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00:00Previously on The Summer I Turned Pretty, I told everyone that I applied to Finch because it was a good school.
00:17The truest of all was that I just wanted to be near him.
00:21Now here we are.
00:22We are gonna do this for the rest of our lives.
00:25I got off the waitlist for study abroad.
00:26Paris.
00:27Have you and Conrad started your speech for the dedication ceremony?
00:30Half of Cousins is coming to see Susanna's memorial garden.
00:33I went to get my cap and gown and my name wasn't on the list.
00:35I'm not graduating.
00:36We keep coming back to each other. It feels like it's never really over.
00:39I got that summer clinic job.
00:41Have you ever been in love?
00:42Once.
00:43So what was her name?
00:44Belly.
00:45Wait, like your brother's girlfriend?
00:46Hey, Jer. Look, I am not gonna be able to make the dedication.
00:51Oh, it happens in Cabo's days in Cabo.
00:54Did you hook up with Lacey Barone during spring break?
00:56Shit.
00:57It happened when we were on a break.
00:58It didn't mean anything to me.
00:59It means something to me!
01:00I swear to you!
01:01You ruined everything!
01:03Bells, can we go on a coffee run?
01:10I thought you said you had to get at least a B on your media ethics midterm or you were so screwed.
01:30Fine.
01:31You are no fun.
01:33Hmm.
01:34Hmm.
01:35Wait, what's this important flight update for Cabo?
01:42Since when are you going to Cabo?
01:44Yeah, I told you about the last minute flight of boats.
01:47I think I would have remembered you going to Mexico.
01:50Oh, well, Bells, this is my last spring break and you're gonna be in Philly, so...
01:54Yeah, but we said we might meet up in Cousins and I thought you were trying to spend more time with your dad.
01:59Okay, don't try to guilt trip me about my dad. I just saw him last weekend.
02:03Did something happen with you guys? You've been kinda moody since then.
02:08Something worse than visiting my dead mom's grave? No.
02:12Hey, okay, that's... that's not fair. I just... I think you're being a little bit selfish.
02:19Okay, sorry. Can you just stop riding me? If you wanna come to Cabo, then just come.
02:23No, I don't wanna crash your boys trip.
02:25It's not just boys. The sororities are going too.
02:28Oh, so girls were invited, just not girlfriends. Cool.
02:31Look, I promise I'm not interested in whatever wet t-shirt contest or whatever it is that you're picturing.
02:36It's not that. Then what is it? What is wrong with you right now?
02:39You're the one who didn't even tell me that you're leaving the country.
02:41Yeah, because you hate anything having to do with frats.
02:43When did I ever say that?
02:45You don't have to. I can feel you judging us.
02:47Sorry if I'm a dumbass who's probably gonna bomb his midterm.
02:50Sorry if I wanna have a little fun at spring break, and I'm sorry that I'm not some straight-A overachiever going to med school like Conrad.
02:55Oh, my God! What? Please... please don't put your inferiority complex on me.
03:00I wonder where that came from.
03:02Well, it didn't start with me, so maybe look at your dad.
03:05Wow.
03:07Well, if you think I'm so stupid and selfish, then why are you even with me?
03:10Fuck it. I won't waste your time.
03:12You're being ridiculous right now.
03:13You think everything I do is ridiculous, and I'm sick of it. So let's just end it.
03:17Are you serious?
03:18Yes. I'm serious.
03:19Okay, fine. If that's how you feel.
03:21It is.
03:22Great. Okay, awesome. Bye.
03:23Bye.
03:26I went home for spring break, and we still hadn't talked.
03:30I can't believe it's been five days and he still hasn't texted me.
03:36Haven't you also not texted him?
03:39Yeah, but he's the one who picked the fight out of nowhere.
03:42Why don't you just come with me to New York for a couple of days?
03:45We can, like, run around the city after I crushed my interview.
03:48I'm too depressed.
03:49Stop looking at Instagram.
03:51I just still don't even know what the hell happened.
03:54Just like...
03:56Okay, I'm heading out!
03:57Bye, Mom!
03:59Well, the good news is he looks emotionally destroyed.
04:02I mean, I knew he was down about his grades, but I...
04:05Just stop obsessing.
04:06You wanna know what's going on, why don't you ask him?
04:09Yeah, but he's the one who...
04:10Just talk to him when he gets back.
04:12Guys are like dogs.
04:13They hide when they've screwed up,
04:15and even the world's best boyfriend is gonna fuck up sometimes.
04:18You know he feels bad about it.
04:20Like, it's Jer.
04:21You're his oxygen.
04:22He can't breathe without you.
04:29I really thought Taylor was right.
04:31So when we got back to school, I went to see him.
04:36Are you really not gonna come find me?
04:38I mean, you pick a fight, walk out the door,
04:40and I don't hear from you for a week?
04:42I'm a total asshole, Billy.
04:44I fucked up, and I fucked up really bad.
04:46Hey, no, it's okay.
04:50No.
04:51No, it's not.
04:53I had a shitty week, and I took it out on you.
04:56I'm just sorry.
04:58I'm sorry, Billy.
04:59Look, I mean...
05:00We had a fight.
05:03It's not the end of the world.
05:07What does this mean?
05:09Does this mean you wanna get back together?
05:12We never stopped being together.
05:19Billy, when I was in Cabo,
05:22I-I thought...
05:24I just thought we were...
05:34I just can't believe I almost lost you over something so stupid.
05:39You could never lose me.
05:41I got you this.
05:52I was just on the beach, and I was just thinking about you.
05:55I didn't even know if you would ever talk again, but...
05:58It's really stupid, and you don't have to wear it.
06:00No.
06:01I love it.
06:06I love you.
