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00:00Previously on The Summer I Turned Pretty, I told everyone that I applied to Finch because it was a good school.
00:17The truest of all was that I just wanted to be near him.
00:21Now here we are.
00:22We are gonna do this for the rest of our lives.
00:25I got off the waitlist for study abroad.
00:26Paris.
00:27Have you and Conrad started your speech for the dedication ceremony?
00:30Half of Cousins is coming to see Susanna's memorial garden.
00:33I went to get my cap and gown and my name wasn't on the list.
00:35I'm not graduating.
00:36We keep coming back to each other, it feels like it's never really over.
00:39I got that summer clinic job.
00:41Have you ever been in love?
00:42Once.
00:43So what was her name?
00:44Belly.
00:45Wait, like your brother's girlfriend?
00:46Hey, Jer, look, I am not gonna be able to make the dedication.
00:51Oh, it happens in Cabo, stays in Cabo.
00:54Did you hook up with Lacey Barone during spring break?
00:56Shit.
00:57It happened when we were on a break.
00:58It didn't mean anything to me.
00:59It means something to me!
01:00I swear to you!
01:01You ruined everything!
01:03Bells, can we go on a coffee run?
01:10I thought you said you had to get at least a B on your media ethics midterm or you were so screwed.
01:30Fine.
01:31You are no fun.
01:33Hmm.
01:34Hmm.
01:35Wait, what's this important flight update for Cabo?
01:42Since when are you going to Cabo?
01:44Yeah, I told you about the last minute flight of boats.
01:47I think I would have remembered you going to Mexico.
01:50Oh, well, Bells, this is my last spring break and you're gonna be in Philly, so...
01:54Yeah, but we said we might meet up in Cousins and I thought you were trying to spend more time with your dad.
01:59Okay, don't try to guilt trip me about my dad. I just saw him last weekend.
02:03Did something happen with you guys? You've been kinda moody since then.
02:08Something worse than visiting my dead mom's grave? No.
02:12Hey, okay, that's... that's not fair. I just... I think you're being a little bit selfish.
02:19Okay, sorry. Can you just stop riding me? If you want to come to Cabo, then just come.
02:23No, I don't want to crash your boys trip.
02:25It's not just boys. The sororities are going too.
02:28Oh, so girls were invited, just not girlfriends. Cool.
02:31Look, I promise I'm not interested in whatever wet t-shirt contest or whatever it is that you're picturing.
02:36It's not that. Then what is it? What is wrong with you right now?
02:39You're the one who didn't even tell me that you're leaving the country.
02:41Yeah, because you hate anything having to do with frats.
02:43When did I ever say that?
02:45You don't have to. I can feel you judging us.
02:47Sorry if I'm a dumbass who's probably gonna bomb his midterm.
02:50Sorry if I want to have a little fun at spring break, and I'm sorry that I'm not some straight-A overachiever going to med school like Conrad.
02:55Oh, my God! What? Please... please don't put your inferiority complex on me.
03:00I wonder where that came from.
03:02Well, it didn't start with me, so maybe look at your dad.
03:05Wow.
03:07Well, if you think I'm so stupid and selfish, then why are you even with me?
03:10Fuck it. I won't waste your time.
03:12You're being ridiculous right now.
03:13You think everything I do is ridiculous, and I'm sick of it. So let's just end it.
03:17Are you serious?
03:18Yes. I'm serious.
03:19Okay, fine. If that's how you feel.
03:21It is.
03:22Great. Okay, awesome. Bye.
03:23Bye.
03:26I went home for spring break, and we still hadn't talked.
03:30I can't believe it's been five days and he still hasn't texted me.
03:36Haven't you also not texted him?
03:39Yeah, but he's the one who picked the fight out of nowhere.
03:42Why don't you just come with me to New York for a couple of days?
03:45We can, like, run around the city after I crushed my interview.
03:48I'm too depressed.
03:49Stop looking at Instagram.
03:51I just still don't even know what the hell happened.
03:54Just like...
03:56Okay, I'm heading out!
03:57Bye, Mom!
03:59Well, the good news is he looks emotionally destroyed.
04:02I mean, I knew he was down about his grades, but I...
04:05Just stop obsessing.
04:06You wanna know what's going on, why don't you ask him?
04:09Yeah, but he's the one who...
04:10Just talk to him when he gets back.
04:12Guys are like dogs.
04:13They hide when they've screwed up,
04:15and even the world's best boyfriend is gonna fuck up sometimes.
04:18You know he feels bad about it.
04:20Like, it's Jer.
04:21You're his oxygen.
04:22He can't breathe without you.
04:29I really thought Taylor was right.
04:31So when we got back to school, I went to see him.
04:36Are you really not gonna come find me?
04:38I mean, you pick a fight, walk out the door,
04:40and I don't hear from you for a week?
04:42I'm a total asshole, Billy.
04:44I fucked up, and I fucked up really bad.
04:46Hey, no, it's okay.
04:50No.
04:51No, it's not.
04:53I had a shitty week, and I took it out on you.
04:56I'm just sorry.
04:58I'm sorry, Billy.
04:59Look, I mean...
05:00We had a fight.
05:03It's not the end of the world.
05:07What does this mean?
05:09Does this mean you wanna get back together?
05:12We never stopped being together.
05:19Billy, when I was in Cabo,
05:22I-I thought...
05:24I just thought we were...
05:34I just can't believe I almost lost you over something so stupid.
