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00:00Previously on The Summer I Turned Pretty, I told everyone that I applied to Finch because it was a good school.
00:17The truest of all was that I just wanted to be near him.
00:21Now here we are.
00:22We are gonna do this for the rest of our lives.
00:25I got off the waitlist for study abroad.
00:26Paris.
00:27Have you and Conrad started your speech for the dedication ceremony?
00:30Half of Cousins is coming to see Susanna's memorial garden.
00:33I went to get my cap and gown and my name wasn't on the list.
00:35I'm not graduating.
00:36We keep coming back to each other, it feels like it's never really over.
00:39I got that summer clinic job.
00:41Have you ever been in love?
00:42Once.
00:43So what was her name?
00:44Belly.
00:45Wait, like your brother's girlfriend?
00:46Hey, Jer, look, I am not gonna be able to make the dedication.
00:51Oh, it happens in Cabo, stays in Cabo.
00:54Did you hook up with Lacey Barone during spring break?
00:56Shit.
00:57It happened when we were on a break.
00:58It didn't mean anything to me.
00:59It means something to me!
01:00I swear to you!
01:01You ruined everything!
01:03Bells, can we go on a coffee run?
01:10I thought you said you had to get at least a B on your media ethics midterm or you were so screwed.
01:30Fine.
01:31You are no fun.
01:33Hmm.
01:34Hmm.
01:35Wait, what's this important flight update for Cabo?
01:42Since when are you going to Cabo?
01:44Yeah, I told you about the last minute flight of boats.
01:47I think I would have remembered you going to Mexico.
01:50Oh, well, Bells, this is my last spring break and you're gonna be in Philly, so...
01:54Yeah, but we said we might meet up in Cousins and I thought you were trying to spend more time with your dad.
01:59Okay, don't try to guilt trip me about my dad. I just saw him last weekend.
02:03Did something happen with you guys? You've been kinda moody since then.
02:08Something worse than visiting my dead mom's grave? No.
02:12Hey, okay, that's... that's not fair. I just... I think you're being a little bit selfish.
02:19Okay, sorry. Can you just stop riding me? If you want to come to Cabo, then just come.
02:23No, I don't want to crash your boys trip.
02:25It's not just boys. The sororities are going too.
02:28Oh, so girls were invited, just not girlfriends. Cool.
02:31Look, I promise I'm not interested in whatever wet t-shirt contest or whatever it is that you're picturing.
02:36It's not that. Then what is it? What is wrong with you right now?
02:39You're the one who didn't even tell me that you're leaving the country.
02:41Yeah, because you hate anything having to do with frats.
02:43When did I ever say that?
02:45You don't have to. I can feel you judging us.
02:47Sorry if I'm a dumbass who's probably gonna bomb his midterm.
02:50Sorry if I want to have a little fun at spring break, and I'm sorry that I'm not some straight-A overachiever going to med school like Conrad.
02:55Oh, my God! What? Please... please don't put your inferiority complex on me.
03:00I wonder where that came from.
03:02Well, it didn't start with me, so maybe look at your dad.
03:05Wow.
03:07Well, if you think I'm so stupid and selfish, then why are you even with me?
03:10Fuck it. I won't waste your time.
03:12You're being ridiculous right now.
03:13You think everything I do is ridiculous, and I'm sick of it. So let's just end it.
03:17Are you serious?
03:18Yes. I'm serious.
03:19Okay, fine. If that's how you feel.
03:21It is.
03:22Great. Okay, awesome. Bye.
03:23Bye.
03:26I went home for spring break, and we still hadn't talked.
03:30I can't believe it's been five days and he still hasn't texted me.
03:36Haven't you also not texted him?
03:39Yeah, but he's the one who picked the fight out of nowhere.
03:42Why don't you just come with me to New York for a couple of days?
03:45We can, like, run around the city after I crushed my interview.
03:48I'm too depressed.
03:49Stop looking at Instagram.
03:51I just still don't even know what the hell happened.
03:54Just like...
03:56Okay, I'm heading out!
03:57Bye, Mom!
03:59Well, the good news is he looks emotionally destroyed.
04:02I mean, I knew he was down about his grades, but I...
04:05Just stop obsessing.
04:06You wanna know what's going on, why don't you ask him?
04:09Yeah, but he's the one who...
04:10Just talk to him when he gets back.
04:12Guys are like dogs.
04:13They hide when they've screwed up,
04:15and even the world's best boyfriend is gonna fuck up sometimes.
04:18You know he feels bad about it.
04:20Like, it's Jer.
04:21You're his oxygen.
04:22He can't breathe without you.
04:29I really thought Taylor was right.
04:31So when we got back to school, I went to see him.
04:36Are you really not gonna come find me?
04:38I mean, you pick a fight, walk out the door,
04:40and I don't hear from you for a week?
04:42I'm a total asshole, Billy.
04:44I fucked up, and I fucked up really bad.
04:46Hey, no, it's okay.
04:50No.
04:51No, it's not.
04:53I had a shitty week, and I took it out on you.
04:56I'm just sorry.
04:58I'm sorry, Billy.
04:59Look, I mean...
