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00:00:00You

00:00:30What?

00:00:41I'm tired.

00:00:46Okay.

00:00:50I'm sick of all the meaningless connections.

00:00:57Well?

00:01:00Maybe, if you didn't fuck a new bitch every night, you'd actually take a moment to connect.

00:01:07Are you slut-shaming me right now?

00:01:10Absolutely not, but I know you.

00:01:15I'm having an existential crisis.

00:01:19Clearly.

00:01:21Why do I always do that?

00:01:24Do what?

00:01:25Lose myself and others.

00:01:28Like, I'm 22 and I still don't know what I'm doing.

00:01:31I'm gonna take a kiss and say it's because you're only 22.

00:01:36Do you not see the difference between me and you?

00:01:39You and Rachel are in a healthy relationship.

00:01:42You're committed, you have a house.

00:01:44Me, I dated a girl who I love so much that I freaked the fuck out, screwed it all up, then

00:01:51wanted her back just to be at the same spot two years again later.

00:01:56I look at a boutique that I fucking hate waxing vaginas all day.

00:02:05I think that sounds pretty sweet.

00:02:12What am I doing wrong?

00:02:13Parker, you have got to stop comparing us.

00:02:18We are on two separate timelines.

00:02:21We're two different people.

00:02:23I mean, we're at a weird age anyway.

00:02:26I mean, you got some people just going into college.

00:02:30You got some people getting married to have kids.

00:02:33It's gross.

00:02:34I mean, that one guy we knew from AP Bio, I just got out of trouble.

00:02:41I'm thinking about her again.

00:02:42No.

00:02:44I am.

00:02:47You have got to stop this.

00:02:56Every time you get off track, you go back to this, Parker.

00:03:03You are comfortable with her, okay?

00:03:06But you cannot keep going back to that just because.

00:03:10I think I just need to get out of here.

00:03:13Go where?

00:03:16I don't know.

00:03:16Like, Nashville?

00:03:18I just want something meaningful.

00:03:25I guess if it keeps you from doing something idiotic.

00:03:29I want to drive.

00:03:32I mean, we can go for a drive.

00:03:34I mean, I want to go somewhere.

00:03:37Like, like a road trip.

00:03:40Why are you looking at me like that?

00:03:42Let's go.

00:03:43Like, like right now?

00:03:45Like right now.

00:03:46Oh my God.

00:03:51All right.

00:03:53Okay.

00:03:54Yes!

00:03:56Can we go tomorrow?

00:03:57Yeah, that's fine.

00:04:06Hey, Jessica.

00:04:08Um, I don't think that I'm going to be able to make it into work next week.

00:04:13My grandmother got hospitalized.

00:04:16She, uh, has really bad diarrhea.

00:04:21Jessica, it won't stop.

00:04:27And they don't know, um, why.

00:04:32Listen, yeah, Jessica, I gotta go.

00:04:34I'm sorry, my mom is waiting on me, and I'll be in next week, I promise.

00:04:41You're gonna go to hell.

00:04:43My grandma's been dead for like three years.

00:04:45I shouldn't appreciate this while I made you, though.

00:04:50Okay.

00:04:52I'm sorry.

00:05:06You're wrong.

00:05:12Close all the curtains

00:05:18Stay on the phone

00:05:21We are the monsters

00:05:26Holding you still

00:05:31We are the gallows

00:05:37Up on the hill

00:05:42Can you pass me in a gummy once?

00:05:47You know, when I was a kid and we'd go to the theater with my mom, she'd actually always bring gummies to flip the popcorn

00:06:04So that's where you got it from?

00:06:06You thought I had her with your ideas. Aww. She sounds like she'd be fun.

00:06:12She wasn't. Not really.

00:06:17There's no place to hide

00:06:29Parker?

00:06:31I think I caught asthma. I'm tired.

00:06:34We haven't even started walking yet.

00:06:38Oh shit. Can you believe places like this just exist?

00:06:46We get a look at it with like our eyes.

00:06:50It makes me feel kind of small.

00:06:54But in a good way. In a good way.

00:06:57I guess that's better than, you know, like going the other way around.

00:07:00That's how you mean.

00:07:04It don't matter?

00:07:06All right. We're going to stick a pen in that and come back to that later.

00:07:10Enjoy the view.

00:07:12I'm glad we did this.

00:07:22It's a good idea.

00:07:26I'm starting to think that I needed this too, you know?

00:07:35I don't know.

00:07:36I just feel like every day is starting to blend together and it's just become so monotonous.

00:07:42And like, am I doing something big in the grand scheme of everything?

00:07:48How could you say that?

