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Love Island USA S07 E25

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00:00:00Last night on Love Island USA
00:00:17A challenge had pulses racing
00:00:25My patience is waning, is this entertaining?
00:00:34No!
00:00:35I got this feeling, yeah you know
00:00:38That I'm losing control of this magic
00:00:42Glad she came back for a second
00:00:44But some performances
00:00:46It's your turn to watch though
00:00:48Break more than just hearts
00:00:51Ay, ay, ay, I got this feeling in my soul
00:00:55Now I had it for your stars
00:00:57This is magic in my phone
00:00:59That looked a little more than just a challenge
00:01:01I left one friendship
00:01:03Now I'll talk to you later
00:01:05Hiding by a thread
00:01:07Shelly is mad as fuck
00:01:09The icing on the cake was me raising his heart rate the most
00:01:12I just feel like there is not a certain level of respect
00:01:16Is this entertaining?
00:01:18You're showing me as a friend you have no respect for me
00:01:21But uh, just like that
00:01:33Welcome to Love Island USA
00:01:35Guys, I know the Hearts on Fire game has literally just ended
00:01:39But I will be needing those costumes back
00:01:42My gran lent me them on the condition I return them by Tuesday latest
00:01:47What did you guys think about that challenge?
00:01:49It was a fun ass challenge
00:01:51What I noticed is you moved through quick
00:01:53I noticed that too
00:01:54I noticed that
00:01:55You didn't even kiss her
00:01:56So the reason I didn't do it was respect out of Clark after what Alandria just did
00:02:00You feel me?
00:02:01So if Alandria just did that and I went and just made out with her
00:02:04Clark was like, what the fuck?
00:02:06You clearly got turned on over there
00:02:08Did you?
00:02:09Yeah, my heart rate, she raised my highest
00:02:12I honestly went about this little strategic, bro
00:02:14I kissed Huda just cause
00:02:15But there was one person I really wanted to kiss
00:02:17Yeah
00:02:18Who?
00:02:19Jaden
00:02:20Yeah, for sure, I'm gonna talk to her
00:02:21You serious?
00:02:22You shit, bro
00:02:23I'm gonna let you do your fake dog
00:02:24I'm gonna admit it
00:02:25Bro, the last couple of days
00:02:27Me and Alandria ended up in life
00:02:28Serious?
00:02:29No
00:02:30Really?
00:02:31It's just like
00:02:32Conversations are just boring, fam
00:02:35I think it was just a physical thing
00:02:37Yeah
00:02:38Who do you think like did the most?
00:02:39Do you think anybody like went overboard?
00:02:41Huda went
00:02:42She went OD
00:02:43How the fuck do you feel?
00:02:45It's a lot of mixed emotions
00:02:47You think she went OD?
00:02:48You think she went overboard?
00:02:50Yeah, but like I seen Shelly's face and she was pissed
00:02:53Yeah
00:02:54You know what I mean?
00:02:55Same thing with her kind of thing
00:02:56Like she doubled back to go back to Chris and shit like that
00:02:59Chris went back and doubled back for Shelly too
00:03:01Exactly
00:03:02I get it
00:03:03It's just a challenge and all that
00:03:04But nah, that
00:03:05I don't know
00:03:06I feel like it's come to the point where it's not just like
00:03:08It's too long to be just a challenge anymore
00:03:11I feel like I was so like thrown off after the Elan thing
00:03:17He brought her up there and like just started going on her
00:03:19That just pissed me
00:03:20Nah, I don't think he's like a malicious person
00:03:22Nah, but I got so mad
00:03:23Like I'm literally like I want to throw on gloves and like fight you
00:03:28I felt like I was just being disrespected
00:03:30Elan just needs to stay in his fucking lane and butt out
00:03:35I'm just not fucking with him at all
00:03:37Like I don't care to have a conversation with him
00:03:40Don't care to look at him
00:03:41Don't care to like hear him
00:03:47What the fuck you say to Nick that got him tight?
00:03:49Yeah
00:03:50Is he actually cheese about that?
00:03:51He said it's your time to watch now
00:03:54Yeah, I did
00:03:55I thought that was going to be funny
00:03:57What?
00:03:58Nick, bro, Nick got sensitive
00:03:59He was tight
00:04:00He was tight
00:04:01I'm not going to say sorry for kissing Sierra
00:04:05You got to let your balls hang
00:04:06Yes
00:04:07Come on, bro
00:04:09Fuck that
00:04:10Fuck that
00:04:13I know you kind of really had to shoot your shot
00:04:15Yeah
00:04:16Yeah
00:04:17Still lies with Sierra to be honest with you
00:04:18So I was like
00:04:19And honestly her reaction to it was way better than I thought
00:04:21She was open to it when I grabbed her
00:04:23And I was like okay
00:04:24Like
00:04:25Like she might still have something there
00:04:27I don't know
00:04:33Girls, girls, girls
00:04:36Let me put my motherfucking pump down
00:04:38First of all
00:04:39I would have been so freaked out to go last and you killed it
00:04:41Yeah
00:04:42Yeah, seriously
00:04:43I was feeling for you so hard
00:04:45She did not fucking hold back
00:04:47So in the moment I respected how he handled it because like everything that happened in Landriel initiated that
00:04:54And everything that's happened in me and his connection since I got here, me and Taylor's connection since I got here
00:05:00He's initiated everything
00:05:01But I do think that you and Taylor have such a good connection
00:05:04All I can say is you've handled this entire situation like a freaking
00:05:10Class
00:05:11Champ
00:05:12Really?
00:05:13Yes
00:05:14No, you're being a class art
00:05:15Very much so
00:05:16Very respectful
00:05:17I'm not gonna lie yet
00:05:18Cause the whole time I was cheering them on
00:05:19I'm like I wonder how I looked because I wasn't like
00:05:21No, you looked pissed but you were clapping
00:05:23Oh fuck
00:05:24You were like angry clapping
00:05:26I was like
00:05:27I was like
00:05:28Congratulations
00:05:29Like y'all, yeah, y'all did y'all big one
00:05:33Absolute big one
00:05:34I had to get their heart rate
00:05:37Got that
00:05:38I was like, ooh, what else is
00:05:39Y'all saw your face
00:05:41He was like
00:05:42Sorry
00:05:43I was like, what?
00:05:45Me?
00:05:46Yeah, you got me for sure
00:05:50But I was like, you know
00:05:52For me to be respectful to Clark
00:05:54Mm-hmm
00:05:55The best way is just
00:05:57To not kiss you
00:05:58Mm-hmm
00:05:59I wanted to but I was like
00:06:00I could too
00:06:01I was like
00:06:02Out of respect for her
00:06:04Like, I'm not gonna do it
00:06:07So
00:06:08I wanted to talk to you and let you know where I was coming from
00:06:10Mm-hmm
00:06:11With that whole situation
00:06:12I'm just so confused on what happened between this
00:06:14I was obviously, I was a little thrown off
00:06:16Everybody was thrown off
00:06:17No way two or three days was enough for you to just
00:06:20You know what I'm saying?
