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Love Island USA Season 7
FULL MOVIES ENGLISH SUB
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00:00:00In the video description, I will see you next time.
00:00:30What?
00:00:41I'm tired.
00:00:46Okay.
00:00:50I'm sick of all the meaningless connections.
00:00:57Well?
00:01:00Maybe.
00:01:02If you didn't fuck a new bitch every night, you'd actually take a moment to connect.
00:01:07Are you slut-shaming me right now?
00:01:10Absolutely not.
00:01:13But I know you.
00:01:15I'm having an existential crisis.
00:01:19Clearly.
00:01:21Why do I always do that?
00:01:24Do what?
00:01:25Lose myself and others.
00:01:28Like, I'm 22 and I still don't know what I'm doing.
00:01:31I'm gonna take a kiss and say it's because you're only 22.
00:01:36Do you not see the difference between me and you?
00:01:39You and Rachel are in a healthy relationship.
00:01:42You're committed.
00:01:43You have a house.
00:01:44I'm so close.
00:01:46Me, I dated a girl who I love so much that I freaked the fuck out, screwed it all up, then
00:01:51wanted her back just to be at the same spot two years again later.
00:01:56I've got a boutique that I fucking hate waxing vaginas all day.
00:02:05I think that sounds pretty sweet.
00:02:10What am I doing wrong?
00:02:13Parker, you have got to stop comparing us.
00:02:18We are on two separate timelines.
00:02:20We're two different people.
00:02:23I mean, we're at a weird age anyway.
00:02:26I mean, you've got some people just going into college.
00:02:30You've got some people getting married to have kids.
00:02:33It's gross.
00:02:34I mean, that one guy we knew from AP Bio.
00:02:38I just got out of trouble.
00:02:41I'm thinking about her again.
00:02:42You have got to stop this.
00:02:57Every time you get off track, you go back to this, Parker.
00:03:03You are comfortable with her, okay?
00:03:06But you cannot keep going back to that just because.
00:03:09I think I just need to get out of here.
00:03:13Go where?
00:03:16I don't know, like Nashville.
00:03:18I just want something meaningful.
00:03:25I guess if it keeps you from doing something idiotic.
00:03:29I want to drive.
00:03:32I mean, we can go for a drive and start a drink.
00:03:35I mean, I want to go somewhere.
00:03:38Like a road trip.
00:03:40Why are you looking at me like that?
00:03:41Let's go.
00:03:42Let's go.
00:03:43Let's go.
00:03:44Like right now?
00:03:45Like right now.
00:03:48Oh my God.
00:03:51All right.
00:03:53Okay.
00:03:53Yes!
00:03:54Can we go tomorrow?
00:03:57Yeah, that's fine.
00:04:06Hey, Jessica.
00:04:08Um, I don't think that I'm going to be able to make it into work next week.
00:04:12What's that?
00:04:13My grandmother got hospitalized.
00:04:16She, uh, has really bad diarrhea.
00:04:23It won't stop.
00:04:25And they don't know, um, why.
00:04:32Listen, yeah, Jessica, I gotta go.
00:04:34I'm sorry, my mom is waiting on me and I'll be in next week, I promise.
00:04:37You're going to go to hell.
00:04:43My grandma's been dead for like three years.
00:04:46She'll appreciate the spontaneity though.
00:04:48Okay.
00:04:50Okay.
00:05:22We are the monsters holding you still We are the gallows up on the hill
00:05:46Can you pass me the gummy ones?
00:05:53There you go.
00:05:54There you go.
00:05:56You know, when I was a kid and we'd go to the theater with my mom, she'd actually always
00:06:01bring gummies to flip the popcorn.
00:06:03So that's where you got it from.
00:06:05You thought I had her with your ideas?
00:06:07Aww.
00:06:08She sounds like she'd be fun.
00:06:10She wasn't.
00:06:12She's not really.
00:06:14There's no place to hide.
00:06:29Parker?
00:06:30I think I caught asthma.
00:06:32I'm tired.
00:06:33We haven't even started walking yet.
00:06:37Shit.
00:06:38Can you believe places like this just exist?
00:06:43We get to look at it with like our eyes.
00:06:48It makes me feel kind of small.
00:06:53But in a good way.
00:06:55In a good way.
00:06:56I guess that's better than, you know, like, going the other way around.
00:06:59That's how you mean.
00:07:00It don't matter?
00:07:04All right.
00:07:05We're going to stick a pen in that and come back to that later.
00:07:09Enjoy the view.
00:07:10Yeah.
00:07:19I'm glad we did this.
00:07:21It's a good idea.
00:07:27Hmm.
00:07:28I'm starting to think that I needed this, too.
00:07:32You know?
00:07:33I don't know.
00:07:35I just feel like every day is starting to blend together.
00:07:40And it's just become so monotonous.
00:07:42And, like, am I doing something big in the grand scheme of everything?
00:07:48How could you say that?
00:07:50You and Rachel are literally perfect.
