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00:00Previously on The Summer I Turned Pretty, I told everyone that I applied to Finch because it was a good school.
00:17The truest of all was that I just wanted to be near him.
00:21Now here we are.
00:22We are gonna do this for the rest of our lives.
00:25I got off the waitlist for study abroad.
00:26Paris.
00:27Have you and Conrad started your speech for the dedication ceremony?
00:30Half of Cousins is coming to see Susanna's memorial garden.
00:33I went to get my cap and gown and my name wasn't on the list.
00:35I'm not graduating.
00:36We keep coming back to each other. It feels like it's never really over.
00:39I got that summer clinic job.
00:41Have you ever been in love?
00:42Once.
00:43So what was her name?
00:44Belly.
00:45Wait, like your brother's girlfriend?
00:46Hey, Jer. Look, I am not gonna be able to make the dedication.
00:51Oh, it happens in Cabo's days in Cabo.
00:54Did you hook up with Lacey Barone during spring break?
00:56Shit.
00:57It happened when we were on a break.
00:58It didn't mean anything to me.
00:59It means something to me!
01:00I swear to you!
01:01You ruined everything!
01:03Bells, can we go on a coffee run?
01:10I thought you said you had to get at least a B on your media ethics midterm or you were so screwed.
01:30Fine.
01:31You are no fun.
01:33Hmm.
01:34Hmm.
01:35Wait, what's this important flight update for Cabo?
01:42Since when are you going to Cabo?
01:44Yeah, I told you about the last minute flight of boats.
01:47I think I would have remembered you going to Mexico.
01:50Oh, well, Bells, this is my last spring break and you're gonna be in Philly, so...
01:54Yeah, but we said we might meet up in Cousins and I thought you were trying to spend more time with your dad.
01:59Okay, don't try to guilt trip me about my dad. I just saw him last weekend.
02:03Did something happen with you guys? You've been kinda moody since then.
02:08Something worse than visiting my dead mom's grave? No.
02:12Hey, okay, that's... that's not fair. I just... I think you're being a little bit selfish.
02:19Okay, sorry. Can you just stop riding me? If you wanna come to Cabo, then just come.
02:23No, I don't wanna crash your boys trip.
02:25It's not just boys. The sororities are going too.
02:28Oh, so girls were invited, just not girlfriends. Cool.
02:31Look, I promise I'm not interested in whatever wet t-shirt contest or whatever it is that you're picturing.
02:36It's not that. Then what is it? What is wrong with you right now?
02:39You're the one who didn't even tell me that you're leaving the country.
02:41Yeah, because you hate anything having to do with frats.
02:43When did I ever say that?
02:45You don't have to. I can feel you judging us.
02:47Sorry if I'm a dumbass who's probably gonna bomb his midterm.
02:50Sorry if I wanna have a little fun at spring break, and I'm sorry that I'm not some straight-A overachiever going to med school like Conrad.
02:55Oh, my God! What? Please... please don't put your inferiority complex on me.
03:00I wonder where that came from.
03:02Well, it didn't start with me, so maybe look at your dad.
03:05Wow.
03:07Well, if you think I'm so stupid and selfish, then why are you even with me?
03:10Fuck it. I won't waste your time.
03:12You're being ridiculous right now.
03:13You think everything I do is ridiculous, and I'm sick of it. So let's just end it.
03:17Are you serious?
03:18Yes. I'm serious.
03:19Okay, fine. If that's how you feel.
03:21It is.
03:22Great. Okay, awesome. Bye.
03:23Bye.
03:26I went home for spring break, and we still hadn't talked.
03:30I can't believe it's been five days and he still hasn't texted me.
03:36Haven't you also not texted him?
03:39Yeah, but he's the one who picked the fight out of nowhere.
03:42Why don't you just come with me to New York for a couple of days?
03:45We can, like, run around the city after I crushed my interview.
03:48I'm too depressed.
03:49Stop looking at Instagram.
03:51I just still don't even know what the hell happened.
03:54Just like...
03:56Okay, I'm heading out!
03:57Bye, Mom!
03:59Well, the good news is he looks emotionally destroyed.
04:02I mean, I knew he was down about his grades, but I...
04:05Just stop obsessing.
04:06You wanna know what's going on, why don't you ask him?
04:09Yeah, but he's the one who...
04:10Just talk to him when he gets back.
04:12Guys are like dogs.
04:13They hide when they've screwed up,
04:15and even the world's best boyfriend is gonna fuck up sometimes.
04:18You know he feels bad about it.
04:20Like, it's Jer.
04:21You're his oxygen.
04:22He can't breathe without you.
04:29I really thought Taylor was right.
04:31So when we got back to school, I went to see him.
04:36Are you really not gonna come find me?
04:38I mean, you pick a fight, walk out the door,
04:40and I don't hear from you for a week?
04:42I'm a total asshole, Billy.
04:44I fucked up, and I fucked up really bad.
04:46Hey, no, it's okay.
04:50No.
04:51No, it's not.
04:53I had a shitty week, and I took it out on you.
04:56I'm just sorry.
04:58I'm sorry, Billy.
04:59Look, I mean...
05:00We had a fight.
05:03It's not the end of the world.
05:07What does this mean?
05:09Does this mean you wanna get back together?
05:12We never stopped being together.
05:19Billy, when I was in Cabo,
05:22I-I thought...
