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Love Island Beyond the Villa S01 E02

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00:00You
00:09Previously on love island beyond the villa summer in LA have some fun
00:14Being fucking single
00:18You guys ready for the love island summer party is there anyone you guys are like fuck?
00:23I don't want to see you, you know
00:26Connor I just don't know if she still wants to like
00:28Tear my head off. Do you have beef with anyone here? No. Yeah, I feel like you're in such a good spot
00:33Like you're stress-free going into this. Yeah, I just feel uneasy about my friendship with Liv at this point
00:41I don't trust her. What are the odds?
00:43I have an issue with live the day. I'm seeing Aaron for the first time Aaron's here
00:49You want to see my friend
00:52I'm not gonna ask you to spend the night, babe
00:54I'm like hey, it's gonna be mine. No, that's a bad idea. That's a stupid idea
00:59I talked to you for a second
01:01I'm talking. You can talk bro. Alright bro
01:03I just feel like you disrespected your name bro. He came up to you
01:07Yeah, we were I was talking to Aaron and then he's let me pull you for a chat
01:10I was like yeah, that's still last summer
01:12Okay, what do you want to talk about? Bro, what the fuck?
01:14Liv's been talking to this guy this athlete and he was having a birthday party last night
01:19So I was like hey, are you still going out for his birthday? She's like no the birthday party got rescheduled
01:23We're just gonna go out and have dinner just us
01:25Bro, I wake up though to a fucking all the snapchats of you guys all together and I feel like shit
01:30She lied to me now. I'm on eggshells because I'm like, I don't know what to believe and what not to believe
01:35And you're being a shitty ass friend. I'm done
01:40I guess everybody got some tea to tell, huh?
01:49You know what I was gonna put out what caramel Tim Tams caramel Tim Tams you love a Tim time
02:08I love it Tim Dams
02:10Livy!
02:11Oh my god, Nay Nay!
02:12Wait, you look gorgeous!
02:14Wait, you look so pretty!
02:16Your hair looks beautiful
02:18Thanks, I just put it on
02:20Wait, you look stunning
02:21Put that on, baby!
02:22I hope so
02:22Oh my god, thanks for coming
02:23Oh my gosh, this is so cute
02:25I brought snacks just in case
02:28I eat every hour on the hour so just in case I had a snack in my purse
02:33What is that?
02:33I honestly don't know
02:34It reminds me of your first toast
02:38I don't know
02:40Kendall, what are you doing here?
02:42I pretty much live here
02:43Hey, how was everyone's night?
02:45What happened?
02:46Like feeling very strong?
02:48So many things
02:49Babe, there were good things that did come out of that party though
02:52What?
02:53Oh my god
02:54Yes
02:55Wait, what was her name?
02:57Alana
02:57She's so hot
02:58She's stunning
02:59You could like get her a drink later and stuff too
03:01Yeah
03:01Or another time
03:02I doubt
03:04No, I'm excited
03:05So I haven't been on a date in a long time
03:07So I like I think she's the perfect girl for me to take out
03:10It's gonna be great
03:11It's gonna be great
03:12Okay, wait, but you guys you guys I mean this
03:15Very pretty but
03:16She was really pretty I'm very proud of you
03:20But like she's like sweet
03:21I need somebody sweet
03:22How tall is she?
03:23She was tall
03:23She was tall
03:24But I'm 6'1 so we're good
03:266'1 with the air forces
03:27Ha ha ha
03:279'5'10
03:31Did you speak to Connor?
03:33Who was there?
03:33Yeah, apparently
03:36You guys wanna know something really crazy?
03:37Kenny comes and tells me that apparently Connor he apologized via DMs
03:43If you publicly like come for someone you should publicly apologize
03:50Connor's got a long path to redemption with Nene
03:52I'll be honest
03:53This is not a difficult decision
03:56Ouch
03:57Who is secretly two-faced?
04:003, 2, 1
04:01Serena?
04:06He's trying
04:07I just feel like it's too late man
04:10I know he has a birthday party
04:11I don't know why he felt the need to tell Kenny and I
04:13But no we're not going
04:16Are you gonna go to Connor's?
04:17I mean yeah I told him I'll go
04:22I'm just kidding
04:22I'm just kidding
04:24You guys should go
04:24You guys should have fun
04:25I'm like 50-50 on it because I like
04:27You should go
04:28You know like I'm friends with Connor
04:29But also it's like I haven't seen Kay since
04:32Oh yeah
04:32And like I don't want it to be a repeat of like the situation
04:35Does you pull or does she pull you?
04:37She pulled me
04:38Oh she gave it a hot
04:40I pissed at you
04:40Why would I answer you?
04:41You're coming at me saying I'm not replying to you
04:43You didn't reply to me about the situation
04:47The subject changed me
04:48When? How many days?
04:49The subject changed
04:49How many days?
04:51I feel like I was just like
04:54So taken back and so like blindsided
04:57Oh so terrible
04:58It's so terrible because it's like I love her deeply
05:01So it hurts me that she has these issues
05:03So she's like one of my good friends
05:05I went to dinner with the guy I'm seeing and his friends for his birthday
05:09Kayla's upset that she wasn't invited because she saw that Kendall was there with me
05:14And I explained to her I never invited Kendall
05:17We just happened to end up at the same place
05:19But like she still had a problem about it
05:22Why didn't you text Kayla?
05:23Why didn't everyone text you like hey just letting you guys know
05:25We're all here where you at
05:26I mean I we could have sent the text
05:28But also the thing that I get really confused about
05:30Why also it's such a big deal
05:32You had a spray tan booked that night
05:35So like
05:35Also she can't go out when you get a spray tan
05:37No you don't really you don't really go out with a spray tan
05:39Oh you don't go out with a spray tan
05:40No
05:41You're kind of like sticky and like gross
05:43Okay
05:45I don't know how a little spray tan thing works
05:47Like I'm just full of chocolate but the math is a math thing
05:52I get it's like the principle behind it but
05:54I would feel some type of way if my two best friends went out and didn't invite me
05:56I would probably take it out on the person I'm going off on
05:59I get it's the little things and I'm the same way
06:02When you have one little thing it's just the icing on the cake
06:04But it's not fair to like take it out on me
06:11And then after the argument she could see I was upset and she's laughing at the
06:15Bar you cried all summer about errant and not once did I laugh at you
06:20I hate that we're fighting because I love Kayla and I
06:22Have a lot of like gratitude and respect for Kayla
06:26I feel like I've been there for her
06:27At the end of the day what's the worst thing that's going to happen
06:30I guess we wouldn't be together it's not the end of the world
06:33You've got to learn to shut the window and know that there'll be a sunset the next day
06:38I want to make it work with her but it's also like you hurt me so much
06:42What if I wake up and never see your face again
06:49I'm so sorry it happened you guys have to have a conversation like directly
06:53But and I want to squash it
06:54Not squash it
06:56If you'd like I feel like
06:56No because I feel like she should want to do that herself
06:59I know
07:00Okay
07:15Cheers guys to be back together
07:22Anything else I can grab you guys just a quick thing yeah, I think that my cousin would think you're really hot
07:27Thank you. You're welcome. I'm girlfriend to that
07:36This is gonna be gone so quick. How are you guys?
