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00:00:44Baby, get out here before the cereal gets soggy. Tuna or peanut butter, hurry up! Peanut butter! What is she still doing here?
00:00:51That's for the kids' lunches. Well, Jacob offered, so... Well, Jacob's one of the kids.
00:00:56He's a grown-ass man, and you ain't his mama. You do know he's 17, right?
00:01:02Hey, Ma. Is everybody up? Yeah, everything's done, of course. What about you? You tired?
00:01:07Where's your brother? Good morning!
00:01:10He's just getting up. I gotta get back to work.
00:01:13Okay, well, I left the plate for you in the fridge for when you get home. All right, talk to you later.
00:01:17Hey, come on. Love you. Love you.
00:01:19Um, who is she? Who are you? She was just leaving. Let's go. Let's go.
00:01:25I gotta eat what we have.
00:01:29Yo, thanks for this sis, Kalani.
00:01:31I hope you protected yourself. Seriously.
00:01:34Come, please.
00:01:35Remember, there's a no pet rule in the building.
00:01:38Haters, dead ass, both of you.
00:01:40I'm not hating. I'm looking out for you.
00:01:43Who's the oldest, huh? I am. Don't you ever forget it.
00:01:47Buy one minute, fool.
00:01:49Do I get one too, Mom?
00:01:50Thank you. I'm good, Jacob. I'll take you.
00:01:53No. Look, y'all gonna be late. Get on. Take this.
00:01:57Thanks, Jake. You know I got you.
00:01:59And scrub the... scrub the nasty out the tub before Mom gets home.
00:02:05Hey, she was nasty and a little bit nasty, but you weren't nasty nasty.
00:02:09Bye, Jacob.
00:02:11Machines and living things convert energy into what? Heat.
00:02:21Good, baby. And how does a living thing convert energy into heat?
00:02:27Sex.
00:02:29That you better not ride on your test.
00:02:34Good morning, Kalani. How are you?
00:02:36Um, ladies usual.
00:02:42I thought you said she was coming.
00:02:44She is. She's supposed to anyway.
00:02:48I hope I didn't choose the one day she's sick.
00:02:50That wouldn't change anything.
00:02:52Eh, heh. Girl, what'd it do?
00:02:55Uh-uh. What you doing here, Terrence? Boy, you know this ain't your train.
00:02:58Good morning, T.
00:02:59Who you waiting for?
00:03:00Your cousin.
00:03:01Tarnia, what's going on?
00:03:02What up, Andre? How you doing?
00:03:04I don't come to me no more.
00:03:05Look, I'm trying... I'm trying to get this...
00:03:07Come on, girl. You know you not too busy for your own men.
00:03:10Come on. It's going by.
00:03:12Terrence, where you going?
00:03:13I'm on the class. Where you going?
00:03:15You don't even have a book bag.
00:03:17Shut up.
00:03:18What's up, Kalani?
00:03:19What's up, Terrence?
00:03:20What's up, Kalani?
00:03:21What's up, Terrence?
00:03:22What's up, Kalani?
00:03:23What's up, Kalani?
00:03:24What's up, Terrence?
00:03:25What's up, Kalani?
00:03:27I got it.
00:03:31Kalani!
00:03:33Uh-uh!
00:03:35Girl!
00:03:36You know you don't wanna be late for school.
00:03:39What's up, Kalani?
00:03:42What's up, Terrence?
00:03:50What?
00:03:51Making you nervous or something?
00:03:54Well, with you staring at me like that...
00:03:57What you doing on this train, anyway?
00:03:59My grandma needed some help with groceries this morning,
00:04:01so I just thought I'd come through.
00:04:02Aw, it's easy.
00:04:05Man, this is my stop.
00:04:06Tell Kirk I said hi if you see him.
00:04:08You still your man?
00:04:10Yes, that's still my man.
00:04:12You sure?
00:04:20Why are you doing that?
00:04:22What's that?
00:04:24You need to stop.
00:04:25You need to stop.
00:04:30Okay, girls.
00:04:31Your next assignment.
00:04:32Write a paper on the lie by Kurt Vonnegut.
00:04:34I expect you all did the reading.
00:04:36Chanda and Kalani, it was a rhetorical question.
00:04:39It's AP literature.
00:04:42Now, who can tell me what Kurt Vonnegut's The Lie was all about?
00:04:46Can I raise my hand now, or is that also a rhetorical question?
00:04:51Amy, it's a book about the American dream.
00:04:54Oh, really?
00:04:56You have to go deeper, Amy.
00:04:59Bethany, what are your thoughts?
00:05:01It's a short story about a boy whose family donates money to a private school much like ours.
00:05:05But the school doesn't accept the boy because his test scores aren't good enough.
00:05:09Even though his family had gone to the school for generations, it's completely unfair.
00:05:14Good.
00:05:15Bethany, you have hit on the topic of this assignment.
00:05:20Continue, Bethany.
00:05:22Most of us in this room would agree that private schools are private for a reason.
00:05:26If you can't afford it, you shouldn't have the right to a better education.
00:05:31That is a very strong point of view.
00:05:34Bethany's are due on Monday.
00:05:37They account for one-third of your final grade, and I am expecting nothing short of your very best.
00:05:46Kalani, I need to see you for a moment.
00:05:59Good afternoon, Kalani.
00:06:03Your college application is there.
00:06:08Are you sure you don't want me to send any others?
00:06:11I think I could take you to the mailbox myself.
00:06:16I've given this a lot of thought.
00:06:19Um, and Yale is where I want to be and my first choice.
00:06:24Mm.
00:06:26I understand.
00:06:28I can be behind it.
00:06:31And, and, um, for helping with the application fees.
00:06:36I don't know what I want to do if I don't get in.
00:06:40The great what-ifs of life.
00:06:43It either propels you to greatness or stunts you into immobility.
00:06:49It's gonna take you sitting down and staying focused on what has to be done.
00:06:58That's your destiny.
00:07:02My destiny?
00:07:04You sound so much like me.
00:07:05Yeah, but did you have a bitch-ass bigot trying to ruin you?
00:07:09I hate Ms. Umans.
00:07:11Ms. Umans?
00:07:13She has a problem with me.
00:07:15I'm the only black girl in our class, and she makes sure I know it.
00:07:21It's good preparation for you, Kalani.
00:07:22Hmm.
00:07:24Let me tell you a little story.
00:07:29I was young brother from the projects.
00:07:33Hmm.
00:07:35My mother gave birth to me at 13.
00:07:38Hmm.
00:07:39I had all the world on my shoulder and all the odds against me.
00:07:43I was told that I was brilliant and accomplished just like you.
00:07:51I even got a scholarship to play baseball and be a pitcher at one of the top-ranked high schools.
00:07:59Then the team got a coach who was not interested in having a black pitcher.
00:08:08Hmm.
00:08:09I was disappointed.
00:08:11I was upset.
00:08:13I felt like I had lost my confidence.
00:08:15All those things.
00:08:16My grades fell.
00:08:17All those things happened to me.
00:08:19And I think since I'm a black man in this white man's world, why should I dream big?
00:08:26Why can't I just sit on the bench of life like everyone else and don't follow my dreams?
00:08:33Hmm.
00:08:34I didn't go into baseball like I wanted to.
00:08:38I didn't go into my dream.
00:08:41But I made it.
00:08:44Yeah.
00:08:46Through all that, I got through it.
00:08:50And I look at that and I think about you.
00:08:55Because that's what you're gonna have to do.
00:08:57You're gonna have to get through it.
00:08:59All the things that you're angry about, all the ways in which your dreams are often undermined.
00:09:07You're gonna have to get through it.
00:09:09And you...
00:09:11You can do that.
00:09:13I think so.
00:09:16Step one is to be present and to be focused.
00:09:20So get out there.
00:09:21I got it.
00:09:22Are you kidding?
00:09:23Daddy's in the south of France.
00:09:24Last I heard.
00:09:25Card's got us.
00:09:26Thanks.
00:09:27No problem.
00:09:30I know the school year's almost over and you've still never taken me to a party in Harlem.
00:09:31I hear they're epic.
00:09:32I could be your plus one.
00:09:33I plus one.
00:09:34I could be your plus one.
00:09:35What?
00:09:36I mean it.
00:09:37You're telling me you don't need to blow off steam.