00:07:54That's interesting that you think that just because I'm in a relationship with Rachel,
00:07:58that my life is squeaky clean and spotless.
00:08:01I just never really thought about it.
00:08:06I mean, don't get me wrong.
00:08:08Rachel's my bitch.
00:08:09I love her.
00:08:10But she doesn't define my whole existence.
00:08:14Even on our best days, I still feel like my existence is infinitesimal.
00:08:24Whoa!
00:08:25Big word.
00:08:26I know.
00:08:27It's a song.
00:08:28It's a dope-ass song.
00:08:29You should go see it.
00:08:30It's a song.
00:08:31It's a dope-ass song.
00:08:32You should go see it.
00:08:33I used to sing this song.
00:08:34It says, You're not straight away.
00:08:36You're not the nature-ass song.
00:08:37It's a ride.
00:08:38You did life in tiny places.
00:08:39It doesn't mean everything.
00:08:40You're not the nature-
00:08:41ỡs in something that I'm living in.
00:08:44artificial technology.
00:08:49So, like...
00:08:50...we're supposed to see, like, UFOs?
00:08:53UFOs?
00:08:54Yeah.
00:08:55So, apparently, when it gets dark, this becomes, like, the darkest place in the country.
00:09:02And then, the UFOs come out.
00:09:04So, like, at nighttime?
00:09:05Yeah.
00:09:06At nighttime.
00:09:07Interesting.
00:09:08Yeah.
00:09:09So, you remember that one time me, you, and Rachel went to Canada, and then we all got
00:09:19lost in Toronto?
00:09:20Yeah, you would think that someone from Toronto would know their way around Toronto.
00:09:25Yeah.
00:09:26Well, but do you remember how when we were on the plane, and, like, all of our phones died,
00:09:33and so we just gave up, and then we went and got sushi?
00:09:36Dude.
00:09:37Best sashimi ever.
00:09:39Oh, no.
00:09:41I guess I just miss doing stuff like that.
00:09:43Well, I kind of feel like that's what we're doing, you know?
00:09:46Sitting out in the woods, looking for aliens.
00:09:51Yeah.
00:09:53You do be having a point.
00:09:56Yeah, that's what we're doing.
00:09:59So, what's next?
00:10:02You know, I really haven't thought that far.
00:10:05Well, I'm just following your lead.
00:10:09I'm probably going to need to go back to work sometime, though.
00:10:12Oh, I definitely am getting fired.
00:10:14Yeah.
00:10:15Fuck capitalism.
00:10:16I don't want to work for modern societies anyways.
00:10:18I want to live in the woods and scavenge for berries.
00:10:22All right.
00:10:23Well, why don't we go to Nashville?
00:10:29Really?
00:10:30Yeah.
00:10:31You brought it up.
00:10:32I mean, if we left right now, we could probably get there by the night.
00:10:38Bed.
00:10:39But wait.
00:10:40There is one more thing I want you to see.
00:10:52Follow me.
00:10:53What's it doing, nerd?
00:11:06I'm just journaling a little.
00:11:09Journaling.
00:11:10Okay.
00:11:11How was work?
00:11:13Oh, good.
00:11:14You know, it's just work.
00:11:16Oh, my dad called me on my break.
00:11:19Yeah?
00:11:20Yeah.
00:11:21He wants to see if we want to go get dinner with him sometime this week.
00:11:26I have no pain.
00:11:27No pain?
00:11:28Good.
00:11:31I think it'll be good.
00:11:33We literally haven't seen him since.
00:11:35Can you help us with the move?
00:11:37I think it'll be bad to see ya.
00:11:39Hmm?
00:11:40Yeah.
00:11:41You want coffee?
00:11:42Yeah.
00:11:43Be good.
00:11:46Will you get...
00:11:48How much?
00:11:49I think he's a dab of the...
00:11:50Haha.
00:11:51How much?
00:11:52I think he's a dab of the...
00:11:53How much?
00:11:54I think he's a dab of the...
00:11:55Haha.
00:11:56So the aliens come to Earth for this.
00:12:00Uh-huh.
00:12:01And you...
00:12:02How much?
00:12:17So the aliens come to earth for this
00:12:26And
00:12:28You just put your stuff on the ground and the aliens will see it
00:12:34Yeah, so I mean you just you just bring your weird some shit
00:12:39And then
00:12:41Like
00:12:43Aliens
00:12:45Beam down and like appreciate it a lot. I
00:12:49Don't know. That's what the lady at the desk said
00:12:53It's called an alien junkyard
00:12:56Yeah
00:12:58Okay, well, what are you gonna put down?
00:13:06Way ahead of you
00:13:17You too
00:13:19That's where you're leaving?
00:13:21Yeah
00:13:23You don't think you should like leave some like a picture of you and Rachel?
00:13:26No
00:13:28The aliens don't want to see a couple of normies. They want to see Aubrey Plaza in a questionable Christmas film
00:13:35Okay
00:13:36What are you gonna leave?
