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00:00So, it's a nice question to start with.
00:10Confidence is something that we want, right?
00:18We do not like to be unsure or hesitant.
00:26We do not like to be in a situation where we are not certain that we know.
00:34That brings us to the word knowledge.
00:37And as Abhimanyu said, most of us believe that confidence comes from knowledge.
00:48So how to maintain this confidence?
00:54By accumulating more and more knowledge, will that help?
01:00Will that quench our need to feel confident at all times?
01:08This is broadly the issue that we must discuss.
01:20What is confidence?
01:27Confidence is the belief that I know, that I understand, that I am in control of things,
01:42that I can command, that I am on top of the situation.
01:50When you feel this way, then you say I am confident, right?
01:55That is confidence for us.
02:01But one has to remember that firstly knowledge is limited.
02:16We are going into the nature of knowledge.
02:19What is knowledge?
02:20How does it function?
02:22Firstly, knowledge with any entity is always limited.
02:31Even the sum total of all knowledge that mankind has or is ever going to have will not even
02:45be a tiny fraction of the total knowledge that can be possibly had.
02:51So knowledge by its definition is limited.
02:55That is the first thing about knowledge.
02:57What is the first thing?
03:00Howsoever much knowledge you have, but it is always going to be limited.
03:09It may be alright when it comes to facing a particular examination based on a syllabus
03:17because even that syllabus is limited.
03:20So limited syllabus and limited knowledge can counterbalance each other.
03:28But when it comes to life, is life limited?
03:33Is life limited by the boundaries of any syllabus?
03:39Is it?
03:41So knowledge can help you face a structured examination to an extent.
03:49It is helpful there.
03:51But knowledge is very inadequate when it comes to life because knowledge by definition is
03:59always going to be limited.
04:00It is an ever expanding domain.
04:06And when I say ever expanding, that brings me to the second thing about knowledge.
04:11What is the second thing about knowledge?
04:13The second thing about knowledge is the more you know, the more you realize that you do
04:21not know.
04:25That knowledge is limited is not known to those with limited knowledge.
04:33Understand this.
04:35It requires a really knowledgeable man to know that knowledge is limited.
04:44The ones who have little knowledge keep on thinking that they have all the knowledge.
04:51Socrates it was and it requires a man of the measure of Socrates to say that the only
05:00thing I know is that I do not know.
05:04Remember, no man lesser than Socrates can say this.
05:12The only thing that I know is that I do not know.
05:17And how can he say this?
05:20Because he has a lot of knowledge.
05:23So the more knowledge expands, the more it is able to see its own inadequacy.
05:33The lesser is the knowledge that you have, the more you feel cocksure, oh, I know everything.
05:43The more you have a really bigoted belief, a really obstinate belief in yourself, oh, I know.
06:00Mahavir had a very nice way of answering certain people.
06:08People would come and ask him all kinds of deep questions, questions about life, philosophy,
06:15the right action, the right thing to do, reality.
06:19They would ask him, does the world really exist in the way it appears to be?
06:24He would say probably.
06:30They would ask him, does God exist?
06:32He would say probably.
06:34The next one would come and say, sir, does God not exist?
06:38He would say probably.
06:40Not on all occasions, but with certain people, as a means to bring them to realization.
06:49Syad, probably, and this came to be known as Syadvad, probably.
07:02When you reach the height of a Mahavir, then you realize that it is all just probably.
07:09Or you can come to modern physics and go to Schrodinger.
07:15And what does he tell you, probably, probably.
07:21Does the electron really exist where I think it is?
07:26Well, sir, probably, depends on with what precision you want to measure its velocity.
07:35You want to be very precise about its velocity, then you will have to be less and less precise
07:40about its location, probably.
07:48But only a Schrodinger can say that.
07:52You require to come to modern physics to realize that all modern physics deals in probabilities.
07:58It does not deal in certainties.
08:05Be it quantum physics or be it relativistic mechanics, there is very little definitive
08:15about them.
08:22You have eigenvalues and eigenfunctions, you do not get definite answers that the ball
08:29is rolling at the speed of 2.2 meter per second, probably.
08:38So the more knowledge you get, the more stumped you are, because your knowledge is telling
08:46you that knowledge itself is limited.
08:53Knowledge itself is telling you that knowledge is limited.