05:00We had a fight.
05:03It's not the end of the world.
05:07What does this mean?
05:09Does this mean you wanna get back together?
05:12We never stopped being together.
05:19Billy, when I was in Cabo,
05:22I-I thought...
05:24I just thought we were...
05:34I just can't believe I almost lost you over something so stupid.
05:39You could never lose me.
05:41I got you this.
05:52I was just on the beach, and I was just thinking about you.
05:55I didn't even know if you would ever talk again, but...
05:58It's really stupid, and you don't have to wear it.
06:00No.
06:01I love it.
06:06I love you.
06:07It's worth it.
06:11It's worth it.
06:20It's worth it.
06:22It's worth it.
06:23It's not worth this.
06:51Taylor's here.
06:52I'm asleep, kind of.
06:59She's asleep.
07:00Okay, I just want to talk to her.
07:02I think she should rest right now.
07:04Okay, fine.
07:06This is a breakfast burrito, extra crispy bacon,
07:09the way she likes it.
07:10Just make sure she eats something.
07:11Okay.
07:13Bye.
07:15We got you.
07:16Ellie, I swear, I obviously had no idea about Lacey.
07:25You know I would have killed them both for you.
07:26Okay?
07:27Please just call me back.
07:28Like, just call me back.
07:30Oh, no.
07:31I wouldn't get any closer unless you want your balls cut off.
07:34Please just tell me how she is.
07:35I don't know.
07:36She won't talk to me either.
07:37Your side chick is in my sorority,
07:39so now I'm just, like, guilty by association.
07:41Taylor, please hear me out.
07:42No, I have always been on your side.
07:44I was the freaking CEO of Team Jeremiah now to find out
07:46that you're the scummy little fucking hot tub cheater.
07:48It's insane.
07:49I didn't cheat.
07:50We were on a break.
07:51No.
07:52That's bullshit.
07:53You're not getting off on this, like, technicality.
07:55You were broken up for all of two seconds, Jeremiah.
07:58And then you got her this, like, cheap-ass puka shell bracelet
08:01to make it up to her.
08:02Like, what are you doing?
08:03What are you thinking?
08:04What?
08:05You're the expert on cheating now, huh?
08:06Excuse me?
08:07You heard me.
08:08How are Davis and Mia?
08:10Don't turn it around on me.
08:12You were supposed to be the ideal.
08:14You were supposed to deserve her.
08:16But you don't, and you probably never did.
08:21Can you get out of here?
08:33Hey, this is Taylor.
08:34Leave a message.
08:38Adam called you in for this meeting, too, huh?
08:40Yep, yeah.
08:42Fine way to spend a Sunday.
08:44Mm-hmm.
08:45Sitting in the background while the grown-ups talk.
08:47Did you, uh, get to the dossier I sent you on Friday?
08:50Yep.
08:51Yep, yep, yeah, yeah, yeah.
08:53So you saw at StarrcadeX?
08:56StarrcadeX?
08:57Like, like, the gaming startup?
08:59Oh, my God.
09:00I knew you were a gamer.
09:01Jesus, would be a bigger nerd cliche, please.
09:02Wait, no.
09:03No, relax.
09:04All right, I used to program that shit.
09:06Computer engineering at Princeton?
09:07Right.
09:08Remember?
09:09Yes, how could I forget?
09:10It is in your email signature.
09:12Mm-hmm.
09:13Look, just do me a favor, all right?
09:15Read the dossier, and then call your girlfriend.
09:19Okay?
09:20Yeah, well, I actually, um, I actually broke up with my girlfriend.
09:24That was, uh, that was my ex.
09:26Well, ex?
09:27Ex?
09:28Oh, my God, no, no, no.
09:29Stop.
09:30Immediately, no.
09:31I'm, uh, no personal stuff, all right?
09:33I'm not the coworker who's gonna be invested in your little dramas.
09:37I don't care.
09:38Yeah.
09:41All right, um, StarrcadeX?
09:44Every VC shop is gonna try to move on this company, all right?
09:46So we really need to be on the ball with us.
09:48Copy.
09:49Copy.
09:50Got you.
