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  • 5/21/2025
Esaret - Episode 493
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01:00You look just like your father, a smart, good-hearted, very merciful person like him.
01:23When he was your age, your father's eyes were sparkling like this.
01:33He doesn't remember my smell, but I remember his.
01:41He was so little. When he slept, I would go and smell him.
01:53You loved my father so much. Why are you mad at me?
01:58I made a big mistake.
02:09Do you really not regret it? Could you have changed that much?
02:14How was your father at first?
02:29He was still a child, but at that age he became a father to his brothers.
02:35He protected them.
02:38As if he was born to be a father.
02:42You are very lucky to have such a father.
02:56You will never tell Orhun that Hira is pregnant.
03:01Our lineage cannot continue from that slave piece.
03:04Orhun Bey asked you to adopt your baby.
03:07You will say he gave such an order.
03:09We will follow this order.
03:18What happened?
03:22Are you okay?
03:26Come here.
03:31Open your eyes.
03:33Orhun Bey, help me.
03:35What's going on?
03:37I'll come with you.
03:40Your wife is using a medicine.
03:44Do you use birth control pills?
03:47My mother asked me to take the medicine.
04:10You won't interfere.
04:22How did you get the right to interfere in my life?
04:26Are you asking me why I gave birth control pills to your wife?
04:31Isn't the answer obvious?
04:33I lived for our family honor until today.
04:38This will not change as long as I live.
04:41I made a big mistake by marrying that girl.
04:47But our lineage will not proceed from her.
04:52I never allowed it.
04:56I will never allow it.
04:59I will never allow it.
05:04I will not have a grandchild from an unidentified slave.
05:26Zahra.
05:27Don't cry.
05:31But I was going to sleep with my grandmother.
05:37Let her rest a little.
05:39She just got out of the hospital, you know.
05:45Yes, I will rest.
05:50Is everything okay?
05:52Did you bring Zahra?
05:57Good night, grandma.
05:59Good night.
06:09Are you getting out of the business by saying I made a mistake?
06:13If you had told Zahra about the mistakes you made,
06:16you would have told her that we are in this situation because you meant her life.
06:28You will stay away from my daughter.
06:32If she comes to you from now on,
06:35tell her that she is sick and send her.
06:38I don't want her to spend time with you.
06:41You don't deserve her love.
06:57Zahra.
07:13Let me go.
07:15I have to tell you a thousand times. Don't you understand?
07:18I will go to a place where you are not.
07:21Okay, calm down.
07:23I can't carry this lie anymore.
07:26I can't stand this darkness.
07:29I can't stand where you are.
07:32Do you understand?
07:34I don't even want to see your face.
07:40Because you...
07:42You...
07:52You...
07:59I was going to give it today.
08:02I promised.
08:05I said I would take care of this business.
08:08What am I going to tell her now?
08:11I will tell her that I am sorry, I am marrying Ece.
08:14I know, it is very difficult, but you have to do it.
08:17You have gained the trust of the big boss.
08:19Do you want to ruin the chance of catching this man...
08:22...who is poisoning the young people and getting out of all kinds of dirt?
08:25Aziz, are you going to be happy?
08:28Do you want to sin so innocent?
08:38You...
08:40You are just a disappointment for me.
08:50You can't go.
09:01Why?
09:03What can hold me?
09:05You?
09:07What right?
09:16Why can't I go?
09:17I said you can't go.
09:19What business do I have with you?
09:21Didn't I tell you to find your way and mine?
09:25You can't go if I say you can't go.
09:47You can't go.
10:18You are not wrong.
10:22That Filife Demirhan is regretful.
10:26And she wants to be forgiven.
10:32But she doesn't deserve it.
10:42I am sorry.
10:43I am sorry.
10:51I just heard what you told Sara.
10:56I saw how you secretly loved me as a child.
11:04Then I saw how you showed love to my daughter.
11:10But no.
11:13Even if I regret it,
11:16I don't think she loves my daughter.
11:22Because I don't believe she really knows love.
11:44We have a memory I haven't told you.
11:49Do you remember the moment you fell for the first time?
11:52But the moment you were most hurt.
11:59A dream.
