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Lucky (2017) is a thoughtful and quietly powerful drama that follows the spiritual journey of a 90-year-old man living in a small desert town. As he goes about his daily routines, he reflects on life, mortality, and the connections that shape our existence. Featuring one of Harry Dean Stanton’s most memorable performances, the film offers gentle humor, philosophical insight, and a deeply human portrait of aging and acceptance.
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00:04:26Hey, Lucky, how you doing?
00:04:49You're nothing.
00:04:51You're nothing.
00:05:00Good morning, sweetheart.
00:05:02Hi, Donald.
00:05:03Plenty of cream and sugar, just like you like it.
00:05:06Yeah, perfect.
00:05:19Lucky.
00:05:21Oh, God.
00:05:23Those things are going to kill you.
00:05:24If they could have, they would have.
00:05:31Pam?
00:05:35Yeah.
00:05:36There's like two books.
00:05:37I'm going to choose.
00:05:40It's all right.
00:05:41It's all right.
00:05:45Yeah.
00:05:45No.
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00:05:46No.
00:05:46All right.
00:06:11See you.
00:06:11See you, Joe.
00:06:17What you stuck on now?
00:06:20Uh, seven-letter word for augur.
00:06:24A-U-G-U-R.
00:06:27I know.
00:06:34What, honey?
00:06:36Poor 10.
00:06:37Poor 10.
00:06:39P-O-R-T-E-N.
00:06:41That's it.
00:06:41Thank you, dear.
00:06:43Give me that.
00:06:46Well, this is easy.
00:06:47I mean, what you going to do when you get the Sunday puzzle?
00:06:49Give me another.
00:06:54All right.
00:06:56A three-letter word for asshole starting with a J.
00:07:02Clever.
00:07:04Very clever.
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00:07:49Kants.
00:08:19Buenos días, Loki.
00:08:24Buenos días.
00:08:49¿Cómo estás hoy?
00:08:53Muy bien.
00:08:58¿Quién es ese nuevo?
00:08:59Es mi hijo más joven, Juan.
00:09:02Sí, sí.
00:09:03Es John en inglés.
00:09:05Es como John Wayne.
00:09:07Juan Wayne.
00:09:09Él va a ser 10 de la semana.
00:09:11Oh, eso es genial.
00:09:13Es su cumpleaños.
00:09:15Bueno, tengo que ir.
00:09:16Mis shows están en.
00:09:19Juan Wayne.
00:09:29Juan Wayne.
00:09:36Hola, soy Stephanie Marino.
00:09:38I'm from Chicago, Colorado,
00:09:40and I'm here to make some money.
00:09:42Hi, I'm David Malbec.
00:09:43I'm from Chicago,
00:09:44and I'm here to make some money.
00:09:46Hi, I'm Marley,
00:09:48and I'm here to make some money.
00:09:55Have you been turned down
00:10:01for life insurance?
00:10:02If you're over the age of 65,
00:10:04you can obtain full-term loan.
00:10:06This is my house,
00:10:25but I'm here to make some money.
00:10:25Join us if you are in a training.
00:10:26It's okay to take care of my husband.
00:10:27You're around to work on your family.
00:10:27I'm here to take care of my husband.
00:10:28What do I want so well?
00:10:29What do we do to do?
00:10:29What do we do to help?
00:10:30Do you want so well?
00:10:31I haven't used a lot of business in this program.
00:10:32All right.
00:10:33Well, thank you.
00:10:33It's okay to be a pleasure.
00:10:34is realism a thing okay so it's a thing huh all right and that's uh seven letters
00:10:53hold on a minute
00:11:04okay realism now the attitude of practice of accepting a situation as it is and being prepared
00:11:19to deal with it accordingly now the other one the quality or fact representing a person thing
00:11:30or situation accurately or in a way that is true to life
00:11:36i always thought that what we all agreed on was what we were looking at
00:11:51but that's bullshit because what i see is not necessarily what you see
00:11:55realism
00:12:01that's it that's some heavy shit
00:12:10she's gonna blow it
00:12:14the dark ages no i'm sorry the answer you're looking for is the renaissance
00:12:23you blew it honey there goes your fucking buick
00:12:27okay pal goodbye i'll talk to you later
00:12:36now you know me i don't like to cause a scene
00:12:53i don't
00:12:58so that night i decided to have a coming to god meeting i locked the front door sent everybody
00:13:04back into the kitchen took down my saturday night special over there and i said gentlemen
00:13:09if you want to fuck me and i know you do you should buy me dinner first
00:13:15i drew that peacemaker
00:13:17two rounds in the ceiling and i said i know that all of you are stealing from me
00:13:29just don't get greedy
00:13:35and i've been in the black ever since
00:13:40but i see her standing there the room is filled with gun smoke and everyone's just
00:13:46shitting their goddamn pants
00:13:48say the sexiest thing i'd ever seen
00:13:51i would him with my feminine chaw
00:13:54nothing but class with this one
00:13:56charm
00:13:58he said to mama last night
00:14:01lucky
00:14:03bloody maria
00:14:04lucky
00:14:07hey paulie
00:14:09what's the good word
00:14:10realism
00:14:13is a thing
00:14:14oh yeah
00:14:15how do you mean
00:14:17it's the practice of accepting a situation
00:14:20as it is
00:14:22and being prepared to deal with it
00:14:26accordingly
00:14:27so
00:14:28what you're saying is what you see is what you get
00:14:32but what you see
00:14:33is not what i get
00:14:35okay
00:14:36melaine
00:14:42what
00:14:43realism is a thing
00:14:46what
00:14:47realism
00:14:48here we go again
00:14:50vincent