06:07I love you.
06:12I love you.
06:13I love it.
06:15I'm sorry.
06:16I love you.
06:17I love you.
06:19I love you.
06:22I love you.
06:23Worth this.
06:24It's worth this.
06:51Taylor's here.
06:52I'm asleep.
06:53Kind of.
06:59She's asleep.
07:00Okay, I just want to talk to her.
07:02I think she should rest right now.
07:04Okay, fine.
07:06This is a breakfast burrito, extra crispy bacon, the way she likes it.
07:09Just make sure she eats something.
07:11Okay.
07:13Bye.
07:14Bye.
07:21Belly, I swear, I obviously had no idea about Lacey.
07:25I know I would have killed them both for you, okay?
07:27Please just call me back.
07:28Like, just call me back.
07:31Oh, no.
07:32I wouldn't get any closer unless you want your balls cut off.
07:34Please just tell me how she is.
07:35I don't know.
07:36She won't talk to me either.
07:37Your side chick is in my sorority, so now I'm just, like, guilty by association.
07:41Taylor, please hear me out.
07:42No, I have always been on your side.
07:44I was the freaking CEO of Team Jeremiah now to find out that you're this scummy little
07:47fucking hot tub cheater.
07:48It's insane.
07:49I didn't cheat.
07:50We were on a break.
07:51No, that's bullshit.
07:52You're not getting off on this, like, technicality.
07:55You were broken up for all of two seconds, Jeremiah.
07:58And then you got her this, like, cheap-ass puka shell bracelet to make it up to her.
08:02Like, what are you doing?
08:03What are you thinking?
08:04What?
08:05You're the expert on cheating now, huh?
08:06Excuse me?
08:07You heard me.
08:08How are Davis and Mia?
08:10Don't turn it around on me.
08:12You were supposed to be the ideal.
08:14You were supposed to deserve her.
08:16But you don't, and you probably never did.
08:21Can you get out of here?
08:25Hey, this is Taylor.
08:34Leave a message.
08:38Adam called you in for this meeting, too, huh?
08:41Yep.
08:42Yeah.
08:43Fine way to spend a Sunday.
08:45Sitting in the background while the grown-ups talk.
08:47Did you, uh, get to the dossier I sent you on Friday?
08:50Yep.
08:51Yep.
08:52Yep.
08:53Yeah.
08:54So you saw at Starrcadex?
08:56Starrcadex?
08:57Like the gaming startup?
08:59Oh, my God.
09:00I knew you were a gamer.
09:01Jesus, would be a bigger nerd cliche, please.
09:03Wait, no.
09:04No, relax.
09:05All right, I used to program that shit.
09:06Computer engineering at Princeton?
09:08Right.
09:09Remember?
09:10Yes.
09:11How could I forget?
09:12It is in your email signature.
09:13Mm.
09:14Look, just do me a favor, all right?
09:16The dossier, and then call your girlfriend.
09:19Okay?
09:20Yeah.
09:21Well, I actually, um, I actually broke up with my girlfriend.
09:25That was, uh, that was my ex.
09:27Well, ex?
09:28Ex?
09:29Oh, my God.
09:30No, no, no.
09:31Stop.
09:32Immediately, no.
09:33No personal stuff, all right?
09:34I'm not the coworker who's gonna be invested in your little dramas.
09:37I don't care.
09:38Yeah.
09:41All right, um, Starcadex.
09:44Every VC shop is gonna try to move on this company, all right?
09:47So we really need to be on the ball with us.
09:48Copy.
09:49Copy.
09:50Got you.
10:07You just have to make it to the library.
10:35One thing at a time.
10:36Yeah, but everything leads to him.
10:41Like, I-I can't just study.
10:44I also have to call and quit my summer job because, obviously, I'm not gonna be in cousins
10:51because Jeremiah.
10:53And then I have to figure out how to tell my mom that I can't bring myself to go to Susannah's memorial
10:59because, again, Jeremiah.
11:02And I might never even go to the summer house again because of fucking Jeremiah.
11:05So, okay, one thing at a time is not gonna work for you.
11:08No.
11:09No, nothing's gonna work because everything is-
11:10Oh, my God.
11:13Oh, my God.
11:14Hey, you're gonna be okay.
11:19I'll meet you after study group.
11:22It's not just Lacey I can't avoid.
11:25I see Jeremiah everywhere.
11:27Hung all my clothes in the closet you made.
11:31Even when he isn't really there.
11:33Hung all my boxes, I send them your way.
11:35Hoping life brings you no new pain.
11:40I rearrange my memories.
11:44I try to rewrite my life.
11:47But no matter how I try to And no matter how I want to
12:02And no matter how easy things could be if I did
12:09And no matter how guilty I still feel saying it
12:16How much I hated you
12:18Our shadows dance in a parallel plane
12:22Just two different endings you learn to repair
12:26And I learn to keep me in one place
12:30Everywhere I go, there's a memory of us
12:33From when we were golden.
12:36Everybody.
12:37John.
12:38Ah.
12:39Beautiful, John.
12:40That was very cute.
12:41I couldn't even get a car.
12:45So...
12:47I just need to not be here.
12:49Hi.
13:00Mom, hi.
13:01Um, quick question.
13:02Can you send me my birth certificate?
13:04Overnight, if possible?
13:06Hello to you too, my loving daughter.
13:08I'm fine, thanks for asking.
13:09How are you?
13:10Sorry.
13:11How are you, Mom?
13:12I had an extremely dull conference
13:14Which means I am nowhere near your birth certificate.
13:17What do you need it for, anyway?
13:19A passport.
13:20I...
13:21Found out I got off the waitlist for Paris.
13:25That's fantastic!
