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00:00Previously on The Summer I Turned Pretty, I told everyone that I applied to Finch because it was a good school.
00:17The truest of all was that I just wanted to be near him.
00:21Now here we are.
00:22We are gonna do this for the rest of our lives.
00:25I got off the waitlist for study abroad.
00:26Paris.
00:27Have you and Conrad started your speech for the dedication ceremony?
00:30Half of Cousins is coming to see Susanna's memorial garden.
00:33I went to get my cap and gown and my name wasn't on the list.
00:35I'm not graduating.
00:36We keep coming back to each other, it feels like it's never really over.
00:39I got that summer clinic job.
00:41Have you ever been in love?
00:42Once.
00:43So what was her name?
00:44Belly.
00:45Wait, like your brother's girlfriend?
00:46Hey, Jer, look, I am not gonna be able to make the dedication.
00:51Oh, it happens in Cabo, stays in Cabo.
00:54Did you hook up with Lacey Barone during spring break?
00:56Shit.
00:57It happened when we were on a break.
00:58It didn't mean anything to me.
00:59It means something to me!
01:00I swear to you!
01:01You ruined everything!
01:03Bells, can we go on a coffee run?
01:10I thought you said you had to get at least a B on your media ethics midterm or you were so screwed.
01:30Fine.
01:31You are no fun.
01:33Hmm.
01:34Hmm.
01:35Wait, what's this important flight update for Cabo?
01:42Since when are you going to Cabo?
01:44Yeah, I told you about the last minute flight of boats.
01:47I think I would have remembered you going to Mexico.
01:50Oh, well, Bells, this is my last spring break and you're gonna be in Philly, so...
01:54Yeah, but we said we might meet up in Cousins and I thought you were trying to spend more time with your dad.
01:59Okay, don't try to guilt trip me about my dad. I just saw him last weekend.
02:03Did something happen with you guys? You've been kinda moody since then.
02:08Something worse than visiting my dead mom's grave? No.
02:12Hey, okay, that's... that's not fair. I just... I think you're being a little bit selfish.
02:19Okay, sorry. Can you just stop riding me? If you want to come to Cabo, then just come.
02:23No, I don't want to crash your boys trip.
02:25It's not just boys. The sororities are going too.
02:28Oh, so girls were invited, just not girlfriends. Cool.
02:31Look, I promise I'm not interested in whatever wet t-shirt contest or whatever it is that you're picturing.
02:36It's not that. Then what is it? What is wrong with you right now?
02:39You're the one who didn't even tell me that you're leaving the country.
02:41Yeah, because you hate anything having to do with frats.
02:43When did I ever say that?
02:45You don't have to. I can feel you judging us.
02:47Sorry if I'm a dumbass who's probably gonna bomb his midterm.
02:50Sorry if I want to have a little fun at spring break, and I'm sorry that I'm not some straight-A overachiever going to med school like Conrad.
02:55Oh, my God! What? Please... please don't put your inferiority complex on me.
03:00I wonder where that came from.
03:02Well, it didn't start with me, so maybe look at your dad.
03:05Wow.
03:07Well, if you think I'm so stupid and selfish, then why are you even with me?
03:10Fuck it. I won't waste your time.
03:12You're being ridiculous right now.
03:13You think everything I do is ridiculous, and I'm sick of it. So let's just end it.
03:17Are you serious?
03:18Yes. I'm serious.
03:19Okay, fine. If that's how you feel.
03:21It is.
03:22Great. Okay, awesome. Bye.
03:23Bye.
03:26I went home for spring break, and we still hadn't talked.
03:30I can't believe it's been five days and he still hasn't texted me.
03:36Haven't you also not texted him?
03:39Yeah, but he's the one who picked the fight out of nowhere.
03:42Why don't you just come with me to New York for a couple of days?
03:45We can, like, run around the city after I crushed my interview.
03:48I'm too depressed.
03:49Stop looking at Instagram.
03:51I just still don't even know what the hell happened.
03:54Just like...
03:56Okay, I'm heading out!
03:57Bye, Mom!
03:59Well, the good news is he looks emotionally destroyed.
04:02I mean, I knew he was down about his grades, but I...
04:05Just stop obsessing.
04:06You wanna know what's going on, why don't you ask him?
04:09Yeah, but he's the one who...
04:10Just talk to him when he gets back.
04:12Guys are like dogs.
04:13They hide when they've screwed up,
04:15and even the world's best boyfriend is gonna fuck up sometimes.
04:18You know he feels bad about it.
04:20Like, it's Jer.
04:21You're his oxygen.
04:22He can't breathe without you.
04:29I really thought Taylor was right.
04:31So when we got back to school, I went to see him.
04:36Are you really not gonna come find me?
