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00:00Previously on The Summer I Turned Pretty, I told everyone that I applied to Finch because it was a good school.
00:17The truest of all was that I just wanted to be near him.
00:21Now here we are.
00:22We are gonna do this for the rest of our lives.
00:25I got off the waitlist for study abroad.
00:26Paris.
00:27Have you and Conrad started your speech for the dedication ceremony?
00:30Half of Cousins is coming to see Susanna's memorial garden.
00:33I went to get my cap and gown and my name wasn't on the list.
00:35I'm not graduating.
00:36We keep coming back to each other, it feels like it's never really over.
00:39I got that summer clinic job.
00:41Have you ever been in love?
00:42Once.
00:43So what was her name?
00:44Belly.
00:45Wait, like your brother's girlfriend?
00:46Hey, Jer, look, I am not gonna be able to make the dedication.
00:51Oh, it happens in Cabo, stays in Cabo.
00:54Did you hook up with Lacey Barone during spring break?
00:56Shit.
00:57It happened when we were on a break.
00:58It didn't mean anything to me.
00:59It means something to me!
01:00I swear to you!
01:01You ruined everything!
01:03Bells, can we go on a coffee run?
01:10I thought you said you had to get at least a B on your media ethics midterm or you were so screwed.
01:30Fine.
01:31You are no fun.
01:33Hmm.
01:34Hmm.
01:35Wait, what's this important flight update for Cabo?
01:42Since when are you going to Cabo?
01:44Yeah, I told you about the last minute flight of boats.
01:47I think I would have remembered you going to Mexico.
01:50Oh, well, Bells, this is my last spring break and you're gonna be in Philly, so...
01:54Yeah, but we said we might meet up in Cousins and I thought you were trying to spend more time with your dad.
01:59Okay, don't try to guilt trip me about my dad. I just saw him last weekend.
02:03Did something happen with you guys? You've been kinda moody since then.
02:08Something worse than visiting my dead mom's grave? No.
02:12Hey, okay, that's... that's not fair. I just... I think you're being a little bit selfish.
02:19Okay, sorry. Can you just stop riding me? If you want to come to Cabo, then just come.
02:23No, I don't want to crash your boys trip.
02:25It's not just boys. The sororities are going too.
02:28Oh, so girls were invited, just not girlfriends. Cool.
02:31Look, I promise I'm not interested in whatever wet t-shirt contest or whatever it is that you're picturing.
02:36It's not that. Then what is it? What is wrong with you right now?
02:39You're the one who didn't even tell me that you're leaving the country.
02:41Yeah, because you hate anything having to do with frats.
02:43When did I ever say that?
02:45You don't have to. I can feel you judging us.
02:47Sorry if I'm a dumbass who's probably gonna bomb his midterm.
02:50Sorry if I want to have a little fun at spring break, and I'm sorry that I'm not some straight-A overachiever going to med school like Conrad.
02:55Oh, my God! What? Please... please don't put your inferiority complex on me.
03:00I wonder where that came from.
03:02Well, it didn't start with me, so maybe look at your dad.
03:05Wow.
03:07Well, if you think I'm so stupid and selfish, then why are you even with me?
03:10Fuck it. I won't waste your time.
03:12You're being ridiculous right now.
03:13You think everything I do is ridiculous, and I'm sick of it. So let's just end it.
03:17Are you serious?
03:18Yes. I'm serious.
03:19Okay, fine. If that's how you feel.
03:21It is.
03:22Great. Okay, awesome. Bye.
03:23Bye.
03:26I went home for spring break, and we still hadn't talked.
03:30I can't believe it's been five days and he still hasn't texted me.
03:36Haven't you also not texted him?
03:39Yeah, but he's the one who picked the fight out of nowhere.
03:42Why don't you just come with me to New York for a couple of days?
03:45We can, like, run around the city after I crushed my interview.
03:48I'm too depressed.
03:49Stop looking at Instagram.
03:51I just still don't even know what the hell happened.
03:54Just like...
03:56Okay, I'm heading out!
03:57Bye, Mom!
03:59Well, the good news is he looks emotionally destroyed.
04:02I mean, I knew he was down about his grades, but I...
04:05Just stop obsessing.
04:06You wanna know what's going on, why don't you ask him?
04:09Yeah, but he's the one who...
04:10Just talk to him when he gets back.
04:12Guys are like dogs.
04:13They hide when they've screwed up,
04:15and even the world's best boyfriend is gonna fuck up sometimes.
04:18You know he feels bad about it.
04:20Like, it's Jer.
04:21You're his oxygen.