00:07:50You and Rachel are literally perfect.

00:07:52That's interesting that you think that just because I'm in a relationship with Rachel,

00:07:58that my life is squeaky clean and spotless.

00:08:01I just never really thought about it.

00:08:06I mean, don't get me wrong. Rachel's my bitch. I love her.

00:08:12But she doesn't define my whole existence.

00:08:16Even on our best days.

00:08:19I still feel like my existence is, uh, infinitesimal.

00:08:25Whoa! Big word.

00:08:28I know. It's a song. It's a dope-ass song.

00:08:49So like, we're supposed to see, like, UFOs?

00:08:54Yeah. So, apparently, when it gets dark, this becomes, like, the darkest place in the country.

00:09:02And then, UFOs come out.

00:09:04So like, at night time?

00:09:05Yeah. At night time.

00:09:07Interesting.

00:09:08Yeah.

00:09:09So, you remember that one time me, you, and Rachel went to Canada and then we all got lost in Toronto?

00:09:19Yeah, you would think that someone from Toronto would know their way around Toronto.

00:09:24Yeah. Well, but do you remember how when we were on the plane and, like, all of our phones died and so we just gave up and then we went and got sushi?

00:09:36Dude. Best sashimi ever.

00:09:39Oh, I know.

00:09:41I guess I just miss doing stuff like that.

00:09:44Well, I kind of feel like that's what we're doing. You know? Sitting out in the woods. Looking for aliens.

00:09:51Yeah.

00:09:53You do be having a point.

00:09:56Yeah, that's what we're doing.

00:09:59So, what's next?

00:10:02You know, I really haven't thought that far.

00:10:05Well, I'm just following your lead. I'm probably going to need to go back to work sometime though.

00:10:12Oh, I definitely am getting fired.

00:10:15Fuck capitalism. I don't want to work for modern societies anyways. I want to live in the woods and scavenge for berries.

00:10:22All right. Well, why don't we go to Nashville?

00:10:29Really?

00:10:30Yeah. You brought it up. I mean, if we left right now, we could probably get there by the night.

00:10:38Bed.

00:10:47But wait. There is one more thing I want you to see.

00:10:52Follow me.

00:10:53Follow me.

00:11:05What's you doing, nerd?

00:11:07Just journaling a little.

00:11:08Journaling?

00:11:09Mm-hmm.

00:11:10How was work?

00:11:13Oh, good. You know, it's just work.

00:11:17Oh, my dad called me on my break.

00:11:19Yeah?

00:11:20Yeah. He wants to see if we want to go get dinner with him sometime this week.

00:11:25I have no pain.

00:11:27No pain?

00:11:28Good.

00:11:31I think it'll be good.

00:11:33We literally haven't seen him since.

00:11:35Can you help us with the move?

00:11:36I think it'll be bad to see ya.

00:11:38Hmm?

00:11:39Yeah.

00:11:40You want coffee?

00:11:41Yeah.

00:11:42Be good.

00:11:43I think it'll be good.

00:11:44Yeah.

00:11:45I think it'll be good.

00:11:46I think it'll be good.

00:11:47Yeah.

00:11:48How much?

00:11:49I think it'll be good.

00:11:50I think it'll be good.

00:11:51Yeah.

00:11:52I think it'll be good.

00:11:53Yeah.

00:11:54I think it'll be good.

00:11:55How much?

00:11:56I think it'll be good.

00:11:57I think it'll be good.

00:11:58How much?

00:11:59I think it'll be bad with it.

00:12:00How much?

00:12:01I think it'll be bad with it.

00:12:07Yeah.

00:12:15So the aliens come to Earth.

00:12:19For this.

00:12:20Uh huh.

00:12:25and you just put your stuff on the ground and the aliens will see it yeah so I mean you just

00:12:36you just bring your weird some shit um and then uh like uh aliens beam down and like appreciate

00:12:47it a lot I don't know that's what the lady at the desk said so it's called an alien junkyard

00:12:55yeah okay well what are you gonna put down

00:13:02way ahead of you

00:13:07you too that's where you're leaving yeah you don't think you should like leave some

00:13:24like a picture of you and Rachel no the aliens don't want to see a couple of normies they want

00:13:30to see Aubrey Plaza in a questionable Christmas film okay

00:13:39what are you gonna leave I don't know

00:13:45what about that oh hell no I've had this thing for like eight years okay and that's what makes

00:13:51it perfect it's got your human juice memories all over it

00:14:06all right well the aliens better appreciate the out of that that thing's been the staple of my wardrobe

00:14:11since like high school hey we're here to leave our old selves behind

00:14:18we're here to find who the new us is the new parker okay well will you let me know when you figure that out

00:14:24you know what you're here to do

00:14:26probably not

00:14:32why you look so pretty

00:14:36can you help

00:14:36yeah

00:14:38I'm nervous.

