We Were Liars Season 1 Episode 8

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00:00Hospital or call why did you forbid everyone from talking to me about my own fucking life?

00:04You are doing this through yourself Katie. It is your own broken brain. That is the enemy you are raging against

00:16You're leaving don't open it until your birthday next week. Okay, you know

00:20I thought you might just reinstate the no boyfriends on Beachwood rule cadence will be just fine

00:25You never liked them. Did you got an ed? Are you saying I'm racist? Watch yourself. We get hurt. I

00:32Believe in who we are who we have been for centuries. He's too far gone. Look, he's been revising his will

00:38I think he plans to leave all of it to one favored daughter or grandchild

00:43What if we made a mess so big only a Sinclair could clean it up? What if all the petty?

00:49Material things that tore our family apart. We're just gone. We could tear it down

00:53Teach harris and the moms the ultimate lesson. I remember it now. We burnt this place to the ground

01:07If you want to live where people aren't afraid of mice

01:11You must give up living in palaces

01:16Or maybe just maybe

01:19You burn the fucking palace to the ground

01:22Could you imagine?

01:24Could you imagine?

01:26I could imagine the mom's faces

01:29Guys, I mean it. Claremont's just a pile of trophies

01:32Trophies won with a bullshit unfair advantage

01:35Yeah, it's basically the seat of the patriarchy

01:38Yeah, with Harris at the head of the table

01:40Right, so if it was all gone, we'd have to start over

01:43Maybe they'd stop

01:45Maybe we'd be a family again

01:48It'd be like a purification

01:50I mean things can't get any worse, right?

01:54God

01:56This is usually where you chime in as a voice of reason

02:00It's the Sinclair house. I don't get a say

02:02Oh

02:03What you guys know I'm not even gonna be welcome here anymore

02:05Well, that's exactly why we have to do something

02:07They're tearing each other apart

02:09And us along with them

02:10Look, they need to learn

02:12They'll punish us and send us to some boarding school in the Swiss Alps

02:16No, we are so sorry that we overflowed the dishwasher

02:22And we swiped the good whiskey

02:24Then we made s'mores

02:26And watched movies at Cuddledown

02:29We watched Ferris Bueller and Sixth Sense for Johnny

02:32And then we fell asleep

02:34And we smelled the smoke too late

02:37And they wouldn't believe us, but it wouldn't matter

02:39Because

02:40People might talk

02:41Right?

02:42Yes, they would ask questions like

02:43How did the Sinclair girls screw up their kids so bad

02:48That they burned their house down?

02:50Okay, it's a genius plan, but we don't know how to do arson

02:53Okay, well we'll divide and conquer

02:54I mean, there's plenty of fuel in the boathouse

02:57I'm on a new level

02:59Something's got me feeling like I could be inflammable

03:03We have to be thorough

03:05I'll do the downstairs

03:06I'll do the east wing

03:08Fuck yeah, Mirren

03:09You just wanna see your mom's old room burn, you fucking pyro

03:12Okay, I'll cover the attic

03:15We work from the top down

03:17Gas it up, light the match, and get the fuck out

03:21And me?

03:22The boat is docked at Windermere, right?

03:27Bring the boat around, and you can be our getaway driver

03:29It'll be perfect

03:30I don't drive the boat

03:31You know that

03:32Gat

03:33What?

03:34Look, you'll be able to say

03:35You didn't see the fire start

03:37And you got us all to safety

03:39And it won't even be a lie

03:41And once the things inside are gone, their power will be gone

03:44And Harris will have to give you a big hero's welcome back next summer

03:48Ed too even

03:49We can fix this

03:51I...

03:52Fuck it, I wanna help

03:53Get out

03:54Okay, it's a big house

03:58We need it to spread fast before the fire department can get to us

04:01After I help with the arsenal, I'll get the boat over

04:04No gas in the main staircase, okay? We need a safe play out

04:06And then when the grandfather clock strikes 12, we light the match

04:11And we run like hell

04:13No matter what?

04:14No matter fucking what

04:15We run

04:16Life's forever, right?

