01:49Cause there we are again on that little town street.
01:57You're almost in the red cause you were looking over me.
02:01Wind in my hair, I was there. I remember it all too bad.
02:11Let's go.
02:41Let's go.
03:11We called it what it was, till we were dead, gone buried, checked the pulse and come back swearing, it's the same, after three months in the grave.
03:23And then you wondered where it went to, as I reached for you, but all I felt was shame, and you held my life this frame.
03:34Why are you so pissed off?
03:52I'm not pissed off, who said I was pissed off?
03:57Because you're acting pissed off.
04:00It's ridiculous.
04:04These are my friends.
04:06They were super fucking nice to you, too.
04:08No, I liked your friends.
04:10I never said I didn't like your friends.
04:11I didn't like the way that you acted around them.
04:13You were being weird and quiet the entire time.
04:15I was not being weird, because you wouldn't look at me.
04:16Yes, you were.
04:17Oh, come on.
04:18You could ask me one thing the entire night.
04:20That's such bullshit.
04:20That's such bullshit.
04:21You dropped my fucking hand.
04:23What am I supposed to do with that?
04:25I didn't even fucking notice.
04:26What are you talking about?
04:27I dropped your hand.
04:27I don't know any of these people.
04:28They're all strangers.
04:29They're all older than me.
04:30But, like, what are you talking about?
04:31I feel so out of place.
04:32You're the only one that I can do.
04:33You're making this about you.
04:34I'm like, I'm catching up with friends.
04:36You're literally saying I dropped your hand.
04:37Like, I don't even remember the moment that you're talking about.
04:40How can you be, like, attacking me about something I don't even, like, fucking know?
04:43I was doing it subconsciously.
04:44I was catching up with people.
04:45Don't do that.
04:46You're making me feel fucking stupid.
04:48Holy shit.
04:50I don't think I'm making you feel that way.
04:52I think you're making yourself feel that way.
04:54Literally a moment that I don't even fucking remember that you're, like, fucking, like, holding me hostage over.
04:59It's insane.
05:00It's fucking crazy.
05:02These are people I haven't seen in, like, ten years.
05:04And you just sit there the entire fucking time.
05:07It was fun.
05:08I actually had a fucking blast.
05:09Now, now this is the night.
05:12Now we're doing this.
05:13Awesome.
05:14So fucking awesome.
05:16You just treated me differently.
05:17What do you mean I treated you differently?
05:20You didn't even look at me once.
05:22What are you talking about?
05:23I didn't look at you.
05:23I'm catching up with my friends.
05:25Trust me, they were enthralled by you.
05:27Of course.
05:28Of course.
05:28I'm sorry.
05:28You're making me the entire night about you.
05:30You didn't even look at me.
05:31Holy shit.
05:32Holy shit.
05:33I can't.
05:33I can't.
05:35It's so, it's fucking selfish.
05:36It's literally, like, it's so crazy.
05:38Oh, I'm saying he's selfish now.
05:39I'm selfish now.
05:40Yes, you're making me about, you're acting, I'm saying you're acting selfish.
05:42Absolutely.
05:43Right now, that's exactly what's happening.
05:45Don't fucking look at me like that.
05:47That's so fucked up.
05:48Hey.
05:48Hey.
05:57Come on.
05:58Come on.
05:58Come on.
05:59I don't wanna fight.
06:00I don't wanna fight.
06:02Come on.
06:04I'm sorry.
06:05I'm sorry.
06:07I'm sorry.
06:08I'm sorry.
06:09I'm sorry
06:10I'm sorry, I dropped your hand
06:13Come on
06:16Come on
06:18Come on, come on, come on, come on
06:20Come on, come on, come on
06:21I'm sorry
06:22And I know it's long gone
06:26And there was nothing else I could do
06:28And I forget about you
06:30Long enough to forget who I
06:32I needed
06:33To
06:35Cause there we are again
06:41In the middle of the night
06:43We're dancing around the kitchen
06:46In the refrigerator light
06:49Down the stairs
06:50I was there
06:51I remember it all too well
06:56And there we are again
07:02When nobody had to know
07:04You kept me like a secret
07:07But I kept you like an oath
07:09Sacred prayer
07:10And we'd swear
07:12To remember it all too well
07:16Yeah
07:20Yeah
07:21Yeah
07:21Yeah
07:22Yeah
07:37Maybe we got lost in translation
07:58Maybe I asked for too much
08:01But maybe this thing was a masterpiece
08:04So you tore it all up
08:06Running scared, I was there
08:09I remember it all too well
08:16Hadn't you call me up again
08:19Just to break me like a promise
08:22So casually cruel
08:24In the name of being honest
08:27I'm crumpled up a piece of paper
08:30Lying here as I remember it
08:32They say all's well, that ends well
08:40But I'm in a new hell every time
08:44You'd ever cross my mind
08:47You said if we had been closer in age
08:51Maybe it would've been fun
08:54And that would made me learn to die
08:58The idea you had of me
09:00Who was she?
09:01A never-needy, ever-lovely jewel
09:04Cause shine reflects on you
09:08Not weeping in a party bathroom
09:11From some actress asking me
09:13What happened to you
09:15That's what happened to you
09:18You who charmed my dad
09:21With self-effacing jokes
09:24Sipping coffee like you're on a late night show
09:29But then he watched me watch the front door all night
09:32Willing you to come
09:34And he said it's supposed to be fun
09:37I'm turning 21
09:39Time won't fly
10:05It's like I'm paralyzed by it
10:08I'd like to be my old self again
10:10But I'm still trying to find it
10:13After plaid shirt days
10:15And nights when you made me your own
10:18Now you mail back my things
10:20And I walk home alone
10:23But you keep my old scarf
10:25From that very first week
10:28Cause it reminds you of innocence
10:31And it smells like me
10:33You can't get rid of it
10:35Cause you remember it all too well
10:43Cause there we are again
10:46When I loved you so
10:49Back before you lost
10:51The one real thing you've ever known
10:54It was rare
10:55I was there
10:56I remember it all too well
11:04Remember my hair
11:05You were there
11:06You remember it all
11:07Down the stairs
11:08You were there
11:09You remember it all
11:10It was rare
11:11I was there
11:12I remember it all too well
11:17And I was never good at telling jokes
11:19But the punchline goes
11:20I'll get older
11:21But your lovers stay my age
11:25From when you're Brooklyn
11:27Broke my skin and bolts
11:29I'm a soldier who's returning
11:31Half her weight
11:33And did the twin flame bruise paint you blue?
11:37Just between us did the love affair
11:40Maim you too
11:42Cause in this city's barren cold
11:44I still remember the first fall of snow
11:47And how it glistened as it fell
11:49I'm a soldier who's returning half her weight
11:51And did the twin flame bruise paint you blue?
11:53Just between us did the love affair maim you too?
11:55Cause in this city's barren cold
11:57I still remember the first fall of snow
12:00And how it glistened as it fell
12:03Fall of snow
12:05And how it glistened as it fell
12:09I remember it all maim you too
12:13Just between us did the love affair maim you all too well
12:27Just between us do you remember it all too well