05:24I just thought we were...
05:34I just can't believe I almost lost you over something so stupid.
05:39You could never lose me.
05:41I got you this.
05:52I was just on the beach, and I was just thinking about you.
05:55I didn't even know if you would ever talk again, but...
05:58It's really stupid, and you don't have to wear it.
06:00No.
06:01I love it.
06:06I love you.
06:07No.
06:24Worth this...
06:25Taylor's here.
06:52I'm asleep.
06:53Got it.
06:55She's asleep.
07:00Okay, I just want to talk to her.
07:02I think she should rest right now.
07:04Okay.
07:05Fine.
07:06This is a breakfast burrito, extra crispy bacon, the way she likes it.
07:09Just make sure she eats something.
07:11Okay.
07:13Bye.
07:20Ellie, I swear, I obviously had no idea about Lacey.
07:24You know I would have killed them both for you, okay?
07:27Please just call me back.
07:28Like, just call me back.
07:31Oh, no, I wouldn't get any closer unless you want your balls cut off.
07:34Please just tell me how she is.
07:35I don't know.
07:36She won't talk to me either.
07:37Your side chick is in my sorority, so now I'm just, like, guilty by association.
07:41Taylor, please hear me out.
07:42No, I have always been on your side.
07:44I was the freaking CEO of Team Jeremiah now to find out that you're the scummy little fucking
07:47hot tub cheater.
07:48It's insane.
07:49I didn't cheat.
07:50We were on a break.
07:51No, that's bullshit.
07:52You're not getting off on this, like, technicality.
07:55You were broken up for all of two seconds, Jeremiah.
07:57And then you got her this, like, cheap-ass puka shell bracelet to make it up to her.
08:02Like, what are you doing?
08:03What are you thinking?
08:04What, you're the expert on cheating now, huh?
08:06Excuse me?
08:06You heard me.
08:08How are Davis and Mia?
08:10Don't turn it around on me.
08:12You were supposed to be the ideal.
08:14You were supposed to deserve her.
08:16But you don't, and you probably never did.
08:18Can you get out of here?
08:33Hey, this is Taylor.
08:34Leave a message.
08:38Adam called you in for this meeting, too, huh?
08:41Yep.
08:41Yeah.
08:42Fine way to spend a Sunday.
08:44Sitting in the background while the grown-ups talk.
08:46Did you, uh, get to the dossier I sent you on Friday?
08:50Yep.
08:51Yep.
08:52Yep, yeah, yeah, yeah.
08:53So you saw it at Starrcadex?
08:57Starrcadex, like, the gaming startup?
08:59Oh, my God.
08:59I knew you were a gamer.
09:00Jesus, would it be a bigger nerd cliche, please?
09:02Wait, no.
09:03No, relax.
09:04All right, I used to program that shit.
09:06Computer engineering at Princeton?
09:08Right.
09:08Remember?
09:09Yes, how could I forget?
09:10It is in your email signature.
09:12Mm-hmm.
09:13Look, just do me a favor, all right?
09:15Read the dossier.
09:16And then call your girlfriend, okay?
09:20Yeah, well, I actually, um, I actually broke up with my girlfriend.
09:25That was, uh, that was my, my ex.
09:27Well, ex?
09:28Ex?
09:28Oh, my God.
09:29No, no, no.
09:29Stop.
09:30Immediately, no.
09:31I, no personal stuff, all right?
09:33I'm not the co-worker who's going to be invested in your little dramas.
09:37I don't care.
09:39Yeah.
09:41All right.
09:42Um, Starrcadex.
09:44Every VC shop is going to try to move on this company, all right?
09:46So we really need to be on the ball with us.
09:48Copy.
09:49Copy.
09:50Got you.
09:51We're going to try to move on this company, all right?
09:55We're going to try to move on this company, and we're going to try to move on this company, and we're going to try to move on this company, and we're going to try to move on this company, and we're going to try to move on this company, and we're going to try to move on this company, and we're going to try to move on this company, and we're going to try to move on this company, and we're going to try to move on this company, and we're going to try to move on this company, and we're going to try to move on this company, and we're going to try to move on this company, and we're going to try to move on this company.
10:03You just have to know what's going on.
10:33I can make it to the library, one thing at a time.
10:37Yeah, but everything leads to him.
10:41Like, I can't just study.
10:44I also have to call and quit my summer job,
10:47because obviously I'm not going to be in Cousins,
10:50because Jeremiah.
10:53And then I have to figure out how to tell my mom
10:55that I can't bring myself to go to Susannah's memorial,
10:58because again, Jeremiah.
11:02And I might never even go to the summer house again,
11:04because of fucking Jeremiah.
11:05So, okay, one thing at a time is not going to work for you.
11:07No, no, nothing's going to work,
11:09because everything is...
11:12Oh my God.
11:16Hey, you're going to be okay.
11:20I'll meet you after study group.
11:22It's not just Lacey I can't avoid.
11:25I see Jeremiah everywhere.
11:27Hung all my clothes in the closet you made.
11:31Even when he isn't really there.
11:33It's a record for me.
11:34It's really good.
11:44It's really, really good.
11:46It's just a lot.
