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00:00A thousand years
00:26O Allah, O my Lord
00:30You know who I am
00:34How I am
00:37But I don't want to go on like this, O Allah
00:43Give me a good heart
00:48A heart that is halal for my wife
00:54So that I can touch her without having to pretend, O Allah
01:01To love her, not only with my mind, but with my body and my heart
01:09I'm tired, I'm tired of lying
01:14I'm tired of waiting for a feeling that doesn't come suddenly
01:18Silent or not, that's my prayer routine since I started to know the meaning of desire
01:28But my prayer hasn't been fulfilled yet
01:34But I'm not angry
01:36Because I know I'm just a slave who can only pray
01:41And it's not my right to force her to do anything
01:49Without me realizing it, 13 years have passed
01:53And in every passing day, my faith has slowly changed
02:06Now, every morning before the world becomes noisy
02:09The Quran becomes my first wife's companion
02:13And as a husband, I feel proud
02:17No matter what happened between me, Fakrul and Iman
02:21For the sake of Allah, I'm still grateful to Him
02:28If you really want forgiveness from me
02:36I want you to continue this marriage with Iman
02:41And break off your relationship with Fakrul
02:46I've broken up with him
02:49I know the real reason why my son became a loser like him
03:02Yes, if it wasn't for my mother
03:06Maybe I wouldn't be Iman's husband
03:09Maybe I'm still with Fakrul
03:15I don't know how he's doing now
03:19Does he still remember me?
03:21I love you
03:42I love you too
03:52Hey Google, open the curtain
04:06No matter what happened between me, Fakrul and Iman
04:11For the sake of Allah, I'm still grateful to Him
04:16If it wasn't for this fate, I wouldn't have found my way
04:21To come back to him
04:28Hari ini hari yang istimewa bagi dia
04:33What's the best breakfast I can make for her?
04:37To cherish her day?
04:41Iman, I know I'm not like other men
04:44There are parts of me I could never give you
04:47Not in the way a husband should
04:50But that never stopped me from trying
04:53To love you with truth, respect, and everything I had
04:59You treated me with grace
05:03You stayed, even when I couldn't offer what a woman deserves most in a marriage
05:07You honored me as your husband
05:09Even when I couldn't fulfill the most sacred part of that role
05:13Iman, I always pray for you
05:20Iman, we both know this marriage wasn't really our choice
05:41It's not about love, but it was something we did out of duty
05:45A promise we made because of our mothers, not because we wanted it
05:50And just to be clear, this is also not a lavender marriage
05:55We are not hiding anything, and it's not about pretending
05:59If anything, what we have is more of a platonic relationship
06:04We care, we respect each other, but there's no romance here
06:08And the most beautiful part, we are just trying to make the best
06:13Of something we didn't ask for
06:17For that, thank you, Iman
06:20You chose me when you didn't have to
06:23And I will carry that kindness for the rest of my life
06:26Happy birthday, Iman
06:29Sometimes I ask God, why am I being tested like this?
06:34But the answer I get is not an answer
06:39It's just peace, and that's enough
06:43Loving you was the most honest thing I've ever done
06:46XOXO, from your platonic husband
07:13Happy birthday, Iman
07:43Iman
07:52Answer, Iman
07:59Iman, please answer
08:01Iman, please answer
08:09Iman, please answer
08:12Iman, please answer
08:23Who allowed you to let her in?
08:27Who?
08:28Do you think this is an orphanage?
08:31Anyone can come here
08:34Dato, I thought Iman was your daughter
08:38Poor Iman, she just lost her child
08:41She just got married
08:43I think this is the right time
08:46What?
08:47The right time for what?
08:49To ask for my sympathy?
08:53Tell her
08:55If she really wants to see me
08:59I will give birth to Zaha's child
09:02Dato, how can I give birth to Zaha's child if I can't even touch her?