04:22He can't breathe without you.
04:29I really thought Taylor was right.
04:31So when we got back to school, I went to see him.
04:36Are you really not gonna come find me?
04:38I mean, you pick a fight, walk out the door,
04:40and I don't hear from you for a week?
04:42I'm a total asshole, Billy.
04:44I fucked up, and I fucked up really bad.
04:46Hey, no, it's okay.
04:50No.
04:51No, it's not.
04:53I had a shitty week, and I took it out on you.
04:56I'm just sorry.
04:58I'm sorry, Billy.
04:59Look, I mean...
05:00We had a fight.
05:03It's not the end of the world.
05:07What does this mean?
05:09Does this mean you wanna get back together?
05:12We never stopped being together.
05:19Billy, when I was in Cabo,
05:22I-I thought...
05:24I just thought we were...
05:34I just can't believe I almost lost you over something so stupid.
05:39You could never lose me.
05:41I got you this.
05:52I was just on the beach, and I was just thinking about you.
05:55I didn't even know if you would ever talk again, but...
05:58It's really stupid, and you don't have to wear it.
06:00No.
06:01I love it.
06:06I love you.
06:07I love you.
06:08I love you.
06:09I love you.
06:10I love you.
06:11I love you.
06:17You know.
06:19It's worth it.
06:21You know, it's worth it.
06:22You know, it's worth it.
06:24I got a lot of feelings to help you.
06:26Taylor's here.
06:52I'm asleep.
06:53Got it.
06:56She's asleep.
07:00Okay, I just want to talk to her.
07:02I think she should rest right now.
07:04Okay.
07:05Fine.
07:06This is a breakfast burrito, extra crispy bacon, the way she likes it.
07:09Just make sure she eats something.
07:11Okay.
07:13Bye.
07:20Ellie, I swear, I obviously had no idea about Lacey.
07:24You know I would have killed them both for you, okay?
07:27Please just call me back.
07:28Like, just call me back.
07:31Oh, no, I wouldn't get any closer unless you want your balls cut off.
07:34Please just tell me how she is.
07:35I don't know.
07:36She won't talk to me either.
07:37Your side chick is in my sorority, so now I'm just, like, guilty by association.
07:41Taylor, please hear me out.
07:42No, I have always been on your side.
07:44I was the freaking CEO of Team Jeremiah now to find out that you're this scummy little
07:47fucking hot tub cheater.
07:48It's insane.
07:49I didn't cheat.
07:50We were on a break.
07:51No, that's bullshit.
07:52You're not getting off on this, like, technicality.
07:55You were broken up for all of two seconds, Jeremiah.
07:58And then you got her this, like, cheap-ass puka shell bracelet to make it up to her.
08:02Like, what are you doing?
08:03What are you thinking?
08:04What?
08:04You're the expert on cheating now, huh?
08:06Excuse me?
08:06You heard me.
08:08How are Davis and Mia?
08:10Don't turn it around on me.
08:12You were supposed to be the ideal.
08:14You were supposed to deserve her.
08:16But you don't, and you probably never did.
08:21Can you get out of here?
08:32Hey, this is Taylor.
08:34Leave a message.
08:38Adam called you in for this meeting, too, huh?
08:41Yep.
08:41Yeah.
08:42Fine way to spend a Sunday.
08:44Sitting in the background while the grown-ups talk.
08:47Did you, uh, get to the dossier I sent you on Friday?
08:50Yep.
08:51Yep.
08:52Yep.
08:52Yeah.
08:52Yeah.
08:53So you saw it at Starrcade X?
08:57Starrcade X?
08:57Like, like, the gaming startup?
08:59Oh, my God.
08:59I knew you were a gamer.
09:00Jesus, we have bigger nerd clues.
09:02Should I please?
09:02Wait, no.
09:03No, relax.
09:04All right, I used to program that shit.
09:06Computer engineering at Princeton?
09:08Right.
09:08Remember?
09:09Yes.
09:09How could I forget?
09:10It is in your email signature.
09:12Mm-hmm.
09:13Look, just do me a favor, all right?
09:15Read the dossier, and then call your girlfriend.
09:19Okay?
09:20Yeah.
09:21Well, I actually, um, I actually broke up with my girlfriend.
09:25That was, uh, that was my ex.
09:27Well, ex?
09:28Ex?
09:28Oh, my God.
09:29No, no, no.
09:29Stop.
09:30Immediately, no.
09:30I'm, uh, no personal stuff, all right?
09:33I'm not the co-worker who's going to be invested in your little dramas.
09:37I don't care.