00:13:40I don't know
00:13:44What about that?
00:13:45Oh hell no
00:13:47I've had this thing for like eight years
00:13:49Okay, and that's what makes it perfect. It's got your human juice memories all over it
00:13:53Leave it
00:13:55Leave it
00:14:05Alright, well the aliens better appreciate the fuck out of that
00:14:09That thing's been the staple of my wardrobe since like high school
00:14:11Hey, we're here to leave our old selves behind
00:14:17We're here to find who the new us is
00:14:21The new Parker
00:14:22Okay, well, will you let me know when you figure that out?
00:14:25Probably not
00:14:26Shhh
00:14:28Shhh
00:14:32What?
00:14:33You look so pretty
00:14:35Can you help?
00:14:36Yeah
00:14:49I'm nervous
00:14:50Why?
00:14:51I feel like your dad hates me now
00:14:53No
00:14:54What?
00:14:55He's always liked you
00:14:56He's like
00:14:58The only family you have
00:14:59And I just want to know how much I love you
00:15:02Can you trust I can make good decisions?
00:15:06But I broke your heart
00:15:07Oh my god
00:15:23Alright, today's the day
00:15:26So do we have anything else on the agenda other than Nashville?
00:15:30No, just wherever we end up
00:15:33What is it without Nashville anyway?
00:15:35I don't know, my parents always said that we would take a family trip there and we just never went
00:15:40So, and it kind of stuck with me
00:15:42Why?
00:15:44We always went on a cruise or to Disney World
00:15:47I don't know, I guess it was just never really important to them to go to Nashville
00:15:50But it was to you?
00:15:52Yeah, I always thought of it kind of like a magical place, you know, but in a cool rustic cowboy way
00:15:57Plus I always wanted to get one of those cute little guitar keychains
00:16:01Hm
00:16:03My parents just always shipped me off to my grandparents
00:16:06And they lived in a really tiny town, so I mean, it was an adventure in its own
00:16:10You know, just with a lot of cornfields and, you know, fast food restaurants
00:16:13See, but I wish I had that
00:16:17You wish you never went on a cruise?
00:16:20No, not like that, I mean, like, I wish my parents cared more about what I wanted
00:16:25You know, can I put this nicely?
00:16:30Oh God
00:16:32You, my friend, need a reality check
00:16:36What do you mean?
00:16:38So, why did you wake up with Ellie? Again?
00:16:43Like in high school?
00:16:45Yeah
00:16:46I didn't know what I wanted
00:16:48But now, all of a sudden, you know what you want?
00:16:50I mean, so let me get this straight
00:16:56You broke up with her because you didn't want to be with her
00:16:59But then you did want to be with her
00:17:01Then two years later, when she got upset because you didn't treat her the way you said you were going to treat her
00:17:07Now all of a sudden you went back
00:17:10You know it's not so cut and dry
00:17:12I'm just playing devil's advocate
00:17:14I was 17
00:17:16I thought I needed to drink all the time and smoke weed and just create this like tornado of emotion just to feel something, you know?
00:17:23There it is, the contradiction
00:17:26The contradiction
00:17:28You love to sabotage yourself, you have to have the main character energy and you have to have all the problems
00:17:34That's not true
00:17:36No, that's kind of true
00:17:38She's important to me, Fern
00:17:40I know she is
00:17:41If there's ever a chance in hell that you were going to get her back
00:17:45You've got to have better coping mechanisms, you've got to learn, you've got to grow
00:17:50They're not going to be good for her unless they're good for you
00:17:55No, no
00:17:59Go on another drink?
00:18:01I think I'm okay
00:18:11You think he likes me?
00:18:12It's hard, you've never not liked Peter one
00:18:14I wouldn't like me
00:18:16Ever
00:18:17Why do you do that?
00:18:18Do what?
00:18:19Do you think he likes me?
00:18:29It's hard. You've never not liked Peter.
00:18:33I wouldn't like me.
00:18:37If ever.
00:18:43Why do you do that?
00:18:45Do what?
00:18:47Why do you need other people's validation?
00:18:51He's your dad, Ellie.
00:18:55But I love you. Can that not be enough?
00:19:03Why can't you forgive yourself?
00:19:11Because I always...
00:19:15That was a good job.
00:19:45How do you like this week?
00:19:47Everybody not to worry.
00:19:49It's Marco, thank you too.
00:19:53Better to help you.
00:19:55You may have to solve your problem.
00:19:57OK, we have to thank you and thank you all for participating in the chat.
00:19:59I can see you and get up here as well.
00:20:01Let's see you again.
00:20:03We should have been a season.
00:20:05The season is now in the next week.
00:20:07We're going to need it.
00:20:11I'm going to get my shoes.
00:20:38What?
00:20:40I'm going to puke.
00:20:47Are you ready for it?
00:20:50Why do I feel like I'm about to have a pulmonary embolism?