07:38I like see your posts and everything you guys look so happy and so in love and it's so cute
07:44The other night me and Cordell was like who do you think would get married first out of our group?
07:47Who do you think? And we guessed you and Miguel
07:49I would marry him
07:51I don't know I'll always tell him like sometimes I'm like fuck like you're too good for me
07:56Like I feel like I really have been treated like so wildly to a point where like
08:02When I am in a place of being treated so
08:04Well and nicely and so lovingly that sometimes it just feels like do I deserve it like yeah
08:10And I'm I don't know
08:11You so deserve it
08:12You do deserve it
08:13He's like healing something he didn't break
08:16Miguel is such a good person and he has
08:19Honestly, the purest soul I've ever met in my life is always the first person to say like how
08:28deserving and loving of a person I am and I think like
08:33I didn't realize how healing like words of affirmation were until I was with someone like Miguel and it's really nice to
08:40Hear that like please tell me what the fuck I'm doing wrong because like
08:47Taylor your when I was your age honey
08:49Oh brother, I was doing everything granny was doing everything the fuck wrong. I was feral
08:58Honey, I was outside I was feral like I hated every man so I didn't take any of them seriously
09:03I was having a time I was getting a meal from you I was getting a meal from you
09:06And honestly, that's how it should be. Do you like cats?
09:10No, not really
09:11Oh, twins
09:13Why have you just met Cordell's cat for the first time?
09:15No, I haven't
09:17Milo
09:18Cordell's cat is coming from Dallas to live with him in LA now. I knew this time would come
09:25I just wasn't ready for it. I am like deathly afraid of cats always have been
09:30She got attacked by a cat that looks just like his child it jumps up
09:35Like grips to my head like the braids that I had in
09:39So it was just hanging on and I'm running so it's really like damn near in the air
09:43And the cat looked very similar to Cordell's cat they actually look like twins
09:50So probably will be triggered and this is what I'm talking about you can't control them and the thing is guess what the cat
09:56It's only two so still baby that motherfucker has 20 more years of life
10:01So that means I'm gonna have to live with this so I have to like get my shit together
10:06Yeah, but like I'm glad that I ended up where I ended up especially like with Cordell
10:13Those men are your cheerleaders. You guys are actually so in love and it inspires me and I need one
10:21I'm gonna fight that shit
10:24But I've been talking to this guy
10:26I think I kind of like him
10:28I know I'm like I want to have a hot girl summer, but I like him
10:33The one that from Coachella
10:35This one you made out with in a port-a-potty
10:40Yeah
10:41Guys it's day two at Coachella
10:43And I already made out with a guy in a port-a-potty
10:46Caleb is this guy I've been talking to he's from the Montana boys
10:50They're this group of guys that just do like thirst trap tik-toks and the girls go crazy about it because they're good-looking
10:56Liv and I met him months ago because he's friends with Kendall we do events together and I don't really know where things stand with him and I
11:04Just having fun and living life. Yeah
11:06Life really does go on and it really does how do you feel about
11:14Erin at the end of my conversation with Erin I was like do you want to go back to my place to have a conversation he goes
11:20No, he thought she was trying to why would he ever think that i'm trying to hook up with him
11:25Because y'all would be getting it on for more
11:31Shut up no it weren't
11:32He's like she want to spend a lot like you you have to be specific
11:38Has he messaged you since y'all spoke at the party?
11:40Hell no
11:41Do you think there's any
11:42No, you don't even want it?
11:44No, I really don't at this point like like shit like I actually have to talk to him like yeah
11:50I'm sure you don't have to see him that much right and like no, but now Connor's birthday party is coming up
11:58Are you guys going?
12:00I think we're probably gonna sit it out for Janae. Yeah, is Liv going have you spoken to Liv?
12:06You guys really haven't spoken none like friends are people you choose to have in your life. They shouldn't be difficult
12:12You know what I mean?
12:13But you feel like you're not being told right
12:16Exactly do you think it'll go back to normal and never ever ever you don't think never ever ever ever ever you think it's been tarnished
12:24yeah
12:26I do
12:43This place is sick. Yeah, I've not hit incline bench in ages
12:54A year. It's good start with 135 135. Oh, right, okay
12:58Not kilos. Pounds. I was gonna say I'm not lifting that
13:00135 kilos. I'm not Arnold. You can do this. I'll spot you. Yeah, thanks. This will work
13:06Oh
13:07Shit, that's good ways you have been no you got this at least two reps
13:12No, at least one more. I think you got two more though. I'm right here
13:16I'm not touching it. I'm not touching it. All right. I'm barely
13:20That was that was 95% you well, I was died then
13:25Flipping up. How are you man? Pretty good to be fair. I think I've had two days where I haven't got in the water
13:30So that's pretty good. You've been surfing. You should go surfing this week
13:34I did see dolphins today though. I love dolphins so much. Yeah, but uh, you met any girls
13:39Nah, not at all. Just been keeping your head down. Do you feel like you're like open to dating?
13:43I don't know I feel like I'm probably like still dealing with like the last bit
13:46So you're just like still reeling from like the kaylor situation? Have you talked to any girls since?
13:50I just get too like paranoid and suffer. I just don't like that sort of stuff anymore. It's not I don't trust relationships
13:56I just feel like I just needed like time for myself
14:00And it's it's been really great just to be able to like focus on on myself and just
14:05Almost like help with my mental health really. I don't know what what could it hurt to just talk to somebody you look like a young brendan frazier
14:12Have you seen the mummy?
14:14Yeah, you look like brendan frazier in the mummy. I'll kind of take that. How many reps are you going for?