00:09:38Katie.
00:09:39What?
00:09:40I mean it.
00:09:41I know the school year's almost over and you've still never taken me to a party in Harlem.
00:09:56I hear they're epic.
00:09:57I could be your plus one.
00:09:59I plus one.
00:10:00What?
00:10:01I mean it.
00:10:02You're telling me you don't need to blow off steam.
00:10:04Katie.
00:10:05Have you ever been above 96th street?
00:10:07Of course I have.
00:10:08I took a tour of Columbia.
00:10:10Mmm.
00:10:11Okay.
00:10:12Yeah.
00:10:13Okay.
00:10:14Okay.
00:10:15Kalani, you ready?
00:10:19Let's go.
00:10:20Hi, Katie.
00:10:21Hi, Kirk.
00:10:22It's nice to see you again.
00:10:23Oh, it's nice to see you too.
00:10:25Hi, Katie.
00:10:26Kalani, you know I don't like being down here.
00:10:28Oh, don't be so dramatic.
00:10:30Kalani, let's go.
00:10:34Bye, Katie.
00:10:35Bye, Katie.
00:10:36See you later.
00:10:37Okay.
00:10:38Let me know about going out this weekend.
00:10:39Yeah.
00:10:40Gotcha.
00:10:41I thought we had plans, just you and I.
00:10:45You're looking good today, baby.
00:10:46You're waiting on me.
00:10:47My brother was supposed to pick me up.
00:10:48I don't know where he is and he's not picking up his phone.
00:10:49Hey, Ty, hop in the V. Let's get to the crib.
00:10:50I want my friends tonight, Malik.
00:10:51I'm good.
00:10:52You headed back to 155th?
00:10:53I can get you a ride if that's what you asked.
00:10:54Well, you took me for a ride a couple times last month and then I never saw you again.
00:10:58Oh, you know I love you, shorty.
00:10:59I'm going to hop in the whip so we can get to the crib.
00:11:00I'm going to hop in the whip so we can get to the crib.
00:11:03I'm going to go get to the crib.
00:11:04How old are you?
00:11:05I want my friends tonight, Malik.
00:11:06I'm good.
00:11:07You headed back to 155th?
00:11:08I can get you a ride if that's what you ask.
00:11:10Well, you took me for a ride a couple times last month and then I never saw you again.
00:11:15Oh, you know I'll love you, shorty.
00:11:18I'm going to hop in the whip so we can get to the crib.
00:11:33So, I can take home or food stop me.
00:11:46I could eat.
00:12:03Hey, Dad.
00:12:08Hey, Pastor.
00:12:09Hey.
00:12:10Hey, Kalani.
00:12:11How you doing?
00:12:12How's Mom and the family?
00:12:13Everybody's good.
00:12:14Yeah?
00:12:15What about this knucklehead?
00:12:17How's he treating you?
00:12:20Son, you're not going to help her with the backpack?
00:12:24Taught you better than that.
00:12:25Yes, my bad dad, please.
00:12:27Offer something to drink?
00:12:28Oh, I'm fine, really.
00:12:30Okay.
00:12:31You guys have homework?
00:12:32Yeah, a big paper.
00:12:34All right.
00:12:35Well, you know you're welcome to stay and have dinner with us.
00:12:38Just tell your mom.
00:12:40Thanks, Pastor.
00:12:41All right.
00:12:42I have a big meeting at the church, so I'll be back in a couple of hours.
00:12:45All right, Pop.
00:12:46Love you.
00:12:47Take care.
00:12:48Got my eye on you.
00:12:51I need some drink.
00:13:02Hey, how about we shut this?
00:13:08Hey, what are you doing?
00:13:10Let's go upstairs.
00:13:11Why?
00:13:12There's more contour up there.
00:13:13Come on, babe.
00:13:14Come on.
00:13:15I'm fine.
00:13:16Comfortable enough.
00:13:17Damn boy.
00:13:18Yo, I'm not your damn boy, and I'm not a dog.
00:13:25Okay, what just happened?
00:13:29Why you always gotta be like that?
00:13:31Like what?
00:13:32Boring.
00:13:33Kalani, boring.
00:13:34A tease.
00:13:35All my friends get to brag about what their girls do for them.
00:13:38I can't say nothing.
00:13:39You don't do nothing for me, you don't want me, and you don't care about me.
00:13:46I care about you.
00:13:48Then prove it.
00:14:05Kurt, no.
00:14:12I said no.
00:14:13Relax, relax.
00:14:14I said no.
00:14:15Stop.
00:14:16Stop, Kurt.
00:14:18Stop, Kurt.
00:14:19Stop.
00:14:21Kurt.
00:14:23Stop.
00:14:25Stop.
00:14:35Hey, baby, it's good.
00:14:38Hey, where you going?
00:14:40I'm my future wife.
00:14:56I wonder why all my children are.
00:14:58Hey, mom, what's got you so out of breath?
00:15:01That's him.
00:15:03Where's Bebe?
00:15:05I'm gonna kill that little girl.
00:15:07There's some chicken and dumplings on the stove with some white rice.
00:15:09Go make yourself a plate.
00:15:10I'm not hungry, mom.
00:15:12Chicken and dumplings is one of your favorites.
00:15:14Would you say this?
00:15:15No.
00:15:16Bebe, do you know what time it is?
00:15:20I'm sorry, I didn't think he was home yet.
00:15:23I was waiting on Jacob and he never came to get me.
00:15:26Just because I'm not home doesn't mean you shouldn't be.
00:15:29I want you to come straight home after school whether Jacob gets you or not.
00:15:32Do you understand?
00:15:33Yes, mama.
00:15:35So where have you been?
00:15:37With a friend.
00:15:38What friend?
00:15:39Tied from downstairs.
00:15:41I thought I told you to stay away from that family.
00:15:43I'm sorry, I forgot.
00:15:45You forgetting something?
00:15:51You stink, Bebe.
00:15:53You been having sex?
00:15:55No.
00:15:56Don't you lie to me, girl.
00:15:57Where you get this necklace from, huh?
00:15:58From a friend.
00:15:59He gave it to you for nothing?
00:16:01Ma, I didn't believe that.
00:16:02The next words that come out of your mouth better not be a lie.
00:16:05I can't even look at you right now and get out of my face and go take a shower before I beat your ass.
00:16:11I told you to look after your sister.
00:16:13How could you let this happen?
00:16:18Kalani, have you seen my shower cap?
00:16:37Have you seen my shower cap?
00:16:42You mad at me too?
00:16:45What do you think?
00:16:48Why don't you tell me you're having sex, Bebe?
00:16:51I can't protect you if you don't tell me anything.
00:16:57I'm sorry.
00:16:59You use condoms, right?
00:17:04Sometimes.
00:17:05Sometimes?
00:17:06They only work if you use them every time.
00:17:09He doesn't like condoms.
00:17:11He says it don't feel the same.
00:17:13What if you get a STD?
00:17:14That won't happen.
00:17:15Are you stupid?
00:17:16No.
00:17:17You know what?
00:17:18First thing Monday morning you go into the clinic, but tomorrow you're gonna get your butt up,
00:17:22go to the pharmacy and get some condoms since it seems like you cannot control yourself and you need to get a pregnancy test.
00:17:29I'm fine.
00:17:30How do you know?
00:17:31Because I'm not pregnant.
00:17:32When was your last period?
00:17:34I don't know.
00:17:35I don't remember.
00:17:36Last month?
00:17:37I don't know.
00:17:38Exactly.
00:17:39You don't know anything.
00:17:40I'll give you the money.
00:17:41That's it.
00:17:42Your shower cap is over there.
00:17:44You protect your hair but not your life.
00:17:46Stupid.
00:17:47You don't see me for the cares.
00:17:48I'm very close.
00:17:49I'm gonna love you.
00:17:50I'm gonna have to love you.
00:17:51Why should I have so many hands on my stomach?
00:17:54You're not nervous?
00:17:55You're Spencer.
00:17:56You're not nervous when you're not nervous.
00:17:57I think you're a maintained extremely glossary holy.
00:17:58You are not that stormy holy.
00:17:59I don't know my stomach.
00:18:00I don't know your stomach.
00:18:01You are a pillow, but I'm on my Athletic Soul.