13:26Honey!
13:27Congratulations!
13:30How's JR taking it?
13:31I know he'll miss you, but he must be so proud.
13:34Yeah.
13:35Um...
13:37Mom, I gotta go.
13:38Okay.
13:39Love you.
13:40Okay.
13:45Bro.
13:46You're tweaking.
13:47You need to...
13:49Level out.
13:50Try to assume that guy got.
13:51May help ease the pain.
13:53I just lost the most important person in my life.
13:56Sorry if I don't have the energy to be alive.
13:58Oh, you don't think I know about breakups?
13:59I know about breakups.
14:00You saw me after Sean.
14:01You two were together for two seconds, Redbird.
14:04Felt like something to me.
14:05I can't believe I fucked it up this bad.
14:07Dude, I dig your girl.
14:10I really do.
14:11And I say this with love, but...
14:13You two were broken up, right?
14:15And you were wasted as hell.
14:17And Lacey was all over your shit.
14:18Bro, it's not an excuse.
14:20I should've told her as soon as I got back.
14:22Yeah.
14:23Yeah, probably.
14:25Belly's been the center of my world since I lost my mom.
14:43She's everything to me.
14:47And losing her feels like...
14:49I'm losing the best part of myself.
14:56Well, that's beautiful, man.
15:02So fight for her.
15:03Stop saying you're sorry.
15:05Find a way to show her.
15:09Make it sound so easy.
15:11I don't think it's supposed to be.
15:13I just can't believe it.
15:18He acts so devoted, but he's just as shady as the rest.
15:23I swear if he comes to our dorm, it's on sight.
15:26Don't smile, please.
15:27That won't be a problem.
15:28Kinda sucks you're not leaving for Paris tomorrow.
15:32Do you think I'm being too hard on him?
15:34Look.
15:37If you really thought you were broken up,
15:40technically it's not cheating.
15:42But to keep it a secret,
15:44that tells me he knew what he did was wrong,
15:46and he chose to keep it from you.
15:49That's the part I can't get over.
15:52What Annika didn't know was that I had a secret too.
15:58It was the day after Christmas last year.
16:00My mom was at a writer's retreat.
16:02Steven was visiting friends.
16:03Jer was going skiing with his dad and Conrad.
16:06I figured, why be home alone
16:08when I could be at my favorite place in the world?
16:11So I borrowed Steven's car and went to Cousins.
16:20Ah, shit.
16:22Shit, shit, shit.
16:24Oh, my God.
16:25Okay, what would Kevin do?
16:26What would Kevin do?
16:28Okay.
16:29Stephen, open up. It's me.
16:30Billy.
16:31You okay?
16:32Yeah, yeah, sorry. Just the flash got to me.
16:34Okay.
16:35Okay.
16:36Next.
16:38Okay.
16:39Stephen, open up.
16:44It's me.
16:50Billy.
16:51You OK?
16:53Yeah.
16:54Yeah.
16:54Sorry.
16:55Just the flash got to me.
16:57OK.
16:58Next.
17:09Billy, no, please don't leave.
17:13I made the biggest mistake of my life.
17:15Please just talk to me.
17:18Look, I'll tell you anything.
17:20I'll tell you anything.
17:20I just don't want any more secrets between us.
17:24OK.
17:29How did it happen?
17:32Look, I was really sad.
17:33I was drunk.
17:36She was just there.
17:39How many times?
17:46Twice.
17:49Jer, how could you do this to me?
17:51Billy, please.
17:52I know I don't deserve you,
17:54but I love you more than anyone else in the world.
17:56And it kills me to see you hurting,
17:58and I would do anything to take it back.
17:59Stop.
18:00You can't undo what you did.
18:02Billy, please.
18:04I'm sorry.
18:05I'm so sorry.
18:05I've never loved anyone but you.
18:07I love him, too.
18:10And I want to forgive him.
18:12I just don't know how.
18:16You were supposed to be the one person
18:18who would never hurt me.
18:21And are you the person who hurt me the most?
18:23Laurel.
18:35Elliot.
18:36Hey.
18:36Hey.
18:38Oh, fancy books you got there.
18:40Oh, yeah.
18:40You know, well, I've already read the Moncrief translation twice, so...
18:43As one does.
18:44Yeah.
18:45Yeah, I've decided it's the year that I finally read
18:48in the original French.
18:52Go for it.
18:53Live on the edge.
18:55You know, um,
18:56you and I,
18:57we could start our own book group
18:58if, uh,
18:59if you're interested.
19:01Ah, unfortunately,
19:01Professor Park dropped out of French
19:03her first year of college.
19:05John?
19:06What are you doing here?
19:07Open up a word with you.
19:08In private.
19:10Professor.
19:11Okay.
19:13See you later, Elliot.
19:14Uh, sure.
19:16Yeah.
19:16Um,
19:17I'll be at the, uh,
19:18Flaubert Symposium
19:19if you want to drop by.
19:20Okay.
19:21Sounds great.
19:22Okay.
19:26What was that?
19:27So,
19:27TAs are allowed to flirt with professors now?
19:29He's an adjunct,
19:30and maybe I was flirting back.
19:32Well, then I was doing him a favor.
19:34You'd have eaten him alive
19:35in, well, five minutes.
19:36What's a history professor
19:37doing at a lit conference anyway?
19:38Researching potential crossover courses.
19:41Our provost is looking for ways
19:42to make history sexy again.
19:45And a lit conference
19:46is definitely the way to do that.
19:48Shoot me, Dad.
19:49Please make your way
19:50into Ballroom B
19:51for tropes of old English epic poetry.
19:58That sounds...
19:59Worrying as shit.
20:00Yeah.
20:02Okay.
20:05New plan.
