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Too Much Season 1 Episode 6
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00:00Wendy Jones, I know logically that you're the wrong person to be mad at.
00:10I am a feminist after all.
00:12And while I can't yet access the totality of my rage at Sev, I am full of abject rage
00:17at my mother.
00:18Please stop showing me shirts.
00:20I really need you to hear me, mom.
00:22Did she just call you mom?
00:24A month in London and she's Madonna.
00:26Oh my god.
00:27Beat my ass, okay?
00:28Fuck off.
00:29I'm serious.
00:30Mom, you never gave us a strong male role model.
00:35You never showed us healthy love that we could emulate.
00:37What about this one?
00:38This one?
00:39Do you think it'll fit?
00:40It has a nice, loose, gauzy feel.
00:41I like it.
00:42Let's talk about it later, okay?
00:43I...
00:44This is your fault.
00:45I mean...
00:46You have ruined me when it comes to men.
00:49I mean, I'm ruined.
00:50I have literally no instincts.
00:52You just can't do it.
00:53You just can't do it.
00:55You just can't do it.
00:58What?
01:28That sound system was out of whack.
01:42Oh, yeah, you think so?
01:43Yeah, well, I was playing and it didn't sound right.
01:46That's because it wasn't sounding right, mate,
01:48because you were playing like shit.
01:49Do we think those two girls are...
01:52Jesus, 20 plus?
01:54Oh, yeah, that's a fun game.
01:55You should host a show on television where you fucking guess.
01:58People go crazy for it.
01:59Oh, come on, Fee. You used to be so slinky, man.
02:01Now you're just giving it all the non-slink all the time.
02:03Well, the guy's in love, come on. I mean, love changes a man.
02:07So I'm just gonna...
02:08Just gonna ask him for an ID.
02:10Fucking hell, man. When did you become such a pervert?
02:12I'm not a pervert. That's what I'm gonna ask them.
02:15Guys, that was fucking dog shit.
02:17You're not even trying anymore.
02:19I did try.
02:19What are you doing? You keep making shit up in the middle of our sets.
02:23Are you still doing the thing where you imagine that you're at Wembley?
02:25Life is a stadium.
02:26No, it's not. This is a tiny fucking record store.
02:29Play like it's a tiny fucking record store in time.
02:32You were actually really good again, as always.
02:34Thank you for that. I appreciate it.
02:36I don't know what the fuck you're doing, mate.
02:38You're supposed to be keeping us in time.
02:39You're supposed to be the backbone of the fucking band.
02:41You're too busy trying to make eyes with girls out past their curfew.
02:44Maybe we're not the problem.
02:45Maybe it's the fact that you used to be a little bit fucking fun.
02:47We used to live the life.
02:48We used to do ecstasy in the morning, cocaine at night,
02:50maybe a little fulsome and order a pizza afterwards.
02:53And now you're fucking monogamous and gluten-free.
02:55But do you know what?
02:56I miss the Felix who filled our home with mischief and mayhem
02:59and girls wearing nothing but their headbands.
03:02That's why I moved you in and let you stay for precisely fuck all pounds.
03:06Now it's like I gave my spare room to my nan.
03:11So that big speech you gave me when I moved in about helping me to get clean
03:14and giving me a safe space to try and make some music, like, find myself,
03:18that was all just what, lies?
03:19No, it wasn't lies, Felix.
03:20It was just part of the truth.
03:22There's always a fucking quid pro quo with you, isn't there?
03:25Do you know what?
03:26I'm glad you said it out loud, because I'm not like some organ grinder's monkey.
03:29You can't just give me a bed and expect me to dance for you.
03:32I'm still stuck on you using the term quid pro quo.
03:35Fuck you, Augie.
03:36Fuck you.
03:36Carpe diem.
03:37Find a different wingman or just get some.
03:38They need VD Vici.
03:40Oh, this?
03:41I've had this for a really long time.
03:43I just threw it on.
03:46Felix!
03:47Stop looking at me like that.
03:48You are naughty.
03:52Maybe the hood's too much.
03:55Oh, my God.
03:56You're looking at me, and you love my outfit.
03:59I know.
04:00It's pretty cute.
04:02But you're a pretty cute guy.
04:04So why don't we take off my sleeves?
04:13Jess?
04:21Hey, cutie.
04:24What's going on?
04:25Are you ready to ravish the haunted maiden?
04:28You look fucking amazing.
04:30I'm just having such a shit day.
04:31I'm sorry.
04:32I'm, like, in the opposite mood.
04:33Oh.
04:34This is unfortunate timing.
04:36Sorry these are fucking heavy.
04:37I'm not making you mobile.
04:38Hey, I love your hat.
04:41It's not really a hat.
04:42Hey, do you want to get into something more cozy,
04:44and I can tell you about the fucking nightmare I've just been living?
04:46Oh, um, yeah, I mean, I feel comfy.
04:51I don't mind letting it all hang out.
04:53Oh, shit, candles do.
04:55Sorry, I'm not being weird.
04:56I just don't want you to catch fire again.
04:58Are you hungry, by the way?
05:00I think I might get delivery or something.
05:01I don't want you to catch fire again.
05:03Hey.
05:04You look nice today.
05:06Oh, I'm glad that somebody does.
05:07She looks really hot today.
05:09Yeah.
05:10She's really, like, rocking this necklace thing.
05:12Glad that you love her outfit.