12:03I guess my mom and dad are on this field.
12:08I don't know.
12:09I guess my mom and dad are on this field.
12:14Because I remember someone lifting me from the ground.
12:26My dad
12:30took us to the picnic where we went for a walk with you.
12:34Without my mom's knowledge.
12:37Because she doesn't allow such things.
12:41One day I will understand that we escaped from the strict rules of Hafife Demirhanlı.
12:48I climbed the tree with Nihanlı.
12:51We were running around.
12:53We were very happy.
12:56We were having a lot of fun.
12:59Then my mom
13:03found out where we were going.
13:06She came there with anger.
13:11But I was very happy when I saw her.
13:15I started running.
13:17When I was running, I fell.
13:21There was a piece of flesh on the ground.
13:24I was a kid.
13:26I started crying with my knees bleeding, saying mom.
13:31That's when
13:33I heard a voice saying wipe your tears quickly.
13:41If I don't pay attention,
13:44if I don't pay attention in life,
13:47I will always be doomed to fall.
13:53I didn't even let my dad help me.
13:57I was going to stand up alone.
13:58I was going to stand up alone.
14:01I went home like that.
14:05Whenever I need her love in life,
14:09this is the moment that comes to my mind.
14:13There are things that Hafife Demirhanlı knows.
14:17For example, she knows how to be strong.
14:21But love,
14:24mercy,
14:26these are not what she knows.
14:30I won't forgive what they did to us.
14:33She won't see Sara.
14:36But this...
14:38I lived five years without seeing my daughter.
14:42I didn't even know she was a father.
14:45And I lived this because of her.
14:47I lived
14:54forever.
15:18Enough!
15:21I'm not your slave.
15:23You can't drag me from there to here as you want.
15:28Why did you bring me here?
15:30Are you going to force me?
15:32What do you want from me?
15:34Enough!
15:36I think your memory has weakened.
15:38I still have a debt that hasn't been paid.
15:47You can't go anywhere.
15:49You will break your knee and continue to look after my father at home.
15:54You are here until you pay your debt.
16:17If love could be another way...
16:19I will never leave you.
16:46I understand.
16:47I'm sorry for giving you such a bad news.
16:51I'm sorry for all of us.
17:01I brought your coffee.
17:10Enjoy it.
17:11I'm sorry.
17:15You look upset.
17:18Is there a problem?
17:28There was a priest in the prison. He was staying in the same ward.
17:32He passed away. They gave him a kidney.
17:37I'm sorry for your loss.
17:40I think he was the one I loved.
17:42Six years.
17:44It's not easy.
17:46Having a friend to talk to, means everything.
17:51I wanted to go and see him.
17:54I didn't have a chance.
17:58I had to postpone some things.
18:04Don't upset yourself.
18:07It's not a bad luck.
18:13You have to give a chance to those who can do it.
18:32I know you're upset.
18:36I've always admired your mercy.
18:38It's still the same.
18:41But I can't let you forget what you did and be unpunished.
18:45Even if you were my mother.
18:49He's already suffering his punishment.
18:52And the worst.
18:54Is there a bigger punishment than his own conscience?
18:59Do you think I'm wrong?
19:02I just want you to think a little more.
19:07You think I didn't think?
19:10No matter what.
19:12She's my mother.
19:14I don't judge her.
19:17She's here and it's over.
19:22I forgave her many times.
19:26But this time.
19:28She's our daughter.
19:31Sahra.
19:36There's no turning back.
19:39That pen is broken forever.
19:57Mom.
19:59Don't punish him more than he deserves.
20:02Let there be a good result from this trial.
20:05God forbid.
20:24Hello.
20:26Are you available?
20:28I'm available.
20:30I was just about to call you.
20:32How are you?
20:33Thank God. I'm trying to be fine.
20:36Why is your voice like that?
20:39Did something happen?
20:41Is it Aziz again?
20:43Feriha.
20:45I need to get out of this house.
20:47And as soon as possible.
20:49Can you help me?
20:51What kind of question is that?
20:53What should we do?
20:55What do you think?
21:04That's enough, son.
21:07Let me break another one, dad.
21:12You didn't sleep again.