00:14:50Why?

00:14:51I feel like your dad hates me now.

00:14:55What?

00:14:55He's always liked you.

00:14:57He's like the only family you have, and I just want to know how much I love you.

00:15:02Do you trust I can make good decisions?

00:15:06But I broke your heart.

00:15:08All right.

00:15:24Today's the day.

00:15:26So do we have anything else on the agenda other than Nashville?

00:15:30No.

00:15:31Just wherever we end up.

00:15:33What is it without Nashville, anyway?

00:15:36I don't know.

00:15:36My parents always said that we would take a family trip there, and we just never went.

00:15:40So, and it kind of stuck with me.

00:15:42Why?

00:15:44We always went on a cruise or to Disney World.

00:15:47I don't know.

00:15:48I guess it was just never really important to them to go to Nashville.

00:15:51But it was to you?

00:15:52Yeah.

00:15:53I always thought of it kind of like a magical place, you know?

00:15:56But in a cool, rustic, cowboy way.

00:15:58Plus, I always wanted to get one of those cute little guitar keychains.

00:16:02Hmm.

00:16:03My parents just always ship me off to my grandparents.

00:16:06And they lived in a really tiny town, so, I mean, it was an adventure in its own.

00:16:10You know, just with a lot of cornfields and, you know, fast food restaurants.

00:16:14See, but I wish I had that.

00:16:18You wish you never went on a cruise?

00:16:20No, not like that.

00:16:21I mean, like, I wish my parents cared more about what I wanted.

00:16:29Okay, but this makes me feel good.

00:16:31Oh, God.

00:16:31You, my friend, need a reality check.

00:16:36What do you mean?

00:16:38So, why did you break up with Ellie?

00:16:41Again?

00:16:43Like, in high school?

00:16:44Yeah.

00:16:46I didn't know what I wanted.

00:16:48But now, all of a sudden, you know what you want?

00:16:53I mean, so let me get this straight.

00:16:57You broke up with her because you didn't want to be with her.

00:16:59But then you did want to be with her.

00:17:01Then two years later, when she got upset because you didn't treat her the way you said you were going to treat her,

00:17:07now all of a sudden you went back.

00:17:10You know it's not so cut and dry.

00:17:13I'm just playing devil's advocate.

00:17:15I was 17.

00:17:16I thought I needed to drink all the time and smoke weed and just create this, like, tornado of emotion just to feel something, you know?

00:17:24There it is.

00:17:25The contradiction.

00:17:27The contradiction.

00:17:27You love to sabotage yourself.

00:17:30You have to have the main character energy and you have to have all the problems.

00:17:34That's not true.

00:17:36No, that's kind of true.

00:17:38She's important to me, Fern.

00:17:40I know she is.

00:17:42If there's ever a chance in hell that you were going to get her back, you've got to have better coping mechanisms.

00:17:48You've got to learn.

00:17:49You've got to grow.

00:17:50So, they're not going to be good for her unless they're good for you.

00:17:55No.

00:17:56No.

00:17:59Go on another drink.

00:18:00I think I know.

00:18:01Do you think you like me?

00:18:28It's hard.

00:18:30You've never not liked Peter one.

00:18:36I wouldn't like me.

00:18:38Ever.

00:18:38Why do you do that?

00:18:45Do what?

00:18:47Why do you need other people's validation?

00:18:51He's your dad, Ellie.

00:18:55But I love you.

00:18:57Can that not be enough?

00:18:58I can't really forgive yourself.

00:19:10Because I always

00:19:12have a good job.

00:19:17I don't know.

00:19:28We'll come.

00:19:28speed.

00:20:29What?

00:20:30I'm going to puke.

00:20:44Are you ready for it?

00:20:50Why do I feel like I'm about to have a pulmonary embolism?

00:20:54You know, that is how I felt the first time I ever saw Brad Velvet's music video for Psycho.

00:21:02I'd make Bonnie my wife and we'd rob this whole town.

00:21:09Maybe take all that money, get a boat and sail down, down where the blue, blue waters flow.

00:21:19Yes, this is a place I would go.

00:21:25We might get ourselves lost.

00:21:29We may never be found.

00:21:32If ever that day comes around.

00:21:47Dude, that sucked.

00:21:48I wasn't going to say anything unless you did.

