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00:00Previously on The Summer I Turned Pretty, I told everyone that I applied to Finch because it was a good school.
00:17The truest of all was that I just wanted to be near him.
00:21Now here we are.
00:22We are gonna do this for the rest of our lives.
00:25I got off the waitlist for study abroad.
00:26Paris.
00:27Have you and Conrad started your speech for the dedication ceremony?
00:30Half of Cousins is coming to see Susanna's memorial garden.
00:33I went to get my cap and gown and my name wasn't on the list.
00:35I'm not graduating.
00:36We keep coming back to each other, it feels like it's never really over.
00:39I got that summer clinic job.
00:41Have you ever been in love?
00:42Once.
00:43So what was her name?
00:44Belly.
00:45Wait, like your brother's girlfriend?
00:46Hey, Jer, look, I am not gonna be able to make the dedication.
00:51Oh, it happens in Cabo, stays in Cabo.
00:54Did you hook up with Lacey Barone during spring break?
00:56Shit.
00:57It happened when we were on a break.
00:58It didn't mean anything to me.
00:59It means something to me!
01:00I swear to you!
01:01You ruined everything!
01:03Bells, can we go on a coffee run?
01:10I thought you said you had to get at least a B on your media ethics midterm or you were so screwed.
01:30Fine.
01:31You are no fun.
01:33Hmm.
01:34Hmm.
01:35Wait, what's this important flight update for Cabo?
01:42Since when are you going to Cabo?
01:44Yeah, I told you about the last minute flight of boats.
01:47I think I would have remembered you going to Mexico.
01:50Oh, well, Bells, this is my last spring break and you're gonna be in Philly, so...
01:54Yeah, but we said we might meet up in Cousins and I thought you were trying to spend more time with your dad.
01:59Okay, don't try to guilt trip me about my dad. I just saw him last weekend.
02:03Did something happen with you guys? You've been kinda moody since then.
02:08Something worse than visiting my dead mom's grave? No.
02:12Hey, okay, that's... that's not fair. I just... I think you're being a little bit selfish.
02:19Okay, sorry. Can you just stop riding me? If you want to come to Cabo, then just come.
02:23No, I don't want to crash your boys trip.
02:25It's not just boys. The sororities are going too.
02:28Oh, so girls were invited, just not girlfriends. Cool.
02:31Look, I promise I'm not interested in whatever wet t-shirt contest or whatever it is that you're picturing.
02:36It's not that. Then what is it? What is wrong with you right now?
02:39You're the one who didn't even tell me that you're leaving the country.
02:41Yeah, because you hate anything having to do with frats.
02:43When did I ever say that?
02:45You don't have to. I can feel you judging us.
02:47Sorry if I'm a dumbass who's probably gonna bomb his midterm.
02:50Sorry if I want to have a little fun at spring break, and I'm sorry that I'm not some straight-A overachiever going to med school like Conrad.
02:55Oh, my God! What? Please... please don't put your inferiority complex on me.
03:00I wonder where that came from.
03:02Well, it didn't start with me, so maybe look at your dad.
03:05Wow.
03:07Well, if you think I'm so stupid and selfish, then why are you even with me?
03:10Fuck it. I won't waste your time.
03:12You're being ridiculous right now.
03:13You think everything I do is ridiculous, and I'm sick of it. So let's just end it.
03:17Are you serious?
03:18Yes. I'm serious.
03:19Okay, fine. If that's how you feel.
03:21It is.
03:22Great. Okay, awesome. Bye.
03:23Bye.
03:26I went home for spring break, and we still hadn't talked.
03:30I can't believe it's been five days and he still hasn't texted me.
03:36Haven't you also not texted him?
03:39Yeah, but he's the one who picked the fight out of nowhere.
03:42Why don't you just come with me to New York for a couple of days?
03:45We can, like, run around the city after I crushed my interview.
03:48I'm too depressed.
03:49Stop looking at Instagram.
03:51I just still don't even know what the hell happened.
03:54Just like...
03:56Okay, I'm heading out!
03:57Bye, Mom!
03:59Well, the good news is he looks emotionally destroyed.
04:02I mean, I knew he was down about his grades, but I...
04:05Just stop obsessing.
04:06You wanna know what's going on, why don't you ask him?
04:09Yeah, but he's the one who...
04:10Just talk to him when he gets back.
04:12Guys are like dogs.
04:13They hide when they've screwed up,
04:15and even the world's best boyfriend is gonna fuck up sometimes.
04:18You know he feels bad about it.
04:20Like, it's Jer.
04:21You're his oxygen.
04:22He can't breathe without you.
04:29I really thought Taylor was right.
04:31So when we got back to school, I went to see him.
04:36Are you really not gonna come find me?
04:38I mean, you pick a fight, walk out the door,
04:40and I don't hear from you for a week?
04:42I'm a total asshole, Billy.
04:44I fucked up, and I fucked up really bad.
04:46Hey, no, it's okay.
04:50No.