00:06:21I'm like, what the fuck happened within that amount of time?
00:06:24And it was hard for me because it was like
00:06:27My head said pick you
00:06:29But my gut said pick her
00:06:31When I was having a conversation with Clark
00:06:33And she gave me like a different feeling
00:06:36It was a feeling I ain't never had before
00:06:37Yeah
00:06:38And clearly all it was
00:06:39I just ended up with my gut feeling
00:06:40Mm-hmm
00:06:41Respect
00:06:42Can't do nothing but respect that
00:06:44The way I'm feeling right now
00:06:46Like, although me and Taylor are cordial
00:06:49I don't know
00:06:50I really don't
00:06:51I'm not gonna lie
00:06:52Like, my feelings and things like that
00:06:54Just don't go away overnight
00:06:55Like, obviously I still like him in a sense
00:06:57But it's like
00:06:58The fact that you're always so unsure
00:06:59Bothers me
00:07:00Because if a couple of days
00:07:01Was enough for you to just throw me to the wolves
00:07:03It's like, why would I even keep on investing time into you?
00:07:06Shelly's upset because Huda kissed her boy Ace during the challenge
00:07:19So Huda's venting to her boy Chris
00:07:21Who's Shelly kissed during the challenge
00:07:24Bro, Shelly's bad
00:07:25Why?
00:07:26Maybe because I pulled Ace
00:07:29So I'm sad by myself
00:07:31Like, I think that was extra
00:07:34Just apologize
00:07:36Like, look, it wasn't like that
00:07:37I'm sorry if you made me feel like that
00:07:39Just reassure her
00:07:40At the end of the day too
00:07:41If she's open, like, she shouldn't also feel like that either
00:07:46She wouldn't act some type of way
00:07:49Let her act some type of way
00:07:50That just, you know, that says something about her
00:07:52No, that's my girl
00:07:54I understand
00:07:55I don't want her to be upset with me
00:07:57Of course, of course
00:07:59I totally get where you're coming from
00:08:00Because I'm not that person
00:08:02I don't think you are either
00:08:03And don't think you are
00:08:04Because you know your intentions behind this shit
00:08:06So don't think you're a bad person
00:08:08You know and she know that you don't fuck with Ace like that
00:08:11You had three, four weeks for you to get with Ace
00:08:14If that's truly what you wanted to do
00:08:16At the end of the day, it's a challenge
00:08:20And we all make that clear from the beginning
00:08:22Ain't shit personal, ain't shit intentional
00:08:24It's a fucking challenge, okay?
00:08:28I like seeing you like this
00:08:35I think that in the moment I wasn't thinking about others
00:08:38And I was only thinking about myself
00:08:40And I should have been thinking about others
00:08:43Hey, Shelly
00:08:45Can I pull you for a chat?
00:08:48Okay
00:08:49Hey, you know what?
00:08:54I know you're upset with me
00:08:55Wait, wait, wait, wait
00:08:56I think actually tomorrow we can have a chat
00:09:00Because tonight I don't want to have a chat
00:09:02Because I know I'm aggravated and annoyed, so
00:09:10I think actually tomorrow we can have a chat
00:09:15because tonight I don't want to have a chat
00:09:17because I know I'm aggravated and annoyed, so.
00:09:26I don't want to say anything out of like anger
00:09:29or anything like that, you know?
00:09:31I just didn't want you to go to bed angry.
00:09:33What I don't like is when it was you,
00:09:35I've never kissed Jeremiah a day in my life.
00:09:37I don't know what that man tongue tastes like,
00:09:39none of that shit,
00:09:39it was just a respect thing of like,
00:09:41yo, you fuck with him heavy, I'm not gonna do that,
00:09:44but you couldn't reciprocate that same energy.
00:09:46And then to constantly keep looking at me
00:09:48in the middle of the challenge to try to reiterate,
00:09:49it's just a challenge, no hard feelings,
00:09:51like no, there is hard feelings,
00:09:52like leave me alone, like you're pissing me off.
00:09:55So, no worries.
00:09:56Okay?
00:09:56Yeah, that's fine.
00:09:57Okay.
00:09:58All right?
00:09:59All right.
00:10:00I love you.
00:10:02Love you too, girl.
00:10:09I hate crying, but I just love her so much and I feel awful.
00:10:14I hate crying, but I just love her so much and I feel awful.
00:10:18Welcome back to Love Island USA.
00:10:33Nick might not like it, but it took a lot of balls for Elan to do what he did in that challenge.
00:10:39And if you don't believe me, well, you can have a look for yourself.
00:10:44Yo, Elan, can I talk to you for a second?
00:10:46Yeah, 100%.
00:10:48We'll be back.
00:10:52Good look, family.
00:10:55My guy, TJ.
00:10:56What up, bro?
00:10:57They talking right now?
00:10:58Yeah.
00:10:58Damn, I didn't think this was gonna like stir some shit up.
00:11:04How's it going, bro?
00:11:06You know, this is the first, like, big, big challenge that I've been a part of.
00:11:10Mm-hmm.
00:11:10It's definitely a learning experience.
00:11:14Um, well, I know that you were coupled up with Sierra at Casa.
00:11:19Mm-hmm.
00:11:20That straight up just, like, pissed me off.
00:11:22I'm not gonna lie.
00:11:23Mm-hmm.
00:11:24I was just surprised that you still brought her to the heart.
00:11:26Like, to be fair, I'm like, the ball's on this dude to do that.
00:11:31I support, obviously, doing, like, these big things and these challenges.
00:11:34Mm-hmm.
00:11:34I just felt like, I guess our relationship was so strong and then you coming in there
00:11:38and doing that, I just felt like I was, you know, it just put me off.
00:11:43Honestly, before we came down here, she basically said if the opportunity presented itself where
00:11:50she could explore both her connection with me as well as her connection with you, that
00:11:54she would be open to doing that.
00:11:56But then it goes back to, like, the morning that I had made food for her.
00:12:00You had said, like, yeah, I didn't, I wasn't gonna make her a second breakfast.
00:12:03And then later, I see you had made her food again.
00:12:06I feel like you were disrespecting me in a way.
00:12:08So that, like, is what pissed me off.
00:12:11But, like, if you're gonna make breakfast, just be, like, straight up.
00:12:14A hundred percent, yeah.
00:12:15And I didn't have any intention of making her a second thing after that.
00:12:18And then an epiphany happened in my head.
00:12:20Up in Casa, I used to make pancakes in the letter of the initial of our name.
