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Half of My Heart - Full Movie
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00:00:00I know what you think of him, but he's sweet. Honestly, too sweet.
00:00:05Bullshit.
00:00:06Are you cheating on me?
00:00:07Are you serious, Blake?
00:00:08You could say I'm following in your footsteps.
00:00:10I feel stupid for trusting Blake.
00:00:12Maybe you just need to find someone who matches your maturity level.
00:00:15How long have you been painting me?
00:00:17This is the first time you walked into one of my lectures.
00:00:19So you actually slept with him, your professor, who's also your ex-boyfriend's dad.
00:00:24Tell me what you want.
00:00:25I want you to take control.
00:00:27I want a club.
00:00:29Kink.
00:00:30Professor Winslow?
00:00:31Sage and I, we used to play together.
00:00:33Do you still?
00:00:34No.
00:00:34So what's it going to be?
00:00:36Pleasure or pain?
00:00:37Harder, professor.
00:00:39Let's make this official.
00:00:41I knew we used to...
00:00:42On?
00:00:43Yeah.
00:00:44He wanted to see me?
00:00:45What were you thinking, Dimitri?
00:00:47What do you want me to do?
00:00:48Is everything okay?
00:00:50You should go.
00:00:51Please.
00:00:52I am done with your blackmail bullshit.
00:00:54You're making a big mistake, Dimitri.
00:00:56All I can do is think about you.
00:00:58I love you.
00:00:58I love you too.
00:01:00Wow.
00:01:01Let me make it real simple for you.
00:01:03Choose.
00:01:04Either her or me.
00:01:05I won't be the reason your relationship with your son crumbles.
00:01:08I love you, Dimitri.
00:01:10That's why I have to let you go.
00:01:11Good.
00:01:11Damn.
00:01:12Good.
00:01:12Love you.
00:01:14Aren't you Shoulder?
00:01:22I love you.
00:01:25I love you.
00:01:25You're from memory.
00:01:25You're from memory.
00:01:26I love you.
00:01:26I like your father.
00:01:27I love you.
00:01:27I love you.
00:01:29You're from memory.
00:01:29You're from memory.
00:01:29Class is over.
00:01:42Please, professor.
00:01:47I need to be punished.
00:01:56You better not spend the night over there.
00:01:58I promise I will help you pick out an outfit as soon as I'm home.
00:02:01Okay, Ness?
00:02:02I just want to drop these cookies off.
00:02:05I want to surprise Blake.
00:02:06He's been homesick all day.
00:02:08Are they full of cyanide?
00:02:09I know what you think of him, but he's sweet.
00:02:12Honestly, too sweet.
00:02:14This fucking guy.
00:02:15King shaming you for wanting to get spanked?
00:02:17He loves me, that's all.
00:02:19He said he didn't want to hurt me.
00:02:21I have to go.
00:02:22I'll see you in a little, okay?
00:02:28Oh, shit.
00:02:32You're cheating on me?
00:02:34You have a girlfriend?
00:02:39You piece of shit!
00:02:41I'm on your way.
00:02:43You call me a slut for wanting a little dirty talk, and you hear me...
00:02:46Calm down, I can explain.
00:02:50You okay, Anya?
00:02:53She means nothing to me.
00:02:56Jesus Christ.
00:02:58Are you serious, Blake?
00:03:00You were cheating on her?
00:03:02You're surprised?
00:03:03You could say I'm following in your footsteps.
00:03:05Enough!
00:03:06Do not blame me for your mistakes, okay?
00:03:08I'll deal with you later.
00:03:09Let me drive you home.
00:03:12No, it's okay.
00:03:14I'm fine.
00:03:14I'm driving you.
00:03:29Hey, Anya, I'm...
00:03:30I'm sorry about Blake.
00:03:34It's not your fault, Professor Rossi.
00:03:38Yeah, well, I'm really starting to think that it might be.
00:03:40I just...
00:03:43I don't get it.
00:03:46He said he loved me, and then he cheated on me.
00:03:51What did I do?
00:03:54What's wrong with me?
00:03:55Hey, none of that talk.
00:03:59Okay?
00:04:00There's nothing wrong with you.
00:04:01Although right now, you do look like a sad little bunny.
00:04:09Maybe you just need to find someone who matches your maturity level.
00:04:14My son has proven that he definitely does...
00:04:17Does not.
00:04:19Oh, well, I should ride.
00:04:27Thanks for riding me to...
00:04:29Thanks for taking me to my...
00:04:32Thanks for driving me to my home.
00:04:37You're welcome, Anya.
00:04:39There are really good bones here.
00:05:00Gosh, you have so much talent.
00:05:01If you want, I could send it over to my friend who works at Ink and Print.
00:05:06Oh, my God.
00:05:08That would be incredible, Professor Winslow.
00:05:11I'll always champion female writers, and I believe in you.
00:05:15The only thing that I'm still struggling to believe is the main character's confession of love.
00:05:21It just...
00:05:21It feels a little contrived.
00:05:24Remember, write what you know.
00:05:26Maybe there's someone in your life that could help inspire that ending.
00:05:29Oh, I'm sorry.