05:14So, basically, I had a bit of a domestic with Augie.
05:17Long time coming, and, uh, I was wondering,
05:20is it okay if I stay here for a while?
05:22I'm going to go to the bathroom.
05:27Okay.
05:27You want to go walkies?
05:29Hey, muggle.
05:30Look what I got for you.
05:31Hello.
05:32I love you.
05:33I thought you didn't know what that meant.
05:36Should we clip this on your collar?
05:40You don't feel like it?
05:52I may look like a flighty idiot who could just be steamrolled into a sudden move-in,
06:02but I pick up on everything, despite or maybe because I was raised by women,
06:08even if nasty women.
06:09So, you can't piss on my leg and tell me it's raining.
06:12Save for a couple nights.
06:13Yeah, right.
06:14That's how I end up with someone who's using my credit card to buy porn.
06:17And who pays for porn in this economy?
06:19Oh, okay.
06:22Jessica, breathe.
06:23Good girl.
06:24Nice girl.
06:26Good, nice girl.
06:37Hi.
06:37I thought you guys went out for a walk.
06:40Yeah, I think she fancied it in the end.
06:42So, you guys didn't leave?
06:45Nope.
06:46Okay.
06:47So, you...
06:49Heard most of it.
06:50Yep.
06:50Wow.
06:53Okay, well, I wasn't, like, talking to myself.
06:56That wasn't really what I was worried about, to be honest with you.
07:01I'm not, like, trying to con you into moving in together.
07:03I just had a bit of a situation go down, that's all.
07:06Yeah, and...
07:07I mean, I guess I'm just stupid and an idiot,
07:10and you're probably exhausted by my paranoia.
07:12And I don't even know how to interact with a man in, like, a healthy way.
07:16I haven't said any of those things.
07:20I told you that you look fucking amazing, and I meant it.
07:23Sometimes it feels like you're fighting with someone who isn't even here.
07:26Yeah.
07:34Okay.
07:36I'm sorry.
07:37No, I think you're right, actually.
07:39It's my fault.
07:40I shouldn't have come.
07:41It's too soon to be relying on you for everything.
07:43No!
07:44I'm just going to stay with someone else.
07:45It's fine.
07:46It's fine.
07:47I mean, where else are you going to go?
07:48I don't know.
07:48Give, like, Polly a call or something.
07:50Polly?
07:50Not a big deal.
07:51I'll see you after your work trip.
07:54Okay.
07:54Okay, I feel like everyone, we just got triggered and...
08:01If you would have just walked, you dumb fucking foot.
08:16Okay, you're not holding her quietly.
08:17I'm really trying to support her.
08:20It's fine.
08:20Okay, so when you're feeding her, right, you're going to put the sweet...
08:24Hi.
08:24The boiled sweet potato over the kibble, right?
08:27Otherwise, she's not going to eat that.
08:29Then, you have to put, stay with me, the gravy on top of the sweet potatoes.
08:33Follow me.
08:33Follow me.
08:34Otherwise, she's not going to eat that.
08:36So she's not going to eat the kibble because the sweet potatoes aren't on there.
08:38She's not going to eat the sweet potatoes because the gravy's not on there, right?
08:40Basically, an illusion on top of an illusion.
08:42And then, if there's any kind of thunderstorm, her thunder jacket is here with her outside
08:48clothes, but then her precious gowns are right here with her inside clothes.
08:53So she can wear this inside, but I don't want her wearing this outside.
08:55Hey, hey, hey, hey.
08:56Chillax, babes.
08:57All right?
08:58Because that's what we're going to be doing.
08:59We're going to be chilling.
09:00Like a pair of villains watching Holby City, noshing on some dough balls from Pizza Express.
09:05Please look at me and tell me you're not going to do that.
09:07It's fine.
09:07She'll get sick.
09:08Do you want her to get sick?
09:10No.
09:10You're going to just dog food.
09:11It's all good, mommy.
09:13Good.
09:14Good, good, good.
09:15Also, if any blood falls out of her vagina, totally fine.
09:19Don't worry about it.
09:19Just let her free bleed, okay?
09:20Don't panic.
09:22Free bleed.
09:24I've got it.
09:25Okay, guys.
09:26Have fun.
09:27See you later.
09:27Bye, mom.
09:30Bye.
09:32Please don't do it from your vagina.
09:34Voila.
09:38Merci.
09:47Can I have some salt?
09:50No fucking way.
09:51I put salt in it already.
09:53Oh, that's enough.
09:54Like, it's sweet on the tongue.
09:56And cumin?
09:58I literally put cumin, like, that was the first thing that I put in.
10:02And maybe, like, ginger also, turmeric.
10:05And you know what?
10:06You should add some pancetta.
10:07Okay, that's just, like, a completely different omelette.
10:10I wish.
10:10For the one I made you.
10:12I've forgotten what a nightmare you ought to cook for.
10:13It's, like, all feedback, no gratitude.
10:16It's because I do it better, that's all.
10:18I thought I'd fucking nailed that.
10:19I rolled it up, like, French style and everything.
10:21No, that's good, but the taste.
10:23Come on, why you get so sad when you get, like, the tinest bit of critique?
10:27Critique makes artists stronger.
10:29I'm real with you.
10:30That's a gift I give you.
10:32What happened?
10:33You always wound up on my doorstep after MGMA.
10:36Well, I'm sober as a bonus.
10:38It's not that.