00:18:02You're a pillow.
00:18:03You are lying when I'm food.
00:18:04You're a pillow.
00:18:05Christians are lying dress to your eyes.
00:18:06You are certainly cookies?
00:18:07I'm a Admiral.
00:18:08This rainy day is a Luise кан preconcee.
00:18:09ORGAN PLAYS
00:18:39ORGAN PLAYS
00:19:09ORGAN PLAYS
00:19:21Get up!
00:19:22Get up!
00:19:23What are you doing?
00:19:24Call your brother and tell him to come get his stuff.
00:19:25I've had enough.
00:19:26He's got to go.
00:19:27He didn't come home last night, and then I find this.
00:19:30Where was it?
00:19:31Right here in his room.
00:19:32Did you know Kalani?
00:19:33No.
00:19:34No, Ma.
00:19:35Tell him I'm flushing it down the toilet.
00:19:36I won't have this in my house.
00:19:38Mom.
00:19:39Mom.
00:19:40Mom.
00:19:41Mom.
00:19:42Mom.
00:19:43Mom.
00:19:44Please.
00:19:45Stop.
00:19:46Call your brother and tell him to come get his stuff.
00:19:47Otherwise, he'll be picking it up off the curb.
00:19:48I want him out.
00:19:49Mom.
00:19:50Mom.
00:19:51Mom.
00:19:52Mom.
00:19:53Mom.
00:19:54Mom.
00:19:55Mom.
00:19:56Mom.
00:19:57Mom.
00:19:58Mom.
00:19:59Mom.
00:20:00Mom.
00:20:01Mom.
00:20:02Mom.
00:20:03Mom.
00:20:08Mom.
00:20:11Mom.
00:20:12Mom.
00:20:13Mom, I've got to get my phone.
00:20:14Mom.
00:20:15Mom.
00:20:16Mom.
00:20:17Mom.
00:20:18Mom.
00:20:20ka, hurry up.
00:20:21Calm down, Ma.
00:20:21You're pressure.
00:20:23You need what I told you to.
00:20:24Get Jacob on the phone, that's what you need.
00:20:26Mom.
00:20:28Mom.
00:20:29Mom!
00:20:30Kelani.
00:20:31Get out of my way!
00:20:38Hello?
00:20:39Why didn't you tell me this is what you into now, Jacob?
00:20:55Have you lost your mind?
00:20:56Mop out your stash and she flushed it.
00:20:59She flushed it?
00:21:00You're kidding me right now.
00:21:02She could get me killed.
00:21:03She could get all of us killed.
00:21:05You're the one who gonna get us killed.
00:21:07I'm doing this to take care of y'all.
00:21:08I put my life on the line every day for this family.
00:21:11Do you even know what that's like?
00:21:13Jacob.
00:21:14You know what?
00:21:15Just keep mom out of my room, alright?
00:21:17I gotta go handle this.
00:21:37Hey.
00:21:38Why you look so damn depressed?
00:21:40I'm going through stuff.
00:21:41Girl, don't nobody want to hear you complain about your perfect little life?
00:21:42You don't know nothing about my life, so shut up.
00:21:44Crystal for real.
00:21:45Hey, she's your cousin.
00:21:46Anyway, we gonna shop it up, right?
00:21:47Cause you know I gotta look real cute.
00:21:48Y'all calling me to the party tonight.
00:21:49We gotta get ready.
00:21:50Go with Crystal.
00:21:51You know Crystal can't.
00:21:52She on that leash for the Lord.
00:21:53Please.
00:21:54And I'm not going by myself.
00:21:55No.
00:21:56See, if your brother was going, that's a different story.
00:21:57But I have choir practice, and that's how to hang with you he does.
00:21:58I'm not going, Tyien.
00:21:59Look, I just need something real cute because you know my man's gonna be there.
00:22:00Which one?
00:22:03Three.
00:22:04I got two.
00:22:05We're gonna shop it up.
00:22:06So I got two.
00:22:07We gonna shop it up, right?
00:22:08Cause you know I gotta look real cute.
00:22:09Y'all calling me for the party tonight.
00:22:10We gotta get ready.
00:22:11Go with Crystal.
00:22:12You know Crystal can't.
00:22:13She on that leash for the Lord.
00:22:14And I'm not going by myself.
00:22:15No.
00:22:16See, if your brother was going, it's a different story, but I have choir practice.
00:22:18And I kinda hang with you, he does.
00:22:19I'm not going, Tyien.
00:22:20No.
00:22:21I just need something real cute because you know my man's gonna be there which one doesn't matter
00:22:51Yes
00:22:57Where's Malik? He's busy. I need to talk to him. But he's busy. Coco's here. I don't care about that chick
00:23:05It's important, Ty. Get him for me. I need to talk to him. Okay, sit down. He'll be out soon
00:23:12Do you still watch these cartoons? I stopped watching these like six months ago
00:23:33Baby, you look better than all of those girls. I know. I really care about you
00:23:40You're always saying that. Look, could you go get your brother? Why you don't want to just chill with me? Why do you always want to be with my brother?
00:23:48Malik, you don't see me?
00:23:52What you doing here? I have to talk to you. Nah, I'm busy. But it's important
00:23:59My baby mom's just here. You got the role. So? I'm your baby mom's too
00:24:04What'd you say?
00:24:11I'm your new baby mom's
00:24:17Wait, wait, wait.
00:24:19Tell me you ain't even had your period yet.
00:24:21I got it.
00:24:23Well, I had it.
00:24:26All them times wrong you ain't say nothing?
00:24:28I'm sorry.
00:24:30I told you I couldn't mess with you no more if you had your period, baby. It's not like I planned it
00:24:36I'm sorry, Malik. What you trying to do? Shoot me to jail. What's going on in here?
00:24:39Malik. Go in the room.
00:24:41Who is this?
00:24:42Who are you?
00:24:43Don't worry about me. Don't worry about yourself.
00:24:45Malik, who is this girl?
00:24:46Coco, go in the room.
00:24:47Malik.
00:24:48Get in the room.
00:24:49No, no, no, I'm thinking Malik.
00:24:53You really pregnant, baby?
00:24:54Why would I make this up?
00:24:57You can't have no baby. He'll kill you. You don't know him, baby.
00:25:03He did that because he's in shock. I'm his girl. He loves me.
00:25:07Malik already got a girl.
00:25:09And your point?
00:25:19Handle that.
00:25:19But Malik.
00:25:21Get away from me.
00:25:22Hey, I want her gone when I come back out of here.
00:25:26You better leave now.
00:25:27Don't tell me what to do.
00:25:41Tell me what you need, what you want, and why you keep falling.
00:25:45I see what you want, but what you got to do with me.
00:25:49Oh, this is cute.
00:25:54Oh, yes.
00:26:00Oh, yes.
00:26:02Girl, this is cute, right?
00:26:05If you want to look like a highlighter.
00:26:08Bitch, don't hate.
00:26:08I'm going to try it on.
00:26:10What about this?
00:26:11This is appropriate.
00:26:12How about this?
00:26:13This is appropriate.
00:26:14Oh, no.
00:26:15Girl, you've been hanging with them for the white kids too long, girl.
00:26:18Come on.
00:26:19I'm not going to church, okay?
00:26:20I'm trying to turn up.
00:26:22Whoa, girl!
00:26:24I'm about to be blessed.
00:26:26Still cute.
00:26:38I'm ready to go.
00:26:40Where's the dress?
00:26:42Really?
00:26:44That's a good question.
00:26:45You that broke?
00:26:46That dress was like $9.
00:26:47Yeah, you look like a highlighter.
00:26:48Girl, don't hate.
00:26:49At least I don't fit into the background like you.
00:26:51Take it off.
00:26:52Girl, shoot me out.
00:26:54Look, hold on first.
00:26:56Shut up.
00:26:57Hold it.
00:26:58Let me fix my shoe.
00:26:59Hey!
00:27:00Hey!
00:27:01Get back here!
00:27:02Get back here!
00:27:04Get back here!
00:27:06Get back here!
00:27:07You got to pay for that!
00:27:08Hey!
00:27:09Yo!
00:27:10Girl, that was crazy!
00:27:12Boop!
00:27:13What the hell, Tanya?
00:27:14You could've just warned us.
00:27:15You just left us there.