00:05:32I didn't realize you were with a student.
00:05:36Come in, Professor Rossi.
00:05:37We're just wrapping up.
00:05:39Work on the third act.
00:05:41Remember, honesty.
00:05:43Thank you, Professor Winslow.
00:05:44She's a bright girl.
00:06:00She is.
00:06:01I'm mentoring her this semester.
00:06:04Got a promising career ahead of her.
00:06:08Speaking of promising...
00:06:09You know the rules.
00:06:15Not here.
00:06:39You know, I'd look good with some emeralds around my neck.
00:06:44I have told you.
00:06:46I am not taking on an exclusive.
00:06:49No relationships.
00:06:50Not here.
00:06:51Not outside.
00:06:55Get up.
00:06:55You know, I'm not taking on the other side of my neck.
00:06:57I'm not taking on the other side of my neck.
00:06:58I'm not taking on the other side of my neck.
00:06:59I'm not taking on the other side of my neck.
00:07:00I'm not taking on the other side of my neck.
00:07:01I'm not taking on the other side of my neck.
00:07:02I'm not taking on the other side of my neck.
00:07:03I'm not taking on the other side of my neck.
00:07:04I'm not taking on the other side of my neck.
00:07:05I'm not taking on the other side of my neck.
00:07:06I'm not taking on the other side of my neck.
00:07:07I'm not taking on the other side of my neck.
00:07:08I'm not taking on the other side of my neck.
00:07:09I'm not taking on the other side of my neck.
00:07:10I'm not taking on the other side of my neck.
00:07:11What should my name be this time, Master?
00:07:37I think I'm going to call you...
00:07:43Bunny.
00:07:53Okay, that is class for today.
00:07:55Next week we're going to be looking at Francis Bacon's Crucifixion Triptych.
00:07:59Study up in the work, please, thank you.
00:08:02Miss Renée, do you mind hanging back for a moment?
00:08:07You wanted to see me?
00:08:13Hey!
00:08:14So, uh...
00:08:16How are you doing?
00:08:20Oh, uh...
00:08:22I'm fine.
00:08:26You don't have to lie to me.
00:08:28I just...
00:08:31I feel stupid for trusting Blake.
00:08:34You've got a lot of things on you.
00:08:36But stupid is not one.
00:08:44Whose is this?
00:08:45It's beautiful.
00:08:46It's, uh...
00:08:47It's one of mine.
00:08:48The shading, it's...
00:08:49It's so unique.
00:08:50I was trying to capture the female form.
00:08:51I wanted to show the contrast between light and dark to make the image almost three-dimensional.
00:08:58You see these lines, here.
00:08:59You see these lines, here.
00:09:13I'm sorry, that was really inappropriate.
00:09:20No, no, I'm sorry.
00:09:21It was...
00:09:22It's my fault.
00:09:23Excuse me.
00:09:24And then I almost kissed him.
00:09:27Fuck off, you did not!
00:09:30I did.
00:09:31I did.
00:09:32I did.
00:09:34I did.
00:09:35Okay, I'm sorry.
00:09:36I'm sorry.
00:09:37I'm sorry.
00:09:38That was really inappropriate.
00:09:39No, no, I'm sorry.
00:09:40It was...
00:09:41It's my fault.
00:09:42Excuse me.
00:09:46And then I almost kissed him.
00:09:53Fuck off, you did not!
00:09:55I did. I know it's crazy, but he's just... he's so smart and talented and sexy as hell.
00:10:05And your ex-boyfriend's dad. And your professor. I'm not trying to yuck your young.
00:10:12Just be careful, babe. You don't want this to be some Freudian way of getting back at Blake.
00:10:25Hey, buddy. Who's class?
00:10:35What are you up to?
00:10:37Trying to text Anya, but I am pretty sure that she has me blocked.
00:10:41Don't you blame her? I mean, I still don't really understand why you would treat someone like that.
00:10:46Someone who seems like such a special woman.
00:10:49You're one to talk.
00:10:50What?
00:10:51Get off your fucking high-hours, Dad.
00:10:54You cheated on Mom. Drove her away.
00:10:57And you know how apples fall.
00:10:59What'd you expect?
00:11:24Or large enough,cal BonErchi.
00:11:29It was my sweet girl, but it was unfortunately not important as long as much.
00:11:30I'm stonken a short recent recently because of this moment.
00:11:32I'm figuring out what a girl plays.
00:11:33It feels like a good girl but I'm totally so concerned.
00:11:34And I only loved this at the same time.
00:11:35I want to be there.
00:11:36Or a GND for a while.
00:11:37I want to look at impossible.
00:11:39Maybe it was a martial art."
00:11:40I don't do it.
00:11:41I thought she would be anません.
00:11:42Uh, Blake, he left about an hour ago.
00:11:58I'm not really sure when he's going to be back.
00:11:59Uh, no.
00:12:01Um, I actually wanted to talk to you about what happened the other day.
00:12:10Yeah, well, maybe I should go and get dressed.
00:12:13You don't have to.
00:12:18Right, well, um, I was thinking that we could just forget about things and we could move on.
00:12:25What if I can forget?