09:08That's her fault
09:10Now, I want you to tell her
09:14As long as she doesn't give birth to Zaha's child
09:17As long as her stomach is not filled with Zaha's body
09:21She doesn't deserve to have my name
09:25So, tell her
09:28If she can't do what I want
09:31I will kick her out of my house
09:34Do you understand?
09:37I understand, Dato
09:38I will tell her
09:42Iman
09:44I will remember what I said
09:47Until I die
09:55Iman
09:57Iman
09:59Iman, you're bleeding
10:02Dear God, how can you do this to me?
10:09Iman, don't regret this
10:17Dato
10:18I promise you
10:20I will convince Iman to take her to the hospital
10:23Okay?
10:25Don't worry
10:30If she's not stubborn
10:33You know how Iman is
10:46Zaha
10:50Fakrul
10:55Zaha
11:02Hi
11:04Hi
11:09How are you?
11:11Praise be to God
11:13How about you?
11:16Praise be to God
11:19Your stomach looks bigger
11:23That's life
11:25Who's this?
11:28Come here
11:30These are my children and Dahlia
11:33Dahlia
11:35I forgot to introduce you
11:36My wife, Dahlia
11:40Hi
11:47What's your name?
11:49Zaha
11:51Zaha
11:54Seriously?
11:56Why not?
12:06Thanks
12:08Zaha is the second child
12:10The one in the stroller is Rasha
12:12The youngest
12:15What about your uncle?
12:17He's in school
12:19He's in first grade
12:22I see
12:24You have a big family
12:27Praise be to God
12:29This is all thanks to God
12:31Let's go inside
12:34I...
12:37I didn't expect this from you
12:41You...
12:43Can do it?
12:45Yeah
12:46That's the right word
12:47Can do it
12:51This is all thanks to God, Zaha
12:55If I didn't try, I wouldn't know I can do it
12:59That's true
13:01If we didn't try
13:02We wouldn't know if we can do it
13:05If I knew I could do it
13:08I would have left you long ago
13:11I agree
13:13If I knew marrying a woman is a blessing from God
13:18I would have left you long ago
13:20And married Iman
13:23That's it
13:25We were so stupid back then
13:31So, how are you and Iman?
13:34To be honest, I didn't expect you and Iman to be meant for each other
13:40That's why
13:42If you hadn't left me
13:45I wouldn't have had to marry Iman
13:49Thanks to you
13:51Are you still mad at me, Zaha?
13:54Why would I be mad at you?
13:56It's been a long time, 13 years
13:59I just...
14:00I just...
14:01Wait
14:03Yes
14:05I'm jealous
14:07I'm just jealous of why God didn't give me the same blessing as He did to you
14:15This
14:17This beautiful gift of yours
14:21God
14:23God didn't give me the same blessing as He did to you
14:27Do you know that until now, I've been praying for Him to give me the same blessing as Him
14:35But until now, God has never given me that blessing
14:40And until now
14:42I feel guilty and sinful towards Iman
14:46And what's strange is
14:48Iman still can't stand me even though she knows who I am
14:52Even though she knows who I am
14:59It's okay, we're still kids
15:03What did you say?
15:07Nothing
15:11I pray for you
15:13To be happy with your family
15:16And to have a good child
15:20Goodbye, my friend
15:23I'm going
15:28Zaha
15:33I want to apologize to you
15:35For the blessing that God has given you
15:40To me
15:43My fate is not certain, Zaha
15:47All I can do is
15:49To pray to God
15:56Human trials are different, Fakhr
16:00I'm also trying to change
16:05Please pray for me
16:14Excuse me
16:17Zaha
16:19Zaha
16:28Thank you for taking care of Fakhrul
16:33Now it's my turn to take good care of him
16:39I pray for the best for your family
16:43I know I'm not the person you chose to receive the blessing
16:51But please don't let me lose my strength to move on
16:57Because I will still take a step
17:01Even though I have no one in my heart
17:05Except you
17:12Zaha
17:14Zaha
17:20Zaha
17:29Zaha
17:36Zaha
17:42Zaha
18:12I'm pregnant!