11:47But no matter how I try to
11:54And no matter how I want to
12:01And no matter how easy things could be if I did
12:09And no matter how guilty I still feel saying it
12:16I wish I hated you
12:18Our shadows dance in a parallel plane
12:22Just two different endings
12:24You learn to repair
12:26And I learn to keep me in one place
12:30Everywhere I go, there's a memory of us
12:33From when we were golden
12:35Everybody, John
12:37Wow, beautiful John
12:39That was very cute
12:41I couldn't even get a car
12:43Saying it
12:45I wish I hated you
12:46So, I just need to not be here
12:49Hi
12:59Mom, hi
13:00Um, quick question
13:02Can you send me my birth certificate overnight, if possible?
13:05Hello to you too, my loving daughter
13:07I'm fine, thanks for asking
13:08How are you?
13:09Sorry
13:10How are you, Mom?
13:11I had an extremely dull conference
13:13Which means I am nowhere near your birth certificate
13:16What do you need it for, anyway?
13:18A passport
13:19I found out I got off the waitlist for Paris
13:22That's fantastic
13:25Honey, congratulations
13:28How's JR taking it?
13:31I know he'll miss you, but he must be so proud
13:33Yeah
13:34Um
13:35Mom, I gotta go
13:37Okay
13:38Love you
13:44Bro
13:45You're tweaking
13:46You need to
13:47Pfff
13:48Level out
13:49Try to see what the guy got
13:51May help ease the pain
13:52I just lost the most important person in my life
13:55Sorry if I don't have the energy to be alive
13:57Oh, you don't think I know about breakups?
13:59I know about breakups
14:00You saw me after Sean
14:01You two were together for two seconds, Redbird
14:03Felt like something to me
14:04I can't believe I fucked it up this bad
14:07Dude, I dig your girl
14:10I really do
14:11And I say this with love
14:12But
14:13You two were broken up
14:14Right?
14:15And you were wasted as hell
14:17And Lacey was all over your shit
14:18Bro, it's not an excuse
14:20I should've told her as soon as I got back
14:22Yeah
14:23Yeah, probably
14:27Belly's been
14:34The center of my world
14:37Since I lost my mom
14:42She's everything to me
14:46And losing her feels like
14:50Dude, it feels like I'm losing
14:52The best part of myself
14:55Well, that's beautiful, man
15:01So fight for her
15:03Stop saying you're sorry
15:04Find a way to show her
15:09Make it sound so easy
15:10I don't think it's supposed to be
15:12I just can't believe it
15:17He acts so devoted
15:19But he's just as shady as the rest
15:21I swear if he comes to our dorm
15:23It's on sight
15:24Don't smile, please
15:26That won't be a problem
15:27Kinda sucks you're not leaving for Paris tomorrow
15:31Do you think I'm being too hard on him?
15:33Look
15:36If you really thought
15:37You were broken up
15:39Technically it's not cheating
15:41But to keep it a secret
15:43That tells me he knew what he did was wrong
15:45And he chose to keep it from you
15:48That's the part I can't get over
15:51What Annika didn't know
15:52Was that
15:54I had a secret too
15:55It was the day after Christmas last year
15:59My mom was at a writer's retreat
16:00Steven was visiting friends
16:02Jer was going skiing with his dad and Conrad
16:05I figured
16:06Why be home alone
16:07When I could be at my favorite place in the world?
16:10So I borrowed Steven's car and went to Cousins
16:20Ah, shit
16:21Shit, shit, shit
16:22Shit, shit, shit
16:23Oh my god
16:24Okay, what would Kevin do?
16:25What would Kevin do?
16:26What would Kevin do?
16:27Okay
16:28Okay
16:43Steven, open up, it's me
16:50Billy
16:51You okay?
16:53Yeah, yeah, sorry
16:55Just the flash got to me
16:57Okay
16:58Next
17:11Billy, no, please don't leave
17:13I made the biggest mistake of my life
17:15Please just talk to me
17:18I'll tell you anything
17:19I'll tell you anything
17:20I'll tell you anything
17:21I just don't want any more secrets between us
17:24Okay
17:29How did it happen?
17:31Look, I was really sad
17:33I was drunk
17:36She was just there
17:40How many times?
17:46Twice
17:47Jared, how could you do this to me?
17:51Billy, please
17:52I know I don't deserve you
17:53But I love you more than anyone else in the world
17:56And it kills me to see you hurting
17:57And I would do anything to take it back
17:58Just stop, you can't undo what you did
18:02Billy, please
18:04I'm sorry, I'm so sorry
18:05I've never loved anyone but you
18:08I love him too
18:10And I want to forgive him
18:11I just
18:12Don't know how
18:16You were supposed to be the one person who would never hurt me
18:21And are you the person who hurt me the most?
18:32Laurel
18:34Elliot
18:35Hey
18:36Hey
18:38Oh, fancy books you got there
18:39Oh, yeah, I've, you know
18:40Well, I've already read the Moncrief translation twice, so
18:43As one does
18:44Yeah
18:45Yeah, I've decided it's the year that I finally read
18:47A la recherche du temps perdu
18:50In the original French
18:52Go for it
18:53Live on the edge
18:54You know, um
18:56You and I, we could start our own book group if, uh, if you're interested
19:00Unfortunately, Professor Park dropped out of French her first year of college
19:04John?
19:06What are you doing here?
19:07Open up a word with you
19:08In private
19:09Professor
19:11Okay
19:13See you later, Elliot
19:15Uh, sure, yeah
19:16Um, I'll be at the, uh, Flaubert symposium if you want to drop by
19:20Okay, sounds great
19:21Okay
19:24What was that?
