What It Feels Like For a Girl Season 1 Episode 7
#WhatItFeelsLikeForaGirl
#CinemaSeriesUSFilm
๐ Please join
https://t.me/CinemaSeriesUSFilm
#WhatItFeelsLikeForaGirl
#CinemaSeriesUSFilm
๐ Please join
https://t.me/CinemaSeriesUSFilm
Category
๐น
FunTranscript
00:00Ever seen scum at Ray Winston?
00:07Please don't!
00:08Help!
00:09Help!
00:10Steve had it on VHS.
00:12Please don't!
00:13No!
00:14No!
00:15Reckon he was trying to put me off bum sex or scare me so I'd never end up in prison.
00:20No!
00:21No!
00:22No!
00:23No!
00:24No!
00:25No!
00:26No!
00:27No!
00:28It didn't work on either count.
00:32Two years.
00:33Two fucking years.
00:37All of your belongings, earrings too.
00:41Nice earrings dickhead.
00:45Come on boys, come on.
00:48What are you in for?
00:51Come on Dan, what are you in for?
00:52That is a rubber egg.
00:54Rubber egg?
00:55What's your rob?
00:56An old woman?
00:57He's ready for a finger up your back.
01:02He's ready for a finger up your back.
01:10Take him off.
01:11Okay!
01:12Thanks!
01:13Take him off.
01:14All right!
01:21Woo!
01:24Woo!
01:29Wow, wow, wow, wow.
01:30Come on, Dan.
01:32All right, look who are you, hey man.
01:35Hey, man, come on.
01:36I just need to keep my head down, and I'll be fine.
02:06Here we get in. I'm gonna fucking die in here.
02:22You get your phone call soon.
02:36Hello? Hello? Hello? I can't hear you. Hello? Who is it?
02:58Hello, it's Byron. I'm stuck in...
03:01Leave a message. Guess what? I might just listen to it.
03:08Hello? Die, it's Byron. I'm stuck in...
03:11Got you again!
03:14Oh, God!
03:17Hello, Die. Can you just fucking answer your phone, please?
03:21It's not fucking funny.
03:31Got any burn?
03:50No.
03:52Thank you. I'm done over.
03:54Who are you?
03:56Right, enough of the fucking questions. I can give it that.
03:59I don't have any.
04:05Lying in here will get you shanked up.
04:15Hang on!
04:17who else is?
04:18Come on!
04:19Come on!
04:20Come on!
04:21Come on!
04:22Get out of here!
04:23Come on!
04:24Fuck!
04:38Fuck!
04:39What the fuck, why?
04:51Why?
04:52Why do you all right?
04:55Why do you do?
05:04Why do you do the wrong part?
05:09Why do you do the wrong part?
05:12Why do you do the wrong part?
05:15Why do you do the wrong part?
05:19Why do you do the wrong part?
05:22Why do you do the wrong part?
05:25Lessons!
05:30Please, just do a mini-up.
05:33No, you come with me now.
05:35Come on, get moving.
05:42Hey, get on the table!
05:45You slug it down, do you walk?
05:47All right, all right.
05:49This is Byron.
05:50Miss Meadows, our educational officer.
05:54Take a seat.
05:57Right.
05:59That's enough.
06:01Right.
06:0220-minute test.
06:04Let's just see where we're at.
06:05What kind of progress you're making, if any at all.
06:08I miss.
06:10How'd you catch AIDS?
06:12Right.
06:1320-minute test in silence.
06:16Go.
06:17Don't go.
06:18Right.
06:19Get out.
06:20I barely fucking touched you.
06:21It acts like I've fucking stabbed him.
06:22Get out!
06:23Get out!
06:24Come on!
06:25We said no, bitch boy.
06:26What?
06:28Don't go.
06:31Right.
06:32Get out.
06:33I barely fucking touched you.
06:34It acts like I've fucking stabbed him.
06:35Get out!
06:36Come here!
06:37We said no, bitch boy.
06:39What?
06:41Not nothing wrong.
06:44Come on, Sam.
06:46The Lord is my light and salvation.