04:18Life's forever

04:19Life's forever

04:20Life's forever

04:21Life's forever

04:22Life's forever

04:23Life's forever

04:25Tonight, we are young

04:35But it's that the world on fire

04:40We can run it up and it's strong

04:55Makes sense now

05:02I can't believe we did it

05:04The moms haven't been fighting and Gat was invited back

05:09It worked

05:11I mean it

05:12Mir, she remembers the fire is all

05:13Yeah

05:15Wait, wait, wait

05:23I'm missing something

05:25This still doesn't explain how I ended up in the water

05:29Come on, we should go get Gat

05:36All right, it'll be better

05:38Come on, baby

05:48She's gonna remember the rest

05:52Soon

05:53She's starting to piece everything together

05:55I think I get it

05:58Did we swim off the boat after the fire to celebrate?

06:02I hit my head and you couldn't find me, right?

06:04You were scared, we were drunk

06:06We just committed a felony, so you left

06:08No, no, no

06:09I understand

06:10I do

06:11I needed you to be invited back, Gat

06:14And here you are, so it's worth it to me

06:16Katie, stop

06:17We don't know how you got in the water

06:19Okay, well

06:19We told you the truth about that

06:21Well, you know something that I don't

06:22Just a little bit

06:23And it's not like we can just straight up tell you

06:26Every time people do, you just

06:28Yeah, and then you forget anyways

06:31Katie, we really want to help you

06:33We do

06:33It's just that that's not

06:34It's like every time that I get close to the truth

06:36This pain dragon crawls into my brain

06:40And it shuts me down

06:42But when we're just liars being liars

06:44The dragon gets distracted

06:45I have an idea

06:50All right, ready?

06:56Just a familiar, non-triggering, peaceful activity

06:59Choose your words carefully

07:01I prefer dirty word scrabble to trigger trauma scrabble

07:05Don't wake the dragon

07:07Who's first?

07:35When the door's forced to swallow

07:39Cheers

07:40Molotov cocktails from a summer of the Sinclair Sisters empties

07:45Poetic

07:47Kind of

07:48I'll see you in a better world

07:51I remember

07:53You and I

07:55In the kitchen

07:56Right?

08:00See you in a better world

08:02Okay

08:05We got this

08:07Hey

08:08All right

08:10No, no, no, no

08:12Here's the gas

08:15Thought it'd be easier to carry upstairs than the big red one

08:18Genius

08:19Midnight, yeah?

08:21It's a day, bro

08:22It's ironic, isn't it, huh?

08:27The Boston Sentinel

08:28The paper that started the Sinclair Publishing Empire

08:32The thing that paid for this house is what will burn it down

08:35And I know I spelled it right this time

08:44So

08:44Redemption

08:46Or whatever

08:47The plan was for you to start in the attic, right?

08:55Yeah

08:56A lot of memories up there

08:59I was so excited to torch my mother's childhood bedroom

09:14She was the worst of them all

09:16Chasing the money

09:17Coming for her sisters with the claws out

09:19Honestly, that's the only reason why I agreed to the plan at all

09:22I bet it felt good

09:24It was just a guest bedroom

09:26It's not like Grant kept a shrine to her teen magazines or expired nail polishes

09:31Maybe she never even had that kind of mess

09:33Maybe she was just always toxic positivity

09:36Perfection

09:37Anyways, Katie, I don't

09:40Is this really even helping you at all right now?

09:42Yes

09:42Okay

09:43I think so

09:44I remember some of it

09:48The smell

09:50I felt

09:51High off of it

09:54The gasoline

09:57The adrenaline

10:00I felt like a revolutionary

10:10I tried talking to my mom, to Harris, but they didn't listen

10:19So they deserved this

10:21For not seeing Gat or Ed or anyone but Sinclair's

10:25I had fallen in love with someone Harris Sinclair deemed unworthy

10:39And I needed to cleanse his hate

10:42I believed in my soul that if we tore it down, we'd be able to rebuild

10:55A fresh start for all of us

10:57A fresh start for all of us

10:58Midnight.

11:28Smoke.

11:57Smoke really stings, doesn't it?

12:02And I never realized how loud fire can be.

12:16Smoke.

12:25The dogs.

12:35No!

12:37No!

12:38I'm coming!

12:39I'm coming!

12:40My mom had given them their anxiety pills so they'd be quiet during dinner.

12:44No!

12:45No!

12:46No!

12:47No!

12:50No, no, no.

12:52No!

12:53No!

12:55No!

12:57No!

12:59No!

13:00No!

13:01No!

13:02No, no, no, no, no.

13:32No, no, no, no.

14:02No, no, no, no.