19:26So, TAs are allowed to flirt with professors now?
19:29He's an adjunct, and maybe I was flirting back
19:32Well, then I was doing him a favor
19:33You'd have eaten him alive in, well, five minutes
19:36What's a history professor doing at a lit conference, anyway?
19:38Researching potential crossover courses
19:40Our provost is looking for ways to make history sexy again
19:44And a lit conference is definitely the way to do that
19:47Shoot me, Dad
19:48Please make your way into ballroom B for tropes of old English epic poetry
19:54Thank you
19:58That sounds...
19:59Worrying as shit
20:00Yeah
20:02Okay
20:05New plan
20:06We find somewhere to drink this
20:07Steal a wine opener
20:08I can't do that
20:09Pull your weight
20:10Okay, welcome to day one
20:28By the end of the summer, I expect half of you will still be here
20:31Don't piss me off
20:33Mm-hmm
20:34And we'll be fine
20:37Okay, first patient
20:38We have a 15-year-old boy
20:40Came in following a seizure
20:42Any thoughts on what might be going on?
20:44Wow
20:46I want to start off with our first years
20:48What do you say?
20:49Well, it could...
20:51Uh...
20:52Could be puberty hormones
20:53He's 15
20:54Uh, could also...
20:55He's also recovering from the flu
20:56And fevers are the most common cause of seizures at his age
20:59Very good
21:00They also gave him nausea meds at the ER
21:02And that does increase risk
21:03Good catch
21:05Sometimes it's just the obvious answer
21:07Absolutely
21:08Thank you, Dr. Namazi
21:09I'll keep that in mind
21:10Okay
21:11Next patient
21:13Are you trying to make me the med student that gets cut on day one?
21:16I'm sure that's just a myth
21:17It's fine
21:18I'll take that
21:19I'll make it up on the next one
21:20Look, I know that climbing up Namazi's ass is just a coping mechanism for your all-consuming love for your brother's girlfriend
21:25Why did I tell you that?
21:26Because you were, like, yearning to
21:28Or whatever
21:30Safest place to hang out at an academic conference is in the hotel gym
21:35Nice!
21:36Give me your phone, mine's dead and I wanna call the kids
21:39It's in my room, also, the kids are fine
21:41Also, you're upside down
21:43Yes, yes I am
21:45What are you doing?
21:50Getting some things off my chest
21:52Why did I ask?
21:54You know, even though our marriage went to shit, we ended up being pretty good co-parents
22:01Yes, we did
22:02Yes, we did
22:07Oh, my God
22:08I just remembered
22:09Belle called me today
22:11To say she is studying abroad next semester
22:14In Paris!
22:15Oh!
22:16Do you know how the Parisian police found Quasimodo?
22:19They followed a hunch
22:21Please never tell that joke again
22:24You used to love my jokes
22:26You used to laugh so hard, beer would come out your nose
22:29In fact, wasn't that why you slept with me on our first date?
22:31I was fake laughing
22:33And I planned to sleep with you all along
22:37You did?
22:39Mind if I work in?
22:41Uh, no, it's all yours
22:42No, we're done here
22:43Appreciate it
22:44Why are you here?
23:00What are you...
23:01You haven't responded to my text all day
23:03It's finals
23:05It's a stressful time
23:06Tay, are you okay?
23:07What's wrong?
23:09I'm hungry
23:11Okay, then let's...
23:13Let's just grab some food
23:14Come on, get in
23:19Okay
23:36So, uh...
23:37Uh...
23:40Where do you wanna...
23:41Go eat?
23:42I don't know
23:49What?
23:53Uh...
23:54I broke up with Mia
24:01I hope you didn't do that for me
24:03What?
24:04Uh...
24:07Uh...
24:08Sorry
24:09I just...
24:10I thought you'd be happy that I just wanted to be with you
24:13Even after the other night, sleeping over
24:15Steven, I...
24:16You're wrong
24:17And I've told you before
24:18I just want this to be casual
24:19Wait, okay
24:20It's never casual with you and me, Taylor
24:22You know that
24:23Oh my god
24:24Let's just stop fucking around
24:25You know, and do it for real
24:26So we don't keep hurting other people
24:27They don't even know about us
24:28That doesn't matter
24:29It's still messed up
24:30Taylor, I want you and me to have a fresh start
24:33You know, free
24:34And clear
24:35And clean
24:36Steven, we've tried before
24:37We've tried a million times
24:38We weren't kids then
24:39We don't work
24:40It never works
24:41Taylor, you are the only girl I wanna be with
24:43What?
24:44I'm telling you
24:45I think I love you
24:46Stop, stop, no, don't
24:47I can't do this
24:48What are you talking...
24:49Can you pull over and let me out of the fucking car?
24:51Taylor, no, Taylor, I need you to listen to me
24:52Please
24:53That's all I'm asking for
24:54Steven, please just let me out of the car
24:55We're in the middle of the road, Taylor
24:56I'm not doing that
24:57I don't care, I wanna leave
24:58Pull over and let me out of the fucking car
25:01Fine, fine, fine, fuck
25:03Here, I'm pulling over, okay?
25:11Taylor, what the fuck?
25:26Taylor, I told you I don't want...
25:31Oh my God
25:36Taylor
25:37Hi
25:40I'm really sorry
25:41What happened?