04:51No, it's not.
04:53I had a shitty week, and I took it out on you.
04:56I'm just sorry.
04:58I'm sorry, Billy.
04:59Look, I mean...
05:00We had a fight.
05:03It's not the end of the world.
05:07What does this mean?
05:09Does this mean you wanna get back together?
05:12We never stopped being together.
05:19Billy, when I was in Cabo,
05:22I-I thought...
05:24I just thought we were...
05:34I just can't believe I almost lost you over something so stupid.
05:39You could never lose me.
05:41I got you this.
05:52I was just on the beach, and I was just thinking about you.
05:55I didn't even know if you would ever talk again, but...
05:58It's really stupid, and you don't have to wear it.
06:00No.
06:01I love it.
06:06I love you.
06:07I love you.
06:08No..
06:09I love you.
06:10I love you.
06:11No.
06:12No, no, no.
06:23No.
06:24Worth this.
06:25Taylor's here.
06:52I'm asleep.
06:53Got it.
06:55She's asleep.
07:00Okay, I just want to talk to her.
07:02I think she should rest right now.
07:04Okay.
07:05Fine.
07:06This is a breakfast burrito, extra crispy bacon, the way she likes it.
07:09Just make sure she eats something.
07:11Okay.
07:13Bye.
07:20Ellie, I swear, I obviously had no idea about Lacey.
07:24You know I would have killed them both for you, okay?
07:27Please just call me back.
07:28Like, just call me back.
07:31Oh, no, I wouldn't get any closer unless you want your balls cut off.
07:34Please just tell me how she is.
07:35I don't know.
07:36She won't talk to me either.
07:37Your side chick is in my sorority, so now I'm just, like, guilty by association.
07:41Taylor, please hear me out.
07:42No, I have always been on your side.
07:44I was the freaking CEO of Team Jeremiah now to find out that you're the scummy little fucking
07:47hot tub cheater.
07:48It's insane.
07:49I didn't cheat.
07:50We were on a break.
07:51No, that's bullshit.
07:52You're not getting off on this, like, technicality.
07:55You were broken up for all of two seconds, Jeremiah.
07:57And then you got her this, like, cheap-ass puka shell bracelet to make it up to her.
08:02Like, what are you doing?
08:03What are you thinking?
08:04What, you're the expert on cheating now, huh?
08:06Excuse me?
08:06You heard me.
08:08How are Davis and Mia?
08:10Don't turn it around on me.
08:12You were supposed to be the ideal.
08:14You were supposed to deserve her.
08:16But you don't, and you probably never did.
08:18Can you get out of here?
08:33Hey, this is Taylor.
08:34Leave a message.
08:38Adam called you in for this meeting, too, huh?
08:41Yep.
08:41Yeah.
08:42Fine way to spend a Sunday.
08:44Sitting in the background while the grown-ups talk.
08:46Did you, uh, get to the dossier I sent you on Friday?
08:50Yep.
08:51Yep.
08:52Yep, yeah, yeah, yeah.
08:53So you saw it at Starrcadex?
08:57Starrcadex, like, the gaming startup?
08:59Oh, my God.
08:59I knew you were a gamer.
09:00Jesus, would it be a bigger nerd cliche, please?
09:02Wait, no.
09:03No, relax.
09:04All right, I used to program that shit.
09:06Computer engineering at Princeton?
09:08Right.
09:08Remember?
09:09Yes, how could I forget?
09:10It is in your email signature.
09:12Mm-hmm.
09:13Look, just do me a favor, all right?
09:15Read the dossier.
09:16And then call your girlfriend, okay?
09:20Yeah, well, I actually, um, I actually broke up with my girlfriend.
09:25That was, uh, that was my, my ex.
09:27Well, ex?
09:28Oh, my God, no, no, no, stop.
09:30Immediately, no.
09:31I, no personal stuff, all right?
09:33I'm not the co-worker who's going to be invested in your little dramas.
09:37I don't care.
09:39Yeah.
09:41All right, um, Starrcadex.
09:44Every VC shop is going to try to move on this company, all right?
09:46So we really need to be on the ball with us.
09:48Copy.
09:49Copy.
09:50Got you.
09:51You're welcome.
09:57We're welcome.
10:04I'm not tired.
10:05We're welcome.
10:08You just have to make it to the library, one thing at a time.
10:37But everything leads to him.
10:41Like, I can't just study.
10:44I also have to call and quit my summer job, because obviously,
10:49I'm not going to be in Cousins, because Jeremiah.
10:54And then I have to figure out how to tell my mom
10:55that I can't bring myself to go to Susanna's memorial,
10:59because again, Jeremiah.
11:02And I might never even go to the summer house again,
11:04because of fucking Jeremiah.
11:05So, OK, one thing at a time is not going to work for you.
11:08No, no, nothing's going to work, because everything is.
11:13Oh my god.
11:17Hey, you're going to be OK.
11:20I'll meet you after a study group.
