- 05/07/2025
Documentary looking at the incel community, an online subculture of those no-one wants to love and to whom multiple mass murders and hate crimes against women have been attributed.
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00:00In an incident disturbingly reminiscent of several ISIS-inspired terror attacks.
00:08News in Santa Barbara County, a gunman went on a mass shooting.
00:12The driver appearing to intentionally strike victims on the sidewalks.
00:16Deadly shooting at a Tallahassee yoga studio.
00:22Manassian was angry over being rebuffed by women.
00:25These young men often feel like they are owed relationships and they're owed sex.
00:30The group name that you've probably never heard of before, incels or involuntary celibate.
00:43So much fucking rage in my fucking body.
00:46So angry, so hateful, so full of hatred right now at this fucking worthless piece of shit world.
00:55Women are just evil, you know what I'm saying?
00:58Women are evil, women are cruel, women are mean, you know what I'm saying?
01:03I have no fucking anything that women could like.
01:07Nothing, nothing.
01:09I won't stab them all.
01:11Let's have sex, baby.
01:12What, you want to have sex with me?
01:14Huh?
01:14Please stop.
01:15Huh?
01:17God damn it's me!
01:25God damn it's me!
01:44Hi.
01:46Elliot Rodger here.
01:47well this is my last video it all has to come to this i'm 22 years old and i'm still a virgin
02:00i've never even kissed a girl i'm not allowed to enjoy life in this world all because
02:08i've been cast out no one likes me
02:13no one accepts me those beautiful blonde girls should be walking with me
02:20not those brutes i deserve them more
02:25the girls are not sexually attracted to me
02:34there's a major problem with that
02:38a major problem that's a problem that i intend to rectify
02:46on the day of retribution i am going to enter the hottest sorority house of ucsb and i will slaughter
03:00every single spoiled stuck-up blonde slut i see inside there
03:07i'll take great pleasure in slaughtering all of you
03:12one occupant a male wearing a white shirt that was firing as he drove by
03:26multiple gunshot victims in front of ivey yelling
03:30here we got another gunshot
03:34he shot and i felt like i just felt the wind like pass right by my face and i was like what the
04:00so i turned around and i started like walking really fast the other way
04:08two gunshot wounds one in the back and one in the arm
04:14we need to get these ambulances in here to start treating these patients
04:22six of its students dead the university of california santa barbara community is in mourning
04:28he attempted to get into one of the sorority houses with a tremendous amount of ammunition
04:36instead out of frustration he got in his car drove around the corner and saw my daughter
04:42she was walking with two of her friends and he opened fire
04:48this guy had gotten into that sorority house the damage he would have done
04:52i mean he would have cleaned it out
04:54he had enough weapons and enough guns to clean out every one of them
04:58and they would have been defenseless
05:00my daughter paid the price
05:02so
05:04we like to believe
05:06that that wrong place wrong time scenario helped save 50 60 girls lives
05:14so
05:16you know kind of a silver lining
05:20and you know when you're in our position
05:22you look for these
05:24you know wherever you can
05:26we lost our only daughter
05:32she had so much to give for this life
05:34and she was killed at 22.
05:38someone
05:40someone destroyed a
05:42you know
05:44quiet peaceful college town
05:46just created an uproar
05:48his main target was to target women
05:52and then after that target guys who get women
05:54i don't know where exactly he was aiming for me
05:58but i know that he was trying to aim for people in the crotch
06:02you know trying to shoot guys in the generals
06:04which is pretty messed up
06:06he may have been sexually frustrated
06:10but again how do you associate sexual frustration and rejection to
06:16a ton of guns and weapons and ammunition and killing for people you have no idea who they are
06:22i mean how do you build up to an event
06:24where you plan such an atrocious act
06:28knowing it's purely random on people that had nothing to do with you
06:32had no action whatsoever
06:36they neither wronged you or bettered you
06:44i've been researching online misogyny for the past five years
06:50and i've been looking at the violent actions of elliot roger and incel for the past year now
06:56and we're going to consider
07:00does violence online
07:02lead to violence offline
07:04i've really started looking
07:06at the potential
07:08for violence to spill off screens
07:10and onto streets
07:12i could walk out of my classroom
07:14and get shot because someone thinks they're entitled to sleep one day
07:16we live
07:18right now in the age
07:20of the hate crime
07:22it's bubbling over this hatred
07:24is bubbling over
07:26for elliot roger
07:28there were a number of online misogynistic communities operating
07:34but elliot roger really flips the switch
07:38from a community that is angry online
07:42operating within the digital space
07:44to a community that has the potential to carry out real acts of violence
07:50elliot roger then becomes a hero
07:54to the incel movement
07:56he's become a poster boy
07:58some incels even call him saint elliot
08:02r.i.p elliot roger
08:04r.i.p elliot roger
08:061991
08:082014
08:10r.i.p elliot roger
08:12everyone
08:16welcome blackheim
08:17welcome degenerates
08:18welcome mr arcane
08:20shoutouts everybody
08:21that's here
08:22maybe if elliot roger
08:23wasn't bullied by females
08:24none of that would have happened
08:26maybe if elliot roger wasn't bullied by females
08:28Maybe if Elliot Roderick wasn't bullied by females, none of that would have happened.
