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00:01So what are we getting into tonight here?
00:03Well, I've been blacklisted from this place.
00:06Actually, I told them that it's blacklisted for me,
00:09and that's sort of the case, right?
00:23You dumb fucking fuck.
00:24The only funny fuck you got here is...
00:26Hey, explain why I can't do a set here.
00:29Whatever, but eventually we're going to be kicked out.
00:31He's been banned from lots of robes, so...
00:33It's a lot to do with alcohol and just being mouthy
00:36and calling somebody a cunt, usually.
00:38Oh, hey!
00:42This is the mating call of a cougar.
00:46It was only a few months ago I toured from St. John's, Newfoundland,
00:50all the way to Tofino.
00:51I was, you know, like I was on the top of my game, I thought.
00:55Just, you know, a couple of months ago,
00:58and now here I am, New Year's Eve, I'm, you know,
01:01falling asleep on a couch, you know,
01:03surrounded by other homeless addicts.
01:06What's going on around here?
01:10So what are you guys up to over here?
01:12Trying to get my damaged clothes back.
01:14I was thinking about this Roy, that my first counsellor's name was Roy as well.
01:19An old, retired United Church minister.
01:22And he said to me way, way back,
01:24Are you ready to accept that if you find the peace you're looking for,
01:29you might lose your livelihood?
01:32If I found happiness, I would stop doing stand-up comedy.
01:36They don't give a shit about comedy.
01:38It's not about comedy.
01:39That's the brutal part, is that it's not about entertaining.
01:43It's not about being funny.
01:44It's all about the ridiculous bottom line.
01:46I feel humiliated, Roy.
01:49I feel like a loser.
01:51I feel like I don't even qualify to be an AA,
01:54because I don't have a fucking phone.
01:56Everybody wants me to get my number.
01:57I don't have a fucking number.
01:59You know it's time.
02:01I've made some big mistakes.
02:05Well, I acquired all this stuff, but then I lost my job and my home.
02:11So how are you feeling about the move out so far?
02:18Think you'll have it done by today?
02:20I'm not sure.
02:21We'll find out right now, I guess.
02:23I realize it's in everybody's way.
02:25And this represents me.
02:27And I realize that I'm a problem for a lot of people.
02:31And I'm trying to solve that.
02:33You said that you'd be able to get a 15,
02:36and there was no damage to the suite.
02:38that you would get your buzz back,
02:41but it shouldn't happen.
02:42You know, we were...
02:43I'm going into treatment January 10th for three months.
02:53Fire!
02:55I don't want to be that hard, badass, edgy, dark, notorious Richard Lett.
03:08It's not fun for me anymore.
03:10Fire!
03:27Fire!
03:31Fire!
03:32Fire!
03:33Fire!

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