10:39Nothing's happened.
10:40I just fell out with Augie, so I needed someone to crash.
10:43Okay.
10:44But I said nothing.
10:46Did you go on another date with that, um...
10:50Or was he, like, stockbroker guy?
10:54How did that go?
10:55Did your cousin get out of jail?
11:06Fuck's sake, man.
11:07Jesus Christ, I forgot about this trick.
11:09Uh, okay.
11:15I mean, literally nothing has happened.
11:17We're just, like, taking it slow, you know?
11:18Just trying to be smart about it, that's all.
11:20Okay.
11:21You can make, like, shitty omelette, but please do not lie to me.
11:28You should taste it, actually.
11:29Like this, you can, like, make an effort and stuff.
11:31I'm hungry.
11:32No, you should...
11:32What do you think?
11:33What the fuck?
11:35Dude, you just slapped me in the face with an omelette?
11:38No.
11:39I mean, not...
11:39I'm not hungry, girl.
11:40Fuck you, man.
11:41I just made that for you.
11:44What the fuck?
11:45Come here, come here.
11:47I'm sorry.
11:48No!
11:48I'm sorry.
11:49I'm sorry.
11:50Fuck.
11:51I told him that without a ring, he has no guarantee that I'm not going to go meet someone out in Dubai.
11:57You know what?
11:58It's so classic.
11:59He thinks she can lock you down with Barton and Hargway.
12:00Sure.
12:01Tell me about it, ladies.
12:02I mean, men are all psychotic rapists, right?
12:07Yeah.
12:08Yeah.
12:09Hey.
12:09Sorry.
12:10Yeah, have a good day.
12:11Have a good day.
12:15Anguish.
12:15My bad.
12:16Well, this is exactly how I like to spend my Thursday morning, waiting at a service station on the M25.
12:22We should have been on the road over an hour ago so we can scout the Christmas village by four.
12:26Where's Jim?
12:27We have to look at this location today if we want to make it work for the ad.
12:30Director's not here with us.
12:32Uh, half an hour late is chic.
12:3445 minutes is, like, disrespectful.
12:36The snack police is here, and you're under arrest, so drop your weapons.
12:43I cannot believe the UK service stations.
12:44I mean, you can get fresh mango.
12:47It's crazy.
12:47I'm having dinner here.
12:49It's like we're on vacation.
12:50I also got these ears if anybody wants a pair.
12:52They're from a charity that's, like, um, helping kids meet rabbits or something.
12:56So, nice.
12:56Let them meet them.
12:58Right?
12:59That's our guy.
13:02Here we go.
13:04Okay.
13:04Bump your head.
13:12Uh, what's your name?
13:14Hassan.
13:14Hassan.
13:15I could see you vaping up your sleeve.
13:17I'm not gonna tell your boss, but I could, you know.
13:21Have a good one.
13:21Okay.
13:22Um, hi.
13:25Hi.
13:25Hi.
13:26I'm gonna take the front seat by the window.
13:30Separately.
13:32From me.
13:33From me, I'll sit in the back.
13:34Separately from all the people.
13:35Okay.
13:36And, um, I'd like, um, uh...
13:39The other part of your glove?
13:42Sorry.
13:44Um, and can we, um, can we lose the, uh...
13:50Oh, ouch.
13:51Uh, the bunny ears, because we're not 13.
13:54Are we?
13:55We're not?
13:57Nope.
13:58We're not.
13:59Okay.
14:01Yeah, fuck the charity.
14:03So you do identify with your sign?
14:06I've been told I have a lot of Aquarius tendencies.
14:09You know, Scorpios and Virgos are actually very connected signs.
14:14Scorpio is able to push Virgo to excel past their boundaries.
14:19Wow.
14:19Uh, I'm a Cancer.
14:21What should I know?
14:23Uh, that's not a sign I've ever really thought about.
14:27I think Cancer's lying a lot.
14:28Yeah, well, not me.
14:30Unless I'm lying right now.
14:31Who even knows if I am a Cancer?
14:34I'm kidding.
14:36I'm not...
14:36I tell the truth almost to a fault.
14:39Genius move.
14:40You're rejecting all the hottest people on Riot, right?
14:42So they start to wonder what's so great about you?
14:46I think they probably know what my appeal is already.
14:51What's your move, is it?
14:52Yeah, I'm literally doing it on Sniffies right now.
14:56Sniffies, what's that?
14:57Is that just for the LGBTQ plus community?
15:03Yeah.
15:04Like, I'll show you.
15:05It basically...
15:06It basically shows me all the people in my periphery right now
15:10who are looking to obliterate their psyche through false intimacy.
15:13Beautiful.
15:14Yeah.
15:15Does that mean that there's, uh...
15:19Oh, so he's, uh...
15:21He's another wee Sniffy, is he?
15:23You could say that.
15:24That's beautiful.
15:25Any news highlights?
15:30Darling.
15:30Okay.
15:31Breathe.
15:31All right, let's have a little.
15:33Cute.
15:34Maybe, like, throw up a peace sign or something.
15:37No, that...
15:38That goes a little quick.
15:39Come on.
15:40She's still a puppy, all right?
15:43Yeah, she's full of jubilance and joie de vivre.
15:46No, I'm not gaslighting you.
15:49How can I gaslight you?
15:50I don't even know what the word means.
15:52This place is so darn quaint.
15:53I mean, I remember watching BritBox
15:56and just dreaming of spots like this, and here we are.