00:12:24And that's what I was doing for her up there.
00:12:26And that kind of epiphany came to me and I was like, oh, that's a nice thing that I can do for her to let her know that I'm still interested.
00:12:31So I did that.
00:12:33It had nothing to do with, like, I'm telling you one thing, I'm trying to keep things behind your back.
00:12:39Listen, I don't like this shit that's going on.
00:12:42And I was hot, like, I was really upset.
00:12:46But at the end of the day, people are always gonna say when they're being pressed like that, shit's sweet.
00:12:52But, uh, shit's still not sweet.
00:12:55I'm just really mad.
00:12:57I don't even, it just put me off in the wrong way.
00:13:01So I didn't mean to put you off.
00:13:03I'm not here to, like, fuck shit up.
00:13:07Guys, I hate to sound like a broken record, but I do need those costumes back.
00:13:12My gran's hosting a mixer at her nursing home.
00:13:15And this does feel like the sort of conversation you could have in your sweats.
00:13:20What's up?
00:13:24How you feeling?
00:13:25Very annoyed and aggravated.
00:13:28About the night.
00:13:29With Huda, to be honest, not towards you or anything.
00:13:34Like, I'm not upset with you because...
00:13:37Regarding the Huda thing, like, yeah, I gave off.
00:13:41I was enjoying it and all that.
00:13:43But I just went along with it.
00:13:45It's a challenge, but I definitely thought it was crazy.
00:13:48But I definitely felt a little hurt, you know, with you and the whole doubling back situation.
00:13:53Like, to me, it was unnecessary.
00:13:55That shit pissed me off.
00:13:56And that's me being all the way real with you.
00:13:58Oh, of course.
00:13:59And don't get me wrong, I'm all into a friendly competition and shit like that.
00:14:02But, I don't know, I ain't fuck with that.
00:14:05That's a hard thing for me to watch.
00:14:08I sent a person home knowing I still felt our connection was stronger.
00:14:13You come back and you still looking to keep exploring.
00:14:17Okay.
00:14:18Well, I mean, I'm glad that you told me that.
00:14:20I just want you to know that my intention wasn't to double down on what it was I thought
00:14:26I was feeling or anything specifically to it being Chris.
00:14:30It was just like, okay, this is someone I made a connection with.
00:14:33If I'm going to kiss anyone, that's who I'm going to kiss.
00:14:36That's it.
00:14:37That's just as far as it goes.
00:14:38Like it really wasn't a thing of like trying to prove a point or anything.
00:14:45What are you thinking?
00:14:48It's hard for me to believe that.
00:14:57I feel you're an intentional person and that seemed mad intentional to me.
00:15:03Yo, are you serious right now?
00:15:05Like I literally just watched you tonguing down every single person in the room and giving
00:15:10a big ass fucking show, but you don't have nothing to say about that.
00:15:13But you do have something to say about, Oh, I circled back for a two second kiss.
00:15:17Like, are you serious right now?
00:15:19Um, excuse me.
00:15:20I told you I'm exploring this person.
00:15:22What is the confusion here?
00:15:24I can't explain it to you any differently.
00:15:26I can't force you to believe what I'm saying.
00:15:29Like, I don't know, that shit is, it's, it's a lot for me, that's all.
00:15:44Hey girl, this rice shit was good.
00:15:48I'm something to give me a little toasty.
00:15:52Oh, ham and cheese.
00:15:59Am I a terrible person?
00:16:04Why don't you say you're a terrible person?
00:16:06It was a little much.
00:16:10I'm coming back for my toasty.
00:16:13What happened to me?
00:16:18What happened to me?
00:16:20What, Ryan, what happened?
00:16:27Conversation went wild.
00:16:30No, we didn't talk.
00:16:31She didn't want to talk to you?
00:16:33She said she don't want to talk to you?
00:16:37Really?
00:16:39You good?
00:16:42I'm so sorry, I did not mean to do that, I promise, no, no, you're fine, I deserve that in a minute.
00:17:04After tonight's challenge, a lot of the Islanders are going to bed angry and resentful, I mean say
00:17:11what you want about this show, it's great practice for marriage.
00:17:19Basically he pulled me for a chat, like you want to let me know that he's upset
00:17:23and in his head about me kissing the man twice because earlier today I tell him how I want to
00:17:27explore that. It's giving, I don't know why you're mad but now I'm mad because you're mad, thank you.
00:17:41Are you stuck? Yeah, freaking rose to the rooftop.
00:17:59You're handling this with so much grace. I have to. Fuck. Like, I'm gonna crash, I know that's
00:18:05probably how you do it. No. No offense. No, you fucking ratted me out.
00:18:11It hurts a little more, every time I cry when I'm just so bored.
00:18:18And why, why am I so dissatisfied now?
00:18:26Why, why, why am I so dissatisfied now?
00:18:42Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
00:18:46Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
00:18:49It's the taking shots, doing chances.
00:18:54It's the making drunken mistakes.
00:18:58Let's go, let's go.
00:19:01It still hurts you tomorrow.
00:19:04It wasn't meant to be, yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:19:08Oh, oh, oh, oh.
00:19:10Oh, oh, oh, oh.
00:19:12It's a new, new, new, new, new, new, new, new day.
00:19:18Yeah, that shit was not it.
00:19:19It shouldn't have happened last night.
00:19:22So don't you take a dream.
00:19:24No need to carry out what we started.
00:19:28If it's not working, I'll watch this live.
00:19:31See, chill, so a new, new, new day.
00:19:35Oh.
00:19:39The flowers.
00:19:40I'm so rude.
00:19:42Oh, boy.
00:19:43You're so sweet.
00:19:46That is super, thank you.
00:19:47Okay.
00:19:57Here you are.
00:19:58Ooh.
00:20:00Look at the presentation.
00:20:01It's so nice.
00:20:02Yeah.
00:20:03Yeah.
00:20:04Yeah.
00:20:05Yeah.
00:20:06No.
00:20:07Okay.
00:20:08Damn.
00:20:09Fuckin' A.
00:20:19Maya's so bad, bro. She's flat.
00:20:22She's definitely fine.
00:20:24And she had a big heart, which I really like.
00:20:26I'm gonna have a chat with her today.
00:20:28You should, bro. That kiss was nice, yeah?
00:20:30Last night?
00:20:31There was definitely something there.
00:20:32I think I said I've been waiting for this one.
00:20:39How are you doing, Huda?
00:20:42How are you, baby girl?
00:20:44Did you speak to her this morning?
00:20:46No. I'll wait until she comes to me.
00:20:48Okay.
00:20:49Because I already tried to pull her in.
00:20:50She doesn't want to talk to me.
00:20:51I feel like y'all can figure out a way to move past it.
00:20:54I don't hate her. I'm not trying to take her man.