08:42All that shit manifested.
08:43And if these females are not treating these guys with respect, they're going to kill,
08:49you know?
08:50It's just how it is, man.
08:52It's his life.
08:53I kind of admired him and looked up to him because, you know, how he was struggling
08:59in a dating scene.
09:01I'm the catfish man.
09:02I catfish females.
09:04I'm a legend in the community.
09:05I'm a hero.
09:06I pose as a male model, a guy that's good looking and attractive, and trying to set up dates
09:12as I confront them.
09:15Make videos and I post them online.
09:18So, just play the video right here?
09:22Yeah.
09:23Excuse me?
09:24You're looking for the male model, right?
09:26I don't know.
09:29It's adrenaline.
09:30Boom.
09:31Let's go.
09:32Boom, boom, boom.
09:33Let's go in there.
09:34Let's do it.
09:35You're so ugly.
09:36What, you think you deserve him?
09:37Huh?
09:38Fucking fat ass bitch!
09:40Got catfish!
09:41I don't think anybody could do it when, you know, they don't know how to approach a female
09:45or have that type of low inhibition.
09:47Because he's good looking?
09:48And you want to get down with him?
09:49So, ooh, want to fucking lick your pussy?
09:51I don't want to call the cops right now.
09:52I don't call the cops right now.
09:53I don't call the cops right now.
09:54Do it.
09:55Do it.
09:56See how she got off of me when she called me again?
09:57Bro, why?
09:58I'm not doing anything.
09:59I'm talking.
10:00You're mad because you guys got catfished, bitch.
10:02Do it.
10:03I'm not driving nowhere.
10:04This is her, you know, her own defense mechanism or her own aggression because the guy's not
10:10good looking.
10:11Hey, you're so fucking fat.
10:12Look at that shit.
10:13That's so fat.
10:14Holy.
10:15I wasn't a good looking guy.
10:18She treated me like shit, basically.
10:20It just seems like it's not fair just because, you know, just because the guy's good looking,
10:24he's going to have sex with a guy, you know, that's, that's, that's just not fair.
10:28I just don't think that's fair, man.
10:30You want to see another one?
10:31I mean, can you ask me why did you meet up with a male model?
10:35The banana was fucking good, wasn't it?
10:36Stop fucking recording.
10:37I will punch you in the motherfucking face.
10:38Do it.
10:39I'll fucking, knock it off, bitch.
10:40This is the part where I started wrestling over the phone.
10:41She didn't want to get recorded.
10:42That's what she was trying to do.
10:43See how some of the females get mad because their chads weren't real.
10:58See how they, they get so violent.
11:00Be defensive.
11:01And then I kind of slapped her hand.
11:03The fuck away from me.
11:05Ooh, I got all this, on this fucking hair.
11:07They just started laughing, you know, maniacally.
11:09Just start, you know, laughing at her, basically.
11:12Ha ha ha, you fucking shallow ass bitch.
11:16Fucking got catfish bitch.
11:18Ha!
11:19Huh?
11:20Fucking bitch.
11:22Ha ha ha ha.
11:23Oh shit.
11:24Yeah, that's it.
11:25Yeah, it's kind of like a, you know, victory for, you know, the insult community, basically.
11:31This is basically like my retribution, in a sense.
11:34You know, all those girls that treated me like shit.
11:36All those girls that attacked me.
11:38All those girls that have rejected me.
11:40You know, it's in a sense, you know, it makes me feel, you know, it makes me feel good.
11:45People would see those videos, would look at those videos and say that you're, you're scaring the last hours, those women.
12:00No, I, you know, I'm not killing them, I'm just, you know, exposing them.
12:05You know, they're upset because they're getting exposed.
12:08You know, they're, they're scared because, you know, somebody found out, you know, they confronted them, who they are.