15:59It's like, this couldn't be real.
16:00Pinch me.
16:00I'm dreaming.
16:02But, yeah, I think it's a really viable option for our shoot.
16:06It has all the sets that we need,
16:07plus an airplane hanger for our build.
16:10Raven, chime in.
16:11Yeah, I spoke to the head of permitting,
16:14who says that they're really, really open to shooting.
16:16I think the weather could be a challenge, but...
16:18But we have the studio for a single set.
16:20Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
16:22It's all feeling a bit, um, cloying.
16:28Clawing, cloying.
16:29Can you defend that for me?
16:31For me.
16:32It's presenting itself as something that's charming in English
16:37without actually being charming in English.
16:40Creepy and haunted.
16:41It's not creepy.
16:41Okay, yeah.
16:42It's, um, there's a malaise, don't you think?
16:47It's not creepy at all.
16:50But there is a malaise, I'd say.
16:52It's presenting itself in a very strange, sort of, inauthentic way.
16:56You know, it's all charm, charm, charm.
16:58We've got to move away from the sheen of Pippin partners, you know.
17:02We've got to make something that's dangerous.
17:04So let's just stop.
17:06Sorry.
17:07Everybody just stop and let's just zoom out and see what we're doing here.
17:11We've got to make this feel like it's Ken Loach making a Christmas film.
17:16We've got to smell the booze and we've got to smoke the cigarettes.
17:19We've got to eat the processed meat.
17:21We've got to understand what it's like to fight for your life at Christmas
17:23in a country that doesn't value anything but the rich.
17:27I just got the chills.
17:29Yeah.
17:31Hey, you've reached the office of Relix Femin.
17:33I don't really want a voice message.
17:35I find them sort of violent.
17:42Oh, fuck, no.
17:43Well, hey, you.
18:07Well, hey, you.
18:09See, you're still driving the tank.
18:11Mm-hmm.
18:11What, do you think I'm just going to hop right in, go for a spin,
18:16let you speed as fast as you like, wind in my hair, smile on my lips?
18:21You think I'm going to spend the evening in your arms forgetting who I am
18:26so that you can drop me at my mother's house
18:29and push me up against the wall for a little goodnight fondle?
18:34I've aged.
18:37I'm a great...
18:38Hmm?
18:39I'm a mother now.
18:41It doesn't look good.
18:44You look like you did when you were 16
18:47and I kissed you goodbye in the record store
18:49by the Rolling Stones section.
18:52Sticky fingers.
18:54And then they sent me to Juby.
19:00Don't worry.
19:02Tell your daddy I'll have you home by 8.
19:04Daddy died.
19:05Daddy died.
19:06Daddy died.
19:08Cool.
19:09Mom!
19:12Why don't you, uh, start me up?
19:17Be right back.
19:21What?
19:21Mommy, now!
19:22I just don't get why they turned Theresa into a meme, because it's like, she is a prostitution
19:31whore.
19:31Theresa is right.
19:33This is what we culturally do to women.
19:35You called me in to watch prostitution whore, Danielle Staub, and Theresa Giudice?
19:40Yes.
19:41Okay, you know what?
19:42You're crazy.
19:42Get up.
19:43Out.
19:43Out of bed.
19:43No.
19:44No!
19:44Uh...
19:44Yes!
19:45You are getting up out of bed, my friend.
19:48Okay, I'm not your friend.
19:50And also, you're going out on a date to get us, like, the daddy Jessica wants.
19:54Grandma's at a bridge game with people half my age.
19:56Nobody needs me.
19:57There's no reason to get out of bed.
19:58Okay?
19:59Except for your son, who's going to be home from school soon.
20:01And he might probably want a vague sense of, oh, I don't know, his mother having changed
20:06her clothes today.
20:07But you know, what's the crazy thing about changing clothes?
20:09You just have to do it again the next day.
20:11What's the goddamn point?
20:13Okay, get up and get in the shower.
20:14Now.
20:14No, no, no more.
20:15No more, no more.
20:15Get up, get up, get up.
20:16No.
20:17Because Dana's outside, and that is my destiny waiting for me.
20:20I can't do this anymore.
20:23I can't fucking do this anymore.
20:24Then don't do it, okay?
20:26Lois, you don't know my life.
20:28Do not call your mommy, Lois.
20:31Do not call her by her first name.
20:33That is so fucking disrespectful.
20:37Okay, and do not refer to yourself as mommy, because it is the work of a psychopath.
20:42All right, you know what?
20:43Get up and get in the shower.
20:46No.
20:46Because you know what?
20:47You smell like a hamster, and you're old.
20:51Now get up, because my love is not unconditional.
20:54Great.
20:55No.
20:56No.
20:56No.
20:57You go.
20:58I'm going to spank you.
20:59I'm spanking you, Nora Louise.
21:00There you go.
21:01God, it is so typical.
21:03I mean, a director, who's usually a male, has no idea what he's actually making.
21:07I mean, this is part of why I left my job in New York.
21:10I started feeling so, like, resentful, and now I just feel like...
21:12How you're realising that middling white women feel terrible wherever they go.
21:15I know.
21:16I think this is the best that it gets for you, you know?
21:18You're not Dua Lipa.
21:20Hey.
21:20Mm-hmm.
21:21You know I just messaged Raven back on Sniffies?
21:23Mm-hmm.