14:19Let's go for eight probably get 12
14:25How was it seeing kaylor like what did you guys talk about you talk about the reunion did you just shoot the shit like
14:32Just say like I apologize
14:35It's just trying to get me back to hers which is kind of weird and I was like that's not happening
14:38The implication asking somebody back to your place is like
14:42What do you just want to talk but I I would like to think that all she wanted to do was talk
14:47Look it went generally quite well. She didn't stab me or shoot me so
14:51With kaylor
14:51I still care for obviously quite a lot
14:53But I just rather hold her arms distance away and just like care from her from a distance
14:57It was just cool at the end of it. It was almost just like seeing an old friend I guess
15:01So have you invited everyone to your birthday party?
15:04Yeah, I invited everybody on thursday like I wanted to make sure everybody knew that they were invited
15:09Did everyone say they were coming?
15:11I mean like a few people said they were coming but like I could kind of tell that they were like being nice
15:16It would mean a lot to me if like cordell and miguel
15:19Came I don't know if kenny will again because like I feel like like wants to be a good boyfriend to janae and if janae's upset with me
15:26That might be weird for him to be at my party. I would love for him to come but I don't I don't know
15:32She's clearly very upset with me. Yeah, I don't know. I just
15:35I just want to sit down and talk to her so I don't know. Yeah, that's tough. Yeah, yeah, of course
15:53All right, here we go ready and action. What did I do? You tell me who is sarah? I heard you talking
16:05You say you're bouncing getting on your nerves all damn way. Who is sarah?
16:11Sarah um sarah mize. I heard you talking great
16:15Um, so on this one try it's not who is sarah just who's sarah. Who's sarah? Okay
16:22Honestly all the work that i've done post villa is
16:27Super super surreal like it's so much fun working with cordell on this commercial shoot
16:32Because this is where we shine this is where we both have the most fun on camera and off camera
16:39And to be able to do these things like with my boyfriend is like a blessing in itself. So
16:4510 out of 10. I was talking to the dermatologist. I gotta do something about this
16:53Our schedules don't always align but when they do it is great and like we typically are like yes
16:58Yes, yes, let's do it because it gives us more time to like spend with each other
17:02Uh, i'll let everybody know what we're doing in here at our end moment
17:06This is fun though working with you and stuff man. You be childish. You playing teammate
17:12I know you're not talking. I know you're not talking
17:15Hey, I think i've been pretty
17:17Nah, you be like hella goofy
17:20It is. Hey, look you gotta have fun
17:23Oh
17:25Never let them know your next move well. I used to do that water gun for real watch this look
17:36Oh last night got some bigger news of two real big opportunities
17:41It may yeah, so that means you're gonna be gone even longer. Yeah, unfortunately
17:44Come on man, you see me every day don't like if um acting all sad like you don't see me like I don't live at your house
17:54Cordell is going to atlanta to film a scripted series
17:57He knew he wanted to act he knew what he wanted to get into and straight out of that villa
18:01He like did any and everything to get there and he's there. So i'm so proud of him. I'll barely be at home. You know this
18:08He's gonna be gone for a little over a month and i'm very sad
18:12This will be the longest we've gone without seeing each other since
18:17Ever actually so i'm definitely going to be missing him. I promise I won't start any arguments because I miss him. I'm prone now
18:24But yeah, we'll be on facetime. Okay, so where's my look gonna be when you're in
18:32He probably gonna be with my sister. We'll figure something out. We don't have to
18:38We're gonna do all baby steps
18:41Is that a bee what
18:44What are you talking about? That's it
18:46All right guys, you ready for time? Let's fly we ready to do it
18:50You ready for your close-up? I'm ready for something
18:53If and when we get engaged and married we are going to move in together and by that time
18:59I'm going to need his cat to be
19:02My friend i'm gonna need it to know me and know that you know i'm big mama and this my house
19:07And you know about to be climbing on my damn counter
19:12I'm glad we patched things up
19:14It's
19:15Me too
19:16Cut.
19:17Cut.
19:18Very nice.
19:41We didn't bring snacks for the pigs.
19:43They're going to be so mad.
19:44Oh my.
19:46They're just lounging.
19:52You know what that is, yeah?
19:53That's because I don't have no damn snacks, man.
19:56You're welcome.
19:58Pony, what are you doing back there?
19:59Do you want some love too?
20:00No, Pony just wants food.
20:02Pony is so cool with her little afro.
20:04Look at you.
20:06Since I could speak, I knew that I wanted to have every animal.
20:12If your man doesn't like animals, I think you need to leave him.
20:15I have three dogs, three pigs.
20:18I think snakes are really misunderstood.
20:20I've loved horses my whole life.
20:22And then we moved into an equestrian community.
20:25And I started taking riding lessons.
20:30Oh, the drama.
20:32Yeah, he said I don't want none of it.
20:35We'll let you be.
20:37My horse who I have now, Valentino, he's just the best horse.
20:40He's almost 21 now.
20:42I've had him since he was 14.
20:44He's a thoroughbred.
20:45And that's always the breed that I wanted.
20:47I want a thoroughbred and I wanted a Friesian horse.
20:49I don't have a Friesian horse.
20:50I don't have a Friesian yet.
20:51Clock in next.
20:52You got to tell me what kind of diet you're on, bro.
20:55Because like your muscle definition is on a different level, my G.
20:59Train five times a week?
21:00Six?
21:02You take creatine?
21:03Yeah.
21:05Miguel has met all of my animals at the barn.
21:08But today is the first day that he is finally riding Valentino.
21:14And I definitely think that it's going to open up another part of my world.
21:19And hopefully it's going to become our world.
21:22Are you posing for them?
21:24Last time I rode a horse, I was a child.
21:26It might have even been a dream.
21:27That's how long ago that memory is.
21:29That look good.
21:30You remember when you did that to me?
21:31Remember when you had the hard body trouble?
21:32Is that it?
21:33No, that's good.
21:34Ready for this?
21:35Val is really good for beginner riders, but like sometimes he'll try and fuck with
21:51you a lot.
21:52Really?
21:53He can just sense it.
21:54Oh my God.
21:55If the horse is nervous, it's going to see that and be like, yo, homeboy's nervous.
22:00Then I should be nervous because they're fight or flight animals.
22:03And you're going to get bucked or you're going to get fucked.
22:05So what's going to go down?
22:07Okay.
22:08So we're going to start with one side.