00:27:17I totally thought you were right behind me.
00:27:19And guess what?
00:27:20Y'all were!
00:27:21You know what that could've did to my chances at Yale if we got caught, stupid?
00:27:25Ridiculous.
00:27:26Unbelievable.
00:27:27Girl, where's my purse?
00:27:28You asked me to go shopping with you ever again in life.
00:27:31Ever.
00:27:32Let it go.
00:27:33There's a party to get ready for.
00:27:34I told you I'm not going.
00:27:36I have a paper due Monday.
00:27:38Really?
00:27:39Homework over a party?
00:27:40Yes.
00:27:41Come on, you're so corny.
00:27:42Really?
00:27:43Come on now.
00:27:44You're corny.
00:27:45It's not about being corny.
00:27:46Tanya's about getting into Yale.
00:27:47Right.
00:27:48After Harvard, the second or third most prestigious school in the country.
00:27:51Tanya, you clearly don't get it, but...
00:27:54You're obsessed with that school, right?
00:27:56Did you even apply to Columbia or City College even?
00:27:59Oh no, she's trying to be one of those bougie Negroes who leaves Harlem behind and forgets
00:28:03where they came from.
00:28:04Okay.
00:28:05Or...
00:28:06It's about that sperm donor you're so fascinated with.
00:28:10He went to Yale.
00:28:12Big deal.
00:28:13He was an asshole.
00:28:14He used your mom, had to push out three of y'all.
00:28:16Really?
00:28:17Then he moved back to his real family on the Upper West Side.
00:28:20Forget that fool.
00:28:21Cause you don't need to hide in the shadow of that bastard.
00:28:23Move on.
00:28:24What are you talking about?
00:28:25I live in the shadow.
00:28:26Me and my brother.
00:28:27Walk in his shoes.
00:28:28Pay his bills.
00:28:29Bitch, you didn't do it alone.
00:28:30Okay?
00:28:31Okay.
00:28:32I was there too when your ass was too little to do a goddamn thing.
00:28:35Meanwhile, my mama sucking dick in the stairwell.
00:28:39We family.
00:28:40We got through it without that fool.
00:28:42And we getting through now.
00:28:44What you need to do is find his ass, call him out in front of his dumb ass wife and them
00:28:50fed ass kids.
00:28:51They fat.
00:28:52You know it.
00:28:53They fat.
00:28:54You seen them on Facebook?
00:28:55How do you know they fat?
00:28:56They fat.
00:28:57What are you talking about?
00:28:58They fat.
00:28:59I just wanted to see you smile.
00:29:00Right?
00:29:01A laugh.
00:29:02Now, please go with me to this party.
00:29:04No, I'm not going.
00:29:05I have dreams and goals.
00:29:06Listen.
00:29:07You can pipe dream about Yale and you play a pimp daddy.
00:29:10All of that stuff afterwards.
00:29:11It's not a pipe dream.
00:29:12It's not about a dream deferred.
00:29:14Um, it's about getting into Yale.
00:29:16I have dreams, goals, aspirations, vision.
00:29:19Unlike you, whose vision doesn't go past tonight in some lame ass nigga in Jordans.
00:29:24That's your life.
00:29:25Not my life.
00:29:26Why you gotta make my man lame though?
00:29:27Okay?
00:29:28He always lame.
00:29:29Look at your ex with his fake, religious, bad, rough ass, you know.
00:29:31Really?
00:29:32Rough stink.
00:29:33That's why I, I'm not going to Yale because he went to Yale.
00:29:36I'm going because Jane Matilda Bowling went to Yale.
00:29:39The first black woman to graduate Yale Law.
00:29:42The first black woman to become a judge.
00:29:44Ooh.
00:29:45Thank you very much.
00:29:46And I'm going to go the distance and become a lawyer.
00:29:49Maybe I'll become a judge.
00:29:51And when I do, then I'll come back to Harlem, pick up my whole entire family and move them
00:29:56to Stryvers Row.
00:29:57You're welcome.
00:29:58I'll be your neighbor then.
00:29:59Yes, you will.
00:30:02Okay, that's cute.
00:30:03Inspiring.
00:30:04Kumbaya-ish.
00:30:05But until then, we going to a pop-in party, right?
00:30:08When you hit it big, I'll move my ashy little kids on up to Kalani Street.
00:30:13Okay.
00:30:14Fine.
00:30:15Fine.
00:30:16I'll go.
00:30:17But you gotta give me some smoke.
00:30:18You gonna go?
00:30:19Yes, girl.
00:30:20I got it.
00:30:21Get this loud.
00:30:22Get this drink.
00:30:23Get this steak.
00:30:24Yes, girl.
00:30:25Girl.
00:30:26Come on.
00:30:27Let's make a soldier in line.
00:30:28Ah, ah, ah.
00:30:29Girl, don't act like you ain't no ho.
00:30:31Come on, girl.
00:30:32I know you like it.
00:30:33Listen.
00:30:34We going.
00:30:35We going.
00:30:36You gonna not get drunk.
00:30:37That's all I know.
00:30:38Girl.
00:30:39I never get drunk.
00:30:40Girl.
00:30:41I never get drunk.
00:30:42I never get drunk.
00:30:44Girl.
00:30:45It's all I know go.
00:30:46It's all I know.
00:30:47Girl.
00:30:48Girl.
00:30:49Yes, we talking about burning up, Sean Paul, let it out, out, out, out, out.
00:30:54Girl, make it rain on the...
00:30:58Lani! Girl! Yes, I was talking about burnin' up, Sean Paul, that thing does, ow, ow, girl, make it rain on her.
00:31:08Y'all wanna make it rain too, I know.
00:31:10Oh, my God!
00:31:12Oh, my God!
00:31:14Oh, my God!
00:31:26If I knew you were coming, I would've got here a lot earlier.
00:31:30Is that a song?
00:31:32Come here.
00:31:40And I know you're not a hidden breath.
00:31:45You can't buy the kind of love we make.
00:31:49Boy, we're gold like a ring on your finger, 24K.
00:31:55We're not perfect, but we're nearly there.
00:31:59I've got silver linings in my head.
00:32:04I think you're a risk I have to take.
00:32:07Cause, boy, we're gold like a ring on your finger, 24K.
00:32:12You know that...
00:32:13Uh-huh.
00:32:14So you break up with Kirk, and it's going to the next.
00:32:16No more kids?
00:32:17Yes.
00:32:22I'm sorry, I'll have to give her a hug.
00:32:24Aw, she's so awesome.
00:32:25Aw, she's so awesome.
00:32:26No, I'll help you.
00:32:27There's nobody here I wanna hang out with, anybody.
00:32:29It's Dennis.
00:32:30Uh-huh, girl.
00:32:31We're going to a lot of her.
00:32:32What did you drink?
00:32:34What did you, what?
00:32:35Girl, I can't tell you.
00:32:36Is there your job legit?
00:32:37John.
00:32:38Oh, goodness.
00:32:39John.
00:32:40Mm-hmm.
00:32:41What's up?
00:32:42What's up?
00:32:43Let's get your room.
00:32:44Almost there.
00:32:46Come back.
00:32:48Oh.
00:32:51That look...
00:32:52Nesco, that's a pretty coat on him.
00:32:54That's nice.
00:32:55Lonnie, I'm going.
00:32:56I'll see y'all.
00:32:57I'm so sorry.
00:32:58Bye, y'all.
00:32:59I'm sorry.
00:33:00I'm sorry.
00:33:01I'm sorry, it's just, um, I'm sorry.
00:33:02I live up on the 18th.
00:33:03It was good seeing you tonight, Kalani.
00:33:07Hey.
00:33:08Hey.
00:33:09Hey.
00:33:10Mom, is that where?
00:33:11I'm sure it's at.
00:33:12Did Jacob come home?
00:33:13I'm sorry.
00:33:14I'm sorry.
00:33:15I'm sorry.
00:33:16It's just, um, I'm sorry.
00:33:18I live up on the 18th.
00:33:21It was good seeing you tonight, Kalani.
00:33:24Hey.
00:33:25Hey.
00:33:26Mom, is that where?
00:33:27I've heard that.
00:33:28Did Jacob come home?
00:33:29No.
00:33:30Baby, isn't it a little late for you to be eating a plate of bacon?