04:38I mean, you pick a fight, walk out the door,
04:40and I don't hear from you for a week?
04:42I'm a total asshole, Billy.
04:44I fucked up, and I fucked up really bad.
04:46Hey, no, it's okay.
04:50No.
04:51No, it's not.
04:53I had a shitty week, and I took it out on you.
04:56I'm just sorry.
04:58I'm sorry, Billy.
04:59Look, I mean...
05:00We had a fight.
05:03It's not the end of the world.
05:07What does this mean?
05:09Does this mean you wanna get back together?
05:12We never stopped being together.
05:19Billy, when I was in Cabo,
05:22I-I thought...
05:24I just thought we were...
05:34I just can't believe I almost lost you over something so stupid.
05:39You could never lose me.
05:41I got you this.
05:52I was just on the beach, and I was just thinking about you.
05:55I didn't even know if you would ever talk again, but...
05:58It's really stupid, and you don't have to wear it.
06:00No.
06:01I love it.
06:06I love you.
06:07No.
06:17No.
06:22Worth...
06:23It's not worth this.
06:51Taylor's here.
06:52I'm asleep, kind of.
06:59She's asleep.
07:00Okay, I just want to talk to her.
07:02I think she should rest right now.
07:04Okay, fine.
07:06This is a breakfast burrito, extra crispy bacon,
07:09the way she likes it.
07:10Just make sure she eats something.
07:11Okay.
07:13Bye.
07:15We got you.
07:16Ellie, I swear, I obviously had no idea about Lacey.
07:25You know I would have killed them both for you.
07:26Okay?
07:27Please just call me back.
07:28Like, just call me back.
07:30Oh, no.
07:31I wouldn't get any closer unless you want your balls cut off.
07:34Please just tell me how she is.
07:35I don't know.
07:36She won't talk to me either.
07:37Your side chick is in my sorority,
07:39so now I'm just, like, guilty by association.
07:41Taylor, please hear me out.
07:42No, I have always been on your side.
07:44I was the freaking CEO of Team Jeremiah now to find out
07:46that you're the scummy little fucking hot tub cheater.
07:48It's insane.
07:49I didn't cheat.
07:50We were on a break.
07:51No.
07:52That's bullshit.
07:53You're not getting off on this, like, technicality.
07:55You were broken up for all of two seconds, Jeremiah.
07:58And then you got her this, like, cheap-ass puka shell bracelet
08:01to make it up to her.
08:02Like, what are you doing?
08:03What are you thinking?
08:04What?
08:05You're the expert on cheating now, huh?
08:06Excuse me?
08:07You heard me.
08:08How are Davis and Mia?
08:10Don't turn it around on me.
08:12You were supposed to be the ideal.
08:14You were supposed to deserve her.
08:16But you don't, and you probably never did.
08:21Can you get out of here?
08:33Hey, this is Taylor.
08:34Leave a message.
08:38Adam called you in for this meeting, too, huh?
08:40Yep, yeah.
08:42Fine way to spend a Sunday.
08:44Mm-hmm.
08:45Sitting in the background while the grown-ups talk.
08:47Did you, uh, get to the dossier I sent you on Friday?
08:50Yep.
08:51Yep, yep, yeah, yeah, yeah.
08:53So you saw at StarrcadeX?
08:56StarrcadeX?
08:57Like, like, the gaming startup?
08:59Oh, my God.
09:00I knew you were a gamer.
09:01Jesus, would be a bigger nerd cliche, please.
09:02Wait, no.
09:03No, relax.
09:04All right, I used to program that shit.
09:06Computer engineering at Princeton?
09:07Right.
09:08Remember?
09:09Yes, how could I forget?
09:10It is in your email signature.
09:12Mm-hmm.
09:13Look, just do me a favor, all right?
09:15Read the dossier, and then call your girlfriend.
09:19Okay?
09:20Yeah, well, I actually, um, I actually broke up with my girlfriend.
09:24That was, uh, that was my ex.
09:26Well, ex?
09:27Ex?
09:28Oh, my God, no, no, no.
09:29Stop.
09:30Immediately, no.
09:31I'm, uh, no personal stuff, all right?
09:33I'm not the coworker who's gonna be invested in your little dramas.
09:37I don't care.
09:38Yeah.
09:41All right, um, StarrcadeX?
09:44Every VC shop is gonna try to move on this company, all right?
09:46So we really need to be on the ball with us.
09:48Copy.
09:49Copy.
09:50Got you.
10:01Oh my God.
10:03Always.
10:24Okay, cool.
10:26Okay.
10:28Bye!