18:15Don't call me pregnant!
18:17Do you think I want to marry a man?
18:22I didn't know he was taking me to a wedding
18:24I thought he was taking me to a wedding
18:26He wanted to surprise me
18:28He said, let's get married
18:30I was so excited
18:33I was so happy
18:34That's why he said his aunt is having a wedding in KL
18:39I was so happy
18:40Why did you hit me?
18:46You hit a woman?
18:48Zaha!
18:49Okay, bye!
18:53My heart hurts!
18:55Did he say I'm a pervert?
18:57His husband lied to him
18:59Now he's blaming me
19:00Do you think I want to marry a man?
19:04He can do whatever he wants
19:06What should I do with him?
19:09Why are you so upset?
19:11You're a pervert!
19:14No, it's just that...
19:17This pervert...
19:19...wouldn't be upset if he didn't remember...
19:21...what happened 10 years ago
19:23When this pervert...
19:25...threw a tantrum and insulted this pervert
19:28It's the same thing
19:31Don't you feel like...
19:33...you've fallen for him?
19:35My advice to you is...
19:36...be careful
19:37Don't talk like I used to
19:39Don't talk like a pervert
19:40Don't talk like a man
19:41Look at me now
19:43I'm talking like a man
19:45My advice to you is...
19:47...keep your mouth shut
19:48Don't talk like a man
19:51What are you talking about?
19:53It's okay, don't be shy
19:55If you're destined to be a pervert...
19:58...and you're called a pervert...
20:01...what would you say to me?
20:04I'm not a pervert!
20:06How could you call me a pervert?
20:09If you're not a pervert, then what are you?
20:12I'm not a pervert!
20:13I'm destined to be with a man!
20:15You're destined to be with a man
20:16You can't blame him, can you?
20:19Why did you call me a pervert when you were with me?
20:25What is this?
20:27I...
20:31You're changing the subject
20:33You're just like the netizens out there
20:36When they read about the concept of an artist's marriage...
20:40...they'll comment on it right away
20:43But when it comes to you...
20:45...they'll keep scrolling
20:48They'll keep changing the subject
20:52I'm used to it
20:57You're so mean, Dan!
20:59You don't even like my husband!
21:03You're so mean!
21:06He's just changing the subject
21:13Peace be upon you
21:14I'm sorry to interrupt
21:15Are you Ms. Puteri Iman Suhana?
21:18Yes
21:19We have flowers and cakes for you
21:27Can I take a photo?
21:28Yes
21:33Okay, thank you
21:34Happy birthday
21:35Thank you
21:37He got a cake and flowers!
21:41Why didn't you tell me you're getting married?
21:44How would I know if you're busy fighting with your ex-wife?
21:48Who gave you the flowers and the cake?
21:51Did you have a scandal?
21:52No
21:55I don't have a scandal. I'm old
21:57I can't stand scandals
21:59Then, who gave it to you?
22:01Tell me
22:04Zaha
22:06Zaha?
22:08Zaha?
22:10Zaha, your gay husband?
22:12Speak up!
22:14I'll make an announcement
22:18I feel like....
22:20Like what?
22:21I feel like I never thought Zaha would do this
22:24Why?
22:25Why?
22:26Can't a man like Zaha do this?
22:28A man like Zaha can't be romantic with his wife
22:32Why don't you stop stereotyping men like Zaha?
22:35Sometimes, men who are straight are better than men who are gay
22:42How do you know?
22:43How do I know?