11:22It's not just Lacey I can't avoid.
11:25I see Jeremiah everywhere, even when he isn't really there.
11:32when the book says I send them your way,
11:35hoping life brings you no new pain.
11:39I rearrange my memories.
11:44I try to rewrite my life.
11:47But no matter how I try to.
11:53And no matter how I want to
12:00And no matter how easy things could be
12:07If I did
12:09And no matter how guilty
12:12I still feel saying it
12:16I wish I hated you
12:18Our shadows dance in a parallel plane
12:22Just two different endings
12:25You learn to repair
12:26And I learn to keep me in one place
12:30Everywhere I go
12:31There's a memory of us
12:33From when we were golden
12:36Everybody, me, John
12:37Beautiful, John
12:40That was very cute
12:41I couldn't live in a car
12:42So
12:45I just need to not be here
12:48Hi
12:59Mom, hi
13:00Um, quick question
13:02Can you send me my birth certificate
13:04Overnight, if possible?
13:06Hello to you too, my loving daughter
13:07I'm fine, thanks for asking
13:09How are you?
13:10Sorry
13:10How are you, Mom?
13:12I had an extremely dull conference
13:14Which means I am nowhere near your birth certificate
13:16What do you need it for, anyway?
13:19A passport
13:19I found out I got off the wait list for Paris
13:23That's fantastic
13:26Honey, congratulations
13:28How's JR taking it?
13:31I know he'll miss you, but he must be so proud
13:33Yeah
13:34Um
13:36Mom, I gotta go
13:37Okay
13:38Love you
13:39Bro
13:45You're tweaking
13:46You need to
13:47Level out
13:49Try some of the indicia I got
13:51May help ease the pain
13:52I just lost the most important person in my life
13:55Sorry if I don't have the energy to be alive
13:57Oh, you don't think I know about breakups?
13:59I know about breakups
14:00You saw me after Sean
14:01You two were together for two seconds, Redbird
14:04Felt like something to me
14:05I can't believe I fucked it up this bad
14:07Dude, I-I-I dig your girl
14:10I really do
14:11And I say this with love
14:12But
14:13You two were broken up
14:15Right?
14:15And you were wasted as hell
14:17And Lacey was all over your shit
14:18Bro, it's not an excuse
14:20I should have told her as soon as I got back
14:22Yeah
14:23Yeah, probably
14:25Belly
14:25Belly's been
14:35The center of my world
14:37Since I lost my mom
14:40She's everything to me
14:44And losing her feels like
14:48Dude, it feels like I'm-I'm losing
14:53The best part of myself
14:55Well, that's beautiful, man
14:57So fight for her
15:03Stop saying you're sorry
15:05Find a way to show her
15:06Make it sound so easy
15:10I don't think it's supposed to be
15:12I just can't believe it
15:18He acts so devoted
15:20But he's just as shady as the rest
15:21I swear if he comes to our dorm
15:24It's on sight
15:25Don't smile, please
15:26That won't be a problem
15:28Kind of sucks you're not leaving for Paris tomorrow
15:30Do you think I'm being too hard on him?
15:34Look
15:34If you really thought
15:38You were broken up
15:39Technically, it's not cheating
15:41But to keep it a secret
15:43That tells me he knew what he did was wrong
15:46And he chose to keep it from you
15:47That's the part I can't get over
15:51What Annika didn't know
15:53Was that I had a secret too
15:55It was the day after Christmas last year
15:59My mom was at a writer's retreat
16:01Steven was visiting friends
16:03Jer was going skiing with his dad and Conrad
16:05I figured
16:07Why be home alone
16:08When I could be at my favorite place in the world
16:10So I borrowed Steven's car
16:12And went to Cousins
16:13Ah, shit
16:21Shit, shit, shit
16:23Oh my god
16:24Okay, what would Kevin do?
16:26What would Kevin do?
16:28Okay
16:29Steven, open up, it's me
16:45Belly?
16:51You okay?
16:52You okay?
16:53Yeah, yeah, sorry
16:55Just the flash got to me
16:56Okay
16:57Next
16:59Belly
17:11No, please don't leave
17:13I made the biggest mistake of my life
17:15Please just talk to me
17:17Look, I'll tell you anything
17:19I'll tell you anything
17:20I just don't want any more secrets between us
17:22Okay
17:25How did it happen?
17:32Look, I was really sad
17:33I was drunk
17:34She was just there
17:37How many times?
17:41Twice
17:47Twice
17:47Jared, how could you do this to me?
17:51Belly, please
17:52I know I don't deserve you
17:53But I love you more than anyone else in the world
17:56And it kills me to see you hurting
17:57And I would do anything to take it back
17:59Stop
17:59You can't undo what you did
18:01Belly, please
18:03I'm sorry
18:04I'm so sorry
18:05I've never loved anyone but you
18:07I love him too
18:09And I want to forgive him
18:11I just
18:12Don't know how
18:14You were supposed to be the one person
18:18Who would never hurt me
18:19And are you the person who hurt me the most?