10:28you just have to make it to the library one thing at a time yeah but everything
10:38leads to him like i i can't just study i also have to call and quit my summer job because
10:48obviously i'm not going to be in cousins because jeremiah and then i have to figure out how to
10:55tell my mom that i can't bring myself to go to susanna's memorial because again jeremiah
11:00and i might never even go to the summer house again because of fucking jeremiah so
11:06okay one thing at a time it's not gonna work for you no no nothing's gonna work because everything
11:10is oh my god hey you're gonna be okay i'll meet you after study group it's not just lacy i can't
11:24avoid i see jeremiah everywhere even when he isn't really there
11:33boxes i send them your way hoping life brings you no new pain i rearrange my memories i try to rewrite
11:46and no matter how i want to and no matter how easy things could be if i did and no matter how guilty i still feel
12:13i still feel saying good how much i hated you our shadows dance in a parallel plane just two different endings you learn to repair and i learned to keep me in one place
12:30everywhere i go there's a memory of us from when we were golden
12:35so i just need to not be here
12:48hi mom hi um quick question can you send me my birth certificate overnight if possible hello to you
13:06too my loving daughter i'm fine thanks for asking how are you sorry how are you mom i had an extremely
13:13dull conference which means i am nowhere near your birth certificate what do you need it for anyway
13:18a passport i found out i got off the wait list for paris
13:23that's fantastic honey congratulations
13:28how's jr taking it i know he'll miss you but he must be so proud
13:33yeah um mom i gotta go okay love you
13:40bro you're tweaking you need to
13:47level out try to assume the guy i got may help ease the pain
13:52i just lost the most important person in my life sorry if i don't have the energy to be alive
13:57oh you don't think i know about breakups i know about breakups you saw me after sean you two were
14:01together for two seconds red bird felt like something to me
14:04i can't believe i fucked it up this bad
14:06dude i i i i dig your girl i really do and i say this with love but
14:12you two were broken up right and you were wasted as hell and lacy was all over your shit
14:18bro it's not an excuse i should have told her as soon as i got back
14:21well yeah yeah probably
14:34belly's been the center of my world since i lost my mom
14:42she's everything to me
14:46and losing her feels like
14:48i'm losing
14:51the best part of myself
14:54that's beautiful man
15:01so fight for her
15:02stop saying you're sorry
15:04find a way to show her
15:08make it sound so easy
15:09i don't think it's supposed to be
15:11i just can't believe it
15:17he acts so devoted but he's just as shady as the rest
15:21i swear if he comes to our dorm it's on site
15:24don't smile please
15:26that won't be a problem
15:27kind of sucks you're not leaving for paris tomorrow
15:31do you think i'm being too hard on him
15:33look
15:35if you really thought you were broken up
15:39technically it's not cheating but to keep it a secret
15:43that tells me he knew what he did was wrong and he chose to keep it from you
15:47that's the part i can't get over
15:49what annika didn't know was that i had a secret too
15:55it was the day after christmas last year
15:59my mom was at a writer's retreat
16:00steven was visiting friends
16:02jair was going skiing with his dad and conrad
16:05i figured
16:06why be home alone when i could be at my favorite place in the world
16:10so i borrowed steven's car and went to cousins
16:12oh shit shit shit shit shit
16:23oh my god okay what would kevin do
16:26what would kevin do
16:28okay
16:42steven open up it's me
16:50belly
16:51you okay
16:53yeah yeah sorry just the flash got to me
16:57okay
16:58next
16:59belly
17:00no please don't leave i made the biggest mistake of my life
17:15please just talk to me
17:17look i'll tell you anything i'll tell you anything i just don't want any more secrets between us
17:24okay
17:29how did it happen
17:31look i was really sad i was drunk
17:35she was just there
17:39how many times
17:45twice
17:48jair how could you do this to me
17:50belly please i know i don't deserve you
17:53but i love you more than anyone else in the world
17:55and it kills me to see you hurting and i would do anything to take it back
17:58just stop you can't undo what you did
18:02belly please
18:04i'm sorry i'm so sorry i've never loved anyone but you
18:07i love him too
18:09and i want to forgive him
18:11i just
18:13don't know how
18:15you were supposed to be the one person who would never hurt me
18:18and are you the person who hurt me the most
18:19and are you the person who hurt me the most
18:32laurel
18:34elliott
18:35hey hey
18:37oh fancy books you got there
18:38oh yeah i've you know well i've already read the moncrief translation twice so
18:42as one does
18:44yeah
18:45yeah i've decided it's the year that i finally read
18:47a la recherche du temps perdu
18:50in the original french
18:52go for it
18:53live on the edge
