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James, giving himself 12 months before he has "a license to kill himself," sets off to the Amazon rainforest with hopes | dG1fTDZJQWJORWlLVm8
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00:00I can't tell you the reason, or even the day I knew something was wrong.
00:11It's very difficult for me to accept that this is where I am.
00:17I feel like I need to create some sort of meaning out of it.
00:22I do every single fucking thing! Every single thing!
00:26Soy el chamán!
00:35The shamans down here have been using ayahuasca for thousands of years.
00:40Ayahuasca, many visions. It's okay, it'll clean your life.
00:45This is like the gold mine of ayahuasca.
00:49I've been having like an exorcism.
00:52I keep programming my brain, zapping.
01:01Oh my god.
01:03I cannot describe what just happened to me.
01:06I really don't know what this is going to do.
01:10I want to love and be loved. I just miss the emotional capacity. I want to feel again.
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