18:33Laurel
18:33Elliot
18:35Hey
18:36Hey
18:37Oh, fancy books you got there
18:40Oh, yeah, you know
18:41Well, I've already read the Moncrief translation twice, so
18:43As one does
18:44Yeah
18:45Yeah, I've decided it's the year that I finally read
18:48A La Recherche du Temps Perdue
18:49In the original French
18:51Go for it
18:53Live on the edge
18:54You know, um
18:56You and I, we could start our own book group
18:58If, uh, if you're interested
19:00Unfortunately, Professor Park dropped out of French
19:03Her first year of college
19:04John?
19:05What are you doing here?
19:07Open up a word with you
19:08In private
19:09Professor
19:10Okay
19:12See you later, Elliot
19:14Uh, sure
19:16Yeah, um
19:16I'll be at the, uh, Flaubert Symposium if you want to drop by
19:20Okay
19:21Sounds great
19:22Okay
19:22What was that?
19:26So, TAs are allowed to flirt with professors now?
19:29He's an adjunct, and maybe I was flirting back
19:32Well, then I was doing him a favor
19:33You'd have eaten him alive in, well, five minutes
19:35What's a history professor doing at a lit conference anyway?
19:39Researching potential crossover courses
19:40Our provost is looking for ways to make history sexy again
19:44And a lit conference is definitely the way to do that
19:47Shoot me, Dad
19:48Please make your way in the ballroom B for tropes of old English epic poetry
19:54Thank you
19:55That sounds
19:59Worrying as shit
20:00Yeah
20:01Okay
20:03New plan
20:06We find somewhere to drink this
20:08Steal a wine opener
20:08I can't do that
20:09Pull your weight
20:10Okay
20:27Welcome to day one
20:29By the end of the summer, I expect half of you will still be here
20:32Don't piss me off, and we'll be fine
20:35Okay, first patient
20:39We have a 15-year-old boy, came in following a seizure
20:42Any thoughts on what might be going on?
20:44Wow
20:45I want to start off with our first years
20:48What do you say?
20:49Well, it could
20:49Uh, could be puberty hormones
20:54He's 15, uh, could also
20:55He's also recovering from the flu
20:57And fevers are the most common cause of seizures at his age
21:00Very good
21:00They also gave him nausea meds at the ER
21:02And that does increase risk
21:04Good catch
21:05Sometimes it's just the obvious answer
21:07Absolutely, thank you, Dr. Namazi
21:10I'll keep that in mind
21:11Okay
21:12Next patient
21:13Are you trying to make me the med student that gets cut on day one?
21:17I'm sure that's just a myth
21:18It's fine, I'll take that
21:19I'll make it up in the next one
21:21Look, I know that climbing up Namazi's ass is just a coping mechanism for your all-consuming love for your brother's girlfriend
21:26Why did I tell you that?
21:27Because you were, like, yearning to
21:28Or whatever
21:30Safest place to hang out at an academic conference is in the hotel gym
21:35Nice!
21:37Give me your phone, mine's dead and I want to call the kids
21:40It's in my room, also, the kids are fine
21:42Also, you're upside down
21:44Yes, yes I am
21:45What are you doing?
21:51Getting some things off my chest
21:53Why did I ask?
21:55You know, even though our marriage went to shit
21:58We ended up being pretty good co-parents
22:02Yes, we did
22:03Oh my god
22:08I just remembered
22:09Belly called me today
22:11To say she is studying abroad next semester
22:14In Paris!
22:15Oh, do you know how the Parisian police found Quasimodo?
22:20They followed a hunch
22:21Please never tell that joke again
22:24You used to love my jokes
22:26You used to laugh so hard, beer would come out your nose
22:29In fact, wasn't that why you slept with me on our first date?
22:32I was fake laughing, and I planned to sleep with you all along
22:35You did?
22:40Mind if I work in?
22:42Uh, no, it's all yours
22:43No, we're done here
22:44Appreciate it
22:45Why are you here?
23:01What are you...
23:02You haven't responded to my text all day
23:03It's finals
23:05It's a stressful time
23:06Hey, are you okay?
23:08What's wrong?
23:08I'm hungry
23:11Okay, then let's just grab some food
23:14Come on, get in
23:16Okay
23:20So, uh, uh, uh, where do you wanna go eat?
23:42I don't know
23:43Uh, uh, uh, uh, I broke up with Mia
23:55I hope you didn't do that for me
24:03What?
24:04What?
24:04What?
24:04Uh, uh, uh, sorry
24:09I just, I thought you'd be happy that I just wanted to be with you
24:13Even after the other night, sleeping over
24:16Steven, I, you're wrong
24:18And I've told you before, I just want this to be casual
24:20Okay, it's never casual with you and me, Taylor, you know that
24:23Let's just stop fucking around, you know, and do it for real so we don't keep hurting other people
24:28They don't even know about us
24:29That doesn't matter, it's still messed up
24:30Taylor, I want you and me to have a fresh start, you know, free and clear and clean
24:36Steven, we've tried before, we've tried a million times
24:39We were kids then
24:39We don't work, it never works
24:41Taylor, you are the only girl I wanna be with
24:43What?