21:16But this time.
21:18It's not just insomnia.
21:21There's something bothering you.
21:24What happened, son?
21:28Nothing happened to me, dad.
21:30But I broke someone else's heart.
21:36Just like that.
21:40You broke it.
21:42You broke it, but you regret it.
21:45Is that so?
21:47Yes.
21:49Then why are you still standing here?
21:52What should I do, dad?
21:54What do you mean, what should I do?
21:56Whatever the heartbreaker does, you will do it.
21:58You will go straight and apologize.
22:01You don't expect a wise word in this, do you?
22:07I wish it were that easy, dad.
22:10But we've already passed that point.
22:29Where are you going?
22:31I told your sister where I was going.
22:33I'm not leaving without telling her.
22:35Dad has a trial.
22:37I'll take care of it later, okay?
22:43Don't be afraid.
22:45I won't run away without paying my debt.
22:48But don't think I'll stay in your world.
22:51To get rid of this captivity.
22:54If necessary, let's work day and night and pay my debt.
22:59Have you ever worked in your life?
23:02What kind of people are out there, do you know?
23:05What do you trust and go out?
23:08What kind of people are out there?
23:11Is it Zorba?
23:13Isn't it reliable?
23:15Don't worry.
23:17I already took my lesson.
23:19Thanks to you, I learned very well that I shouldn't trust anyone.
23:22That's why I owe you a thank you.
23:28I love you.
23:46Come in.
23:55How are you, grandma?
23:59You'll stay away from my daughter.
24:01From now on, if she comes to you, tell her you're sick and send her.
24:05I don't want her to spend time with you.
24:11I'm a little tired.
24:14If I stay alone and rest,
24:16I'll be better.
24:19Can I sit here while you rest?
24:22I don't make any noise.
24:24I'll take care of you.
24:26Let's give you your medicine.
24:29I have a little headache.
24:33Can I rest today?
24:41If you get bored, don't call me.
24:44I'll be right back.
24:48I'll stay with you from now on.
24:50Don't be alone.
24:51I love you.
24:59See you.
25:07Mom, I'm going to paint.
25:10Okay, honey.
25:11Come in.
25:20Come in.
25:28How are you?
25:33I'm not okay.
25:41I've always seen love as a weakness.
25:46I wasn't wrong.
25:49Since Sahra came into my life,
25:54my soul is naked.
25:59I didn't feel so defenseless.
26:07But I was so wrong.
26:11Knowing that you're really loved
26:14gives you power.
26:19He's a little kid.
26:24But his pure love
26:27is so precious
26:31that it's killing me.
26:34I'm dying.
26:40Orhun is right.
26:44I don't deserve
26:47such a pure love.
27:01Now
27:03I want to be alone.
27:07If you need anything,
27:10I'm here.
27:32I love you.
28:02What have you been doing?
28:04I didn't come to you because of work.
28:10But I can't stop thinking about you.
28:12The decision was given in court.
28:17My father was going to go to jail.
28:21I knew he would get punished,
28:25but when I heard the decision,
28:29I thought
28:32Oh, my baby, my unfortunate daughter, stop, stop, don't cry, where are you, I'll come
28:41to you right away.
28:42No, no, don't worry about your job now, I'm fine, I was going to go look for a job anyway.
28:50Are you sure?
28:51Yes, yes, I'm really fine.
28:53I'll get it together now.
28:55Oh, okay, girl, you can look at the places I said for work.
28:59There was a restaurant, you know, I saw it when I was passing in front of you.
29:02The clerk's announcement was stopping.
29:04If you want to take a look.
29:05Sure, I'll take a look.
29:07Thank you for your help.
29:09Let me know when we meet, okay?
29:12Okay, I'll give it to you.
29:24I'm all alone in this life.
29:29I'm all alone.
29:59I'm all alone.
30:16Get up, Elif, get up.
30:18You're going to get up.
30:21You're not going to trust anyone anymore.
30:23You're going to trust God and yourself.
30:29You're going to trust God.
30:59My dear Sahra.
31:02What are you doing here?
31:04Dad, mom, table.
31:06I'm sitting here because I might not hear you.