21:23When I tell you, the message I sent was psychological warfare.
21:27It's incredible.
21:28Show me.
21:29No.
21:29Let's see it.
21:30Does it feel like Josie and I made kind of a breakthrough?
21:34Like, whatever was holding her back, she's finally able to shed it.
21:38Jono sends his regrets to him.
21:40He can't do dinner.
21:41He has to, um, he had to head back into the city because there was a drama with Diane.
21:45Oh, my God.
21:46Is his wife okay?
21:47Diane's the Irish Wolfhound.
21:48Um, so I'm gonna go find some food.
21:53Uh, me too.
21:55Ideal time for me to have a sniff around Sniffies.
22:07Hello.
22:07Oh, hi.
22:09Dinner's been disbanded, so I'm just gonna get Domino's.
22:11Oh, okay.
22:12You have a good night.
22:13I've got a lot of invitations, so, um, uh, but, uh, I'd just like to keep it low-key
22:18on a, on a, uh, when it's a weeknight, so I'm just gonna go to the pub.
22:21So you can, you know, you can join me if you want to.
22:26Oh, that's so nice.
22:27Yeah, um, I'm supposed to talk to my friend Felix tonight, but, oh, he's not talking to
22:32me.
22:35He has not sent me anything, but it's okay.
22:37Well, maybe you can come along.
22:41Maybe I will.
22:42Look, I'll laugh to you.
22:44I don't, I don't feel comfortable somewhat.
22:46Come on.
22:46Okay, let's go get some freaky snacks.
22:49Are you part of, like, a really active hipster dad group chat or something?
22:57No, I'm just doing a back and forth with this tiny fucking prick.
23:01Loser, I'm fucking letterboxed.
23:05Armchair critics, you know, it's gonna be the death of fucking cinema.
23:08Meanwhile, this basement dwellers have the nerve to say that my, my female characters are
23:14undercooked.
23:15Nessa?
23:17Nessa?
23:17I was undercooked.
23:18Is she?
23:19One of the most complex depictions of a sex worker that's ever been shown on screen.
23:24Lily Allen?
23:24Did she get nominated for Best Newcomer at the Palm Springs Film Festival for nothing,
23:29which she would have won had she been able to attend?
23:32I mean, I'm gonna say that.
23:34I don't think you have to reply to everything.
23:36I'm gonna reply to this attack.
23:38Swear to God, these people just think that I'm not, I'm not a human being.
23:43I can just, I can just take this.
23:45Please don't hit your head.
23:47Just a man, you know, just a man making art.
23:52Trying to make my ex-wife regret her decisions.
23:58I mean, yeah, I get it.
24:00I've done a lot of things out of vengeance.
24:03That's an interesting thing to say.
24:04So like, what, uh, what, what have you done?
24:08Like, get highlights?
24:11How is that going?
24:12I don't know.
24:13I feel like they're turning a little yellow.
24:14Not the highlights.
24:16The man, does he regret what he, what he did to you?
24:19Okay, how do you know there's a he?
24:21There's always a he.
24:22I don't know whether it's daddy or dickhead.
24:25There's always a he.
24:27So, you've been with Jono five months, right?
24:30Yeah, uh, yeah, just about five months.
24:33How is that?
24:35It's good.
24:37Uh-huh.
24:38How good, how good is it?
24:39Hey, I, um, I'm good at compartmentalizing.
24:43So, you know, it's, it's a good job and it's a job.
24:47It's not my life.
24:48What is your life?
24:50Oh, Kim, big question.
24:52Um, dancing in my room, reading metafiction.
24:56Um, I know.
24:58Thank you so much for sharing something so intimate.
25:02Tell me about you.
25:03Oh, I just, I, I get a little funny talking about myself on a date.
25:08Any kind of date, personal, professional, friendly, romantic.
25:13Well, this could be a date.
25:15Okay.
25:20My wife, my ex-wife, uh...
25:24It takes some time to get used to.
25:26Yeah, it does.
25:28She always says that anger isn't a reason enough to make films, you know?
25:33But, I mean, she's never made anything except our children, so what the fuck does she know?
25:37Well, I'm sorry to hear about your divorce.
25:39No, no, no, no, no, don't be.
25:40Like, she just didn't mean any of our vows, and I did.
25:44I would have nursed her if she got sick.
25:46If she got saggy, I would have picked the skin off the floor, you know?
25:49Mm-hmm.
25:50Don't abandon me because I fall into bed with someone one, you know, one or two times during the most difficult period of my life,
26:00when my work is being attacked and the critical response to a film that I poured my heart and soul into.
26:08Like, it's just being ripped apart, you know?
26:12It's violence.
26:13So don't say that you understand the words for better or for worse, you know?
26:19Anisa.
26:22You're attracted to me.
26:25Um...
26:27I'm not really sure.
26:30To what percentage are you at with me now?
26:35Like, 52?
26:38No, I don't believe that.
26:42Okay, you're right.
26:43It's more like 73, I guess.
26:4673, 74, 75.
26:49That makes sense.
26:50You doing that, like, made me go down to 72?
26:52I feel like it keeps going up and then down and then up again.
26:56No.
26:58For some reason, that, like, took me down again.
27:01Yeah.
27:02If I looked away?
27:03Let me see.
27:04And then if you look back at me?
27:09I feel like it went, I was, like, down and then when you looked back at me, down again.
27:13But now up.
27:15Yeah.