00:33:45Yeah, but I don't want it.
00:33:48Did you get that pregnancy test?
00:33:51Yeah.
00:33:52Yeah.
00:33:53And?
00:33:59Hello?
00:34:00You deaf?
00:34:01I heard you.
00:34:02Okay.
00:34:03You were right.
00:34:06You pregnant?
00:34:08You pregnant?
00:34:10Did you tell Ty?
00:34:13Yeah.
00:34:14Well?
00:34:15He wants me to get rid of it.
00:34:19Are you?
00:34:21I don't know.
00:34:23What should I do?
00:34:25I can't tell you that.
00:34:26You gotta figure that out on your own.
00:34:28Well, what would you do?
00:34:30I wouldn't have had sex in the first place.
00:34:32You're a kid.
00:34:34How old is Ty?
00:34:35Um, 13.
00:34:38What is wrong with you?
00:34:39I can't have one decent day.
00:34:41I don't know.
00:34:42I don't know how this happened.
00:34:43I'm sorry.
00:34:44Don't apologize to me.
00:34:45You the one who got pregnant.
00:34:46I can't have one decent day without dealing with mess from you.
00:34:50Ma, Jacob, Tanya, auntie.
00:34:53Like, one day a piece.
00:35:00I'm scared, Kalani.
00:35:06I'm here for you, sis.
00:35:07Okay?
00:35:08Okay, you too.
00:35:09I can't have a room.
00:35:10I can't have a room.
00:35:12I can't, I can't have a room.
00:35:13I can't have a room.
00:35:14I can't have a room.
00:35:16Look at that.
00:35:17Good job.
00:35:18I can't have a room.
00:35:19I can't have a room.
00:35:23And to my parents and my parents.
00:35:24I didn't know my parents to see you.
00:35:25What's the next meeting here, baby?
00:35:26I can't see you.
00:35:27I can't see you.
00:35:28Girl, it's time to get ready for church.
00:35:34Good morning, Ma.
00:35:35What you doing?
00:35:37I've been up since 5 working on my English paper.
00:35:40You want to read it?
00:35:42I need you to get ready for church.
00:35:44Oh, wake up, baby.
00:35:46Wake up.
00:35:49Did your brother come home?
00:35:51I haven't spoken to him since yesterday.
00:35:53Call him and remind him of his responsibility
00:35:56to pay his part of the rent.
00:35:58I got a notice under my door,
00:36:00and you know I don't like getting no notices under my door.
00:36:02And wake her up, too.
00:36:05Okay, Ma.
00:36:07Wake up, baby.
00:36:10Baby.
00:36:12Baby.
00:36:13Hey, baby.
00:36:14Hey, baby.
00:36:15Hey, hey, baby.
00:36:16No.
00:36:17We gotta go to church.
00:36:19I'm not going.
00:36:21Why?
00:36:23I feel like a hypocrite.
00:36:25Nobody in church is perfect.
00:36:28Nobody.
00:36:29I know.
00:36:31You're a weed head.
00:36:33Girl, since you know so much, get your butt up.
00:36:36Fuck up.
00:36:37Your phone's ringing.
00:36:50Hello?
00:36:51Jacob, where are you?
00:36:54Ma, calm down.
00:36:55She's been asking for you.
00:36:57She needs you to pay your hat for the rent.
00:36:59I'm sorry.
00:37:00She told me to remind you.
00:37:01Honey, I'm gonna be home in a few, and I'm gonna take care of that.
00:37:05I decided, though, I can do more for y'all if I don't live there.
00:37:10Please come home.
00:37:12I'm coming home to get my stuff, and then I'm out.
00:37:15I gotta go.
00:37:16Bye.
00:37:17You got that money for me?
00:37:22Got it.
00:37:24That's all I got right now.
00:37:25This ain't enough, Carmen.
00:37:26I thought you said you got me.
00:37:28I gotta pay what I owe for rent and for The Rock, or else they'll be coming for me.
00:37:45I was already supposed to settle up yesterday.
00:37:47What am I supposed to do with this, Carmen?
00:37:48Listen.
00:37:49Listen.
00:37:50Next week, I can ask my husband for more.
00:37:52I got you, babe.
00:37:53Come on.
00:37:54I don't even know why you're bringing him up.
00:37:55And next week is too late.
00:37:57I need the money now, Carmen.
00:37:58Don't leave, please.
00:37:59I gotta go.
00:38:00You said you got me, but obviously you don't.
00:38:02So you know what I'm gonna have to do?
00:38:03I'm gonna have to go out here and get it on my own, like I should've in the first place.
00:38:06Don't go yet, babe.
00:38:07Your teeth don't need breakfast.
00:38:08I gotta go.
00:38:09Come on.
00:38:10Please stay.
00:38:11Please.
00:38:13Jacob.
00:38:14I gotta go home.
00:38:20It's hard to keep thinking that good is on your side.
00:38:24And nothing good seems to happen in your life.
00:38:31And when you do, you can get off the ground.
00:38:36Been there before.
00:38:38And you don't have to stay down.
00:38:40I know you're fed up.
00:38:42Things just won't let up.
00:38:44You've seen better days than these.
00:38:47Better days.
00:38:48Better days.
00:38:49Better days.
00:38:50Just keep on hoping.
00:38:51Yeah.
00:38:52The door will open.
00:38:54To see it, you've got to believe.
00:38:59Miss Joss, how you doing?
00:39:01Good to see you and family here this morning.
00:39:03Miss Joss, how you doing?
00:39:04Oh, oh.
00:39:05See better days than these.
00:39:06Better days than these.
00:39:07Just keep on hoping.
00:39:08The door will open.
00:39:09Yes it will.
00:39:10To see it, you've got to believe.
00:39:12But the thing is, don't stop your giving.
00:39:13Promise of faith.
00:39:14Whoa.
00:39:15Thank you, choir, for that lovely selection.
00:39:16That was perfect, because it fits perfectly with our message this morning.
00:39:20I won't stop your giving, promise of faith.
00:39:26Thank you, choir, for that lovely selection.
00:39:29That was perfect because it fits perfectly with our message this morning.
00:39:34God is working it out for you.
00:39:37I'll say it one more time.
00:39:39God is working it out for you.
00:39:44Sometimes we feel like he isn't watching us at all.
00:39:48Sometimes we feel like he isn't there.
00:39:51But the Bible tells us that the eyes of the Lord are in every place, beholding the evil and the good.
00:40:08What the hell is wrong with you?
00:40:11Nothing.
00:40:12Leave her alone, choir.
00:40:15I can't be here. I want to go home.
00:40:18Okay, brother. Maybe that's the best thing.
00:40:23But you gotta stop crying, sweetie.
00:40:26You're too pretty to be crying like that.
00:40:33Let me try.
00:40:37Oh.
00:40:37Ah!
00:40:41And y'all two, don't y'all know it all?
00:40:43Girl, let me fix this.
00:40:44All right, go ahead, but go straight home.
00:40:56You understand?
00:40:57Yes.
00:40:58All right, get some rest.
00:41:00I have a situation. I need some help.
00:41:05Yes, it is.
00:41:06A beautiful day. A fine day to do business.
00:41:09Now, this is serious.
00:41:10What?
00:41:11What?
00:41:12We lost a little damn common curb you seen this age today?
00:41:15You're a loan shark.
00:41:16I need a loan.
00:41:17Enough said.
00:41:17Can you help?
00:41:19A loan shark?
00:41:20Nah, nah, you see?
00:41:24I'm just a male elf folk put a damn payment on their dreams.
00:41:30All right, fine. What can I help you with?
00:41:31A thousand.
00:41:32That's it?
00:41:34Ain't I hear that sister you always got eyes on college?
00:41:36A thousand for now.
00:41:37I'm gonna handle that a different way later.
00:41:39One thousand United States legal type.
00:41:46A great choice.
00:41:48All right.
00:41:49I won't even ask for a piece of your sisters either.
00:41:51What?
00:41:53Nigga, you lucky I don't smoke you for a move like that?
00:41:56All right, now, juice is 10% a week.
00:41:57You know where to find me.
00:42:02At the restaurant down the block.
00:42:04Bye.
00:42:07Was that Terrence?
00:42:08Yeah.
00:42:10He's on his way.