12:16So, no, I, I don't really care.
12:24Oh man, I thought I looked like a fool.
12:26Does it look better?
12:27The hat looks more fitted.
12:29And, yeah.
12:32Here's the pictures that I use of the guy.
12:34See, this is the profile.
12:36This is the, see, this is some of his pictures on here.
12:40So, you're taking a selfie, drinking some tea, or, you know, doing normal things what normal guys do.
12:46Then, to make it look, you know, real.
12:49First off, he's white.
12:50So, it's a plus for females.
12:52He's white.
12:53So, he's gonna get more matches.
12:54He has nice hair, like this one.
12:56It's his eye area, his facial features, his structure, because he has a nice, defined jawline.
13:03803 matches off his single profile.
13:07If I start swiping, he's gonna get 100%.
13:10Swipe, swipe, swipe.
13:11Match, match, match.
13:12So, willing to give the numbers out, because he's a good looking guy.
13:16I mean, a guy that's good looking, he doesn't even have to go approach females.
13:21He could just, just out of comfort at home, it's like a takeout dinner.
13:25He's like a lion.
13:27It's just his prey.
13:28You know, if I was a good looking guy, I would just have all these girls come to my house every fucking hour.
13:35It's just that simple, man.
13:38It's not that hard.
13:39It's not rocket science.
13:40Do you feel entitled?
13:42No, I don't feel entitled.
13:44But, you know, if these types of women are, you know, are ignoring you, and you try to talk to them, and you try for their numbers, you know, and they reject you, it makes me feel inferior.
13:57It makes me feel like I'm not good enough for the females.
13:59You know, it makes me just want to give up, because there's no point.
14:02Well, it is sad.
14:03It's sad.
14:04This is it.
14:05This is the, this is the reality we have to face as guys.
14:09Lori sent me a message, and she said I look like a celebrity, and I'm going to write thanks for the compliment.
14:25Then I go on to the next one, and I just talked to her a little dirty, saying her neck looks yummy, and she laughed and she liked it.
14:35That's it.
14:36Pretty much it.
14:37Easy as that.
14:38That's it.
14:39I'll wait.
14:40It's a waiting game.
14:41I kind of like chess.
14:43It's her turn now.
14:44It's her move.
14:46Hopefully reel him in, reel him in, and then if they take the bait, snag him in, and hopefully I get to confront her.
14:55That's it.
14:56Easy as A, B, C.
14:58One, two, three.
15:16I wouldn't have been here catfishing these females if it wasn't for Elliot Rodger.
15:31In a way, you know, I kind of admired him.
15:35Elliot Rodger, he did a shooting rampage.
15:38He wanted, you know, a girlfriend, but he couldn't get one.
15:41So he decided, you know, if that was his only choice, that was his only choice to do is to shoot, you know, kill.
15:49Do you think people deserved it?
15:51Uh...
15:55Um...
15:59Well, it depends.
16:00I mean, I don't know.
16:02You know, maybe the girls that he killed probably did deserve it because they seemed, you know, probably shallow and stuck up.
16:09I mean, I'd rather catfish females instead of, like, shooting them or whatever.
16:13People have their own, their own, um, ideas.
16:22It's a misogynist mindset, you know.
16:24You're not born with a hatred until you feel it as a person.
16:27Hey, hush pineapple. You're fine.
16:40We're not all rampant misogynists.
16:43We're not all Elliot Rodger worshippers.
16:46You can be an incel without being a woman hater.
16:49Are all your emotional needs being met right now?
16:52I'm sorry, I'm not...
16:54Ow!
16:55I know you want everyone to love you, but there's other dogs too.
17:02Let's go, Kunu.
17:03Come on.
17:04Kunu, come on.
17:05I know, I know.
17:06Incel is a funny little word.
17:10Um, it means involuntarily celibate, but the agreed upon definition is someone who is currently undergoing a period of celibacy that is at least six months long.
17:23That does not mean that you're a misogynist.
17:26It doesn't mean that you have anxiety.
17:28It doesn't mean that you're mentally unwell or that there is something wrong with you.
17:34I bet you that one is going to...
17:38Probably like between Liberty and, um, Manhattan.
17:44I almost forgot the name of all that.
17:47In New York, it can be very hit or miss.
17:50My dating experience has not been successful so far.
17:54As far as personally it goes, it almost feels like everyone's waiting for something better to come along.
18:05There are a large number of people who are incels who are just maybe shy with approaching women or maybe just have a hard time getting a date.