25:43Were you with him or you were hurt?
25:46What happened?
25:47I wasn't in the car
25:49Okay
25:50We were arguing
25:51I jumped out
25:54And he was trying to come after me
25:56Okay
25:59What?
26:03What?
26:07It's just my fault
26:08No, no, no, it's not your fault
26:11Yes, it is
26:13You're with Steven Conklin?
26:14Yeah, yeah
26:15Is he okay?
26:16Initial scans show a cracked rib
26:18And a cerebral contusion
26:21Cerebral contusion?
26:22It's a bruise on the brain
26:24We won't know how serious it is until the swelling goes down
26:26Until then
26:27We'll keep him sedated
26:29So we just wait and see, is that it?
26:31There's some paperwork to fill out
26:32And someone will need to make decisions on his behalf
26:35Can that be one of you?
26:36I'm his sister
26:37His sister works
26:38Okay
26:39What kind of decisions do I...
26:41It's in the paperwork there
26:43Uh-huh
26:44I need to...
26:45I need to try my parents again
26:46I couldn't...
26:47Okay
26:48I'll...
26:49I will try them
26:50I will do it
26:51I don't know Steven's fucking insurance
26:52If he's on our parents' insurance or his job
26:53How am I supposed to know his fucking blood type?
26:54I think...
26:55I think I remember Steven bragging about being a universal donor
26:58Of course, Steven bragged about anything
26:59Okay, he...
27:00O negative
27:03He's O negative
27:04Okay
27:06I'm gonna try your parents again
27:07I think I should...
27:08Uh...
27:09Let a few other people know too
27:11You want me to call Jare?
27:12I don't know how we're going
27:14I don't know how we're going
27:15I don't know how we're going
27:17I don't know how really we're going
27:18On the right hand
27:23I don't know how we're going
27:26I don't know how your parents would...
27:27I wanted to throw up thinking about him,
27:29but now I just...
27:31I just wish he was here.
27:34I didn't even know what to say to make me feel bad.
27:41I'm gonna be your Jer today.
27:43Okay, we'll track down your parents.
27:45I will call Jer's dumbass, too.
27:47Okay? Just...
27:49Just fill out the paperwork and leave the rest to me.
27:51I'm gonna do it. Thank you.
27:53Um, can you call, uh, Conrad, too,
27:56because he just might understand what all this means?
27:59Yeah. I got you.
28:00I'm gonna call Conrad.
28:06Well, I'll hop on the next flight.
28:07No, it's fine. Laurel and John will probably be here by then.
28:10Okay.
28:11Well, tell me what the doctor said exactly.
28:14Uh, he's kind of a dick. He basically blew us off.
28:17We're trying to get updates, but...
28:18Well, maybe I can help. Where's he admitted?
28:20We're at, um, Providence General.
28:23But how?
28:25I will figure it out.
28:27I just want to do something.
28:32Hey, how's Belly?
28:34She's fine.
28:35Yeah? Okay.
28:36Yeah.
28:37Yeah. Great.
28:38Okay.
28:39Well, just keep me updated, okay?
28:41Yep. Will do.
28:42All right.
28:45Dr. Namazi? Excuse me?
28:47What's up?
28:48A friend of mine was in a car accident.
28:51Uh, very close friend, more like family.
28:54And he's at Providence General.
28:56Is there any chance you know anyone in neurology there?
28:59The head of neurology is a friend of a friend.
29:01Well, his name is Stephen Conklin.
29:03Do you think there's any possible way that you could make a call?
29:08I'll see what I can do.
29:12Do you think you need to take the date?
29:16Uh, no.
29:18I'm good.
29:19Okay.
29:20Okay.
29:48Jared's in the lobby.
29:51Yeah, I know, babe.
29:53He just wants to be nearby if we need him.
29:55He's not gonna come try and talk to you or anything.
29:58That's so sweet.
30:01Why does he have to be so sweet?
30:03Should I text him?
30:08Isabel Conklin?
30:10Yeah.
30:11I'm Dr. Joon Kwon.
30:13I head up the neurology team.
30:14I'm taking over your brother's case.
30:16Does that mean he's gotten worse?
30:17No.
30:18It means someone well-connected is looking out for you.
30:21I got a call from a colleague at Stanford.
30:24Stephen is sedated and sleeping.
30:26He's stable, and I've ordered a CT scan.
30:28Have you seen him yet?
30:30Well, let's get you back there.
30:32We allow two visitors, immediate family only,
30:34so I'll presume this is Stephen's other sister.
30:38Follow me.
30:47Any news on your friend?
30:48No.
30:49You sure you shouldn't just go out there?
30:52Well, I don't even know what I'd do if I did.
30:54It's not like I'm a doctor yet.
30:56Plus, we barely talked over the last few years.
30:58No cell phones.
31:01Yeah.
31:02How did everything go with those blood draws?
31:04Good.
31:05Great.
31:11This is mislabeled.
31:13Oh, that's, uh, that's mine.
31:15That's my mistake.
31:16A mistake that put your patient at risk.
31:18I'll fix it right now.
31:19You should have gone home when I gave you the chance.
31:21It won't happen again.
31:22No, it won't.
31:23You're done here.
31:24You're not ready for this.
31:27You're firing me for one mistake?
31:30Dr. Namazi, please, I didn't...