00:14:51hand me my gun
00:14:53easy partner
00:14:55you're a misdemeanor fucking with a phone
00:14:57hey howard
00:15:07how are you what are you drinking
00:15:09something strong
00:15:10what's the matter howard
00:15:15president roosevelt escaped
00:15:18what are you talking about
00:15:19presidents
00:15:20which one
00:15:21roosevelt
00:15:23yeah which one
00:15:24no my tortoise
00:15:26president roosevelt
00:15:27he escaped
00:15:28how does a hundred year old tortoise escape
00:15:31i left the gate open when i went to check the mail
00:15:33where's your mailbox
00:15:35europe
00:15:36i saw him eyeing that gate the other day
00:15:40he had to have timed it out perfectly
00:15:43i searched our entire neighborhood
00:15:46did you search your entire yard
00:15:48hey we're talking about his best friend here
00:15:52thank you lucky
00:15:53you're welcome howard
00:15:55you're right you're right i'm sorry we shouldn't make fun
00:15:57i'm gonna miss him
00:16:00he's outlived two of my wives
00:16:03i'm going to the wc
00:16:06okay
00:16:07you know
00:16:10friendship between
00:16:13animals and humans
00:16:15is essential
00:16:16and special
00:16:18and
00:16:20friendship is essential to the soul
00:16:22what
00:16:25friendship
00:16:27is essential
00:16:28to the soul
00:16:29it doesn't exist
00:16:31what
00:16:32friendship
00:16:33the soul
00:16:34hey
00:16:35knucklehead
00:16:36inside voices
00:16:37hey
00:16:38you let your woman talk to me that way
00:16:41i'm not his woman
00:16:42he's my man
00:16:43as far as i'm concerned
00:16:45he's just been renting a room for 30 years
00:16:48sorry i'm sure
00:16:50i'll drink to that
00:16:51hey
00:16:52you know they got divorced
00:16:53good thing we never got married
00:16:56i say so
00:16:58i'll drink to that
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00:17:44porque no han
00:17:46emberdecido
00:17:49es que no
00:17:51los han regado
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00:17:58me puse a amar
00:18:00a una mujer
00:18:02con la ilusión
00:18:04de amar
00:18:06o no
00:18:12o no
00:18:14Oh, Jesus Christ.
00:18:44Jesus, God, this thing, can you, never mind, God, God, God, God, why?
00:19:14Hey, buddy, how the hell are you doing?
00:19:17You tell me.
00:19:23115 over 70, great, thank you, Debbie.
00:19:32No broken bones, that's good.
00:19:35CT scan was negative, no sign of concussion.
00:19:39Blood pressure's good.
00:19:40Heart is great, lungs are great, even though you smoke.
00:19:44How many packs a day?
00:19:46Maybe one.
00:19:48Well, I really have no explanation for that.
00:19:51It's a mystery, some sort of scientific anomaly.
00:19:54All I can figure is it's a combination of genetic good luck, you one tough son of a bitch.
00:19:59I would try to get you to quit smoking, but I'm afraid it would do you more harm than good.
00:20:04You're the only person I would say that to.
00:20:07So that's it?
00:20:08To be clear, you're just standing there and you got lightheaded.
00:20:14I don't get lightheaded.
00:20:15So you just fell down.
00:20:16Yeah, it must have been weird.
00:20:20Well, I'll wait for these lab tests to come back and then I'll let you know about that.
00:20:27That's it?
00:20:29That's it.
00:20:30I'm not dying.
00:20:31Well, when it comes to most things like heart disease or cancer at your age, if it was going to kill you, it would have.
00:20:36So?
00:20:37Well, short of shooting you with a silver bullet or stabbing you with a wooden stake, it seems the older you get, the longer you're going to live.
00:20:45So, but why did I fall down?
00:20:48Were you drunk?
00:20:49No.
00:20:50Do you get lightheaded often?
00:20:52I don't get lightheaded.
00:20:54Now, do you get much exercise?
00:20:56I walk around all the time.
00:20:58I do five yoga exercises every day, 21 repetitions each for years.
00:21:03Do your knees ever give out?
00:21:05No.
00:21:05Well, I can do a lot more tests, but I think it's going to turn out to be exactly what I think it is.
00:21:14What's that?
00:21:15You're old and you're getting older.
00:21:18That's your diagnosis?
00:21:20That's all I got.
00:21:21Well, that's bullshit.
00:21:24The body is going to break down at some point.
00:21:27As far as I know, nobody's lived forever.
00:21:29It's going to happen to all of us.
00:21:31Now, as I said, I can do more tests, but I don't want to do that to you and you don't want to have it done.
00:21:34So, what am I supposed to do?
00:21:38At this point, I think it might be a good idea to get an assisted living person hooked up.
00:21:44What?
00:21:45Assisted living.
00:21:46They come by and they help you cook meals, help you bathe.
00:21:49Oh, I don't know.
00:21:50I'm on my own.
00:21:52You'd never get lonely being alone?
00:21:54There's a difference between being lonely and alone.
00:22:00You know, I saw this happen with my father.
00:22:02He started to lose his eyesight and with it his ability to drive.
00:22:06It wasn't getting older that bothered him.
00:22:08It was a loss of his freedom, his mobility.
00:22:11It's all fine as long as he realized it's all part of the process.
00:22:17Well, how is your old man?
00:22:19Old buddy.
00:22:20He died a year ago.
00:22:22Oh, wow.
00:22:23Wow.
00:22:24It was peaceful.
00:22:34You know, most people don't get to where you are.