22:44I know because I've dated a lot of men
22:47From men who are like ants, like Azrul
22:50to old men who smoke
22:53But nothing can compare to my Zaha
22:55But, compared to other men, Zaha is a champion
23:00He takes care of my feelings
23:02He takes care of my emotions
23:04He takes care of my emotions like an oil tank
23:08He's always there for me
23:10When I was depressed, my son passed away
23:14He stayed up all night to take care of me
23:17He comforted me
23:19He was always there for me
23:22He will make sure I'm okay
23:26Just like you
23:28You don't care even though he knows my son passed away
23:31He's never been there for me
23:32He never comforted me
23:33He doesn't care about me
23:35Ever since he became my husband
23:37He's never neglected me
23:41In fact, he brought me closer to Allah
23:46Slowly
23:51Slowly
23:54Slowly
23:58Slowly
24:01Slowly
24:04Slowly
24:07Slowly
24:10Slowly
24:13Slowly
24:16Slowly
24:18Slowly
24:21Slowly
24:24Slowly
24:27Slowly
24:30Slowly
24:33Slowly
24:36Slowly
24:39Slowly
24:42Slowly
24:45Slowly
24:48Slowly
24:51Slowly
24:54Slowly
24:57Slowly
25:00Do you have a boyfriend?
25:03Of course not
25:04I learned all this from YouTube and books
25:06I even taught him to pray together
25:08He doesn't even know
25:10That's why
25:12I feel like...
25:14I don't care how long he can hold it in
25:17For me, it doesn't matter
25:20He doesn't care about you at all?
25:24No
25:25But seriously, he wouldn't even touch you
25:28No
25:29You don't even try to act like a spoiled child
25:36I do have free time
25:37But I can't
25:39I can't
25:40I can't
25:41I do have free time
25:42But I can't
25:49Man, I...
25:51I really...
25:53I can't believe it
25:54I thought he's changed
25:56He's become straight
25:58I don't know why he doesn't care about you
26:01He's at this stage
26:03He doesn't even give you his heart
26:07His heart?
26:10Ever since I got married...
26:12He's never touched me
26:18But I'm okay
26:19Let's eat cake
26:22Let's eat cake
26:24I'm not okay
26:25Man!
26:28But...
26:29But he's still your boyfriend, right?
26:31Do you think it's easy to have a boyfriend?
26:34Just like that?
26:35What do you mean?
26:36But these are all choices
26:38He chose to do it himself, right?
26:40Hold on, Iqa
26:41What are you thinking?
26:42What?
26:43Do you think people like Zahar...
26:45...would ask for this?
26:47Use your natural instinct
26:52Use your natural instinct for your wife
26:55So that I can touch her...
26:57...without any hesitation
27:01Love isn't just about logic
27:05It's about body and heart
27:08No, Iqa
27:09They've been tested just like us
27:11But they've been tested by Allah...
27:13...for their lust
27:14Do you understand?
27:15Like half of the people...
27:16...have a lust for a man
27:17Some have a lust for a blind man
27:18Some have a lust for a fat man
27:19But the difference is...
27:20...the lustful people are pitiful
27:22They're sympathetic
27:23But the lustful people...
27:25...don't like it
27:26They don't like it
27:27Because they think...
27:28...you just want to be like that
27:30You have a choice
27:31But you don't have a choice
27:32Allah has tested you too
27:33It's the same, Iqa
27:34Do you understand?
27:35Okay, I understand
27:36But...
27:37...since you've answered like this...
27:39...don't you feel like...
27:40...you're trying to normalize...
27:42...this issue?
27:44Don't you feel it?
27:45There you go again
27:47No, Man
27:49What I mean is...
27:51...are you trying to normalize...
27:53...this issue?
27:54Wait, let me ask you
27:56Do you understand...
27:57...what it means to normalize?
27:59No
28:00See?
28:01You don't understand
28:02So, you're just like the netizens...
28:03...who just follow your comments, right?
28:06Actually...
28:07...for your information...
28:08...the word normalization...
28:10...was taken by half of the netizens...
28:11...to close the discussion
28:13Yes, even though...
28:14...this issue is sensitive...