08:57And a point comes when the philosopher or the saint or the scientist, all of them just
09:06stand staring at a giant vacuum where there is nothing known.
09:14After all his knowledge, what does the physicist realize?
09:20He does not know anything.
09:24And that's the moment when he has absolute clarity.
09:29You know what is clarity?
09:30To be clear of knowledge, to be empty.
09:33He has realized that all the knowledge that I have, that does not mean anything because
09:37that is really not true at all.
09:41I have been looking at the world, I have been talking about objects, but I have been missing
09:46the subject.
09:53And I cannot look at the subject using the same faculty that was looking at the world,
09:58the objects.
09:59So, what do I know?
10:00I know nothing.
10:03I have missed the subject.
10:06Are you getting it?
10:12Now, we are faced with a peculiar situation.
10:16First, knowledge is limited, so you cannot really face life with knowledge.
10:21We said you can face examinations with knowledge, but you cannot face life with knowledge.
10:29Correct?
10:31Second, the more knowledge you gather, the more you realize that knowledge is insufficient
10:37and that knowledge does not mean anything.
10:43So any confidence that is based on knowledge is always going to be bulldozed by life.
10:54Any confidence that is based on knowledge is always going to fall short when it comes
11:01to the real challenges of life.
11:04You can do very well in an exam, get 80%, 90%, 99%, as much percent as you want.
11:11But what will you do?
11:12All your life, will you just keep writing examinations?
11:16A very poor life would that be?
11:21You have to live, really live, right?
11:23And to really live, you require something more than knowledge because confidence based
11:28on knowledge will not help you.
11:35There is another confidence that is not based on knowledge.
11:44We are now preparing to enter that.
11:46And we are now going to come to that.
11:56All knowledge is about the outside, right?
12:02And the outside is infinite.
12:05That is why we said that in spite of whatever knowledge you gather, it would not even be
12:11a fraction of the immensity of the ocean of knowledge that is possible.
12:17All knowledge is external.
12:18It is an infinite expanse.
12:24But there is something about which you can be more sure, which is not infinitely away
12:38from you, which you do not have to gather, which is close to you, which is the thing
12:49that gathers knowledge and wants to feel satisfied by gathering knowledge.
12:56What is that thing?
12:58What is that thing within you that wants confidence?
13:01What is that thing within you that wants to gather knowledge?
13:04What is that thing within you that wants to feel satisfied by gaining knowledge?
13:08Can we give it a name just for talking?
13:12What is that thing within you?
13:22Give it any of these names.
13:25Each of this is as good as the other, I, ego, mind.
13:32That is the thing that is always wanting confidence and gathering knowledge, right?
13:38That is the thing that sometimes starts feeling a little sure and sometimes just falls apart.
13:43Oh my God, I can't do much.
13:46What is happening?
13:49That can be known.
13:51After all, that is the thing that wants confidence.
13:54That can be known.
13:58That is the root that needs confidence, wants knowledge.
14:06That can be known.
14:07That can be understood.
14:12I can have no control over the world.
14:15Things move in a haphazard way.
14:18I cannot know what is happening on the road.
14:20I cannot know what is happening on a particular street in Argentina right now.
14:26What can I know?
14:28The universe is infinite.
14:29What can I know?
14:30But I can surely know something that is closer to me.
14:34What is that?
14:36This can be known and all the fear, the lack of confidence, where does it sit?
14:43Does it sit in Argentina?
14:45Does it sit in some other galaxy or does it sit here?
14:50You can have knowledge about Argentina, but is your fear residing in Argentina?
14:55Where is your fear residing?
14:57Where is your fear residing?
15:01Here.
15:03You can have a lot of knowledge about the universe, but is your fear residing in the
15:07universe or is it residing here?
15:10Why not know this itself?
15:12There is another confidence that arises from knowing this.
15:22I know this.
15:23External situations can keep changing.
15:28Life can keep throwing its challenges.
15:30There may be victory or defeat.
15:35Somebody may ask me a question.
15:37I may know an answer and I may as well not know an answer.
15:44But whatever is the situation, this is my territory.
15:50The mind is my territory.
15:53This cannot get affected.
15:57This confidence does not depend upon knowledge.
16:02This second type of confidence does not depend on knowledge.
16:09Confidence depends on another thing which let's just call as awareness.
16:23For our purposes, when we say awareness, we will mean self-awareness, knowing oneself,
16:32knowing oneself.