22:09You're going to take this foot.
22:11No, wrong already.
22:12You're going to put your foot inwards.
22:14Okay.
22:15Okay.
22:16And then just swing your leg over.
22:18Yep.
22:19The strap, baby.
22:20Put the strap on your helmet.
22:21Yes, yes, yes.
22:22Safety's sexy.
22:23Safety is sexy.
22:24Let's see that positioning.
22:25So let's not stick our feet out too far like that.
22:28You want really good posture.
22:30Chin up, shoulders back.
22:32Chest up, baby.
22:33Yes, sir.
22:34Come on, Bali.
22:35Let's go, Bali.
22:36Babe, you're honestly doing so well.
22:39Really?
22:40Like you're not wobbly like at all.
22:42This is honestly amazing.
22:44We need to do this more.
22:46It has meant the world to me.
22:47I never thought that I would be in a place where I had a boyfriend that would like care
22:52enough to even want to build a relationship with my animals.
22:56That was really good, baby.
22:57I'm actually really, really proud of you.
22:59No, that was sick.
23:00Thank you so much.
23:01And I'm really proud of you.
23:02You were so calm.
23:03Oh, when a horse rubs their head on you like this, it means I love you.
23:09Do you love me?
23:10Am I loved?
23:11Am I loved?
23:12Oh, my God, I love you too.
23:17It's really nice to know that the animals that she loves most are also starting to warm
23:22up to me.
23:23I know that makes Leah feel good as well.
23:24What do you think?
23:27No, that was actually really fun.
23:29You think you would come and do it?
23:30No, like, I said, like, we need a farm.
23:32Not even a barn.
23:33We need a farm.
23:34We really do.
23:35Pick up the hay, put it out for the horses, go collect the eggs from the chickens.
23:40Like, that's like the kind of life I want to live.
23:42Really?
23:43No, like, 100%.
23:44Oh, maybe.
23:46Maybe you can back the head again.
23:49Hey, Kay, should we read our lines?
23:59Good morning, Highlanders.
24:01Good morning.
24:02Looks like your foundation's weighing you down.
24:04Oh, I thought you were saying that to me.
24:07This shoot is so huge because not only are we at, like, the biggest house in Malibu,
24:13it's going to be aired, if I'm not mistaken, during season seven, Love Island.
24:18I'm excited.
24:19There's not much.
24:20I love that they're one-liners.
24:21Yeah.
24:22I'm so tired.
24:23Why are you tired?
24:24Shut up, bitch.
24:25Kayler, sleepovers?
24:26Do we know who this guy is?
24:27I mean, I do, and you do, too.
24:28But let's not talk with the name.
24:29Period.
24:30Okay, sorry.
24:31That's who I think it is.
24:32Yeah.
24:33I like him.
24:34How do you know Kayler's man?
24:35I don't really know him too much.
24:36I've met him once.
24:37And from the time I met him, he's sweet and chill.
24:38So, yeah.
24:39You guys were, like, such cute kids.
24:40You know what I mean?
24:41Oh, okay.
24:42You're really moving fast, bitch.
24:43You're really moving fast.
24:44But think about it.
24:45Like, pageant babies and, like, little farmers.
24:48Little farmers?
24:49Kidding.
24:50No, no, no.
24:51I don't know who this guy is.
24:52Do you know who this guy is?
24:53I mean, I do, and you do too, but let's not talk with the name.
24:54Period.
24:55Okay, sorry.
24:56That's who I think it is.
24:57Yeah.
24:58I like him.
24:59How do you know Kayler's man?
25:00I don't really know him too much.
25:01Little farmers?
25:02Kidding.
25:03No, no, no.
25:04They're like a cute little country couple.
25:06It's cute.
25:07I'm just taking things one step at a time.
25:10We're not even dating.
25:11We're just having fun.
25:12So, I know you had a conversation with Leah and Serena about Liv.
25:16How did that go?
25:17It went really well.
25:19Like, I also, like, don't want to involve other people in our situation.
25:22Yeah, I know.
25:23If I'm being very honest, I hate that I have to divide my time between you guys.
25:27I mean, me too.
25:28But we're always going to be family at the end of the day.
25:30You're going to be like, it doesn't.
25:31Like, we're fine.
25:32I don't want to be on bad terms with her at all.
25:35When I was talking to Liv, she mentioned the same thing.
25:38The fact that you guys are arguing.
25:39Like, you guys are sisters.
25:40You guys been through way too much.
25:42Like, the camera situation, she owned up to it, right?
25:45And she was, like, 100% in the wrong.
25:47I shouldn't have put our relationship before him and his business.
25:50And you know what?
25:51I was stupid.
25:52I said to you, I will take full accountability for that.
25:54I will.
25:55I should have fucking told you that.
25:56I think it hurt her that you guys already resolved that, but you brought it up again.
25:59You know what I mean?
26:00If you truly forgive someone, you can't keep on throwing that situation in their face,
26:05because then it's as if you didn't forgive them.
26:07But here's the thing, Janae.
26:08Mm-hmm.
26:09The reason why I don't trust her is because of that situation.
26:12Okay.
26:13So, like, okay, forgive, but I'm not going to forget.
26:15I feel you.
26:16If I'm being honest, I can't stand it anymore.
26:18I just want to see them back together because Liv and Kayla separate is, like, the weirdest thing.
26:25It just doesn't feel right.
26:27Do you ever see yourself reaching out to her soon?
26:31Right now, no.
26:32Like, a text message isn't going to fix anything.
26:35I mean, if I'm being honest, what y'all need to do is have a conversation one-on-one,
26:39because I'm pretty sure you guys are going to see each other soon, right?
26:42Aren't you guys both going to that one kid's party?
26:44Oh.
26:45Connor, yeah.
26:47Do you think she's going to go?
26:48I thought she should go because that's her friend, and she should support her friend on his birthday.
26:52You know what I mean?
26:53Are you guys going?
26:55Kayla, I'm going to need you to ask more logical questions when it comes to me.
26:59Let's be realistic.
27:01What?
27:02I don't know.
27:03Forgive and forget, Janae.
27:04No, it's forgive, but we never forget.
27:07Facts.
27:08Facts.
27:26Yo.
27:27What up?
27:28How are you?
27:29You're not wearing black tonight.
27:30I'm wearing black tonight.
27:31I've got other options I can wear.
27:32We can't match again.
27:33No, we could.
27:34We could.
27:35We could.