06:50You can take him, you can, you can have all of him.
07:07You're a puff.
07:15They're telling you you're near for, then?
07:18Fucking ages.
07:21Right, and then do you get out?
07:23I've got no chance at an HTC, so I'm out for a while.
07:26What's that?
07:27Early release. We have to wear a tag.
07:29And any fucker gets it, though.
07:32Bang up!
07:34Night-night.
07:35Here she is.
07:49Please welcome, Nadia.
07:51I've just had this exchange, and I'm very proud of what I am, what I've achieved so far.
07:56I've done three years of going through gender clinics and all that nonsense.
08:00I had my breast done, which I'm very proud of.
08:03She had her operation a year and a half ago, and she's decided she's not necessarily going to tell her housemates straight away. She may play with them a little bit first.
08:12Day six and a big boss to last. For fuck's sake, how the fuck did I get here?
08:22Byron?
08:23Yeah?
08:24Were you in further education?
08:25Kinda.
08:26Sign this.
08:27No, I don't want to stick up.
08:28I don't want to miss the chance of teaching something interesting. Think of your future.
08:43Fuck, could this help me get a HTC?
08:46No-one is guaranteed one of those, but yes, it could. If you get good grades, you might be eligible for early release.
09:01Hey, fucker.
09:02Anyone want one of their gay-wise books?
09:04Fuck it in, Carl.
09:05Our golden boy will be fine without his books.
09:08Jay.
09:10Toby.
09:13Hello?
09:14I can't hear you. Hello? Who was there?
09:15Leave a message. Just right, I might just listen to it.
09:20So have you met anyone nice in here, then?
09:35It's present, Lisa.
09:37Are you eating? You look ever so frail.
09:42Yeah, I am, but it's horrible, Mama.
09:45I can't stand you being in here, Byron.
09:47I mean, why did you do it? It doesn't make any sense to me.
09:51Come on now.
09:52Look, let's not do this now.
09:54No, he needs to hear it, ma'am.
09:57Everybody's looking at me in Ucknell. I can't go anywhere. I can't even go to the frigging co-op.
10:02You're driving a fucking prison, Mum.
10:04Can you stop with the effing and jeffing, please?
10:06Sorry.
10:08Tell us about this JCB thingy.
10:11HDC, Mama. It's a home detention care for you.
10:15HDC, yeah.
10:16Yeah.
10:17Yeah, and I forget it. It means I can get out in eight months.
10:19Oh, that's good.
10:21Good?
10:22It's eight months.
10:25What are you going to do about your studies?
10:27Well, they'll let me do them in here.
10:28Yeah, but it's not the same, is it?
10:29You ain't got a fucking choice, Mum, have I?
10:31Sorry, I can't say anything right in here.
10:36Yeah, well, at least you've got some sort of awareness at last.
10:38I can't be here, Mum. I'm going to go stand outside.
10:41No, Lisa, don't go, darling.
10:43I know you're not going to believe me, Byron, but I just want you to be all right.
10:48All right.
10:57They are right to you, yeah?
10:59Doc, no touching, please.
11:00Oh, sorry, sorry.
11:02You've just got to keep your head down and get on with it.
11:21And you'll get through it, you know?
11:24Yeah.
11:29Get undressed.
11:44Yes, sir.
11:46Speak up.
11:48Yes, sir.
11:59Arms up. Turn around.
12:20Day 20 in the big boss to last.
12:23I can feel myself disappearing.
12:27I have to be able to exhaust it. I can't take it.
12:32Nadia, is it just a lack of cigarettes?
12:34Yes, it is just a lack of cigarettes.
12:36Don't ask many more questions.
12:38Just get me out of here, please.
12:40I'm going to go insane.
12:42Look at me.
12:43This is not funny.
12:50I want to know what everyone's doing on the outside.
12:53I want everyone to be dead bored without me.
13:02Any news on my HCC?
13:04Just off.
13:06I want the whole friggin' world to just stop.
13:09But it won't, my lap.
13:11Because they are playing all the new songs on the radio today
13:14and it got me thinking.