05:39You could never lose me.
05:41I got you this.
05:52I was just on the beach, and I was just thinking about you.
05:55I didn't even know if you would ever talk again, but...
05:58It's really stupid, and you don't have to wear it.
06:00No.
06:01I love it.
06:06I love you.
06:07I love you.
06:13I love you.
06:15I love you.
06:18I love you.
06:19I love you.
06:20I love you.
06:23But I can't believe enough.
06:24I love you.
06:25Taylor's here.
06:52I'm asleep.
06:53Got it.
06:55She's asleep.
07:00Okay, I just want to talk to her.
07:02I think she should rest right now.
07:04Okay.
07:05Fine.
07:06This is a breakfast burrito, extra crispy bacon, the way she likes it.
07:09Just make sure she eats something.
07:11Okay.
07:13Bye.
07:20Ellie, I swear, I obviously had no idea about Lacey.
07:24You know I would have killed them both for you, okay?
07:27Please just call me back.
07:28Like, just call me back.
07:31Oh, no, I wouldn't get any closer unless you want your balls cut off.
07:34Please just tell me how she is.
07:35I don't know.
07:36She won't talk to me either.
07:37Your side chick is in my sorority, so now I'm just, like, guilty by association.
07:41Taylor, please hear me out.
07:42No, I have always been on your side.
07:44I was the freaking CEO of Team Jeremiah now to find out that you're the scummy little fucking
07:47hot tub cheater.
07:48It's insane.
07:49I didn't cheat.
07:50We were on a break.
07:51No, that's bullshit.
07:52You're not getting off on this, like, technicality.
07:55You were broken up for all of two seconds, Jeremiah.
07:57And then you got her this, like, cheap-ass puka shell bracelet to make it up to her.
08:02Like, what are you doing?
08:03What are you thinking?
08:04What, you're the expert on cheating now, huh?
08:06Excuse me?
08:06You heard me.
08:08How are Davis and Mia?
08:10Don't turn it around on me.
08:12You were supposed to be the ideal.
08:14You were supposed to deserve her.
08:16But you don't, and you probably never did.
08:18Can you get out of here?
08:33Hey, this is Taylor.
08:34Leave a message.
08:38Adam called you in for this meeting, too, huh?
08:41Yep.
08:41Yeah.
08:42Fine way to spend a Sunday.
08:44Sitting in the background while the grown-ups talk.
08:46Did you, uh, get to the dossier I sent you on Friday?
08:50Yep.
08:51Yep.
08:52Yep, yeah, yeah, yeah.
08:53So you saw it at Starrcadex?
08:57Starrcadex, like, the gaming startup?
08:59Oh, my God.
08:59I knew you were a gamer.
09:00Jesus, would it be a bigger nerd cliche, please?
09:02Wait, no.
09:03No, relax.
09:04All right, I used to program that shit.
09:06Computer engineering at Princeton?
09:08Right.
09:08Remember?
09:09Yes, how could I forget?
09:10It is in your email signature.
09:12Mm-hmm.
09:13Look, just do me a favor, all right?
09:15Read the dossier.
09:16And then call your girlfriend, okay?
09:20Yeah, well, I actually, um, I actually broke up with my girlfriend.
09:25That was, uh, that was my, my ex.
09:27Well, ex?
09:28Oh, my God, no, no, no, stop.
09:30Immediately, no.
09:31I, no personal stuff, all right?
09:33I'm not the co-worker who's going to be invested in your little dramas.
09:37I don't care.
09:39Yeah.
09:41All right, um, Starrcadex.
09:44Every VC shop is going to try to move on this company, all right?
09:46So we really need to be on the ball with us.
09:48Copy.
09:49Copy.
09:50Got you.
09:51All right.
09:55Um.
09:57Mm.
10:01Mm.
10:02Mm.
10:02Mm.
10:03I'm sorry.
10:33You just have to make it to the library, one thing at a time.
10:37Yeah, but everything leads to him.
10:41Like, I can't just study.
10:44I also have to call and quit my summer job
10:47because obviously I'm not going to be in Cousins
10:50because Jeremiah.
10:53And then I have to figure out how to tell my mom
10:55that I can't bring myself to go to Susannah's memorial
10:59because, again, Jeremiah.
11:02And I might never even go to the summer house again
11:04because of fucking Jeremiah.
11:05So, okay, one thing at a time is not going to work for you.
11:08No, no, nothing's going to work because everything is...
11:12Oh, my God.
11:17Hey, you're going to be okay.
11:20I'll meet you after a study group.
11:22It's not just Lacey I can't avoid.
11:25I see Jeremiah everywhere.
11:27Hung all my clothes in the closet you made
11:31Even when he isn't really there.
11:33Just fill in the boxes I send him your way
11:35Hoping life brings you no new pain
11:39I rearrange my memories
11:44I try to rewrite my life
11:47But no matter how I try to
11:54And no matter how I want to
12:02And no matter how easy things could be
12:07If I did
12:09And no matter how guilty I still feel
12:14Saying it
12:16How much I hated you
12:18Our shadows dance in a parallel plane
12:22Just two different endings
12:24You learn to repair
12:26And I learn to keep me in one place
12:30Everywhere I go
12:31There's a memory of us
12:33From when we were golden
12:35Everybody, John
12:37And I'm from the star
12:39And no matter how guilty I still feel
12:43Saying it
12:45So...