31:18Come on, get up.
31:20Let's do the best for your parents.
31:22Come on, sit down.
31:25Come in.
31:41The doctor said it would be good for you to walk.
31:46I'll do it tomorrow in the garden.
31:49It would be good if I rested a little today.
31:53I think you should do it today.
31:55But not in the garden.
31:57In the park.
32:02Sahra wanted to go to the park for a long time.
32:05But she couldn't find the opportunity.
32:07Let's enjoy the sun and the air together today.
32:13What about Orhan?
32:15Orhan will be at the company until the evening.
32:17And I'm taking Sahra to the park and you to the walk.
32:21It's necessary.
32:23Don't worry, it won't be a problem.
32:25Grandma, please.
32:27I missed going to the park so much.
32:29Let's go together, please.
32:33Let me prepare Sahra first.
32:35Then she'll come to you and help you.
32:40Inshallah, we're going to the park.
32:42With my grandma.
32:52The next day
33:04What's up?
33:06The most handsome of the brothers.
33:08No.
33:10Are we hungry for your brothers?
33:12What are these bags?
33:14What are these?
33:16There are things I can't carry.
33:18They will be sent home.
33:21Things I can't carry.
33:25They will be sent home.
33:27Brother.
33:29Do you think it's easy to get married?
33:31There's a promise, engagement, wedding.
33:33There's a wedding.
33:35There's a wedding.
33:37There's an after party.
33:39Brother.
33:41Didn't the big boss tell you to be right away?
33:43I'm trying to help you.
33:47And look.
33:49I didn't buy all of these.
33:51These are for the groom.
33:53Here's a shirt and shoes for the dress.
33:57Here's a diaper, a slipper, a tie.
34:01Ece.
34:03Don't make me crazy.
34:05Do you know what I'll do with that tie you bought?
34:09I'll take that tie and wrap it around that poor bastard's neck.
34:15I'll break his neck.
34:19Don't make me lose my temper.
34:21What do you mean?
34:23I have butterflies in my stomach.
34:25What are you saying?
34:27I won't be able to calm down.
34:32When will they come to ask?
34:34Don't we need a date?
34:37Have they ever called?
34:38When are they coming?
34:40What are you talking about?
34:42What are you talking about?
34:44He is the one who will ask for you.
34:47Am I going to ask him when he will come?
34:51Are we going to ask him when he will come?
34:59Okay, I didn't say anything.
35:01Ece.
35:03Look, girl.
35:05Your brother's nerves are a little sensitive these days.
35:09Okay?
35:11Look, watch what you say.
35:14Okay, I didn't say anything.
35:16He will call the next day.
35:19Do you want me to tell you the situation?
35:23Leave it.
35:24I don't want a situation.
35:27I am the situation.
35:32Okay, don't tell me.
35:47I think this is it.
35:56Yes, sister.
35:57I came for the job advertisement.
36:00The dishwasher advertisement.
36:02You won't work for two days and run away, will you?
36:04You will be fired.
36:06I will be fired.
36:08I will be fired.
36:10I will be fired.
36:12I will be fired.
36:14I will be fired.
36:15You won't be fired, will you?
36:17They usually do that.
36:19No, I won't do that.
36:21You've been looking for half a day anyway.
36:23I'll ask you something.
36:25How much is the fee?
36:27You know, it's already half a day.
36:30We work between two and six.
36:34I'll give you 8,500 liras for cleaning.
36:38Okay, I accept.
36:40Good, then start tomorrow.
36:43We'll think about the fee according to your performance.
36:47By the way, what was your name?
36:49Elif, Elif Çiçek.
36:51Elif, give me your number if you want.
36:53I need it.
36:56Of course, I'll save it.
36:57Here you are.
37:06Elif, see you tomorrow.
37:08Good luck.
37:09I'm Fahit, by the way.
37:11Thank you, nice to meet you.
37:13Good luck.
37:18Nice to meet you too, Elif Çiçek.
37:20Nice to meet you too.
37:42Are you okay?
37:48I'm better, thank you.
37:50I feel better.
38:12You're sure there won't be a problem, right?
38:16If Orhan finds out we're here...