00:42:15I just want my friend to be happy.
00:42:19Okay?
00:42:25Excited to see me.
00:42:27I can tell.
00:42:29Um, I gotta go check on Bebe.
00:42:31Yes.
00:42:32Hey, Bebe, are you home yet?
00:42:41I'll be home in a second.
00:42:43I told you to go straight home.
00:42:46You need to rest.
00:42:49I'm gonna be a little late.
00:42:51Are you gonna be okay?
00:42:51All right.
00:42:55Love you.
00:42:58Love you too.
00:42:59Bye.
00:42:59I have something I need to tell you.
00:43:09I have something I need to tell you.
00:43:22Are you listening?
00:43:24Um, I'm a virgin and I plan on staying that way.
00:43:31You think that's why I want to be with you?
00:43:35Well, Kirk and I used to argue about that all the time.
00:43:38I'm not Kirk.
00:43:39I like you for who you are.
00:43:44Well, you say that, but we don't even know each other.
00:43:49I mean, we know each other, but we don't know each other.
00:43:54Okay, so what do you want to know?
00:44:03Um, what do you plan on doing after school?
00:44:07Well, I'm definitely going to college.
00:44:09Hoping to get into Howard.
00:44:11Howard, that's a good school.
00:44:12Yeah.
00:44:13What about you?
00:44:14I want to go to college too.
00:44:16Where?
00:44:18Yale.
00:44:20Yale?
00:44:22Wow.
00:44:22I feel like it's a little out of my league,
00:44:24but it's the same way I felt before I applied to the school I'm at now, so.
00:44:29You're right.
00:44:30I definitely didn't know the girl behind those beautiful braids.
00:44:52From now on, only when we're in public, but not like this when we're alone, Ty.
00:45:01What do you mean?
00:45:04Malik, I've been waiting for you.
00:45:08Ty, I thought I told you not to let her back in here.
00:45:10I have to talk to you.
00:45:12About what?
00:45:13I already gave you the bread.
00:45:16I'm keeping it.
00:45:17No, you're not.
00:45:19Look, I got a plan.
00:45:21Ty and I will act like we're a couple, and people will think it's his, but you and I will not.
00:45:25You're going to do what I said.
00:45:27No, I'm keeping the baby.
00:45:29Look, we can figure this out.
00:45:39You think this is a game choice?
00:45:41I'm sorry.
00:45:42I'm sorry, Malik.
00:45:43You think I'm praying for you?
00:45:44No, stop.
00:45:45Stop, please.
00:45:46No, I'll die.
00:45:49Help me.
00:45:50Stop, please.
00:45:51No, I'll die.
00:46:21Hey, Kay, it's me.
00:46:42You don't have to call back.
00:46:44I'm just sitting here thinking about Pops.
00:46:47I know you worry about me, but I know I love you.
00:46:56I'm sounding real corny right now.
00:46:58Just sitting at the crib looking at my life and trash bag.
00:47:03But I got to go.
00:47:06I know I love you.
00:47:07Kalani, I just left you a message.
00:47:16Hey, yo, playboy.
00:47:17You at the end of the road.
00:47:18Wait, wait.
00:47:19I can get you your money.
00:47:20Just give me some more.
00:47:21What?
00:47:34Yo, ma, is that you?
00:47:40Yo, ma.
00:47:41Baby.
00:47:51Baby.
00:47:53Baby, what's happened?
00:47:55Oh, my God.
00:47:56What happened?
00:47:57She's bleeding.
00:47:57She's bleeding.
00:47:58She's bleeding.
00:47:59She's bleeding.
00:48:00She's bleeding.
00:48:01She's bleeding back.
00:48:02My sister, my baby sister, we need an ambulance now.
00:48:05One wheel tower, seat 18th floor.
00:48:07I'm right here, baby.
00:48:08I'm right here.
00:48:09You're going to die.
00:48:10I'm right here, okay?
00:48:11I need you to tell me what happened, okay?
00:48:12It was my fault.
00:48:13No.
00:48:14He told me he didn't want another baby.
00:48:15Who?
00:48:16Who, baby?
00:48:17Who?
00:48:18Who?
00:48:19Malik.
00:48:20Where's your brother?
00:48:21He ain't here.
00:48:22Man, move.
00:48:23Malik!
00:48:24Where are you at?
00:48:25I'm right here.
00:48:26I'm right here.
00:48:27I'm right here.
00:48:28I'm right here, okay?
00:48:29I'm right here, okay?
00:48:30I need you to tell me what happened, okay?
00:48:31It was my fault.
00:48:32No.
00:48:33He told me he didn't want another baby.
00:48:34Who?
00:48:35Who, baby?
00:48:36Who?
00:48:37Who, baby?
00:48:38Who?
00:48:39Malik.
00:48:40Malik.
00:48:41Where are you at?
00:48:42Get your ass out here.
00:48:46Man, that's my sister.
00:48:47What's wrong with you, man?
00:48:48She's a kid, man.
00:48:50She's a baby, you son of a bitch.
00:48:52If I ever see you around again, I'll kill you.
00:48:54You hear me?
00:48:55I'll kill you.
00:49:06Malik!
00:49:11Yeah, Mom.
00:49:12Okay.
00:49:13Okay, I'm on the way.
00:49:14I'll meet you at the hospital.
00:49:15What's going on?
00:49:16My mom needs to meet her at the hospital.
00:49:17Okay, well, I'm going with you.
00:49:18Okay.
00:49:19I didn't know.
00:49:20I swear to you, I didn't know this was happening.
00:49:21I have to ask you these questions, Ms. Johnson.
00:49:22I'm sure you understand.
00:49:23Kalani, thank God you're here.
00:49:24What happened?
00:49:25They got me out here questioning like I'm a criminal.
00:49:26Their babies and I threw them down the hall.
00:49:27You're from Child Protective Services?
00:49:28We're asking your mother.
00:49:29Okay, I'm on the way.
00:49:30I'll meet you at the hospital.
00:49:31Okay, I'm on the way.
00:49:32I'll meet you at the hospital.
00:49:33What's going on?
00:49:34My mom needs to meet her at the hospital.
00:49:35Okay, well, I'm going with you.
00:49:36Okay.
00:49:37I didn't know.
00:49:38I swear to you, I didn't know this was happening.
00:49:41I have to ask you these questions, Ms. Johnson.
00:49:43I'm sure you understand.
00:49:44Kalani, thank God you're here.
00:49:45What, baby?
00:49:46What happened?
00:49:47They got me out here questioning like I'm a criminal.
00:49:50Their babies and I threw them down the hall.
00:49:52You're from Child Protective Services?
00:49:54We're asking your mother a few questions.
00:49:56It's standard procedure in matters like this.
00:49:59My mom busts her ass every day.
00:50:01You should be ashamed of yourself.
00:50:03You the brother?
00:50:04It's a friend.
00:50:06Well, then you can't be in here, son.
00:50:08I just wanted to make sure Kalani got here okay.
00:50:10I'll be in the waiting room.
00:50:12Here, if I do, if you two need anything.
00:50:18You could give us some privacy too, miss.
00:50:22Of course.
00:50:23Um, here's my card.
00:50:26I'll reach out to you if I have more questions.
00:50:38Do you know you could cost me my child?
00:50:41I trusted you.
00:50:43What's taking so long?
00:50:45I closed 20 minutes ago.
00:50:46This isn't God related.
00:50:52Henry Hobb, God damn it, he's dying.
00:50:57Jacob.
00:50:58Jacob, my love.
00:51:00Jacob.
00:51:01Jacob, my God, baby.
00:51:04Oh my God.
00:51:05Hello?
00:51:06Hello?
00:51:07Hello?
00:51:08Hello?
00:51:09Who's this?
00:51:10Oh my God.
00:51:11Where's Jacob?
00:51:12Where's Jacob?
00:51:13Put him on the phone.
00:51:14Oh my God.
00:51:15Oh my God.
00:51:16Hello?
00:51:17Hello?
00:51:18Hello?
00:51:19Who's this?
00:51:20Oh my God.
00:51:21Where's Jacob?
00:51:22Where's Jacob?
00:51:23Put him on the phone.
00:51:25Oh my God.
00:51:26I'm so sorry.
00:51:27There is so much blood.
00:51:28Jacob's been shot.