00:12:32Oh, my God.
00:12:33What am I doing?
00:12:35Oh, this is crazy.
00:12:36He's your professor and your ex's dad and he doesn't like you.
00:12:40Like, he's just lonely.
00:12:41Hey, please.
00:12:57Anya.
00:12:59You painted naked pictures of me?
00:13:01I can explain.
00:13:17Girl, no. That's like Jason Bateman stuff. Or whoever the American psycho dude was.
00:13:21Yeah. Honestly, I can't stop thinking about it. About him.
00:13:28I don't blame you. He's straight up stalker-like.
00:13:31I'm not thinking about it like that. More like...
00:13:38Never mind.
00:13:39Well, I still think you should come out with me tonight instead of thinking about Professor Daddy.
00:13:43I can't. I really have to figure out this ending.
00:13:49Have a drink in my honor though, okay?
00:13:53Patrick Bateman. That's the guy I was thinking about.
00:14:01I'll be mad.
00:14:03I'll just dig a little bit.
00:14:05I can't see.
00:14:07I can't see you anymore.
00:14:09I can't really.
00:14:10I'll be back to myATE-like relationship to him.
00:14:13I can't see you anymore.
00:14:15I can't see you anymore.
00:14:17I can't see you anymore.
00:14:19I can't see you anymore.
00:14:21I can't stop thinking about you.
00:14:51I can't stop thinking about you.
00:15:19Manya.
00:15:23Manya, wait.
00:15:27I know what you saw seemed odd.
00:15:31It's just I see your face every day in my class and...
00:15:34That you decided to paint me a hundred times?
00:15:38Tell me the truth, Dimitri.
00:15:42How long have you been painting me?
00:15:46Since the first time you walked into one of my lectures.
00:15:50I used to paint all the time.
00:15:53When Blake was born, I was so young.
00:15:56I had to make some money so I started teaching.
00:16:00The point is I hadn't painted in twenty years until I met you.
00:16:06That spring, the flowers bloomed and I saw you for the first time.
00:16:13The spark, it came back.
00:16:15And then you were all I could paint.
00:16:18I started with your outline.
00:16:22And your silhouette.
00:16:24Then I started to notice more details.
00:16:26The shape of your hand.
00:16:28The flow of your hair.
00:16:30The radiance of your smile.
00:16:34Once I started painting, I couldn't stop.
00:16:40And I knew it was wrong.
00:16:42I knew that I shouldn't be doing it.
00:16:44You're my muse.
00:16:46The Camille to my Monet.
00:16:49The story that I'm writing.
00:16:53I couldn't figure out the third act.
00:16:58But when I thought about you...
00:17:03Yes.
00:17:05When I thought about you, I couldn't stop.
00:17:09Words, they just poured out of me.
00:17:14What you're saying makes complete sense.
00:17:22Please.
00:17:25Come with me.
00:17:39This is crazy.
00:17:40Yeah, I know.
00:17:41I'm your professor.
00:17:42You're my ex's dad.
00:17:43You could get kicked out.
00:17:44You could be fired for this.
00:17:45Really.
00:17:46What if we promise it's just a one-time thing?
00:17:47Yeah, that makes total sense.
00:17:48Yeah.
00:17:49I'm sorry.
00:17:50Is that okay?
00:17:51Yeah.
00:17:52Please.
00:17:53I'm sorry.
00:17:54Is that okay?
00:17:55Yeah.
00:17:56Please.
00:17:57I'm sorry.
00:17:58I'm sorry.
00:17:59Is that okay?
00:18:00Yeah.
00:18:01Please.
00:18:02I'm sorry.
00:18:03I'm sorry.
00:18:04Is that okay?
00:18:05I'm sorry.
00:18:06Is that okay?
00:18:07Yeah.
00:18:08Please.
00:18:09Well, I know the first day that's coming out.
00:18:10I know.
00:18:11You know what?
00:18:12I know.
00:18:13I don't know.
00:18:14I know what.
00:18:15You got a band.
00:18:16I know what I'm feeling.
00:18:17I you know what I'm feeling.
00:18:19You got a band.
00:18:20I know what you're doing.
00:18:21I'm feeling so yeah.
00:18:22I'm feeling so sorry.
00:18:23You actually slept with him.
00:18:25Your professor, who's also your ex-boyfriend's dad,
00:18:29who just so happens to have
00:18:30like a billion naked paintings in his home.
00:18:34It was just a one-time thing.
00:18:36We agreed.
00:18:39Sure.
00:18:40Just like Kara and I agreed never to do shrooms
00:18:42at the theme park after the milkshake incident.
00:18:45Yet what are we doing tomorrow?
00:18:53Miss Rene, tell me why a mannerist painting
00:19:05followed the Renaissance.
00:19:07It was a repudiation of the harmony
00:19:11and balance of the Renaissance era.
00:19:14Good, but that'll only get you a partial credit.
00:19:17How would I get full credit, professor?
00:19:23Did I give you permission to touch?
00:19:31Guess you'll have to teach me a lesson.
00:19:34Is that so?
00:19:47Her brain told her not to go back,
00:19:50but her body was in control now.