10:31you just have to make it to the library one thing at a time yeah but everything
10:38leads to him like i i can't just study i also have to call and quit my summer job because
10:48obviously i'm not going to be in cousins because jeremiah and then i have to figure out how to
10:55tell my mom that i can't bring myself to go to susanna's memorial because again jeremiah
11:00and i might never even go to the summer house again because of fucking jeremiah so okay one
11:06thing at a time it's not gonna work for you no no nothing's gonna work because everything is
11:10oh my god
11:13hey you're gonna be okay i'll meet you after study group it's not just lacy i can't avoid
11:24i see jeremiah everywhere
11:27even when he isn't really there
11:33boxes i send them your way hoping life brings you no new pain
11:39i rearrange my memories i try to rewrite our life
11:47but no matter how i try to and no matter how i want to
12:00and no matter how easy things could be if i did
12:09and no matter how guilty i still feel staying good
12:16i wish i hated you
12:18our shadows dance in a parallel plane
12:22just two different endings you learn to repair
12:26and i learn to keep me in one place
12:30everywhere i go there's a memory of us
12:33from when we were golden
12:40so i just need to not be here
12:54hi mom hi um quick question can you send me my birth certificate overnight if possible
13:05hello to you too my loving daughter i'm fine thanks for asking how are you
13:09sorry how are you mom
13:12i had an extremely dull conference which means i am nowhere near your birth certificate
13:16what do you need it for anyway
13:18a passport i found out i got off the wait list for pairs
13:24that's fantastic
13:26honey congratulations
13:29how's jr taking it
13:31i know he'll miss you but he must be so proud
13:33yeah
13:35um mom i gotta go
13:37okay love you
13:39bro
13:45you're tweaking
13:46you need to
13:48level out
13:49try this new indica i got
13:51may help ease the pain
13:52i just lost the most important person in my life
13:55sorry if i don't have the energy to be alive
13:57oh you don't think i know about breakups
13:59i know about breakups
14:00you saw me after sean
14:01you two were together for two seconds red bird
14:03felt like something to me
14:04i can't believe i fucked it up this bad
14:07dude i i i dig your girl
14:10i really do
14:11and i say this with love
14:12but
14:13you two were broken up
14:14right
14:15and you were wasted as hell
14:17and lacy was all over your shit
14:18bro it's not an excuse
14:20i should have told her as soon as i got back
14:22well yeah
14:23yeah probably
14:24probably
14:34belly's been
14:35the center of my world
14:37since i lost my mom
14:42she's everything to me
14:46and losing her feels like
14:47it feels like i'm losing
14:50the best part of myself
14:54well that's beautiful man
15:01so fight for her
15:02stop saying you're sorry
15:04find a way to show her
15:08make it sound so easy
15:09make it sound so easy
15:10i don't think it's supposed to be
15:17i just can't believe it
15:18he acts so devoted
15:19but he's just as shady as the rest
15:22i swear if he comes to our dorm
15:23it's on sight
15:24don't smile please
15:26that won't be a problem
15:27it kind of sucks you're not leaving for Paris tomorrow
15:31do you think i'm being too hard on him?
15:33look
15:36if he really thought
15:38you were broken up
15:40technically it's not cheating
15:41but
15:42to keep it a secret
15:43that tells me
15:44he knew what he did was wrong
15:45and he chose to keep it from you
15:48that's the part i can't get over
15:52what annika didn't know
15:53was that
15:54i had a secret too
15:57it was the day after christmas last year
15:59my mom was at a writer's retreat
16:01steven was visiting friends
16:02jare was going skiing with his dad and conrad
16:05i figured
16:06why be home alone
16:07when i could be at my favorite place in the world
16:10so i borrowed steven's car and went to cousins
16:19ah shit
16:21shit shit shit
16:23oh my god
16:24okay what would kevin do?
16:25what would kevin do?
16:26what would kevin do?
16:27okay
16:29oh my god
16:30i can't believe
16:31okay
16:33skiffed
16:34i can't believe
16:36no
16:37we have to be a friend
16:38Stephen open up it's me
16:39Stephen, open up. It's me.
16:50Billy.
16:51You okay?
16:53Yeah. Yeah. Sorry.
16:55Just the flash got to me.
16:57Okay.
16:58Next.
17:09Billy, no, please don't leave.
17:13I made the biggest mistake of my life.
17:15Please just talk to me.
17:18Look, I'll tell you anything.
17:20I'll tell you anything.
17:20I just don't want any more secrets between us.
17:24Okay.
17:29How did it happen?
17:32Look, I was really sad.
17:33I was drunk.
17:36She was just there.
17:40How many times?
17:46Twice.
17:49Jared, how could you do this to me?
17:51Billy, please.
17:52I know I don't deserve you,
17:54but I love you more than anyone else in the world,
17:56and it kills me to see you hurting,
17:58and I would do anything to take it back.
17:59Stop. You can't undo what you did.
18:02Billy, please.
18:04I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.
18:05I've never loved anyone but you.
18:08I love him, too.
18:10And I want to forgive him.
18:12I just don't know how.
18:16You were supposed to be the one person
18:18who would never hurt me.
18:21And are you the person who hurt me the most?
18:23Laurel.
18:35Elliot.
18:36Hey.
18:36Hey.
18:38Oh, fancy books you got there.
18:40Oh, yeah.
18:40You know, well, I've already read the Moncrief translation twice, so...
18:43As one does.
18:44Yeah.
18:45Yeah, I've decided it's the year that I finally read
18:48in the original French.
18:52Go for it.
18:53Live on the edge.
18:55You know, um...
18:56You and I, we could start our own book group
18:58if, uh, if you're interested.
19:01Unfortunately, Professor Park dropped out of French
19:03her first year of college.
19:05John?
19:06What are you doing here?
19:07Open up a word with you.
19:08In private.
19:10Professor.
19:11Okay.
19:13See you later, Elliot.
19:14Uh, sure.
19:16Yeah.
19:16Um, I'll be at the, uh, Flaubert Symposium
19:19if you want to drop by.
19:20Okay.
19:21Sounds great.