20:07We find somewhere to drink this.
20:08Steal a wine opener.
20:09I can't do that.
20:10Pull your weight.
20:26Okay.
20:27Welcome to day one.
20:29By the end of the summer,
20:31I expect half of you
20:32will still be here.
20:33Don't piss me off,
20:34and we'll be fine.
20:37Okay.
20:38First patient.
20:39We have a 15-year-old boy
20:41came in following a seizure.
20:43Any thoughts on what might be going on?
20:44Wow.
20:46I want to start off
20:47with our first years.
20:48What do you say?
20:49Well...
20:49Well...
20:50Uh...
20:52It could be puberty hormones.
20:54He's 15.
20:55Uh, could also...
20:55He's also recovering from the flu,
20:57and fevers are the most common
20:58cause of seizures at his age.
21:00Very good.
21:01They also gave him nausea meds
21:02at the ER,
21:03and that does increase risk.
21:04Good catch.
21:06Sometimes it's just
21:07the obvious answer.
21:08Absolutely.
21:09Thank you, Dr. Namazi.
21:10I'll keep that in mind.
21:11Okay.
21:12Next patient.
21:14Are you trying to make me
21:15the med student
21:16that gets cut on day one?
21:17I'm sure that's just a myth.
21:18It's fine.
21:19I'll take that.
21:19I'll make it up
21:20in the next one.
21:21Look, I know that
21:22climbing up Namazi's ass
21:23is just a coping mechanism
21:24for your all-consuming love
21:25for your brother's girlfriend.
21:26Why did I tell you that?
21:27Because you were, like,
21:28yearning to.
21:30Or whatever.
21:31Safest place to hang out
21:33at an academic conference
21:34is in the hotel gym.
21:36Nice!
21:37Give me your phone.
21:38Mine's dead,
21:39and I want to call the kids.
21:40It's in my room.
21:41Also, the kids are fine.
21:42Also, you're upside down.
21:44Yes.
21:44Yes, I am.
21:47Ugh.
21:49What are you doing?
21:51Getting some things
21:52off my chest.
21:53Oh, why did I ask?
21:55You know,
21:56even though our marriage
21:57went to shit,
21:59we ended up being
21:59pretty good co-parents.
22:02Yes, we did.
22:07Oh, my God.
22:08I just remembered.
22:10Belly called me today
22:11to say she is studying
22:13abroad next semester
22:14in Paris!
22:15Oh!
22:16Do you know
22:17how the Parisian police
22:18found Quasimodo?
22:20They followed a hunch.
22:22Please never tell
22:24that joke again.
22:25You used to love my jokes.
22:27You used to laugh
22:27so hard,
22:28beer would come out
22:29your nose.
22:29In fact,
22:30wasn't that why
22:30you slept with me
22:31on our first date?
22:32I was fake laughing,
22:34and I planned to sleep
22:34with you all along.
22:37You did?
22:39Mind if I work in?
22:42Uh, no.
22:43It's all yours.
22:43We're done here.
22:44Appreciate it.
22:44Why are you here?
23:01What are you...
23:02You haven't responded
23:02to my text all day.
23:04It's finals.
23:05It's a stressful time.
23:06Hey, are you okay?
23:08What's wrong?
23:10I'm...
23:10I'm hungry.
23:12Okay, then let's...
23:13Let's just grab some food.
23:15Come on, get in.
23:20Okay.
23:20Okay.
23:20So, uh...
23:38Uh, where do you
23:40want to go eat?
23:42I don't know.
23:49What?
23:50Uh, I broke up with Mia.
24:01I hope you didn't
24:02do that for me.
24:04What?
24:07What?
24:07Uh, sorry.
24:10I just...
24:11I thought you'd be happy
24:12that I just wanted
24:13to be with you.
24:14But after the other night,
24:15sleeping over...
24:16Steven, I...
24:17You're wrong.
24:18And I've told you before,
24:19I just want this
24:19to be casual.
24:20Okay, it's never casual
24:22with you and me.
24:23Taylor, you know that.
24:24Oh, my God.
24:25Let's just stop fucking around,
24:26you know, and do it for real
24:27so we don't keep hurting
24:27other people.
24:28They don't even know about us.
24:29That doesn't matter.
24:29It's still messed up.
24:32Taylor, I want you and me
24:33to have a fresh start,
24:34you know, free
24:35and clear and clean.
24:36Steven, we've tried before.
24:38We've tried a million times.
24:39We were kids then.
24:39It doesn't...
24:39We don't work.
24:40It never works.
24:41Taylor, you are the only girl
24:42I want to be with.
24:44What?
24:44I'm telling you.
24:45I think I love you.
24:46Stop, stop.
24:46No, don't.
24:47I can't do this.
24:48What are you talking...
24:49Can you pull over
24:50and let me out
24:51of the fucking car?
24:51Taylor, no.
24:52Taylor, I need you
24:52to listen to me.
24:53Please.
24:53That's all I'm asking for.
24:54Steven, please just
24:54let me out of the car.
24:55We're in the middle
24:56of the road, Taylor.
24:56I'm not doing that.
24:57I don't care.
24:57I want to leave.
24:58Pull over
24:58and let me
25:00out of the fucking car.
25:01Fine, fine.
25:02Fine.
25:03Fuck.
25:04Here, I'm pulling over, okay?
25:06Okay?
25:07Taylor, what the fuck?
25:12Taylor, I told you
25:29I don't want...
25:30Oh, my God.
25:36Taylor.
25:40I'm really sorry.
25:41What happened?
25:43Were you with him
25:44or you were hurt?
25:46What happened?
25:47I wasn't in the car.
25:49Okay.
25:50We were arguing.