09:39Yeah.
09:41All right.
09:42Um, Starrcade X?
09:44Every VC shop is going to try to move on this company, all right?
09:46So we really need to be on the ball with us.
09:48Copy.
09:49Copy.
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10:14you just have to make it to the library one thing at a time yeah but everything
10:38leads to him like I can't just study I also have to call and quit my summer job because obviously
10:48I'm not going to be in cousins because Jeremiah and then I have to figure out how to tell my mom
10:55that I can't bring myself to go to Susanna's memorial because again Jeremiah and I might
11:02never even go to the summer house again because of fucking Jeremiah so okay one thing at a time
11:07is not gonna work for you no no nothing's gonna work because everything is oh my god
11:13hey you're gonna be okay I'll meet you after study group it's not just Lacey I can't avoid
11:24I see Jeremiah everywhere
11:27even when he isn't really there
11:33hoping life brings you no new pain
11:39I rearrange my memories I try to rewrite my life
11:47but no matter how I try to
11:53and no matter how I want to
12:01and no matter how easy things could be if I did
12:09and no matter how guilty I still feel
12:14staying with you
12:15I wish I hated you
12:17our shadows dance in a parallel plane
12:21just two different endings you learn to repair
12:25and I learn to keep me in one place
12:29everywhere I go there's a memory of us from when we were golden
12:36everybody
12:36me
12:36John
12:37me
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13:07me
13:08I'm fine thanks for asking how
13:09are you
13:10sorry
13:11how are you mom
13:12at an extremely doll conference
13:14which means I am nowhere near your birth certificate
13:17what do you need it for anyway
13:19a passport
13:20I found out I got off the waitlist for Paris
13:23that's fantastic honey congratulations how's jr taking it i know he'll miss you but he must be
13:33so proud yeah um mom i gotta go okay love you
13:39bro you're tweaking you need to level out try this new indica i got may help ease the pain
13:52i just lost the most important person in my life sorry if i don't have the energy to be alive
13:57oh you don't think i know about breakups i know about breakups you saw me after sean you two were
14:02together for two seconds redbird felt like something to me i can't believe i fucked it up this
14:07bad dude i i i dig your girl i really do and i say this with love but you two were broken up right
14:15and you were wasted as hell and lacy was all over your shit it's not an excuse i should have told
14:21her as soon as i got back yeah yeah probably
14:25belly's been the center of my world since i lost my mom
14:40she's everything to me and losing her feels like
14:48it feels like i'm i'm losing the best part of myself well that's beautiful man
14:58so fight for her stop saying you're sorry find a way to show her
15:06make it sound so easy i don't think it's supposed to be
15:12i just can't believe it he acts so devoted but he's just as shady as the rest
15:21i swear if he comes to our dorm it's on site
15:25don't smile please that won't be a problem
15:28it kind of sucks you're not leaving for paris tomorrow
15:30do you think i'm being too hard on him
15:34look
15:34if you really thought you were broken up
15:39technically it's not cheating but to keep it a secret
15:43that tells me he knew what he did was wrong and he chose to keep it from you
15:47that's the part i can't get over
15:50what annika didn't know was that i had a secret too
15:55it was the day after christmas last year
15:59my mom was at a writer's retreat steven was visiting friends
16:03jair was going skiing with his dad and conrad
16:05i figured why be home alone when i could be at my favorite place in the world
16:10so i borrowed steven's car and went to cousins
16:13oh shit
16:21shit shit shit
16:23oh my god okay what would kevin do
16:26what would kevin do
16:27okay
16:29steven open up it's me
16:45belly
16:51you okay
16:52yeah yeah sorry just the flash got to me
16:56okay
16:57next
16:59belly
17:11no please don't leave i made the biggest mistake of my life
17:15please just talk to me
17:17look i'll tell you anything i'll tell you anything i just don't want any more secrets between us
17:22okay
17:25how did it happen
17:30look i was really sad i was drunk
17:34she was just there
17:37how many times
17:41twice
17:50how could you do this to me
17:51belly please
17:52i know i don't deserve you
17:53but i love you more than anyone else in the world
17:56and it kills me to see you hurting and i would do anything to take it back
17:59stop you can't undo what you did
18:01belly please
18:03i'm sorry i'm so sorry i've never loved anyone but you
18:07i love him too and i want to forgive him i just don't know how
18:14you were supposed to be the one person who would never hurt me
18:22and are you the person who hurt me the most
18:23and are you the person who would never hurt me the person who would never hurt me
18:32and are you the person who would never hurt me the person who would never hurt me the person who would never hurt me