19:22Okay.
19:22What was that?
19:27So, TAs are allowed to flirt with professors now?
19:29He's an adjunct, and maybe I was flirting back.
19:32Well, then I was doing him a favor.
19:34You'd have eaten him alive in, well, five minutes.
19:36What's a history professor doing at a lit conference, anyway?
19:39Researching potential crossover courses.
19:41Our provost is looking for ways to make history sexy again.
19:45And a lit conference is definitely the way to do that.
19:48Shoot me, Dad.
19:49Please make your way in the ballroom.
19:51B for tropes of old English epic poetry.
19:58That sounds...
19:59Worrying as shit.
20:00Yeah.
20:02Okay.
20:06New plan.
20:07We find somewhere to drink this.
20:08Steal a wine opener.
20:09I can't do that.
20:10Pull your weight.
20:21I can't do that.
20:22I can't do that.
20:23I can't do that.
20:23I can't do that.
20:24I can't do that.
20:24I can't do that.
20:24I can't do that.
20:25I can't do that.
20:25I can't do that.
20:26I can't do that.
20:26Okay.
20:27Welcome to day one.
20:29By the end of the summer, I expect half of you will still be here.
20:33Don't piss me off, and we'll be fine.
20:37Okay.
20:38First patient.
20:39We have a 15-year-old boy, came in following a seizure.
20:43Any thoughts on what might be going on?
20:44Wow.
20:46I want to start off with our first years.
20:48What do you say?
20:49Well, it could...
20:51Uh, could be puberty hormones.
20:54He's 15.
20:55Uh, could also...
20:55He's also recovering from the flu, and fevers are the most common cause of seizures at his age.
21:00Very good.
21:01They also gave him nausea meds at the ER, and that does increase risk.
21:04Good catch.
21:06Sometimes it's just the obvious answer.
21:08Absolutely.
21:09Thank you, Dr. Namazi.
21:10I'll keep that in mind.
21:11Okay.
21:12Next patient.
21:14Are you trying to make me the med student that gets cut on day one?
21:17I'm sure it's just a mess.
21:18It's fine.
21:19I'll take that.
21:19I'll make it up in the next one.
21:21Look, I know that climbing up Namazi's ass is just a coping mechanism for your all-consuming
21:24love for your brother's girlfriend.
21:26Why did I tell you that?
21:27Because you were, like, yearning to.
21:30Or whatever.
21:31Safest place to hang out at an academic conference is in the hotel gym.
21:36Nice!
21:37Give me your phone.
21:38Mine's dead, and I want to call the kids.
21:40It's in my room.
21:41Also, the kids are fine.
21:42And also, you're upside down.
21:44Yes.
21:44Yes, I am.
21:47What are you doing?
21:51Getting some things off my chest.
21:53Why did I ask?
21:54You know, even though our marriage went to shit, we ended up being pretty good co-parents.
22:02Yes, we did.
22:07Oh, my God.
22:08I just remembered.
22:10Belly called me today to say she is studying abroad next semester in Paris.
22:15Oh, do you know how the Parisian police found Quasimodo?
22:20They followed a hunch.
22:23Please never tell that joke again.
22:25You used to love my jokes.
22:27You used to laugh so hard, beer would come out your nose.
22:29In fact, wasn't that why you slept with me on our first date?
22:32I was fake laughing, and I planned to sleep with you all along.
22:35You did?
22:40Mind if I work in?
22:42Uh, no.
22:43It's all yours.
22:43We're done here.
22:44Appreciate it.
22:44Why are you here?
23:01What are you...
23:02You haven't responded to my text all day.
23:04It's finals.
23:05It's a stressful time.
23:07Tay, are you okay?
23:08What's wrong?
23:10I'm hungry.
23:11Okay, then let's just grab some food.
23:15Come on, get in.
23:20Okay.
23:36So, uh...
23:38Uh, where do you want to go eat?
23:42I don't know.
23:49What?
23:54Uh...
23:54I broke up with Mia.
24:01I hope you didn't do that for me.
24:04What?
24:04Uh, sorry.
24:10I just...
24:11I thought you'd be happy that I just wanted to be with you.
24:14Even after the other night, sleeping over...
24:16Steven, I...
24:17You're wrong.
24:18And I've told you before, I just want this to be casual.
24:20Okay, it's never casual with you and me.
24:23Taylor, you know that.
24:24Let's just stop fucking around, you know, and do it for real so we don't keep hurting other people.
24:28They don't even know about us!
24:29That doesn't matter.
24:29It's still messed up.
24:32Taylor, I want you and me to have a fresh start.
24:34You know, free and clear and clean.
24:36Steven, we've tried before.
24:38We've tried a million times.
24:39We were kids then.
24:39It doesn't...
24:39We don't work.
24:40It never works.
24:41Taylor, you are the only girl I want to be with.
24:44What?
24:44I'm telling you.
24:45I think I love you.
24:46Stop!
24:46No, don't...
24:47I can't do this.
24:48What are you talking...
24:49Can you pull over and let me out of the fucking car?
24:51Taylor, no.
24:52Taylor, I need you to listen to me.