00:19:53Don't do it, Anya.
00:20:00You said only once.
00:20:05Fuck it.
00:20:06About that just-one-time thing?
00:20:24Wait, wait, Blake.
00:20:38He's not here.
00:20:44I haven't been able to think straight the past few days.
00:20:47Every time I close my eyes,
00:20:49all I see is your face and your body and your-
00:20:53I know, buddy, I know.
00:20:55Me too.
00:21:06Turn over.
00:21:07Tell me what you want.
00:21:19Tell me what you want.
00:21:21I want.
00:21:26Tell me.
00:21:26I want you to take control.
00:21:33With pleasure.
00:21:34With pleasure.
00:21:35I want you.
00:21:55I want you to take control.
00:21:57he cupped her face breath unsteady i love you bunny reckless ruined and knowing i'd do it all
00:22:10over again this has really taken a turn i'm impressed your boyfriend must be doing something
00:22:17right oh well actually i started seeing someone new really well sounds like you found your new
00:22:24muse is he a writer he's an artist and he's older but um i shouldn't say too much i don't want to jinx it
00:22:38bodicelli's posthumous reputation suffered until the 19th century that is when the pre-raphaelites
00:22:49discovered him and in doing so they
00:22:52they um they ushered in a newfound appreciation of his his work
00:23:01okay that is that's the end of class take a look at your papers see your grades thank you very much
00:23:10miss renee do you mind waiting a moment thank you
00:23:13you wanted to see me professor
00:23:24this is school anya what are you doing nothing
00:23:31oh you're playing with fire bunny do you like being bad is that what it is
00:23:38i don't know so what do you want
00:23:43this only works if you're honest with me and with yourself it's embarrassing
00:23:51i want you to punish me
00:23:59excuse me professor rossi i wanted to ask you about my grade on this test
00:24:06but i can come back if this is a bad time
00:24:10no no no no it's fine uh what's your question mr turner
00:24:14you you mark this as incorrect and i'd love an explanation so i can get right on the final
00:24:20ah when discussing botticelli's primavera you only noticed the presence of flora
00:24:29what you failed to remember was the work primarily celebrates venus
00:24:33and her embodiment of of love and female desire
00:24:38you missed a bigger picture mr turner
00:24:41got it thanks for clarifying professor
00:24:46so about what i said
00:24:56i want you i want every
00:25:04bit of you
00:25:06but not here
00:25:08where
00:25:10let me ravish you back at mine
00:25:16i didn't know it could be like that
00:25:26how did you get so good at this
00:25:34i've always loved the female form
00:25:39i revered it
00:25:42i've studied it for my art
00:25:46i get a lot of my pleasure observing yours
00:25:49and i also belong to a club
00:25:58like a golf club
00:26:00no
00:26:01but it is a club for special interests
00:26:04kink
00:26:06so
00:26:09what
00:26:10people have sex there
00:26:14they can
00:26:15they can
00:26:15if both people can send
00:26:19but you can also watch
00:26:21they put on live shows like bdsm or roleplay
00:26:26whatever makes you feel good
00:26:31do you
00:26:33think you would ever take me
00:26:36hey pal
00:26:49what are you doing
00:26:51i i was uh i was working out
00:26:53and your boxers
00:26:55yeah well yoga these days you know freedom of movement and all that
00:27:01that
00:27:09so uh how are you doing
00:27:12i'm all right
00:27:13i just went on a date with a girl who had
00:27:15no interest in anything other than her tiktok feed
00:27:18so there's that
00:27:21and that kind of got me thinking about what you said about anya
00:27:26she does deserve better but i can be better you know
00:27:30so i think i'm gonna try to get her back
00:27:33i'm sure that i've changed all that shit
00:27:37that's great
00:27:38did we get a parcel
00:27:46what are you doing
00:27:48uh stretching you know my my back
00:27:51the yoga maybe it's not for me
00:27:53right i'm gonna go upstairs now because you're being really weird so
00:27:56oh can you do some of your assignment
00:28:01no video games please you're getting too old for that
00:28:04no i cannot
00:28:09fuck
00:28:11oh that was close
00:28:15we run out of places to meet like this
00:28:19wow
00:28:19what about the club
00:28:32yeah
00:28:34you make me so nervous
00:28:36yes it's true
00:28:40yeah
00:28:42you make me so nervous
00:28:44are you sure you want to do this
00:28:53no matter what we said about honesty
00:28:56i'm okay
00:28:58nervous but okay
00:29:01if you change your mind you tell me
00:29:03do you understand
00:29:06i don't want you doing anything you're not comfortable with
00:29:12i can never say
00:29:14all the things you make me do
00:29:20professor winslow
00:29:25so she only came at the weekends
00:29:27am i the only one in my life that doesn't belong to a king club
00:29:30come with me
00:29:31she can't see you
00:29:42look um