18:42i don't creep translation twice so as one does yeah yeah i've decided it's the year that i finally read a la recherche du temps perdue in the original french
18:51go for it live on the edge
18:55you know um you and i we could start our own book group if uh if you're interested
19:00unfortunately professor park dropped out of french her first year of college
19:04john what are you doing here open up a word with you in private professor
19:10okay see you later elliot uh sure yeah um i'll be at the uh flaubert symposium if you want to drop by
19:20okay sounds great okay
19:22what was that so ta's are allowed to flirt with professors now
19:29he's an adjunct and maybe i was flirting back
19:32well and i was doing him a favor you'd have eaten him alive in about five minutes
19:35what's a history professor doing at a lit conference anyway researching potential crossover courses
19:40our provost is looking for ways to make history sexy again
19:44and a lit conference is definitely the way to do that
19:47shoot me dad
19:48please make your way in the ballroom b for tropes of old english epic poetry
19:54thank you
19:55that sounds worrying as shit
20:00yeah
20:01okay
20:03new plan we find somewhere to drink this steal a wine opener
20:08i can't do that
20:09pull your weight
20:10okay welcome to day one
20:29by the end of the summer i expect half of you will still be here
20:32don't piss me off
20:34and we'll be fine
20:35okay first patient
20:39we have a 15 year old boy came in following a seizure
20:42any thoughts on what might be going on
20:44i want to start off with our first years
20:48what do you say
20:49well
20:49uh
20:51could be puberty hormones
20:54he's 15
20:54uh could also
20:55he's also recovering from the flu and fevers are the most common cause of seizures at his age
21:00very good
21:00they also gave him nausea meds at the er and that does increase risk
21:04good catch
21:05sometimes it's just the obvious answer
21:07absolutely thank you dr namazi i'll keep that in mind
21:11okay
21:12next patient
21:13are you trying to make me the med student that gets cut on day one
21:17i'm sure that's just a mess
21:18it's fine i'll take that i'll make it up in the next one
21:21look i know that climbing up namazi's ass is just a coping mechanism for your all-consuming
21:24love for your brother's girlfriend
21:26why did i tell you that
21:27because you were like yearning to
21:28or whatever
21:30safest place to hang out at an academic conference is in the hotel gym
21:35nice
21:37give me your phone mine's dead and i want to call the kids
21:40it's in my room also the kids are fine
21:42also you're upside down
21:44yes
21:44yes i am
21:45oh
21:47what are you doing
21:50getting some things off my chest
21:53oh why did i ask
21:54you know even though our marriage went to shit
21:58we ended up being pretty good co-parents
22:02yes we did
22:03oh my god
22:08i just remembered
22:09belly called me today
22:11to say she is studying abroad next semester
22:14in paris
22:15oh
22:15do you know
22:17how the parisian police found quasimodo
22:19they followed a hunch
22:21please never tell that joke again
22:24you used to love my jokes
22:26you used to laugh so hard
22:28beer would come out your nose
22:29in fact
22:30wasn't that why you slept with me on our first date
22:31i was fake laughing
22:33and i planned to sleep with you all along
22:35you did
22:38mind if i work in
22:40uh no it's all yours
22:43we're done here
22:44appreciate it
22:59why are you here
23:00what are you
23:01you haven't responded to my text all day
23:03it's finals
23:05it's a stressful time
23:07hey are you okay
23:08what's wrong
23:08i'm i'm hungry
23:11okay then let's
23:13let's just grab some food
23:14come on get in
23:16okay
23:20so uh
23:37uh where do you wanna
23:40go eat
23:41i don't know
23:43what's wrong
23:52i broke up with mia
23:55i hope you didn't do that for me
24:03what
24:04i'm sorry
24:05i just i thought you'd be happy that i just wanted to be with you
24:13even after after the other night sleeping over
24:16steven i you're wrong and i've told you before i just want this to be casual
24:20okay it's never casual with you and me taylor you know that let's just stop fucking around you know and do it for real so we don't keep hurting other people they don't even know about us that doesn't matter it's still messed up
24:30taylor i want you and me to have a fresh start you know free and and clear and clean
24:36steven we've tried before we've tried a million times it doesn't we don't work it never works
24:41taylor you are the only girl i want to be with
24:43i'm telling you i i think i love you
24:46stop stop no don't i i i can't do this
24:48what are you talking
24:49can you pull over and let me out of the fucking car
24:51taylor no taylor i need you to listen to me please
24:53that's all i'm asking for
24:54please just let me out of the car
24:55we're in the middle of the road taylor i'm not doing that
24:57i want to leave
24:58you pull over and let me out of the fucking car
25:01fine fine fine fuck
25:03here i'm pulling over okay
25:06taylor what the fuck
25:28taylor i told you i don't want
25:29oh my god
25:32taylor
25:36i'm really sorry
25:41what happened