28:15...but we still have to discuss it
28:17It doesn't mean...
28:18...we have to support LGBT
28:19No, we don't support it
28:20We just want to discuss it
28:21We want to know
28:22If you don't give us a chance...
28:23...we won't discuss this issue
28:24Right?
28:25But, for me...
28:26...the netizens purposely...
28:27...scare us about this normalization...
28:28...so that it won't be exaggerated
28:30Shut up
28:31Done
28:32Settled
28:33Do you understand what I mean?
28:36Of course, I do
28:37No, you don't
28:38You look so sad
28:39Let's eat this cake
28:41What are you doing tonight?
28:42Let's celebrate my birthday
28:43Let's have dinner together
28:44Huh?
28:45Why don't you ask your husband?
28:46He doesn't want to
28:47When I asked him...
28:48...he thought I wanted to try
28:49He must have thought...
28:50...when I came back...
28:51...I must try it on the bed
28:52I have dignity
28:58I want to go home
29:00No matter where she is...
29:01...she is in human's eyes
29:03No matter where she is...
29:04...she is in human's eyes
29:06If a servant...
29:07...wants to go home...
29:08...with a heart full of sincerity...
29:10...Allah will surely...
29:12...welcome her with mercy...
29:14...with love...
29:16...with love...
29:18...that is full of His pleasure
29:21Because, Allah never waits for us...
29:24...to be perfect
29:26What Allah waits for...
29:28...is our courage...
29:29...to go home
29:34Al-Rahman Al-Raheem
29:39Al-Rahman
29:45Allama Al-Qur'an
29:51Khalaqa Al-Insan
29:59Allama Al-Bayan
30:04Ashraf
30:30Iman...
30:31...I want to be alone with you
30:35Honestly, Iman...
30:38...I wanted to see you like this...
30:42...quiet...
30:45...so I can speak without fear...
30:48...without you cutting me off
30:52You can say whatever you want...
30:54...to me, Iman
31:00...without me blaming you...
31:03...without me stealing you away
31:09I think this is the first time...
31:12...I'm really quiet and listening
31:15I came here not because I miss you
31:19I've never...
31:21...missed you as long as I've been your daughter
31:25Iman...
31:27...how can we miss each other...
31:29...if we hate each other?
31:36When you lost your son...
31:40...I didn't come to hug you
31:45I didn't even look at your face
31:50I didn't even calm you down
31:55What I saw was...
31:59...your face
32:04I didn't even ask you
32:07How long are you going to keep this from me?
32:10I told you I didn't have a meeting!
32:13Calm down, grandma
32:15You can't force her
32:21I was busy...
32:25...asking Iman to marry me to protect my reputation
32:29Hello!
32:31Mandy...
32:32...tell Riley, the wedding planner...
32:35...to come to the hospital right now!
32:38Yes! Right now!
32:40At that time...
32:43...Iman didn't just lose her son...
32:50...but I lost myself as well
32:54I know this is all an act...
32:56...for me
32:58Because I've broken my promise...
33:00...to the late Kak Nur and Ahmad Syukri
33:02Let go of me, you idiot!
33:08Listen up!
33:10If I hear about the promise again...
33:13...I'll break your bones!
33:16I don't want to hear about the promise anymore
33:18My son is my son
33:20I don't care who I give him to
33:22I don't even have a contract with you!
33:24Do you understand?
33:25I know why I did all that
33:29Because with my own son...
33:32...I can overcome my failure...
33:36...in giving my love to Iman
33:40I swear...
33:42...and promise to my son...
33:44...that I won't treat him like I did to you
33:53Mama...
33:54Where's my son?
34:00If he came from a forbidden place...
34:03...he'd be dead by now
34:05He's dead!
34:07No, you're lying
34:09My son is still alive
34:11No, you're lying
34:17But I didn't have the time to hug him
34:21I didn't have the time to hug him
34:23He's gone
34:26I didn't have the time to look after him
34:29I didn't have the time to touch him
34:32I didn't have the time to love him
34:34He's gone, Mama
34:43He's gone
34:52But I know...