31:31You may see this as one mistake,
31:33but this is about you not knowing your limits,
31:36which makes you a walking liability, my liability.
31:39Dr. Namazi, I didn't...
31:40No.
31:41You can always apply again next year.
31:43Scruggers to OR4.
31:45Scruggers to OR4.
31:46Scruggers to OR4.
31:47It starts taking...
32:07Steven, can I tell you a secret?
32:09I've never loved anyone like I love you.
32:12Do you know how scary that is?
32:23I know I act like I don't care, but I just...
32:26I care so, so much.
32:33And I'm always afraid that it's just a matter of time
32:35before you come to me and you tell me that I'm not worth it.
32:38You're just gonna be like,
32:40Actually, you're not worth it.
32:54So I figured if I just keep pushing you away
32:57and pretend that you don't mean anything to me,
32:59then you can't hurt me.
33:01I don't know how to stop doing that.
33:05I don't know how to stop doing that.
33:16You know, the first time we got together,
33:18you remember you told me that you were like...
33:20You told me that you wouldn't give up on us.
33:26You have no idea how badly I wanted to believe you.
33:30I have good news. The CT scan is clear.
33:49The CT scan is clear? What does that mean?
33:51The swelling on Steven's brain has gone down,
33:53and we can start weaning him off the sedatives.
33:55It'll be a while until he wakes up.
33:57We'll let you know when he's ready for visitors.
34:05It's okay. He's gonna be okay.
34:07I've just been scared.
34:17I'm really sorry to dump this on you.
34:18I know you don't think that Steven and I
34:20should get back together.
34:21No, I never should have judged you.
34:23But you're right.
34:25I've been all over the place.
34:27Like, not wanting to let go of Steven,
34:29but still keeping Davis around
34:31is this, like, emotional buffer.
34:32It's shitty.
34:34And selfish.
34:36And Steven was trying to do the right thing,
34:38and I'm just freaked.
34:41But all this...
34:42It's like...
34:47I think...
34:48I think that it made me realize that
34:50even though I'm so scared...
34:52I'm so scared to lose Steven again.
34:55I'm more scared not to try.
35:01I'm gonna...
35:02I'm gonna break up with Davis.
35:06Whatever you wanna do, I support you.
35:12Sorry, how rough do I look right now?
35:21Do I look hot?
35:23I'm not gonna lie to you.
35:24I look that bad.
35:28Just go back to the house.
35:30Eat something.
35:31Shower.
35:34You heard the doctor.
35:35He's not gonna be up for a little while anyway.
35:37Thanks, babe.
35:43Hey...
35:47If you wanna get back with Jeremiah,
35:49just do it.
35:50I never said that.
35:51And make him beg.
35:52Obviously, but...
35:55Don't just throw away everything you guys have had
35:56for the past four years.
36:02Like, not if it's still what you want.
36:03Okay.
36:19Lara.
36:21Oh.
36:23We gotta get up.
36:26Shut up.
36:28Still not a morning person, huh?
36:30Yeah.
36:33Ugh.
36:34My eyes are crispy.
36:36Can you bring me some of your contact solution?
36:38Yeah.
36:50Oh, my God.
36:52John, get in here!
36:53Oh, my God.
36:56Mom, where were you?
36:58Belly, I just got your messages.
36:59What's going on?
37:01Steven was in an accident.
37:02Is he okay?
37:03He's gonna be fine.
37:06I've been trying to keep it together, but I was so scared.
37:12Oh, man. Shut up.
37:13I can't imagine how terrified you must have been.
37:16I'm so, so sorry.
37:18Have you been there all alone?
37:19No, no.
37:21Um, Taylor's here, and she's been amazing, and...
37:25Jer's here.
37:28He stayed all night.
37:30Mom, things have been so crazy.
37:33Listen, sweetheart, I'll be there as soon as I can,
37:35and, um, I'll track down your dad and let him know.
37:39I love you so much, Belly.
37:41I love you, Mommy.
37:42I love you, Mommy.
37:45What is that?
37:46Steven was in a car accident?
37:47He's okay.
37:48Okay.
37:49He's gonna be fine.
37:50Fuck.
37:51But Belly couldn't reach either of us last night.
37:52It's okay.
37:53Just meet me in the lobby in five.
38:12We hadn't seen each other much over the years.
38:18And we hadn't been alone together since...
38:20Hey.
38:22...that day at the motel.
38:24Hey.
38:25Hey.
38:32Why are you holding a poker?
38:35Oh.
38:36Um...
38:37I thought you were a burglar.
38:39Of course you did.
38:43Where's Jared?
38:46He and your dad are on their way to Chamonix.
38:50Right.
38:52Aren't you supposed to be meeting them there?
38:54Yeah, my flight got delayed because of the weather.
38:57They were trying to rebook me for the 28th.
39:01What are you doing here?
39:03My mom is on a retreat in the mountains,
39:05and Steven's in New York.
39:06I was all alone at home.
39:09So...
39:12You have chocolate all over your face.
39:13No, I don't.
39:14What did you do?
39:15You just stick your whole head in to save time?
39:16Shut it!
39:17No, I don't.
39:18You called like a certifier.
39:19You called like a certifier.
39:20You called like a certifier.
39:21You called like a certifier.
39:22You called like a certifier.
39:23You called like a certifier.
39:24I think it's maybe a little late for a fire.
39:25I think I'm just gonna crash.
39:26You called like a certifier.