27:36So, are you excited about your birthday?
27:37Yeah.
27:38I went shopping today.
27:39Did you?
27:40Like, what did you get?
27:41I got two pairs of black jeans and the shirt I want to wear.
27:44They're just like a darker wash of these.
27:46Yeah, they're pretty cool.
27:47These are cool.
27:48I feel like I've seen you wear them before.
27:49I already have worn these.
27:51How are you feeling?
27:54I think tonight will be fun.
27:56Might be some single girls there tonight, too.
27:58Well, they're going to stay single.
28:09I need to introduce you to all my friends here.
28:11This is Fifi.
28:12Do you bring her from home?
28:14Hi, Fifi.
28:15Hi, Fifi.
28:16She's been holding it down for you.
28:19No, she really has.
28:20No, my mom went to Target and put ponytails in her hair.
28:23Aww.
28:24I'm so glad you're here.
28:25Literally, last year, at this time, you were helping me audition for Love Island.
28:30Like, in my bedroom, filming you.
28:33Dude, I could literally cry.
28:35I'm so proud of you.
28:37Oh, I don't want to ruin my claim.
28:39Stop, you're going to make me cry.
28:41But it's just, like, a full circle moment.
28:43Like, last year, we were fucking running bottles to table.
28:46I was like...
28:47Kaylee is my best friend in the entire world.
28:50She is from back in Pennsylvania.
28:53So, I invited her to L.A. because I feel really lonely since Liv and I have been feeling weird about our friendship.
29:01Kaylee is a real good friend.
29:03Tonight should be fun.
29:04I want to actually have a fun night.
29:05It's, like, our first night in L.A. together.
29:07But, like, I don't want you to feel like it's going to be weird with you and Liv, too, because you obviously have a relationship with her.
29:12Right.
29:13Liv lived with me in Pennsylvania.
29:15And, of course, I was so excited to introduce her to my very best friend, Kaylee.
29:20Kaylee and Liv had a lot of time to get to know each other.
29:23Like, how do you feel?
29:24I feel sad like you.
29:26It's really unfortunate that this is how this is playing out right now.
29:30It's a weird feeling for me as well because I was there when the lie was presented.
29:35Kaylee was there for the lie about the camera.
29:38Wait, what lie? What lie?
29:39A whole fucking fabricated lie, Liv, made up about a goddamn camera.
29:44Oh, yeah, I know the camera thing.
29:46She didn't say that she got the camera from him.
29:48No, instead, she called Kaylee and I and said she went to the Canon store with her cousin and bought it for $800.
29:53To be real, now I'm convinced she's just a liar.
29:56Like, the camera.
29:57The glam situation.
29:58The party.
29:59Babe.
30:00Okay, receipts.
30:01Timeline.
30:02You lie to me once.
30:03Cool.
30:04You lie to me twice.
30:05I catch you in it.
30:06Fine.
30:07Done.
30:08Like, I'm not doing this shit.
30:09I haven't seen or spoken to her since, so it's just, it's like an icky feeling.
30:13Yeah.
30:14This is the last thing I wanted to happen.
30:16Like, this is the worst case scenario.
30:18I got your little model friends.
30:19They're your little model friends.
30:21What's up, guys?
30:23Hey.
30:24Hi.
30:25What's up, man?
30:26What's up, man?
30:27I got your little model friends.
30:28They're your little model friends.
30:30What's up, guys?
30:31Hey.
30:32Hi, yo.
30:33What's up, man?
30:34Good coming.
30:35Come on.
30:38What's up, buddy?
30:39What's up, buddy?
30:40What's up, man?
30:41What's up, man?
30:42What's up, man?
30:43Hi, yo.
30:44What's up, man?
30:45Come on.
30:46What's up?
30:47What's up, baby?
30:48Happy motherfucking birthday.
30:49Thank you, dog.
30:51How you living?
30:52Amazing.
30:53Incredible.
30:54Immaculate.
30:55Fished up, all black, with the forces.
30:57I mean, there's a lot of girls here.
30:58There's some single girls here.
30:59Yeah, I went on a date to date that.
31:00And it went well.
31:01Is this spicy?
31:02Uh, not really spicy.
31:03Cheers.
31:04Okay, cheers.
31:05Cheers.
31:06We're hot.
31:07We're hot.
31:08But the only thing that's, like, making me have hesitation is that she lives, bro, she lives
31:21deadass, like, two hours away.
31:23Are we flying or driving?
31:25I think Kayla and Liv are going to fucking...
31:28Oh, yeah.
31:29Are they coming?
31:30They're coming.
31:31Kayla and Liv, well, they're late, but they're coming.
31:33They're not coming together.
31:34They're not coming together.
31:35They're not coming together.
31:36Hi.
31:37Thank you so much.
31:39Oh!
31:40Hi, guys.
31:41Hey!
31:42Hi.
31:43I had a shoot yesterday.
31:44I'm Kaylee.
31:45Connor.
31:46Nice to meet you.
31:47Nice to meet you.
31:48Nice to meet you.
31:49Happy birthday.
31:51Hey, Kaylee.
31:52Oh, my God.
31:53Yes.
31:54Gangs back together.
31:55I know.
31:56You're so back.
31:57We are so back, baby.
31:58Kendall, Kayler, Connor, and now Kaylee, this is starting to sound a lot less like a friend
32:03group and more like a law firm.
32:05I want to introduce Kaylee to Aaron.
32:07Is he here?
32:08I can't see.
32:09Is he?
32:10Oh, he's right here.
32:12Aaron!
32:13How you doing?
32:14Oh, I've never seen you before.
32:16I know.
32:17Kaylee, Kaylee.
32:18What's your name?
32:19Huh?
32:20What's your name?
32:21My name's Aaron.
32:22What's your name?
32:23What's your name?
32:24What's your name?
32:25You went in for a home.
32:26Huh?
32:27Is it happening?
32:28You're fucking crazy.
32:29You're fucking crazy.
32:30That's my best friend Kaylee.
32:31Oh.
32:32Remember, you walked her on Instagram.
32:34I didn't block your Instagram.
32:35Yes, you did.
32:36Get it up right now.
32:37No, but I searched it and look.
32:39If she comes up.
32:40Hey, wait, but go, go to here, go, unblocked.
32:42Unblocked.
32:43No, because it says it here, you twat.
32:44Oh, yeah.
32:45Look, blocked.
32:46She's unblocked.