18:15There was recently a study released on Tinder that essentially the findings of it were 80% of men were just undesirable to the female population.
18:26And so now there's a large growing frustration of realizing of, well, if I'm not in the top 20%, then there's no reason in me even trying in the first place.
18:35I know, I know life's unbearable, but that's for all of us.
18:40We must soldier on.
18:43Mm-hmm.
18:44Gotta soldier on.
18:45A very common sentiment with incels, I feel, is general isolation.
19:00Maybe anxiety in social settings.
19:02Maybe depressed behavior.
19:04That whole feeling that you are on the outside of the group.
19:08Whenever I see couples walking about, I'm happy for them, but at the same time, I'm also just like, oh man, I am so alone.
19:19It hurts a little bit.
19:22But at the same time, I can't let that hurt be, you know, an excuse for me to be unkind to other people.
19:30I'm a weary exile singing a song of loneliness.
19:44Forums can definitely be, you know, very supportive.
19:48Having an online community to fall back on or to go to is definitely a source of comfort.
19:55There's forums for all different kinds of incels.
19:59In Celestan, compared to other forums, there seems to be, you know, much less misogyny.
20:05There's a lot less, you know, simply blaming women for, you know, their lack of dating.
20:11I'll check in on the forum as I'm just scrolling through my timeline and see a couple things pop up.
20:16I might drop in and leave a like or a comment here and there.
20:20I guess someone in Celestan is going to start doing some vitamin supplements coupled with fish oil.
20:26So, if it works for them, cool.
20:30My main motivation for going on in Celestan is just mainly seeing how people are coping with their loneliness.
20:36It's beneficial to me in the sense that knowing that having dating problems, that's completely normal.
20:45Yep, just gonna show you, I guess you could call it the darker side of forums.
21:04Incels.is, they call themselves the premier black pill incel forum.
21:10The banner ad says, Silicon wives, luxury sex dolls, shop now.
21:16So, with more the darker corners of the, you know, incel community, it is very common to see how misogynistic some of these spaces can be.
21:27Sanctioned rape is definitely something that is, you know, talked about and discussed on these forums.
21:34And state-sponsored girlfriends, yeah.
21:38Elliot Rodger definitely has been lifted up to an icon by certain incels.
21:44It's hard to tell of who's being genuine and who's just trying to make really bad satire or just trying to get a rise out of someone.
21:53It could be that members of these communities are feeling so lost and hopeless that they are going to lash out at the world.
22:01These forums can definitely be seen as a potentially dangerous place, as places of indoctrination.
22:08I think that because they're not being challenged, then they're going to start developing a skewed worldview.
22:17If they latch on to it and they start to perpetuate it, then it is a very slippery slope to acts of violence.
22:27April 23rd, 2018, North Toronto.
22:31Eight minutes of terror.
22:33You turn left a little bit to hit the lady on the sidewalk.
22:42Ten people would die.
22:44Eight were women.
22:50Come on, get down!
22:52No, get down!
22:56Police arrested 25-year-old Alec Manassian, a man with no criminal history.
23:01This hit home for me. It's in my hometown.
23:10I was really shaken by it. I was really upset by the event.
23:17Some of them were university students, so they would have been the same age as my students.
23:21It's just a lot of people. It's a lot of women.
23:30Count one, count two, count three, count four, count five, count six, count seven, count eight, count nine, count ten.
23:42This is all of the counts of first-degree murders, so the individual is named as soon as they become human beings.
23:56With lives.
23:59Yeah, it's really difficult.
24:01Before getting in his van and killing innocent people, Manassian posted this on Facebook.
24:10Let the incel rebellion begin.
24:13What's chilling is that the inspiration is Elliot Rodger.
24:18The Elliot Rodger atrocity seems to have inspired copycat killings, more massacres of innocent people in the name of hatred against women.
24:30This is an example of the deification or the martyrdom of these mass killers within this community.
24:50We have him say over and over again, I want to kill so many fucking people.
24:56I mean, it's an outright glorification of mass killing.
25:02It's really upsetting.
25:04You see this content posted over and over and over again, and this normalizes the violence.
25:12You can really see how vulnerable individuals get sucked into this and think that this is a community that I can belong to.
25:21I think it's really easy to look at the incel community and say those guys are totally obsessed with sex.
25:30Those guys feel entitled to sex.
25:32But it's not as simple as that.
25:35It's not just that they feel isolated by women, they feel isolated by society in general.
25:39I'll tell you what, if you grow up for nearly 28 years and knowing the fuck about you, what do you think that's going to do to you?