12:47I just need to not be here
12:49Hi
12:59Mom, hi
13:00Um, quick question
13:02Can you send me my birth certificate
13:04Overnight if possible?
13:05Hello to you too, my loving daughter
13:07I'm fine, thanks for asking
13:09How are you?
13:10Sorry
13:11How are you, Mom?
13:12I had an extremely dull conference
13:14Which means I am nowhere near your birth certificate
13:17What do you need it for, anyway?
13:19A passport
13:20I...
13:21Found out I got off the waitlist for Paris
13:25That's fantastic
13:26Honey
13:27Congratulations
13:29How's JR taking it?
13:31I know he'll miss you
13:32But he must be so proud
13:34Yeah
13:35Um
13:36Mom, I gotta go
13:38Okay
13:39Love you
13:40Bro
13:45You're tweaking
13:46You need to
13:47Pfff
13:48Level out
13:49Try some of this new indica I got
13:51May help ease the pain
13:52I just lost the most important person in my life
13:55Sorry if I don't have the energy to be alive
13:57Oh, you don't think I know about breakups?
13:59I know about breakups
14:00You saw me after Sean
14:01You two were together for two seconds, Redbird
14:03Felt like something to me
14:05I can't believe I fucked it up this bad
14:07Dude, I dig your girl
14:10I really do
14:11And I say this with love
14:12But
14:13You two were broken up, right?
14:15And you were wasted as hell
14:17And Lacey was all over your shit
14:18Bro, it's not an excuse
14:20I should've told her as soon as I got back
14:22Yeah
14:23Yeah, probably
14:25Belly's been the center of my world
14:38Since I lost my mom
14:41She's everything to me
14:45And losing her feels like
14:48Dude, it feels like I'm losing
14:53The best part of myself
14:56Well, that's beautiful, man
15:02So fight for her
15:03Stop saying you're sorry
15:05Find a way to show her
15:09Make it sound so easy
15:11I don't think it's supposed to be
15:17I just can't believe it
15:18He acts so devoted
15:20But he's just as shady as the rest
15:22I swear if he comes to our dorm
15:24It's on site
15:25Don't smile, please
15:27That won't be a problem
15:28Kinda sucks you're not leaving for Paris tomorrow
15:31Do you think I'm being too hard on him?
15:34Look
15:36If he really thought you were broken up
15:39Technically it's not cheating
15:41But to keep it a secret
15:43That tells me he knew what he did was wrong
15:45And he chose to keep it from you
15:47That's the part I can't get over
15:51What Annika didn't know
15:53Was that
15:54I had a secret too
15:56It was the day after Christmas last year
15:59My mom was at a writer's retreat
16:01Steven was visiting friends
16:02Jer was going skiing with his dad and Conrad
16:05I figured
16:06Why be home alone when I could be at my favorite place in the world?
16:09So I borrowed Steven's car and went to Cousin's
16:11So I borrowed Steven's car and went to Cousin's
16:12So I borrowed Steven's car and went to Cousin's
16:21Oh shit
16:22Shit, shit, shit, shit
16:23Oh my god
16:24Okay, what would Kevin do?
16:25What would Kevin do?
16:26Okay
16:27What would Kevin do?
16:28Okay
16:29Okay
16:30Steven, open up, it's me
16:50Belly
16:51You okay?
16:53Yeah, yeah, sorry
16:55Just the flash got to me
16:57Okay
16:58Next
17:00Belly
17:11No, please don't leave
17:13I made the biggest mistake of my life
17:15Please just talk to me
17:17Look, I'll tell you anything
17:19I'll tell you anything
17:20I just don't want any more secrets between us
17:24Okay
17:25Okay
17:29How did it happen?
17:30Look, I was really sad
17:33I was drunk
17:36She was just there
17:40How many times?
17:46Twice
17:47Cher, how could you do this to me?
17:51Belly, please
17:52I know I don't deserve you
17:53But I love you more than anyone else in the world
17:56And it kills me to see you hurting
17:57And I would do anything to take it back
17:58Just stop, you can't undo what you did
18:02Belly, please
18:04I'm sorry, I'm so sorry
18:05I've never loved anyone but you
18:08I love him too
18:09And I want to forgive him
18:11I just
18:13Don't know how
18:16You were supposed to be the one person who would never hurt me
18:20And are you the person who hurt me the most?
18:23Laurel
18:34Elliot
18:35Hey
18:36Hey
18:37Oh, fancy books you got there
18:39Oh, yeah, I've, you know
18:40Well, I've already read the Moncrief translation twice, so
18:42As one does
18:43Yeah
18:44Yeah, I've decided it's the year that I finally read
18:47A la recherche du temps perdu
18:49In the original French
18:51Go for it
18:53Live on the edge
18:55You know, um
18:56You and I, we could start our own book group
18:58If, uh, if you're interested
19:00Unfortunately, Professor Park dropped out of French her first year of college
19:04John?
19:06What are you doing here?
19:07Open up a word with you
19:08In private
19:09Professor
19:11Okay
19:13See you later, Elliot
19:14Uh, sure, yeah
19:16Um, I'll be at the, uh, Flaubert Symposium if you want to drop by
19:20Okay
19:21Sounds great
19:22Okay
19:26What was that?
19:27So, TAs are allowed to flirt with professors now?
19:29He's an adjunct, and maybe I was flirting back
19:32Well, then I was doing him a favor
19:33You'd have eaten him alive in, well, five minutes
19:35What's a history professor doing at a lit conference anyway?
