I'm pretty sure that's how it works
14:41because it's the wristband with the accessory band
14:44or with the bonus accessory band
14:45I wanted a different color but I am okay with that
14:48yay
14:49I'm pretty excited about this
14:51so now Becky and I both are gonna have a Fitbit
14:53yay
14:54so I just wanted to update you guys
14:56um
14:57I'm just completely off track
14:59I don't
15:01I don't know what's going on
15:03I don't even really know what to say
15:04I don't even wanna do like day 5
15:06I'm just like straight up being raw and completely honest with you guys
15:11like I don't know what's going on
15:14like I don't feel motivated to cook
15:16so I have ordered takeout both meals today
15:19not really ordered
15:20like went and picked up food
15:21so that is kind of ordering
15:23anyways it's just
15:24I haven't cared
15:25I just had a pint of ice cream
15:27you know how easy it would be for me to come on here
15:30and just be like
15:31yeah I had a great day today
15:33I did it guys
15:34I did it
15:35oh my god
15:36no
15:37I've only done 4,000 steps today
15:39and it's almost midnight
15:40hi baby
15:41I don't
15:43I don't know what's going on
15:44I have a wedding to go to
15:45which I'm so excited
15:46I'm super happy for the person who's getting married
15:48I don't really know like what I can say about that
15:50so I'm just not gonna say anything
15:51but I'm super excited for that
15:52afterwards
15:53obviously it's the person's marriage
15:55so they got to choose what we're doing afterwards
15:56we're all gonna go out to dinner
15:57like a marriage dinner
15:59I don't really know
16:00I haven't been to many weddings let me tell you
16:02and then the next day after that
16:03is a birthday party for two people
16:05and it's at a pizza place
16:07so next few days I'm gonna be struggling
16:09and I'm just gonna be here
16:10and I'm gonna be honest
16:11I don't really want to end this vlog yet
16:12I might want to talk to you guys a little bit later
16:14but as for right now
16:15I'm way over 3,000 calories
16:18way over
16:19my feet are swollen
16:20my hands are swollen
16:21I haven't drink like any water
16:23I'm just doing really bad
16:24really really bad
16:33I'm a flop
16:34normally when I'm showering at night
16:36I'll be uploading my video
16:38actually uploading it to schedule
16:39and I forgot I never finished
16:41so I just wanna let everyone know
16:43that day five was an absolute fail
16:45I did horrendous
16:47I have no words
16:49I'm super excited for Becky and I both
16:50to have a Fitbit
16:51because now we can challenge each other
16:54she really wanted mine
16:55and I was just like why
16:56I get a new one
16:57but she wanted mine
16:58so she's gonna use that
17:00I'm excited for my new Fitbit
17:01I'm just excited to wake up tomorrow
17:03and put yesterday and today
17:05behind me because
17:07I feel like f***ing sh**
17:09tomorrow I'm gonna chug water
17:10until I can't pee no more
17:12because I'm super swollen
17:13it's uncomfortable in my feet
17:15I just wanna feel good tomorrow
17:16like I have a wedding to go to
17:17like ugh!
17:18anyways I'm gonna end this though
17:19I hope you guys enjoyed it
17:20and I'll see you guys in my next one
17:22bye!
17:23you know how easy it would be
17:24for me to come on here
17:25and just be like
17:26yeah!
17:27I had a great day today
17:28I did it guys!
17:30I did it!
17:31oh my god!
17:32no, because YouTube is my life
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