00:21:52I don't know why I thought a city full of drunken tourists, vomit filled streets and cheapo guitar souvenirs would be so life altering.

00:22:00It's almost like you build things up in your head to be bigger than they actually are.

00:22:09You have all these unrealistic expectations.

00:22:11I don't need a lecture.

00:22:14I just think life is about the little things.

00:22:22The stuff you didn't plan.

00:22:24No, you're right.

00:22:28I like these fries.

00:22:31I'm going to remember these fries.

00:22:34For the rest of my life.

00:22:39I have an idea.

00:22:42Okay.

00:22:44Follow me.

00:23:04Break into the pool.

00:23:05What?

00:23:07For the bucket list.

00:23:08I want to break into the pool at night.

00:23:12Okay.

00:23:13Cool.

00:23:14We should get started.

00:23:15Now.

00:23:16You know it still hurts a little bit, but not that much.

00:23:19Cause if you want somebody else, who am I to judge?

00:23:22I've been thinking about you all the time, but that's alright.

00:23:23I'm starting to get used to it.

00:23:24I think I'll survive.

00:23:25I met you in the summer.

00:23:26When you left it was close.

00:23:27Said we loved one another.

00:23:28Guess that we're wrong.

00:23:29Guess that we're wrong.

00:23:30I'm not sure.

00:23:31You know it still hurts a little bit, but not that much.

00:23:33You know it still hurts a little bit, but not that much.

00:23:34Cause if you want somebody else, who am I to judge?

00:23:38I've been thinking about you all the time, but that's alright.

00:23:43I'm starting to get used to it.

00:23:45I think I'll survive.

00:23:47I met you in the summer.

00:23:49When you left it was close.

00:23:52Said we loved one another.

00:23:54Guess that we're wrong.

00:23:57I met you in the summer.

00:23:59My love was out of control.

00:24:02I've been going crazy without you.

00:24:05I'm so alone.

00:24:07I met you in the summer.

00:24:17I met you in the summer.

00:24:28It's kind of quiet in my room right now.

00:24:30Without you.

00:24:32And I couldn't really make you stay, so what to do?

00:24:38I'm just staring at my walls and talking to myself

00:24:41Now and then I'll try to laugh, but I'll cry a bit as well

00:24:44I was never any good at being away from you

00:24:47I met you in the summer

00:24:49When you left, it was cold

00:24:52Said we loved one another

00:24:54Guess that we were wrong

00:24:57I met you in the summer

00:24:59Our love was out of control

00:25:02I've been going crazy without you

00:25:05I'm so alone

00:25:07I met you in the summer

00:25:09I met you in the summer

00:25:19I met you in the summer

00:25:29You know it still hurts a little bit, but not that much

00:25:42Cause if you want somebody else, who am I to judge?

00:25:47Time to shut it down

00:26:11Time to shut it down

00:26:12Shut it down

00:26:13Shut it down

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00:26:37I love it.

00:27:06So where'd you learn how to play English?

00:27:15My dad, actually, yeah, he taught me. But he only learned to impress my mom.

00:27:22Really?

00:27:23Mm-hmm.

00:27:24There's a lot you don't know about me.

00:27:26Oh, yeah?

00:27:27Yeah.

00:27:28Tell me one thing I don't know about you.

00:27:30Oh, God.

00:27:35Okay, when I was a kid, and I would catch fireflies, I would make wishes on them.

00:27:44Right?

00:27:45Mm-hmm.

00:27:46That's probably the cutest thing I've ever heard.

00:27:47Um, I mean, that was one good thing about my mom. I feel like she always had her head in the clouds and believed that life was, like, made of magic. It's actually really instilled that in me.

00:28:03Yeah, but that does kind of sound like you.

00:28:06Ugh, I mean, yeah. I kind of hate it, though, because she was always wanting to live this, like, bigger-than-life reality. And one day, she just decided that me and my dad were not part of that dream anymore. It wasn't enough. So, yeah.

00:28:25I mean, you were just a kid. I don't think it had anything to do with you not being enough. Plus, your heart is nothing like hers, anyways.

00:28:38I just don't want to hurt someone the way she handled it. Plus, I feel like a five-year-old wanting to play pretend all the time is probably a lot to handle.

00:28:57Plus, you know what? I don't think she even wanted kids, anyway.

00:29:14I feel like it, too. I'll be right back.

00:29:33Where are we going?

00:29:55You'll see.

00:29:58Are you going to kill me?

00:30:01Allie, you're not supposed to know.

00:30:02Be quiet.

00:30:03Are you choosing a way by knife or another weapon?

00:30:07What would be more Villanelle of me?