19:38Researching potential crossover courses
19:40Our provost is looking for ways to make history sexy again
19:43And a lit conference is definitely the way to do that
19:47Shoot me dead
19:49Please make your way into ballroom B for tropes of old English epic poetry
19:54Thank you
19:58That sounds...
19:59Worrying as shit
20:00Yeah
20:02Okay
20:05New plan
20:06We find somewhere to drink this
20:07Steal a wine opener
20:08Steal a wine opener
20:09I can't do that
20:10Pull your weight
20:11Okay
20:12Welcome to day one
20:13By the end of the summer, I expect half of you will still be here
20:16Don't piss me off, and we'll be fine
20:18Okay, first patient
20:24We have a fifteen-year-old boy, came in following a seizure
20:29Any thoughts on what might be going on?
20:38Okay, first patient.
20:39We have a 15-year-old boy, came in following a seizure.
20:43Any thoughts on what might be going on?
20:46I want to start off with our first years.
20:48What do you say?
20:49Well, it could be puberty hormones, he's 15, could also...
20:55He's also recovering from the flu and fevers are the most common cause of seizures at his
20:59age.
21:00Very good.
21:01They also gave him nausea meds at the ER and that does increase risk.
21:04Good catch.
21:06Sometimes it's just the obvious answer.
21:08Absolutely.
21:09Thank you, Dr. Namazi.
21:10I'll keep that in mind.
21:11Okay.
21:12Next patient.
21:14Are you trying to make me the med student that gets caught on day one?
21:17I'm sure it's just a mess.
21:18It's fine.
21:19I'll take that.
21:20I'll make it up in the next one.
21:21Look, I know that climbing up Namazi's ass is just a coping mechanism for your all-consuming
21:24love for your brother's girlfriend.
21:25Why did I tell you that?
21:26Because you were, like, yearning to.
21:28Or whatever.
21:30Safest place to hang out at an academic conference is in the hotel gym.
21:35Nice!
21:36Give me your phone.
21:37Mine's dead and I want to call the kids.
21:39It's in my room.
21:40Also, the kids are fine.
21:42Also, you're upside down.
21:43Yes.
21:44Yes, I am.
21:46Ugh.
21:48What are you doing?
21:50Getting some things off my chest.
21:52Oh, why did I ask?
21:54You know, even though our marriage went to shit, we ended up being pretty good co-parents.
22:01Yes, we did.
22:03Oh, my God.
22:07I just remembered.
22:08Belle called me today to say she is studying abroad next semester in Paris.
22:14Oh!
22:15Do you know how the Parisian police found Quasimodo?
22:19They followed a hunch.
22:22Please never tell that joke again.
22:24You used to love my jokes.
22:26You used to laugh so hard beer would come out your nose.
22:29In fact, wasn't that why you slept with me on our first date?
22:31I was fake laughing and I planned to sleep with you all along.
22:35You did?
22:38Mind if I work in?
22:41Uh, no.
22:42It's all yours.
22:43I'm done here.
22:44Appreciate it.
22:59Why are you here?
23:00What are you...
23:01You haven't responded to my text all day.
23:03It's finals.
23:04It's a stressful time.
23:06Tay, are you okay?
23:07What's wrong?
23:08I'm...
23:09I'm hungry.
23:11Okay, then let's just grab some food.
23:14Come on, get in.
23:19Okay.
23:36So, uh...
23:37Where do you want to go eat?
23:41I don't know.
23:48What?
23:52Uh...
23:53I broke up with Mia.
23:55I hope you didn't do that for me.
24:02What?
24:06What?
24:07Uh...
24:08Sorry.
24:09I just...
24:10I thought you'd be happy that I just wanted to be with you.
24:13Even after the other night, sleeping over...
24:15Steven, I...
24:16You're wrong.
24:17And I've told you before.
24:18I just want this to be casual.
24:19Okay.
24:20It's never casual with you and me.
24:21Taylor, you know that.
24:22Oh, my God.
24:23Let's just stop fucking around.
24:24You know, and do it for real so we don't keep hurting other people.
24:26They don't even know about us.
24:27That doesn't matter.
24:28It's still messed up.
24:31Taylor, I want you and me to have a fresh start.
24:33You know, free and clear and clean.
24:35Steven, we've tried before.
24:36We've tried a million times.
24:37We weren't kids then.
24:38It doesn't...
24:39We don't work.
24:40It never works.
24:41Taylor, you are the only girl I want to be with.
24:42Oh, my God.
24:43What?
24:44I'm telling you.
24:45I think I love you.
24:46No, don't.
24:47I can't do this.
24:48What are you talking...
24:49Can you pull over and let me out of the fucking car?
24:51Taylor, no.
24:52Taylor, I need you to listen to me.
24:53Please.
24:54That's all I'm asking for.
24:55Steven, please just let me out of the car.
24:56We're in the middle of the road, Taylor.
24:57I'm not doing that.
24:58I don't care.
24:59I want to leave.
25:00Pull over and let me out of the fucking car.
25:01Fine.
25:02Fine.
25:03Fine.
25:04Fuck.
25:05Here.
25:06I'm pulling over, okay?
25:11Taylor, what the fuck?
25:16Taylor, I told you I don't want...
25:29Oh, my God.
25:31Taylor.
25:32Hi.
25:33I'm really sorry.
25:34What happened?