27:15No, it's up for me, too.
27:16I don't know about reckless, I'm just, like, I don't know, I just like her.
27:25Okay, but do you think it's possible you're forgetting yourself straight to make her happy?
27:29You know what was cool about us?
27:33We never did that.
27:35We just, I don't know, we lived the moment and when the moment was shared, it was just ours.
27:43Not on me.
27:49It's real, or you just, like, remember fun times.
27:52You forgot all the fucking nights I stayed awake next to you, just to see if you were breathing.
27:58I cried every time I saw you.
28:01And not because it was over, but because, I don't know, I was scared that you would die.
28:10Look at us, we're fine.
28:11I'm proud of us, we made it.
28:15Yeah, true.
28:16And me, I've waited around so long because I knew it wasn't you to be good.
28:22And it's real because now, all this good is just going to someone else.
28:32That's how you feel?
28:36Yeah, a little.
28:39Wow.
28:41You saved my life.
28:45You know you did.
28:49Did you ever wonder what it would be if we...
28:51Decided to be one?
28:57So, what, as in, what do you mean, like...
29:04Like one, like a family having a baby.
29:07What?
29:08Is it like what?
29:09You never...
29:10Like, what do you say?
29:12Like, you never thought about it?
29:15Like, what, like now?
29:16Well...
29:16So, what is it that you love about making movies?
29:19Oh my God.
29:21Well, I guess I find when I'm in the director's chair, I'm just someone else, you know?
29:28Somebody, somebody just a bit better, less of a, you know, a river runs through me, you know?
29:36And I just know what to do.
29:39Wow, that's amazing.
29:40I wish that would happen to me.
29:43Um, you know, when I was little, I wanted to do what you do.
29:47Probably sounds so stupid.
29:50Well, it doesn't sound stupid.
29:52You can do what I do.
29:52Thanks.
29:58Something about your, uh, sudden spasmodic movements alongside your, kind of, Tourette's-style...
30:07Oh, I don't have Tourette's.
30:08No, Tourette's-style, uh, outbursts that I...
30:12Oh, okay.
30:13I've got to tell you, I find it, uh, kind of disarming.
30:18Kind of?
30:20Kind of, yeah.
30:21I do enjoy, uh, being disarmed.
30:25It's unusual for me.
30:27Well, I guess I'll take it as a compliment.
30:29I mean, you're saying you like it, so it's not like it's a bad thing.
30:38I don't think there's anything wrong with having Tourette's.
30:40No, I know that.
30:41It's a beautiful thing to have Tourette's.
30:43Totally.
30:43It's, like, just a different perspective.
30:45Are you cold?
30:46Yeah.
30:47Do you want to come to my horrible little hotel?
30:50Sure.
30:51Oh, God, there's something about, about Pantyho's that I just, like, just find so deeply, deeply erotic.
30:58Um, can we say tights?
31:00We can say tights.
31:01We can say tights.
31:03Yeah.
31:04We can say anything you want as long as I get my head between these thighs.
31:08But I'm not going to give it to you.
31:10Just yet.
31:12Maybe I'm going to tease you.
31:14Oh, okay.
31:15Yeah.
31:15I like that.
31:16When you really beg for it, maybe I'll say no.
31:23No.
31:23And then when you're really, when you're really, really, really, really, really, really begging me for it.
31:31Mm-hmm.
31:32What happens, Sam?
31:34Um, you're still going to say this.
31:36Might still.
31:37Might be enough, might be enough.
31:38You're not getting it.
31:38Might be, uh-uh.
31:41But maybe after that?
31:42Maybe.
31:43Or maybe no.
31:45Okay.
31:47Shall we just wait?
31:49Mm-hmm.
31:49So let's move along?
31:51Well, don't rush it.
31:53I'm just saying.
31:53No, I don't.
31:54I don't want, I'm not saying no.
31:55Yeah, I don't care.
31:56I'm just saying.
31:56It's okay, well, I'll wait.
31:59Just saying, um, FYI, my underwear is still on.
32:03No, I know.
32:03Okay.
32:04I know.
32:05I can see that.
32:06You rotty little girl.
32:08Sorry.
32:08Rotty little.
32:10Okay.
32:11No.
32:11Right.
32:13Tell me something.
32:16Like what?
32:18Like, uh, surprise me.
32:21Um, I think I accidentally killed my friend Jenny's hamster when I was in the third grade.
32:26It was like we had the hamster in a car and we were, like, moving the Barbie car.
32:30Like, it fell down the stairs, but then she thought that I was okay, but he wasn't okay,
32:34and then we put him back in the cage, and then the next day he was dead, but I think it was me.
32:41Wow.
32:41Okay, say, uh, okay, say, uh...
32:43You like that story?
32:44Yeah.
32:45Okay.
32:45Tell me you love my movies.
32:47Okay.
32:49I love your movies.
32:50You like them?
32:51Wait, what?
32:51No, they're nothing.
32:52My movies are terrible.
32:53You don't want me to say that?
32:54No, no, tell me that.
32:56You don't.
32:57Continue.
32:57Tell me.
32:58Your movies are awesome.
33:00They're...
33:00Yeah.
33:01I love to stream them.
33:01No, they're terrible.
33:02They're artless.
33:04No, they're awesome.
33:05I stream all your movies.
33:07They stream them?
33:08Are they available on streaming?
33:10Yeah.
33:11Do they make you stream?
33:13Yeah.