00:20:56This just happened with Chris, basically.
00:20:58She was interested in him in casa,
00:21:00but I was also interested in him in casa.
00:21:02Mm-hmm.
00:21:03And I brought him back.
00:21:04So it's like, I get it.
00:21:05She probably thinks, like,
00:21:06oh, this girl just keeps stealing the men that I like.
00:21:08That's not how I move, though.
00:21:09Yeah, no.
00:21:10How are you and Chris?
00:21:11Like, we were great.
00:21:12Everything's great.
00:21:13And then this morning,
00:21:14he gave her two pancakes and gave me one.
00:21:16Gave her a flower and gave me none.
00:21:18So I'm like...
00:21:19Ooh.
00:21:20Oh, no.
00:21:21I was like, you gave her two pancakes and gave me one?
00:21:23Yeah.
00:21:24Like, brother, I never want to get out there.
00:21:26It's the flower.
00:21:27It's the flower for me.
00:21:28The flower.
00:21:29It's the flower.
00:21:30It's the flower.
00:21:31It's the pancakes.
00:21:32It's the flower.
00:21:33I didn't want to be pissed off,
00:21:34but I was kind of, like, irritated.
00:21:36We sit right fucking next to each other.
00:21:39Why are you doing the most in front of my face like that?
00:21:43Like, that's weird.
00:21:44But you know what?
00:21:45Fuck it.
00:21:47You wanted a game plan?
00:21:49I think, like, Zach, Ryan, Austin,
00:21:52that's three people that you need to pull.
00:21:54That's cool.
00:21:55One thing about me,
00:21:56y'all know I'm going to explore some shit.
00:21:57I mean, and also, I mean, we're missing a big one here.
00:21:59What happened?
00:22:00Taylor.
00:22:03How do y'all feel about that?
00:22:06Oh, bitch, that's you?
00:22:08Oh, shh.
00:22:09I got a tag!
00:22:15Sierra and Nick,
00:22:16it's time to put the wheels in motion
00:22:18as you're going on a date.
00:22:20Please get ready to leave the villa.
00:22:22Nick and I are going to be leaving the villa today.
00:22:29I'm going on a date.
00:22:31I'm going on a date.
00:22:32I haven't been on a date in so long.
00:22:35Guys!
00:22:36Are you kidding?
00:22:37I'm so happy.
00:22:38Are you?
00:22:39Guys, you have to help, girl.
00:22:40Sierra, ready for the date.
00:22:41Let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go.
00:22:45Let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go.
00:22:48I'm going on a date.
00:22:50I'm going on a date.
00:22:52Woo!
00:22:54I'm feeling overwhelmed.
00:22:55All my boys know that I've been waiting for this for so long,
00:22:58and this has come at, like, the perfect time.
00:23:01I think the one thing I needed to cut to that, like, closure point was, like,
00:23:05one, it was a date, because we had never been on a date before.
00:23:08So, like, this, for me, is, like, music.
00:23:10Yeah.
00:23:11See how it goes.
00:23:12Guys, I'm so nervous.
00:23:14Oh, yeah.
00:23:15Finally.
00:23:16Right.
00:23:17The day has finally come.
00:23:19Make babies, make some love, and take some pictures.
00:23:23I can absolutely not wait.
00:23:25Like, I'm kind of nervous.
00:23:27I have all these butterflies in my stomach, and I don't know what to expect,
00:23:30but I know once I get down there and it's just him and I,
00:23:34then it'll just be blissful.
00:23:36Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey
00:24:06Oh
00:24:15My gosh, I'm gonna have a little picnic
00:24:17I love it
00:24:33Holy shit, big hill, big hill. It's Horta Fiji. We need the polka dot jersey
00:24:40Come on champ, pick it up. I need an e-bike
00:24:44Look at this view. I'm not talking about the ocean
00:24:57Ah
00:24:59Yay
00:25:01This is so sweet
00:25:04I think when I told you that my ideal date would be a picnic. It was more like a
00:25:08Dream that I never knew would happen
00:25:10And here we are
00:25:11Are you saying I'm your dream girl? Basically
00:25:15Whoops
00:25:18Sorry
00:25:28The last few days has been weird and to say the least last night
00:25:33I think I was having like the best night ever and
00:25:36It came to that point where it was elan elan's turn to you know pull you and I was so upset like mad honestly
00:25:45Are you?
00:25:46Triggered because it's like an ego thing or is it anything like is it because that you have these feelings for me?
00:25:52I definitely think it was like this
00:25:54Protective like feeling that I had
00:25:56Coming into this experience I had a lot of trust issues from my previous relationships
00:26:03And the kiss with elandria
00:26:06I think like
00:26:08It makes me uncomfortable to think about it after marinating on it a couple days. I'm almost like
00:26:14Do I feel like they needed to take it that far to figure that out you know and
00:26:19Yeah, like how would you have felt if it was taylor and I in the opposite position?
00:26:26That's kind of a good like comparison like I do get that it's your best friend and I'm sorry that it was but I think
00:26:34After that it gave me so much more clarity on like the relationship that I wanted with you
00:26:39Who does upset with her man about pancakes am I getting deja vu?
00:26:50Who does upset with her man about pancakes am I getting deja vu?
00:26:55Good morning
00:26:57Rise and shine
00:26:59Talk to me
00:27:01And this morning
00:27:06Thanks so much for the breakfast
00:27:08You're welcome
00:27:09Um
00:27:10I mean you gave her two pancakes and gave me one and I gave her a file and gave me none
00:27:15You know I apologize for that and I didn't make it I didn't mean to make it seem like she got more out of it than you
00:27:21You feel like the side hoe
00:27:24Because it's like okay you're clearly showing favoritism I don't like that
00:27:27Favoritism?
00:27:29I was like damn
00:27:30Then I was like all right cool
00:27:32A side hoe?
00:27:33That's how it felt
00:27:33I've been having a hard day anyway until I kind of just added to it
00:27:39I know I'm sorry
00:27:40I feel very left out today
00:27:42I'll be sure
00:27:43That is
00:27:45My fault
00:27:45Yeah
00:27:46Is there anything you need from me that I could help out with?
00:27:51No
00:27:51You sure?
00:27:53No
00:27:58I know
00:27:59I got you
00:28:00I just want to fix things with her already
00:28:03No I get you
00:28:03But I'm giving her her space
00:28:07Just give her space I'm sure she'll come around
00:28:09Yeah
00:28:12Like if I was ugly would it make it better?
00:28:17No
00:28:20It just looks sexy you know what I mean?
00:28:22And you chose somebody that she was interested in
00:28:26You're not the bad guy in this situation
00:28:28Motherfuckers just got their feelings hurt
00:28:30Over something that just looked really sexy in my opinion
00:28:36You know what I mean?