00:22:36They get hit by a bus or get leukemia or something.
00:22:39They never get to the moment that you're in right now.
00:22:42Where you have the ability to witness what you're going through
00:22:44and clearly examine it.
00:22:46And more importantly, to accept it.
00:22:49I know that's kind of heavy for this hour of the morning,
00:22:52but you're in exceptional health for a person your age.
00:22:54And if you need anything whatsoever, you call me or you just come by.
00:22:59Okay.
00:23:01It's been very good today.
00:23:02So you get one of these.
00:23:03What do I do with this to get up my ass?
00:23:08How about you just suck it?
00:23:28Oh, boy.
00:23:33You're nothing.
00:24:03Yeah.
00:24:29Every day with this guy.
00:24:30Needless that it was all right for me to smoke.
00:24:33Not in here.
00:24:35Now, when did Needler ever say that?
00:24:37This morning.
00:24:39Oh.
00:24:40You know, I was getting a little worried.
00:24:42But she was getting that prostate checked.
00:24:46I fell.
00:24:49On my bony ass, I fell.
00:24:51Are you okay?
00:24:59That's subjective.
00:25:01Pam, Loretta, Lucky fell down.
00:25:05Let's not make a production out of it.
00:25:08Well, what did Needler say?
00:25:09He said, I'm old.
00:25:11And that's news to you?
00:25:13Did he give you anything?
00:25:14I don't know.
00:25:15I don't know, man.
00:25:16It's all bullshit.
00:25:18Hey, where you going?
00:25:49Cunts!
00:26:02Buenos dias.
00:26:03Buenos dias.
00:26:05Give me three packs today, honey.
00:26:08Here you go. Keep the change.
00:26:24Are you okay?
00:26:26I don't know.
00:26:31You know, Juan Wayne's birthday is on Saturday.
00:26:35I am?
00:26:36We're gonna have a big fiesta with a bouncy house, piñata, mariachis, and lots of food.
00:26:44Mariachis, huh?
00:26:46Do you want to come?
00:26:53To the fiesta?
00:26:55Saturday.
00:26:57Where is it?
00:26:59It's at my home.
00:27:01You know where the school is?
00:27:04Yeah?
00:27:05It's the yellow house right behind the school.
00:27:08Oh, yeah.
00:27:10Well, let's keep it on the barter, okay?
00:27:16Gracias.
00:27:18Adios.
00:27:19And now we're bringing it over to you, Lisa.
00:27:24What is the answer to the question?
00:27:26Is it April 16th, 1746, the Battle of Culloden?
00:27:31The answer to that question?
00:27:33We'll have to wait until tomorrow.
00:27:35Thank you for joining us, and we'll see you all tomorrow on Make a Guess.
00:28:05For the first time, I have a new idea.
00:28:07All right, let's get out.
00:28:09All right, let's get out.
00:28:11After we have to go to the next step, we'll have to go to the next step, and we'll get out.
00:28:15Let's begin with your idea.
00:28:17Let's see.
00:28:19I love this.
00:28:22How good is it?
00:28:26I love this.
00:28:28I love this.
00:28:31I love this.
00:28:34Hey, man, how are you doing?
00:28:48Okay.
00:28:50Hey, I was just thinking about something I wanted to share with you, man.
00:28:59You got a minute?
00:29:00You know, when I was a kid living in Kentucky, I had this BB gun that didn't shoot straight.
00:29:12So I was out one day shooting at things, trees, leaves, and there was a mockingbird up in a tree singing its heart out.
00:29:23And I aimed my gun just to scare him away, pulled the trigger, and the singing stopped.
00:29:36But it was the saddest moment in my whole life.
00:29:46The silence it cast in the world was devastating.
00:29:52I haven't thought about that burden since I was a kid.
00:30:08I know.
00:30:12All right.
00:30:15Thanks, man.
00:30:16Thanks, man.
00:30:46Have you been watching Deal or No Deal?
00:30:57It makes no sense.
00:30:59Come on, man.
00:31:00You got to give it a second chance.
00:31:02It is...
00:31:03You...
00:31:04Listen, listen.
00:31:06Check it out.
00:31:06You start with 50 briefcases, right?
00:31:10Held by 50 hot chicks, right?
00:31:13And inside each briefcase, all 50 is a number.
00:31:18And that number is how much money you're gonna win if you open that case.
00:31:23So you choose one case at the beginning of the game that you're gonna open up at the end of the game.
00:31:28And then you systematically open up all the briefcases and all the hot chicks show you how much money you could have won.
00:31:34And the whole time, there's this hidden guy.
00:31:37And he's sitting off stage, and he's offering to buy the case that you chose.
00:31:41So by the end of the game, you've opened up all the cases except two.
00:31:45And you have to decide whether to take the money from the hidden guy, the money that's already in your case, or the case that you haven't chosen yet.
00:31:53But you don't know what's in your case, or the case you haven't chosen, until you actually open it.
00:32:00So a guy picks the case, and I've gotta wait a fucking hour to see what's in it?
00:32:06Yeah.
00:32:08It's a convoluted piece of shit.
00:32:16It...
00:32:17Lucky, how you doing, buddy?
00:32:28I'm not having a clove.
00:32:31Someone's in a mood.
00:32:32I'll even be. He'll snap out of it.
00:32:34Right, pal?
00:32:36Two more cases?
00:32:37Yeah, that'll do.
00:32:39If you want, I can...
00:32:40Watch me lift stuff?
00:32:41Can I help it if I have a strong mind, but a weak back?
00:32:46Sit.
00:32:47I know that look.
00:32:58Used to see it all the time.