13:15There'll be traffic jams and parties
13:18and special offers in Tesco's
13:20and life will just carry on without me.
13:23No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no
13:25I want to love it.
13:26Leave a message.
13:29Guess what?
13:30For fuck's sake.
13:32Any news?
13:34But maybe this is exactly what someone like me deserves.
13:37But maybe this is exactly what someone like me deserves.
13:50Leave a message!
13:52Don't talk about this!
14:07I don't reprobate. How's Gael?
14:12I hope you're not someone's bitch already.
14:15Right, that was a joke before you get all sensitive.
14:18I have found this photo that made me proper miss ya.
14:21Up here's fine and I do miss everyone.
14:24Even you sometimes, you got me little bitch.
14:26And I'm getting by and I met some new people too.
14:28Got some new work connections. Wink, wink.
14:31Anyway, I spoke to Diane on the phone the other day
14:33and we was laughing about her foot therapy.
14:35God. Do you remember that?
14:38Oh, I do miss your babes.
14:41It's weird without you girls around, I can't lie.
14:44I hope you're keeping your chin up in there.
14:46Right, I know it's tough, but you are tougher.
14:50Everything's gonna be alright. Just hang in there, Byron.
14:53You'll get through it. I promise.
14:56I love you, girl.
14:58Sasha.
15:00I'm a little bit disappointed with the man he chose to come in here.
15:06I was just wondering what his thoughts on that.
15:09Why are you disappointed in the big brother men?
15:14Big brother men?
15:16Big brother men?
15:17Only because I thought it would be a little bit sort of,
15:22I don't know, more masculine or sort of cave looking man.
15:27You know what I mean? Like really primitive.
15:29Oh, fuck. For the sake.
15:37Go on, Jo, babe.
15:39Oh my God, Di.
15:40I can't hear you, property babe. I'm having a rave with my ass.
15:44Okay, well, Di, listen to me, yeah?
15:46I'm gonna get you a visiting order for you and Samantha to come see me, yeah?
15:48Oh, yeah, definitely, babe. Don't be there.
15:50Okay, okay. How's the rave at that? I'm being able to see you miserable without me.
15:53Look, David's free and I've got to go, alright? Alright? Bye, bye, bye, bye, bye.
15:57You've come a long way, Byron. Your writing is interesting. It's original.
16:26Oh, thanks, miss.
16:28If we take a look at your introduction...
16:30Miss, can you just help?
16:32Fuck off.
16:33Carl.
16:37Miss, have you got a second?
16:38Give me a second.
16:40If we take a look at your introduction...
16:42What I feel here is that you've already reached your conclusion before you've expanded on any points.
16:47Well, I have.
16:48We can't do that, Byron. It's so close to an A. It is...
16:51I actually need help with something.
16:54If he's got so many books, he can already fucking read.
16:56But I need your help to read.
16:57He won't fucking come to me.
16:58You sit with him, I'll lesson.
17:00Enough.
17:01Oh, fuck me!
17:02Shut the fuck up, boy!
17:06Send that! Send that!
17:12Scary doll!
17:13You've got real potential, Byron.
17:16Have you considered university?
17:18No, I don't think people like me go to university.
17:21Says who?
17:22I'm gonna get you some prospectuses.
17:28Hey, back to yourself!
17:30You too.
17:31See you later...
17:32Oh, yeah, yeah.
17:33Yeah, yeah.
17:35You get it.
17:36Come in, come in.
17:37Come in.
17:38Come in, come in.
17:40Quick home.
17:42It's my door.
17:46I'm a boss.
17:49You're all right.
17:50Why the fuck did you do that?
18:04Did you grasp?
18:04Yeah, I fucking didn't.
18:05But what if someone had seen the room?
18:06You could have messed things up for me.
18:10I don't know.
18:10I'm sure you're going to be fine.
18:12Get all the fucking help you need, don't you?
18:20What are you doing?
18:42I got an appeal.
18:45An appeal for what?
18:47To get my sentence reduced.
18:50I'm going to ask my mum if she'll come.