18:55you know um
18:56you and i we could start our own book group if uh
18:59if you're interested
19:01unfortunately professor park dropped out of french her first year of college
19:05john
19:06what are you doing here
19:07i'll open up a word with you
19:08in private
19:09professor
19:11okay
19:13see you later elliott
19:15uh sure yeah
19:16um
19:17i'll be at the uh
19:18flabert symposium if you want to drop by
19:20okay
19:21sounds great
19:22okay
19:26what was that
19:27so ta's are allowed to flirt with professors now
19:29he's an adjunct
19:30and maybe i was flirting back
19:32well then i was doing him a favor
19:33you'd have eaten him alive in about five minutes
19:35what's a history professor doing at a lit conference anyway
19:38researching potential crossover courses
19:40our provost is looking for ways to make history sexy again
19:44and a lit conference is definitely the way to do that
19:47shoot me dad
19:49please make your way in the ballroom b for tropes of old english epic poetry
19:54thank you
19:58that sounds
19:59boring as shit
20:00yeah
20:02okay
20:05new plan
20:06we find somewhere to drink this
20:07steal a wine opener
20:08i can't do that
20:09pull your weight
20:10okay
20:27welcome to day one
20:29by the end of the summer i expect half of you will still be here
20:33don't piss me off and we'll be fine
20:35okay
20:37okay
20:38first patient
20:39we have a fifteen year old boy
20:40came in following a seizure
20:42any thoughts on what might be going on
20:46i want to start off with our first years
20:48what do you say
20:49well
20:50uh
20:52could be puberty hormones
20:53he's fifteen
20:54uh could also
20:55he's also recovering from the flu
20:56and fevers are the most common cause of seizures at his age
20:59very good
21:00they also gave him nausea meds at the er
21:02and that does increase risk
21:04good catch
21:05sometimes it's just the obvious answer
21:07absolutely
21:08thank you
21:09dr namazi i'll keep that in mind
21:11okay
21:12next patient
21:13are you trying to make me the med student that gets cut on day one
21:16i'm sure that's just a mess
21:17it's fine i'll take that i'll make it up on the next one
21:20look i know that climbing up namazi's ass is just a coping mechanism for your all-consuming love for your brother's girlfriend
21:25why did i tell you that
21:26because you were like yearning to
21:28whatever
21:30safest place to hang out at an academic conference is in the hotel gym
21:35nice
21:36give me your phone mine's dead and i want to call the kids
21:39it's in my room also the kids are fine also you're upside down
21:43yes
21:44yes i am
21:46oh
21:47what are you doing
21:50getting some things off my chest
21:52why did i ask
21:55you know even though our marriage went to shit
21:58we ended up being pretty good co-parents
22:01yes we did
22:03oh my god i just remembered
22:09belly called me today
22:11to say she is studying abroad next semester
22:14in paris
22:15oh
22:16do you know
22:17how the parisian police found quasimodo
22:19they followed a hunch
22:22please never tell that joke again
22:24you used to love my jokes
22:26you used to laugh so hard beer would come out your nose
22:29in fact wasn't that why you slept with me on our first date
22:31i was fake laughing
22:33and i planned to sleep with you all along
22:36you did
22:39mind if i work in
22:40uh no it's all yours
22:43no we're done here
22:44appreciate it
22:59why are you here
23:00what are you
23:01you haven't responded to my text all day
23:03it's finals
23:05it's a stressful time
23:06hey are you okay what's wrong
23:08i'm i'm hungry
23:11uh okay then let's let's just grab some food
23:14come on get in
23:15okay
23:22okay
23:23okay
23:27okay
23:32So, uh, uh, where do you want to go eat?
23:42I don't know.
23:49What?
23:53Uh, I broke up with Mia.
23:55I hope you didn't do that for me.
24:04What?
24:07Well, uh, sorry.
24:10I just, I thought you'd be happy that I just wanted to be with you.
24:14Even after the other night, sleeping over.
24:16Steven, I, you're wrong.
24:18And I've told you before, I just want this to be casual.
24:20Okay, it's never casual with you and me, Taylor.
24:23You know that.
24:24Oh, my God.
24:25Get fucking around, you know, and do it for real so we don't keep hurting other people.
24:28They don't even know about us.
24:29That doesn't matter.
24:29It's still messed up.
24:32Taylor, I want you and me to have a fresh start, you know, free and clear and clean.
24:36Steven, we've tried before.
24:38We've tried a million times.
24:39We were kids then.
24:39It doesn't, we don't work.
24:40It never works.
24:41Taylor, you are the only girl I want to be with.
24:44What?
24:44I'm telling you.
24:45I think I love you.
24:46Stop, stop.
24:46No, don't, I, I can't do this.
24:48What are you talking?
24:49Can you pull over and let me out of the fucking car?
24:51Taylor, no, Taylor, I need you to listen to me, please.
24:53That's all I'm asking for.
24:54Steven, please just let me out of the car.
24:55We're in the middle of the road, Taylor.
24:56I'm not doing that.
24:57I don't care.
24:57I want to leave.
24:58Pull over and let me out of the fucking car.