00:28:37But just apologize for making her feel that way
00:28:39Even though you didn't do shit wrong
00:28:41Just apologize for making her feel that way
00:28:47Things are clear as far as like who my
00:28:51The person that I want to get to know most is
00:28:53Which is Shelly
00:28:54But I'm gonna have to figure some shit out for sure
00:28:57Because my connection with Huda is getting stronger
00:28:59I will say that
00:29:04What were you expecting to get out of this experience?
00:29:07Like were you expecting to be this far deep into a situation?
00:29:12I really like just came in with like
00:29:14All right I'm just gonna have fun
00:29:15But I'm like so happy with like what I found and
00:29:18For me I feel like after we had sex and we were intimate
00:29:23I knew that like there wouldn't be anyone else in this villa
00:29:28That I wanted to pursue in that way
00:29:32No one makes me feel the way that you do
00:29:34And I feel like with you it's just been so easy
00:29:36And just like the energy that you you know you bring
00:29:40I think you're like you're radiant
00:29:42It's gravitational
00:29:43Gravitational
00:29:44Yeah
00:29:45And I like doing things together with you and not alone anymore
00:29:50Every time you take my hand
00:29:53Can you tell I'm praying
00:29:56You won't stop looking at me like that
00:30:00This feels like the outside
00:30:01Yeah it makes me scared
00:30:04But also excited for how things will be on the outside
00:30:07Like there's so many little things that we get to do together
00:30:10Like driving in a car together
00:30:13I don't know what your Spotify playlist looks like
00:30:15I don't have your phone number
00:30:17Like do you text in all lowercase?
00:30:19Like what emojis do you use?
00:30:21Like what's going on you know?
00:30:23I feel like this is just one percent of like
00:30:26So many percents that we can have together
00:30:29So
00:30:29I wouldn't know
00:30:33How to let you go
00:30:36I guess what I'm getting at is that
00:30:38This is where I want to like formally ask you if you'd like to be closed off with myself
00:30:51I want to be with you
00:30:53I only want to be with you
00:30:54I feel like I only have eyes for you
00:30:57I would like to formally accept the offer
00:31:01Every time you love
00:31:04Every time you take my hand
00:31:07Can you tell I'm praying
00:31:10You won't stop looking at me like that
00:31:17Don't stop looking at me like that
00:31:23Don't stop looking at me like that
00:31:30Alandria is either talking about her love life
00:31:33or predicting what Dora the Explorer would say
00:31:36if she came out of retirement in 30 years time for a reboot
00:31:42Back to exploring
00:31:43Who thought I would be here?
00:31:44Right
00:31:45I think that's where people get so hung up here
00:31:46It's like
00:31:47Yes I guess you find your person
00:31:48But it's just like
00:31:49You have to test it
00:31:50Yeah
00:31:50But even with me feeling so strong about my connection
00:31:54So today I am deciding to give Zach another go
00:31:58Zach K did come
00:31:59Which I'm like in full support of that being that you know
00:32:03He did choose you in the recoupling
00:32:05Exactly
00:32:05So you guys had great conversation already
00:32:07And I loved the conversations with Zach
00:32:09Yeah
00:32:09I was actually every time we talked we always like
00:32:11Oh we gotta put each other to some more
00:32:12Like we would stimulate each other's minds so much
00:32:14And we had so much in common even by being raised on two different sides of the world
00:32:18It was insane
00:32:19As long as he's open
00:32:21You're open
00:32:21Like it's definitely a thing to explore
00:32:23No 100%
00:32:24I'm not just finna only explore Taylor
00:32:26I'm exploring other people too
00:32:28And I'm going to put way more effort into these new connections
00:32:30Because I can't put too much effort into Taylor
00:32:31Because it's like
00:32:33You see where that
00:32:34You know what I mean
00:32:37Can I get my ball real quick
00:32:38Hi
00:32:39You know what
00:32:40Hell yeah
00:32:40You know I got you always
00:32:42And you got me
00:32:43Mm-hmm
00:32:43Forever
00:32:44Ever, ever, ever
00:32:45Mabuki, love you
00:32:48Love you babe
00:32:53So where your mindset at this morning
00:32:56This Huda situation
00:32:57Um I mean with the Huda thing
00:32:59I just feel like it was disrespectful
00:33:01A line has to be drawn
00:33:02Like I don't feel like that's right
00:33:06So I think between you and I
00:33:09Our conversation was just more so of
00:33:11I guess boundaries
00:33:15Because not every single person needs to have a 10 minute make out session
00:33:19That's so just sensual and passionate and stuff
00:33:21Like last night even when I kissed Chris I didn't go in
00:33:24It was just like okay we kissed for a little bit
00:33:26When I went back the second time after I'm standing there going up and down the freaking aisle
00:33:30With everybody I'm still watching you all up in the thing like this
00:33:33Like of course I'm like okay you know what
00:33:35Fuck that but I'm just saying that just use your better judgment to know what is crossing a boundary
00:33:40Okay I that doesn't make you in the right either
00:33:42And I'm not saying I'm in the right
00:33:44But you kind of are though
00:33:45No I'm not saying
00:33:47Like you're excusing what you did and you're not taking ownership for it in my opinion
00:33:50I made it quick and I kept going I did not do all that like
00:33:53It doesn't have to be all that that's all I'm saying
00:33:55So then that comes to the conversation again of the whole closed off thing
00:33:59I don't understand how you're able to tell me I feel some type of way about you kissing a whole bunch of people
00:34:04Knowing the shit don't mean shit
00:34:06But then also you're going to do and actually form a connection with somebody outside the challenge
00:34:11That doesn't make sense to me
00:34:12You wanted to be open to exploring I said okay I'm going to be open to exploring we could do that
00:34:17A connection was formed but you're comparing me sitting down having a conversation with somebody
00:34:21To you kissing every fucking person in the room and I'm supposed to sit here and be like
00:34:25Oh that's not crazy but this is crazy
00:34:26But you're doing the same thing too
00:34:28I'm talking though
00:34:32I feel like I'm not being hurt I'm not feeling understood
00:34:38I feel like two steps forward four steps back
00:34:42I don't know we're not finding the common ground which is is
00:34:46pissing the hell off of me
00:34:48Setting aside boundaries for somebody I feel like
00:34:51I got to feel like we are in a place to where we're working to be closed off I don't feel like we're in that place
00:34:58And if you want it, you got it, you'll get it, you'll know it tonight
00:35:06I guess we'll talk later
00:35:10Okay
00:35:11And if your heart is still open and I hope you show it tonight
00:35:17I know I'm not the one that I longed for
00:35:41Welcome back to Love Island USA
00:35:43Oh fun fact about Elan, he actually went to spy school but got kicked out after about four hours
00:35:50Apparently he was their worst ever student
00:35:53So how you feeling about Zacco?