18:59Do you want me to help you with it?
19:06Yeah.
19:08Okay.
19:12Well, what is it you want to say to her?
19:14I want to say that...
19:18I want to say that I had no reasons.
19:23Okay.
19:26Anything else?
19:29And...
19:30I'm sorry for letting her down again.
19:36Okay.
19:37Okay, well then, why don't we...
19:42Why don't we start there?
19:49Why don't we say...
19:50Dear mum...
19:51Dear mum...
19:54I know...
20:08That you're upset.
20:14Yeah.
20:15Yeah.
20:15But the first thing I want to say to you...
20:21Is that I'm sorry.
20:342.34pm.
20:37Nadia's been getting ready for the past three and a half hours.
20:41Of course.
20:41Oh!
20:45Beauty boy.
20:46Do you think I look beautiful?
20:48Of course.
20:49This is me.
20:50But can Nadia please come to the diary room?
20:55Oh wait, you're out from Bern.
20:58Oh.
21:03Thanks.
21:03Hey, what?
21:27Seen something you like, batty boy.
21:31Hey, come look at this faggot, man.
21:33What's it like getting fucked up the ass?
21:36Mate, you tell me.
21:40I'll bet he out why don't me ask your dad.
21:43You better shut the fuck up.
21:45He has a strong family resemblance, isn't there?
21:48One brain sound a tiny little cock.
21:53Stop.
21:53I'm freaking slap your face.
21:55You've got a mouth on you, haven't you?
21:56Yeah, that's what his dad said.
21:57I'm a fuck.
22:01Oh, shit.
22:03Get a fuck up.
22:13Break it up.
22:14Break it up.
22:14Break it up.
22:15Break it up.
22:15Oh, fuck off the lot of you.
22:18After lights out, we speak to the bogs.
22:20You can join, but only if you make us laugh.
22:22Yeah, I wonder why the Louvre was around.
22:25Yeah, you've got to put my water out with a toilet brush.
22:28Don't worry.
22:29I know, we'll be around a toilet brush.
22:32Fucking push me.
22:33All right, break it up.
22:35I'll kill it.
22:37Fuck off.
22:38Back off.
22:38Let me lie, man.
22:39What are you doing, huh?
22:40What?
22:40Put your hands on me.
22:41Calm down.
22:42What, are you going to let them start on me?
22:43I can't defend myself.
22:44I was just fucking defending myself.
22:47So, I've been speaking to Miss Meadows.
22:49Miss Meadows, she says you applied to uni and you're working hard.
23:08HDC.
23:10Early release in six months' time.
23:11Thank you so much.
23:20Thank you, sir.
23:21You don't know how great you play, and you really don't.
23:22Thank you so much.
23:23What?
23:24Remember the three Fs.
23:26No fighting.
23:28No funny business.
23:29No fucking.
23:30Or this all goes away.
23:31Yes, Mr. D.
23:32Three Fs.
23:33Got it.
23:38Thanks, sir.
23:38Thanks, sir.
23:38Thanks, sir.
23:41Thanks, sir.
24:11Oh.
24:17Oh, fuck.
24:18Oh, my God.
24:25Anyone there?
24:31Oh, fuck.
24:33Is that you, Bucknell?
24:36Kyle?
24:37Um, I'm getting a mug.
24:41He's quite palmed up.
24:44Um, chocolate milkshake.
24:48That's what you do first.
24:50I swear to God.
24:53You?
24:54God, I do now.
24:55I can't decide whether things are going to be completely different or exactly the same.
25:01Different.
25:03I mean, it's got to be.
25:05What are you going to do differently?
25:08Uh, not get used by absolute balance and commit crimes.
25:14Oh, none of it's your fault, then.
25:18You're going to go back to shagging dirty old men?
25:21Oh, come on, Kyle.
25:22It's got to be some fun.
25:23Fun?
25:26Right, how old were they?
25:27It wasn't really a watching him where'd you come from kind of situation.
25:30But they were men, though.
25:32They're grown-ups.
25:33I wanted to do it, okay?