25:01Fine, fine, fine.
25:03Fuck.
25:04Here, I'm pulling over, okay?
25:11Taylor, what the fuck?
25:12Taylor, I told you I don't want...
25:30Oh, my God.
25:36Taylor.
25:36I'm really sorry.
25:42What happened?
25:43Were you with him or you were hurt?
25:46What happened?
25:47I wasn't in the car.
25:49Okay.
25:50We were arguing.
25:53I jumped out and he was trying to come after me.
25:57Okay.
26:00What?
26:00It's just my fault.
26:09No, no, no, it's not your fault.
26:12Yes, it is.
26:13You're with Steven Conklin?
26:15Yeah, yeah.
26:16Is he okay?
26:17Initial scans show a cracked rib and a cerebral contusion.
26:21Cerebral contusion?
26:23It's a bruise on the brain.
26:24We won't know how serious it is until the swelling goes down.
26:27Until then, we'll keep him sedated.
26:30So we just wait and see?
26:31Is that it?
26:31There's some paperwork to fill out
26:33and someone will need to make decisions on his behalf.
26:35Can that be one of you?
26:37I'm his sister.
26:38His sister works.
26:39Okay.
26:40Um, what kind of decisions do I...
26:42Uh, it's...
26:43It's in the paperwork there.
26:46Uh, I need to...
26:48I need to try my parents again.
26:50I couldn't...
26:50Okay, I'll...
26:51I will try them.
26:52I will do it.
26:54I don't know Steven's fucking insurance,
26:56if he's on our parents' insurance or his job.
26:58How am I supposed to know his fucking blood type?
27:01I think...
27:01I think I remember Steven bragging about being a universal donor.
27:05Of course, you can brag about anything.
27:10Okay.
27:11He...
27:11O negative.
27:12He's O negative.
27:14Okay.
27:15I'm gonna try your parents again.
27:16Okay.
27:16I don't...
27:17I think I should, uh,
27:19let a few other people know, too.
27:22You want me to call Jer?
27:23I don't know what now we're going.
27:28I wanted to throw up thinking about him,
27:29but now I just...
27:31I just wish he was here.
27:35I don't even know what to say to make me feel bad.
27:41I'm gonna be your Jer today.
27:44Okay, we'll track down your parents.
27:46I will call Jer's dumbass, too.
27:48Okay.
27:49Just...
27:49Just fill out the paperwork and leave the rest to me.
27:52I'm gonna do it.
27:54Um, can you call, uh, Conrad, too?
27:56Because he just might understand what all this means.
28:00Yeah, I got you.
28:01I'm gonna call Conrad.
28:01Well, I'll hop on the next flight.
28:08No, it's fine.
28:09Laurel and John will probably be here by then.
28:10Okay.
28:12Well, tell me what the doctor said exactly.
28:15Uh, he's kind of a dick.
28:16He basically blew us off.
28:17We're trying to get updates, but...
28:19Well, maybe I can help.
28:19Where's he admitted?
28:21We're at, um, Providence General.
28:24But how?
28:25I will figure it out.
28:26I just want to do something.
28:32Hey, how's Belly?
28:34She's fine.
28:35Yeah?
28:35Okay.
28:36Yeah?
28:37Yeah.
28:37Great.
28:38Okay.
28:40Well, just keep me updated, okay?
28:41Yep, will do.
28:42All right.
28:45Dr. Namazi?
28:47Excuse me?
28:48What's up?
28:49A friend of mine was in a car accident.
28:52Uh, very close friend, more like family.
28:54And he's at Providence General.
28:57Is there any chance you know anyone in neurology there?
29:00The head of neurology is a friend of a friend.
29:02Well, his name is Stephen Conklin.
29:04Do you think there's any possible way that you could make a call?
29:09I'll see what I can do.
29:13Do you think you need to take the day?
29:17Uh, no.
29:19I'm good.
29:20Okay.
29:24Jared's in the lobby.
29:51Yeah, I know, babe.
29:54He just wants to be nearby if we need him.
29:56He's not gonna come try and talk to you or anything.
29:59That's so sweet.
30:01Why does he have to be so sweet?
30:04Should I text him?
30:09Isabel Conklin?
30:11Yeah.
30:12I'm Dr. Jun Kwon.
30:13I head up the neurology team.
30:14I'm taking over your brother's case.
30:16Does that mean he's gotten worse?
30:17No, it means someone well-connected is looking out for you.
30:21I got a call from a colleague at Stanford.
30:25Stephen is sedated and sleeping.
30:26He's stable, and I've ordered a CT scan.
30:29Have you seen him yet?
30:31Well, let's get you back there.
30:32We allow two visitors, immediate family only,
30:35so I'll presume this is Stephen's other sister.
30:38Follow me.