00:20:54You know, that is how I felt the first time I ever saw Brad Velvet's music video for Psycho.
00:21:02I'd make Bonnie my wife and we'd rob this whole town.
00:21:09Maybe take all that money, get a boat and sail down, down.
00:21:15Where the blue, blue waters flow.
00:21:20Yes, this is a place I would go.
00:21:25We might get ourselves lost.
00:21:29We may never be found.
00:21:32If ever that day comes around.
00:21:37Dude, that sucked.
00:21:47I wasn't going to say anything unless you did.
00:21:51I don't know why I thought a city full of drunken tourists, vomit filled streets and cheapo guitar souvenirs would be so life altering.
00:22:01It's almost like you build things up in your head to be bigger than they actually are.
00:22:08You have all these unrealistic expectations.
00:22:10I don't need a lecture.
00:22:11I just think life is about the little things.
00:22:22The stuff you didn't plan.
00:22:23No, you're right.
00:22:25I like these fries.
00:22:30I'm going to remember these fries.
00:22:33For the rest of my life.
00:22:36I have an idea.
00:22:40Okay.
00:22:43Follow me.
00:23:03Break into the pool.
00:23:05What?
00:23:06For the bucket list.
00:23:08I'm going to break into the pool at night.
00:23:13Okay.
00:23:23Cool.
00:23:25We should get started.
00:23:26Now.
00:23:27One and then.
00:23:30I have fun.
00:23:32Five.
00:23:33One.
00:23:34Two.
00:23:35Some of the curves.
00:23:36One.
00:23:37Two.
00:23:38One.
00:23:39Two.
00:23:40Two.
00:23:41Five.
00:23:42One.
00:23:43One.
00:23:44One.
00:23:45One.
00:23:46Two.
00:23:47Four.
00:23:48Two.
00:23:49Something.
00:23:50Two.
00:23:51One.
00:23:52Two.
00:23:53We loved one another, guess that we were wrong
00:23:57I met you in the summer, my love was out of control
00:24:02I've been going crazy without you, I'm so alone
00:24:07I met you in love
00:24:09I met you in love
00:24:19It's kinda quiet in my room right now, without you
00:24:32And I couldn't really make you stay, so what to do?
00:24:38I'm just staring at my walls and talking to myself
00:24:41Now and then I'll try to laugh, but I'll cry a bit as well
00:24:44I was never any good at being away from you
00:24:47I met you in the summer, when you left it was cold
00:24:52Said we loved one another, guess that we were wrong
00:24:57I met you in the summer, my love was out of control
00:25:02I've been going crazy without you, I'm so alone
00:25:07I met you in love
00:25:09I met you in the summer
00:25:19I met you in the summer
00:25:29You know it still hurts a little bit, but not that much
00:25:42Cause if you want somebody else, who am I to judge?
00:25:47Time to shut it down
00:26:45I love it when you play.
00:27:09I know.
00:27:09So where'd you learn how to play?
00:27:15Um, my dad, actually, yeah, he taught me.
00:27:19But he only learned to impress my mom.
00:27:22Really?
00:27:23Mm-hmm.
00:27:23Tell me.
00:27:24How many of you taught me?
00:27:25There's a lot you don't know about me.
00:27:27Oh, yeah?
00:27:28Yeah.
00:27:28Tell me one thing I don't know about you.
00:27:30Oh, God.
00:27:31Um...
00:27:32Okay, when I was a kid and I would catch fireflies, I would make wishes on them.
00:27:45Right?
00:27:45Mm-hmm.
00:27:46That's probably the cutest thing I've ever heard.
00:27:48Um, I mean, that was one good thing about my mom.
00:27:53I feel like she always had her head in the clouds and believed that life was, like, made of magic.
00:28:02I feel like she really instilled that in me.
00:28:04Yeah, but that does kind of sound like you.
00:28:06Um, I mean, yeah, I kind of hate it, though, because she was always wanting to live this, like, bigger-than-life reality.
00:28:16And one day she just decided that me and my dad were not part of that dream anymore.
00:28:23It wasn't enough, so...
00:28:25I mean, you were just a kid.
00:28:29I mean, I don't think it had anything to do with you not being enough.
00:28:36Plus, your heart is nothing like hers, anyways.
00:28:42I just don't want to have someone, the way she handled it, that I don't want it to go for.
00:28:51Plus, I feel like a five-year-old wanting to play pretend all the time is probably a lot to handle.
00:28:59Plus, you know what? I don't think she's even wanting kids, anyway.
00:29:13Okay.
00:29:46Where are we going?
00:29:55You'll see.
00:29:58Are you going to kill me?
00:30:01Ellie, you're not supposed to know. Be quiet.
00:30:04Are you choosing a way by knife or a netherweather?
00:30:07What would be more Villanelle of me?
00:30:11She'd probably have some really elaborate scheme and then corner me in an alleyway and parents or something.
00:30:16Mine would be better.