00:30:02you should know
00:30:04sage and i we used to
00:30:06play together
00:30:10do you still
00:30:10no
00:30:11not since you and i
00:30:15besides
00:30:19she wanted to be my exclusive
00:30:24i guess i just wasn't interested
00:30:25you're what
00:30:27my exclusive
00:30:29it means you can only be with one person at the club
00:30:34and that one person can only be with you
00:30:38symbolized by wearing an emerald necklace
00:30:43anybody who is wearing one is strictly off limits
00:30:48lots of rules huh
00:30:50yeah
00:30:52rules are important
00:30:53they keep everybody safe
00:30:57doms and subs
00:31:00subs
00:31:03yeah
00:31:04submissives
00:31:10do you remember the other night where you asked me to take control
00:31:12mm-hmm
00:31:13mm-hmm
00:31:13mm-hmm
00:31:14well that's called power play
00:31:16it is built on trust
00:31:19communication
00:31:19honesty
00:31:24look
00:31:27i know this is a lot for you to take in right now
00:31:29okay
00:31:31so we can take this as slow
00:31:33or as fast as you like
00:31:34see this is why you're my favorite professor
00:31:41and maybe you can
00:31:45teach me about
00:31:47those next
00:32:04so what's it gonna be
00:32:08pleasure
00:32:10or pain
00:32:12how much pain
00:32:15only as much as you want
00:32:18pain
00:32:22please
00:32:34tell me what you want
00:32:38you
00:32:41professor
00:32:43well first we need a safe word
00:32:50this ensures trust
00:32:53this only works if there's open communication
00:32:58most importantly
00:33:01honesty about what your boundaries are
00:33:04it's for you and me both bunny
00:33:11um
00:33:13what about
00:33:16brushstroke
00:33:21brushstroke
00:33:24i like it
00:33:28now
00:33:30take off your dress for me and go kneel against the wall
00:33:35to
00:33:37do
00:33:50so
00:33:53uh
00:33:55what about
00:33:59What's that?
00:34:04More.
00:34:09More.
00:34:19Harder, Professor.
00:34:29Oh my God. That was the best sex I've ever had.
00:34:33I always wanted more, but Blake, he would never...
00:34:37Shit.
00:34:39Sorry, I... I shouldn't have brought him up, but... I forgot.
00:34:44Yeah, yeah, me too.
00:34:47For a moment.
00:34:50I can't help but feel I'm hurting him.
00:34:55Just by being with you.
00:34:58He doesn't care about me.
00:35:01He only cares about himself.
00:35:05Blake is the only person on you.
00:35:09His mom left him when he was so, so little.
00:35:13You know...
00:35:16He told me...
00:35:18That you cheated on her?
00:35:21I would never.
00:35:23Blake just doesn't know the truth.
00:35:26What's the truth then?
00:35:31You don't need to hear this.
00:35:33Hey.
00:35:34Hey.
00:35:35Honesty.
00:35:37Remember?
00:35:40Just put my trust in you.
00:35:44Put your trust in me.
00:35:45Blake's mom never wanted to have a child.
00:35:52A baby was too much for her.
00:35:54She wanted a different life.
00:35:58So...
00:36:00She chose that over Blake.
00:36:02Over us.
00:36:04As Blake got older, he started to ask questions.
00:36:17So I...
00:36:19I told him that the reason that his mother left is because...
00:36:23Because I was unfaithful.
00:36:29Why did you do that?
00:36:32To protect him.
00:36:36You never wanted him to blame himself for what happened.
00:36:40Blake means everything to me.
00:36:42He's half my heart on you.
00:36:44He's half my heart on you.
00:36:47Who's the other one?
00:36:51No one has been...
00:36:53For such a long time.
00:37:01I never thought I'd meet anyone like you.
00:37:04I think I'm falling in love with you.
00:37:09When you're ready.
00:37:14I know.
00:37:15It's crazy.
00:37:16There's a million reasons that I shouldn't.
00:37:18But...
00:37:19But I can help myself.
00:37:21Alright.
00:37:22Just...
00:37:24I think I should go home.
00:37:27No, no, no.
00:37:28Please.
00:37:29I...
00:37:30I didn't mean it.
00:37:31It's fine.
00:37:32Oh.
00:37:34Goodnight.
00:37:42Okay, I know you're probably sick of me talking to you about this.
00:37:45But I really don't know what to do.
00:37:47Really?
00:37:49Declarations of love from my professors don't mess me up at all.
00:37:51Then again, I'm used to it.
00:37:53Happens to me like six times a week.
00:37:55This isn't funny.
00:37:57The last person who told me they loved me turned around and cheated on me.
00:38:01How do I know he won't hurt me?
00:38:03Look.
00:38:04I know these two are literally blood-related, but they're nothing alike.
00:38:07Yeah?
00:38:08I mean, from what you've told me, Dimitri is kind, respectful, kinky as hell.
00:38:14Seriously.
00:38:15Has he given you any reason not to trust him?
00:38:18Girlie.
00:38:19Is it possible the reason you're so freaked out is because you might feel the same?
00:38:31I know.
00:38:32I know.
00:38:33I know.
00:38:34I know.
00:38:35I should've said anything.
00:38:36I didn't mean to make you feel uncomfortable.
00:38:37No.
00:38:38It scared me because I'd realized I've never felt this way before.
00:38:39I know.