24:44I'm telling you, I think I love you
24:46Stop, stop, no, don't, I, I, I can't do this
24:48What are you talking?
24:49Can you just, can you pull over and let me out of the fucking car?
24:51Taylor, no, Taylor, I need you to listen to me, please
24:53That's all I'm asking for
24:54Steven, please just let me out of the car
24:55We're in the middle of the road, Taylor, I'm not doing that
24:57I wanna leave, pull over and let me out of the fucking car
25:01Fine, fine, fine, fuck
25:03Here, I'm pulling over, okay?
25:11Taylor, what the fuck?
25:27Taylor, I told you, I don't want
25:29Oh my god
25:32Taylor
25:36I'm really sorry
25:41What happened?
25:43Were you with him or you were hurt?
25:46What happened?
25:48I wasn't in the car
25:49Okay
25:50We were arguing
25:51I jumped out
25:55And he was trying to come after me
25:56Okay
25:57What?
26:07It's just my fault
26:09No, no, no, it's not your fault
26:11Yes
26:12You're with Stephen Conklin?
26:15Yeah, yeah
26:16Is he okay?
26:18Initial scans show a cracked rib
26:19And a cerebral contusion
26:21Cerebral contusion?
26:23It's a bruise on the brain
26:24We won't know how serious it is
26:26Until the swelling goes down
26:27Until then
26:27We'll keep him sedated
26:29So we just wait and see, is that it?
26:32There's some paperwork to fill out
26:33And someone will need to make decisions on his behalf
26:35Can that be one of you?
26:37I'm his sister
26:37His sister works
26:39Okay
26:40Um, what kind of decisions do I
26:42Uh, it's
26:43It's in the paperwork there
26:44Uh
26:46I need to
26:48I need to try my parents again
26:50I couldn't
26:50Okay, I'll
26:51I will try them
26:52I will do it
26:53I don't know Stephen's fucking insurance
26:56If he's on our parents' insurance
26:57Or his job
26:58How am I supposed to know his fucking blood type?
27:01I think
27:01I think I remember Stephen
27:02Bragging about being a universal donor
27:05Of course
27:06Stephen bragged about anything
27:07Okay
27:10O-negative
27:12He's O-negative
27:13Okay
27:14I'm gonna try your parents again
27:16Okay
27:16I don't
27:17I think I should, uh
27:19Let a few other people know
27:20Do you want me to call Jer?
27:23I don't know
27:27An hour ago
27:27I wanted to throw up thinking about him
27:29But now I just
27:30I just wish he was here
27:34I don't even know what to say
27:36To make me feel bad
27:37I'm gonna be your Jer today
27:43Okay, we'll track down your parents
27:45I will call Jer's dumbass too
27:47Okay
27:48Just
27:49Just fill out the paperwork
27:51And leave the rest to me
27:52I'm gonna do it
27:53Thank you
27:53Um
27:54Can you call Conrad too
27:56Because he just might
27:57Understand what all this means
28:00Yeah
28:00I got you
28:00I'm gonna call Conrad
28:01Well, I'll hop on the next flight
28:07No, it's fine
28:08Laurel and John will probably be here by then
28:10Okay
28:11Well
28:12Tell him what the doctor said exactly
28:14Uh, he's kind of a dick
28:16He basically blew us off
28:17We're trying to get updates, but
28:18Well, maybe I can help
28:19Where's he admitted?
28:21We're at, um, Providence General
28:23But
28:24How?
28:25I will figure it out
28:26I just want to do something
28:29Hey, how's Belly?
28:34She's fine
28:35Yeah?
28:35Okay
28:36Yeah
28:37Yeah, great
28:37Okay
28:38Well, just keep me updated, okay?
28:41Yep, will do
28:42All right
28:43Dr. Namazi?
28:47Excuse me
28:47What's up?
28:49A friend of mine was in a car accident
28:51Uh, very close friend
28:53More like family
28:54And he's at Providence General
28:57Is there any chance you know anyone in neurology there?
29:00The head of neurology is a friend of a friend
29:02Well, his name is Stephen Conklin
29:03Do you think there's any possible way that you could make a call?
29:08I'll see what I can do
29:11Thank you
29:12Do you think you need to take the date?
29:17Uh, no
29:18I'm good
29:19Okay
29:21Jared's in the line
29:33Jayra's in the lobby.
29:52Yeah, I know, babe.
29:54He just wants to be nearby if we need him.
29:56He's not gonna come try and talk to you or anything.
29:59That's so sweet.
30:01Why does he have to be so sweet?
30:03Should I text him?
30:09Isabel Conklin?
30:12I'm Dr. Joon Kwon. I head up the neurology team.
30:14I'm taking over your brother's case.