14:32No, no, no, no.

15:02No, no, no, no.

15:32No, no, no.

15:33No, no, no.

15:34No, no, no, no.

15:36No, no, no, no, no.

15:37No, no, no.

15:38I'm sorry.

15:40No, no, no, no.

15:41No, no, no, no.

15:42No, no, no.

15:43No, no, no, no.

15:44No, no, no, no, no, no.

15:45No, no, no, no, no.

15:46No, no, no, no.

15:47No, no, no, no, no, no.

15:48No, no, no, no.

15:49No, no, no, no, no.

15:50No, no, no.

15:51Well, I do miss them at strange moments

15:58Inconvenient ones always it seems and don't be sorry

16:05You were heroic

16:08A fine example, it's just that faulty wiring to blame and a

16:16Like gasp ain

16:18Hey

16:21What do you think about me and the liars coming to New Claremont to have dinner with you tonight?

16:29All of us, I mean

16:32Gat too. I think it's important. He knows he's welcome now

16:48Your 18th birthday is coming

16:50Yep, three days

16:57Yeah, time

16:59Hard to keep track of in the summer, isn't it?

17:05Yeah

17:06I've um, I've been hanging on to these

17:10I'd rather not

17:13Oh no, it's your birthday gift

17:14You just open it

17:16You just open it

17:16When you're ready

17:19Thanks

17:21See you next to the next day

17:23Perfect

17:24I knew

17:25Miss

17:26I knew

17:27I wanna see your birthday

17:29Let's go

17:43Sirens

17:44I don't know.

18:14Hey, Katie! What are you doing out here?

18:16Hey, we saw you talking to Harris. We thought we should check on you.

18:21I think he knows something.

18:26Or everything.

18:28And he gave me these.

18:30The family noose of love.

18:32How did those even survive the fire?

18:35Katie?

18:40We tried to warn you. Okay, these aren't happy memories.

18:43No.

18:44I bet you're missing your amnesia right about it now.

18:46No! I need to know.

18:49Where were you when they found me on the beach?

18:51And why didn't you call?

18:53Why didn't any

18:55of you call?

18:59Hey. Katie?

19:02Look, you're okay.

19:03Katie, Katie, you need to calm down.

19:05I'm going to be a panic attack.

19:05It's okay, she's not going to bite me.

19:07Katie, where are you going?

19:08No!

19:09I'm strong.

19:21Enough to know my own story.

19:24Katie, please.

19:39Okay.

19:42Yes.

19:42The plan was to meet at midnight.

19:51I was there at 11.56.

19:53I was ready.

19:58I was ready, too.

19:59I was about to light up my mom's old bedroom.

20:02And then I found something.

20:22My mom tried.

20:23I don't know why she couldn't just say sorry,

20:26but at least she was trying.

20:30I suddenly felt so guilty.

20:33But we had a plan.

20:36Light a match and get out.

20:37I admit, I got a little distracted.

21:01Okay.

21:07I almost didn't hear the clock, but I did.

21:30I heard it in time.

21:33It didn't even light up the mess that I made.

21:35I just, I got the hell out of there.

21:42But the smoke rose up the turk so fast.

21:52The clock struck 12.

21:54The fire had started.

21:55You were supposed to come out, light the match,

21:58and get out.

22:05Fuck.

22:06Fuck.

22:07Fuck.

22:08Fuck.

22:09Fuck.

22:10Fuck.

22:11Fuck.

22:12Fuck.

22:13Fuck.

22:14Fuck.

22:15Fuck.

22:16Fuck.

22:17Fuck.

22:18Fuck.

22:19Fuck.

22:20Fuck.

22:21Fuck.

22:22Fuck.

22:23Fuck.

22:24Fuck.

22:25Fuck.

22:26Fuck.

22:27Fuck.

22:28Fuck.

22:29Fuck.

22:30Fuck.

22:31Fuck.

22:32Fuck.

22:33Fuck.

22:34There was so much fire

22:49Maybe I got turned around

22:52I don't know

22:53Johnny

22:53I couldn't wait

22:58I had to chase you, Cadence

23:04I searched everywhere

23:08I guess I searched too long

23:12Cadence

23:14It was the newspapers, maybe

23:19Too much kindling

23:20Too much accelerant

23:27Cadence

23:28Cadence

23:29Where are you?