00:38:40I'm sure I'd say anything.
00:38:41I didn't mean to make you feel uncomfortable.
00:38:42No.
00:38:43It scared me because I had realized I've never felt this way before.
00:38:51I have never felt this way before.
00:38:56I know.
00:38:57I know.
00:38:58I know.
00:38:59It scared me because I'd realized I've never felt this way before.
00:39:10I'm falling in love with you too, Dimitri.
00:39:14Funny.
00:39:18What's wrong?
00:39:21Let's pick this up later. Come with me to the club tonight.
00:39:24Professor Rossi, you trying to steal my mentee?
00:39:29I'm afraid it might be such a disappointment compared to you.
00:39:34No, I'm really bummed at Miss Rennie. She wanted an extension on her paper, which is granted.
00:39:40Now, if you two ladies will excuse me, enjoy the rest of your day.
00:39:43This older man you're seeing, is he from school?
00:39:56What? No.
00:39:59Right.
00:40:01Do you have new pages for me for our session tonight?
00:40:05I'm so sorry, Professor Winslow. I have to skip tonight.
00:40:10I promise I'll have them ready for our next session though.
00:40:14I have to rush.
00:40:15Thanks.
00:40:33Anya?
00:40:35Holy shit, you look amazing.
00:40:38How the hell did you get in here?
00:40:40You know Vanessa never locks the doors, right?
00:40:43You should really talk to her about that.
00:40:50Look, I've been thinking, and we should get back together.
00:40:56Blake.
00:40:58I want to apologize.
00:41:00Now's really not a good time.
00:41:03I'm really trying to learn and grow.
00:41:06My dad wasn't the greatest role model. You know that.
00:41:09I've fallen and learned patterns, but now I want to be better.
00:41:14I'm even thinking about going to therapy.
00:41:18I'm really happy you're working on yourself, and I think starting therapy is a great idea.
00:41:24But you and I are done, Blake.
00:41:28And I'm seeing someone else.
00:41:32Seriously?
00:41:34Who?
00:41:38That's really none of your business.
00:41:41Now, if you'll excuse me.
00:41:48You know, it's a small school.
00:41:52I'll find out whoever that guy is, and I'll kick his fucking ass.
00:41:56I'll kick his fucking ass.
00:41:57I'll kick his ass.
00:42:00What is that?
00:42:01Evening, Professor.
00:42:28Are you sure you're ready for this?
00:42:29We don't have to do this if you don't want to.
00:42:34I want to.
00:42:39I want the entire club to know about us.
00:42:44That I'm yours and you're mine.
00:42:50If that's the case, let's make this official on you.
00:42:57Anya.
00:43:00Anya, will you be my exclusive?
00:43:02I thought we were already exclusive.
00:43:06I thought you're mine.
00:43:13Let's kill them a show like they've never seen.
00:43:21You've been a very bad girl.
00:43:26I'm sorry, Professor.
00:43:30You've been a very bad girl.
00:43:40I'm sorry, Professor.
00:43:47You only speak when I tell you that behavior is punished.
00:43:55You know that, don't you?
00:44:05Speak.
00:44:06Yes, I know.
00:44:13Remember your safe word.
00:44:16You're in control.
00:44:21Punish me, Professor.
00:44:22Punish me, Professor.
00:44:26Punish me, Professor.
00:44:27I'm sorry.
00:44:28You're not on the other side.
00:44:29I'm so sorry.
00:44:31I'm so sorry.
00:44:32I'm so sorry.
00:44:34I'm so sorry.
00:44:35I'm sorry, Professor.
00:44:36I'm sorry.
00:44:37I'm good at bad habits, oh, one of us, one of us is gonna get hurt.
00:44:46I'm no one to trust anyone and you will see it.
00:44:50One of us, one of us, one of us is gonna get hurt.
00:44:54Oh my God, I can't believe I did that.
00:44:56That was exhilarating.
00:44:58You are amazing.
00:45:00So brave.
00:45:02You should be proud of yourself.
00:45:05I am.
00:45:05Like, I was nervous at first, but you just, you made me feel so safe.
00:45:12Like, I could do anything.
00:45:16You can, honey.
00:45:34Come on.
00:45:35So, what do you think?
00:45:42Is it strong enough for Ink It?
00:45:45I've been meaning to talk to you about that.
00:45:49I wish I had better news.
00:45:52Oh.
00:45:53What's wrong?
00:45:53My friend at Ink It decided to pass.
00:46:01They say why?
00:46:03Just that it doesn't feel truthful.
00:46:07And, unfortunately, I'm gonna have to progress with other students from now on, so I think our mentorship has run its course.
00:46:17Um, okay.
00:46:18Professor Winslow, did something happen?
00:46:27Take care of yourself, Anya.
00:46:29You wanted to see me?
00:46:49What were you thinking, Dimitri?
00:47:00A student?
00:47:04It's not like us.
00:47:06I love her.
00:47:07What do you want me to do?
00:47:12What do you want me to do?
00:47:12I love her.
00:47:29Is everything okay?
00:47:39You haven't returned any of my calls or texts all day.
00:47:42Yeah, I'm sorry. I've been busy.