00:30:30This is sweet.
00:30:33You're sweet.
00:30:35Oh, so my friend Michaela is coming in from out of town next weekend and there's this party that I think we're going to do.
00:31:03I thought we went out last weekend.
00:31:08I know, but I want to go like out, out.
00:31:12Just going out with me, just like knock out?
00:31:16You know I don't mean it like that.
00:31:19I guess I'll just stay home alone again.
00:31:22I have found the best use of our word for the most uncomfortable situation.
00:31:50I'm glad you asked.
00:31:56There I am in the woods trying to take a fat piss and a fly goes right in my face.
00:32:02That's not the best part.
00:32:06Because I didn't see it.
00:32:07I fell right back into my piss.
00:32:11It's not funny.
00:32:13It's kind of funny.
00:32:14Kind of not funny.
00:32:14It's kind of very funny.
00:32:17Get in the car.
00:32:18Get in the car.
00:32:19We're going.
00:32:19All right.
00:32:45What?
00:32:46What?
00:32:49I got you something.
00:32:52What is that for?
00:32:57Just because?
00:33:13Ellie, I'm sorry.
00:33:14Ellie, you're doing it.
00:33:17Doing what?
00:33:19You're pulling away.
00:33:21Ellie, no.
00:33:24It's not like that.
00:33:25You know, you promised me on New Year's that you wouldn't do this because of some confusion
00:33:30you have about yourself and what you want.
00:33:34Ellie, we just went on a picnic and to dinner with your dad.
00:33:41What, am I not allowed to have a few drinks after work?
00:33:46Leave the house?
00:33:47Am I not allowed to?
00:33:50No, you can leave the house.
00:33:53But when you came back to me, we promised that our relationship would not be like this
00:33:58anymore.
00:34:00That's not what's happening.
00:34:02Then what is happening?
00:34:03I don't know.
00:34:08You never do.
00:34:11But I don't, I don't know, I don't want to know what living in a world without you is
00:34:15like.
00:34:17And I feel like I'm hurting you.
00:34:20Then stop pulling away.
00:34:23It hurts me when you do that.
00:34:25We're happy with you.
00:34:27We're good.
00:34:28Yeah, we're good.
00:34:30We're good.
00:34:30We're good.
00:34:55We're good.
00:34:56Can we get a cap?
00:35:21For the sixth time?
00:35:26No.
00:35:27Because they stink.
00:35:30They're stinky.
00:35:32You wanna clean the litter box?
00:35:36Hold on, oh my god, hold on, I'm so late.
00:35:39Oh, that's probably Rachel.
00:35:45It's my mom.
00:35:51You sure this is a good idea?
00:35:54Don't be a fucking pussy.
00:35:55I'm not a fucking pussy.
00:35:58I'm gonna get caught.
00:36:00Yes, yes, yes.
00:36:04I'm gonna get caught.
00:36:06Yes.
00:36:12Haha.
00:36:14Haha.
00:36:15Ah!
00:36:16Oh my god!
00:36:18Hahaha!
00:36:19Hahaha!
00:36:20Hahaha!
00:36:21Alright, go.
00:36:22I'm here, Megan.
00:36:24Hold up.
00:36:25Alright, go.
00:36:27I'm here, girl.
00:36:28Oh.
00:36:29Yeah, let's go.
00:36:30My butt.
00:36:32What are we going to do now?
00:36:38We're going to have our bathing suits.
00:36:40Want to go to the beach?
00:36:42What beach?
00:36:44Pinsicola?
00:36:46Yeah.
00:36:48Okay.
00:36:50Okay.
00:36:52Okay.
00:37:02Okay.
00:37:06Without my love for the ocean, I would be long gone by now.
00:37:18It's some kind of devotion that brings me down.
00:37:30That without my love for the ocean, I would be no one.
00:37:42No one.
00:38:00Elle?
00:38:02Elle, you're grown.
00:38:04Oh.
00:38:14I got there and he was gone.
00:38:18I'm so sorry.
00:38:20My mom was there and she was acting like it was the end of her world.
00:38:28Like she never left.
00:38:30Like she even cared.
00:38:32Ever.
00:38:34I know.
00:38:36It's so complex.
00:38:40She didn't deserve to see him.
00:38:44At all.
00:38:45I deserve to see him.
00:38:46Elle.
00:38:47Don't owe me.
00:38:49She's your mom.
00:38:51I don't care.
00:38:53Elle.
00:38:54What can I do?
00:38:59Nothing.
00:39:00Elle.
00:39:01He's my dad.
00:39:03He was the only one that was ever there for me.
00:39:10He was the only one who never left.
00:39:14I don't know what the fuck I'm supposed to even do now.
00:39:18I'm so sorry.
00:39:21Don't be.
00:39:23Okay.
00:39:24But like.
00:39:25I'm here.
00:39:26Whatever you need.
00:39:35Are you?
00:39:38What does that even mean?
00:39:40No.