39:27You called like a certifier.
39:28I think it's maybe a little late for a fire.
39:29I think I'm just gonna crash.
39:30Merry Christmas, Belly.
39:31You got a certifier,
39:33and it's nice.
39:34And you called like a certifier.
39:39How do you know that?
39:40No, no.
39:41That is bad.
39:42You called like a certifier.
39:43If you cold, I could start a fire.
39:50See, I think it's maybe a little late for a fire.
39:53I think I'm just gonna crash.
39:56Merry Christmas, Belly.
39:59It's really good to see you.
40:06You too.
40:13The next morning, right when I woke up,
40:17I had this funny feeling that he had already left.
40:23Ow!
40:32You okay?
40:33Oh, no, leave me alone.
40:36Are you hurt? Can you move?
40:38I thought you were gone.
40:40Nope. Still here.
40:44Ow.
40:47Let me help you out.
40:48No, no, no. Ow.
40:49Just, just give me a minute.
40:51Okay.
41:01How bad does it hurt on a scale from one to ten?
41:04Eleven.
41:05Eleven.
41:06You're such a baby when it comes to pain.
41:08No, I'm not.
41:11I mean, that fall you took was no joke.
41:15Seriously, it was like,
41:17when animals slip and fall in cartoons on banana peels.
41:21You calling me an animal?
41:26Ow, ow.
41:29I'm gonna pick you up,
41:31and I'm gonna carry you to the couch.
41:32No, no, no, no.
41:33Just, just, just, no.
41:35Just, I'm too heavy for you.
41:36Just leave me here.
41:37Okay.
41:38I know I can't bench press my body weight like Jer,
41:40but I can pick you up, Belly.
41:44Ready?
41:47Okay, come on.
41:48Okay. Ow.
41:50You're okay.
41:51Ready?
41:52What?
41:53Ow.
41:55Watch your legs.
42:01Ow.
42:02You're okay.
42:03Yeah.
42:04Ow.
42:10That's when I had this sudden thought.
42:12A part of me will always love you.
42:24We spent the day together, but not together.
42:30Oh, to see without my eyes.
42:34The first time that you'll kiss me.
42:39Boundless by the time I write.
42:42Entertainingly expressive, H blank blank blank Y.
42:47Hmm.
42:51Hammy.
42:53Hammy?
42:59I think this is the beginning of a beautiful friendship.
43:04She's better off with Laszlo.
43:06You're insane.
43:07Rick and Elsa are obviously meant for each other.
43:09Their little love story is nothing compared to the work that Laszlo was doing for the Resistance.
43:14Oh, my God.
43:16What?
43:17I'm gonna get more firewood.
43:20You are way too young to be this cynical.
43:22Yeah, yeah, yeah.
43:23Strange.
43:30Belly.
43:31Hey.
43:32Belly.
43:33Hey.
43:34Sorry, my reception out here is terrible.
43:35I'm on a mountain freezing my balls off.
43:36What are you up to?
43:37I'm actually in Cousins.
43:39I got super lonely, so I drove up.
43:41Oh, nice.
43:42Uh, did you bring Taylor?
43:44No, I came by myself.
43:46Well, I wish you were here with me.
43:48Comrade supply got mad stuff because of the weather, so I'm stuck here with my dad.
43:52Yeah, he, uh...
43:54What?
43:55Hello?
43:56Belly.
43:57Can you hear me?
43:58Yeah, I...
43:59I can't hear what you're saying.
44:00Uh...
44:01Never mind.
44:02What?
44:03Wait, uh...
44:04I'll show you tomorrow.
44:05Okay.
44:06Bye, Bells.
44:07Okay.
44:08Okay, love you.
44:14Hey, I...
44:15I would've told Jer that you're here too.
44:17Don't worry about it.
44:18I never told Jeremiah that Conrad was with me at Cousins.
44:22Because there was nothing to tell.
44:24Nothing happened with Conrad.
44:26Nothing was ever gonna happen.
44:28The next morning, Conrad was gone.
44:44He left just like I thought he would.
44:49No goodbye.
44:51Just gone like a ghost.
44:53Mom.
44:54I'm sorry.
44:55I'm sorry.
44:56I'm sorry.
44:57I'm sorry.
44:58I'm sorry.
44:59I'm sorry.
45:00I'm sorry.
45:01I can't believe it.
45:02How much so can I take...
45:03How much so can I think...
45:04Conrad Fischer, The Ghost of Christmas Past...
45:07Blackbird on my shoulder,
45:11And what difference does it make?
45:14When this love is over,
45:19Shall I sleep within your bed
45:23River of unhappiness
45:29Hold your hands upon my head
45:32Till I breathe my last breath
45:38Oh, oh, oh, oh is me
45:41The last time that you touch me
45:47Low will wonders ever cease
45:50Blessed be the mystery of love
46:17Come in
46:22Hey
46:24Can you take your shoes off
46:26I'm gonna be here for like a sec
46:27I was just on my way in and
46:29Came to rub it in my face that I got fired on day one
46:31No, jerk
46:32I wanted to see how your friend's doing
46:34Yeah, he's gonna be okay
46:35Thanks
46:36Good
46:37Okay, this is for you
46:39Thank you
46:40You're welcome
46:41Um
46:43So look, um
46:46About yesterday
46:48I mean, we all know Namazi's a hard ass
46:52I'm fine
46:52Cool
46:54Uh, that's
46:55Actually, I was gonna say
46:58That she kind of has a point
47:00Oh
47:02I mean, look, you know I always tell you the truth, right?