25:35Were you with him?
25:36Are you hurt?
25:37What happened?
25:38I wasn't in the car.
25:39Okay.
25:40We were arguing.
25:41And I jumped out.
25:42And he was trying to come after me.
25:43Okay.
25:44What?
25:45What?
25:46What?
25:47What?
25:48Hey.
25:49Hey.
25:50Hey.
25:51Hey.
25:52Hey.
25:53Hey.
25:54Hey.
25:55Hey.
25:56Hey.
25:57Hey.
25:58Hey.
25:59Hey.
26:00Hey.
26:01Hey.
26:02Hey.
26:03Hey.
26:04Hey.
26:05Hey.
26:06Hey.
26:07Hey.
26:08It's just my fault.
26:09No.
26:10No.
26:11No.
26:12It's not your fault.
26:13Yes, it is.
26:14You're with Stephen Conklin?
26:15Yeah.
26:16Yeah.
26:17Is he okay?
26:18Initial scans show a cracked rib and a cerebral contusion.
26:21Cerebral contusion?
26:22What?
26:23It's a bruise on the brain.
26:24We won't know how serious it is until the swelling goes down.
26:26Until then, we'll keep him sedated.
26:29So we just wait and see?
26:30Is that it?
26:31There's some paperwork to fill out and someone will need to make decisions on his behalf.
26:35Can that be one of you?
26:36I'm his sister.
26:37His sister works.
26:38Okay.
26:39Um, what kind of decisions do I...
26:41Uh, it's...
26:42It's in the paperwork there.
26:44Uh, I need to...
26:47I need to try my parents again.
26:49I couldn't...
26:50Okay, I'll...
26:51I will try them.
26:52I will do it.
26:53I don't know Stephen's fucking insurance if he's on our parents' insurance or his job.
26:58How am I supposed to know his fucking blood type?
27:00I think...
27:01I think I remember Stephen bragging about being a universal donor.
27:04Of course.
27:05He didn't brag about anything.
27:07Okay.
27:09He...
27:10O negative.
27:11He's O negative.
27:12Okay.
27:13I'm gonna try your parents again.
27:15Okay.
27:16I don't...
27:17I think I should, uh, let a few other people know, too.
27:20You want me to call Jer?
27:22Send check to Ellen.
27:23Send check to Ellen.
27:24Send check to Ellen.
27:25Send check to Ellen.
27:26I don't know an hour ago.
27:27I wanted to throw up thinking about him, but now I just...
27:31I just wish he was here.
27:34I don't even know what to say to make me feel bad.
27:41I'm gonna be your Jer today.
27:43Okay, we'll track down your parents.
27:45I will call Jer's dumbass, too.
27:47Okay?
27:48Just...
27:49Just fill out the paperwork and leave the rest to me.
27:51I'm gonna do it.
27:53Um, can you call, uh, Conrad, too?
27:55Because he just might understand what all this means.
27:58Yeah.
27:59I got you.
28:00I'm gonna call Conrad.
28:05Well, I'll hop on the next flight.
28:07No, it's fine.
28:08Laurel and John will probably be here by then.
28:10Okay.
28:11Well, tell me what the doctor said exactly.
28:14Uh, he's kind of a dick.
28:15He basically blew us off.
28:16We're trying to get updates, but...
28:18Well, maybe I can help.
28:19Where's he admitted?
28:20We're at, um, Providence... Providence General.
28:23But...
28:24How?
28:25I will figure it out.
28:27I just want to do something.
28:31Hey, how's Belly?
28:33She's fine.
28:34Yeah?
28:35Okay.
28:36Yeah?
28:37Yeah, great.
28:38Okay.
28:39Well, just keep me updated, okay?
28:41Yep, will do.
28:42All right.
28:44Dr. Namazi?
28:45Excuse me.
28:46What's up?
28:47A friend of mine was in a car accident.
28:50Uh, very close friend, more like family.
28:53And he's at Providence General.
28:56Is there any chance you know anyone in neurology there?
28:59The head of neurology is a friend of a friend.
29:01Well, his name is Steven Conklin.
29:02Do you think there's any possible way that you could make a call?
29:09I'll see what I can do.
29:11Do you think you need to take the date?
29:16Uh, no.
29:18I'm good.
29:19Okay?
29:20Okay?
29:49Jared's in the lobby.
29:50Yeah, I know, babe.
29:52He just wants to be nearby if we need him.
29:55He's not gonna come try and talk to you or anything.
29:58That's so sweet.
30:00Why does he have to be so sweet?
30:03Should I text him?
30:08Isabel Conklin?
30:10Yeah.
30:11I'm Dr. Joon Kwon.
30:12I head up the neurology team.
30:13I'm taking over your brother's case.
30:15Does that mean he's gotten worse?
30:16No, it means someone well-connected is looking out for you.
30:20I got a call from a colleague at Stanford.
30:23Steven is sedated and sleeping.
30:25He's stable, and I've ordered a CT scan.
30:27Have you seen him yet?
30:30Well, let's get you back there.
30:31We allow two visitors, immediate family only,
30:33so I'll presume this is Steven's other sister.
30:37Follow me.
30:46Any news on your friend?
30:48No.
30:49You sure you shouldn't just go out there?
30:51Well, I don't even know what I'd do if I did.
30:53It's not like I'm a doctor yet.
30:55Plus, we barely talked over the last few years.
30:58No cell phones?
31:01Yeah.
