Kristin Cavallari Found It Difficult To Have 1st Boyfriend 'Diminish' Their Relationship

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00:00I talked to him after, um, you know, I think when someone tries to apologize, but has a million

00:06excuses about why they have shitty behavior, I don't, I'm just not in a place in my life where

00:11I need to be gaslit or I just don't care anymore. Like I'm good. I don't need people in my life who

00:17can't take any accountability. Yeah. Yes. And no. I mean, I think I've always sort of been

00:22careful with, well, I think trust has to be earned. I don't think trust is given. I've

00:26always been like that TV being on TV, obviously enhances that. I, I think the hard part for me

00:33was I had held Johnny in this high regard for so many years and to have talent and Johnny back to

00:40back kind of diminish what we had and almost make it just purely about sex was really difficult for

00:48me, particularly about Johnny, because Johnny was my first love. We actually, for being 14 had a

00:54really amazing relationship. I mean, I literally used to wake up and I had poems on my window and

00:58I love you. I mean, like so incredibly sweet. And I was trying to give him that opportunity and he

01:04was just kept like tearing it down. And that I was just like, what is going on? I didn't understand

01:10that. So

01:10that I was just like, what is going on in my room? I mean, like so I was going on in my room and I

01:26was just like, oh, I'm just like, I can't do it. And you're like, oh, I don't know. That's