25:53I jumped out
25:55and he was trying
25:56to come after me.
25:57Okay.
26:00What?
26:03What?
26:07It's just my fault.
26:09No, no, no.
26:10It's not your fault.
26:12Yes, it is.
26:14You're with
26:14Stephen Conklin?
26:15Yeah, yeah.
26:16Is he okay?
26:17Initial scans show
26:19a cracked rib
26:19and a cerebral contusion.
26:22Cerebral contusion?
26:23It's a bruise
26:24on the brain.
26:25We won't know
26:25how serious it is
26:26until the swelling
26:26goes down.
26:27Until then,
26:28we'll keep him sedated.
26:30So we just wait
26:30and see.
26:31Is that it?
26:31There's some paperwork
26:32to fill out
26:33and someone will need
26:34to make decisions
26:35on his behalf.
26:35Can that be one of you?
26:37I'm his sister.
26:38His sister works.
26:39Okay.
26:40Um, what kind
26:41of decisions do I...
26:42Uh, it's...
26:43It's in the paperwork there.
26:46Uh-huh.
26:47I need to...
26:48I need to try
26:49my parents again.
26:50I couldn't...
26:50Okay, I'll...
26:51I will try them.
26:52I will do it.
26:54I don't know
26:55Stephen's fucking insurance
26:56if he's on our parents'
26:57insurance or his job.
26:58How am I supposed
26:59to know his fucking
26:59blood type?
27:01I think...
27:01I think I remember
27:02Stephen bragging
27:03about being
27:04a universal donor.
27:05Of course,
27:06you can brag
27:06about anything.
27:10Okay.
27:11He...
27:11O-negative.
27:12He's O-negative.
27:14Okay.
27:15I'm gonna try
27:15your parents again.
27:16Okay.
27:16I don't...
27:17I think I should, uh,
27:19let a few other people
27:20know, too.
27:22You want me
27:22to call Jer?
27:26I don't know
27:27what now we're going.
27:28I wanted to throw up
27:29thinking about him,
27:29but now I just...
27:31I just wish
27:33he was here.
27:35You know what to say
27:36to make me feel bad.
27:41I'm gonna be
27:42your Jer today.
27:44Okay, we'll track
27:45down your parents.
27:46I will call Jer's
27:47dumbass, too.
27:48Okay?
27:48Just...
27:49Just fill out
27:50the paperwork
27:51and leave the rest
27:52to me.
27:52I'm gonna do it.
27:54Um, can you call, uh,
27:56Conrad, too,
27:56because he just might
27:57understand what
27:59all this means?
28:00I got you.
28:01I'm gonna call Conrad.
28:06Well, I'll hop
28:07on the next flight.
28:08No, it's fine.
28:09Laurel and John
28:09will probably be here
28:10by then.
28:10Okay.
28:12Well, tell me
28:13what the doctor
28:14said exactly.
28:15Uh, he's kind of a dick.
28:16He basically blew us off.
28:17We're trying to get updates,
28:18but...
28:19Well, maybe I can help.
28:19Where's he admitted?
28:21We're at, um,
28:21Providence General,
28:23but how?
28:25I will figure it out.
28:28I just want to do something.
28:29Um...
28:30Hey, how's Belly?
28:34She's fine.
28:35Yeah?
28:35Okay.
28:36Yeah?
28:37Yeah.
28:37Great.
28:38Okay.
28:40Well, just keep me updated,
28:41okay?
28:41Yeah, will do.
28:42All right.
28:45Dr. Namazi?
28:46Excuse me?
28:48What's up?
28:49A friend of mine
28:50was in a car accident.
28:52Uh, very close friend,
28:53more like family,
28:54and he's at
28:56Providence General.
28:57Is there any chance
28:58you know anyone
28:59in neurology there?
29:00The head of neurology
29:01is a friend of a friend.
29:02Well, his name is
29:03Stephen Conklin.
29:04Do you think there's
29:04any possible way
29:06that you could make a call?
29:09I'll see what I can do.
29:13Do you think you need
29:13to take the date?
29:17Uh, no.
29:18I'm good.
29:20Okay.
29:21Okay.
29:21Okay.
29:21Okay.
29:21I'm good.
29:42Jayra's in the lobby.
29:49Yeah, I know, babe.
29:51He just wants to be nearby if we need him.
29:53He's not gonna come try and talk to you or anything.
29:57That's so sweet.
30:00Why does he have to be so sweet?
30:02Should I text him?
30:05Isabel Conklin?
30:09Yeah.
30:11I'm Dr. Junquan. I head up the neurology team.
30:14I'm taking over your brother's case.
30:16Does that mean he's gotten worse?
30:17No, it means someone well-connected is looking out for you.
30:20I got a call from a colleague at Stanford.
30:24Steven is sedated and sleeping.
30:26He's stable, and I've ordered a CT scan.
30:28Have you seen him yet?
30:30Well, let's get you back there.
30:32We allow two visitors, immediate family only,
30:34so I'll presume this is Steven's other sister.
30:38Follow me.
30:40Any news on your friend?
30:48No.
30:49You sure you shouldn't just go out there?
30:51Well, I don't even know what I'd do if I did.
30:53It's not like I'm a doctor yet.
30:55Plus, we barely talked over the last few years.
30:58No cell phones.
31:01Yeah.
31:03How did everything go with those blood draws?
31:05Good.
31:06Great.
31:11This is mislabeled.
31:13Oh, that's, uh, that's mine.
31:15That's my mistake.
31:16A mistake that put your patient at risk.
31:18I'll fix it right now.
31:19You should have gone home when I gave you the chance.
31:21It won't happen again.
31:22No, it won't.
31:23You're done here.