31:02How did everything go with those blood draws?
31:04Good.
31:05Great.
31:06This is mislabeled.
31:13Oh, that's, uh, that's mine.
31:15That's my mistake.
31:16A mistake that put your patient at risk.
31:18I'll fix it right now.
31:19You should have gone home when I gave you the chance.
31:21It won't happen again.
31:22No, it won't.
31:23You're done here.
31:24You're not ready for this.
31:27You're firing me for one mistake?
31:29Dr. Namazi, please, I didn't...
31:31You may see this as one mistake.
31:33But this is about you not knowing your limits.
31:35Which makes you a walking liability.
31:37My liability.
31:38Dr. Namazi, I didn't...
31:40No.
31:41You can always apply again next year.
31:43Scruggers to OR4.
31:45Scruggers to OR4.
31:46Scruggers to OR4.
31:47Before he starts taking it.
32:07Steven, can I tell you a secret?
32:09I've never loved anyone like I love you.
32:12Do you know how scary that is?
32:22I know I act like I don't care, but I just...
32:25I care so, so much.
32:32And I'm always afraid that it's just a matter of time
32:34before you come to me and you tell me that I'm not worth it.
32:37You're just gonna be like,
32:39actually, you're not worth it.
32:54So I figured if I just keep pushing you away
32:56and pretend that you don't mean anything to me,
32:58then you can't hurt me.
33:00And I don't know how to stop doing that.
33:15You know, the first time we got together,
33:17you remember you told me that you were like...
33:19you told me that you wouldn't give up on us.
33:25You have no idea how badly I wanted to believe you.
33:29I have good news. The CT scan is clear.
33:32The CT scan is clear? What does that mean?
33:34The swelling on Steven's brain has gone down,
33:36and we can start weaning him off the sedatives.
33:37It'll be a while until he wakes up.
33:38We'll let you know when he's ready for visitors.
33:40It's okay. He's gonna be okay.
33:41I've just been scared.
33:42I've just been scared.
33:43I have good news. The CT scan is clear.
33:47The CT scan is clear? What does that mean?
33:48The CT scan is clear? What does that mean?
33:49The swelling on Steven's brain has gone down,
33:50and we can start weaning him off the sedatives.
33:51It'll be a while until he wakes up.
33:52We'll let you know when he's ready for visitors.
33:54It's okay. He's gonna be okay.
33:55I've just been scared.
33:56I'm really sorry to dump this on you. I know you don't think that's even a match to get back together.
34:20No, I never should have judged you.
34:21You're right. I've been all over the place.
34:23Like, not wanting to let go of Steven, but still keeping Davis around is this, like, emotional buffer.
34:32It's shitty and selfish.
34:35And Steven was trying to do the right thing, and I'm just freaked.
34:39But all this, it's like...
34:46I think, I think that it made me realize that even though I'm so scared,
34:51I'm so scared. I'm so scared to lose Steven again.
34:54I'm more scared not to try.
35:01I'm gonna... I'm gonna break up with Davis.
35:06Whatever you wanna do, I support you.
35:09All right, how rough do I look right now? Do I look hot?
35:22I'm not gonna lie to you.
35:24I look that bad.
35:28Just go back to the house, eat something, shower.
35:32I mean, you heard the doctor. He's not gonna be up for a little while anyway.
35:36Okay.
35:37Thanks, babe.
35:42Hey...
35:47If you wanna get back with Jeremiah, just do it.
35:50I never said that.
35:51And make him beg, obviously.
35:52But...
35:54Don't just throw away everything you guys have had for the past four years.
36:01Like, not if it's still what you want.
36:07Okay.
36:08Okay.
36:18Laura.
36:20Mom.
36:22We gotta get up.
36:25Shut up.
36:28Still not a morning person, huh?
36:33My eyes are crispy.
36:35Can you bring me some of your contact solution?
36:37Yeah.
36:49Oh, my God.
36:52John, get in here.
36:55Oh, my God, Mom.
36:56Where were you?
36:57Belly, I just got your messages.
36:59What's going on?
37:00Steven was in an accident.
37:01Is he okay?
37:02He's gonna be fine.
37:03I've been trying to keep it together, but I was so scared.
37:09Oh, man, shut up.
37:12I can't imagine how terrified you must have been.
37:15I'm so, so sorry.
37:17Have you been there all alone?
37:20No, no.
37:22Taylor's here, and she's been amazing, and...
37:24Jared's here.
37:27He stayed all night.
37:29Mom, things have been so crazy.
37:32Listen, sweetheart.
37:33I'll be there as soon as I can, and, um...
37:36I'll track down your dad and let him know.
37:39I love you so much, Belly.
37:41I love you, Mom.
37:43What is that?
37:45Steven was in a car accident?
37:46He's okay.
37:47Okay.
37:48He's gonna be fine.
37:49But Belly couldn't reach either of us last night.
37:51It's okay.
37:52Just meet me in the lobby in five.
37:54We hadn't seen each other much over the years.
38:18And we hadn't been alone together since...
38:20Hey.
38:21...that day at the motel.
38:22Hey.
38:24Hey.
38:32Why are you holding a poker?
38:34Oh.
38:36Um...
38:37I thought you were a burglar.
38:38Of course you did.
38:44Where's Jared?
38:46He and your dad are on their way to Chamonix.
38:50Right.
38:52Aren't you supposed to be meeting them there?
38:54Yeah, my flight got delayed because of the weather.