16:37From that, a real confidence comes.
16:42Now the world cannot shake this confidence and those of you who often feel short of confidence
16:51must pay deep attention to this.
17:00Those of you who experience fear, anxiety or nervousness must pay special attention
17:07to this.
17:11You can have very little control over the world.
17:18You do not know what the next man will say to you.
17:24You do not know what is the next event life will show to you.
17:32Preparation will not make you ready to face life because all preparation depends on some
17:40kind of knowledge.
17:41It will always fall short and you will be disappointed and you will keep wondering that
17:46why am I afraid all the time?
17:48Why do situations stump me?
17:52I prepare so much and yet when the opportunity comes, I am found short.
18:00Why?
18:06Know yourself.
18:09Know that the mind is hungry for something.
18:20Know that to be afraid of someone is to allow the external to take control of you.
18:30Know that the more you go towards one end of duality, the more you are preparing to
18:37go towards the other end of duality.
18:41Observe your mind, look at the patterns and realize that when you are in a pattern, it
18:49is so mechanical and it is moving towards its predetermined end like a prerecorded movie.
18:59When you realize all this, then the world cannot take control of you.
19:08Someone comes and says something to you and you smile, you say, ah, that same old game.
19:17You see something and the mind wants to go towards it.
19:21You again smile and you say, ah, the same old pattern here.
19:28In a particular situation, you repeat what you have been always doing.
19:32You again smile and you say, ah, the same game of conditioning.
19:38Are you getting it?
19:44This confidence cannot be shaken by situations.
19:49This confidence is not limited.
19:51This is unlimited.
19:53This is infinite.
19:55Some people have called this inner confidence as faith.
20:01This inner confidence that does not depend on knowledge, that depends on self-awareness.
20:09This has been called as faith.
20:12Those who will depend on knowledge will be beaten by life, beaten black and blue.
20:18At some point in their preparation, they will feel very sure, like a boxer feels sure.
20:27Sometimes before he enters the boxing ring, he has worked hard, he has rehearsed, practiced
20:37and he enters the ring and the challenger is life itself.
20:42And what happens to the boxer?
20:44Beaten and beaten and beaten and knocked out.
20:47And it is happening again and again and again, knocked out, knocked out, knocked out.
20:53That is the destiny of confidence based on knowledge.
20:57Have an inner faith.
21:01Say that whatever happens, I'm all right.
21:08Say that I know the one who is afraid.
21:11He has been programmed to be afraid.
21:13Let him be afraid.
21:14I don't want to be afraid.
21:18Say that I know this crowd.
21:19I know why they are moving like this, talking like this, being led in one common direction
21:27like this.
21:28I know them.
21:29I know.
21:30I realize this entire game.
21:31I realize this entire game because their mind and my mind are the same.
21:36Because I know my mind, so I know the mind of the universe.
21:41The machine is the same.
21:42The loading may be different.
21:43The software may be different, but the machine is the same, ready to be programmed.
21:50So I know what is happening in the shopping mall.
21:52I know what is happening in the placement department.
21:55I know what is happening in politics.
22:00I know what is happening in families.
22:03I know what is happening in movies.
22:07I can understand why the traffic moves like this.
22:13The same old mind, stupid, prone to fear and greed.
22:21I can see what is happening.
22:23I can see.
22:24This is called insight.
22:25This is not knowledge.
22:26This is insight.
22:27I realize what is happening.
22:29And why do I realize what is happening?
22:32Because I realize myself.
22:34When I realize the patterns of my mind, then I also realize the patterns of the world.
22:41I see two kids fighting.
22:44And then I pick up the newspaper and I see that two nations are fighting.
22:48And I realize that it's the same age old tendency.
22:52Nothing different.
22:53We are violent.
22:55We are programmed to be violent.
22:59Kids fight and nations fight.
23:01And when nations are fighting, they are no different than kids.
23:08And they are abusing each other and levering allegations and all those things just as kids
23:12do.
23:13Are you getting it?
23:17No, whatever be the situation in life, good, bad, whatever, it cannot shake you.
23:26Remember, I am not guaranteeing against bad situations alone.
23:32Usually when you want confidence, you want an insurance against bad situations.
23:37You say when bad situations come, then my confidence should not waver.
23:42Correct?
23:43That when some terrible things happen, even then I should keep feeling confident.