38:18Don't worry.
38:20This little trip can remain a secret between us.
38:24This little trip can remain a secret between us.
38:40Grandma, will you shake me?
38:46I'll shake you if you want. Don't get tired.
38:48No, I'll shake my grandson.
38:54I'll shake my grandson.
39:24I love you.
39:55Hello?
39:57Do you know what I noticed while I was working?
39:59I don't know, but you're going to say it anyway.
40:03What did you notice?
40:05The ring on my finger.
40:07I remembered how lucky I was.
40:12Let's have dinner together outside tonight.
40:16That would be great.
40:18I'll pick you up in two hours.
40:21I'll pick you up in two hours.
40:23Okay, we'll be ready.
40:25Kiss my daughter for me.
40:27Tell her I miss her a lot.
40:29I'm sure your daughter missed you a lot too.
40:33See you.
40:35Don't be sad, grandma.
40:51Don't be sad, grandma.
41:06Guess who I am.
41:08The love of my life.
41:10I'm Gülyüzlüm.
41:12I'm Susi.
41:14You know.
41:17Whether my eyes are open or closed,
41:22it's only you.
41:24You're the only thing I see.
41:28You came carefully, didn't you?
41:30Aziz shouldn't get suspicious and miss our taste.
41:34Don't worry.
41:36I found you after all these years.
41:39Would you let us get in the way?
41:41I gave my father medicine.
41:43He's sleeping.
41:45In fact, look.
41:50I saved you as Necla on my phone.
41:53Susi even thought of that.
41:56My smart girlfriend.
42:11I have to look at this.
42:15Your ex-wife?
42:17No, we don't talk to her.
42:19She's from China.
42:45Did you talk to the Ejdebis?
42:47Yes.
42:49I buy goods from China and sell them on the Internet.
42:52Paperware, toys, kitchen utensils.
42:55I have everything I need.
42:57Both domestically and abroad.
43:00God bless.
43:02We have a lot of customers in Europe.
43:05It will be a few months' worth of sales.
43:08I'll be back.
43:10Don't worry.
43:12It will be a few months' worth of sales.
43:15I'll finally get my payback.
43:18Then I'll open a big store.
43:22I hope so.
43:24You can do it if you want.
43:26I trust you.
43:28God bless you.
43:30It's already opened.
43:32I don't have a job.
43:34I found you.
43:36You are my lucky angel.
43:42I love you.
43:57Feriha.
43:58Elif.
43:59I was wondering if I should call you.
44:01What did you do? I was so curious about you.
44:04I found a job, Feriha.
44:06You know the store you told me about?
44:08It's there.
44:10I'll wash the dishes there for half a day.
44:12I'm so happy.
44:14Good for you.
44:16I'll go home as soon as I finish my work.
44:18I won't neglect Uncle Akif.
44:21But the most important thing is that I'll pay my debt.
44:25If necessary, I'll save my money.
44:27I won't eat or drink.
44:28I won't owe him anything.
44:30The rest doesn't matter.
44:31I hope so.
44:33What should I say to Grandpa Ozi?
44:35He was right about one thing.
44:38He said take care of yourself.
44:40I left him behind.
44:42I'm so sorry.
44:44I'm heartbroken.
44:46But I'm leaving him to God.
44:58Hello.
44:59Hello, Elif.
45:01We just met.
45:03I'm Faik.
45:04Yes, Mr. Faik.
45:05I hope there's no problem.
45:07Unfortunately, we're cancelling the job.
45:09I don't understand.
45:11Ms. Elif, a relative of mine will come in.
45:13Anyway, have a nice day.
45:21The job didn't work out.
45:31Brother, don't hit me anymore.
45:33I did whatever you wanted.
45:34Of course you will.
45:36You will pay attention to your behavior.
45:38If I hear one more mistake,
45:40I'll burn down the shop.
45:42Do you understand?
46:06Simit.
46:08Simit.
46:16Mom, it's time for simit.
46:18Shall we eat simit?
46:20Okay, honey. I'll buy it.
46:22But we're going to eat with your dad.
46:24So you'll just have a few bites, okay?
46:26Okay.
46:27Mom and Dad, you'll eat too, right?