25:35Okay, but why did they?
25:37It ain't right.
25:37I mean, come on, Kyle.
25:40It's you.
25:40No, you don't get it.
25:42I fucking do.
25:49I saw your, um...
25:51Your photo.
25:52Are you, um...
25:54You're one of them drag queens?
26:02Um...
26:02No, no, I mean...
26:04It's more than that.
26:07That's why I'm fucking suffocating in here.
26:13Look, yeah, I don't...
26:15I don't get it, but...
26:16You look happy in that picture.
26:18It suits your song.
26:21You know, that's one of the reasons I love Dice so much.
26:27Like...
26:28The first time I ever met her, she just let me feel like I could be myself around her.
26:32No, I'm sorry.
26:35I know I keep going on about it, but honestly, seeing her tomorrow is the only thing that's fucking getting me through this place.
26:43Sounds good, mate.
26:47Alright, well, I'm shattered, so I'm gonna get off.
26:51Night, Kyle.
26:53I'll see you tomorrow.
26:54Good night.
26:54No joke or so, lad.
27:15Thank you, man.
28:15Oh, fuck.
28:27That suited you.
28:33Thanks.
28:45Hey.
28:47Hi.
28:48Where's Di?
28:53She couldn't get her pass on time.
28:56Oh.
28:58Oh, right.
28:59Oh, well, um...
29:01It's fine, but thanks for coming.
29:04Yeah, of course. Don't be daft.
29:06So, how have you been?
29:07Any news on HTC yet?
29:08Yeah, it's the...
29:11Sorry, it's the, um...
29:12It's the 20th of August, so...
29:15That's amazing.
29:16Mm.
29:17I'm so proud of you.
29:18Hey, look, I've got something to tell you.
29:20Yeah?
29:21Do you remember Kayleigh Myers?
29:23I bet you she left it till last minute, didn't she?
29:25What? Who? What?
29:26Di.
29:27Byron?
29:29Yeah, so, um...
29:30Kayleigh...
29:31Kayleigh Myers got the crunchy pen.
29:33Yeah, yeah, yeah, her.
29:34Yeah, um, well...
29:36Kelly, Aunt Roy Loke, is saying that Kayleigh's fucking Luke.
29:39Sorry, I fucking...
29:40I can't fucking believe her.
29:41No, I know, I know.
29:42I mean, she's meant to be my fucking best mate.
29:43She can't sort herself out to come visit me when she's in prison.
29:46She's taking a fucking piss.
29:50Don't you think that's wild?
29:52Do you know what, Byron?
29:52I didn't need to come all this way.
29:54It's Lester, Samantha, it's not Mars.
29:56Oh, my God.
29:59I still think you're the centre of the frigging universe, don't you?
30:01No, I don't...
30:03Then we'll just take a look at your sandwich, huh?
30:05You're in prison.
30:07So you haven't exactly got it all figured out.
30:15Leave a message.
30:16Guess what?
30:17I might just listen to it.
30:22Go on, you again.
30:25Oh, God.
30:27Listen, you fucking bitch.
30:29Couldn't get yourself started to come see me while I'm stuck here.
30:31In fucking prison.
30:32Babe, stop trying to be a fucking martyr.
30:35You could just not pull off lady's eye.
30:37So safe night is a fucking threat.
30:40Fucking selfish bitch.
30:45I mean, I did leave her a shitty voicemail.
30:49Maybe it was a bit fucking harsh, but
30:50she's the one person I want to see in here.
30:52At what point is she just going to forgive me?
30:55It's functioning coming off.
30:57Go on.
30:57Time to get ready if you're here.
31:00Oh, that shit are.
31:01Yeah.
31:04Carl, good luck.
31:05Thanks.
31:06Oh.
31:23Oh.
31:23You coming, old one?
31:51Come on.
31:53Come on.
31:54Come on.
31:55I know you want it.
31:56It's not bad, I got hurt, but it's better than nothing.
32:00You try.
32:05Come on.
32:06It's good.
32:07Oh, fuck.
32:13Oh, fuck.
32:28Come on.