00:47:48You should leave. Blake is here.
00:47:51Oh.
00:47:54You should go. Please.
00:47:59Anya?
00:48:15Blake?
00:48:17I thought you were at home.
00:48:21I just got out of class.
00:48:23What are you doing here?
00:48:24I was meeting some friends nearby.
00:48:26Do you want to come over?
00:48:29No, Blake, I don't.
00:48:33Right, the other guy.
00:48:36Look, I want to apologize about last night.
00:48:39Okay, I was drinking way too much and I was out of line.
00:48:44If he makes you happy, then I'm happy.
00:48:48You deserve it.
00:48:51I'll see you later.
00:48:52I'll see you later.
00:49:11I'll see you later.
00:49:12What? They call them throw pillows for a reason, right?
00:49:17You going to class today?
00:49:20He's ghosting you. That sucks.
00:49:24I'm not gonna sit here and mope all day. Come on.
00:49:28Where are we going?
00:49:30The moon. Let's go.
00:49:42How did you know this is exactly what I needed?
00:49:44Because I'm your best friend, and I know when you're feeling low, picking up a new book tends to help.
00:49:48True.
00:49:59Anya. Anya, wait.
00:50:02That was a pass-fail course, professor, and you just failed.
00:50:12The moon is my place.
00:50:14And you.
00:50:15I don't know if the moon is a little too old.
00:50:18Right?
00:50:19And you were just, I haven't heard of it.
00:50:21I haven't heard of it.
00:50:22The moon is very loud.
00:50:24I haven't heard of it, you have heard of it.
00:50:26The moon is very loud.
00:50:28The moon is very loud.
00:50:30Can you hear that?
00:50:32I've heard of it.
00:50:34Do you hear the moon is a little weird?
00:50:37If you have to give the moon, there's a little weird.
00:50:39I don't know where it is.
00:50:40hey what are you doing later while we were in midair my buddy threw up on the instructor
00:50:46all the way down oh hey dad look who's decided to show up hi professor rossi
00:50:53hi well i gotta take a whiz so up here back
00:51:00dad
00:51:00does this hurt good
00:51:08look on ya what you saw between me and sage is not what you think
00:51:13okay she was going to out us both to the school so i decided to her no
00:51:18look i know you want to get back at me but this
00:51:23i'm just living my life besides i have a lot of free time on my hands since i'm not writing anymore
00:51:30okay so food wise what are you thinking whatever you want
00:51:38dad you want to join us no i uh i forgot something at campus i i'm gonna head back
00:51:44go
00:51:46maybe pizza uh let's do pizza yes
00:51:55i am done with your blackmail
00:51:57bullshit you go to the administration if you want i don't care oh really that's right
00:52:01you destroyed the first pure thing that i had in my life i am done you're making a big mistake dimitri
00:52:07oh yeah well it can be worse than what's happening right now i will not be controlled by you
00:52:13i'd start packing your office then
00:52:16fuck you
00:52:26girl you can't give up on your book please there is no book anymore ness
00:52:31anya
00:52:34you really have some nerve dude i don't care look you gotta listen to me please
00:52:38okay
00:52:48look sage gave me no choice
00:52:51she had the upper hand she tried to blackmail me with photos of you and i kissing outside of the club
00:52:57she was gonna have me fired and you kicked out of school
00:53:00i distanced myself to protect you the only reason i went to see her that night was to try and convince
00:53:08her to let everything slide i wasn't going to do anything with her other than be cordial
00:53:13last night i stood up to her i told her that i was not going to play her games anymore
00:53:19after everything you said about honesty dimitri
00:53:22why didn't you just tell me this sooner
00:53:29i don't know i i need some time to think okay
00:53:34but i'm not going to be in your class anymore this semester
00:53:40yeah well i don't think that's going to be a problem anymore
00:53:43excuse me mr rossi i need you to keep moving until you're fully off the school grounds
00:53:46they fired you don't worry you can stay without any punishment
00:53:58there has to be something we can do yeah promise me you won't stop writing
00:54:04i stopped painting when blake's mom left nearly killed me
00:54:07i don't know if i can don't give up in your heart on you you'll always regret it if you do mr rossi
00:54:29yeah here's to the good days here's to the sorrows this is a mistake i know about tomorrow
00:54:45i don't want to fight no more because i don't feel the need no more no just want to make it stop
00:54:51maybe it's something in the water or maybe we just hit the end of the road
00:55:02right now it doesn't even matter it's too late not to let it go
00:55:11anya what are you doing here you ruined me what
00:55:22i can't write and i can't eat and i can't sleep all i can do is think about you
00:55:31i feel this immense guilt for getting you fired and so mad at you for lying to me
00:55:37you think i'm doing any better huh all i've been sitting around drinking all day
00:55:44beating myself up for falling for you i want to come find you i want to make love to you
00:55:51i need to tell you something the other day when you asked who the other half of my heart was
00:56:03i wasn't brave enough to tell you
00:56:04you know that half of my heart is you anya i love you
00:56:12i love you
00:56:24wow seriously
00:56:27dad sleeping with your student and in case you forgot my ex-girlfriend now i know why you got fired