23:49That is what we usually want.
23:53But when you realize yourself, then you don't shake whether good things happen or bad things
24:00happen.
24:02When pleasing events will happen, then too you will realize.
24:11What is the point in feeling so happy about all this?
24:18If I feel happy when someone says that I am smart and handsome, then I will have to
24:25feel sad when someone says that I am ugly and idiotic.
24:31Are you getting it?
24:34Then nothing on the outside will be able to shake you up.
24:37It is that inner confidence.
24:41Things will keep happening on the outside and you will stand firm and stable like a
24:45rock within, a mountain that cannot be shaken, a fortress that cannot be impregnated.
24:59Won't that be beautiful?
25:08And then you will be able to really relate to the world.
25:12Then you will be able to really talk to somebody.
25:15Then you will be able to really have a relationship as well with anybody, anything.
25:22Right now, our relationships are all based on fear, insecurity, greed, what am I getting,
25:34what am I giving, such kind of calculations.
25:37Sometimes it is conscious, sometimes it is so unconscious that we don't even know.
25:43But when you know that I cannot be harmed and also no one on the outside can give me
25:52something to benefit me, then you can really have a healthy relationship.
26:00Be it with an interviewer, be it with your friends, with the man on the road, with animals,
26:08birds, skies, family, anybody, really healthy relationships.
26:24Is it clear what I'm trying to say?
26:27There are two ways to walk into that interview room.
26:32I have prepared so much that I will be able to answer any question.
26:40Most probably what is going to happen to this candidate?
26:43I have prepared so much, I can answer any question.
26:47What is going to happen to this candidate?
26:53Life is unpredictable.
26:57Everybody is obliged to ask you questions that you have prepared.
27:07Life is unpredictable.
27:08The more you have prepared, the more you feel that the question must come from within the
27:15domain of preparation.
27:20The more you are prepared, the more you are predicting that the question will be from
27:25within the prepared material.
27:27Is that not so?
27:28Because you have prepared so much.
27:31The more you have prepared, the more you are shattered when a new question comes.
27:39Do you understand this?
27:41And a new question will come because that is the nature of life.
27:47It is always fresh and always new.
27:48A new question will come.
27:49It will be absolutely new.
27:50You will have no idea about it.
27:51You would have never thought about it.
27:52A fresh situation will arise and you won't know what to do because you haven't prepared
27:59for it.
28:00You cannot prepare for it.
28:01It is impossible to prepare.
28:03This candidate will be beaten, knocked out.
28:09And then there is another candidate.
28:11He is not averse to knowledge.
28:14He is not averse to knowledge.
28:16He has knowledge.
28:17But at the same time, he is not dependent on knowledge.
28:22What does he say?
28:23He says, whatever happens, let it happen.
28:28Why should I worry?
28:29Why should I wonder?
28:30I did what I had to do.
28:35Now let things come.
28:38Let things come.
28:39But one thing is certain.
28:43Whatever will come, I will be still.
28:49Whichever be the situation, I will not be shaken.
28:54Whichever directions the winds blow, I will stand firm.
29:02I will not be greatly elated and excited if the other fellow says, wow, you are wonderful.
29:10And I will not be disappointed if he says, oh, you don't know anything.
29:16I'll maintain my composure, my equanimity under all circumstances.
29:25Now this second fellow may get selected or may not get selected.
29:30But one thing is certain.
29:34You will not find him with a miserable face.
29:37Do you understand this?
29:40You will not find him with a miserable face.
29:44Wouldn't that be beautiful?
29:48Wouldn't that be beautiful?
29:52And let me add something to it.
29:55Actually the probability of success is higher for the second fellow, who may not have prepared
30:06so much, but has the faith that whatever happens, I am alright.
30:18I am not dependent on the world.
30:19Whatever happens, it's okay.
30:25This reminds me of a particular event from my own student life.
30:31It was the year 1999-2000, I think.
30:40So my own civil service exam got over on 15th of November.
30:48Then this common admission test to the various IIMs.
30:52This used to be a paper pencil test, not an online test.
30:56So it was scheduled for the 10th of December.
31:01Till 15th of November, I was busy with my civil service exams.
31:06I finished the exams, 4-5 days, I slept comfortably.
31:13And then I said fine, because I have filled up the form and it's an interesting exam.