00:39:41I'm sorry Parker.
00:39:42I just.
00:39:43I just don't know how to process this.
00:39:46I get it.
00:39:49Nobody should be projecting that onto you.
00:39:52I shouldn't be doing that.
00:39:53I'm sorry.
00:39:55I kind of deserve it.
00:39:57No you don't.
00:39:59Elle.
00:40:00Let's be honest.
00:40:02I'm not the most.
00:40:05Reliable.
00:40:06Person.
00:40:07That's in your life.
00:40:09I feel like.
00:40:12I wreak havoc.
00:40:14On you.
00:40:15Your life.
00:40:17Your stability.
00:40:19I feel like I leave you constantly wondering when the next time I'm going to have a big breakdown.
00:40:29What's happening?
00:40:30What's happening?
00:40:31What's happening?
00:40:36This isn't about me.
00:40:37This is about you.
00:40:39You just lost your dad.
00:40:42You just lost your dad.
00:40:49I just can't wait in school.
00:40:57You were so good last time this time.
00:41:03You just lost your dad.
00:41:04I'm sorry child.
00:41:06We'll be back soon.
00:41:09We'll be back soon.
00:41:26I know, but I'm still going to miss her.
00:41:30Yeah, I feel that.
00:41:35Who do you miss?
00:41:37Your mom.
00:41:40Yeah, I bet you do miss my mom.
00:41:42No, really, I do.
00:41:45You know, reiterate, let's just go back.
00:41:48Why are we here again?
00:41:50Like, on the trip?
00:41:52Yeah.
00:41:53Yeah, on this trip.
00:41:57Because we wanted to do something exciting.
00:42:03Get away.
00:42:04Something to distract ourselves from this mundane capitalist environment.
00:42:11And, and, and, I'm trying to get over Ellie.
00:42:23Ding, ding, ding, ding.
00:42:25We have a winner.
00:42:26One moment, please.
00:42:32Blind as a bat.
00:42:34All right.
00:42:35So, I'm going to role play as your therapist, Jiji.
00:42:38Not to be confused with Jiji from the L word.
00:42:41Betting Jiji forever.
00:42:41So, first question.
00:42:44Why do you think it is so hard for you to let go?
00:42:50What keeps you holding on?
00:42:53She's the love of my life.
00:42:55And why do you think that?
00:43:00Because I always go back to her.
00:43:02I mean, time and time again.
00:43:10Do you not think that maybe you're just comfortable in the environment you created with her?
00:43:16Like, do you really think that, like, out of 7 billion people in this whole world, there's not one other person that you might love?
00:43:26Not like Ellie.
00:43:31A rollercoaster of emotion is not love.
00:43:36It was love.
00:43:40It's the purest love I think I've ever experienced.
00:43:43Well, sometimes love isn't enough, then.
00:43:49Not to be healthy, at least.
00:43:52Why can't I just make it fucking work?
00:43:54Like, I feel like Taylor Swift.
00:43:56I miss screaming, fighting, kissing in the rain.
00:44:00I don't want to be boring and comfortable.
00:44:04I understand that it must be really hard to even think and fathom that there might just,
00:44:13be a life after Ellie.
00:44:16But, life is bendable.
00:44:18It's changeable.
00:44:19Like, you, we are meant to heal.
00:44:23You could finally love someone the way that you deserve to.
00:44:27I just wanted it to be her.
00:44:35I know it's her.
00:44:38She's my person.
00:44:39I hope you're right.
00:44:47Okay, so, um, Missy just called me and I need to get to the theater home.
00:44:52Because she doesn't fucking know how to do anything her stuff, so.
00:44:56I have to get ready when I get there.
00:44:58So, can you just, like, you just need me there, man?
00:45:01Yeah.
00:45:02Go on.
00:45:02I love you.
00:45:05I love it when Ellie drinks all my oat milk.
00:45:30I love you.
00:46:00our homes into ashes. We've fled out the back door. We ran towards city love.
00:46:17Hello? Ellie? Yeah, what's wrong? My fucking tire popped. I had to pull off the side of the freeway into some random parking lot.
00:46:26What do you mean? I mean it's completely deflated.
00:46:31You had to go get milk? Yeah, I just needed the distraction.
00:46:37Have you caught a tow truck? I can call one, but odds are it'll probably take a few hours.
00:46:44The funeral's in an hour, Parker. I know. I could try calling Fern see if he can- I have to go. Just get here.
00:46:50Son of a bitch.
00:47:07Ellie, I am so sorry. I went to the store and get milked for the coffee, and then I went straight to the funeral home.
00:47:13But then my tower popped, and I called the tow truck company, but they said that they couldn't be there until 1.30, and I didn't know what else to do.
00:47:21I didn't do it on purpose.
00:47:26You missed my dad's funeral.
00:47:30I know. And I'm so sorry. But it's not my fault.
00:47:34Why didn't you think to just stay home?
00:47:43Do you ever think about what's going on around you?