00:30:11She'd probably have some really elaborate scheme and then corner me in an alleyway and parents or something.

00:30:17Mine would be better.

00:30:30This is sweet.

00:30:32You're sweet.

00:30:35Oh, so my friend Michaela is coming in from out of town next weekend and there's this party that I think we're going to do.

00:31:03I thought we went out last weekend.

00:31:08I know, but I want to go like out, out.

00:31:12Just going out with me, just like knock out?

00:31:16You know I don't mean it like that.

00:31:17Yeah, I guess I'll just stay home alone again.

00:31:22I have found the best use of our word for the most uncomfortable situation.

00:31:50What happened?

00:31:51What happened?

00:31:51Well, I'm glad you asked.

00:31:56There I am in the woods, trying to take a fat piss and a fly goes right in my face.

00:32:02That's not the best part, because I didn't see it.

00:32:07I fell right back into my piss.

00:32:11It's not funny.

00:32:13It's kind of funny.

00:32:14It's kind of not funny.

00:32:14It's kind of very funny.

00:32:15Get in the car.

00:32:18Get in the car.

00:32:19We're going.

00:32:19It's kind of funny.

00:32:49I got you something.

00:32:52What is that for?

00:32:56Just because?

00:32:58Ellie, I'm sorry.

00:33:15You're doing anything.

00:33:17Doing what?

00:33:18You're pulling away.

00:33:21Ellie.

00:33:23No.

00:33:24It's not like that.

00:33:25You know, you promised me on New Year's that you wouldn't do this because of some confusion

00:33:30you have about yourself and what you want.

00:33:34Ellie, we just went on a picnic and to dinner with your dad.

00:33:41What, am I not allowed to have a few drinks after work?

00:33:46Leave the house?

00:33:47Am I not allowed to?

00:33:50No, you can leave the house.

00:33:53But when you came back to me, we promised that our relationship would not be like this anymore.

00:33:59That's not what's happening.

00:34:01That's not what's happening.

00:34:02And then what is happening?

00:34:04I don't know.

00:34:08You never do.

00:34:11But I don't, I don't know, I don't want to know what living in a world without you is like.

00:34:15And I feel like I'm hurting you.

00:34:21And stop pulling away.

00:34:23It hurts me when you do that.

00:34:25We're happy with you.

00:34:27We're good.

00:34:28Yeah, we're good.

00:34:30We're good.

00:35:00We're good.

00:35:30You want to clean the litter box?

00:35:36Hold on.

00:35:37Oh my god.

00:35:37Hold on.

00:35:38I'm so late.

00:35:39Oh, that's probably Rachel.

00:35:45It's my mom.

00:35:52You sure this is a good idea?

00:35:54Don't be a fucking pussy.

00:35:55I'm not a fucking pussy.

00:35:58I'm going to get caught.

00:35:59Okay.

00:36:07I'm going to get caught.

00:36:12I'm going to get caught on the run.

00:36:17Oh

00:36:36What are we gonna do now right in our bathing suits or go to the beach

00:36:43What beach

00:36:45It's cold

00:36:47Yeah

00:36:49I guess yeah okay

00:36:51Okay

00:36:53Okay

00:37:07Without my love for the ocean

00:37:11I would be long gone by now

00:37:19It's some kind of devotion

00:37:23That brings me down

00:37:31That without my love for the ocean

00:37:35I would be no one

00:37:37I would be no one

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00:39:40I'm sorry, Parker. I just don't know how to process this.

00:39:46I get it.

00:39:50Nobody should be projecting that onto you. I shouldn't be doing that. I'm sorry.

00:39:55I kind of deserve it.

00:39:57No, you don't.

00:39:59Ellie, let's be honest. I'm not the most reliable person that's in your life.

00:40:10I feel like I wreak havoc on you, your life, your stability.

00:40:21I feel like I leave you constantly wondering when the next time I'm going to have a big breakdown.

00:40:28What's happening?

00:40:36This isn't about me. This is about you.

00:40:40You just lost your dad.

00:40:48I just can't believe he's gone.

00:40:56He was so good last time.

00:40:58He was so good.

00:41:00We'll be back soon.

00:41:26I don't know, but I just don't miss her.

00:41:30Yeah, I feel that.

00:41:35Who do you miss?

00:41:37Your mom.

00:41:40Yeah, I bet you do miss my mom.

00:41:42No, really, I do.

00:41:45You know, reiterate, let's just go back. Why are we here again?

00:41:50Like, on the trip?

00:41:52Yeah. Yeah, on this trip.

00:41:56Because we wanted to do something exciting.