25:56Ask. Ask me.
25:59Is this a recognized mental disorder?
26:03Fuck, man. No matter what I do, no matter where I go, nobody values my contributions. Nobody respects me. Nobody wants me around. I'm a fucking reject everywhere. I just, I don't know what the fuck I have to do to change that.
26:17It's a living fucking nightmare that'll never end. That's how I can describe being a man that women are not attracted to. It's a living fucking nightmare that will never fucking end.
26:28I think there are a lot of people on the forum who have mental health issues and I think that needs to be addressed.
26:34Kissless, hand-holdless, hugless virgin. That's what I am.
26:49While I'm in Cell, I've never felt I was good enough for a relationship.
26:54I definitely had opportunities, you know, to, you know, lose my virginity. I definitely had opportunities to have a girlfriend, but I was always, you know, I was always paranoid.
27:03I had paranoid. I had paranoid problems. I had social anxiety. I had mental health problems that stopped me and insecurities.
27:13Looks max means, you know, you're trying to improve your looks. You're trying to maximize your looks.
27:19So it's like part of attracting a female, attracting a mate.
27:25I used to want to be massive. I thought I was too small. I thought I was never good enough for women.
27:29That's why I never approached a woman in my life. I thought it wasn't good enough. It wasn't up to that standard.
27:33So, you know, I didn't even bother approaching. I didn't think there was any point.
27:38I used to be lazy. I used to lie down and rot. That's what they call it in, you know, in Cell community.
27:42I just closed myself off from the ward because I didn't like her look.
27:47Obviously, the more you lie down and rot, the more depressed you get. So it's like a vicious cycle. You have to break that cycle.
27:51I did take steroids because I was, you know, I thought that's what women wanted. So, you know, I did it because of women.
28:01I've been off steroids for months, but still I'm getting like spots in my arms and spots here and mainly on my chest and back.
28:07My chest is the worst on my back. And this part of my face. So I take this off. You can see my chest is really bad.
28:14You can see my shoulders. I have hairs grown where I didn't have hairs grown before as well.
28:23A lot of incels would have these issues, like mental health issues, self-doubt, social anxiety.
28:33I actually thought to myself, like, last Valentine's Day, if I don't have a girlfriend by this Valentine's Day, I would kill myself.
28:38You know, I was in a dark place then. I wasn't the same mindset, but I was trying to work on my mindset.
28:48I had a troubled childhood. I didn't have the best childhood, but, you know, always the most traumatic moments stick out to you.
28:55It's just the right combination of bad things happening to somebody that can turn them into an incel.
29:01It's just a bad combination of things coming together.
29:03My parents were getting divorced and, you know, there's a lot of arguing going on and I just felt it was a threatening environment.
29:12You can blame your past, but there's also, you have to take personal responsibility as well and, you know, do what you can, even with the courage you have and with what experiences you have.
29:22You know, those feelings of suicide that incels can have because they're so lonely, they're so desperate, they're so alone and they can't relate to people.
29:29They just feel hopeless and you get that hopeless feeling. That hopeless feeling is the worst.
29:33At my darkest point, I wrote a song about Elliot Rodger, yes. The Elliot Rodger Meme and Cell Trap version 2. Less distortion and bass.
29:43Yeah, this is the lyrics.
29:45Riding through the city like Elliot Rodger. Can't stop me now. Bitch, you ain't no bullet dodger.
29:53Yeah, this is the lyrics. Riding through the city like Elliot Rodger. Can't stop me now. Bitch, you ain't no bullet dodger.
30:08I was trying to rhyme that. I was trying to make a rap. I was just trying to be creative, make something creative, but for Edgy Shock Valley, I don't know.
30:16Because I saw that, I saw that Eggy song about Alec Manessian that inspired me. Just like I'm as head in his shoes doing a similar thing.
30:24Yes, I suppose that is pretty bad. Suck on my nuts as I blow out your guts. That's just too much.
30:32Do you see why that might be problematic? Yeah. But, you know, it's entertainment value. It's not supposed to be taken seriously.
30:44I wouldn't do that now, no. It's hard to explain, but, you know, it's like seeing in Game of Thrones people getting their head cut off.
30:51Or, you know, that's not glorifying people getting their head cut off. It's just entertaining.
30:56But that's a story. That's fiction. It's real life. With real victims.
31:01That's true. I see now why that's not good. Yeah. I didn't consider enough.
31:08There's a fine line. You have to find that fine line, I know, and you can't really cross it, I know.
