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Sparkle stars Lexi Gonzales and Elijah Alejo turn emotional as they talk about their real-life experience growing up without their dads. Watch it in this online exclusive video.

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00:00My name is Lexi Gonzalez.
00:02My name is Elijah Alejo.
00:04And I didn't have a father.
00:08And I didn't have a father.
00:18It's hard, of course.
00:22Actually, more than on my part,
00:25it's more than my father's father.
00:29Because we were just one.
00:32So more than I was living without a father,
00:35I was more than a father's father's father
00:37that we did not have any life in his life.
00:43And I still thought,
00:45it's hard for life.
00:47We're not happy.
00:48And we were two brothers.
00:50That's why we were just one of them.
00:54For how many years of his life,
00:57I gotcha.
00:59There were mixed negative feelings.
01:03There were confusion.
01:06Why? What happened?
01:09What was his desire to leave?
01:13What pushed him?
01:15There was a lot.
01:17Why?
01:19In my perspective, because of him,
01:23I was trying to work for the family.
01:28Because I was trying to work for him.
01:34No.
01:36No.
01:37Because I didn't want him to leave.
01:45It's not easy.
01:47It's been a long time for forgiveness.
01:51And even though I was in the time that I wanted to leave,
01:55there were some things that I didn't like.
01:59And I remember the times when we were hard.
02:04It was hard to remember.
02:06It's hard to remember.
02:07And you know, when you forgive, you forget.
02:10I didn't do it fully until I realized that I had to come to terms.
02:17That I know all things I had to know.
02:20But I had to forgive my dad.
02:23So, I forgave.
02:25Because I did not forget.
02:27Hanggang ngayon, naalala ko pa rin lahat.
02:31So, masasabi ko na patawid ko na yung tatay ko.
02:34Mahal ko pa rin naman siya eh.
02:36Kasi tatay ko siya eh.
02:38Pero hanggang ngayon,
02:40hindi ko pa rin nakakalimutan
02:42lahat ng pinagdaanan namin.
02:44Kung ano talaga yung nararamdaman ko bilang Elijah,
02:57kumbaga parehong lumakin o walang tatay.
02:59But, magkaiba yung reasons kung bakit iniwan.
03:04Kumbaga, iaano ko lang yung feeling na
03:06bakit lumakin o walang tatay,
03:08na yung yearning for a tatay.
03:10I think yun yung i-incorporate ko kay Colleen.
03:13Kumbaga, knowing na pinagdaanan ko yun as Elijah,
03:17ipaparamdam ko yun sa viewers as Colleen.
03:27Honestly po, kasi hindi ako ready
03:30na kausapin siya.
03:32Everyone in my family knows that po.
03:35Hindi po talaga ako ready.
03:37Kasi, once po na makita ko siya,
03:40I know na I'll get really emotional.
03:49Ma, huwag ka, umiya ka.
03:50Ako, I appreciate na kumbagaan dyan talaga si mommy for me,
03:56kahit na nahihirapan na siya.
03:59Um, kasi siyempre tumatanda na,
04:02and nagkakasakit.
04:04Um, I really appreciate na nandyan siya.
04:06I just know na kung ano po yung mga ginagawa niya
04:10is yung tingin niyang makakabuti sa akin.
04:13Maka inis, huwag na.
04:18Maka inis, huwag na.
04:20Tjaring.
04:21Well, Dad,
04:23matanda na ako.
04:25I am grateful and thankful na,
04:28kahit na si mommy lang yung nasa side ko.
04:31I was able to grow up ng maayos.
04:36I have a good life.
04:38I am very grateful for that.
04:40And gusto ko lang sabihin sa'yo na,
04:42you don't have to worry about me.
04:43Hindi mo lang ako kailangan isipin.
04:45Kahit si Jigo, kahit si mommy, we're fine.
04:48Itong gusto ko lang din, okay ka.
04:51Gusto ko maging masaya ka din,
04:53maging healthy ka.
04:55Kasi I love you.
04:57And sana itong time nato ng buhay natin
05:01na we're getting closer,
05:03we're getting into terms with forgiveness.
05:06Sana magtuloy-tuloy, Dad.
05:08I also wish you and your family well.
05:12I want you to be happy.
05:14The same way na I want my mom
05:17to also be very happy with her life.
05:20Ayun lang.

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