24:53Please.
24:53That's all I'm asking for.
24:54Steven, please just let me out of the car.
24:55We're in the middle of the road, Taylor.
24:56I don't care.
24:57I want to leave.
24:58Pull over and let me out of the fucking car.
25:01Fine, fine, fine.
25:03Fuck.
25:04Here, I'm pulling over, okay?
25:11Taylor, what the fuck?
25:26Taylor, I told you I don't want...
25:30Oh, my God.
25:36Taylor.
25:36I'm really sorry.
25:42What happened?
25:43Were you with him or you were...
25:45What happened?
25:47I wasn't in the car.
25:49Okay.
25:50We were arguing.
25:53I jumped out and he was trying to come after me.
25:57Okay.
25:59What?
26:07It's just my fault.
26:09No, no, no, it's not your fault.
26:12Yeah.
26:13You're with Steven Conklin?
26:15Yeah, yeah.
26:16Is he okay?
26:17Initial scans show a cracked rib and a cerebral contusion.
26:22Cerebral contusion?
26:23It's a bruise on the brain.
26:25We won't know how serious it is until the swelling goes down.
26:27Until then, we'll keep him sedated.
26:30So we just wait and see?
26:31Is that it?
26:31There's some paperwork to fill out and someone will need to make decisions on his behalf.
26:35Can that be one of you?
26:37I'm his sister.
26:38His sister works.
26:39Okay.
26:40Um, what kind of decisions do I...
26:42It's in the paperwork there.
26:46Uh-huh.
26:47I need to try my parents again.
26:50I couldn't...
26:50Okay, I will try them.
26:52I will do it.
26:54I don't know Steven's fucking insurance, if he's on our parents' insurance or his job.
26:58How am I supposed to know his fucking blood type?
27:00I think I remember Steven bragging about being a universal donor.
27:05Of course, you can brag about anything.
27:10Okay, O negative.
27:12He's O negative.
27:14Okay.
27:15I'm going to try your parents again.
27:16Okay.
27:16I don't...
27:17I think I should, uh, let a few other people know, too.
27:22You want me to call Jer?
27:23I don't know.
27:27Oh, an hour ago, I wanted to throw up thinking about him, but now I just...
27:31I just wish he was here.
27:35You know what to say to make me feel bad.
27:41I'm going to be your Jer today.
27:44Okay, we'll track down your parents.
27:46I will call Jer's dumbass, too.
27:48Okay?
27:49Just...
27:49Just fill out the paperwork and leave the rest to me.
27:52I'm going to do it.
27:54Um, can you call, uh, Conra, too?
27:56Because he just might understand what all this means?
28:00Yeah, I got you.
28:01I'm going to call Conrad.
28:06Well, I'll hop on the next flight.
28:08No, it's fine.
28:09Laurel and John will probably be here by then.
28:10Okay.
28:12Well, tell me what the doctor said exactly.
28:15Uh, he's kind of a dick.
28:16He basically blew us off.
28:17We're trying to get updates, but...
28:19Well, maybe I can help.
28:19Where's he admitted?
28:21We're at, um, Providence General.
28:24But how?
28:25I will figure it out.
28:28I just want to do something.
28:32Hey, how's Belly?
28:34She's fine.
28:35Yeah?
28:35Okay.
28:36Yeah?
28:37Yeah.
28:37Great.
28:38Okay.
28:40Well, just keep me updated, okay?
28:41Yeah, will do.
28:42All right.
28:45Dr. Namazi?
28:47Excuse me?
28:48What's up?
28:49A friend of mine was in a car accident.
28:52Uh, very close friend, more like family.
28:54And he's at Providence General.
28:57Is there any chance you know anyone in neurology there?
29:00The head of neurology is a friend of a friend.
29:02Well, his name is Stephen Conklin.
29:03Do you think there's any possible way that you could make a call?
29:09I'll see what I can do.
29:12Do you think you need to take the date?
29:17Uh, no.
29:19I'm good.
29:20Okay.
29:25Okay.
29:26Jared's in the lobby.
29:52Yeah, I know, babe.
29:53He just wants to be nearby if we need him.
29:56He's not going to come try and talk to you or anything.
29:59That's so sweet.
30:01Why does he have to be so sweet?
30:04Should I text him?
30:09Isabel Conklin?
30:11Yeah.
30:12I'm Dr. Jun Kwan.
30:13I head up the neurology team.
30:14I'm taking over your brother's case.
30:16Does that mean he's gotten worse?
30:17No, it means someone well-connected is looking out for you.
30:20I got a call from a colleague at Stanford.
30:25Stephen is sedated and sleeping.
30:26He's stable, and I've ordered a CT scan.
30:29Have you seen him yet?
30:31Well, let's get you back there.
30:32We allow two visitors, immediate family only,
30:35so I'll presume this is Stephen's other sister.
30:38Follow me.
30:39Any news on your friend?
30:49No.
30:50You sure you shouldn't just go out there?
30:52I don't even know what I'd do if I did.
30:54It's not like I'm a doctor yet.
30:56Plus, we barely talked over the last few years.
30:58No cell phones?