00:35:56How's that going?
00:35:57I feel like his priority is just like to make friends here
00:36:01And like he had all day to like talk to me
00:36:04Or like pull someone to get to know them on a one-to-one level
00:36:08Yeah
00:36:09And he hasn't he just been like focusing on like
00:36:12The friendships
00:36:12Talking to the guys and friendships
00:36:14Yeah
00:36:14And it's just like just making me question his intentions
00:36:17What are you here for?
00:36:18You know?
00:36:18Yeah, I get you
00:36:23Same bro
00:36:23What you doing?
00:36:25I'll be honest with you
00:36:27I overheard a conversation with Chris and Amaya
00:36:32And she kind of felt some kind of way about the fact that you didn't pull anyone for chats today
00:36:37She wants to feel like you're in it for the right experience
00:36:39Which means either pulling her for chats or pulling other girls for chats
00:36:43It's just one of them in it like what you want me to do like
00:36:45Just putting that on your radar so you're aware
00:36:52Earlier I gave Ace a Rubik's Cube and now Taylor's checking in to see how it's going
00:36:57Like just when you think you're making progress
00:37:00Nah
00:37:02It's like damn now I feel like did I make the wrong decision sending somebody home?
00:37:06Did I?
00:37:07Because I'm not feeling confident in the fact of
00:37:11You all about me, I'm all about you
00:37:13I know where I stand
00:37:14I know I'm confident
00:37:15I know I care about this person
00:37:17I know I don't want to see this person with anybody else
00:37:20Now you're telling me I'm feeling some type of way when I see you do this
00:37:23During the challenges
00:37:24I feel some type of way when you're trying to form an actual intimate connection outside of it
00:37:28Fuck a kissing challenge
00:37:29Because none of that shit is going to translate outside
00:37:32But I feel like you're bringing that outside intimate connection into the challenge
00:37:36That's where I have a problem
00:37:38It was just going around in circles
00:37:41Just
00:37:41Are we feeling the same thing?
00:37:48I'm not talking about love
00:37:51I mean do you even like me?
00:37:53I'm just
00:37:58I'm not enough for her
00:37:59And that's
00:38:01It's frustrating
00:38:03You know
00:38:03I really do care about her
00:38:05But
00:38:06I'm putting
00:38:08Effort into something
00:38:09And I'm not getting it back
00:38:10And
00:38:13It's
00:38:14It's
00:38:14It's rocky
00:38:17What's your
00:38:18What do you think your plan is
00:38:21Moving forward?
00:38:22I would say I don't know
00:38:24When y'all do make it past this
00:38:26I feel like
00:38:27Then that'll be your strong point
00:38:31Going forward
00:38:32But it's just the
00:38:34Getting through this part
00:38:35Which is
00:38:35The hard part
00:38:36The absolute hard part
00:38:39But whenever that do happen
00:38:43Y'all going to be a'ight
00:38:45I mean do you even like me?
00:38:48Sometimes I feel like I don't know
00:38:52Do you say it just to spite me?
00:38:54Alain is discussing his chances with Sierra
00:39:04While sat under that towering Fijian pine
00:39:08The man is quite literally barking up the wrong tree
00:39:12The last chat that's here and I had was basically like
00:39:15Hey we don't know what's going to happen with this recoupling
00:39:18But I told her my intentions and my energy is fully set on you
00:39:20Yeah
00:39:21Yeah
00:39:21So we have that conversation
00:39:22I'm like all right cool
00:39:24Obviously we come back here
00:39:26And then since then I haven't gotten to have a chat with her
00:39:29And so like you know part of me is like okay
00:39:31If we haven't talked I need to go off of the last time we spoke
00:39:34To be like brutally honest with you bro
00:39:37She's on a date right now
00:39:39I think the last thing she's thinking about
00:39:41Is having chats with anybody else here
00:39:45It really does feel like I've been kind of ghosted in real life
00:39:49And usually when you're ghosted
00:39:51You never have to see that person again for the most part
00:39:52Or maybe you run into them randomly
00:39:55But here you see that all around the villa every day
00:39:58And it does definitely feel like a loss
00:40:00I do care about her
00:40:02I hate to see you like beat yourself up
00:40:05Or keep putting energy into something that's just like
00:40:09It's flying away from you
00:40:10It's already flown away
00:40:11I just wish like right as she knew she fucking told me
00:40:14Hey
00:40:15Wow look who's back
00:40:19How did it go?
00:40:19What's up? What's up?
00:40:21Nick is back
00:40:22Hey guys
00:40:23Hi
00:40:24It's us Nicky
00:40:24Hi
00:40:25Hey
00:40:26Hey
00:40:28Hey
00:40:30They're back
00:40:32I got to be honest watching Sierra and Nick return from their date
00:40:39In that moment while I'm having the conversation felt like a little bit of a punch in the gut
00:40:45How was your date?
00:40:46You're so happy
00:40:46It was good bro
00:40:47Oh my gosh first of all I miss you guys
00:40:49You did
00:40:49I thought you were so happy
00:40:53Yes
00:40:53What happened?
00:40:54What happened?
00:40:55Okay
00:40:56Okay
00:41:00Okay
00:41:00Let me just say this
00:41:01So one of the first chats that Nick and I had I was like
00:41:04Okay like if we were on the outside what's kind of like your dream date scenario
00:41:07And he was like something adventurous like in nature picnic blanket just like maybe like an ocean view
00:41:15We walk out today and there's two little bikes waiting out there for us
00:41:20Oh my gosh
00:41:22Do a little bike and it has a picnic basket and a picnic basket
00:41:25No way
00:41:27That was like the most like wholesome thing I've done in a long time with any kind of girl like
00:41:31They're like little sandwiches and like little like silver spoons and shit
00:41:35Did you have some champagne?
00:41:36Yeah
00:41:37Champagne
00:41:38Yeah
00:41:39Yeah
00:41:39Yeah
00:41:40The craziest thing was like I was expecting it to be like this high adrenaline thing and but
00:41:45I'm so glad that it was like this little intimate moment together and like that was the coolest part
00:41:50We just sat on this picnic blanket overlooking like the most amazing view and just had the most like
00:41:56The deepest conversation we've ever had just about what we were expecting to find when we came in here
00:42:00And how like each of us have just surpassed it times 10
00:42:04He was just like it's very clear to me that like you are the only person in here for me and like
00:42:09I only have eyes for you
00:42:11He's just like it's you I want you like let's do life
00:42:15Oh my god
00:42:17And we just like chopped it up about you know everything that's been happening and like all the all the feelings that you know
00:42:22We've had for each other and uh oh did you
00:42:33So we closed things off
00:42:35We did it we closed it we closed it
00:42:53Look how big he's smiling over there
00:42:56Yes Nicky Pooey
00:42:58Yes
00:43:03He's so cute
00:43:04Were you nervous?