31:24You're not ready for this.
31:27You're firing me for one mistake?
31:29Dr. Namazi, please, I didn't...
31:31You may see this as one mistake, but this is about you not knowing your limits, which makes
31:36you a walking liability.
31:37My liability.
31:38Dr. Namazi, I...
31:39No.
31:40You can always apply again next year.
32:07Steven, can I tell you a secret?
32:10I've never loved anyone like I love you.
32:16Do you know how scary that is?
32:23I know I act like I don't care, but I just, I care so, so much.
32:33And I'm always afraid that it's just a matter of time before you come to me and you tell me
32:36that I'm not worth it.
32:37You're just going to be like, actually, you're not worth it.
32:42So I figured if I just keep pushing you away and pretend that you don't mean anything to me, then you can't hurt me.
33:00And I don't know how to stop doing that.
33:01You know, the first time we got together, you remember you told me that you were like... you told me that you wouldn't give up on us.
33:13You have no idea how badly I wanted to believe you.
33:30I have good news. The CT scan is clear.
33:33The CT scan is clear? What does that mean?
33:35The swelling on Steven's brain has gone down and we can start weaning him off the sedatives.
33:39It'll be a while until he wakes up. We'll let you know when he's ready for visitors.
33:41Thank you. It's okay. He's going to be okay. I've just been scared.
33:44I have good news. The CT scan is clear.
33:49The CT scan is clear? What does that mean?
33:52The swelling on Steven's brain has gone down and we can start weaning him off the sedatives.
33:57It'll be a while until he wakes up. We'll let you know when he's ready for visitors.
34:00Thank you. It's okay. He's going to be okay. I've just been scared.
34:10I'm really sorry to dump this on you. I know you don't think that Steven and I should get back together.
34:20No, I never should have judged you.
34:23But you're right. I've been all over the place.
34:27Like not wanting to let go of Steven but still keeping Davis around is this like emotional buffer.
34:32It's shitty and selfish. And Steven was trying to do the right thing and I'm just freaked.
34:39But all this... I think that it made me realize that even though I'm so scared. I'm so scared to lose Steven again. I'm more scared not to try.
34:57I'm gonna... I'm gonna break up with Davis.
35:04Whatever you want to do, I support you.
35:09Alright, how rough do I look right now? Do I look hot?
35:22I'm not gonna lie to you. I look that bad.
35:26Just go back to the house, eat something, shower.
35:33You heard the doctor. He's not gonna be up for a little while anyway.
35:36Thanks babe.
35:38Hey...
35:43If you want to get back with Jeremiah, just do it.
35:50I never said that.
35:51And make him beg, obviously, but...
35:53Don't just throw away everything you guys have had for the past four years.
35:57Like, not if it's still what you want.
36:04I don't think it's still what you want.
36:06Okay.
36:07I'm sorry.
36:08I'm sorry.
36:09I don't think I'm sorry.
36:10Maybe I wasn't scared.
36:11I don't think I did in a while.
36:12Okay.
36:13Okay.
36:14Here's what we're doing.
36:15Okay.
36:16Okay.
36:17I'm sorry, we're gonna hurt.
36:18Come on.
36:19Okay.
36:20Mom.
36:21Come on.
36:23We gotta get up.
36:25Shut up.
36:27Still not a morning person, huh?
36:31My eyes are crispy.
36:35Can you bring me some of your contact solution?
36:38Yeah.
36:49Oh, my God.
36:52John, get in here!
36:55Oh, my God. Mom, where were you?
36:58Belly, I just got your messages.
36:59What's going on?
37:01Steven was in an accident. Is he okay?
37:03He's gonna be fine.
37:05I've been trying to keep it together,
37:07but I was so scared.
37:11Oh, man, shut up.
37:13I can't imagine how terrified you must have been.
37:15I'm so, so sorry.
37:18Have you been there all alone?
37:20No, no.
37:22Taylor's here, and she's been amazing.
37:25And Jer's here.
37:28He stayed all night.
37:30Mom, things have been so crazy.
37:32Listen, sweetheart, I'll be there as soon as I can,
37:34and I'll track down your dad and let him know.
37:39I love you so much, Belly.
37:41I love you, Mommy.
37:45What is that?
37:46Steven was in a car accident?
37:47He's okay.
37:48Okay. He's gonna be fine.
37:49Fuck.
37:50But Belly couldn't reach either of us last night.
37:52It's okay.
37:53Just meet me in the lobby in five.
37:55We hadn't seen each other much over the years,
38:18and we hadn't been alone together since...
38:20Hey.
38:21That day at the motel.
38:23Hey.
38:24Hey.
38:32Why are you holding a poker?
38:34Oh.
38:36Um...
38:37I thought you were a burglar.
38:38Of course you did.
38:44Where's Jer?
38:46He and your dad are on their way to Chamonix.
38:48Right.
38:51Aren't you supposed to be meeting them there?
38:54Yeah, my flight got delayed because of the weather.
38:57They were trying to rebook me for the 28th.
38:59Hmm.
39:00What are you doing here?
39:02My mom is on a retreat in the mountains,
39:05and Steven's in New York.
39:06I was all alone at home.
39:08So...
39:09You have chocolate all over your face.
39:22No, I don't.
39:23What did you do?
39:24You just stick your whole head in to save time?
39:38Shut it!
39:39No, I don't.
39:40What are you doing?
39:41What are you doing?
39:42You cold?
39:43I could start a fire.
39:50See, I think it's maybe a little late for a fire.
39:52I think I'm just gonna crash.
39:56Merry Christmas, Belly.
39:59It's really good to see you.
40:01You too.
40:15The next morning, right when I woke up,
40:17I had this funny feeling that he had already left.