00:42:03Get away.

00:42:05Something to distract ourselves from this mundane capitalist environment.

00:42:11And, and, I'm trying to get over Ellie.

00:42:23Ding, ding, ding, ding. We have a winner.

00:42:26One moment, please.

00:42:32Blind as a bat.

00:42:33All right.

00:42:34So I'm going to role play as your therapist, Juju.

00:42:38Not to be confused with Juju from the L word.

00:42:40Bet in Juju forever.

00:42:42So, first question.

00:42:44Why do you think it is so hard for you to let go?

00:42:49What keeps you holding on?

00:42:52She's the love of my life.

00:42:55And why do you think that?

00:42:59Because I always go back to her.

00:43:02I mean, time and time again.

00:43:10Do you not think that maybe you're just comfortable in the environment you created with her?

00:43:16Like, do you really think that, like, out of 7 billion people in this whole world,

00:43:22there's not one other person that you might love?

00:43:26Not like Ellie.

00:43:27A rollercoaster of emotion is not love.

00:43:34It was love.

00:43:37The purest love I think I've ever experienced.

00:43:42Well, sometimes love isn't enough then.

00:43:48Not to be healthy at least.

00:43:50Why can't I just make it fucking work?

00:43:53Like, I feel like Taylor Swift.

00:43:56I miss screaming, fighting, kissing in the rain.

00:43:59I don't want to be boring and comfortable.

00:44:03I understand that it must be really hard to even think and fathom that there might just be a life after Ellie.

00:44:15But life is bendable.

00:44:18It's changeable.

00:44:19Like, you, we are meant to heal.

00:44:22You could finally love someone the way that you deserve to.

00:44:27I just wanted it to be her.

00:44:34I know it's her.

00:44:36She's my person.

00:44:39I hope you're right.

00:44:40Okay, so, um, Missy just called me and I need to get to the theater home.

00:44:52I think she doesn't fucking know how to do anything.

00:44:55I have to get ready when I get there.

00:44:58So can you just, like, can you just meet me there?

00:45:01Yeah.

00:45:02Go on.

00:45:03I love it.

00:45:04I love it when Ellie drinks all my oat milk.

00:45:30Go on.

00:45:49Fuck!

00:45:53Fuck!

00:45:59Fuck!

00:46:01Fuck!

00:46:03Fuck!

00:46:09Hello?

00:46:11Hello?

00:46:19Ellie?

00:46:20Yeah, what's wrong?

00:46:22My fucking tire popped.

00:46:23I had to pull off the side of the freeway into some random parking lot.

00:46:27What do you mean?

00:46:29I mean it's completely deflated.

00:46:34You had to go get milk?

00:46:36Yeah, I just needed the distraction.

00:46:38Have you caught a tow truck?

00:46:41I can call one, but at odds are it'll probably take a few hours.

00:46:45The funeral's in an hour, Parker.

00:46:47I know. I could try calling Fern, see if he can come-

00:46:49I have to go. Just get here.

00:46:55Son of a bitch.

00:47:08Ellie, I'm so sorry.

00:47:10I went to the sorority and milked for the coffee, and then everything goes straight to the funeral home, but then my tower popped and I called the tow truck company, but they said that they couldn't be there until 1.30, and I didn't know what else to do.

00:47:22I didn't do it on purpose.

00:47:24You missed my dad's in an hour.

00:47:26I know. And I'm so sorry, but it's not my fault.

00:47:35Why didn't you think to just stay home?

00:47:39Do you ever think about what's going on around you?

00:47:47Ellie?

00:47:48This isn't your fucking world, Parker.

00:47:51Do you ever think, hey, maybe I should just stay home because Ellie's dad just died?

00:47:57My tire would have popped on the way to the funeral anyways.

00:48:00That's very convenient.

00:48:02Oh, do not pin this on me. I wanted to be there for you.

00:48:05Then you're a lot of talk.

00:48:07What the fuck is your problem?

00:48:09My problem?

00:48:11Parker, you need to figure out if I am good enough for you.

00:48:16If you ever care to give me a scrap of attention.

00:48:18All I do is give you my attention.

00:48:23All you do is worry about Parker.

00:48:31Oh, fuck that, Ellie.

00:48:32Would your mom do this?

00:48:45What is that?

00:48:46It's a stupid scrapbook that I made for our one year anniversary after getting back together.

00:48:51But it doesn't even fucking matter anymore now, does it?

00:48:54Because I'm so unpredictable, just like your mom.

00:48:59No, no, actually, you're really predictable.

00:49:03We always end because you always leave.

00:49:11Ellie.