00:33:00You know where?
00:33:01In the mirror, my reflection, staring back at me.
00:33:05And then he met Elaine.
00:33:06Hey, who's telling the story?
00:33:08Well, I'm sorry, but it hasn't exactly been untold.
00:33:11I've told this? You've heard this before from me?
00:33:13When?
00:33:13All the time, that's when. I bet he's heard it, too.
00:33:15I've told this. You've heard this?
00:33:19Ungats.
00:33:21Holy shit. That's right. Ungats.
00:33:24Nothing.
00:33:25I was nothing.
00:33:26You were a bum.
00:33:27I was a bum. I had no plans. I had no ambitions.
00:33:30A two-bit hustler.
00:33:31That was me.
00:33:32You knew it.
00:33:32I did.
00:33:34I'd look into the mirror, and all I'd see was Ungats.
00:33:37I hated myself.
00:33:39And then what happened?
00:33:43You met Elaine.
00:33:45Jesus. I can't believe it.
00:33:47You really listened to me. That's amazing.
00:33:51Well, anyway, I met this fantastic woman.
00:33:55And she made a bum. A deadbeat.
00:33:57Did she try to change me? No.
00:33:59Did she expect me to change myself?
00:34:01No.
00:34:03She accepted me for who I was.
00:34:05Who you are.
00:34:06Who I am.
00:34:08I'm still Ungats. Nothing.
00:34:10But I've got everything.
00:34:13Isn't that something?
00:34:15For you.
00:34:17No, what I'm trying to say is
00:34:18if this could happen, you know, to me,
00:34:21then it could happen to anyone.
00:34:23Even you.
00:34:23Bullshit.
00:34:41Jesus Christ.
00:34:43I believe we can just get by with a will
00:34:46and a medical power of attorney.
00:34:48Oh, where have you been? I've been waiting for you.
00:34:50Who's this?
00:34:53Hey, Lucky.
00:34:54This here is my attorney, Bobby Lawrence.
00:34:57Nice to meet you, Lucky.
00:35:00You know why sharks don't eat attorneys?
00:35:05Professional courtesy.
00:35:08All right.
00:35:09Yeah, that's an oldie but a goodie.
00:35:12So did you come here to help Brian Roosevelt?
00:35:15No, he's here to help me with my plan.
00:35:18What plan?
00:35:19End of life plan.
00:35:21Are you dying?
00:35:22No.
00:35:23He's just preparing for the unexpected.
00:35:25What's unexpected?
00:35:28Well, I mean, none of us make it out of this thing alive.
00:35:32And so knowing that, it'd be a sin
00:35:34not to prepare for the well-being of your loved ones.
00:35:42What loved ones do you have, anyway?
00:35:44When I go, I want to leave all my possessions to President Roosevelt.
00:35:50To a turtle?
00:35:51Well, you know, this might not be the best month.
00:35:54And he's still got at least a hundred years left in him.
00:35:57A hundred years?
00:35:59Yeah.
00:36:00You know, Lucky, you remind me...
00:36:02Shut the fuck up.
00:36:03Shut the fuck up.
00:36:11Okay.
00:36:11Didn't Roosevelt just run away?
00:36:23Yeah, but this is for, you know, when he comes back.
00:36:29Is he a homing turtle?
00:36:31Tortoise.
00:36:31No, he's not.
00:36:32He's gone, Howard.
00:36:35And you're all alone.
00:36:36We come in alone, and we go out alone.
00:36:39That's awfully bleak.
00:36:41It's beautiful.
00:36:44Alone comes from two words, all one.
00:36:48It's in the dictionary.
00:36:49I miss him.
00:36:51It'll be okay, Howard.
00:36:53A tortoise is an amazing creature, Lucky.
00:36:56They're as noble as a king and as kind-hearted as a grandmother.
00:37:01I miss my friend, his company.
00:37:04I miss his personality.
00:37:06He's not missing, Howard.
00:37:07He's just not here.
00:37:08He's there, wherever the fuck that is.
00:37:11And if he's not there, then he's nowhere.
00:37:13Well, I'm sure he's okay.
00:37:15Why don't you go fuck yourself?
00:37:17Who?
00:37:18You don't give a shit about him.
00:37:19You're just here to suck him dry, you lamprey, leech, vulture.
00:37:26Call him out of his last dime just to leave everything to our turtle.
00:37:30Tortoise!
00:37:31He's a tortoise.
00:37:33You know that saguaro near your yard?
00:37:35That thing was barely a twig when Roosevelt was born.
00:37:39They're contemporaries, you know.
00:37:41They watched each other grow up.
00:37:42President Roosevelt was born in a hole in the desert.
00:37:49At that time, a little creature smaller than my thumb.
00:37:53And something clicked inside that little Roosevelt brain, and he scampered up out of that hole and faced the world.
00:37:59You all think of a tortoise as something slow, but I think about the burden he has to carry on his back.
00:38:07Yeah, it's for protection, but ultimately, it's the coffin he's going to get buried in.
00:38:15And he has to drag that thing around his entire life?
00:38:18Go ahead and laugh.
00:38:20But he affected me.
00:38:24You know what I'm saying?
00:38:26He affected me.
00:38:28There are some things in this universe, ladies and gentlemen, that are bigger than all of us.
00:38:33And a tortoise is one of them.
00:38:35You asshole.
00:38:50I want to teach you a lesson.
00:38:54Lucky, no fighting in my bar, goddammit.
00:38:58And I won't take it outside.
00:39:00Seriously, Lucky?
00:39:01You know, Mr. Lucky, I don't think that...