31:13A fine line between what, James?
31:15You know, edgy humour and going too far and having real-world implications. So, yeah.
31:21Like influencing others to do hate crimes or... bad idea, I know.
31:28How would you feel if the family of one of the victims of Elliot and Roger came across this?
31:34Yeah, you don't really think of that when you're making it, do you? That's it.
31:38You don't think through those things. True. It wouldn't feel very good bringing that pain back for them.
31:46I didn't think anybody cared, you know. So, you can go down that dark way.
31:51And that path of nothing to lose, so I'll just wreck everything and kill everybody.
31:54And, yeah, that's what Elliot and Roger did, obviously.
31:56So, he went down that path of no one cares, just nothing to lose.
32:00I'll never have a relationship, so I'll kill everybody and kill myself.
32:04That's the darkest path you can go down.
32:07Yeah. So, you need someone to step in and show you the light.
32:11Because you're lost in darkness, you can't see.
32:14If you have mental health problems, you need to talk to somebody.
32:25There's always hope. You just have to look really hard sometimes.
32:31Or talk with people around you and get help from them.
32:36It does help to talk, definitely. Even talking like this to a camera.
32:42I went down that lonely path and, you know, had no friends, had no relationships.
32:47You know, I reached the point where I had nothing to lose, so I wanted to get my story out there.
32:51Now I make YouTube videos. I talked about it to the world.
32:55I'm very open and honest with my mental health problems.
32:58You know, other people could relate to that, and luckily enough, a lot of people did relate to that.
33:02I got a lot of positive feedback.
33:04Now I feel a lot better from opening up, from venting, from getting all those things off my chest,
33:09that have been there for years. I feel so much better exposing myself.
33:14I've been to that point, and then I can relate to other people, and I can, that's why I relay my story to other people,
33:18so they can hopefully help them out of that hole.
33:21I'm kind of excited for the catfish tomorrow. I'm excited.
33:36I want to meet this female at a fast food joint where she thinks she's going on a splendid date with this man.
33:44The catfish man!
33:49Oh my god.
33:51The hero for the incels, basically.
33:53When you constantly catfish females, and you upload it on the forums, they start calling hero.
34:04I mean, I feel like it's way better than sex.
34:09Do you ever get sexual with your texting?
34:12But yeah, I sent explicit pictures, you know, of fake guys.
34:16That's not even my dick. Not even my penis.
34:19If he's a white guy, I send a white penis.
34:22If he's a black man, I send a black man's penis.
34:26Do they ever send you...
34:27Yeah, they send me all kinds of stuff.
34:29Do they ever send you sexual pictures?
34:31Yeah, they send me sexual pictures all the time, whenever I do it.
34:35Like what?
34:37Pussy pictures, vagina pictures, breast pictures.
34:41Basically, they're videos of them fingering themselves.
34:45You know, they're a nasty little girl, so they do nasty little things.
34:50What do you do with those pictures?
34:53Uh, I...
34:55I...
34:57Well...
34:59I...
35:01Well, I kind of, you know, I jack off to them.
35:03But what I do is I confront them.
35:05What I do is I take the pictures and I confront them and be like,
35:09You know, such a bad person.
35:10You're a horrible person.
35:11Why are you sending this to this man?
35:13You shouldn't be doing this.
35:15That type of thing.
35:19It's a part of you that thinks this isn't right.
35:23Fuck the hell!
35:25Heck no!
35:26Heck no!
35:27What?
35:28Why?
35:29Why should I care what they feel?
35:31What should I care?
35:33If they see me on the street, they would ignore me or treat me like a normal person.
35:37I don't care.
35:38I'm exposing who they are as individuals.
35:40I don't care.
35:41Honestly, don't give a crap.
35:43They're very bad people.
35:46Very, very, very horrible for them to, you know, to do this type of things.
35:52But you're the one tricking them.
35:54Of course!
35:55Why not?
35:56Of course!
35:57That's why!
35:58Doesn't that make you horrible?
35:59No!
36:00Why would it make me horrible?
36:01I don't care.
36:02I'm not worried about hurting females.
36:04I mean, I respect people, but I don't...
36:07I don't...
36:08When it comes to females, I don't care.
36:11I don't really care.
36:12Are women not people?
36:13No!
36:14They're not people!
36:15Of course!
36:16If they're acting like this...
36:18Why the hell are they people if they're rejected mana based off their looks?
36:22I've been treated like that in my past life.
36:24Like garbage.
36:25So, I don't care.