32:47Okay, guys, everyone back home, can you see this right now?
32:48I haven't blocked any of her friends, sir.
32:50I thought Aaron had Kaylee blocked, but after the reunion, I was asking my friends to check
32:58up on Aaron, because I knew I was blocked, and they were also fucking blocked.
33:02I'm just glad we're in a good place now.
33:04Cheers.
33:05Cheers.
33:06To being unblocked.
33:07Cheers to being unblocked.
33:08Oh, hell yeah.
33:09Oh, no, I'm still blocked.
33:10With this sort of whole social media world post Love Island, everyone wants to become
33:15a sort of influencer, and people have almost segregated into, if you're over a million
33:21followers, you're in this friendship group.
33:23If you're between half a million and a million, you're in this friendship group.
33:26So I do believe people have changed a little bit, and I think I've tried to, as much as
33:30possible, remember the people from the show are the real people that I met and not the
33:35ones that sometimes I see now post-show.
33:37You guys see Liv.
33:38Huh?
33:39You guys see Liv.
33:40You guys are going to talk tonight, right?
33:42That's the only time.
33:43I mean, I'm not seeking a best friendship out of like-
33:47You don't want a best friendship again?
33:48No.
33:49I don't think you understand the situation.
33:52Hi.
33:54No, I know.
33:55I know.
33:56But you're just, so I'm just, it's just a question.
33:58I know.
33:59But like, no, I don't want to be best friends right now with her.
34:04Liv's here.
34:05Yeah.
34:06Liv's here?
34:07Oh.
34:08Liv.
34:09You look stunning.
34:10You look great.
34:12You look great.
34:13Thank you for having me.
34:14Yeah.
34:15Hey, I'm.
34:16I haven't even done anything.
34:17Why don't you say hi to me?
34:18Are you going to go say hi?
34:19Yeah.
34:20I should.
34:21Yeah.
34:22I'll wait for her to talk to you.
34:23It's not even acknowledging.
34:24I know.
34:25I couldn't even wait for you to go.
34:26Okay.
34:27It's like, I just want to like dip, honestly.
34:30Let me get out of here.
34:31Because I just hate standing here and acting like we're strangers when we're clearly not
34:36fucking strangers.
34:37fucking strangers.
34:38Um.
34:39So, I don't want to make today.
34:40Come, try me to hit that.
34:47Tryin' to hit that.
34:53How'd you get that?
34:58Tryin' to hit that.
35:00Let me get that.
35:03Tryin' to hit that.
35:05Is it true?
35:05I look like a clown.
35:11Yay!
35:13We're matching!
35:15Hi, sweetie!
35:16Titty, it's out.
35:17I know.
35:17But your hair looks good.
35:19Really?
35:19I knew you were going to say it.
35:21Hi, sweetie.
35:24It just so happened that I wanted to go bowling the same day
35:28as T-Boy's birthday.
35:29Did I know it was his birthday?
35:30No.
35:31I can't control that.
35:32I didn't tell him to be born on that day.
35:34There's nowhere else we'd rather be than with Miggy and Leah.
35:39Guys, I haven't been bowling so long.
35:41She's going to need the slide that the kids use.
35:44That slide.
35:45That's it.
35:47Let's start it.
35:48Oh, he's ready to go.
35:49Yeah, he's on it.
35:50He cannot hold himself back.
35:52Jeez.
35:53Oh, close, but no cigar.
35:56Fuck.
35:58I am more competitive.
36:00Kenny thinks he's more competitive,
36:01and I let him think that.
36:03I have a drive from within.
36:06I don't always voice it,
36:08but I do feel it.
36:09It comes from the heart.
36:10Be for real right now.
36:11Are you serious?
36:21Babe, no.
36:23Just wait for it.
36:25Oh.
36:27I'll take it.
36:28Yes.
36:30Walk, mid-weight.
36:32Did it late, but it's all right.
36:33No, I followed you guys.
36:35No, no, no, sorry.
36:35Take this as a note.
36:36Don't listen to men.
36:38Men are always wrong.
36:39Oh.
36:46Tell me the top three foster dog places here in L.A.
36:51Kenny thought maybe reaching out to Leah
36:54and asking how the whole fostering works
36:55would be a good idea,
36:57and I agreed,
36:58so we're gonna foster a dog for the summer.
37:01Yogi's house is one of the rescues that I work with.
37:04We fostered one of their dogs during the fires.
37:07Oh, my gosh.
37:08It's really cute.
37:09Okay, so he's never had a dog,
37:11so last night he goes,
37:12bring the dog at your place.
37:13I'm like, okay, step one.
37:14If you want a dog,
37:15you know, I have, like,
37:16just leave at someone else's place.
37:17Kenny!
37:18You're gonna fail.
37:19Kenny, we're starting off
37:20at a very wrong foot.
37:22I was under the impression
37:23that maybe we'd share time
37:25with the dog.
37:26The dog would stay at her apartment.
37:28The dog would stay at mine for a little bit.
37:30Maybe I have a busy day.
37:31She has a free day.
37:33Maybe the dog's not...
37:33You know that.
37:36And then he was like,
37:37no, it's gonna be at my place.
37:39I'm like, oh, what, Shane?
37:40It's gonna be at both of yours,
37:41you fucking neighbors.
37:42You're acting like it.
37:43No, she doesn't want it at hers.
37:45I've always had a dog.
37:47So, like, I know what I need to do,
37:48but I would love to see how Kenny acts
37:50when there's another responsibility at hand.
37:53Do you think the dog is gonna cause,
37:55like, any rifts?
37:57I don't know.
37:58I feel like it's a good test.
38:00It will force us to have better communication.
38:02Like, it's like playing practice,
38:04like, mom and dad.
38:05I think it's gonna be good.
38:06It's gonna be fun.
38:07Fostering a dog would be the perfect test
38:10to our parenting skills
38:11because I know I'm gonna be great.
38:13I just can't wait to see how Kenny does.
38:16It's literally like having a child
38:17because you've got to take care of it.
38:18You've got to take it for walks.
38:19You've got to make sure it's fair.
38:20It's like Playhouse
38:20because let's not forget I want four kids.
38:24I think it's gonna be good.
38:25It's gonna be fun.
38:35Talk to any girls tonight?
38:36No.
38:37Have you been talking to any girls?
38:38No, no.
38:38You've been ongoing on your dates?
38:39I went on Olivia on that,
38:40so now you can.