00:39:06You don't think I can take you?
00:39:08How about the fucking Japs?
00:39:10You don't think I can take you?
00:39:11No, I don't think it's a good idea for you.
00:39:16Outside.
00:39:17Five minutes.
00:39:19Fisticuffs.
00:39:20Lucky.
00:39:20Five minutes.
00:39:24Lucky.
00:39:27Lucky!
00:39:34Is he coming out?
00:39:36Are you kidding?
00:39:37He doesn't want to fight you.
00:39:39I wouldn't want to fight me either, god.
00:39:40Hey, easy, Nash LaRue.
00:39:43Let him live this time, okay?
00:39:45Forty years ago, I wouldn't have given him a fucking option.
00:39:48Forty years ago, he'd have been indicted.
00:39:50Forty years ago, he'd have been indicted.
00:39:53Forget about him, okay?
00:39:57Lucky.
00:40:11Where are you going?
00:40:11Go home, Lucky
00:40:20Boy!
00:40:41Go home, Lucky
00:41:11Go home, Lucky
00:41:41Go home, Lucky
00:41:53Go home, Lucky
00:42:01Go home, Lucky
00:42:05Go home, Lucky
00:42:09Go home, Lucky
00:42:13Go home, Lucky
00:42:19Go home, Lucky
00:43:53Well, you know I have a love, a love for everyone I know.
00:44:00And you know I have a drive to live I won't let go.
00:44:12Well, can you see its opposition comes rising up sometimes?
00:44:28That it's dreadful and position comes blacking in my mind.
00:44:40And that I see your darkness, and that I see your darkness, and that I see your darkness.
00:44:57Did you know how much I love you?
00:45:01Here's a hope that somehow you can save me from this darkness.
00:45:07Hey there. How are you doing?
00:45:17How'd you get here?
00:45:18I drove.
00:45:19How'd you know where I live?
00:45:20Everybody knows where you live.
00:45:22They do?
00:45:23This is a tiny town. Don't you know where I live?
00:45:24Over by the church?
00:45:25There you go.
00:45:29So, what do you want?
00:45:30Well, I was worried about you, so I thought I'd come by and check on you.
00:45:31You're welcome.
00:45:32Nice outfit there, cowboy.
00:45:33You're welcome.
00:45:34Nice outfit, cowboy.
00:45:35I'm sorry.
00:45:36I'm sorry.
00:45:37How'd you get here?
00:45:38I drove.
00:45:39I drove.
00:45:40How'd you know where I live?
00:45:41Everybody knows where you live.
00:45:42They do?
00:45:43This is a tiny town. Don't you know where I live?
00:45:45Over by the church?
00:45:47There you go.
00:45:48So, what do you want?
00:45:51Well, I was worried about you, so I thought I'd come by and check on you.
00:45:58You're welcome.
00:46:00Nice outfit there, cowboy.
00:46:07Thanks for coming by.
00:46:23Jesus Christ!
00:46:25How'd you get in here? I thought you'd left.
00:46:27I'm sorry. I knocked. The door was unlocked.
00:46:30You scared me to death.
00:46:36You were such a cute little boy.
00:46:39Oh.
00:46:41And such a handsome young man in uniform.
00:46:47This photo at the beach.
00:46:49Are these your kids?
00:46:51No.
00:46:54Were you ever married?
00:46:56No.
00:46:58Were you?
00:47:01No.
00:47:05You got somewhere to be, sailor?
00:47:07Uh...
00:47:08No.
00:47:13Do you like game shows?
00:47:17Do you smell grass?
00:47:18Hey!
00:47:35This isn't a game show.
00:47:36It's ended.
00:47:37Hey!
00:47:38Hey!
00:47:40Hey!
00:47:42Hey!
00:47:44Hey!
00:47:45Hey!
00:47:46Hey!
00:47:48Hey!
00:47:50Hey!
00:47:51This, he is amazing.
00:47:54Who is this?
00:47:56Liberace.
00:47:57Didn't you ever hear of him?
00:47:58Yes, I've heard of him.
00:48:01He's wonderful.
00:48:03I feel like such an asshole.
00:48:06When this guy first came on the scene,
00:48:09I wrote him off as just another extravagant fruit.
00:48:13If you stop and listen to him, you'll see he's brilliant.
00:48:17And I don't know how the hell he plays with all those rings on his fingers.
00:48:21That's even more impressive.
00:48:24Look at him.
00:48:28And I don't know why I ever gave a shit about who he was screwing in the first place.
00:48:34He was getting laid more power to him.
00:48:41I can hardly get it up anymore.
00:48:47I hope I didn't leave anybody out.
00:48:49Oh, we did leave out somebody.
00:48:53All you kids...
00:48:54Oh, shit.
00:48:55I gotta go.
00:48:55I'm late.
00:48:56I gotta get back to the diner.
00:48:57Joe is gonna kill me.
00:49:02Honey.
00:49:02Bunch of liars.
00:49:17I'll see you later.
00:49:18Okay.
00:49:21Hey.
00:49:22Yeah.
00:49:22Here's a little invention of my own...
00:49:24Can I tell you a secret?
00:49:27Absolutely.
00:49:29You won't...
00:49:31tell anyone?
00:49:40I'm scared.
00:49:41I know.
00:49:51I know.
00:49:52I know.
00:49:52Everything is all right.
00:50:22Did you ever think about before you were born?
00:50:28No, never did.
00:50:31What are you talking about?
00:50:34No beginning.
00:50:38Is that the crossword today?
00:50:42No.
00:50:45I was just thinking about something that happened to me when I was about 12 or 13 years old.