00:47:47Ellie.
00:47:49This isn't your fucking world, Parker.
00:47:51Do you ever think, hey, maybe I should just stay home because Ellie's dad just died?
00:47:56My tire would have popped on the way to the funeral anyways.
00:47:59No worries. That's very convenient.
00:48:01Oh, do not pin this on me. I wanted to be there for you.
00:48:06And then you're a lot of talk.
00:48:08What the fuck is your problem?
00:48:10My problem?
00:48:12Parker, you need to figure out if I am good enough for you.
00:48:16If you ever care to give me a scrap of attention.
00:48:19All I do is give you my attention.
00:48:23All you do is worry about Parker.
00:48:29Oh, fuck that, Ellie. Would your mom do this?
00:48:44What is that?
00:48:46It's a stupid scrapbook that I made for our one year anniversary after getting back together.
00:48:51But it doesn't even fucking matter anymore now, does it?
00:48:53Because I'm so unpredictable, just like your mom.
00:48:56No. No, actually, you're really predictable.
00:49:02We always end because you always leave.
00:49:09Ellie.
00:49:13Ellie!
00:49:15Ellie, don't go!
00:49:17I have to.
00:49:18I'm gonna go to my dad's beach house in Pennsylvania.
00:49:22You can't leave me like this.
00:49:24You always left me like this, Parker.
00:49:27You're the love of my life.
00:49:29This isn't about us anymore.
00:49:31I need to find me.
00:49:32I need to find who Ellie is again.
00:49:34It's not you, it's me, right?
00:49:35It's you too!
00:49:36You desperately need to grow and find who you want to be and who Parker is.
00:49:40I don't think there can be an us anymore.
00:49:42I don't want to be here without you.
00:49:43I can't ruin myself for you anymore.
00:49:45And you can't either.
00:49:46I don't want you to go.
00:49:48I don't want you to go.
00:49:50That's not you, it's me, right?
00:49:52It's you too.
00:49:54You desperately need to grow and find who you want to be and who Parker is.
00:49:57I don't think there can be an us anymore.
00:49:59I don't want to be here without you.
00:50:01I can't ruin myself for you anymore.
00:50:04And you can't either.
00:50:05I don't want you to go.
00:50:14I know.
00:50:36Fern!
00:50:40Fern!
00:50:43Yeah, you can be there by 7.
00:50:44I mean, you know it's going to be late anyways.
00:50:46I mean, that's how it usually goes.
00:50:49Yeah.
00:50:53Parker just woke up.
00:50:54Hey, I'll see you when I see you.
00:50:57Okay.
00:50:58Love you.
00:50:59Bye.
00:51:00Hey.
00:51:01What are you doing?
00:51:05Rachel's going to pick me up from the airport.
00:51:07What?
00:51:08Why?
00:51:09Something wrong?
00:51:12Nothing.
00:51:14I'm just not stupid.
00:51:16I'm confused.
00:51:19Why are we in Pensacola?
00:51:21Because we wanted to go to the beach.
00:51:27Why are we in Pensacola, Parker?
00:51:30Look, Fern, I was going to tell you.
00:51:35Yeah, I know where Ellie lives.
00:51:38I really tried to give you the benefit of the doubt, but you are just the same old Parker.
00:51:48Those...
00:51:50Those weren't my intentions.
00:51:52So you didn't mean to take me on a trip that I thought was us bonding and having all these crazy awesome life experiences together only so that you can just weasel your way in to go see Ellie.
00:52:07That's not what happened.
00:52:08Well, I'm glad I could be a pawn in your game.
00:52:16So, that's cool.
00:52:18I mean, I wanted to see Ellie, but it became something more along the way.
00:52:27Halfway through, I even forgot why I started the trip.
00:52:30Parker, you are my best friend.
00:52:35But for the love of God, you are so manipulative.
00:52:40Anything you want, you get.
00:52:43Come on.
00:52:45Don't ruin the trip.
00:52:49You already ruined it.
00:52:51I'm sorry.
00:52:52I needed to see her.
00:52:54I needed to win her back.
00:52:55You are so worried about making sure everybody loves you, that you end up treating the people who actually do love you like shit.
00:53:09I'm just confused, Fern.
00:53:12I can't do anything right.
00:53:14No one said you had to have it all figured out.
00:53:17But you just dragged everyone into your shit.
00:53:20Shit.
00:53:22You know what?
00:53:24You can call me when you've decided to be the Parker that I know you are.
00:53:30I won't be waiting for the call though.
00:53:50That was me.
00:53:51Стai liikum.
00:53:52You have I know.
00:53:53I was trying to jump in like my you almost all.
00:53:54Maybe guys will go over those days.
00:53:55You think you've just completed day 25, which is as always my last turn.
00:53:59You know, that this is always an easy usher.
00:54:01I think I want to get to play as a hot Å¡krquist.
00:54:04You can help me.
00:54:06I ain't never yet.