38:41But I don't think this guy's talked to a girl
38:43since he left the villa.
38:44So one of my goals this summer
38:46is to get that ball rolling again.
38:48Like, there's no shortage
38:49of great-looking girls in L.A.,
38:52and a lot of them
38:54aren't looking for anything serious.
38:56Let's introduce you guys to Aaron.
38:57We can do it.
38:58I believe in him.
38:58Let's do it.
38:59All right.
39:00I think the best way
39:01to get over somebody
39:02is to just start talking to new people,
39:05trying to just, like, nudge them a little bit,
39:07like, get back in the game.
39:09Hi. What's your name?
39:10Aaron?
39:10Aaron.
39:11Sydney.
39:11Loving to meet you.
39:12Loving to meet you.
39:12What's your name?
39:13I'm Barb.
39:14Loving to meet you, Aaron.
39:15Yeah.
39:15I'm basically just here visiting Connor
39:16for two months.
39:17From L.A., a whole different bar.
39:19Basically.
39:19We've got some sun here.
39:20Do you not have a good summer in London?
39:23I mean, I don't live in London, but...
39:24Or, like, UK.
39:25UK.
39:25Six hours away from London,
39:27where I live,
39:27and not at all now.
39:30And, yeah,
39:32I live on a farm next to a beach.
39:34You have horses?
39:35No, we have sheep.
39:36That's not it.
39:36That's fine.
39:37Yeah.
39:42Yeah.
39:43Look at Aaron rising the girls up.
39:46Hey, babe, they're hot.
39:47I don't blame you.
39:48Get your wrist on.
39:50Go ahead.
39:51Fit helps your confidence.
39:52It's actually entertaining for me
39:54to see him interact.
39:56Are we going to get, like,
39:57some, like, ex-donkeys?
39:59What's an ex-donkey?
40:00You know the ones that they, like,
40:01abuse and they make them work loads?
40:03Oh, it's like a, it's like a retirement donkey.
40:06Basically.
40:06Don't say that.
40:07Yeah.
40:08I have no interest whatsoever
40:10in exploring anything.
40:12Yeah, I'll just, I'll just be nice to them
40:14and just say hi and speak and, yeah.
40:17But, I'd rather be chilling by the snacks.
40:20Fair.
40:21So?
40:22Hello, stranger.
40:24This is spicy, Mark.
40:25You got the same.
40:27Nah, I gotta mess up Margarita.
40:28I just want you and Kayla to have this conversation.
40:31Um.
40:32Are you gonna, are you gonna, are you gonna,
40:33you should go up and say something to her.
40:34I want to have a talk, no.
40:35But why me?
40:36Why have you guys talked to each other?
40:38She's the one with the issues with me,
40:40so if you have the issues with me,
40:42then you should then be like,
40:43I want to talk to you as a friend.
40:45Yeah.
40:46I'm gonna go talk to Liv.
40:48Yeah.
40:49It's like weird that I haven't said anything yet,
40:50you know?
40:51Yeah.
40:52Yeah, I do.
40:53Love you.
40:54Love you.
40:55Look at Erin talking to a girl one-on-one.
40:57Oh, fucking girl.
40:58Act as if it's a solo eclipse.
41:00Hi, beautiful.
41:01Hi, Liv.
41:02You look stunning.
41:03So do you.
41:04How are you?
41:05I feel like you haven't said hi to you yet.
41:07No, same, same.
41:08I didn't wanna like, yeah,
41:09I didn't wanna like cross the line or anything.
41:10You're, you're not crossing the line.
41:12How are you feeling?
41:13You know, I haven't talked to you,
41:14but I know you have to be upset too.
41:16I'm like not even gonna lie
41:17or try and be like one of the,
41:19like I have dead ass cried for the past six days,
41:21but also if you're that hurt,
41:23you wouldn't move like that.
41:25I've obviously hurt her enough for her to do that.
41:28Yeah.
41:29But I thought that she would then like,
41:31have a little respect to be like,
41:32can we have it in a private setting?
41:34How are you?
41:36Actually, real, real talk.
41:39I'm fine.
41:40But like also like,
41:42this shit is so weird to me.
41:44Like I hate this.
41:45Like I hate this more than anything.
41:46I think everyone who cares about both of you hates this.
41:49Like you still wanna be friends with you, right?
41:52Um, honestly, like,
41:55it's never gonna be the same.
41:57You know what sucks?
41:58I'll tell you later.
41:59Let me not say that out loud.
42:00What?
42:01Can you wear unfollowed with today on Instagram?
42:02You're lying.
42:03Yes.
42:04I don't know, but it makes me so sad.
42:06Like the problem is they will call each other.
42:08Like, oh, she wants to talk, she can call me.
42:10Well, she wants to talk, she can call me.
42:11I'm like, okay, you got it.
42:12You know what I mean?
42:13If you guys are real friends and you actually really have created something serious with each other, speak with each other.
42:32I have a coffee or something, just do something outside of a group setting.
42:36Seeing Liv and Kayla's bond fall apart honestly hurts my feelings, even though it has nothing to do with my feelings.
42:44They both vented to me about the situation.
42:46If Kayla and Liv refuse to talk to one another, I will gladly step in and handle it because I'm big sis at the end of the day.
42:54We're not gonna spend our whole summer with them arguing.
42:57That sounds like a nightmare.
42:59I feel like your guys' friendship has been like a little rocky for a few weeks.
43:08I just think you guys need to have a conversation, both like drop the defense.
43:12But I also have to defend myself because you're coming at my character in a group of people setting.
43:17They all went out the night before and I was seeing her the next day.
43:22I didn't get invited.
43:23Babe, babe, you didn't live with her.
43:25It's completely different.
43:27It's completely fucking different.
43:29I feel like you both think that the other one did something to hurt each other.
43:34And that's why I keep saying the only way you're gonna get past this is if you both drop that.
43:38And you'd have to believe that the other person didn't do it maliciously or else you won't get past it.
43:43I miss having an amazing best friend.
43:48I miss it so much.
43:49I hate that we're in this spot, but like also we need to have a conversation.
43:54Look, guys, this is what lack of communication does.
43:58A happy birthday.
43:59I'm gonna leave.
44:00Are you guys going to leave?
44:01Yeah, I love you.
44:02Thank you for having the talk with me.
44:03I want you guys to sit down and talk soon.
44:05I know.
44:06Me too.
44:07But right now is not the time.
44:08Okay.