31:17There are these nice questions and puzzles.
31:22So let's write that exam.
31:25I didn't have too many stakes attached to that CAT.
31:34So I picked up those few books that you require and I started preparing.
31:41And I joined a test series with my batch mates in IIT.
31:48The test series used to be conducted in IIT itself.
31:51So everybody who was writing that test was an IITian.
31:56So I would just go and write the test with them, it was a mock test.
32:01And whenever I would write that test, my rank there would be somewhere in the middle.
32:08There were so many of them who were preparing since one year, two year also, minimum six
32:14months, eight months.
32:16And they desperately wanted to go to the IIMs.
32:19So they had worked very, very hard and they were all talented people, obviously.
32:23Some of them were prodigiously talented.
32:28So that's the way it was.
32:31Then came 10th of December.
32:36So I went in, I wrote the paper, I realized that I had attempted fewer questions than
32:45I usually used to attempt.
32:49Before that particular year, the CAT used to have around 180 questions.
32:53And you had done well if you had attempted 140 or 150.
32:57I could see that this year I had not attempted as many.
33:01So I thought maybe I have not done well, but okay, it's all right.
33:04I came out.
33:06And then what do I see there?
33:09People are crying, sobbing, weeping inconsolably.
33:15Everybody is tearing apart his shirt, including some of those toppers who used to do so well
33:22in the mock tests.
33:26So I asked them what happened?
33:28And they said don't ask us, we are devastated, the world has come to an end.
33:34Why?
33:35They said the pattern changed.
33:38I said really?
33:40Now the fact was I didn't even realize that the pattern had changed because I didn't know
33:44what the previous pattern was.
33:48That was not really there in the mind.
33:51So I said yes, probably it has changed, yes.
33:54And they said how much could you attempt?
33:57I said I too have not done well, just like you, I also have not done well.
34:00I have attempted 113.
34:03Then they started thumping their chests even more wildly.
34:08And what happened?
34:09We could not attempt even 100.
34:12Now it was impossible, it was impossible, I knew some of them, they were really swift
34:21as far as IQ goes.
34:24They were really up there, in fact higher than me, there is no doubt.
34:29And they had prepared really well, they had prepared really well.
34:35And that I tell you is exactly the reason why they failed.
34:39They had prepared so much.
34:42When you prepare so much and the pattern changes, then you crumble.
34:47And patterns will change, life will not conform to any patterns.
34:54Sometimes examinations do, but even in examinations, if the paper setter is wise enough, he will
35:00keep changing patterns.
35:04It is only a lazy university in which patterns do not change.
35:10It is only a very sloppy examiner, a very sloppy college and university, where you get
35:19the same pattern year after year.
35:21And who wants to change and keep getting.
35:27Look at the JEE for example, do you ever see questions repeated?
35:30I do not know what is the situation these days.
35:32But at least till my time, there was no probability of a question being repeated.
35:38Life is like that.
35:40In fact, life is even more unpredictable than that, there at least you know it will be only
35:44maths, physics and chemistry.
35:46Here it can be anything.
35:49You have prepared geography and the question is on biology, that is what life is.
35:54You have put on the best of your clothing and it rains.
35:59You never know what to do.
36:03Life will make a mockery of all your preparation.
36:06I am not saying don't prepare.
36:08What I am saying is, let your confidence not be linked to preparation.
36:13Prepare, but don't feel confident because of preparation.
36:17Just feel confident for no reason.
36:20When you feel confident for no reason, that is called faith.
36:25But it requires guts.
36:29When you are afraid, then you want to cover up your fear with preparation.
36:35Have you seen this?
36:36Notice this.
36:37I am so afraid, so I want to cover up my fear with preparation.
36:41I have seen people preparing and rehearsing.
36:44I love you.
36:47I love you.
36:51I love you.
36:54What is this?
36:57And when it comes to the occasion, what do they say?
37:02Gone.
37:05What is the use of all your preparation?
37:11What is the point?
37:15Then you find that your throat has choked and you end up making a fool of yourself.
37:28Have you not seen people preparing?
37:30Have you not prepared for various things that should be left unprepared?
37:39You must ask yourself, have I left any space for spontaneity in my life?
37:50Have I left any space for spontaneity?
37:53Do you understand what spontaneity is?
37:55What is spontaneity?
37:57It just happens in the flow.
37:59Have I left any space for this?