00:54:08I was just pressing away if this girl has to die.
00:54:11I right now.
00:54:13You're never going to be the next time of me.
00:54:15I ran.
00:54:16Hi, Mark.
00:54:23Hi.
00:54:31So, how are you?
00:54:33What are you doing in Pensacola?
00:54:35Oh, I'm good.
00:54:37I was just passing through the area. I figured I'd shoot you a message.
00:54:41I remember that you said that you were going to your dad's beach house in Pensacola.
00:54:45So, I thought it was worth a shot.
00:54:48Oh, yeah. I mean, moving here is probably one of the best decisions I've made in a while.
00:54:54I can imagine.
00:54:56Probably much better than home.
00:54:58How is home?
00:55:00Humid. Kind of boring. The usual.
00:55:04I miss it a little.
00:55:07Well, you know, if you're ever in town, you can stay with me.
00:55:12Thanks, Mark.
00:55:14It's probably not a good idea, but I appreciate the offer.
00:55:19Yeah, I mean, I just figured I'd at least offer.
00:55:23How's Fern?
00:55:25She's good.
00:55:26Yeah, she's good.
00:55:28Rachel?
00:55:29She's good, too.
00:55:30They actually just got engaged and then bought a house, but I'm sure you already knew about all that.
00:55:35I do still talk to Rachel sometimes.
00:55:38That's good.
00:55:39You guys ever talk about me?
00:55:41No, definitely not.
00:55:44Oh.
00:55:45Well, I mean, that's good.
00:55:47Our ending shouldn't mean, you know, an ending for you guys, too.
00:55:50It doesn't.
00:55:52So, there's this music shop I saw over off of the pier.
00:55:59Figured if you don't have any plans later, maybe we could swing by.
00:56:03Um, I'm getting dinner with my friends tonight, actually.
00:56:09Well, I mean, that's okay.
00:56:11It was last minute anyways, but where are you guys going?
00:56:14Just this little Italian restaurant downtown.
00:56:17We go, like, every Friday.
00:56:20Yeah.
00:56:28Why am I here?
00:56:30Pardon.
00:56:33I just...
00:56:34I needed to see you.
00:56:38It's been years.
00:56:39What do you need to see for me?
00:56:42I just still don't understand why things ended, you know?
00:56:45Like, you're my person, and I can't...
00:56:48I just can't stop thinking about the night you left.
00:56:53I'm not your person, Park.
00:56:55Not anymore, at least.
00:56:58But you said it yourself.
00:57:00We're soulmates.
00:57:02You said soulmates have to be forever, Park.
00:57:05Because then what's the point?
00:57:06The point is that we taught each other lessons and how to love
00:57:11and treat someone with dignity and live up to your words, you know?
00:57:17I just... I know you're the person I'm going to end up with.
00:57:26Maybe in another universe we were together forever, but...
00:57:31I just don't think we're living in my universe anymore.
00:57:38Why is it so hard for me to get over you, but for you it's so easy?
00:57:43It wasn't easy.
00:57:44I spent months mourning you and I and the person I was when I was with you.
00:57:52And trying to figure out how I was going to live life without you in it.
00:57:56And I lost my best friend.
00:57:59And, you know, part of me hoped that we would cross paths again and just fall into each other's arms
00:58:05and everything would be like it used to, but that's just not life.
00:58:11Who said?
00:58:13Parker.
00:58:15Why can't we just have, like, a fairytale ending where we always end up together?
00:58:19Because this isn't a movie, you know?
00:58:22We're real people, this is real life, and...
00:58:25I just don't think we can exist together without hurting each other over and over and over again.
00:58:31God, I must sound insane.
00:58:36No.
00:58:38I just don't think you take it well when things don't go your way.
00:58:46I love you.
00:58:52I think I should go.
00:58:54I'm sorry.
00:58:55I'm sorry.
00:58:56You know?
00:58:57I wish you the best.
00:58:58I wish you the best of my own sister.
00:59:00I wish you the best.
00:59:02I'm sorry.
00:59:04I wish you the best of my sister.
00:59:06I wish you the best of my sister.
00:59:11I'm sorry.
00:59:13Please don't leave.
00:59:15Parker, it's time to move on.
00:59:17You have a whole life ahead of you that does not involve me.
00:59:21involved in you. A life that's beautiful and thrilling. You and I were a mess of my ways,
00:59:30and I cherish all of that. But you will always be one of my favorite loves, okay?
00:59:46I'm sorry, it doesn't change anything.
00:59:51I don't even notice how much of my mind is missing.
00:59:57I don't wanna be.
01:00:01I don't want to worry that I'm just gonna get you.
01:00:04I don't wanna be.
01:00:07I don't wanna be.
01:00:15This is for you.
01:00:45This is for you.
01:01:15This is for you.
01:01:45This is for you.
01:02:15This is for you.
01:02:45This is for you.
01:03:15This is for you.
01:03:45This is for you.
01:04:15This is for you.
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