31:02Yeah.
31:03How did everything go with those blood draws?
31:05Good.
31:06Great.
31:11This is mislabeled.
31:14Oh, that's, uh, that's mine.
31:16That's my mistake.
31:17A mistake that put your patient at risk.
31:19I'll fix it right now.
31:20You should have gone home when I gave you the chance.
31:21It won't happen again.
31:22No, it won't.
31:24You're done here.
31:25You're not ready for this.
31:28You're firing me for one mistake?
31:30Dr. Namazi, please, I didn't...
31:32You may see this as one mistake,
31:34but this is about you not knowing your limits,
31:36which makes you a walking liability, my liability.
31:39Dr. Namazi, I...
31:41No.
31:42You can always apply again next year.
31:43...scrusters to OR4.
31:45...scrusters to OR4.
31:48...starting...
31:49Steven, can I tell you a secret?
32:10I've never loved anyone like I love you.
32:16Do you know how scary that is?
32:18I know I act like I don't care,
32:26but I just, I care so, so much.
32:33And I'm always afraid that it's just a matter of time
32:35before you come to me and you tell me that I'm not worth it.
32:38You're just gonna be like,
32:40actually, you're not worth it.
32:42So I figured if I just keep pushing you away
32:57and pretend that you don't mean anything to me,
33:00then you can't hurt me.
33:03And I don't know how to stop doing that.
33:06You know, the first time we got together,
33:19you remember you told me that you were, like,
33:21you told me that you wouldn't give up on us.
33:27You have no idea how badly I wanted to believe you.
33:30I have good news.
33:49The CT scan is clear.
33:51The CT scan is clear?
33:52What does that mean?
33:53The swelling on Steven's brain has gone down,
33:55and we can start weaning him off the sedatives.
33:57It'll be a while until he wakes up.
33:59We'll let you know when he's ready for visitors.
34:05It's okay.
34:06He's gonna be okay.
34:08I've just been scared.
34:17I'm really sorry to dump this on you.
34:19I know you don't think that's even a match to get back together.
34:21No, I never should have judged you.
34:24But you're right.
34:25I've been all over the place.
34:28Like, not wanting to let go of Steven,
34:30but still keeping Davis around
34:31is this, like, emotional buffer.
34:33It's shitty and selfish.
34:37And Steven was trying to do the right thing,
34:39and I'm just freaked.
34:41But all this, it's like...
34:43I think that it made me realize that even though I'm so scared,
34:53I'm so scared to lose Steven again,
34:55I'm more scared not to try.
35:02I'm gonna...
35:03I'm gonna break up with Davis.
35:07Whatever you want to do,
35:08I support you.
35:18All right, how rough do I look right now?
35:21Do I look hot?
35:22I'm not gonna lie to you.
35:24I look that bad.
35:28Just go back to the house.
35:30Eat something.
35:31Shower.
35:34You heard the doctor.
35:35He's not gonna be up for a little while anyway.
35:37Thanks, babe.
35:38Hey, babe.
35:47If you want to get back with Jeremiah,
35:49just do it.
35:51I never said that.
35:52And make him beg, obviously,
35:53but don't just throw away everything
35:56you guys have had for the past four years.
36:02Like, not if it's still what you want.
36:03We gotta get up.
36:26Shut up.
36:29Still not a morning person, huh?
36:30My eyes are crispy.
36:36Can you bring me some of your contact solution?
36:38Yeah.
36:50Oh, my God.
36:53John, get in here.
36:55Oh, my God.
36:56Mom, where were you?
36:58Belly, I just got your messages.
36:59What's going on?
37:01Stephen was in an accident.
37:02Is he okay?
37:03He's gonna be fine.
37:06I've been trying to keep it together,
37:07but I was so scared.
37:11Oh, man, shut up.
37:13I can't imagine how terrified you must have been.
37:16I'm so, so sorry.
37:18Have you been there all alone?
37:20No, no.
37:21Um, Taylor's here, and she's been amazing, and Jare's here.
37:28He stayed all night.
37:30Mom, things have been so crazy.
37:33Listen, sweetheart, I'll be there as soon as I can,
37:35and, um, I'll track down your dad and let him know.
37:40I love you so much, Belly.
37:42I love you, Mom.
37:46Steve was in a car accident?
37:47He's okay.
37:48Okay.
37:48He's gonna be fine.
37:49Fuck.
37:50But Belly couldn't reach either of us last minute.
37:52It's okay.
37:53Just meet me in the lobby in five.
37:54We hadn't seen each other much over the years,
38:19and we hadn't been alone together since...
38:21Hey.
38:22...that day at the motel.
38:24Hey.
38:24Hey.
38:32Why are you holding a poker?
38:35Oh, um, I thought you were a burglar.
38:39Of course you did.
38:45Where's Jare?
38:46He and your dad are on their way to Chamonix.
38:51Right.
38:51Aren't you supposed to be meeting them there?
38:55Yeah, my flight got delayed because of the weather.
38:58They were trying to rebook me for the 28th.
39:00What are you doing here?
39:03My mom is on a retreat in the mountains, and Stephen's in New York.