00:43:05Hella hella hella
00:43:08Bro I'm so happy for you bro
00:43:10Nah it was so cool bro
00:43:12Seeing him so happy and just be proud of who he's with and not care about talking to anybody else
00:43:18I'm like damn
00:43:21I wish that was me
00:43:23I just feel so happy
00:43:33Just feel so happy
00:43:34It feels good
00:43:46Welcome back to love island usa
00:43:47Alain is finally speaking to nurse Amaya
00:43:49He's been wanting to speak to her since casa
00:43:51But he was waiting to see if his insurance covered it
00:43:57So i've been like wanting to pull you for a chat i didn't have the opportunity to do it back in casa
00:44:01But i wanted to like talk to you get to know you a little bit better
00:44:03Yeah for sure
00:44:05Okay so i'm from new york
00:44:08I've been a nurse for about four years now
00:44:10And does your whole family live in new york
00:44:12Yeah i am really big on quality time with my family
00:44:15So we were stargazed a lot and i know there's only one moon in the world
00:44:20Well hopefully like we never know in outer space
00:44:23But whenever i do miss my family i look up and that would just bring me so much sense and peace
00:44:30Knowing that my mom and my brothers and sisters are looking up too
00:44:34Oh that's so cute
00:44:35It's so fucking cute
00:44:36Family to me is really important especially because my family is not a large family that's like close by
00:44:40Um both my siblings decided to explore like moving to new cities my sister moved to belgium
00:44:46In germany?
00:44:47Uh in uh no brussels in belgium belgium's like uh one of the countries
00:44:52Oh wait okay first of all first of all i'm so sorry i'm bad with mass obviously
00:44:56Honestly like i barely knew that was a thing until i helped her move in and i was like oh okay
00:45:00Wait like the paint like the waffles
00:45:03Yes exactly
00:45:04Oh wow
00:45:05Okay okay
00:45:06It's a really small country just north of france
00:45:07That's beautiful
00:45:08Watch you staring can't get enough of me
00:45:12Oh for those wondering i got the costumes back to my gran's nursing home
00:45:17And the mixer was a smash hit
00:45:19Although the heart rate challenge did send three residents to er
00:45:26I don't even want to put makeup on tonight
00:45:29Well you don't have to impress nobody anymore so you got your man
00:45:33Hearing that uh nick and sierra closed off it's the closure like i needed to
00:45:39You focus all my energy in the right places i'm glad you're not letting that knock you down
00:45:44Know that you're too much you cross the line that i drew and you're not mine
00:45:49Obviously with me and the Maya things things are going great whatever but then as the day goes on it's just getting a bit more sour and sour
00:45:55He could be a little bit more gentleman like it's making me just want to talk to other people more
00:46:00While he is figuring out his shit i'm going to be nurturing my new connections
00:46:16Are you guys all still open yes i'm very open
00:46:19But i'm enjoying me and chris's pace that we're going right now
00:46:22I actually like him
00:46:34Fun fact fact fans andrena used to have a job writing exam questions but she got fired
00:46:41Because the multiple choice was always too easy okay how you feel you're good or you're good
00:46:49Yeah i'm good how's how's your day been i don't know even today like i didn't talk to brian
00:46:54Yeah i was gonna ask you kind of it's kind of like weird okay why is that i don't know if there's
00:47:01Like something missing i don't know if he feels some type of way after the challenge okay
00:47:06Like i like him i know he likes me but i don't know if i need more time or it's just not it
00:47:12Have you spoken to him about it um no i mean i i wanted to today but we haven't taught and then
00:47:18I chose to pull you for a shot instead of him which is which is making things probably worse
00:47:25But i just wanted to know like how you feeling like how would it be if
00:47:30You or we want to explore our connection because obviously we already have connections um
00:47:35Um and kind of just say like look like you're an amazing girl but like i just want to see things
00:47:42Through with grayson yeah i don't like the whole playing limbo with everything you know going back
00:47:46And forth yeah because then at that point nobody's gonna get the real me and then yeah okay i respect
00:47:52That thank you i appreciate that i think he friend's sown me which hasn't happened in a long long time
00:47:58So i feel a little offended i'm not gonna lie
00:48:00Zac's decision to couple with Amaya over Alandria nearly got Alandria sent home thank god it didn't
00:48:06Because then Alandria would have been dumped and Zac would have forever been known as that
00:48:11English bloke who got Alandria dumped
00:48:14I was like i was a bit nervous trying to speak to you really i could tell and i was like oh i don't
00:48:18What it was is like that like when i was kind of walking on eggshells like you every time i look
00:48:21up like we'll make our kind of take a little bit i think it's when you i think it's when you was leaving
00:48:25you know i was like i was like oh let me just speak to you real quick yeah you're like save your
00:48:29words i was like damn okay girl yeah have you ever had a girl say something like that before
00:48:35i mean like damn i'm a fucking i just met you 24 hours ago like i can't be really be tripping you
00:48:40know yeah i had too much going on in that moment you know what i'm saying like i'm dealing with
00:48:46because at that moment i'm thinking i'm gonna get dumped from the island then i'm like oh my gosh i'm
00:48:51not even gonna get to think about it taylor like i'm processing all this i was like i know my word
00:48:55when you speak to him how do you feel i feel good but it's just like i just i don't know did you
00:49:00ever feel like what did i do wrong no i know i didn't do anything wrong because like as women
00:49:06we can think like oh we're loving the man the correct way we're doing right by the man sometimes
00:49:09y'all just don't feel fulfilled i'm gonna continue to explore like i did when i was with taylor all it
00:49:13takes that one conversation with that person to switch your mindsets like it's so crazy how fast
00:49:17it can happen how can you think like that and i think like this like my connection with you is so
00:49:21strong just by that one conversation do you know what i'm saying yeah and that's why obviously that
00:49:25decision for me was so tough within my year today we're not really spoke obviously i still really
00:49:29think she's a great girl and i'm hoping you know tomorrow i feel a little bit different but as of
00:49:33today large i was keeping my distance just because like so i could think straight yeah so hopefully
00:49:38tomorrow i wake up i feel a bit different or whatever but yeah the thing is with me i'm not gonna lie
00:49:42andrea like my past relationships didn't work because so like say me and you are for dinner
00:49:46yeah so you're my partner or whatever and you see something i i did and you didn't really
00:49:50with it yeah that's what you did i think i ain't happy that and you know we're around friends and
00:49:54family whatever i ain't gonna crush you in front of everyone yeah all i'd be like don't do that like
00:49:58start making the tension and making a scene i'm that type of guy we're like yo listen we'll talk
00:50:02about it we'll get home all right okay let's go outside you know what i'm saying i'm the same way like
00:50:06if something i'm doing something that my partner doesn't like or if he's doing something i don't like