00:51:29What?
00:51:30Put him on the phone.
00:51:31Put the phone to his ear.
00:51:32Jacob, Mr. Baby, please wake up.
00:51:34Jacob?
00:51:35Can you hear me?
00:51:36Jacob?
00:51:37Jacob?
00:51:38We have big dreams.
00:51:39We're gonna do big things together.
00:51:41You come here one minute before me.
00:51:43Oh my God.
00:51:44It's just been shot.
00:51:45He's been shot.
00:51:46What?
00:51:47Put him on the phone.
00:51:48Put the phone to his ear.
00:51:49Jacob, Mr.. baby, please wake up.
00:51:52Jacob, can you hear me?
00:51:54Jacob?
00:51:55We came into this world together, Jay.
00:51:57Me and you.
00:51:58You came here one minute before me.
00:52:00To protect me.
00:52:02We have big dreams.
00:52:03We have big dreams. We're gonna do big things together.
00:52:06Remember. Remember Jacob.
00:52:12What's happening? Where's Jacob?
00:52:15Hello?
00:52:33I love you. I'll never leave. You're a part of me. I love you so much. I'll never leave.
00:53:02You're a part of me. So stay, stay, stay with me.
00:53:17Paul wrote these words in the book of 2 Timothy, chapter 4, verse 7.
00:53:32He says, I have fought the good fight.
00:53:39I have finished the race.
00:53:48I have kept the faith.
00:53:54But there are these times when the loved one we have lost has been taken far too soon.
00:54:07Taken violently.
00:54:15Taken before they could even finish their race.
00:54:20Jacob.
00:54:25Jacob was taken too soon.
00:54:29He was taken too soon.
00:54:33And at times like these, we ask questions.
00:54:42The main question we ask is, why?
00:54:48Why so young?
00:54:50Why so young?
00:54:54Why so soon?
00:54:58Why this pain?
00:54:59Why this grief?
00:55:01Why did God allow this to happen?
00:55:08I want you to know that it is perfectly okay to ask, why?
00:55:23Jesus himself asked, why?
00:55:26While on the cross, he claimed, Eli, Eli, sabachthanai.
00:55:38Which is to say, my God, my God, why has thou forsaken me?
00:55:45The problem with that question is, most of the time, we'll never find that answer.
00:56:06So, beloved, it behooves us this morning to sometime, in some way, change the question.
00:56:12From why to, to what?
00:56:17What do I do now?
00:56:22What do we do next?
00:56:26I'll tell you what you do.
00:56:31You grow.
00:56:33You keep loving.
00:56:36You keep praying.
00:56:38You live.
00:56:40Got some good news.
00:56:54I got in.
00:56:55I got accepted.
00:56:56I'm going to Howard.
00:56:57Oh, wow.
00:56:58Congratulations.
00:57:02I'm still waiting on some financial aid, and I'm pretty sure I'm going to have to take
00:57:05out some student loans, but I'm in there.
00:57:07Whatever you gotta do, right?
00:57:09You know, the family's having a party this Friday to celebrate, and you already know.
00:57:18How you feeling?
00:57:19I don't really know how to feel.
00:57:22We're here for you, you know.
00:57:25Whatever you need.
00:57:27Okay.
00:57:29Okay.
00:57:30Oh my god, Kalani, what are you doing here?
00:57:56I'm so sorry.
00:57:58Screw this paper.
00:58:00Strumus Umens, I could have come and picked it up for you.
00:58:03You need to be with your family right now.
00:58:06This is about my family.
00:58:25Bethany, please collect the essays.
00:58:27Kalani, if you need more time, I understand I can give you an extension.
00:58:33No, I have it right here.
00:58:35You finished your paper?
00:58:37This is the real world.
00:58:40There's only extensions in the real world.
00:58:43There's never enough time.
00:58:45Can I talk to you?
00:58:49I cannot talk to you.
00:58:56You don't have to talk at all.
00:59:02Come here, come here, come here, come here, come here, baby.
00:59:17Come here, come here, come here, come here.
00:59:23I wish I could take this pain away, but I can't.
00:59:27I wish I had the worst, but I don't.
00:59:30Okay, but I'm here.
00:59:33I'm here.
00:59:34I'm here.
00:59:35I'm here.
00:59:36Can you go with me?
00:59:38What's this?
00:59:40I found my father's address.
00:59:42Well, you don't want to do this, not now.
00:59:45I know his family doesn't know about his son,
00:59:48but I think he needs to know his son is dead.
00:59:50I think you're angry, and you deserve it to be.
00:59:52I just want to drop the obituary off.
00:59:54I don't care how he feels about it.
00:59:56Do you think it's as simple as that?
00:59:59What, do you knock on the door and he'll pull you into his arms?
01:00:03And what is a family, Kalani?
01:00:06What does it really mean to be a dad?
01:00:09Now, anybody can be a father.
01:00:12But Jacob's life, Jacob's loss, is worthy of a dad.
01:00:26I don't have the answers to that.
01:00:28You're going to have to think this through.
01:00:32I need you.
01:00:34I need you to think it through.
01:00:37I need you to think it through.
01:00:40I can't.
01:00:41I don't have any more room.
01:00:43I don't have the room for it.
01:00:45I can't do it.
01:00:46I can't do everything and be everything to everybody.
01:00:50I can't take my sister to school, make sure she's okay,
01:00:53make her lunch, bury my brother,
01:00:56try to get into college, try to have a life and be a kid.
01:00:59I can't do it.
01:01:00I can't do it.
01:01:01Honey, come on.
01:01:03Take a breath.
01:01:06Take a breath.
01:01:08All you're going through is too much for anyone at any age.
01:01:16And maybe you should take a break.
01:01:17No, no, no.
01:01:18You should take a break for school for a while.
01:01:21It's going to be all right.
01:01:24It won't affect your grades.
01:01:28This is one moment in your life that you have to go through.
01:01:34You will get through it.
01:01:55Hey, little lady.
01:01:57Hey, Mr. Stokes.
01:01:59This elevator's broken, and this one's gone express.
01:02:04Express to where?
01:02:07It's going straight to the top.
01:02:10Well, I live up on 18th.
01:02:11I can walk down.
01:02:12What are you going to do?
01:02:14Wait for the repairman.
01:02:16What else can I do?
01:02:37I know you got room for us.
01:02:38Oh, here she goes.
01:02:41Keep it moving.
01:02:42Damn.
01:02:43You know I got room for you too, sweetheart.
01:02:44Oh, shut up.
01:02:45Shut up.
01:02:46Listen, watch your mouth, yo.
01:02:47Just keep it moving.
01:02:48College.
01:02:53Hang on, the elevator's broken.
01:02:55Hello?
01:02:58How you doing?
01:02:59Mr. Rose called.
01:03:01I'm worried about you.
01:03:03He says I need a mental health break.
01:03:08No, Ma, I think he's right.
01:03:10The nonsense is for white folks.
01:03:18Can I fix you something to eat?
01:03:20No, Ma, I'm good.
01:03:23I'll run you a bath.
01:03:26I ain't sound like me.
01:03:28A letter came for you from Yale.
01:03:43You really applied to the same school as your father?
01:03:52You going to open it?
01:03:58You're so thin.
01:04:02No, they send those rejection letters out by the thousands.
01:04:09There are plenty of other schools right here in New York.
01:04:28All born-school.
01:04:41I'm tired.
01:04:43Yeah.
01:04:46Oh, my God.
01:04:49Oh, fuck.
01:04:52Oh, my God.
01:04:53I don't know.
01:05:23So what'd it say?
01:05:36I got in.
01:05:38I can't believe it.
01:05:39I got in.
01:05:40Let me see.
01:05:46Oh my God.
01:05:53What about Bebe?
01:06:00Well, what about helping me around here?
01:06:02It's all the way in Connecticut.
01:06:05You're not planning on accepting this, are you?
01:06:09Ma, I'm going.
01:06:11No, you're not.
01:06:14To Yale, of all places, really, Kalani?
01:06:17There are plenty of schools that are closer.
01:06:21Write them and tell them that you've decided to take a school that's closer to your family.
01:06:26It's my decision, and I've made it.
01:06:29It's Yale, Ma.
01:06:32Not everybody gets an opportunity like this, but I did.