39:07I was all alone at home.
39:08You have chocolate all over your face.
39:14You have chocolate all over your face.
39:36No, I don't.
39:36What did you do?
39:37You just stick your whole head in to save time?
39:39Shut it.
39:41No, I don't.
39:42You cold, I could start a fire.
39:50So I think it's maybe a little late for a fire.
39:53I think I'm just going to crash.
39:56Merry Christmas, Belly.
39:59It's really good to see you.
40:06You too.
40:12The next morning, right when I woke up, I had this funny feeling that he had already
40:20left.
40:23Ow!
40:24Ow!
40:25You okay?
40:33Oh, no, leave me alone.
40:37Are you hurt?
40:37Can you move?
40:39I thought you were gone.
40:41Nope.
40:42Still here.
40:44Ow!
40:47Let me help you out.
40:48No, no, no.
40:49Ow!
40:50Just, just give me a minute.
40:52Okay.
40:52How bad does it hurt on a scale from one to ten?
41:05Eleven.
41:06You're such a baby when it comes to pain.
41:08No, I'm not.
41:11I mean, that fall you took was no joke.
41:13Seriously, it was like when animals slip and fall in cartoons on banana peels.
41:21You calling me an animal?
41:26Ow!
41:30I'm going to pick you up and I'm going to carry you to the couch.
41:33No, no, no, no.
41:34Just, just, just, no.
41:36Just, I'm too heavy for you.
41:37Just leave me here.
41:38I know I can't bench press my body weight like Jare, but I can pick you up, Belly.
41:43Ready?
41:47Okay, come on.
41:48Okay.
41:49Ow!
41:50You're okay.
41:52Ready?
41:52Why?
41:53Ow!
41:57Watch your legs.
42:01Ow!
42:02You're okay.
42:03Yeah.
42:04Ow!
42:10That's when I had this sudden thought.
42:12That a part of me will always love you.
42:27We spent the day together, but not together.
42:30Entertainingly expressive, H-blank-blank-blank-blank-Y.
42:48Hmm.
42:51Hemi.
42:53Hemi?
42:54I think this is the beginning of a beautiful friendship.
43:04She's better off with Laszlo.
43:06You're insane.
43:08Rick and Elsa are obviously meant for each other.
43:10Their little love story is nothing compared to the work that Laszlo was doing for the Resistance.
43:15Oh, my God.
43:16What?
43:17I'm going to get more firewood.
43:18You know, you are way too young to be this cynical.
43:22Yeah, yeah.
43:30Hey.
43:32Belly.
43:32Hey, sorry.
43:33My reception out here is terrible.
43:34I'm on a mountain freezing my balls off.
43:36What are you up to?
43:37I'm actually in Cousins.
43:39I got super lonely, so I drove up.
43:42Oh, nice.
43:42Uh, did you bring Taylor?
43:44No, I came by myself.
43:47Well, I wish you were here with me.
43:48Comrade's flight got mad stuff because of the weather, so I'm stuck here with my dad.
43:52Yeah, he, uh...
43:54What?
43:56Hello?
43:56Belly.
43:57Can you hear me?
43:58Yeah, I...
43:59I can't hear what you're saying.
44:00Uh, never mind.
44:02What?
44:04Wait, uh, I'll be sure you're tomorrow.
44:06Okay.
44:06Bye, Bells.
44:07Okay.
44:08Okay, love you.
44:09Hey, I...
44:15I would have told Jer that you're here, too, to get...
44:18Don't worry about it.
44:19I never told Jeremiah that Conrad was with me at Cousins, because there was nothing to tell.
44:24Nothing happened with Conrad.
44:27Nothing was ever gonna happen.
44:28The next morning, Conrad was gone.
44:44He left just like I thought he would.
44:49No goodbye.
44:51Just gone like a ghost.
44:53Conrad Fisher, the ghost of Christmas past.
45:07Blackbird on my shoulder
45:11And what difference does it make
45:15When this love is over
45:20Shall I sleep within your bed
45:23River of unhappiness
45:29Hold your hands upon my head
45:32Till I breathe my last breath
45:38Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, is me
45:41The last time that you touch me
45:47How will wonders ever cease
45:50Blast and be the mystery of love
45:57Come in
46:17Hey
46:24Can you take your shoes off?
46:26I'm gonna be here for like a sec
46:27I was just on my way in and
46:29Came to rub it in my face that I got fired on day one
46:31No, jerk
46:32I wanted to see how your friend's doing
46:34Yeah, he's gonna be okay
46:35Thanks
46:36Good
46:37This is for you
46:39Thank you
46:40You're welcome
46:41Um
46:43So look, um
46:46About yesterday
46:48I mean, we all know Namazi's a hard ass
46:52I'm fine
46:52Cool
46:54Uh, that's
46:55Actually, I was gonna say
46:58That she kind of has a point
47:00Oh
47:02I mean, look, you know I always tell you the truth, right?
47:06And the truth is that
47:07You're smart as hell
47:08Obviously
47:09But you need to pay more attention to your feelings
47:11Excuse me?