38:56They were trying to rebook me for the 28th.
38:59Hmm.
39:00What are you doing here?
39:02My mom is on a retreat in the mountains and Steven's in New York.
39:06I was all alone at home.
39:08So...
39:09You have chocolate all over your face.
39:24No, I don't.
39:25What did you do?
39:26You just stick your whole head in to save time?
39:39Shut it!
39:41No, I don't.
39:42You cold?
39:43I could start a fire.
39:49See, I think it's maybe a little late for a fire.
39:52I think I'm just gonna crash.
39:56Merry Christmas, Belly.
39:59It's really good to see you.
40:00You too.
40:03The next morning, right when I woke up, I had this funny feeling that he had already left.
40:19Help!
40:20Help!
40:21You okay?
40:22Oh, no.
40:23Leave me alone.
40:24Are you hurt?
40:25Can you move?
40:26I thought you were gone.
40:27Nope.
40:28Still here.
40:29Let me help you out.
40:31No, no, no!
40:32Just...
40:33Just...
40:34give me a minute.
40:35Okay.
40:38Uh...
40:39I thought you were gone.
40:41Nope.
40:42Still here.
40:44Ow.
40:47Let me help you out.
40:48No, no, no, ow.
40:50Just, just give me a minute.
40:52Okay.
41:02How bad does it hurt on a scale from one to 10?
41:0511.
41:07You're such a baby when it comes to pain.
41:09No, I'm not.
41:11I mean, that fall you took was no joke.
41:15Seriously, it was like when animals slip and fall
41:18in cartoons on banana peels.
41:22You calling me an animal?
41:25Ow, ow.
41:30I'm gonna pick you up and I'm gonna carry you to the couch.
41:33No, no, no, no, just, just, just, no, just,
41:36I'm too heavy for you.
41:37Just leave me here.
41:38See, I know I can't bench press my body weight like Jared,
41:41but I can pick you up, Ellie.
41:44Ready?
41:47Okay, come on.
41:48Okay.
41:49Ow.
41:50You're okay.
41:52Ready?
41:52What?
41:54Ow.
41:54You're okay.
41:55You're okay.
41:56Yeah.
41:57Ow.
41:58You're okay.
41:59Yeah.
42:00Ow.
42:01That's when I had this sudden thought.
42:03A part of me will always love you.
42:08Ah.
42:09That's when I had this sudden thought.
42:12A part of me will always love you.
42:15We spent the day together, but not together.
42:29Oh, to see without my eyes, the first time that you'll kiss me, boundless by the time I write.
42:43That's when I had this sudden thought.
42:44You're okay.
42:45You're okay.
42:46You're okay.
42:47You're okay.
42:48You're okay.
42:49You're okay.
42:50You're okay.
42:51Hemi.
42:52Hemi?
42:53Hemi?
42:57Chloe, I think this is the beginning of a beautiful friendship.
43:03She's better off with Laszlo.
43:06You're insane.
43:07Rick and Elsa are obviously meant for each other.
43:09Their little love story is nothing compared to the work that Laszlo was doing for the Resistance.
43:14Oh, my God.
43:15What?
43:16I'm gonna get more firewood.
43:18You know, you are way too young to be this cynical.
43:22Yeah, yeah.
43:30Belly.
43:31Hey.
43:32Belly.
43:33Hey.
43:34Sorry, my reception out here is terrible.
43:35I'm on a mountain freezing my balls off.
43:36What are you up to?
43:37I'm actually in Cousins.
43:39I got super lonely, so I drove up.
43:42Oh, nice.
43:43Did you bring Taylor?
43:44No, I came by myself.
43:46Well, I wish you were here with me.
43:47I'll run supply gum and stuff because of the weather, so I'm stuck here with my dad.
43:52Yeah, he, um...
43:53What?
43:54Hello?
43:55Belly.
43:56Can you hear me?
43:57Jer, I...
43:58I can't hear what you're saying.
44:00Uh...
44:01Never mind.
44:02What?
44:03Wait, uh, I'll show you tomorrow.
44:05Okay.
44:06Bye, Bells.
44:07Okay.
44:08Okay, love you.
44:09Hey, I...
44:10I would've told Jer that you're here, too.
44:11Don't worry about it.
44:12I never told Jeremiah that Conrad was with me at Cousins, because there was nothing to tell.
44:24Nothing happened with Conrad.
44:26Nothing was ever gonna happen.
44:27The next morning, Conrad was gone.
44:41He left just like I thought he would.
44:46No goodbye.
44:47Just gone like a ghost.
45:04Conrad Fisher, the ghost of Christmas past.
45:07Blackbird on my shoulder, and what difference does it make?
45:16When this love is over, shall I sleep within your bed?
45:25River of unhappiness, hold your hands upon my head.
45:33Till I breathe my last breath.
45:38Oh, oh, oh, oh, is me.
45:42The last time that you touch me.
45:47Oh, will wonders ever cease.
45:51Blessed be the mystery of love.
46:03Come in.
46:16Hey.
46:17Can you take your shoes off?
46:18I'm gonna be here for like a sec.
46:20I was just on my way in and...
46:21Came to rub it in my face that I got fired on day one.
46:23No, jerk.
46:24I wanted to see how your friend's doing.
46:25Yeah, he's gonna be okay.
46:26Thanks.
46:27Good.
46:28All right, this is for you.
46:30You're welcome.