30:16Does that mean he's gotten worse?
30:17No, it means someone well-connected is looking out for you.
30:21I got a call from a colleague at Stanford.
30:25Steven is sedated and sleeping.
30:26He's stable, and I've ordered a CT scan.
30:29Have you seen him yet?
30:31Well, let's get you back there.
30:32We allow two visitors, immediate family only, so I'll presume this is Steven's other sister.
30:38Follow me.
30:47Any news on your friend?
30:49No.
30:50You sure you shouldn't just go out there?
30:52Well, I don't even know what I'd do if I did.
30:54It's not like I'm a doctor yet.
30:56Plus, we barely talked over the last few years.
30:58No cell phones.
31:01Dr. Lynn, please report to outpatient imaging.
31:03How did everything go with those blood draws?
31:05Good.
31:06Great.
31:11This is mislabeled.
31:14Oh, that's, uh, that's mine.
31:16That's my mistake.
31:17A mistake that put your patient at risk.
31:19I'll fix it right now.
31:19You should have gone home when I gave you the chance.
31:21It won't happen again.
31:22No, it won't.
31:24You're done here.
31:25You're not ready for this.
31:28You're firing me for one mistake?
31:30Dr. Namazi, please, I didn't...
31:32You may see this as one mistake,
31:34but this is about you not knowing your limits,
31:36which makes you a walking liability, my liability.
31:39Dr. Namazi, I...
31:40No, you can always apply again next year.
32:07Steven, can I tell you a secret?
32:09I've never loved anyone like I love you.
32:16Do you know how scary that is?
32:23I know I act like I don't care,
32:26but I just, I care so, so much.
32:33And I'm always afraid that it's just a matter of time
32:35before you come to me and you tell me that I'm not worth it.
32:37And you're just going to be like,
32:40actually, you're not worth it.
32:42So I figured if I just keep pushing you away
32:57and pretend that you don't mean anything to me,
33:00then you can't hurt me.
33:01And I don't know how to stop doing that.
33:17You know, the first time we got together,
33:19you remember you told me that you were like...
33:21You told me that you wouldn't give up on us.
33:24You have no idea how badly I wanted to believe you.
33:30I have good news.
33:49The CT scan is clear.
33:51The CT scan is clear?
33:52What does that mean?
33:53The swelling on Steven's brain has gone down
33:55and we can start weaning him off the sedatives.
33:57It'll be a while until he wakes up.
33:59We'll let you know when he's ready for visitors.
34:05It's okay.
34:06He's going to be okay.
34:08I've just been scared.
34:17I'm really sorry to dump this on you.
34:19I know you don't think that's even a match to get back together.
34:21No, I never should have judged you.
34:24Oh, you're right.
34:25I've been all over the place.
34:28Like, not wanting to let go of Steven,
34:30but still keeping Davis around is this, like, emotional buffer.
34:33It's shitty.
34:35It's selfish.
34:35And Steven was trying to do the right thing,
34:39and I'm just freaked.
34:41But all this, it's like...
34:47I think that it made me realize that even though I'm so scared,
34:53I'm so scared to lose Steven again,
34:55I'm more scared not to try.
34:58I'm going to break up with Davis.
35:07Whatever you want to do, I support you.
35:19All right, how rough do I look right now?
35:21Do I look hot?
35:23I'm not going to lie to you.
35:24I look that bad.
35:28Just go back to the house, eat something, shower.
35:34You heard the doctor.
35:35He's not going to be up for a little while anyway.
35:37Thanks, babe.
35:43Hey.
35:43Hey.
35:47If you want to get back with Jeremiah, just do it.
35:51I never said that.
35:52And make him beg, obviously,
35:53but don't just throw away everything you guys have had
35:57for the past four years.
36:02Like, not if it's still what you want.
36:09Okay.
36:09We got to get up.
36:26Shut up.
36:29Still not a morning person, huh?
36:30My eyes are crispy.
36:36Can you bring me some of your contact solution?
36:38Yeah.
36:50Oh, my God.
36:50John, get in here.
36:55Oh, my God.
36:56Mom, where were you?
36:58Belly, I just got your messages.
36:59What's going on?
37:01Stephen was in an accident.
37:02Is he okay?
37:03He's going to be fine.
37:06I've been trying to keep it together,
37:07but I was so scared.
37:11I can't imagine how terrified you must have been.
37:15And I'm so, so sorry.
37:18Have you been there all alone?
37:20No, no.
37:22Um, Taylor's here.
37:24She's been amazing.
37:26And Jer's here.
37:28He stayed all night.
37:30Mom, things have been so crazy.
37:33Listen, sweetheart.
37:34I'll be there as soon as I can.
37:35And, um, I'll track down your dad and let him know.
37:40I love you so much, Belly.
37:41I love you, Mommy.
37:43Steve, was it a car accident?
37:47He's okay.
37:48He's going to be fine.
37:49Fuck.
37:50Belly couldn't reach either of us last night.