47:14Well, you can
47:14Deny your emotions all you want
47:17They're not going anywhere
47:18And
47:20As long as you're afraid to face them
47:23They'll run you
47:23Not the other way around
47:24Hello
47:30Would have been nice
47:31Hello
47:33Steven?
47:37You ready for a visitor?
47:38Oh, yeah
47:39Oh, you're awake
47:40Ow
47:41Ow
47:42Ow
47:42Careful of his ribs
47:43No, no, break another one
47:45Why don't you?
47:46It's barely cracked, you baby
47:47How's, uh
47:49How's mom and dad?
47:51Where are they?
47:52They're on their way
47:52Hey
47:53Hi
47:58I'm gonna give you two a minute
48:01I'm glad you're alive
48:03You scared the shit out of everyone
48:10You know that?
48:12Belly was worried to death
48:13I knew you were just being a drama queen
48:14Obviously
48:15I was in a coma
48:17So
48:18Yeah, but
48:19Medically induced
48:21Huh
48:22Steven, I'm joking
48:27I was worried about you too
48:29Obviously
48:30Yeah, yeah, you know
48:31I've been thinking a lot about what you said
48:32Since I woke up
48:33You know, before the crash
48:35Me too
48:35And you were right
48:36You and me, we don't work
48:40What?
48:47If we
48:48Never ran into each other that day in New York
48:51We would have just gone about our lives
48:52And been fine
48:53So let's just pretend we didn't
48:55I've never been able to think earlier
49:02When it comes to you, Ty
49:03I couldn't let you go
49:07You know I love a challenge
49:11But
49:11It is a wake-up call
49:16You were right
49:19You and me, we don't work
49:21Good
49:26Then we're on the same page
49:28Yeah, yeah, finally
49:30I'm gonna go find Belly
49:31First loves are important
49:44Conrad was mine
49:46For the rest of my life
49:48I would think of him fondly
49:49The way you do
49:51Your first pet
49:51The first car you drove
49:53But they're not as important
49:56As lasts
49:57Steven's gonna be okay
50:11Thank God
50:13Do you want to get some air?
50:23Yeah
50:23Yeah, I would love that
50:24I was
50:30I am so mad at you
50:33And you have every right to be
50:35I'm sorry for what I did to you
50:37And I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner
50:39I'm sorry you found out
50:40The worst way possible
50:42I know it's gonna take a lot of work
50:45For you to even begin
50:46To trust me again
50:47But I am willing to do
50:48Whatever it takes
50:49If you let me
50:50I'm sorry, too
50:55Sorry for what?
50:59I'm sorry for everything
51:03Leading up to that fight
51:04And to Cabo
51:07I can see how you thought
51:12We were broken up
51:13You can't?
51:17Yeah, but I
51:18I don't understand
51:19How you could just
51:20Move on to somebody else
51:22So easily
51:22I mean, I could barely function
51:25How were you okay enough
51:27To have sex with someone?
51:28No, Belly
51:28I was completely numb
51:30That whole week
51:30I didn't even feel like
51:32I was there
51:32When Lacey and I
51:33When we had sex
51:35After I
51:38I just sat in the shower
51:39And cried for
51:40I don't
51:41I don't even know how long
51:42I was just thinking
51:44How could I deserve you
51:45After that?
51:50Maybe we
51:51Shouldn't let one mistake
51:54Erase all these years
51:56I mean
51:58If we both believe
52:01That what we have
52:02Is bigger than our mistakes
52:04Then
52:05Maybe we can just
52:08Start over
52:09I want that
52:11Bells
52:12I want that so much
52:13You can't ever hurt me
52:16Like that again
52:17I promise
52:19I promise
52:24I promise
52:24I don't want to mess this up again
52:39We won't
52:42After Steven
52:44I get it now
52:46Life's too short
52:48Not to spend it
52:50With the person that you love
52:51I want to be with you always
52:54No matter what
52:55I just can't imagine
52:58My life without you
52:59Me either
53:01Belly has always been
53:03Our story
53:03Yours
53:04And mine
53:05Nobody else's
53:06What are you thinking
53:12It's
53:14The future
53:15It's just crazy
53:16I don't know what
53:17Say it
53:17Would you
53:22Yes
53:22You don't even know
53:24What I'm about to say
53:25Try me
53:28Isabel Conklin
53:34Will you marry me
53:37Yes
53:39Yeah
53:40I'll marry you
53:41I love you
53:52I love you too
53:54I love you
53:55I bet we already knew our names
54:22Before we met each other
54:24I bet we've sailed the Milky Way
54:27Walked on the sun together
54:30How could I forget
54:33Those emerald eyes
54:37They took me by surprise
54:41But suddenly
54:42I missed your face
54:44I knew that smile
54:45From miles away
54:47I knew that I have loved you
54:50Forever
54:52Forever
54:56And a day
54:58A day
55:01In all my lives
55:05I'm waiting
55:06Every time
55:08To hear you say
55:10I'll be yours
55:13Forever
55:14And a day
55:15I don't believe
55:30In destiny
55:33But I might have to say
55:38Your melodies
55:42They're changing me
55:46I'm yours
55:47Forever
55:48They're changing me
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