00:56:37you're disgusting let's just all sit down and talk about this rationally okay talk rationally
00:56:42that is rich i don't even know why i'm surprised you've always done whatever the
00:56:49fuck you wanted without caring about anybody else just like you did with mom don't do not bring your
00:56:56mother into this okay you know my whole life my whole fucking life i felt like you've been hiding
00:57:02something from me some father figure you turned out to be you don't know the full story blake what is
00:57:10the full story then dad yeah that's what i thought you're a coward oh it's way more complicated than that
00:57:21this time it doesn't have to be let me make it real simple for you
00:57:24i choose either her
00:57:30my please for me blake can we just can we just talk
00:57:39fuck off
00:57:47oh my god
00:57:54what am i gonna do ness if i ask dimitri to choose me i'll carry that guilt around for the rest of my
00:58:03life i can't do that to him to us girl look at me i gotta tell you something
00:58:14my twin brother is a genius like a savant he got offers from every great college harvard mit you name
00:58:21it but we're like joined at the hip since birth and he knew i wouldn't get in so he applied here
00:58:27even though he knew it would be dull as fuck for him but i wasn't gonna let that genius idiot wreck
00:58:32his life for me so i snuck into his room one night and accepted his harvard offer even though truth
00:58:38be told i wanted him here why are you telling me this sometimes we have to put the needs of those we
00:58:46love over our own even if it hurts
00:59:02where are you gonna stay i'm gonna stay with mom
00:59:05what will you just hold on a minute i'm late for my flight
00:59:08perfect timing you two can finally have the house all to yourselves blake wait
00:59:23where is he going he's uh he's gonna stay with his mom this is all my fault well talk to him
00:59:32my friend's gonna be fine blake was right and if you won't choose i'll do it for you
00:59:41i won't be the reason your relationship with your son crumbles
00:59:44i love you dimitri that's why i have to let you go i love you
01:00:14go on pick up
01:00:31blake your call has been forwarded to it
01:00:35get the hell away from me
01:00:36like i'm sorry no you just go and fuck my dad to get back at me that is beyond low
01:00:51look what your dad and i had it wasn't just a fling okay it was real even if you can't see that right now
01:01:02i just ended things
01:01:09the relationship between you and your father is more important than anything
01:01:16we don't have a relationship
01:01:19not anymore
01:01:19she's not answering the phone is she your mom
01:01:30your mom's not here blake your dad is and he always has been
01:01:38then alchemy still treats me like a child
01:01:40i know there's things about my mom he's keeping from me
01:01:44you know i recently learned that the foundation of any good relationship is communication
01:01:53you should tell him that
01:01:55you'll understand
01:01:58you deserve his honesty blake
01:02:10hey anya
01:02:20i wanted to let you know that he told me everything
01:02:24that he didn't cheat on her
01:02:27i don't even know why i'm sending you this actually
01:02:29i don't know if people even listen to voicemails anymore so
01:02:32i guess just thanks or whatever and if you don't get this then just forget about it
01:02:41talk to you later bye
01:02:42hey blake car's here let's go
01:02:48look at you so you got everything you got your passport and dad
01:02:57come on are you sure you want to do this i got some i got to figure out i'm not going to be able to do it here
01:03:09but thank you for being here for me
01:03:15i love you dad
01:03:16i know
01:03:17i love you too
01:03:20you still miss her don't you
01:03:21you still miss her don't you
01:03:23no
01:03:28well yeah maybe
01:03:29you know
01:03:34i don't think i ever loved onya
01:03:38i mean i liked her sure but
01:03:42i never loved her
01:03:43not the way that you do
01:03:45i guess what i'm trying to say here is
01:03:49you give my blessing
01:03:49you mean that
01:03:54absolutely
01:03:56she's a great person
01:03:58and you are a great man
01:04:00that
01:04:02you deserve
01:04:04plus
01:04:05you know you're gonna end up getting really lonely
01:04:07and i don't want those late night phone calls at 3am again just
01:04:13hey come here
01:04:17i love you big guy
01:04:18i love you too pops
01:04:20let's go let's get out of here come on
01:04:24you take care okay
01:04:26i will
01:04:34Anya red alert it's here it's here
01:04:36and are they gonna publish it they love the new ending and they're gonna put it in their summer lineup
01:04:51wait new ending
01:04:57new ending
01:04:57new ending
01:05:03i told you once
01:05:04to once
01:05:05he said
01:05:06that my son was half of my heart
01:05:09but i was too scared to say
01:05:14you're the other half
01:05:15so much for coming
01:05:24so much for coming
01:05:26i used to be just like you
01:05:29you
01:05:29and are you trying to meet the expectations of this life
01:05:35but i wrote my own set of rules
01:05:37so she'll write your own too
01:05:40so we can feel alive
01:05:42let's get
01:05:43let's get
01:05:44lost in the night
01:05:46lost in the night
01:05:48i'm gonna be
01:05:50gonna be
01:05:51i love you
01:05:51yeah
01:05:52i love you
01:05:52you
01:05:53you
01:05:53you
01:05:53you
01:05:54you
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