30:47Any news on your friend?
30:49No.
30:50You sure you shouldn't just go out there?
30:52Well, I don't even know what I'd do if I did.
30:54It's not like I'm a doctor yet.
30:56Plus, we barely talked over the last few years.
30:58No cell phones.
31:02Yeah.
31:03How did everything go with those blood draws?
31:05Good.
31:06Great.
31:11This is mislabeled.
31:14Oh, that's, uh, that's mine.
31:16That's my mistake.
31:17A mistake that put your patient at risk.
31:19I'll fix it right now.
31:20You should have gone home when I gave you the chance.
31:21It won't happen again.
31:22No, it won't.
31:24You're done here.
31:25You're not ready for this.
31:26You're firing me for one mistake?
31:30Dr. Namazi, please, I didn't...
31:32You may see this as one mistake,
31:34but this is about you not knowing your limits,
31:36which makes you a walking liability, my liability.
31:39Dr. Namazi, I...
31:41No.
31:42You can always apply again next year.
31:43...
31:44...
31:45...
31:47...
31:49...
31:53...
31:55Steven, can I tell you a secret?
32:10I've never loved anyone like I love you.
32:16Do you know how scary that is?
32:18I know I act like I don't care,
32:26but I just, I care so, so much.
32:33And I'm always afraid that it's just a matter of time
32:35before you come to me and you tell me that I'm not worth it.
32:38You're just gonna be like,
32:40actually, you're not worth it.
32:42So I figured if I just keep pushing you away
32:57and pretend that you don't mean anything to me,
33:00then you can't hurt me.
33:03And I don't know how to stop doing that.
33:06You know, the first time we got together,
33:19you remember you told me that you were, like,
33:21you told me that you wouldn't give up on us.
33:27You have no idea
33:28how badly I wanted to believe you.
33:48I have good news.
33:49The CT scan is clear.
33:50The CT scan is clear?
33:52What does that mean?
33:53The swelling on Steven's brain has gone down,
33:55and we can start weaning him off the sedatives.
33:58It'll be a while until he wakes up.
33:59We'll let you know when he's ready for visitors.
34:05It's okay.
34:06He's gonna be okay.
34:08I've just been scared.
34:17I'm really sorry to dump this on you.
34:19I know you don't think that's even a match
34:20to get back together.
34:21No, I never should have judged you.
34:24You're right.
34:25I've been all over the place.
34:28Like, not wanting to let go of Steven,
34:30but still keeping Davis around
34:31is this, like, emotional buffer.
34:33It's shitty.
34:34It's selfish.
34:37And Steven was trying to do the right thing,
34:39and I'm just freaked.
34:41But all this...
34:43It's like...
34:43I think...
34:48I think that it made me realize that
34:51even though I'm so scared...
34:53I'm so scared to lose Steven again.
34:55I'm more scared not to try.
35:02I'm gonna...
35:03I'm gonna break up with Davis.
35:07Whatever you want to do,
35:08I support you.
35:09All right, how rough do I look right now?
35:21Do I look hot?
35:23I'm not gonna lie to you.
35:24I look that bad.
35:28Just go back to the house.
35:30Eat something.
35:31Shower.
35:32You heard the doctor.
35:35He's not gonna be up for a little while anyway.
35:37Thanks, babe.
35:43Hey.
35:43Hey.
35:47If you want to get back with Jeremiah,
35:49just do it.
35:51I never said that.
35:52And make him beg, obviously,
35:53but...
35:54don't just throw away everything
35:56you guys have had for the past four years.
35:58Like, not if it's still what you want.
36:09Okay.
36:19Laura.
36:21Mom.
36:23We gotta get him.
36:26Shut up.
36:28Still not a morning person, huh?
36:31Oh.
36:33Oh, my eyes are crispy.
36:36Can you bring me some of your contact solution?
36:38Yeah.
36:46Oh, my God.
36:52John, get in here.
36:55Oh, my God.
36:56Mom, where are you?
36:58Belly, I just got your messages.
36:59What's going on?
37:01Stephen was in an accident.
37:02Is he okay?
37:03He's gonna be fine.
37:06I've been trying to keep it together,
37:07but I was so scared.
37:11Oh, man.
37:12Shut up.
37:13I can't imagine how terrified you must have been.
37:16I'm so, so sorry.
37:18Have you been there all alone?
37:20No, no, um, Taylor's here, and she's been amazing, and Jer's here.
37:29He stayed all night.
37:30Mom, things have been so crazy.
37:33Listen, sweetheart, I'll be there as soon as I can, and, um, I'll track down your dad and let him know.
37:39I love you so much, Belly.
37:42I love you, Mom.
37:46Steve was in a car accident?
37:47He's okay.
37:48Okay.
37:48He's gonna be fine.
37:49Fuck.