37:52It's okay.
37:52We'll just meet in the lobby in five.
38:13We hadn't seen each other much over the years.
38:19And we hadn't been alone together since...
38:21Hey.
38:22...that day at the motel.
38:24Hey.
38:24Hey.
38:25Hey.
38:32Why are you holding a poker?
38:35Oh.
38:36Um, I thought you were a burglar.
38:39Of course you did.
38:39Where's Jer?
38:46He and your dad are on their way to Chamonix.
38:51Right.
38:53Aren't you supposed to be meeting them there?
38:55Yeah, my flight got delayed because of the weather.
38:58They were trying to rebook me for the 28th.
39:00Hmm.
39:01What are you doing here?
39:02My mom is on a retreat in the mountains and Stephen's in New York.
39:07I was all alone at home.
39:09So.
39:10You have chocolate all over your face.
39:36No, I don't.
39:36What did you do?
39:37You just stick your whole head in to save time?
39:39Shut it.
39:41What are you doing?
39:43You called?
39:43I could start a fire.
39:50So I think it's maybe a little late for a fire.
39:53I think I'm just going to crash.
39:57Merry Christmas, Belly.
39:59It's really good to see you.
40:00You too.
40:06The next morning, right when I woke up, I had this funny feeling that he had already left.
40:20You're okay?
40:35Oh, no.
40:36Leave me alone.
40:37You're hurt.
40:37Can you move?
40:39I thought you were gone.
40:41Nope.
40:42Still here.
40:43let me help you out no no no just just give me a minute okay
40:52how bad does it hurt on a scale from one to ten eleven you're such a baby when it comes to pain
41:08I'm not I mean that fall you took was no joke seriously it was like when animals slip and
41:18fall in cartoons on banana peels you calling me an animal I'm gonna pick you up and I'm gonna
41:32carry you to the couch no no no no just just just no just I'm too heavy for you just okay
41:37I don't hear I know I can't bench press my body weight like Jared but I can pick you up Ellie
41:42ready okay come on okay now you're okay ready watch your legs
41:58you're okay yeah
42:04that's when I had this sudden thought a part of me will always love you
42:15we spent the day together but not together
42:30entertainingly expressive H blank blank blank Y
42:47you're insane Rick and Elsa are obviously meant for each other their little love story is nothing
43:12compared to the work that Laszlo was doing for the resistance
43:14oh my god
43:15what
43:16I'm gonna get more firewood
43:18I know you are way too young to be this cynical
43:22yeah
43:23hey
43:27hey
43:31belly
43:32hey sorry my reception out here is terrible
43:34I'm on a mountain freezing my balls off
43:36what do you have to
43:36I'm actually in cousins I got super lonely so I drove up
43:42oh nice did you bring Taylor
43:44no I came by myself
43:46well I wish you were here with me
43:48I'll run supply got mad stuff because of the weather so I'm stuck here with my dad
43:52yeah he um
43:54what
43:55hello
43:56belly can you hear me
43:58Jared I
43:58I can't hear what you're saying
44:00uh never mind
44:02what
44:03wait uh I'll check you tomorrow
44:06okay bye about
44:07okay
44:07okay love you
44:09hey I
44:15I would have told Jared that you're here too
44:18don't worry about it
44:18I never told Jeremiah that Conrad was with me at Cousins
44:22because there was nothing to tell
44:24nothing happened with Conrad
44:26nothing was ever gonna happen
44:28the next morning Conrad was gone
44:41he left just like I thought he would
44:46no goodbye
44:50just gone like a ghost
44:53Conrad Fisher
45:05the ghost of Christmas past
45:07blackbird on my shoulder
45:11and what difference does it make
45:15when this love is over
45:20shall I sleep within your bed
45:23river of unhappiness
45:29hold your hands upon my head
45:32till I breathe my last breath
45:38oh
45:39the woe is me
45:41the last time that you touch me
45:47all will once ever cease
45:50blasted me the mystery of love
45:57come in
46:17hey
46:24can you take your shoes off
46:26I'm gonna be here for like a sec
46:27I was just on my way in and
46:29came to rub it in my face
46:30that I got fired on day one
46:31no jerk
46:32I wanted to see how your friend's doing
46:34yeah he's gonna be okay
46:35thanks
46:36good
46:37okay this is for you
46:39thank you
46:40you're welcome
46:41um
46:43so look um
46:46about yesterday
46:48I mean we all know Namazi's a hard ass
46:52I'm fine
46:52cool
46:54uh that's
46:55actually I was gonna say
46:58that she kind of has a point
47:00oh
47:02I mean look you know I always tell you the truth
47:05right
47:05and the truth is that
47:07you're smart as hell
47:08obviously
47:09but you need to pay more attention to your feelings
47:11excuse me
47:12well you can
47:14deny your emotions all you want
47:17they're not going anywhere
47:18and
47:20as long as you're afraid to face them
47:23they'll run you