25:43me with him are you hurt
25:45what happened
25:47i wasn't in the car
25:49okay
25:50you were arguing
25:51you were arguing
25:51i jumped out and he was trying to come after me
25:57it's just my fault
26:09no no no it's not your fault
26:11yes it is
26:13you're with stephen conklin
26:15yeah yeah
26:16is he okay
26:17initial scans show a cracked rib
26:19and a cerebral contusion
26:21cerebral contusion
26:23it's a bruise on the brain
26:24we won't know how serious it is until the swelling goes down until then
26:27we'll keep him sedated
26:29so we just wait and see is that it
26:31there's some paperwork to fill out and someone will need to make decisions on his behalf
26:35can that be one of you
26:36i'm his sister
26:37his sister works
26:39okay um what kind of decisions do i
26:42uh it's it's in the paperwork there
26:44i need to i need to try my parents again i couldn't
26:50okay i'll i will try them i will do it
26:53i don't know stephen's fucking insurance if he's on our parents insurance or his job
26:58how am i supposed to know his fucking blood type
27:00i think i think i remember stephen bragging about being a universal donor
27:05of course you bragged about anything
27:07okay
27:10okay he o negative he's o negative
27:13okay
27:14i'm gonna try your parents again
27:16i think i should uh let a few other people know
27:20do you want me to call jare
27:23i don't know an hour ago i wanted to throw up thinking about him but now i just
27:30i just wish he was here
27:34i don't even know what to say to make me feel bad
27:37i'm gonna be your jare today
27:43okay we'll track down your parents
27:45i will call jare's dumbass too
27:47okay just
27:49just fill out the paperwork and leave the rest to me
27:52i'm gonna do it
27:53thank you um can you call uh conrad too because he just might understand what all this means
27:59all this means i got you i'm gonna call conrad
28:02well i'll hop on the next flight
28:07no it's fine laurel and john will probably be here by then
28:10okay
28:11well
28:12tell me what the doctor said exactly
28:14uh he's kind of a dick he basically blew us off
28:17we're trying to get updates but
28:18well maybe i can help where's he admitted
28:20we're at um providence providence general
28:23but how
28:25i will figure it out
28:26i just want to do something
28:29hey how's belly
28:33she's fine
28:35yeah okay
28:36yeah
28:37yeah great
28:37okay
28:38well just keep me updated okay
28:41yep will do
28:42all right
28:43dr namazi
28:46excuse me
28:47what's up
28:48a friend of mine was in a car accident
28:51uh very close friend more like family and
28:55he's at providence general
28:57is there any chance you know anyone in neurology there
29:00the head of neurology is a friend of a friend
29:02well his name is stephen conklin
29:03do you think there's any possible way that
29:06you could make a call
29:08i'll see what i can do
29:11thank you
29:12do you think you need to take the day
29:14uh no
29:18i'm good
29:19okay
29:42jerry's in the lobby
29:51yeah i know babe
29:53he just wants to be nearby if we need him he's not gonna come try and talk to you or anything
29:58that's so sweet
30:00that's so sweet
30:01why does he have to be so sweet
30:03should i text him
30:05isabel conklin
30:10yeah
30:11i'm dr june kwan i head up the neurology team
30:14i'm taking over your brother's case
30:16does that mean he's gotten worse
30:17no it means someone well connected is looking out for you
30:20i got a call from a colleague at stanford
30:24steven is sedated and sleeping he's stable and i've ordered a ct scan
30:28have you seen him yet
30:30well let's get you back there we allow two visitors immediate family only so i'll presume this is stephen's other sister
30:38follow me
30:39any news on your friend
30:48no
30:49you sure you shouldn't just go out there
30:52i don't even know what i'd do if i did
30:54it's not like i'm a doctor yet
30:55plus we barely talked over the last few years
30:58no cell phones
31:01yeah
31:02how did everything go with those blood draws
31:05good
31:06great
31:06this is mislabeled
31:13oh that's uh that's mine
31:15it's my mistake
31:16a mistake that put your patient at risk
31:19i'll fix it right now
31:19you should have gone home when i gave you the chance
31:21it won't happen again
31:22no it won't
31:23you're done here
31:24you're not ready for this
31:26you're firing me for one mistake
31:30dr namazi please i didn't
31:32you may see this as one mistake
31:33but this is about you not knowing your limits
31:36which makes you a walking liability
31:38my liability
31:39dr namazi
31:40i didn't
31:41no
31:41you can always apply again next year
31:43spruxers to or4
31:45spruxers to or4
31:48starts taking
31:49steven can i tell you a secret
32:09i've never loved anyone like i love you
32:12do you know how scary that is
32:18i know i act like i don't care but i just i care so so much
32:29and i'm always afraid that it's just a matter of time before you come to me and you tell me that i'm not worth it
32:37and you're just gonna be like actually you're not worth it
32:42so i figured if i just keep pushing you away and pretend that you don't mean anything to me then you can't hurt me