46:31Um, so look, um, about yesterday.
46:36I mean, we all know Namazi's a hard ass.
46:38I'm fine.
46:39Cool.
46:40Uh, that's...
46:41Actually, I was gonna say that she kinda has a point.
46:48Oh.
46:49I mean, look, you know I always tell you the truth, right?
46:52And the truth is that you're smart as hell, obviously, but you need to pay more attention
47:10to your feelings.
47:11Excuse me?
47:12Well, you can deny your emotions all you want.
47:16They're not going anywhere.
47:18And as long as you're afraid to face them, they'll run you, not the other way around.
47:29Hello would have been nice.
47:32Hello.
47:36Steven, you ready for a visitor?
47:38Oh, yeah.
47:39Oh, you're awake.
47:40Ow, ow, ow.
47:42Careful of his ribs.
47:43No, no, break another one, why don't you?
47:45It's barely cracked, you baby.
47:47How's, uh...
47:49How's mom and dad?
47:50Where are they?
47:51They're on their way.
47:52Hey.
47:57Uh, hi.
47:58I'm gonna give you two a minute.
48:01I'm glad you're alive.
48:08You scared the shit out of everyone.
48:10You know that?
48:11Belly was worried to death.
48:12I knew you were just being a drama queen.
48:14Obviously.
48:15I was in a coma.
48:16So...
48:17Yeah, but...
48:19Medically induced.
48:21Huh.
48:26Steven, I'm joking.
48:27I was worried about you too, obviously.
48:29Yeah.
48:30Yeah, you know, I've been thinking a lot about what you said since I woke up.
48:33You know, before the crash.
48:34Me too.
48:35And you were right.
48:39You and me, we don't work.
48:42What?
48:47If we never ran into each other that day in New York, we would've just gone about our lives and been fine, so let's just pretend we didn't.
48:55I've never been able to think clearly when it comes to you, Ty.
49:06I couldn't let you go.
49:09You know I love a challenge, but...
49:15It is a wake-up call.
49:18You were right.
49:20You and me, we don't work.
49:22Hm.
49:26Good.
49:27Then we're on the same page.
49:28Yeah, yeah.
49:29Finally.
49:30I'm gonna go find Belly.
49:42First loves are important.
49:45Conrad was mine.
49:47For the rest of my life, I would think of him fondly.
49:49The way you do your first pet.
49:52The first car you drove.
49:55But they're not as important as lasts.
50:10Steven's gonna be okay.
50:12Thank God.
50:13Do you wanna get some air?
50:23Yeah. Yeah, I would love that.
50:30I was...
50:32I am so mad at you.
50:34And you have every right to be.
50:35I'm sorry for what I did to you, and I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner.
50:39I'm sorry you found out the worst way possible.
50:43I know it's gonna take a lot of work for you to even begin to trust me again, but I am willing to do whatever it takes if you let me.
50:50I'm sorry too.
50:54I'm sorry too.
50:58Sorry for what?
51:01I'm sorry for everything leading up to that fight.
51:06And to Cabo.
51:07I can see how you thought we were broken up.
51:15You can?
51:17Yeah, but I...
51:19I don't understand how you could just move on to somebody else so easily.
51:23I mean, I could barely function.
51:25How were you okay enough to have sex with someone?
51:27No, Veli, I was completely numb that whole week.
51:31I didn't even feel like I was there when Lacey and I...
51:34when we had sex.
51:37After I... I just sat in the shower and cried for I don't... I don't even know how long.
51:42I was just thinking, how could I deserve you after that?
51:50Maybe we...
51:52shouldn't let one mistake erase all these years.
51:55I mean...
51:59if we both believe that what we have...
52:02is bigger than our mistakes, then...
52:05maybe we can just start over.
52:09I want that.
52:11Bells, I want that so much.
52:14You can't ever hurt me like that again.
52:17I promise.
52:22I promise.
52:23I don't want to mess this up again.
52:40We won't.
52:42After Steven, I get it now.
52:45Life's too short not to spend it with the person that you love.
52:51I want to be with you always, no matter what.
52:56I just can't imagine my life without you.
52:59Me either.
53:01Belly has always been our story.
53:03Yours and mine.
53:05Nobody else's.
53:06What are you thinking?
53:07The future is just crazy.
53:08I don't know what. Say it.
53:09Would you...
53:10Yes.
53:12You don't even know what I'm about to say.
53:14Try me.
53:15Isabel Conklin?
53:16Isabel Conklin?
53:17Will you marry me?
53:19Yes.
53:20Yeah, I'll marry you.
53:21I swear.
53:31I swear I've known you longer than...
53:35for it!
53:37I swear I've known you longer than...
53:41.
53:42Where I've known you longer than
53:46Forever
53:48I love you
53:52I love you too
53:54I love you
53:55I love you
54:12I bet we already knew our names
54:22Before we met each other
54:24I bet we've sailed the Milky Way
54:27Walked on the sun together
54:30How could I forget
54:33Those emerald eyes
54:37They took me by surprise
54:41But suddenly I missed your face
54:44I knew that smile from miles away
54:47I knew that I have loved you
54:51Forever
54:52In the day
54:58In all my lives
55:05I've waited every time
55:08To hear you say
55:11I'll be yours
55:13Forever and a day
55:15I don't believe in destiny
55:33But I might have to say
55:38Your melodies
55:42They're changing me
55:46I'm yours forever
55:48I'm yours forever and a day
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