23:31We didn't even think about the gas line

23:33Cadence

23:35Cadence

23:36Cadence

23:37No, no, no, no

23:41No, no, no

23:43No, no, no, no

23:46No, no, no

23:49No, no, no, no

23:51We all made mistakes. And there were consequences

24:00We all made mistakes and there were consequences.

24:05Turns out we really didn't know how to do arson.

24:11Darnie!

24:17Yes!

24:22Yes!

24:30I was calling for the last time.

24:45We'd be careful if the pages in the sky.

24:53We've confirmed that Jonathan Sinclair Dennis, Maren Sinclair Sheffield, and Gatwick Patil perished in the recent house fire near Martha's Vineyard.

25:10The home of Harris Sinclair and the late Mrs. Tipper Taff Sinclair burned to the ground before the fire department arrived.

25:17Hayden!

25:19I'm fine, Mom. Relax.

25:20Why didn't you call?

25:22That night fucked me up as well, alright? That's why I can't fucking talk about it.

25:27How?

25:28Don't complain when I'm trying to make you pretty.

25:31She's already pretty.

25:35Is this Johnny's phone?

25:41Mom, why do you have my phone?

25:42Mom, just leave it alone, Mom. Please just give it back.

25:44No, I can't.

25:46Yeah, my parents took my phone. The screens make my migraines worse.

25:52Nothing that I find out will change the way I feel about you, Gat.

25:55God.

26:05Katie, tell me a ghost story.

26:08I'm fresh out. Ask Mirren.

26:11Hilarious.

26:12Dad, please.

26:13Dad, I gotta tell you this.

26:14I'm fresh out of my mouth.

26:15I'm fresh out of my mouth.

26:16Dad!

26:17Dad!

26:18Dad, please.

26:19Dad!

26:20Dad, please.

26:22Dad, please.

26:24I'm fresh out.

26:25You're so dumb, Doc.

26:26Dad, please.

26:27I'll get my life out of my life.

26:30Mom.

26:31Dad, please.

26:32Dad, please.

26:33I'll get my help out of my life.

26:35Dad.

26:36I can't get you some surprise.

26:38After you've been looking for this光,

26:39Dad, please.

26:40Hayden's?

27:10Scarra in the

27:26Don't open it until your birthday next week, okay?

27:42Katie, I wore these beads close to my heart all summer.

27:59I love you, from God.

28:18Hey, holdin' up.

28:20I feel like my heart is bleeding through my shirt all the time.

28:28That is normal.

28:30Sadness is always, uh, seeping.

28:37And your migraines?

28:42Um, I...

28:46I think I was taking too many pills.

28:49It's been hard not to take them.

28:53I think I might need some help not taking them anymore.

28:58Thank you for telling me.

29:00And I'm gonna call the doctor.

29:02And your dad.

29:05And we are gonna get you all the help you need in Vermont.

29:09Whatever happened to all ailments can be cured by salt air and outdoor exercise?

29:17Turns out that law doesn't apply to losing the great loves of your life.

29:22Trust me, I checked the rule book over and over.

29:31You're not talking about dad, are you?

29:35No.

29:36There was someone else.

29:40Uh...

29:41For a long time.

29:45And I still blamed your father for leaving.

29:52Because I wouldn't have.

29:56It is not what Sinclairs do.

30:03I...

30:05I hope that you don't hate me.

30:09For letting you blame him too.

30:14I think I was afraid that if you had the option, you wouldn't choose this.

30:19Um...

30:22Choose, uh...

30:24Me.

30:28You should know that you do have a choice.

30:31I know.

30:33Being a Sinclair is not easy.

30:35But I would imagine not being a Sinclair is much, much harder.

30:40But the choice is yours to make.

30:57Lie with me and say you love me too.

31:03Even when I wake up I can feel the last touch.

31:07I just wanna feel it all again.

31:12Now they feel like memories to me.

31:18You say it's real cause I don't wanna leave.

31:25I don't wanna wake up.

31:28I just want the last touch.

31:30And I wanna feel it all again.

31:34My Sinclair is not easy.

31:40Hi.

31:41Yo.

31:42Where have you been?

31:45Well...

31:47A tennis championship.

31:49Actually, I won.

31:50Yeah and then celebrated on the party boat.

31:53And then...

31:54that led to an orgy, which I also won.

31:57And yeah, that's where I've been.