47:05And the truth is that you're smart as hell, obviously
47:09But you need to pay more attention to your feelings
47:11Excuse me?
47:14Well, you can deny your emotions all you want
47:17They're not going anywhere
47:18And as long as you're afraid to face them
47:23They'll run you, not the other way around
47:24Hello would have been nice
47:31Hello
47:33Steven, you ready for a visitor?
47:38Oh, yeah
47:39Oh, you're awake
47:40Ow, ow, ow
47:42Careful of his ribs
47:43No, no, break another one, why don't you?
47:46It's barely cracked, you baby
47:47How's, uh
47:49How's mom and dad?
47:51Where are they?
47:52They're on their way
47:52Hey
47:53Hi
47:58I'm gonna give you two a minute
48:01I'm glad you're alive
48:03You scared the shit out of everyone
48:10You know that?
48:12Belly was worried to death
48:13I knew you were just being a drama queen
48:14Obviously
48:15I was in a coma
48:17So
48:18Yeah, but
48:19Medically induced
48:21Huh
48:22Steven, I'm joking
48:27I was worried about you too
48:29Obviously
48:30Yeah, yeah, you know
48:31I've been thinking a lot about what you said
48:32Since I woke up
48:33You know, before the crash
48:35You too
48:35And you were right
48:36You and me, we don't work
48:40What?
48:47If we never ran into each other that day in New York
48:51We would have just gone about our lives and been fine
48:53So let's just pretend we didn't
48:55I've never been able to think clearly when it comes to you, Ty
49:03I couldn't let you go
49:07You know I love a challenge
49:11But
49:11This is a wake-up call
49:16You were right
49:19You and me, we don't work
49:21Hmm
49:23Good
49:26Then we're on the same page
49:28Yeah, yeah, finally
49:30I'm gonna go find Belly
49:31First loves are important
49:44Conrad was mine
49:46For the rest of my life
49:48I would think of him fondly
49:49The way you do your first pet
49:51The first car you drove
49:53But they're not as important as lasts
49:57Steven's gonna be okay
50:11Thank God
50:13Do you wanna get some air?
50:23Yeah
50:23Yeah, yeah, I would love that
50:24I was
50:30I am so mad at you
50:33And you have every right to be
50:35I'm sorry for what I did to you
50:37And I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner
50:39I'm sorry you found out the worst way possible
50:42I know it's gonna take a lot of work for you
50:45To even begin to trust me again
50:47But I am willing to do whatever it takes if you let me
50:50I'm sorry too
50:55Sorry for what?
51:01I'm sorry for everything leading up to that fight
51:04And to Cabo
51:07I can see how you thought we were broken up
51:13You can?
51:17Yeah, but I don't understand how you could just move on to somebody else so easily
51:22I mean, I could barely function
51:25How were you okay enough to have sex with someone?
51:28No, Belly, I was completely numb that whole week
51:31I didn't even feel like I was there when Lacey and I
51:33When we had sex
51:35After I-I just sat in the shower
51:39And cried for I don't-I don't even know how long
51:42I was just thinking how could I deserve you
51:45After that
51:47Maybe we
51:51Shouldn't let one mistake erase all these years
51:56I mean
51:58If we both believe that what we have
52:02Is bigger than our mistakes
52:04Then
52:05Maybe we can just start over
52:09I want that
52:11Bells, I-I want that so much
52:13You can't ever hurt me like that again
52:17I promise
52:19I promise
52:24I don't want to mess this up again
52:39We won't
52:42After Steven
52:44I-I get it now
52:46Life's too short
52:48Not to spend it with the person that you love
52:51I want to be with you always
52:54No matter what
52:55I just can't imagine my life without you
52:59Me either
53:01Belly has always been our story
53:03Yours
53:04And mine
53:05Nobody else's
53:06What are you thinking?
53:14It's-the future
53:15It's just crazy
53:16I don't know what, say it
53:17Would you-
53:22Yes
53:22You don't even know what I'm about to say
53:25Try me
53:28Isabel Conklin
53:34Will you marry me?
53:39Yes
53:39Yeah, I'll marry you
53:41I love you
53:52I love you too
53:54I love you
53:55I love you
53:55I love you
53:55A day
53:58Forever
54:00Forever
54:01Forever
54:02Forever
54:04In a day
54:07A day
54:10Forever
54:11In a day
54:12I bet we already knew our names
54:22Before we met each other
54:24I bet we sailed the Milky Way
54:27Walked on the sun together
54:30How could I forget
54:33Those emerald eyes
54:37They took me by surprise
54:41But suddenly
54:42I missed your face
54:44Because I knew that smile
54:45From miles away
54:47Girls knew that I have loved you
54:51Forever
54:51Forever
54:52In a day
54:58A day
55:01In all my lives
55:04Sometimes
55:05I'm waiting
55:06Every time
55:08To hear you say
55:10I'm yours
55:13Forever
55:14In a day
55:15I don't believe
55:30In destiny
55:33But I might have to stay
55:38Your melodies
55:42They're changing me
55:46I'm yours forever
56:03As I believe
56:03I'm yours
56:04I love you
56:05I love you
56:05I'm yours
56:06As I Heath
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