47:23not the other way around
47:24hello would have been nice
47:31hello
47:33Stephen
47:37you ready for a visitor
47:38oh yeah
47:39oh you're awake
47:40ow
47:41ow
47:42ow
47:42careful of his ribs
47:43no no break another one why don't you
47:45it's barely cracked you baby
47:47how's uh
47:49how's mom and dad
47:51where are they
47:51they're on their way
47:52hey
47:53uh hi
47:58I'm gonna give you two a minute
48:01I'm glad you're alive
48:03you scared the shit out of everyone
48:10you know that
48:11belly was worried to death
48:13I knew you were just being a drama queen
48:14obviously
48:15I was in a coma
48:16so
48:18yeah but
48:19medically induced
48:21huh
48:22Stephen I'm joking
48:27I was worried about you too
48:29obviously
48:30yeah yeah you know
48:31I've been thinking a lot about what you said
48:32since I woke up
48:33you know before the crash
48:35me too
48:35and you were right
48:36you and me
48:40we don't work
48:40what
48:43if we
48:48never ran into each other
48:50that day in New York
48:51we would have just gone about our lives
48:52and been fine
48:53so let's just pretend
48:55we didn't
48:56I've never been able to think early
49:02when it comes to you Ty
49:03I couldn't let you go
49:07you know I love a challenge
49:11but
49:11this is a wake up call
49:16you were right
49:19you and me
49:21we don't work
49:21good
49:26then we're on the same page
49:28yeah yeah finally
49:30I'm gonna go find belly
49:31first loves are important
49:44Conrad was mine
49:46for the rest of my life
49:48I would think of him fondly
49:49the way you do
49:51your first pet
49:51the first car you drove
49:53but they're not as important
49:56as lasts
49:57Stephen's gonna be okay
50:11thank God
50:13do you wanna get some air
50:20yeah
50:23yeah I would love that
50:24I was
50:30I am so mad at you
50:33and you have every right to be
50:35I'm sorry for what I did to you
50:37and I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner
50:39I'm sorry you found out
50:40the worst way possible
50:42I know it's gonna take a lot of work
50:45for you to even begin
50:46to trust me again
50:47but I am willing to do
50:48whatever it takes
50:49if you let me
50:50I'm sorry too
50:55sorry for what
50:59sorry for everything
51:03leading up to that fight
51:04into Cabo
51:07I can see how you
51:11thought we were broken up
51:13you can
51:15yeah but I
51:18I don't understand
51:19how you could just
51:20move on to somebody else
51:22so easily
51:23I mean I could
51:23barely function
51:25how were you okay enough
51:27to have sex with someone
51:27no
51:28belly
51:28I was completely numb
51:30that whole week
51:30I didn't even feel like
51:32I was there
51:32when Lacey and I
51:33when we had sex
51:35after I
51:38I just sat in the shower
51:39and cried
51:40for I don't
51:41I don't even know
51:41how long
51:42I was just thinking
51:44how could I deserve you
51:45after that
51:46maybe we
51:51shouldn't let one mistake
51:54erase all these years
51:56I mean
51:58if we both believe
52:01that what we have
52:02is bigger than our mistakes
52:04then
52:05maybe we can just
52:08start over
52:09I want that
52:11Bells
52:12I want that so much
52:13you can't ever hurt me
52:16like that again
52:17I promise
52:19I promise
52:24I don't want to mess this up again
52:39we won't
52:42after Stephen
52:44I get it now
52:46life's too short
52:48not to spend it with the person
52:50that you love
52:51I want to be with you always
52:54no matter what
52:55I just can't imagine
52:58my life without you
52:59me either
53:01Belly has always been
53:03our story
53:03yours
53:04and mine
53:05nobody else's
53:06what are you thinking?
53:12the future
53:15is just crazy
53:16I don't know what
53:17say it
53:18would you
53:22yes
53:22you don't even know
53:24what I'm about to say
53:25try me
53:28isabel Conklin
53:34will you marry me?
53:39yes
53:39yeah
53:40I'll marry you
53:41I swear
53:43I've known you
53:45longer than
53:46forever
53:48I love you
53:52I love you too
53:54I love you
53:55I love you
53:55a day
53:58forever
54:00a day
54:04forever
54:05in a day
54:07a day
54:10forever
54:11in a day
54:13I bet we already knew our names
54:22before we met each other
54:24I bet we've sailed the Milky Way
54:27walked on the sun together
54:30how could I forget
54:33those emerald eyes
54:37they took me by surprise
54:41but suddenly
54:42I missed your face
54:44I knew that smile
54:45from miles away
54:47girls knew that I have loved you
54:51forever
54:52forever and a day
54:57forever and a day
54:58a day
55:01in all my lives
55:05I'm waiting
55:06every time
55:08to hear you say
55:10I'm yours
55:13forever and a day
55:15I don't believe
55:30in destiny
55:33but I might have to say
55:38your melodies
55:42they're changing me
55:45I'm yours
55:47forever
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