01:06:36With Jacob gone, you just gonna, you just gonna leave?
01:06:45I'm not Jacob, Mom.
01:06:47I'm coming back.
01:06:50I got bills that I need help with every day, Kalani.
01:06:54I need help with, with, with, with Bebe.
01:06:57You got responsibilities here, okay?
01:07:00I'm not the mom.
01:07:01You're the mom.
01:07:04You are.
01:07:05I want to be a kid.
01:07:09Let me be a kid.
01:07:14Mom.
01:07:30Remember this dress?
01:07:56You never let me wear it.
01:07:58It's yours.
01:07:59Are you serious?
01:08:02Can I have the shoes, too?
01:08:05Now you're pushing it.
01:08:09All right, take the shoes, girl.
01:08:14I have something from Jacob, too.
01:08:20I don't know why he was hiding it, but I'm glad I found it when I did.
01:08:25This is kind of intense.
01:08:36I think I'll look at it later.
01:08:39It's all I've ever wanted, but now I'm not so sure.
01:08:56You really have to go, Kalani.
01:09:02I want you to make good decisions.
01:09:06I want you to make good decisions, smart choices, and those times where you don't have all the answers, I'm just a phone call away.
01:09:15Mom's going to have me doing everything around here.
01:09:20It's a lot, but it's not so bad.
01:09:25Just keep the room clean.
01:09:27Do what she asks of you.
01:09:28And just don't grow up too fast, you know?
01:09:33You'll be my age before you know it.
01:09:35But take care of Mom.
01:09:39I'm serious, baby.
01:09:41Okay?
01:09:46Kalani?
01:09:49Can we cuddle tonight?
01:09:53Come on.
01:09:55Come on, come on, come on.
01:09:58But don't hog all the cover.
01:10:01You're hogging it already.
01:10:02Love you, Kalani.
01:10:08Love you, baby.
01:10:29Yep.
01:10:30All right, I'm coming down.
01:10:32I'm coming down.
01:11:02Bye, Mom.
01:11:14Didn't think I was going to say goodbye, did you?
01:11:19I thought you were asleep.
01:11:22I haven't slept in weeks.
01:11:30I made you all your favorites.
01:11:33There's a sweet potato pie in that little bag.
01:11:35I'm saving that for Thanksgiving to make
01:11:37sure your butt comes home.
01:11:40Thanks, Mom.
01:11:45I am so proud of you.
01:11:49I know I haven't said that nearly as much as I should have,
01:11:51but I really am proud of you.
01:11:56Thanks, Mom.
01:11:57This one.
01:12:02Get one out of here.
01:12:18It's a go catch.
01:12:20It goes pretty well with the sorry I missed Christmas with family Rolex.
01:12:24All I got was corporate.
01:12:26That's a family.
01:12:27Trade?
01:12:33Grand Central, right?
01:12:35Any chance we can make a quick pit stop?
01:12:36I need to stop by the school.
01:12:38Just when I thought I was out, they pulled me back in.
01:12:41Hey, Kalani.
01:12:42Do you have a minute?
01:12:43Oh.
01:12:44Oh.
01:12:45I know this is going to sound weird and uncomfortable and awkward.
01:12:47But do you remember that conversation we had after Jacob
01:12:48in the house?
01:12:49I know this is going to sound weird and uncomfortable and awkward, but do you remember that conversation
01:13:15that conversation we had after Jacob died about family?
01:13:18Mm-hmm.
01:13:19Well, I didn't go to my father's house.
01:13:23You were right.
01:13:24There is a difference between a father and a dad.
01:13:29So, I want you to have this.
01:13:39Jacob's chance.
01:13:42Don't forget me.
01:13:44Oh, impossible.
01:13:47All right?
01:13:49I'll be in the stands cheering you on.
01:13:54Thanks for everything.
01:14:01Too young to be tired.
01:14:07Too high to be higher.
01:14:11Too far to go further.
01:14:18Too strong to deter her.
01:14:22In my eyes, all I see is my fire.
01:14:27In my heart, all I feel is desire.
01:14:33In my dreams, all I see is my life.
01:14:39Until I live what I see, I'll just strive.
01:14:46I'm trying.
01:14:46I'm trying.
01:14:55I'm trying.
01:14:57I'm trying.
01:14:57You try.
01:14:57Givin' up is not an option You don't see him like me often
01:15:19When in his mind I've chosen And I've made up my mind I'll just strive
01:15:33I'll strive I'll strive
01:15:45I won't stop
01:15:53Hello?
01:15:55Hey, it's me.
01:15:57Hey.
01:15:58See you on your way, or?
01:16:00Yeah, I'm actually almost there.
01:16:03What about you?
01:16:04Me too.
01:16:06I didn't realize how far out of the city Howard actually is.
01:16:09And in the opposite direction of you.
01:16:13I mean, there's always holidays.
01:16:15That's true.
01:16:19Are you going back for Thanksgiving, or?
01:16:21Yeah.
01:16:23What about you?
01:16:25I'll be back.
01:16:27You know, in the meantime, I'm definitely gonna miss it.
01:16:31But, uh, you know, especially you.
01:16:35Okay.
01:16:36But, yeah, I'll be back for Thanksgiving.
01:16:41Um, um, probably should get going because I'm just about to pull up in a second.
01:16:51Okay.
01:16:52All right.
01:16:53All right.
01:16:54Well, just remember, Kalani, that you deserve it.
01:16:58Uh, thanks Terrence.
01:17:00So do you.
01:17:01Thanks.
01:17:03Thanks.
01:17:12Your parents must be so proud of you.
01:17:16They are.
01:17:18I won't stop.
01:17:19I won't stop.
01:17:20I won't stop.
01:17:21I won't stop.
01:17:22I'll strive.
01:17:23When it gets hard, I'll just strive.
01:17:25When it gets hard, I'll just strive.
01:17:27With tears in my eyes, I'll just strive.
01:17:28No matter what, no matter how.
01:17:53I know now is my time to try.
01:18:12If you're feeling down, get up and dance.
01:18:17It'll make you feel better.
01:18:19Keep the beat.
01:18:21I don't care what they say.
01:18:23Keep it moving forward.
01:18:25I don't care what they do.
01:18:27Keep it moving forward.
01:18:30Follow your dreams.
01:18:32Keep it moving forward.
01:18:34Keep moving.
01:18:36Keep it moving forward.
01:18:38I don't care what they say.
01:18:41Keep it moving forward.
01:18:43Just keep moving.
01:18:45Keep it moving forward.
01:18:47Let it feel down.
01:18:51Get up and dance, it'll make you feel better
01:18:55Who are you, what you doing, what your life, what you stand for
01:19:00If you don't stand for nothing, you're gonna fall for sure
01:19:05And if you're all about your crew, you ain't an individual
01:19:09You might drown in the ocean with no support
01:19:14I don't care what they say, keep it moving forward
01:19:19I don't care what they do, keep it moving forward
01:19:23Follow your dreams, keep it moving forward
01:19:28Keep moving, keep it moving forward
01:19:32I don't care what they say, keep it moving forward
01:19:37Just keep moving, keep it moving forward
01:19:41If you're feeling down, get up and dance, it'll make you feel better
01:19:47But I don't care what they say, keep it moving forward
01:20:11I don't care what they do, keep it moving forward
01:20:16Follow your dreams, keep it moving forward
01:20:20Keep moving, keep it moving forward
01:20:24I don't care what they say, keep it moving forward
01:20:29I don't care what they say, keep it moving forward
01:20:31Keep it moving forward
01:20:33Keep it moving forward
01:20:34If you're feeling down, get up and dance, it'll make you feel better
01:20:39Keep it moving forward
01:20:46I don't care what they say, keep it moving forward
01:20:49I don't care what they say, keep it moving forward
01:20:54But I don't care what they say
01:21:07Keep it moving forward
01:21:09I don't care what they do
01:21:11Keep it moving forward
01:21:14Follow your dreams
01:21:16Keep it moving forward
01:21:18Keep moving
01:21:20Keep it moving forward
01:21:22I don't care what they say
01:21:24Keep it moving forward
01:21:27Just keep moving
01:21:29Keep it moving forward
01:21:31But if you're feeling down
01:21:33Get up and dance
01:21:36It'll make you feel better
01:21:38Ooh
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