00:50:52Oh, yeah?
00:50:53Yeah.
00:50:56I was at my Aunt Bula's house alone. I don't remember why.
00:51:02And all at once, I got this anxiety attack. Panicked. I was scared to death.
00:51:08I started thinking there's nothing out there. It's all black. There's nothing.
00:51:14And I was scared shitless, man.
00:51:19Thirteen?
00:51:21Yeah.
00:51:26What happened?
00:51:29I don't know. My aunt came back and that was it, man.
00:51:37Hey, Bob. How we doing?
00:51:39A little bit worse. I'd be perfect.
00:51:41Sit anywhere you like.
00:51:43Hey, you know what, Joe? Uh, I'll just take a coffee to go.
00:51:55Oh, okay. Well, I got a pot brewing. It'll be a minute.
00:52:00All right.
00:52:08Morning.
00:52:10Hi.
00:52:13Howdy.
00:52:15Uh, so no, uh, no, no sign of the president yet. I hope he turns up soon for Howard's sake.
00:52:28Uh, two of them are like heterosexual life partners.
00:52:30There's one thing worse than awkward silence. Small talk.
00:52:40Okay. I hear ya.
00:52:42Okay.
00:52:58So you doing okay?
00:53:02Fragile.
00:53:03Oh.
00:53:07And what's that?
00:53:09I fell down.
00:53:11Ooh.
00:53:12Yeah, yeah, that's, that's bad.
00:53:15Yup. I rung my bell.
00:53:21A couple years ago, I was, uh, heading to my daughter's school to pick her up.
00:53:27And as I'm turning around the corner, you know, going to the parking lot,
00:53:31there's a garbage truck that, I mean, just barely missed me.
00:53:35There's no more room between my car and that truck than between me and this tie.
00:53:40Half a second.
00:53:42A half a second made all the difference.
00:53:48Two minutes later, my daughter hops into the car as if nothing's happened.
00:53:51And, uh, I, I guess nothing has.
00:53:57But, uh, it really shook me to the core.
00:54:08Yeah.
00:54:10I got hair standing up on my arms just thinking about it.
00:54:13Here we go, Bob.
00:54:16Oh, thank you.
00:54:17Yeah.
00:54:18Oh, gratis, counselor.
00:54:20Thanks, Joe.
00:54:23Do you mind if I sit down?
00:54:27Oh, sit down.
00:54:31Do you have any kids, Lucky?
00:54:32None that I'm totally sure of, no.
00:54:38You married?
00:54:39Never been married.
00:54:41Ever in love?
00:54:44Yeah, I guess so.
00:54:46Ah, so it goes, huh?
00:54:47Hmm.
00:54:53Well, the future's not ours to see.
00:54:56Hell, it made a whole career out of that.
00:55:00Wills and trusts, you know, it's about planning for things that you can't foresee.
00:55:04Just because you can't see them doesn't mean they're not gonna happen.
00:55:07It is written.
00:55:09Mm-hmm.
00:55:10Somewhere.
00:55:11You know, I came home with my daughter that day, and I sat down. I made a will.
00:55:19I wrote end-of-life directives. I upped my life insurance.
00:55:24I paid up front for my cremation.
00:55:27So now, if something happens to me, I...
00:55:34When something happens to me,
00:55:36my family doesn't have to worry about the...
00:55:40bureaucracy of death.
00:55:43You know?
00:55:45They just call one number.
00:55:48My body's gone by the end of the day,
00:55:51and they don't have to worry about anything for the rest of their life.
00:55:54Well, this doesn't change anything for you, this scenario.
00:55:58Why not?
00:56:00You're still dead, and...
00:56:01You're still dead, and...
00:56:31You're still dead...
00:56:33You're still dead.
00:56:39I'm just going over here.
00:56:42Whoa!
00:56:44How are you doing?
00:57:06Hey, how are you doing, sir?
00:57:14Hey, Lucky.
00:57:17What's her name?
00:57:19Fiona.
00:57:20Hey, Fiona, you're a fine cut of a dog.
00:57:25You have any pets?
00:57:26No.
00:57:27You ever think about adopting one?
00:57:29No.
00:57:30I got plenty inside who need a forever home.
00:57:33What's a forever home?
00:57:35That's when someone adopts an animal and then they have a permanent place to live.
00:57:40Nothing's permanent.
00:57:43Come inside.
00:57:44I'll show you around.
00:57:52It's like a wild kingdom in you.
00:57:54Oh, aren't they beautiful?
00:57:56Yeah.
00:57:57And loud.
00:58:04Do you have any Mockingbirds?
00:58:06No, but I can order you one.
00:58:08No, thanks.
00:58:13Are these tortoises?
00:58:14No, they're baby turtles.
00:58:15Huh.
00:58:16My friend Howard's tortoise ran away.
00:58:17Oh, no.
00:58:18Yeah.
00:58:19They said they could live to be a hundred years old.
00:58:20Oh, absolutely.
00:58:21In some cases I've heard of 200 years.
00:58:22Oh, really?
00:58:23Yeah.
00:58:24Wow.
00:58:25Wow.
00:58:26And what are these?
00:58:27Crickets.
00:58:28Can you adopt these as well?
00:58:29No, people buy them to feed their reptiles.
00:58:30Oh.
00:58:31People buy them to feed their reptiles.
00:58:32Oh.
00:58:33Oh.
00:58:34Oh.
00:58:35Oh.
00:58:36Oh.
00:58:37Oh.
00:58:38Oh.
00:58:39And what are these?
00:58:42Crickets.
00:58:43Can you adopt these as well?