38:03Or do I want things to be rehearsed, pre-planned, scripted?
38:11If I have to plan for a vacation, I'll plan two months in advance.
38:19Do I just pick up my bike and leave?
38:26Have I ever done that?
38:30No, no, prepare well, take 10 permissions, then pack all your luggage nicely.
38:37Then confirm that the hotels are alright.
38:40Then confirm that the roads are there and some ocean has not taken them away.
38:47Confirm that some aliens have not landed in that city.
38:52Make sure of everything.
38:56And then leave.
38:58And then you are called a wise man.
39:00See, he has made all the preparations.
39:03Life makes fun of your preparations.
39:10Have you heard of this?
39:12Man proposes God.
39:20They say that God laughs most when man is making plans.
39:28That is his pet joke.
39:30See, that one is also preparing.
39:37And he is laughing all the time because you are preparing all the time.
39:53Mind you, I am not telling you to not to read or not to gain knowledge.
39:58I am just telling you that knowledge will do what knowledge can do.
40:05Knowledge cannot give you security against your inner hollow.
40:16You are trying to fill the wrong hole with the wrong object.
40:25If you are unsure and insecure about yourself, knowledge and preparation will not help you.
40:32And mostly you want to prepare because you are unsure about yourself.
40:48What must come from knowledge, let that come from knowledge.
40:51What must not come from knowledge, what must be spontaneous, let that be spontaneous.
40:59And you can be forgiven if you don't have knowledge because we said right in the beginning that knowledge will always be limited.
41:08So, you can be forgiven if you don't have knowledge.
41:10But if you don't have that inner certainty, then you cannot be forgiven.
41:15Even in an interview, you would be rejected most probably because you lack something here.
41:25Knowledge you may lack and that is not a big offense because knowledge can be gained.
41:33There was this famous fellow who said, hire for character and train for skill.
41:42Skill can come, knowledge can come, we will give you training.
41:50But what we are hiring is character.
41:54Have that and character does not mean a particular way of behaving.
41:58Character really means that inner certainty, the thing called faith, the thing called self-awareness, that is character.
42:07Sometimes people get selected just because they are smiling even after not being able to give five consecutive answers.
42:26Five consecutive questions and they do not know the answer and yet they are not shaken.
42:33And the interviewer says, this is a man.
42:41What is he being hired for? His knowledge?
42:44Question one, I don't know.
42:48Question two, I don't know.
42:50Question three, I don't know.
42:52Question four, I don't know.
42:54Question five, I don't know.
42:55Is he feeling ashamed? No.
42:58Is he feeling guilty? No.
43:01Is he looking now down at the earth, at his feet? No.
43:09Is he feeling small? No.
43:13Is he feeling arrogant? No.
43:18This is a man.
43:21Now that doesn't mean that you start trying this trick.
43:31And there are some who are rejected even after answering all the questions.
43:37Because even after answering their face is like, who wants to hire such a fellow?
43:43If I want knowledge, I will Google.
43:46If I want knowledge, I will hire an encyclopedia.
43:50He is full of knowledge.
43:53But looking at his face in the morning in the office every day will be a punishment.
44:00How can I hire you?
44:07And you ask him one question and he does not even know the limit of knowledge.
44:11He is going on and on and you are looking at him.
44:15But he has prepared so much.
44:18He must be able to get something out of the preparation.
44:21Sir, one minute more. I know a little more.
44:24One minute.
44:28Mr. Google.
44:33Sir, there is another link on page 8.
44:39Will you hire such a fellow?
44:47Especially at your level.
44:49It is not knowledge that is important.
44:51And more and more the world is moving in a direction where memory devices, external devices will substitute for the memorization function of the brain.
45:09You will not need to remember much.
45:11A time will come very soon when you will have all the knowledge available in a small chip.
45:16And your brain can be connected to that chip and that knowledge is available.
45:20You don't need to memorize.
45:21Now, what is important in that kind of a world?
45:24Is memory and knowledge important?
45:27What is important?
45:28Creativity is important.
45:30Spontaneity is important.
45:32Faith is important.
45:34So, ask yourself, do I have creativity?
45:37Do I have spontaneity?
45:39Do I have faith?
45:41That is your real asset.
45:43That is what will help you.
45:45Not memory, not knowledge, not that fake external confidence.
45:50Hmm?