34:54...all of this is a punishment
34:59For all the sins I've done to Kak Nur and Abang Syukri
35:06I know all of that
35:08Since my son died...
35:13...I know I have to stay away from you
35:17Iman, don't go!
35:19Iman, don't go!
35:22Don't bother yourself with him
35:25He's a troublemaker
35:27Let him be
35:29Dato, are you going to let him go?
35:32Please, Dato
35:34If he thinks he's tough...
35:37...I'm a thousand times tougher than he is
35:40Don't you understand?
35:44Because of Mama, all of this happened
35:48She's the reason I became a narcissist
35:52She's the reason I became like this
35:58Because I'm so toxic
36:00I'm so toxic, that's why I'm staying away from you
36:09But I'm not here because I hate you
36:13I don't hate you
36:18I want to forgive you
36:20Because I know...
36:23...I won't be at peace if I don't forgive you
36:27And I want to apologize to you
36:32Because I'm a sinner
36:34I failed to be the son you wanted
36:39I failed to be the perfect son for you
36:44I failed to be the person you wanted me to be
36:48I failed
37:04I'm sorry, Mama
37:09But whatever it is...
37:14...you're still my Mama
37:19No matter how bad it is...
37:22...you're still my only child
37:44It's okay, Mama
37:47I have to go
37:57If we're meant to be...
38:00...we'll meet again
38:13I love you
38:43I love you
38:59Mama...
39:05Mama...
39:09Mama...
39:14Mama...
39:17Mama...
39:23Forgive me
39:31I'm a sinner
39:37Forgive me
39:43Forgive me
40:13Forgive me
40:18If I knew I could be with a woman...
40:21...I would've left her long ago
40:23Do you agree?
40:26If I knew marrying a woman is the greatest gift from God...
40:31...I would've left you long ago and married Iman
40:43If I knew I could be with a woman...
40:47...I would've left her long ago and married Iman
40:59I know I'm not the one you chose to be with
41:06But don't expect me to lose my strength to move on
41:11Because I will still love you
41:15Even though I have no one in my heart...
41:19...except you
41:42Man, just try it!
41:44If you don't try, you'll never know
41:47I've tried many times
41:49I'm not the one who can't do it
41:52Just try it
41:55You're a beautiful woman
41:57She won't reject you
42:01Try again tonight
42:03I'm your sister today
42:05Who knows what will happen?
42:07I'm your sister today
42:09Who knows what will happen?
42:11Just try it tonight
42:37I'm your sister today
42:39Who knows what will happen?
42:41I'm your sister today
42:43Who knows what will happen?
42:45I'm your sister today
42:47Who knows what will happen?
42:49I'm your sister today
42:51Who knows what will happen?
42:53I'm your sister today
42:55Who knows what will happen?
42:57I'm your sister today
42:59Who knows what will happen?
43:01I'm your sister today
43:03Who knows what will happen?
43:05I'm your sister today
43:07Who knows what will happen?
43:09I'm your sister tonight
43:12Zaha!
43:15We bought more cakes
43:17Let's eat together
43:27What are you doing?
43:30Why are you locking the door?
43:32Get out!
43:33Hey!
43:34What's wrong with you?
43:35I'm disgusted.
43:37Why did you do this?
43:38Imagine if you and Inka were like this.
43:40Would you be disgusted?
43:41No.
43:55Dad.
43:58I met Mum yesterday.
44:01Mum.
44:02Do I look pretty?
44:04Of course not.
44:06I've been working here since I was a little girl.
44:09It's my dad's fault.
44:10Jealous?
44:12Yes.
44:13I feel jealous because...
44:16...maybe I can't feel what you feel.
44:19Azhar.
44:24I don't want to live anymore.
44:30Dad.