32:29Come on.
32:30Come on.
32:31Come on.
32:32Come on.
32:33Come on.
32:34Come on.
32:35Come on.
32:36Come on.
32:37Come on.
32:38Come on.
32:39Come on.
32:41Come on.
32:42Come on.
32:43Come on.
32:44Come on.
32:45Fuck's sake.
32:46Come on.
32:47Come on.
32:48Come on.
32:49Come on.
32:50Come on.
32:51Come on.
32:52Come on.
32:53Come on.
32:54Come on.
32:55Come on.
32:56Come on.
32:57Come on.
32:58Come on.
32:59Come on.
33:00It's Natalie.
33:03It's...
33:07Natalie.
33:10Oh, my God.
33:16Thank God, see you.
33:28You said I'm funny.
33:58Want another go?
34:20No, I don't.
34:25Fuck, fuck, Freddie.
34:27Freddie, to the camera.
34:32What are they going to do, bang me up?
34:42Fuck.
34:49I'm sorry your appeal didn't work out.
34:52Look, if it's any consolation, I'm probably going to be stuck here with you.
34:56What are you saying?
34:58I think I fucked my HTC.
35:01I did something stupid with Freddie, and as soon as I did it, I fucking regretted it.
35:05I did.
35:06But I went back yesterday, and it's a fucking CCTV camera.
35:10It's now some tape, and I think it's only a fucking matter of time before everyone can see it, and I fucked it.
35:14I have.
35:15I've completely fucked it.
35:16I've been so stupid.
35:17Fucking.
35:18Oh, there you go.
35:19That's it.
35:26Fuck who fucking cares?
35:28I guess being in here is not much fucking worse than being a knock knock.
35:32You're fucking going through our legs.
35:34Enough.
35:35You stupid traps.
35:37God!
35:39Fuck you.
35:40Back to work.
35:42Fucking shut your mouth.
35:45Aw, you love us Tiffany.
35:47Oh
35:56They shut your mouth
36:02Let's go back to what we were doing we were doing really well
36:17Come back!
36:19Stay back!
36:21What's up Ben?
36:25I'll try to string up
36:29Sounds! Now!
36:31Get in
36:33Come on back in
36:47I'll try
36:57I'll try
37:07Fucking throw it away!
37:17I'm moving, come on
37:19The rules are safe!
37:20They still think you're the centre of the friggin universe don't they?
37:23The rules are safe!
37:24Oh fuck!
37:25I mean why did you do it?
37:26The rules are safe!
37:27I mean the centre of the friggin universe don't know it
37:29Fucking throw it away!
37:30I mean why did you do it?
37:32Fucking throw it away!
37:33Fucking throw it away!
37:37Ben!
37:38Ben!
37:39Ben!
37:40Fucking throw it away!
37:42Ben!
37:44Ben!
37:45Jen!
38:06Hello?
38:07What?
38:08Iren?
38:10Mind you didn't hear ya?
38:13Iren?
38:14What?
38:15What is it? What's wrong?
38:19No, Mum, it's all gone to shit.
38:22Eddie just needed his mum and she's gone.
38:24Oh, my God, sorry.
38:26So, who did?
38:27I thought you were getting out.
38:29No, I'm a fucking fuck-up mum.
38:31I can't do anything right, can I?
38:33No, I'm sorry. I'm fucking sorry for everything, Mum.
38:36I am. I'm so, so, so.
38:40I can't do fucking anything right.
38:43No, it's going to be all right, Byron.
38:45Yeah, but what if it's not, Mum?
38:47Look, whatever's happened has happened now, OK?
38:50We can't turn back time.
38:51You can just try now and do the right thing.
38:55Right? That's all any of us can do.
38:57OK.
38:59Time's up.
39:00OK, right, I've got to go, Mum, but thank you for listening, OK?
39:03All right, my love.
39:03Miss you.
39:05OK, bye.
39:06Bye.
39:12Come in.
39:15I, uh, I just wanted to see how Carl was doing.
39:24Recovering.
39:28It's not the first time he's done this, unfortunately.