46:33I've never eaten simit on the street.
46:36Have you ever eaten simit on the street, Mom and Dad?
46:38No, I haven't.
46:40I used to eat it at home.
46:42But if you try it,
46:44I'm sure I'll love it.
46:48I'll buy it then.
46:56Mom and Dad,
46:58do you know how to play rock-paper-scissors?
47:00I've heard of it,
47:02but I've never played it.
47:04Look, you'll do it like this.
47:06You'll open one hand,
47:08make a fist with the other hand,
47:10and hit it.
47:12Like this.
47:14Rock-paper-scissors.
47:16Rock-paper-scissors.
47:20No, not like that.
47:22Then you show me.
47:24Rock-paper-scissors.
47:26Rock-paper-scissors.
47:34Rock-paper-scissors.
47:38I told you to stay away from Sara.
47:42Why?
47:44Because it can't be like this.
47:46Sara shouldn't be like this
47:48between you.
47:50She left her parents
47:52somewhere in the world.
47:54Let them spend their last days together.
47:56No.
47:58They can't.
48:00I don't allow it.
48:02Don't.
48:16Aziz, welcome.
48:18How are you?
48:20Are you okay?
48:24Did something happen?
48:32No.
48:38I can't ask him anything.
48:52How are you, dad?
48:56It's cloudy today.
48:58It's dark.
49:00It's dark, dad.
49:02It's dark.
49:10I told her to walk with me.
49:12Then I left her halfway.
49:16Now she hates me.
49:24I'm sleepy.
49:26I'll go to bed.
49:30Thank you, dad.
49:32Sleep well.
49:34Good night.
49:58If only I could tell her
50:00that I have to go away.
50:02That I have to do everything.
50:04That I'm actually a cop.
50:08If only I could tell her.
50:18I know everything now.
50:32What do you know?
50:36Tell me.
50:38What do you know?
50:40I know what you're doing.
50:42Did you think I couldn't find out?
50:46You beat up the shopkeeper
50:48so that he wouldn't hire me.
50:52I know what you're doing.
50:54You beat up the shopkeeper
50:56so that he wouldn't hire me.
50:58I know what you're doing.
51:00I know what you're doing.
51:06Did that dog bite you?
51:10You really did it.
51:12I had a little hope in me.
51:14I was saying,
51:16he didn't do it.
51:18I didn't believe him.
51:20I said,
51:22why would I stop him from doing it?
51:24But you did it.
51:26God bless you.
51:30What right do you have to do this?
51:32You're so...
51:34so...
51:36So what?
51:38Tell me.
51:40You're wrong.
51:42This is too much.
51:46I have to pay my debt
51:48so that I can leave this house.
51:50I have to work for this.
51:52How am I going to do this
51:54when you're in the way?
51:56Why are you doing this?
51:58I beat him up because he deserved it.
52:00He has a past.
52:02Fraud, harassment.
52:08If you worked for him,
52:10he would...
52:14Someone who works for me
52:16can't work for someone like him.
52:20I'll protect myself.
52:24You didn't know me.
52:26But I know you very well.
52:28You're the candle
52:30in front of the window.
52:32When it's winter,
52:34you freeze.
52:36Your winter has frozen me enough.
52:38I'm a sherbet now.
52:40The moment you touch me,
52:42I'm stronger.
52:44So get out of my way.
52:46It's enough for me.
52:56Please try to calm down.
53:00This is not just about your mother.
53:02If you separate them,
53:04Sara will be very upset.
53:06Before you make a wrong decision...
53:08There is no wrong decision.
53:12She will stay away from Sara.
53:14That's all.
53:26My dad is here.
53:32Dad!
53:34Sara, don't run!
53:40Sara!
53:56Dad!
54:06Dad!
54:26Dad!
54:56Dad!
55:00Dad!
55:02Dad!
55:04Dad!
55:06Dad!
55:08Dad!
55:10Dad!
55:12Dad!
55:14Dad!
55:16Dad!
55:18Dad!
55:20Dad!
55:22Dad!
55:24Dad!
55:26Dad!
55:28Dad!
55:30Dad!
55:32Dad!