36:29I was with my girlfriend for four years, and...
36:33We broke up.
36:34I got a restraining order violation, and...
36:37Why did you end up with a restraining order?
36:39Why did I end up with a restraining order?
36:41Because, it's...
36:42Because, you know, like, we fought a lot.
36:45It was domestic violence.
36:47So...
36:49Of course you didn't have that type of restraining order.
36:52Like, I wasn't supposed to be around her, and...
36:54And they put, like, a piece of paper, no contact order,
36:57and...
36:58And then she...
36:59And I still came close to her, and we were together,
37:01and...
37:02And...
37:03You know...
37:04How do you say it?
37:05Like...
37:06And then I got put away for that.
37:07Then...
37:08Like, I've got to blend in with the normies.
37:10Not to look...
37:11In-cell.
37:12I'm going to the barbershop, my local barbershop to get a haircut.
37:26What's that?
37:27I got to blend in with the normies, not to look incel.
37:38That's the woman I'm meeting.
37:40I asked if we were meeting at one o'clock.
37:42That's what she's saying.
37:43Me meeting at one.
37:45That's the plan, yes.
37:49And then said okay and asked her what she's wearing.
37:55What you got going on today, bro?
37:57I'm going to meet up with a date.
37:59Nice, bro.
38:00With a female.
38:02Female, huh?
38:03Hell yeah.
38:04Good stuff.
38:05Oh my God.
38:06Where are you going to take her out?
38:08McDonald's.
38:09Woo!
38:10Woo!
38:11All set.
38:12There he is.
38:13Ready to go.
38:14There's a date.
38:15How's that looking?
38:16I'm looking fresh.
38:17It's time to leave.
38:18Today's the day.
38:19Hopefully I'll meet the girl.
38:23I've been rejected over 100 times.
38:33100 plus times.
38:34100 rejections is a lot.
38:36It kind of hurts.
38:37It kind of hurts.
38:38She didn't, she didn't turn up.
38:50She didn't come.
38:51Well, she, well, she bases my time basically.
39:05They've outwitted you.
39:06They've outsmarted you.
39:07They've outwitted me in a sense.
39:08Yes, they have.
39:09In a sense, they kind of did.
39:10Yeah, she didn't get me.
39:11Yes, she did.
39:12So.
39:13What's the plan now for you?
39:14Probably some catfishing.
39:15I don't want to do it anymore.
39:16Move on with my life.
39:17Focus on myself.
39:18You know?
39:19I mean, there's no point.
39:20A lot of people think what you do is really sad.
39:23Well, hey, I'm spreading the awareness and truth on how females are.
39:40You know, I am.
39:41Well, a lot of people are going to watch this and think you're quite a sad individual.
39:46Well, it's a good thing, whatever, but you know what?
39:50Because of this, I'm more happier.
39:53After, you know, catfishing so many women, you know, I was able to understand who they
39:57are as individuals basically.
39:59As a child, what did you feel?
40:01I felt like lonely.
40:03I felt like a lonely person.
40:05I felt, you know, sad, sadness when I was a child.
40:08Because you didn't have anyone or why?
40:09I don't know.
40:10I don't understand these questions, man.
40:12I mean, these questions, I feel like they're stupid.
40:14I don't understand, like, how...
40:16I don't...
40:17I honestly feel they're stupid.
40:18I don't know who they are, like...
40:19Let's get down to it.
40:20It's basically, if you had someone, some love around you...
40:23No, man.
40:24Would you still be catfishing?
40:26Well, no.
40:27If I had a girlfriend, I wouldn't be catfishing.
40:29You know?
40:30If I had a girlfriend, I wouldn't be doing this.
40:32You know?
40:33Or if females didn't treat me like shit, I wouldn't be, you know, doing this.
40:37If I keep practicing, they'll run away less on me.
40:56I have not been officially diagnosed, but I have had several people tell me that I do
41:01have, you know, some slight characteristics that are typical of people with Asperger's.
41:06I think that people who do have, you know, what could be called a neurodivergent mindset
41:12are very, you know, easily preyed upon by people who want to indoctrinate them into their ideology.
41:18Some of them being the incel ideology.
41:22You need to get out of that echo chamber.
41:24You need to, you know, make connection with the real world again.
41:28I think it's a good thing just to understand that feeling that level of hopelessness
41:34and loss of, you know, power and control and autonomy is a normal thing to feel.
41:39And you're not alone about it.
41:44I understand that there's a lot of different people in the world.
41:47I'm not going to be a good fit for everyone out there.