00:49:14Ellie!

00:49:16Don't go!

00:49:22I have to.

00:49:23I'm going to go to my dad's beach house and come see the world.

00:49:27You can't leave me like this.

00:49:30You always left me like this, Parker.

00:49:33You're the love of my life.

00:49:38This isn't about us anymore.

00:49:40I need to find me.

00:49:42I need to find who Ellie is again.

00:49:44It's not you.

00:49:45It's me, right?

00:49:46It's you too.

00:49:48You desperately need to grow and find who you want to be and who Parker is.

00:49:54I don't think there can be an us anymore.

00:49:56I don't want to be here without you.

00:49:59I can't ruin myself for you anymore.

00:50:04And you can't either.

00:50:05I don't want you to go.

00:50:13I don't want you to go.

00:50:15I know.

00:50:15I don't want you to go in.

00:50:23Fern!

00:50:24Fern!

00:50:25Yeah, you can be there by 7, I mean, you know it's going to be late anyways, I mean,

00:50:47that's how it usually goes.

00:50:50Yeah.

00:50:51Parker just woke up.

00:50:55Hey, I'll see you when I see you.

00:50:58Okay.

00:50:59Love you.

00:51:00Bye.

00:51:01Hey.

00:51:02What are you doing?

00:51:06Rachel's going to pick me up from the airport.

00:51:08What?

00:51:09Why?

00:51:10Something wrong?

00:51:12Nothing.

00:51:14I'm just not stupid.

00:51:16I'm confused.

00:51:19Why are we in Pensacola?

00:51:21Because we wanted to go to the beach.

00:51:26Why are we in Pensacola, Parker?

00:51:32Look, Fern, I was going to tell you.

00:51:36Yeah, I know where Ellie lives.

00:51:39I really tried to give you the benefit of the doubt, but you are just the same old Parker.

00:51:45What?

00:51:46Those weren't my intentions.

00:51:48So you didn't mean to take me on a trip that I thought was us bonding and having all these

00:52:01crazy awesome life experiences together only so that you can just weasel your way in to go see Ellie.

00:52:07That's not what happened.

00:52:08Well, I'm glad I could be a pawn in your game.

00:52:16I mean, I wanted to see Ellie, but it became something more along the way.

00:52:28Halfway through I even forgot why I started the trip.

00:52:33Parker, you are my best friend, but for the love of God, you are so manipulative.

00:52:41Anything you want, you get.

00:52:44Come on, don't ruin the trip.

00:52:50You already ruined it.

00:52:52I'm sorry.

00:52:53I needed to see her.

00:52:55I needed to win her back.

00:52:58You are so worried about making sure everybody loves you that you end up treating the people

00:53:06who actually do love you like shit.

00:53:10I'm just confused, Fern.

00:53:13I can't do anything right.

00:53:15No one said you had to have it all figured out.

00:53:18But you just dragged everyone into your shit.

00:53:22You know what?

00:53:24You can call me when you've decided to be the Parker that I know you are.

00:53:30I won't be waiting for the call though.

00:53:33I will be happy if you want.

00:53:34Who didn't even stop that?

00:53:35I can't do anything but wait for me when I Sam is ready to go.

00:53:38My事 must be about it.

00:53:39Fire from cool.

00:53:40Yeah, man, brush from cool- spos.

00:53:41The camera that I'm using for representatives is simple to do with the открыв.

00:53:44I'm working mostly for companionship, all my readers, what does happen.

00:53:46That is the mysterious part?

00:53:47You're not sure.

00:53:48The camera is placement.

00:53:49There are armas that as many times have happened before.

00:53:51It's compliant things.

00:53:52Yeah, the machine is a business.

00:53:54At the bottom of the natural healthy and small family,

00:53:57but personnes have increased away from cooking,

00:53:59Hi, Mark.

00:54:23Hi.

00:54:29So, how are you?

00:54:34What are you doing in Pensacola?

00:54:36Oh, I'm good.

00:54:38I was just passing through the area.

00:54:40I figured I'd shoot you a message.

00:54:42I remember that you said that you were going to your dad's beach house in Pensacola.

00:54:46So, I thought it was worth a shot.

00:54:49Oh, yeah.

00:54:50I mean, moving here is probably one of the best decisions I've made in a while.

00:54:55I can imagine.

00:54:57Probably much better than home.

00:54:59How is home?

00:55:01Uh, humid.

00:55:02Kinda boring.

00:55:03The usual.

00:55:04I miss it a little.

00:55:07Yeah.

00:55:08Well, you know, if you're ever in town, you can...

00:55:10You can stay with me.