33:13Oh, my God.
33:15That's so hot.
33:18Okay, say, say, say, uh, direct me.
33:22Direct me.
33:23Okay.
33:25Direct me.
33:26Yeah, okay.
33:27Direct me like you're a horse and you're...
33:28Don't say whore.
33:29Please don't say whore.
33:30It's not respectful.
33:32Oh, I was just...
33:33No, no, it's okay.
33:34Say direct me now.
33:34In a sexual way.
33:35Direct me.
33:36Direct me.
33:36Well, I would never call a woman a whore.
33:37I'm just saying it like...
33:38You just did.
33:38You just did.
33:39You asked me to say that.
33:40Okay, no, I just said, direct me.
33:41Just say, direct me.
33:42Direct.
33:43Direct me now.
33:44Just do it.
33:44Direct me.
33:45Direct me now.
33:45Direct me now.
33:47Yeah, direct me like you directed Tim Roth.
33:51Direct me now.
33:52Yeah.
33:53Direct me.
33:54Yeah, yeah.
33:55One of your sex workers.
33:57Okay.
33:57Yeah.
33:58That's better, right?
33:59Yeah, it's much better.
34:00Oh, my God, I love you.
34:01I love you.
34:02I love you so much.
34:03Oh, wait.
34:04I'm sorry.
34:05How could I even do that to you?
34:07How could I have done that to you?
34:08Did you say you loved me?
34:10Oh, no, no, sorry.
34:11I'm just going to get up for a second.
34:12I was thinking about someone else.
34:14Oh, my gosh.
34:15What is wrong with me?
34:17Um, I think I'm just going to head out.
34:20I'm sorry.
34:21I made a mistake.
34:22I mistook your identity for...
34:24For who?
34:26Um, I was thinking about Anita.
34:28Okay, yeah.
34:29Sorry.
34:29I do apologize.
34:32Not in a great, um, space.
34:35Well, not her.
34:36No, you're not.
34:39I mean, you're lovely.
34:41I mean, I shouldn't be here either.
34:43I have, like, a really beautiful boyfriend
34:44that I've been dating for a couple of weeks now.
34:47And so I'm going to head out.
34:49And I have so much work tomorrow.
34:50So I'm already going.
34:52Yeah.
34:52You know, I got my stuff tight, so...
34:54You okay?
34:56Yeah.
34:57Uh, um...
35:00I'm sure she really loves you.
35:05Sorry.
35:08Are you okay?
35:12Night.
35:12Do you remember the first time we had sex?
35:21Yeah.
35:24And what did you think?
35:29It felt like...
35:31My whole world had blown up there.
35:33Sorry.
35:35Excuse me.
35:55Sorry.
35:58Wait.
35:59Wait.
35:59Wait.
35:59Wait.
36:00Wait.
36:00Wait.
36:01Wait.
36:01Wait.
36:02What's up?
36:15Do you love her?
36:20Yeah, I don't know. I think that I cheat on people when I'm anxious.
36:34What? That's not what you're supposed to do. You get drunk and you overeat when you're anxious. I've told you that a million times.
36:39Well, I mean, he just looked at my vagina. He didn't touch, so I don't know if it's cheating if he just looks and he doesn't touch it, you know?
36:45Wait, who?
36:47Um, never mind. Doesn't matter.
36:52What do you, um, remember about Dad? Like, you're older than me, so you've got three more years with him. What do you remember?
36:59So we're going from your vagina to what I remember about Dad.
37:04Okay, I can hang. Um, he had this smell. I don't know. It was, like, not bad. It wasn't BO, but it was always like he came in from playing tennis.
37:14It was like this sweet, sweaty smell. He always looked down at his hands when he was angry. He was not a confrontational person. I mean, he punished me once and it was for throwing a glass of water into Uncle Jay's lap.
37:27Well, Uncle Jay sucks. Uncle Jay, yeah, he really sucked. And I didn't feel sad at all at his funeral. I pretended. Um, but let's see, Dad always sung to us.
37:41And it would be like, I don't know, not like cheesy stuff like Raffi, like, not like Baby Beluga. He was singing, like, Van Morrison, Joni Mitchell, you know, Leonard Cohen. That one Bob Dylan song that always, um, makes me, it's like...
37:58And a song will lift as the mainsail shifts and the boat drifts on to the shoreline.
38:13And the sun will respect every face on the deck. The hour that the ship comes in.
38:23So nice song. Yeah.
38:28I have to go, Jess. I love you. I love you, too.
38:32We're all just scrambling around, Wendy, looking for the home we only briefly had.
38:37You can't go back to a place that doesn't exist, to a person that isn't there.
38:41All right, are you sure you don't want to hang out with me just for a little bit before we...
38:44I gotta FaceTime, Dad. Sorry.
38:47All right, well, um, do you think that you could tell him that I'm on a work Zoom at the moment?
38:54But you're not on a work Zoom.
38:56But I might get on a work Zoom. We don't know. I could possibly be on one in the next 15 to 20 minutes.
39:02So, do you want me to tell him that you are on a work Zoom?
39:05Or that you could possibly be on a work Zoom in the next 15 to 20 minutes that will not be applicable while I'm on the call with him?
39:12I don't think that this needs to be such a debate. You can let him know that I got a promotion, that my hair is growing beautifully.
39:18You got a promotion?
39:20I may get a promotion based on my behavior. This is... I just want a little hug from my son. That's what I want.