00:58:45No, people buy them to feed their reptiles.
00:58:47Oh.
00:58:48Oh.
00:58:53Oh.
01:00:28Good morning, darling. Anywhere you like.
01:01:03You?
01:01:05Navy.
01:01:06Ah.
01:01:07Okay.
01:01:08Okay.
01:01:09You guys are great.
01:01:11You always gave us a lift to the fight.
01:01:15I read somewhere where the Marines didn't have the mental capacity to understand the inner
01:01:21workings of a ship.
01:01:23World War II, huh?
01:01:25Pacific.
01:01:26Pacific.
01:01:27Yeah, same here.
01:01:28Did you ever get around the Philippines?
01:01:30Yeah, I spent a couple years in that slice of heaven.
01:01:34Yeah, me too.
01:01:35But I never got out of the boat.
01:01:36Consider yourself lucky.
01:01:37Can I get you a cup of coffee?
01:01:38Yes, please.
01:01:39Black.
01:01:40Mm-hmm.
01:01:41A piece of that apple pie.
01:01:42Absolutely.
01:01:43Want that one, Dad?
01:01:44No.
01:01:46No.
01:01:48Well, um, mind if I come over and join you?
01:01:51No.
01:01:52Come on over here.
01:01:53Oh.
01:01:54Oh.
01:01:55Oh.
01:01:56Oh.
01:01:57Oh.
01:01:58Oh.
01:01:59Oh.
01:02:00Oh.
01:02:01Oh.
01:02:02Oh.
01:02:03Oh.
01:02:04Oh.
01:02:05Oh.
01:02:06Oh.
01:02:07Oh.
01:02:08Oh.
01:02:09Oh.
01:02:10Oh.
01:02:11Oh.
01:02:12Oh.
01:02:13Oh.
01:02:14Oh.
01:02:15Oh.
01:02:16Oh.
01:02:19Red Sparks.
01:02:20Yeah.
01:02:21They called me lucky.
01:02:22Ah.
01:02:23I was a cook.
01:02:25On paper, that's supposed to be the easiest job in the navy.
01:02:28That's why they called me lucky.
01:02:30What were you riding then?
01:02:32LST.
01:02:33LST.
01:02:34LST.
01:02:35Landing Ship Tank, right?
01:02:37Yeah.
01:02:38We called it a large, slow target.
01:02:41We were holding ammunition for the big battleships.
01:02:45like riding a stick of dynamite.
01:02:50Yeah, we got a ship shot out from underneath you?
01:02:54Almost once.
01:02:56Every day in the evening glare,
01:02:59the suicide planes came in low over the water,
01:03:03the sun behind them, to hit our ships.
01:03:06So one day, the suicide plane was coming
01:03:10right towards our ammunition ship,
01:03:14and all at once, about 100 yards away,
01:03:19it went up into the air and slid back down into the water.
01:03:24Some of our small arms fired, hit the pilot.
01:03:26Lucky shot.
01:03:28Not for the pilot.
01:03:31Did you go straight to the Philippines from boot camp?
01:03:35No, we stopped in Tarawa and Okinawa on the way
01:03:38just to show them what furred.
01:03:40Tarawa, Jesus Christ.
01:03:44Here you go.
01:03:46Oh, thank you, dear.
01:03:47You're welcome.
01:03:48Thank you very much.
01:03:53I still think about those people in the islands
01:03:55hiding away in the caves, afraid of us.
01:03:57The Japs said that we were going to rape and kill them all.
01:04:06So we secured the beach,
01:04:09and the locals who survived that goddamn firefight
01:04:14started throwing their children off the cliffs
01:04:18and then following them.
01:04:21I guess they thought suicide was better than facing us.
01:04:27I remember this little girl.
01:04:29Couldn't have been more than seven.
01:04:31In rags.
01:04:31She saw us coming, I guess, and ran out of nowhere,
01:04:38out of a hole or wherever it was.
01:04:41And she had this...
01:04:43God, this beautiful smile on her face.
01:04:48And it wasn't of a side.
01:04:50It was coming from somewhere inside,
01:04:52from the center of herself.
01:04:55Good Lord.
01:04:56And that shithole,
01:04:58something like that really stands out.
01:05:01It stopped us in our track.
01:05:03Here we were,
01:05:05all covered with shit,
01:05:07pieces of people everywhere,
01:05:09and I couldn't see a tree left.
01:05:10And she's grinning from ear to ear.
01:05:14So I said to my corpsman,
01:05:16I said, uh, look at this,
01:05:18we've got somebody who's happy to see us.
01:05:21And he says,
01:05:22she's not happy to see you.
01:05:24She's a Buddhist.
01:05:25She thinks she's going to be killed,
01:05:27and she's smiling at her face.
01:05:33What do I think about that little girl's beautiful face,
01:05:36that smile,
01:05:38in the midst of all that horror?
01:05:40And how she's summoned
01:05:42joy.
01:05:51They don't make a medal for that kind of bravery.
01:06:10It's okay.
01:06:14I want to take a little girl.
01:06:21Now we're out here.
01:07:22Hi, Lucky.
01:07:38I brought you some flan.
01:07:40I made it myself.
01:07:41Oh, thank you.
01:07:42And this is my mother, Victoria.
01:07:45Victoria?
01:07:46She speaks a little English.
01:07:48Lucky.
01:07:50Hola.
01:07:51Nice to meet you, darling.
01:07:52Mucho gusto.
01:07:54Bueno, I'll be right back, okay?
01:07:57Now, um, what does the name Victoria mean in English?
01:08:04Victory.
01:08:04Ah, Che Guevara-san.