32:00And yeah, that's where I've been.

32:02Hey, I mean it.

32:04Where were you?

32:06Before you showed up here, just now.

32:09Um, sleeping.

32:12Kind of.

32:14It's like a soft nothing, in a way.

32:18And then a...

32:20Pull.

32:21And then I'm here.

32:23I thought I'd never see you again.

32:25You saw we might be figments of your fucked up, traumatized, weird imagination.

32:30Why would you imagine a dickhead version of me who wouldn't say goodbye?

32:35Right.

32:36Because you've never been a dickhead.

32:40No.

32:45Look, um...

32:48I'm sorry about this summer.

32:51I just wanted your memories back.

32:54I just feel better and I fought so hard.

32:57I didn't want you to remember because I thought that when you did,

33:01I might go somewhere that isn't such a soft nothing.

33:06You can't believe in hell.

33:08I mean, that's just like a made-up threat.

33:10There's gotta be some sort of punishment for having everything that I had and doing nothing good with it.

33:16I'm sorry I lied.

33:19I just...

33:22I don't want to burn again.

33:27Johnny...

33:29If hell is real...

33:32I'm fucked too.

33:34You are gonna do a million good things with your life, Katie.

33:42You feel so bad about that night that you're gonna spend the rest of your life doing amazing things.

33:47So amazing that I'll have to build a new tear in heaven for you.

33:52Any heaven waiting for me would have you in it.

33:56How rare and beautiful it is to even exist.

34:14I couldn't help but ask you to say it all again.

34:20That the universe was made just to be seen by my heart.

34:27I'd give anything to hear you.

34:31You see, he's slipping.

34:33The legendary Harrison Clare.

34:36Wore two nesmatching shoes to dinner tonight.

34:40You're doing things so funny and sad at the same time.

34:44I know, but like, you don't have to rub it in.

34:47Like, that's offensive.

34:48It's rude.

34:50128.

34:51128?

34:53Okay, you didn't have to underline last that many times.

34:56But you lost.

34:58You wanna play?

35:00Maybe later.

35:03Hey.

35:05You guys okay?

35:09It's too quiet here now.

35:14Yeah.

35:17I'm over Scrabble.

35:18I'm gonna swim.

35:19Same.

35:21Race ya!

35:22No fair!

35:23I'm winning!

35:24Hi Katie!

35:25You've got a head start!

35:26I'm winning!

35:27I wish I'd been a little kinder to them.

35:43Littles.

35:45They always wanted me to teach them how to braid their hair.

35:50Make friendship bracelets.

35:58God, I'd never even talk to them unless I had to.

36:02Maren.

36:05Let me be the one to regret.

36:10You should be light as air.

36:15You should be a fucking sunbeam.

36:17Turns out I suck at being a ghost.

36:25I wanted to be excellent at it.

36:27I wanted to be excellent at everything.

36:30At my art.

36:31Sex.

36:32Grades.

36:34At being best in Claire's daughter.

36:37Maybe that's where it all went wrong.

36:40Between us.

36:42You know, maybe if we'd just let each other be messy,

36:44sometimes we could've actually seen each other, you know?

36:47I can't.

37:01I don't think anyone ever really saw me.

37:10No, no one ever will.

37:13No.

37:15Look at me.

37:19Liars.

37:20Who are you married?

37:23And I'll see you for the rest of my life.

37:30I'm so tired, Katie.

37:37I'm so tired.

37:38I'm so tired.

37:49Katie.

37:51Mm-hmm.

37:54You're gone.

38:08Thank you for the gift, but I don't want these.

38:21You should give them to someone who actually wants them.

38:24Nonsense.

38:26Who else?

38:28You were the first Sinclair granddaughter.

38:32I don't want to be that.

38:34The heir.

38:35The heir.

38:37Oh, all right then.

38:41Who will you be?

38:46Well, perhaps you could be, um, an entitled child.

38:51With a crush.

38:53Who got mad at her family, and committed arson, animal cruelty,

38:58and involuntary manslaughter.

39:02Now, you do love a story.

39:05You get that from Tip, of course.

39:08What a fondness for fairytale endings.

39:11But I, too, know of heroes and villains, plot twists and tropes.

39:16But most importantly, I know how to sell a story.

39:22Certainly to your aunts.

39:24And your mother.

39:26Or the poor littles, who've lost Johnny and Mirren.

