00:00I feel very alone out there at times, I struggle mentally, I've been saying that I've struggled since after the Australian Open, trying to find ways to kind of get out of this hole, but I keep kind of finding myself back in it in a way and I feel generally speaking quite alone in life at the moment, which is a feeling that is not very nice.
00:23It's not a feeling on a tennis court, it's just a life feeling in general. As I said, I never felt this way before. It's difficult to find joy outside the tennis court for me at the moment. It's not an excuse or anything. I think Arthur deserved to win today and it's nothing that, but it's just something that I felt for the past few months.
00:39It's funny that I say that because I lost first round, but I don't think tennis is the problem right now for me. It's something else that I have to find within me at the moment. It's difficult for me to tell you because I don't have the answers right now.
00:51How are you going to address these feelings? I don't know whether you talk therapy or not or whatever.
00:57Maybe, maybe for the first time in my life I probably need it. I've been through a lot of difficulties. I've been through a lot of difficulties in the media. I've been through a lot of difficulties in life generally.
01:07I've never felt this empty before. Just lacking joy. Just lacking joy in everything that I do. It's not necessarily about tennis. Just lacking joy outside of tennis as well. Even when I'm winning matches like in Stuttgart or Halle, it's not necessarily a feeling that I used to get where I was happy over the moon. I felt motivated to keep going. It's just not there right now for me.