39:27What do you want?
39:35Okay. I love you. You're my special boy.
39:38Please don't say that.
39:40What did you do to your hair?
39:43This is what the cool kids do. I can bleach your hair when I see you.
39:45Please, no.
39:46What do you want to do when you come into the city next weekend?
39:48You could probably get tickets to some show if you want to sleep through that.
39:51All right. That sounds good.
40:03Felix! Felix, please!
40:07Please!
40:09Felix!
40:15Hi.
40:16You know there's a bell.
40:19I really want you to move in with me.
40:21Five pounds on a 237 pound trip? Fuck you.
40:26Fuck you, mate.
40:28Good night.
40:29Okay, there goes your five stars, you scary bastard!
40:33Still gonna give him a good rating. I mean, I love Uber drivers. They mean so much to me.
40:38You want me to move in?
40:40Yeah.
40:42What about, like, all the moving too fast stuff?
40:46Well, I mean, life's really short, and there's a lot of, like, nasty people in the world, and you're really nice. You're a nice guy.
40:51I want you to be at the house when I'm at the house.
40:53Okay.
40:54We should just do what feels good, you know?
40:55Yeah.
40:58Can you, like, promise to be honest with me, though?
41:01Like, don't hide in the bathroom and talk to your phone. Just, like, talk to me. If there's stuff, like...
41:07Yeah.
41:08I don't even need to go to the bathroom. I don't need to have a phone.
41:11I'll just piss my pants, and I'll...
41:13Just piss your pants?
41:14Just ask you to bring me more pants.
41:16You want me to pick? We should have kept a...
41:19Uber.
41:24Alright, fuck it, let's go.
41:25Okay.
41:26Do you want to get your bags?
41:28Nah, let's get them tomorrow, obviously.
41:31I was just kidding about the phone. I feel like I need to have one.
41:34Yeah, you need to have a phone, like, for your job and stuff.
41:37And if I want to text you when I'm at work, oh, hi, I'm coming home soon.
41:41Yeah, I feel like your life will fall apart if she didn't have a phone.
41:43Yeah, I think I need to have a phone.
41:44Yeah, I think I need to have a phone.
41:45I mean, everyone can have a phone apart.
41:46Yeah, that's just...
41:47You specifically.
41:48You don't miss me.
41:49You don't miss me.
41:50You don't miss me.
41:51You don't miss me.
41:52You don't miss me.
41:53You don't miss me.
41:54I guess I just didn't realize how angry I was.
42:02You know, I feel, like, really wounded.
42:04Like, there's this big gash that can't heal or something.
42:09Like, it's not your fault, obviously.
42:12But I'm really, like, I don't ever want to punish you for it.
42:15And I'm scared that I will.
42:18Everyone's angry about something, aren't they?
42:21Yeah, but, like, where do you put it all?
42:27Maybe music, for me.
42:29Sometimes.
42:33Sometimes that helps.
42:34That's really nice if I don't really have any of those kinds of skills.
42:39I don't have skills.
42:41What's, like, a song that makes you feel, like, really powerful?
42:49You know, like, a song that makes you feel like no one can fuck with you?
42:52Come on, let's do it.
42:53No, I'm not.
42:54We're not doing that.
42:56I locked her in the garden.
42:59She's just a puppy.
43:02I don't feel myself these days.
43:05I don't even know what myself feels like anymore.
43:08I remember yourself.
43:10I remember every inch of her.
43:13Do be quiet, Jennifer.
43:18I'll look away.
43:19Okay.
43:20Well, you almost had me fooled
43:29Told me that I was nothing without you
43:36But after everything you've done
43:43I can thank you for how strong I have become
43:49I'm sorry I couldn't, like, um...
43:54It's fine.
43:57And besides, I like this.
44:01I'll just say this is I wish you farewell
44:05I hope you're somewhere praying
44:10Praying
44:12I hope your soul is changing
44:16I hope you find your peace
44:19Falling on your knees
44:21Praying
44:22Honey?
44:23Yeah?
44:24Honey?
44:25Yeah?
44:26Sorry, I was just a scene of Taylor Swift.
44:28Okay.
44:29Where's Dash?
44:30I can't...
44:31I can't...
44:32Oh, I can't remember.
44:33Oh, Jesus.
44:35Fuck.
44:36Nora.
44:37You know what's wrong?
44:38Mama.
44:39Oh, my baby.
44:40Come on.
44:41I'm proud of who I am.
44:42Who are monsters I can breathe again?
44:44And you sound like this.
44:45Who are monsters?
44:46I can breathe again.
44:47I can't...
44:48We're falling down
44:49Where's Dash?
44:50I can't...
44:51Oh, I can't...
44:52I can't remember.
44:55Oh, Jesus.
44:57Fuck, Nora.
44:58Nora.
44:59You know what's wrong?
45:00Mama.
45:01Mama.
45:02Oh, my baby.
45:03Come on.
45:04Mama.
45:05Mama.
45:06I'm proud of who I am.
45:07again and you said that i was done
45:17well you were wrong and now the best is yet to come
45:25i don't need you i found a strength i've never known
45:32i'll bring thunder i'll bring rain
45:37oh and when i'm finished they won't even know your name
45:45i hope you're somewhere praying
45:51praying i hope your soul is changing
45:58changing i hope you find your peace
46:05falling on your knees
46:35and i hope you'll see you in the next video