44:09Yeah.
44:10I understand.
44:11I don't think Kay understands how embarrassing it was to like sit down and like your best friend coming straight guns blazing at you.
44:19As she said, I have no more tears left to cry.
44:24Hey guys.
44:28You wanna leave or are you good?
44:29Yeah, I'm over it.
44:32There's no point to be here.
44:37I love you.
44:38Alright.
44:40I hope you guys talk at some point.
44:43You gotta have me safe.
44:52Bye.
44:53Love you, babe.
44:54Have a good night.
44:55Goodness gracious.
44:59Why are you laughing at these situations, boys?
45:01Happy birthday to you.
45:05Happy birthday to you.
45:06Happy birthday to you.
45:09Come on now.
45:11Happy birthday to you.
45:14Oh shit.
45:15Fuck.
45:16Just throw that out.
45:17Throw it out.
45:18Yeah.
45:19Hey.
45:21How was that?
45:22It's just not a time for you guys to have a conversation.
45:25Like, she's too defensive.
45:26I don't think resolutions coming tonight.
45:29So I don't think you guys should have a conversation tonight.
45:31Yeah.
45:32I don't care to.
45:33Yeah.
45:34Honestly.
45:35Look at this girl.
45:37We can't be friends.
45:48I'm in the dark blue and the blind.
45:53I've already lost you.
45:56Can't see the light in your eyes.
46:02Oh, you're so cute.
46:06Right this way, love's right.
46:07Oh, thank you.
46:08Thank you so much.
46:09Thank you so much.
46:10I don't think I brought the right album.
46:11Good.
46:12I got you.
46:14Okay, we're going to go on with positive vibes.
46:16Positive vibes.
46:17Are you hungry hungry?
46:18Yeah, like I'm peckish, I feel.
46:20What does peckish mean?
46:21Like, you want to peck at some things?
46:23Yeah, peck at little things.
46:24That is so cute.
46:25Okay, let's do like, yeah, let's do like little.
46:26Like, um, chef.
46:27Let's do like two, three appetizers.
46:28This is beautiful here.
46:30Can we actually leave that?
46:31Of course.
46:33Do you recommend anything?
46:35Yeah, our spicy margarita or our cucumber margarita.
46:38I like the way you think.
46:40So I have this plan.
46:42And I don't think a lot of people will like this plan.
46:45But really, if this is what it takes for Liv and Kayla to be one again, I place it upon
46:51myself to be the mediator of the situation only because I love them both equally and dearly
46:59and they know that.
47:00Make some margarita.
47:02Thank you so much.
47:03They look beautiful.
47:05So the plan is to get Liv and Kayla to meet up at a lunch.
47:10Not exactly tell Kayla, only because I didn't know if she was going to show up or not.
47:19Hi.
47:20Hi.
47:21Hi.
47:22Hi.
47:23Hi.
47:24How are you?
47:25I'm good.
47:26How are you?
47:27You look so cute.
47:28You look so cute too.
47:29Were you shocked to see Liv here today?
47:33Is that a fucking question?
47:35Hi.
47:36I feel like I would have told you you wouldn't shut up.
47:38So just to play it safe.
47:39No, I would have still shut up.
47:41Janae and Liv are both aware that I'm coming in.
47:43I'm the only one being blindsided.
47:45Like I literally was caught completely off guard.
47:48Wait, do you want to order a drink?
47:50I would actually love one.
47:51Can we please order a drink?
47:52I just thought with the sugar rim would be great.
47:54Sugar rim.
47:56Welcome to Nae Nae's mediation.
48:03I love you guys so much.
48:05You guys are too much of bad bitches to be like fighting.
48:08You guys are sisters.
48:10I think you should start first.
48:11Say your piece, whatever you need to say.
48:13And then when she's done, let her know how you feel.
48:15But you have to be honest.
48:17You have to be transparent if you guys want this relationship to like really heal and go back to what it was.
48:22I hate arguing with you, but I felt like whenever I came and approached you at the Love Island party,
48:31I came out of my heart and I think I caught you off guard and I'm sorry for that.
48:35But I felt like I was being left out.
48:37I can see how you can be hurt, but also it's not my birthday.
48:41But also like there was things that like leading up to that that I would never do to you.
48:48Like the hair and makeup.
48:50Lying, leaving you out.
48:53What's bothering you?
48:54I'm hurt, especially that you were saying that I was fake.
48:58To me, I think that's very questionable because I feel like I've been a good friend to you and you've been a great friend to me.
49:03I felt like our friendship has been indifferent ever since you made up the lie about the canon and all of that stuff.
49:09Did you voice that to her a month and a half ago?
49:11Of course, absolutely.
49:12Did you apologize a month and a half ago?
49:14She apologized once.
49:15But did you forgive her a month and a half ago?
49:18I did forgive her.
49:19But since that situation, our friendship hasn't been the same.
49:23Why didn't you just say, hey, I'm here?
49:26You weren't thinking of it?
49:27Because I was already going through my own thing with him.
49:29I should have said, hey, I'm going to this club.
49:31And that made me selfish of me to be just prioritizing my guy.
49:35And, like, I should have probably checked in more.
49:37But if I'm honest, I also went through something that night and I was heartbroken and you heard about it.
49:42And I even texted you and you didn't even text me.
49:45What happened that night?
49:46Wait, no.
49:48Well, I can't say it.
49:49She's going to freak the fuck out.
49:51And saying, like, what went down between me and him?
49:54No.
49:55I was so emotional.
49:56I reached out to KK.
49:58I turned to you and you didn't do anything.
50:01And I was so confused why she wasn't replying or answering me back.
50:06I was sick to my stomach.
50:07I was also hurt.
50:08So I think, and I'm sorry, I want to be there for you, Liv.
50:11I fucking love you.
50:12You are my sister, but I don't feel like I can trust you.
50:16But it also goes back to, like, just my life and, like, I was raised also in a household.
50:23Like, Liv, you know my situation.
50:25Like, I can't, I could never trust people growing up.
50:28So I guess now, like, whenever I get, like, someone in my life that's really close to me lying to me,
50:34I feel different about them in my heart.
50:38I have just had people in my life growing up that have lied a lot to me,
50:43but also lives aware of the liars that have been in my life because she lived with me.
50:48So she knows and understands my trauma and what I've been through.
50:52I just simply don't want people in my life where I feel like I can't trust.
50:57And if you can't understand that, I don't really know where to go from here.