41:52I think it's important to kind of, you know, at least put yourself out there in the social atmosphere.
41:56Even if you don't talk to anyone, at least you're in the space.
41:59At least you're, you know, somewhat engaging with people.
42:02It's time to plug on Saturday.
42:07A regular crowd shuffles in.
42:11There's an old man standing next to me.
42:15Making blood to his tonic and gin.
42:20Life is hard.
42:21Life is pain.
42:22Life is rejection.
42:23But at the same time, I'm going to make that choice to do what I can to be happy.
42:28And I'm going to work on what I can in order to feel fulfilled and satisfied with my life.
42:35When you're the piano man, sing us a song tonight when we're all in the mood for a memory and you got us feeling all right.
42:56Thank you so much everyone!
42:58Yeah, that's what I'm talking about!
43:00Yeah!
43:06Okay, hello and welcome back to these daily vlogs.
43:08Just want to say that I'm currently talking to someone online,
43:12and yeah, it's going well and hopefully it works out.
43:16I plan to meet up, you know, at some point.
43:18Probably in the summer.
43:20I'm in a relationship for the first time in my life.
43:24No.
43:30Hello?
43:32Hello sir, how are you today?
43:34How are you doing?
43:36Good.
43:38I'm good, yeah.
43:40How are you feeling about meeting, sir?
43:48Yeah, I'm looking forward to it too.
43:50You know, fly out and, yeah, hold your arms for the first time.
43:56And, yeah, holding hands together for the first time.
44:00So, I'll just say bye for now, sir.
44:06You know, I love you so much and I can't wait to see you.
44:08Hope my flight goes alright and hope I get there on time.
44:12And, yeah, looking forward to seeing you in real life.
44:16So, bye.
44:18Love you.
44:20Alright, bye.
44:22She's also a KHHV, which is a kissless, hand-holdless, hugless virgin.
44:32So, she is the same as me, which is great.
44:34We both have never held hands with anybody, we've never kissed anybody, so it'll be both our first time with that.
44:40That's great for me because I want to experience everything first time with somebody that's also their first time because it's more special, it has more meaning that way.
44:48I'm pretty sure there will be a connection.
44:51Like, she feels like my soulmate, my one, so that's what she says to me, so.
44:55I'm hopeful and optimistic, obviously.
44:59You know, that it works out, hopeful that we have a future together.
45:04It is a chance to break free from inceldom.
45:06It's a chance to make a life.
45:25If you showed up to a party and there was one person outside of the group, she would go to that person and bring them in.
45:54She included everyone.
45:57It did not matter who you were.
46:00The reality of our situation is painfully simple.
46:03Our daughter died because some individual couldn't cope.
46:09Just couldn't cope.
46:11That's why she's dead.
46:14And his parents missed it.
46:17Anyone who was trying to help him missed it.
46:19His friends missed it.
46:20Society missed it.
46:21And my daughter paid the price.
46:24That's the bottom line.
46:26If you want to stop this from happening to other parents and other innocent children, you need to get to the individual.
46:34You need to find a way to reach them and help them and realize that suicide isn't the way out.
46:40You have a substantive number of people who are on the border, who feel isolated, who feel left out, who are looking for belonging, and then are at risk of being sucked into the darker side, the more violent side.
47:03You know, it becomes a very slippery slope.
47:06I worry that it's very likely that we will see another attack in the name of incel.
47:14The police should be looking at this in the same way they look at religious extremism online.
47:20And then at a more local level, we don't have enough discussion around mental health implications of our technological culture.
47:31We don't think about the fact that we maybe have a vulnerable, isolated individual who feels left out of the world, who's just going to go down a web hole and not come out.
47:46We don't, as a community, try and bring that person out.
47:50I hope those that idolize this individual, they'll see what the actions do to people.
48:00They'll see how pointless all of this really is.
48:04Because if this individual had felt there were avenues for help, had felt that there were people who are willing to help them understand rejection, failure, frustration,
48:19and help them through it, then my daughter might still be here.
48:25This guy who killed my daughter is gone.
48:28He doesn't feel a damn thing.
48:31Right? We feel it every day.
48:36That's our reality now.
48:49He puts people there.
48:52He's been立ive at a university as an urban university.
48:56But he used to be heh if it was a feast for two- uhm,
48:59Yeah, he gave me an outcome of it and told him that it was.
49:03So болerd fear is an opposite.
49:06He died.
49:08He was crying.
49:10Of course he was smelling.
49:13He also turned into libertarian prostitution to help him.
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