39:31Yes, it was an errant spark.

39:33It was an ignorant worker who had properly stored the fuel.

39:38It was a cruel turn of the wind.

39:42And you nearly died.

39:44Risking yourself.

39:46An attempt to save the others.

39:48Like any good Sinclair would.

39:51Now, me, I would tell that story.

39:55When a reporter comes on Saturday, you keep that in mind.

40:00A reporter?

40:02On Beachwood?

40:04Oh.

40:05Another Time magazine cover.

40:07I'd like to put an end to the nattering about a family curse

40:11in my last significant profile.

40:14I've decided to retire from public life in my prime.

40:21So...

40:23It is time...

40:26that I pass the baton

40:28to a worthy new face of the family.

40:38You won't wear those.

40:49Whoa.

40:51Charlie.

40:53It's one year ago today.

40:56I know.

40:58It's a year.

41:01The Sounds Edge Gallery agreed to display Mirren's art.

41:07Oh, I should have loved that.

41:10They were very eager.

41:13I just...

41:16I hope when people look at it, they see her.

41:19I want to make sure that she's seen as more than just a tragedy.

41:28It's a really nice thing that you did.

41:29It's a really nice thing that you did.

41:30It's just a tragedy.

41:31It's just a tragedy.

41:32It's a really nice thing that you did for her.

41:33It's a really nice thing that you did for her.

41:34That's a really nice thing that you did for her.

42:00Oh, it's too late to do things for her.

42:04So, I thought I needed exactly what Mom had.

42:13I wanted the husband from the good family, beautiful home, three daughters.

42:19And I would daydream about what I would name them, and how I would dress them, and how

42:25I would raise them to be just so perfect.

42:28And then I think I was so busy adjusting them that I forgot to just love them.

42:40Mira knew that you loved her.

42:51She did.

42:55Sometimes, I think losing them was for punishment, like that one tiny ember was sent from

43:03God, or the universe, or Beechwood Island.

43:10Punishment for what?

43:12For what we did in summer 16.

43:19The summer...

43:20The summer I was 16.

43:22Then I think if it was our punishment, a penny wouldn't have been spared.

43:30Wait.

43:32Yeah.

43:35Yeah.

43:37Yeah.

43:39Yeah.

43:40What are we doing next?

44:01Oh come on.

44:03Come on!

44:08Are you real?

44:17I think so.

44:19No chance.

44:21I'm Kat.

44:22Tag, you're it.

44:36You were so what I knew back then.

44:43I trusted you.

44:45But now I would make a different choice.

44:48It looks like we forgot who the hell we are.

44:57If I had my chance again, I'd still leave you in the sky.

45:03I wanna see it make you hurt.

45:08In the same way I know he does.

45:12If I had my chance again, there'd be no worse.

45:22I knew you'd chase me.

45:24Always.

45:26Are you real?

45:29I don't know.

45:31I really don't know.

45:33It's awful.

45:39Lovely.

45:40American royalty.

45:41Truly.

45:42Nice of Brody to join us today best.

45:43It's nice of Brody to join us today, Bess.

45:47Loss really showed us how strong our marriage truly is.

45:50Uh-huh.

45:51Do you mind standing in birth order?

45:53It's a condition of Dad bailing him out financially.

45:57A united, stable front in the wake of it all.

46:02So you're trapped.

46:04Mm-hmm.

46:05Oh, my God, some things never change.

46:07Oh, some things do, though.

46:13Ed!

46:15Oh, there he is.

46:22There you go.

46:24Ed, come on, we should get you in the photo, too.

46:27Uh, no, I'm all right, Harris.

46:29First, avoid the scrutiny.

46:31Uh, are we expecting Cadence?

46:34She'll, uh, she'll be around.

46:38Should we go get her?

46:40No.

46:41It's our choice.

46:46I wanted to believe we were helping you,

46:49keeping the secret.

46:51I know now it was selfish.

46:55I just wanted one more summer.

46:59I didn't want to make you sicker,

47:02but I couldn't stop wanting you.

47:04Even when everything else about me felt like it was fading,

47:09I still loved you as much as ever.

47:12Well, there's something you don't know

47:16that might make you love me less.

47:20Right before midnight, I looked out and saw you at the boat.

47:32I should have waited, but...

47:34It took too long.

47:36I was downstairs.