33:01and i don't know how to stop doing that
33:06you know the first time we got together
33:18you remember you told me that you were like
33:21you told me that you wouldn't give up on us
33:24you have no idea
33:28how badly i wanted to believe you
33:30i have good news the ct scan is clear
33:50the ct scan is clear what does that mean
33:53the swelling on stephen's brain has gone down
33:55and we can start weaning him off the sedatives
33:57it'll be a while until he wakes up
33:59we'll let you know when he's ready for visitors
34:01thank you
34:02it's okay
34:06he's gonna be okay
34:07i've just been scared
34:09i'm really sorry to dump this on you i know i know you don't think that stephen and i should get back together
34:21no i never should have judged you
34:24but you're right i've been all over the place
34:25i've been all over the place
34:27like not wanting to let go of stephen but still keeping davis around as this like emotional buffer
34:33it's shitty and selfish
34:36and stephen was trying to do the right thing and i'm just freaked
34:40i think i think that made me realize that even though i'm so scared i'm so scared to lose stephen again
34:55i'm more scared not to try
34:58i'm gonna i'm gonna break up with davis
35:04whatever you want to do
35:08i support you
35:09all right how rough do i look right now
35:21do i look hot
35:22i'm not gonna lie to you
35:24i look that bad
35:25just go back to the house
35:30eat something
35:31shower
35:32you heard the doctor he's not gonna be up for a little while anyway
35:37thanks babe
35:38hey
35:43if you want to get back with jeremiah
35:49just do it
35:50i never said that
35:52and make him beg
35:52obviously but
35:54don't just throw away everything you guys have had for the past four years
35:58like not if it's still what you want
36:03okay
36:09lar
36:19mom
36:21we gotta get up
36:24shut up
36:27still not a morning person huh
36:30my eyes are crispy
36:35can you bring me some of your contact solution
36:38yeah
36:39oh my god
36:50john get in here
36:54oh my god
36:56mom
36:57where were you
36:58belly
36:58i just got your messages
36:59what's going on
37:00steven was in an accident
37:02is he okay
37:03he's gonna be fine
37:04i've been trying to keep it together
37:07but i was so scared
37:09i can't imagine how terrified you must have been
37:15i'm so so sorry
37:17have you been there
37:19all alone
37:20no
37:21no
37:21um
37:22taylor's here
37:23and she's been amazing
37:24and
37:25jare's here
37:28he stayed all night
37:29mom
37:31things have been so crazy
37:32listen sweetheart
37:34i'll be there as soon as i can
37:35and um
37:36i'll
37:37i'll
37:37track down your dad
37:38and let him know
37:39i love you so much belly
37:41i love you mommy
37:43steve was in a car accident
37:47he's okay
37:48he's gonna be fine
37:49but belly couldn't reach either of us last night
37:52it's okay
37:52just meet me in the lobby in five
37:54we hadn't seen each other much over the years
38:18and we hadn't been alone together since
38:21that day at the motel
38:23hey
38:24hey
38:25why are you holding a poker
38:34oh
38:35um
38:36i thought you were a burglar
38:38of course you did
38:40where's jare
38:45he and your dad are on their way to chamonix
38:48right
38:51aren't you supposed to be meeting them there
38:55yeah my flight got delayed because of the weather
38:57they were trying to rebook me for the 28th
39:00what are you doing here
39:02my mom is on a retreat in the mountains and steven's in new york
39:07i was all alone at home
39:08so
39:10you have chocolate all over your face
39:31no i don't what did you do you just stick your whole head in to save time
39:38shut it
39:40i don't know
39:42you called i could start a fire
39:44so i think it's maybe a little late for a fire i think i'm just gonna crash
39:54merry christmas belly
39:58it's really good to see you
40:00you too
40:06the next morning right when i woke up i had this funny feeling that he had already left
40:20you're okay
40:33oh no leave me alone
40:37are you hurt can you move
40:38i thought you were gone
40:40nope
40:41still here
40:43let me help you up
40:48no no no
40:49just
40:50just
40:50give me a minute
40:52okay
40:52how bad does it hurt on a scale from one to ten
41:05eleven
41:06you're such a baby when it comes to pain
41:08no i'm not
41:09i mean that fall you took was no joke
41:13seriously it was like
41:16when animals slip and fall in cartoons on banana peels
41:20are you calling me an animal
41:22i'm gonna pick you up and i'm gonna carry you to the couch
41:33no no no no just just just no just i'm too heavy for you just
41:37okay
41:37leave me here
41:38i know i can't bench press my body weight like jared but i can pick you up belly
41:42ready
41:45okay come on
41:48okay
41:48ow
41:49you're okay
41:51ready
41:52watch your legs
41:58you're okay
42:03yeah
42:04that's when i had this sudden thought
42:12a part of me will always love you
42:15we spent the day together
42:28but not together
42:30entertainingly expressive h blank blank blank blank y
42:47i think this is the beginning of a beautiful friendship
42:52she's better off of lazlo
42:55Loey, I think this is the beginning of a beautiful friendship.