01:08:07Hasta la victoria siempre.
01:08:12¿Se habla español?
01:08:14Poquito.
01:08:15Ay.
01:08:15Mi pronunciación es bien, pero mi conversación es muy limitada.
01:08:22Pero eso es fantástico.
01:08:23Su pronunciación es perfecta.
01:08:25Se le da muy natural.
01:08:27Mi hija siempre habla muy bien de usted.
01:08:29Y ella dice que usted es un aficionado a la música mariachi.
01:08:32Con permiso.
01:08:39Con permiso.
01:08:40Mi hija siempre habla muy bien de usted.
01:09:10Nacieron todas las flores.
01:09:16La vida del batismo cantaron los mil señores.
01:09:25La vieña amaneciendo ya la luz del Señor nos dio.
01:09:35Reba la crema de mañana, mira que ya amaneció.
01:10:00Oh, por favor, de sentarse que les voy a servir el bizcocho.
01:10:03Este amor apasionado, anda torvo alborotaro, por volver.
01:10:29Voy camino a la locura, hay un que todo me tortura, sé querer.
01:10:39Nos dejamos hace tiempo, pero me llegó el momento de perder.
01:10:49Tú tenías mucha razón, me ha dado caso al corazón.
01:10:59Y me muero por volver.
01:11:05Y volver, volver, volver.
01:11:11A tus brazos otra vez.
01:11:19Bien que haré hasta donde estés.
01:11:23Yo se veré, yo se veré.
01:11:27Quiero volver, volver, volver.
01:11:33Quiero volver, volver, volver.
01:11:43Nos dejamos hace tiempo, pero me llegó el momento de perder.
01:11:55Y volver, volver, volver.
01:11:57Y volver, volver, volver.
01:11:59A tus brazos otra vez.
01:12:01Bien que haré hasta donde estés.
01:12:03Bien que haré hasta donde estés.
01:12:05Yo se veré, yo se veré, yo se veré, yo se veré.
01:12:33Quiero volver, volver, volver.
01:12:58Joaquín!
01:12:59One of you will betray me.
01:13:02Bullshit will all betray you.
01:13:07You look peppy. Where have you been?
01:13:10Ah, to a fiesta.
01:13:12Did you ever have flan?
01:13:14No.
01:13:15Ah, I love it. Has an unusual consistency.
01:13:19Owie, you find that reptile of yours yet?
01:13:23No, but thank you for asking.
01:13:27It's okay, I've let it go.
01:13:30I kept thinking about how much time he spent planning his escape.
01:13:34And how much care he took in making sure I couldn't find him.
01:13:39And then I started to realize that he wasn't leaving me.
01:13:42He was just going off someplace else to do something he thought was important.
01:13:47I even felt guilty for standing in his way for so long.
01:13:52So I stopped looking for him.
01:13:55If it's meant to be, I'll see him again.
01:13:58He knows where I am.
01:14:00And I'm leaving the gate open.
01:14:02To Roosevelt.
01:14:07Hey, what? The rules don't apply to you?
01:14:21Since when did you think you could smoke in here?
01:14:23Well, you could in 68.
01:14:25Well, it ain't 68 anymore, sweetheart.
01:14:35One of these days, I'm just gonna light up.
01:14:38My place, my rules.
01:14:50Ownership is a fallacy.
01:14:52Why can't you just live by the rules?
01:14:54Authority is arbitrary and subjective.
01:14:57This is the same kind of attitude that got you 86ed from Eve's.
01:15:04What do you know of it?
01:15:05I know you lit up.
01:15:06That's what you think happened.
01:15:08If you didn't light up, why'd they kick you out?
01:15:10They didn't kick me out. I walked out.
01:15:13Oh, that's a good story.
01:15:14I like that story.
01:15:16It's not a story.
01:15:17Then what is it?
01:15:18It's the truth.
01:15:19The truth is you lit up.
01:15:22It's not about the cigarettes.
01:15:24It's about what I know happened and what you think happened.
01:15:28I wish I'd been there.
01:15:30You could have been there and still have missed it.
01:15:32You broke the rules.
01:15:34You got busted and banned.
01:15:36That's the truth.
01:15:37Look, how about if we all agree to disagree?
01:15:39No.
01:15:40I know the truth and the truth matters.
01:15:45It's a thing, right?
01:15:49Yes.
01:15:50Truth is a thing.
01:15:52It's the truth of who we are and what we do.
01:15:57And you have to face that and accept it.
01:16:01Because the truth of the universe is waiting.
01:16:09I'm lost.
01:16:10The truth of what is for all of us.
01:16:13Which is?
01:16:15That it's all going to go away.
01:16:24You, you, you, you, me, the cigarette, everything.
01:16:30Into blackness, the void.
01:16:35And nobody's in charge.
01:16:37And you're left with...
01:16:39And you're left with...
01:16:42Un-guts.
01:16:46Un-guts.
01:16:48Nothing.
01:16:50Nothing.
01:16:52That's, that's all there is.
01:16:58What do you do with that?
01:16:59What do we do with that?
01:17:00What do we do with that?
01:17:11You smile.
01:17:29What do you do with that?
01:17:30What do you do with that?
01:17:31What do you do with that?
01:17:32You smile.
01:17:33No no.
01:17:34You smile.
01:17:35No, you smile.
01:17:37Rats, and you smile.
01:17:39You smile.
01:17:40No, you smile.
01:17:41You smile.
01:17:42Come on.
01:17:43You smile.
01:17:46No.
01:17:48No, you smile.
01:17:50Please come with your smile.
01:17:52It's all this way.

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