47:39I could have gotten out

47:41while the clock was still chiming.

47:44But...

47:47I was looking at the family photo.

47:49The black pearls.

47:51The ones the moms were so obsessed with.

47:54Our whole lives.

47:55They obsessed over them.

47:56Who got to wear them.

47:58Christmas.

47:59At Easter.

48:00Who was the best?

48:02Who was the most loved?

48:05And I wanted them.

48:08I can't even explain why.

48:11That's why you were inside, Gad.

48:13That's why you died.

48:28It was all my fault.

48:32It's our fault.

48:33No.

48:34No, I'm the one who got impatient and didn't follow the plan.

48:37I was as involved as you, Katie.

48:39Truth is...

48:42I've burnt that place down to the ground a million times in my mind already.

48:48I don't blame you.

48:51Harris wants me to keep up the big Sinclair lie.

48:56Like...

48:57I'm a hero.

49:00I don't wanna be that kind of liar.

49:03But what about...

49:05The moms.

49:07And the littles.

49:10Your mom.

49:14Ed.

49:16I mean, they all think it was an accident.

49:21How will they move on if they know we meant it?

49:23Maybe it's okay to let them pretend then.

49:27Look, you know the truth now.

49:30So you get to decide the rest of your story.

49:31That's it. That's what matters.

49:33Besides...

49:34Some fairy tales aren't so bad.

49:45I've been telling myself one all summer.

49:47You mean the one where you and I become king and queen of Beechwood Highland?

49:59No.

50:00No.

50:05The room where you and I pack up and leave the mythical land where it's always summer.

50:10Out in the real world.

50:13It gets cold.

50:15The radiator in our shitty college apartment makes so much noise all night.

50:22You write for the lit magazine.

50:24I get a tattoo you pretend to hate.

50:26My mom comes to visit us and teaches us how to make poha.

50:35We fight over who forgot to get rid of the dryer lint.

50:40One semester we have to do long distance and we write each other letters.

50:52The real ones in the mail.

50:59When we're back in our shitty apartment,

51:03they start to save up to buy you a ring.

51:06Even though you tell me you don't need one.

51:08You don't need one.

51:16God will you ever after.

51:21In a better world.

51:26In a better world.

51:35Ken!

51:38Come on! One last time!

51:39Come on! One last time!

51:40Come on! One last time!

52:02Come on! One last time!

52:05One last time!

52:06Oh, my God.

52:36Oh, my God.

53:06Oh, my God.

53:36I'm so glad you're here.

53:49I'm glad you won't be here.

53:54I'm so glad you won't be here.

54:00I'm glad you won't be here.

54:04James, I would like to introduce you to this young lady.

54:26She's going to ask you a few questions.

54:29What kind of questions?

54:30Oh, well, it's a piece about your grandfather

54:34as the patriarch, but really about your family's

54:38strength of character.

54:48I don't think I can help you with that.

54:52Cadence.

54:52I'm just really not into fairy tales anymore.

55:06Because it was burning my whole world down.

55:17Smoke was rising up high above the ground.

55:23My name is Cadence Eastman.

55:39I once was sugar and effort, reckless abandon, ambition, and strong coffee.

55:45But I was also weakness and complicity.

55:57I know the loss of great loves now.

55:58And I know the work of rebuilding from ashes, even in the shadow cast by what used to stand tall.

56:06I was once a Sinclair, and I suppose I will always be a liar.

56:18Because liars, you should know, are forever.

56:20I've been broken, gonna breathe on my own, ride into the burning silence.

56:38Carrie?

56:39Coming!

56:40I'm just gonna make sure everything's locked up.

56:51I'll meet you at the dock.

56:52OK.

56:53Come on, Wolf.

56:54You got that?

56:56I thought you'd left.

57:21I don't think I can.

57:24You got it.

57:29Wearing no offenses.

57:30By the way!

57:31Boom.

57:32When you wind around with sand, pouring from sand and dirt and dirt.

57:35Time to pay in it.

57:36We're poor and Chaos.

57:37We're poor.

57:38We need this in the dust.

57:39He'll feel it open.

57:40We'll neverira to popify.

57:40Now we get it.

57:42Now we're a weak pipe where the dust is.

57:44We'll be lazy.

57:45Bears in the dust can have size зд and on ouritic boots.

57:49Then it is native and moreäfts have done well.

57:53Let's take this.

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