37:50But Belly couldn't reach either of us last minute.
37:52It's okay.
37:52Just meet me in the lobby in five.
37:54We hadn't seen each other much over the years,
38:19and we hadn't been alone together since...
38:21Hey.
38:22...that day at the motel.
38:24Hey.
38:24Hey.
38:32Why are you holding a poker?
38:35Oh, um, I thought you were a burglar.
38:39Of course you did.
38:45Where's Jer?
38:46He and your dad are on their way to Chamonix.
38:51Right.
38:51Aren't you supposed to be meeting them there?
38:55Yeah, my flight got delayed because of the weather.
38:58They were trying to rebook me for the 28th.
39:00What are you doing here?
39:00What are you doing here?
39:03My mom is on a retreat in the mountains, and Stephen's in New York.
39:07I was all alone at home.
39:08You have chocolate all over your face.
39:24you have chocolate all over your face no i don't what did you do you just stick your whole head in
39:38to save time shut it no you don't you called i could start a fire
39:44so i think it's maybe a little late for a fire i think i'm just gonna crash
39:54merry christmas belly it's really good to see you
40:06you too
40:15the next morning right when i woke up i had this funny feeling that he had already left
40:20you're okay oh no leave me alone are you hurt can you move i thought you were gone nope still here
40:43let me help you out no no no just just give me a minute okay
41:02how bad does it hurt on a scale from one to ten eleven you're such a baby when it comes to pain
41:08i'm not i mean that fall you took was no joke seriously it was like when animals slip and
41:18fall in cartoons on banana peels you calling me an animal
41:30i'm gonna pick you up and i'm gonna carry you to the couch no no no no just just just no just i'm
41:36too heavy for you just okay leave me here i know i can't bench press my body weight like jared but i
41:41can pick you up ellie ready okay come on okay ow you're okay ready watch your legs
41:58oh you're okay yeah oh that's when i had this sudden thought a part of me will always love you
42:15oh
42:27we spent the day together but not together
42:32oh to see without my eyes
42:36the first time that you'll kiss me
42:40i'll miss by the time entertainingly expressive h blank blank blank y
42:51hammy hammy
42:58halloween i think this is the beginning of a beautiful french
43:01she's better off with laszlo you're insane rick and ilsa are obviously meant for each other
43:09their little love story is nothing compared to the work that laszlo was doing for the resistance
43:14oh my god dude what i'm gonna get more firewood
43:20you know you are way too young to be this cynical
43:22yeah yeah
43:31hey belly hey sorry my reception out here is terrible i'm on a mountain freezing my balls off
43:36what are you up to i'm actually in cousins i got super lonely so i i drove up
43:42oh nice uh did you bring taylor no i came by myself well i wish you were here with me
43:48i'll run supply gum that stuff because of the weather so i'm stuck here with my dad
43:53yeah he um he's what hello
43:56melody can you hear me yeah i can't hear what you're saying uh never mind please
44:02what wait uh i'll talk to you tomorrow okay bye bells okay okay love you
44:12hey i would have told jerry that you're here too don't worry about it
44:19i never told jeremiah that conrad was with me at cousins because there was nothing to tell
44:25nothing happened with conrad nothing was ever gonna happen
44:28the next morning conrad was gone
44:44he left just like i thought he would
44:46no goodbye just gone like a ghost
45:04conrad fisher the ghost of christmas past
45:14he was
45:21shall i sleep within your bed
45:25river of unhappiness hold your hands upon my head
45:34till i breathe my last breath
45:38oh
45:48oh
45:50oh
45:52oh
45:59oh
46:04Come in.
46:24Hey.
46:25Can you take your shoes off?
46:26I'm going to be here for like a sec.
46:28I was just on my way in and...
46:29Came to rub it in my face that I got fired on day one?
46:32No, jerk.
46:32I wanted to see how your friend's doing.
46:34Yeah, he's going to be okay.
46:36Thanks.
46:37Good.
46:38All right, this is for you?
46:41You're welcome.
46:44Um...
46:44So look, um...
46:47About yesterday...
46:50I mean, we all know Namazi's a hard ass.
46:52I'm fine.
46:54Cool.
46:55Uh, that's...
46:56Actually, I was going to say
46:58that she kind of has a point.
47:02Oh.
47:02I mean, look, you know I always tell you the truth, right?
47:06And the truth is that
47:07you're smart as hell,
47:08obviously,
47:09but you need to pay more attention to your feelings.
47:12Excuse me?
47:13Well, you can...
47:15deny your emotions all you want.
47:17They're not going anywhere.
47:20And...
47:21as long as you're afraid to face them,
47:23they'll run you,
47:23not the other way around.
47:24Hello.
47:30Hello.
47:30Would have been nice.
47:32Hello.