43:04She's better off with Laszlo.
43:06You're insane.
43:07Rick and Ilsa are obviously meant for each other.
43:10Their little love story is nothing compared to the work that Laszlo was doing for the Resistance.
43:15Oh, my God.
43:16What?
43:17I'm gonna get more firewood.
43:20You are way too young to be this cynical.
43:22Yeah, yeah.
43:24It's true.
43:25Hey.
43:31Hey.
43:32Belly.
43:32Hey, sorry, my reception out here is terrible.
43:34I'm on a mountain freezing my balls off.
43:36What are you up to?
43:37I'm actually in Cousins.
43:39I got super lonely, so I drove up.
43:42Oh, nice.
43:43Did you bring Taylor?
43:44No, I came by myself.
43:47Well, I wish you were here with me.
43:48Conrad's flight got mad stuff because of the weather, so I'm stuck here with my dad.
43:52Yeah, he...
43:54He's...
43:55What?
43:56Hello?
43:56Belly.
43:57Can you hear me?
43:58Jer, I...
43:59I can't hear what you're saying.
44:00Uh...
44:01Never mind.
44:02What?
44:04Wait, uh, I'll check you tomorrow.
44:06Okay.
44:06Bye, Bells.
44:07Okay.
44:08Okay, love you.
44:14Hey, I...
44:15I would have told Jer that you're here, too.
44:18Don't worry about it.
44:18I never told Jeremiah that Conrad was with me at Cousins, because there was nothing to
44:23tell.
44:24Nothing happened with Conrad.
44:27Nothing was ever gonna happen.
44:28The next morning, Conrad was gone.
44:44He left just like I thought he would.
44:49No goodbye.
44:51Just gone like a ghost.
44:53Conrad Fisher, the ghost of Christmas past.
45:07Blackbird on my shoulder, and what difference does it make?
45:16When this love is over, shall I sleep within your bed?
45:23River of unhappiness, hold your hands upon my head, till I breathe my last breath.
45:38Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, is me.
45:43The last time that you touch me.
45:47Oh, will wonders ever cease.
45:52Blast and be the mystery of love.
46:01Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
46:08Come in.
46:24Hey.
46:25Can you take your shoes off?
46:26I'm gonna be here for like a sec.
46:28I was just on my way in and...
46:29Came to rub it in my face that I got fired on day one?
46:32No, jerk.
46:32I wanted to see how your friend's doing.
46:34Yeah, he's gonna be okay.
46:36Thanks.
46:37Good.
46:38All right, this is for you.
46:41You're welcome.
46:43Um...
46:44So, look, um...
46:47About yesterday...
46:49I mean, we all know Namazi's a hard-ass.
46:52I'm fine.
46:54Cool.
46:55Uh, that's...
46:56Actually, I was gonna say that she kind of has a point.
47:01Oh.
47:03I mean, look, you know I always tell you the truth, right?
47:05And the truth is that you're smart as hell, obviously,
47:09but you need to pay more attention to your feelings.
47:11Excuse me?
47:13Well, you can deny your emotions all you want.
47:17They're not going anywhere.
47:19And as long as you're afraid to face them,
47:23they'll run you, not the other way around.
47:30Hello would have been nice.
47:32Hello.
47:35Steven, you ready for a visitor?
47:38Oh, yeah.
47:39Oh, you're awake.
47:40Ow, ow, ow.
47:42Careful of his ribs.
47:44No, no, break another one, why don't you?