40:23Ow!
40:24You okay?
40:34Oh, no.
40:35Leave me alone.
40:36You hurt?
40:37Can you move?
40:39I thought you were gone.
40:41Nope.
40:42Still here.
40:47Let me help you out.
40:48No, no, no.
40:49Ow.
40:50Just...
40:51Just give me a minute.
40:52Okay.
40:54How bad does it hurt on a scale from one to ten?
41:05Eleven.
41:06You're such a baby when it comes to pain.
41:08No, I'm not.
41:11I mean, that fall you took was no joke.
41:15Seriously, it was like when animals slip and fall
41:18in cartoons on banana peels.
41:21You calling me an animal?
41:24I'm gonna pick you up and I'm gonna carry you to the couch.
41:33No, no, no, no.
41:34Just, just, just, no.
41:35Just, I'm too heavy for you.
41:36Just leave me here.
41:37Okay.
41:38I know I can't bench press my body weight like Jer,
41:40but I can pick you up, Belly.
41:44Ready?
41:45Okay, come on.
41:46Okay.
41:47Ow.
41:48You're okay.
41:49Ready?
41:50What?
41:51Ow.
41:52Watch your legs.
41:54Ow.
41:55You're okay.
41:56Yeah.
41:57Ow.
41:58Ow.
41:59That's when I had this sudden thought.
42:12a part of me will always love you.
42:13A part of me will always love you.
42:15We spent the day together, but not together.
42:30Oh, to see without my eyes.
42:34The first time that you'll kiss me.
42:39Boundless by the time I cry.
42:43Entertainingly expressive H blank blank blank Y.
42:47Hemi.
42:48Hemi.
42:49Hemi.
42:50Hemi.
42:51I think this is the beginning of a beautiful friendship.
42:54She's better off of Laszlo.
42:55You're insane.
42:56Rick and Elsa are obviously meant for each other.
42:57Their little love story is nothing compared to the work that Laszlo was doing for the Resistance.
43:01Oh, my God.
43:02Yeah.
43:03What?
43:04What?
43:05I'm gonna get more Firewood.
43:06You're way too young to be this cynical.
43:07Yeah.
43:08Yeah.
43:09Yeah.
43:10Yeah.
43:11Strain.
43:12Bally.
43:13Hey.
43:14Bally.
43:15Hey.
43:16sorry my reception out here is terrible.
43:17I'm on a mountain.
43:18Yeah.
43:19Bally.
43:20Hey.
43:21Sorry my reception out here is terrible.
43:22I'm on a mountain.
43:23Really?
43:24Bally.
43:25Now, what are you doing now?
43:26No?
43:27No?
43:28I don't like her.
43:30Yeah, let's get her up.
43:31Yeah, what are you doing?
43:32What are you doing?
43:33I'm actually in Cousins. I got super lonely, so I drove up.
43:41Oh, nice. Did you bring Taylor?
43:44No, I came by myself.
43:46Well, I wish you were here with me. Comrade's flight got mad stuff because of the weather, so I'm stuck here with my dad.
43:52Yeah, he...
43:54What?
43:55Hello?
43:56Melody, can you hear me?
43:58Jer, I...
43:59I can hear what you're saying.
44:00Uh, never mind.
44:02I see you.
44:03What?
44:04Wait, uh, I'll show you tomorrow.
44:06Okay.
44:07Bye, Mel.
44:08Okay.
44:09Okay, love you.
44:15Hey, I...
44:16I would've told Jer that you're here, too.
44:18Don't worry about it.
44:19I never told Jeremiah that Conrad was with me at Cousins, because there was nothing to tell.
44:25Nothing happened with Conrad.
44:27Nothing was ever gonna happen.
44:29There was nothing.
44:30It was nothing.
44:31I never told him about it.
44:32I really told him about it.
44:33I was never going to kill him.
44:35I was never gonna kill him.
44:36It's fine, but go back before I came.
44:38I was never gonna kill him.
44:39The next morning, Conrad was gone.
44:41I was never gonna kill him.
44:42It was a mess.
44:43If you were people, it wasn't even pretty.
44:44...of his and my children were just gone.
44:46He left just like I thought he would.
44:47No good-bye, just gone like a ghost.
45:04Conrad Fisher, the ghost of Christmas past.
45:17When this love is over, shall I sleep within your bed?
45:25River of unhappiness, hold your hands upon my head,
45:34till I breathe my last breath.
45:38Oh, oh, oh, oh, is me.
45:43The last time that you touch me,
45:47the fall will once ever cease.
45:52Blast and be the mystery of love.
46:08Come in.
46:24Hey.
46:25Can you take your shoes off?
46:26I'm gonna be here for, like, a sec.
46:28I was just on my way in and...
46:30Came to rub it in my face that I got fired on day one?
46:32No, jerk. I wanted to see how your friend's doing.
46:34Yeah, he's gonna be okay. Thanks.
46:37Good.
46:38All right, this is for you?
46:41You're welcome.
46:43Um...
46:45So, look, um...
46:47About yesterday...
46:50I mean, we all know Namazi's a hard ass.
46:52I'm fine.
46:54Cool. Uh, that's...
46:57Actually, I was gonna say...
46:59that she kinda has a point.
47:02Uh-oh.
47:03I mean, look, you know I always tell you the truth, right?
47:06And the truth is that you're smart as hell, obviously,
47:09but you need to pay more attention to your feelings.
47:11Excuse me?
47:13Well, you can...
47:15deny your emotions all you want.
47:17They're not going anywhere.
47:19And...
47:21as long as you're afraid to face them,
47:23they'll run you, not the other way around.
47:25Hello.
47:26Would've been nice.
47:27Hello.
47:28Steven?