00:55:12Thanks, Mark.

00:55:14Yeah.

00:55:15It's probably not a good idea, but...

00:55:18I appreciate the offer.

00:55:20Yeah, I mean, I just...

00:55:21I figured I'd at least offer...

00:55:24How's Fern?

00:55:25She's good.

00:55:26Um, yeah, she's good.

00:55:28Rachel?

00:55:29She's good, too.

00:55:30They actually just got engaged and then bought a house, but I'm sure you already knew about

00:55:35all that.

00:55:36I do still talk to Rachel sometimes.

00:55:38That's good.

00:55:39You guys ever talk about me?

00:55:41No.

00:55:42Definitely not.

00:55:43Well, I mean, that's good.

00:55:44Our ending shouldn't mean, you know, an ending for you guys, too.

00:55:46It doesn't.

00:55:47So, there's this music shop I saw, um, over off of the pier.

00:56:00Figured if you don't have any plans later, maybe we could swing by.

00:56:05Um...

00:56:06I...

00:56:07I'm getting dinner with my friends tonight, actually.

00:56:10Well, I mean, that's okay.

00:56:12It was last minute anyways, but...

00:56:14Where are you guys going?

00:56:15Just this little Italian restaurant downtown.

00:56:18We...

00:56:19We go, like, every Friday, so...

00:56:21Yeah.

00:56:29Why am I here?

00:56:31Sorry.

00:56:34I just...

00:56:35I needed to see you.

00:56:39It's...

00:56:40It's been years.

00:56:41What do you need to see me for?

00:56:43I just still don't understand why things ended, you know?

00:56:46Like, you're my person.

00:56:47And I can't...

00:56:48I just can't stop thinking about the night you left.

00:56:54I'm not your person, Park.

00:56:56Not anymore, at least.

00:56:59But...

00:57:00You said it yourself.

00:57:01We're soulmates.

00:57:03You said soulmates have to be forever, Park.

00:57:05Because then what's the point?

00:57:06Because then what's the point?

00:57:07The point is that...

00:57:08We taught each other lessons and...

00:57:11How to love and...

00:57:12Treat someone with dignity and...

00:57:15Live up to your words.

00:57:16You know?

00:57:18I just...

00:57:19I know...

00:57:20You're the person I'm gonna end up with.

00:57:22It's...

00:57:27Maybe in another universe.

00:57:30We were together forever, but...

00:57:33I just don't think we're living in that universe anymore.

00:57:36Why is it so hard for me to get over you, but for you it's so easy?

00:57:44It wasn't easy.

00:57:46I spent months mourning you and I and the person I was when I was with you.

00:57:53And trying to figure out how I was gonna live life without you in it.

00:57:57And...

00:57:58I lost my best friend.

00:58:00And...

00:58:01You know...

00:58:02Part of me hoped that we would cross paths again and just...

00:58:05Fall into each other's arms and...

00:58:07Everything would be like it used to, but...

00:58:10That's just not life.

00:58:12Who said?

00:58:13Parker.

00:58:15Why can't we just have like...

00:58:17A fairytale ending where we always end up together?

00:58:20Because this isn't a movie.

00:58:22You know?

00:58:23We're real people.

00:58:24This is real life and...

00:58:26I just...

00:58:27Don't think we can exist together without hurting each other over and over and over again.

00:58:34God.

00:58:35I must sound insane.

00:58:38No.

00:58:39I just...

00:58:40Don't think you take it well when things don't go your way.

00:58:48I love you.

00:58:53I think I should go.

00:58:55I'm sorry.

00:58:58No, it's fine.

00:58:59I just...

00:59:00You know...

00:59:01I wish you the best.

00:59:02I wish you the best.

00:59:03I wish you the best.

00:59:04I wish you the best.

00:59:05I wish you the best.

00:59:06It's okay.

00:59:07I think I could have...

00:59:08I'm sorry.

00:59:14Please, don't leave.

00:59:16Okay, it's time to move on.

00:59:19You have a whole life ahead of you that does not involve me.

00:59:23A life that's beautiful and flawless.

00:59:27You and I were a mess of my ways, and I cherish all of them.

00:59:33But you will always be one of my favorite loves, okay?

00:59:38I'm sorry, it doesn't change anything.

00:59:49I'm sorry.

00:59:50I'm sorry.

00:59:51I'm sorry.

00:59:52I'm sorry.

01:00:24This is for you.

01:00:54This is for you.

01:01:24This is for you.

01:01:54This is for you.

01:02:24This is for you.

01:02:54This is for you.

01:03:24This is for you.

01:03:54This is for you.

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