47:46It's barely cracked, you baby.
47:48How's, uh...
47:50How's mom and dad?
47:51Where are they?
47:52They're on their way.
47:53Hey.
47:58Hi.
47:58I'm going to give you two a minute.
48:02I'm glad you're alive.
48:08You scared the shit out of everyone.
48:10You know that?
48:12Belly was worried to death.
48:13I knew you were just being a drama queen, obviously.
48:16I was in a coma, so...
48:18Yeah, but...
48:19medically induced.
48:22Huh.
48:22Steven, I'm joking.
48:28I was worried about you, too, obviously.
48:30Yeah, yeah, you know, I've been thinking a lot about what you said since I woke up.
48:34You know, before the crash.
48:35Me too.
48:35And you were right.
48:36You and me, we don't work.
48:40What?
48:47If we never ran into each other that day in New York, we would have just gone about our
48:52lives and been fine, so let's just pretend we didn't.
49:00I've never been able to think clearly when it comes to you, Tay.
49:06I couldn't let you go.
49:07You know I love a challenge, but...
49:12This is a wake-up call.
49:18You were right.
49:20You and me, we don't work.
49:22Hmm.
49:26Good.
49:27Then we're on the same page.
49:29Yeah, yeah, finally.
49:30I'm gonna go find Belly.
49:31Okay.
49:37First loves are important.
49:45Conrad was mine.
49:47For the rest of my life, I would think of him fondly.
49:50The way you do your first pet.
49:52The first car you drove.
49:55But they're not as important as lasts.
49:57Stephen's gonna be okay.
50:12Thank God.
50:19Do you want to get some air?
50:23Yeah.
50:23Yeah, I would love that.
50:24I was...
50:31I am so mad at you.
50:34And you have every right to be.
50:36I'm sorry for what I did to you,
50:38and I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner.
50:40I'm sorry you found out the worst way possible.
50:43I know it's gonna take a lot of work
50:45for you to even begin to trust me again,
50:47but I am willing to do whatever it takes
50:49if you let me.
50:54I'm sorry, too.
50:58Sorry for what?
51:01Sorry for everything leading up to that fight.
51:06And to Cabo.
51:07I can see how you thought we were broken up.
51:15You can?
51:17Yeah, but I...
51:18I don't understand how you could just
51:20move on to somebody else so easily.
51:23I mean, I could barely function.
51:25How were you okay enough to have sex with someone?
51:27No, Belly, I was completely numb that whole week.
51:31I didn't even feel like I was there
51:32when Lacey and I...
51:34when we had sex.
51:37After I...
51:38I just sat in the shower
51:39and cried for I don't...
51:41I don't even know how long.
51:43I was just thinking,
51:44how could I deserve you
51:45after that?
51:46Maybe we shouldn't let one mistake
51:54erase all these years.
51:58I mean,
51:59if we both believe that what we have
52:02is bigger than our mistakes,
52:05then...
52:06maybe we can just start over.
52:10I want that, Bells.
52:12I want that so much.
52:13You can't ever hurt me like that again.
52:18I promise.
52:23I promise.
52:38I don't want to mess this up again.
52:41We won't.
52:43After Steven,
52:45I get it now.
52:47Life's too short
52:48not to spend it with the person that you love.
52:53I want to be with you always,
52:55no matter what.
52:57I just can't imagine my life without you.
53:00Me either.
53:02Belly has always been our story,
53:03yours and mine.
53:05Nobody else's.
53:07Nobody else's.
53:11What are you thinking?
53:12The future is just crazy.
53:16I don't know what.
53:17Say it.
53:21Would you...
53:22Yes.
53:24You don't even know what I'm about to say.
53:27Try me.
53:34Isabel Conklin,
53:34will you marry me?
53:39Yes.
53:40Yeah, I'll marry you.
53:42Yes.
53:51I love you.
53:53I love you, too.
53:55I love you.
53:55I love you.
53:55I bet we already knew our names before we met each other.
54:24I bet we've sailed the Milky Way.
54:27Walked on the sun together.
54:30How could I forget those emerald eyes?
54:38They took me by surprise, but suddenly I missed your face.
54:44I knew that smile from miles away.
54:47Girls knew that I have loved you forever and a day.
54:57And all my lungs are waiting every time to hear you say I'm yours forever and a day.
55:15I don't believe in destiny, but I might have to stay.
55:38I'm yours forever and a day.
55:39I'm yours forever and a day.
55:40I'm yours forever and a day.
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56:03I'm yours forever and a day.
56:04I'm yours forever and a day.
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