00:50:10like 100 correct me in private not in front of everybody but i dress it like i said no i don't
00:50:14like that yeah like i said i really like do really enjoy speaking to you in the way you think you're
00:50:18very smart you're clever you know you also you're like thank you so we can just keep this going you
00:50:22know what i'm saying like i said we said we're all still open i think we should continue to see
00:50:26where it goes that's the only way we will know if certain things is for us you get what i'm saying
00:50:30i'm glad we did that challenge yesterday though you shocked me i'm not gonna lie i've been trying to
00:50:35kiss this girl for a minute i know and i was like ah he got a kiss out of me what the
00:50:39fuck so i was like i'll pick that shit up yeah i was like what the fuck yeah so i didn't kiss everybody
00:50:44else you know yeah okay she used to i noticed that if there was a video game called impossible
00:50:49questions from your partner then clark would be the final boss let me ask you something ask away
00:50:58okay how do you think i should feel after the challenge this is a tough question do you think
00:51:17she crossed that line of going too far i want you to answer your own question first
00:51:22i think yes okay and why because she didn't have to take me to the heart at the end you know
00:51:36you feel me like that's so disrespectful to you i will say you weren't initiating any of that stuff
00:51:44so i can appreciate that thank you you're welcome wait let me ask you this
00:51:49yes so you and alandria plan on continuing to explore y'all's connection
00:51:56mm-hmm okay
00:52:00conversation with alandria i told her like the whole how you give me a different feeling than she gave me
00:52:06because she was like she was confused on like how do i switch up over just like those two three days
00:52:13and i was just like you know clark gave me a different feeling that you never gave me
00:52:19this will always be my home keep me in your arms wherever i may go
00:52:27it's like a kid feeling that you give me you know it's not like it's not like i have to be serious
00:52:34you know all the time and like i gotta you know sit up right and be on my piece you know
00:52:38like which you would just like we could just kick it and chill and vibe i hope that means you feel
00:52:44like you can be yourself though you know yeah i don't even want to call it a love triangle but hey
00:52:50i feel obviously a little awkward about it it's weird i don't deal with this in the real world
00:52:57this will always be welcome back to love island usa shelley is like a blackjack player when the
00:53:23dealer's on 10. she doesn't want to see ace so yes i was thinking about you today i love you for that
00:53:30i know you're on your date having a blast no but you know like i love you i love ace so like when
00:53:37there's trouble in paradise i'm like it's heavy on my mind girl i really like if i'm being honest he
00:53:43asked me if i'm frustrated with him and at first i was like nah and i said actually no i am so i'm just
00:53:48like you know what like if he wants to have a conversation like we just need to put the
00:53:52conversations on hold and even like the huda thing like i mean i done slept on it and i still
00:53:58feel how i feel i'm curious to see what she has to say i know it'll a part of it will be apology but
00:54:04it's just like okay i feel this way yeah i feel this way and i feel like we could just be cordial in
00:54:09this space like you know we don't have to be besties or anything like i don't hate you i still love her
00:54:13a lot but it's just like and think of me knowing like what type of friends i want and that's it you
00:54:19know so i mean that conversation may not happen tonight like i said tonight i'm feeling i'm feeling
00:54:24on cruise control where it's like i don't absolutely i honestly don't think you need to give your energy
00:54:28to anyone but yourself distance is healthy in a place when you don't have a lot of it and i think
00:54:33you are entitled to do that especially when you're feeling a type of way yeah i just need a zen moment i
00:54:39just need to just be you know i don't have the energy for these individual chats not chris not ace
00:54:45not huda i've given her a chance after chance but last night was inexcusable like you are not a friend
00:54:51of mine i love you so much i love you so much let's go laugh hee hee ha ha play some games and i don't
00:54:57want to talk about none of these people no more and don't let them fuck with your energy you keep that
00:55:02shit for yourself i get a bit lonely in this voiceover booth on my own so i've adopted a new
00:55:09pet merrill the mosquito he loves hanging out in this speakeasy while i'm at work i don't know what
00:55:16i'd do without him i get it we gotta we gotta handle the population
00:55:23yeah you're a killer no i'm not hard things with you and shelly
00:55:33i am going to take a step back why because i really fuck with you and what yeah what can i not
00:55:41no i didn't say that okay well i'm surprised look i'm gonna be honest with you okay but i was never
00:55:48raised to always chase chase chase chase forever you know what i mean without getting anything in
00:55:52return with not getting the reciprocated energy i need back from shelly it has given me a little
00:55:57bit more of an opportunity just to dive deeper with huda and take that connection more seriously so
00:56:03i'm feeling really good about it actually so i will take a step back and focus on this
00:56:09because i really do fuck with you and i want to explore this okay and see where that goes you know
00:56:18love was like the stories a princess feeling lonely trapped inside a tower
00:56:29your heart beats so fast you think so yeah i'm so old your hands are so warm
00:56:40so used to leaving teardrops on the pages you want my shirt no i have to if you want to i'm asking you so i
00:56:51can get it sure i'll take it goodness gracious i have a hard time accepting things i know clearly i don't know
00:56:57why because i've never had to take care of me in my life so how you expect to have a husband learning
00:57:05how you gonna learn if you don't accept i'm trying clearly are you i am learning
00:57:15can you come back here so i'm not cool sure um i think it's really hard for me being vulnerable
00:57:21the scariest thing for me is when i start to like somebody because i'm always scared of getting hurt
00:57:26because i think that i've never had somebody not hurt me have you ever cheated yes how many times once
00:57:34why it wasn't physical it was emotional cheating you know nobody else no
00:57:44do you like facetiming yeah or do you like texting no i'm not a big texter i hate texting okay good to
00:57:50know i feel like chris is such a mature man and it truly is different than a lot of guys that i've spoken
00:57:59too i like the pace that we're going let me turn this way so i can see okay look at me
00:58:06what's your type i don't have one i always attract emotionally unstable women am i emotionally
00:58:12unstable i don't know yeah oh god he's like damn i was trying to stay away from y'all i mean you don't
00:58:21seem like it no i don't think i'm emotionally unstable
00:58:24but you're touching me and suddenly it's easy
00:58:30you look good i look good gosh golly you ready ready ready ready
00:58:40ready ready ready
00:58:53i don't need to break down
00:58:55you still found me without any smoke
00:59:00i don't have to set myself on fire
00:59:04i don't need the heart to feel your warmth
00:59:06i don't need the heart to feel my warmth cause you give me a soul
00:59:20tomorrow night
00:59:24the islanders speak up
00:59:29and stand on business
00:59:36that's