39:32Yeah, well, I think he should have accepted his appeal.
39:35Are you finished?
39:36Now, there's, uh, there's something I need to tell you.
39:48I, uh, I fucked up.
39:51I did something with Freddie in the kitchen.
39:56And, look, I'm sure you already know, because there's a CCTV camera,
39:59but I just wanted to come in here and tell you that's the reason my car was angry.
40:02Because I jeopardized getting out while he's stuck in here.
40:06And, look, I know that he's going to fuck my HTC.
40:09I know I'm going to be stuck in here, and I deserve that.
40:11And so I'm not asking for special treatment.
40:13But I just wanted to come in here, take accountability,
40:15and say that I am sorry and I am going to do better.
40:17I am.
40:18I can promise you that.
40:19I am going to do better.
40:23It doesn't work.
40:24It doesn't work.
40:27What?
40:30The CCTV needs fixing.
40:37I've never seen anything.
40:39And I think you just could have left here quietly.
40:43Okay.
40:54Right.
41:01About what?
41:03Whatever's in that, Eddie, yours.
41:04There's an image that keeps appearing in my mind lately.
41:22It's this poster we had in Home Economics.
41:25It showed you how much you should be eating of the different types of food.
41:29All the luxury items are at the top.
41:31Tasty stuff.
41:33Sweets and chocolate.
41:34And at the bottom's all the basics.
41:37Stuff you're meant to get plenty of.
41:39Fruit and veg and all aren't shit.
41:42But society has their own version.
41:44At the top, there's the queen.
41:46The lords and the ladies.
41:48Judges and celebrities.
41:50There's the queen, Joan Collins.
41:52There's doctors and bank managers.
41:54Then there's builders.
41:55And getting less and less important until you reach the homeless.
41:59Drug dealers and prosers.
42:00And right at the bottom, it's everyone who's been to prison.
42:03And I asked myself, how did it happen?
42:06How do we end up at the bottom of the heap?
42:10It's the only good people looking down from the top.
42:12One of my favourite books, when I was little, had a picture that shows this police station cutting off like a doll's ass.
42:20And you could see the divide.
42:22Good people above, bad people below.
42:25It's stuck with me because in some ways, I feel like I've always been below, locked up.
42:34And being here, I've realised we're all trapped in some way.
42:37And I wonder if any of us ever break out of the cells we're given, or the ones we build for ourselves.
42:45Because I've realised, through our own actions, we've given bricks to fortify it with.
42:50I need to stop making excuses and start owning that.
42:56Because look at me.
42:57I'm here, under a prison-issue blanket, on a prison-issue mattress, looking up at a prison ceiling.
43:05I rob someone.
43:07I committed a crime.
43:08I'm doing the time.
43:10But what's next?
43:11Hey, Smael.
43:35Look, I don't expect you to talk to me, I get it.
43:38Honestly, I do.
43:39But I just wanted to say one thing to you.
43:42If Luke is having it off at Crunchy Pym, Kayleigh Miles, then babes, he is a bastard, and you fucking deserve better.
43:48I'm sorry.
43:49I am.
43:50And I just fucking pray you'll forgive me, because I love you.
43:55I'll speak to you soon.
44:11I will.
44:12I'll speak to you soon.
44:14I'll speak to you soon.
44:24I'll feel sorry.
44:24PIANO PLAYS
44:54two-thirds of offenders
44:55end up back in here within two years.
45:02But you're different.
45:04You have a real chance out there.
45:06Don't fuck it up.
45:08They'll tag you when you get home.
45:11What?
45:13I can still have my HTC.
45:24I can still have my HTC.
45:28I can still have my HTC.
45:33What do you want to go outside?
45:34I can still have my HTC.
45:44What about that์น๋ inside of it?
45:45I can still have a ๊ฐiony.
45:46I handle something.
45:47So dear people can still have my HTC.
45:48WTF?!
45:49Why is there supporting their HTC?
45:50Oh, my God.
46:20Come on, come on.
46:50Come on, come on.
47:20Come on.
47:50Come on.