47:29You ready for a visitor?
47:30Hi.
47:31Oh, you're awake.
47:32Ow!
47:33Ow!
47:34Ow!
47:35Ow!
47:36Careful of his ribs.
47:37No, no.
47:38Break another one, why don't you?
47:39It's barely cracked, you baby.
47:40How's, uh...
47:41How's mom and dad?
47:42Where are they?
47:43They're on their way.
47:44Hey.
47:45Uh, hi.
47:46I'm gonna give you two a minute.
47:47I'm glad you're alive.
47:48You scared the shit out of everyone.
47:49You know that?
47:50Belly was worried to death.
47:51I knew you were just being a drama queen.
47:52Obviously.
47:53You scared the shit out of everyone.
47:54You know that?
47:55Belly was worried to death.
47:56I knew you were just being a drama queen.
47:57Obviously.
47:58I was in a coma.
47:59So...
48:00Yeah, but...
48:01Medically induced.
48:02Huh.
48:03Steven, I'm joking.
48:04I was worried about you, too.
48:05Obviously.
48:06Yeah.
48:07Yeah, you know, I've been thinking a lot about what you said since I was in my life.
48:10You're alive.
48:11You scared the shit out of everyone.
48:12You know that?
48:13Belly was worried to death.
48:14I knew you were just being a drama queen.
48:15Obviously.
48:16I was in a coma.
48:17So...
48:18Yeah, but...
48:20Medically induced.
48:21Huh.
48:22Steven, I'm joking.
48:27I was worried about you, too.
48:29Obviously.
48:30Yeah.
48:31You know, I've been thinking a lot about what you said since I woke up.
48:34You know, before the crash.
48:35Me, too.
48:36And you were right.
48:39You and me, we don't work.
48:43What?
48:48If we never ran into each other that day in New York, we would've just gone about our lives
48:53and been fine.
48:54So let's just pretend we didn't.
48:56I've never been able to think clearly when it comes to you, Ty.
49:06I couldn't let you go.
49:09You know I love a challenge, but...
49:15It is a wake-up call.
49:18You were right.
49:20You and me, we don't work.
49:22Hmm.
49:26Good.
49:27Then we're on the same page.
49:28Yeah, yeah.
49:29Finally.
49:30I'm gonna go find Belly.
49:31First loves are important.
49:44Conrad was mine.
49:46For the rest of my life, I would think of him fondly.
49:50The way you do your first pet.
49:52The first car you drove.
49:54But they're not as important as last.
50:09Steven's gonna be okay.
50:11Thank God.
50:17Do you wanna get some air?
50:20Yeah.
50:21Yeah.
50:22Yeah, I would love that.
50:25Yeah.
50:30I was...
50:31I am so mad at you.
50:34And you have every right to be.
50:36I'm sorry for what I did to you, and I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner.
50:39I'm sorry you found out the worst way possible.
50:43I know it's gonna take a lot of work for you to even begin to trust me again,
50:47but I am willing to do whatever it takes if you let me.
50:54I'm sorry too.
50:58Sorry for what?
51:01I'm sorry for everything leading up to that fight.
51:06And to Cabo.
51:10I can see how you thought we were broken up.
51:12You can?
51:17Yeah, but I...
51:18I don't understand how you could just move on to somebody else so easily.
51:22I mean, I could barely function.
51:25How were you okay enough to have sex with someone?
51:27No, Belly, I was completely numb that whole week.
51:30I didn't even feel like I was there when Lacey and I...
51:33when we had sex...
51:37after I...
51:38I just sat in the shower and cried for I don't...
51:40I don't even know how long.
51:43I was just thinking, how could I deserve you after that?
51:51Maybe we...
51:53shouldn't let one mistake erase all these years.
51:56I mean, if we both believe that what we have...
52:03is bigger than our mistakes, then...
52:07maybe we can just start over.
52:10I want that, Bells.
52:12I-I want that so much.
52:15You can't ever hurt me like that again.
52:18I promise.
52:23I promise.
52:26I don't want to mess this up again.
52:42We won't.
52:44After Steven, I-I get it now.
52:47Life's too short...
52:49not to spend it with the person that you love.
52:51I want to be with you always, no matter what.
52:57I just can't imagine my life without you.
53:00Me either.
53:02Belly has always been our story.
53:03Yours...
53:05and mine.
53:06Nobody else's.
53:11What are you thinking?
53:14The future is just crazy.
53:16I don't know what, say it.
53:17Would you...
53:18Yes.
53:20You don't even know what I'm about to say.
53:23Try me.
53:25Isabel Conklin?
53:27Will you marry me?
53:29Yes.
53:30Yeah, I'll marry you.
53:32I swear I've known you were longer than-
53:49I love you.
53:51I love you too.
53:53I love you too.
53:55I love you.
54:23We met each other.
54:25I bet we've sailed the Milky Way.
54:28Walked on the sun together.
54:30How could I forget those emerald eyes?
54:39They took me by surprise, but suddenly I missed your face.
54:44I knew that smile from miles away.
54:48I knew that I have loved you forever and a day, a day.
55:03In all my lungs, I'm waiting every time to hear you say,
55:12I'll be yours forever and a day.
55:16I don't believe in destiny, but I might have to stay.
55:40Your melodies, they're changing me.
55:46I'm yours forever.
56:10You can't really live by my soul, but I'm not coming back yet.
56:18I'm not coming back to you.
56:20But there are more of the things you can see in your life.
56:22I see you next time.
56:24You're welcome.
56:26That's just a great plan.
56:28You don't have a desire for me.
56:29You're welcome.
56:30You're welcome, and you're welcome.
56:34You're welcome.
56:36You don't have any questions.
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