47:36Steven?
47:37You ready for a visitor?
47:38Hi.
47:39Oh, you're awake.
47:40Ow.
47:41Ow.
47:42Ow.
47:42Careful of his ribs.
47:44No, no.
47:44Break another one.
47:45Why don't you?
47:46It's barely cracked, you baby.
47:48How's, uh...
47:49How's mom and dad?
47:51Where are they?
47:52They're on their way.
47:53Hey.
47:58Hi.
48:00I'm going to give you two a minute.
48:02I'm glad you're alive.
48:08You scared the shit out of everyone.
48:10You know that?
48:12Belly was worried to death.
48:13I knew you were just being a drama queen, obviously.
48:16I was in a coma, so...
48:18Yeah, but...
48:20medically induced.
48:21Huh.
48:26Steven, I'm joking.
48:28I was worried about you, too, obviously.
48:30Yeah, yeah, you know, I've been thinking a lot about what you said since I woke up.
48:34You know, before the crash.
48:35Me, too.
48:35And you were right.
48:39You and me, we don't work.
48:43What?
48:43If we never ran into each other that day in New York, we would have just gone about our lives and been fine.
48:54So let's just pretend we didn't.
48:55I've never been able to think clearly when it comes to you, Ty.
49:06I couldn't let you go.
49:07You know, you know I love a challenge, but...
49:11This is a wake-up call.
49:18You were right.
49:20You and me, we don't work.
49:23Hmm.
49:26Good.
49:27Then we're on the same page.
49:28Yeah, yeah, finally.
49:30I'm gonna go find Belly.
49:38First loves are important.
49:45Conrad was mine.
49:46For the rest of my life, I would think of him fondly.
49:50The way you do your first pet.
49:52The first car you drove.
49:55But they're not as important as lasts.
50:10Stephen's gonna be okay.
50:12Thank God.
50:16Do you want to get some air?
50:23Yeah.
50:23Yeah, I would love that.
50:25Yeah.
50:30I was...
50:31I am so mad at you.
50:34And you have every right to be.
50:36I'm sorry for what I did to you, and I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner.
50:40I'm sorry you found out the worst way possible.
50:42I know it's gonna take a lot of work for you to even begin to trust me again,
50:47but I am willing to do whatever it takes if you let me.
50:54I'm sorry, too.
50:58Sorry for what?
50:59I'm sorry for everything leading up to that fight.
51:06And to Cabo.
51:10I can see how you thought we were broken up.
51:15You can?
51:15Yeah, but I...
51:18I don't understand how you could just move on to somebody else so easily.
51:23I mean, I could barely function.
51:25How were you okay enough to have sex with someone?
51:28No, Belly, I was completely numb that whole week.
51:31I didn't even feel like I was there when Lacey and I...
51:34When we had sex.
51:35After I just sat in the shower and cried for I don't even know how long.
51:43I was just thinking, how could I deserve you after that?
51:50Maybe we shouldn't let one mistake erase all these years.
51:55I mean, if we both believe that what we have is bigger than our mistakes,
52:05then maybe we can just start over.
52:10I want that, Bells.
52:12I want that so much.
52:15You can't ever hurt me like that again.
52:18I promise.
52:23I promise.
52:25I don't want to mess this up again.
52:41We won't.
52:44After Steven, I get it now.
52:47Life's too short not to spend it with the person that you love.
52:53I want to be with you always, no matter what.
52:55I just can't imagine my life without you.
53:00Me either.
53:02Belly has always been our story.
53:03Yours and mine.
53:05Nobody else's.
53:11What are you thinking?
53:14It's...
53:14The future is just crazy.
53:16I don't know what. Say it.
53:21Would you...
53:22Yes.
53:22You don't even know what I'm about to say.
53:27Try me.
53:33Isabel Conklin.
53:36Will you marry me?
53:39Yes.
53:40Yeah, I'll marry you.
53:41I love you.
53:52I love you too.
53:54I love you.
53:55I love you.
53:55I love you.
54:13I bet we already knew our names before we met each other.
54:14I bet we already knew our names before we met each other
54:24I bet we've sailed the Milky Way, walked on the sun together
54:30How could I forget those emerald eyes?
54:37They took me by surprise, but suddenly I missed your face
54:44I knew that smile from miles away
54:47Girls knew that I have loved you
54:51Forever and a day
54:58A day
55:01In all my lungs, I'm waiting every time to hear you say
55:10I'm yours forever and a day
55:15I don't believe in destiny
55:33But I might have to say
55:38Your melodies, they're changing me
55:46I'm yours forever
56:00I don't believe in destiny
56:08I don't believe in destiny
56:09I don't believe in destiny
56:10I don't believe in destiny
56:11I don't believe in destiny
56:12I don't believe in destiny
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