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00:00I uh I was just having a bit of a mental breakdown casually you know I uh I was pretty
00:09overwhelmed I when I left Center City I was totally angry I was annoyed I was like I'm so
00:18tired of being here um I don't want to get out of here I want to leave this is too hard
00:25I was having a bit of a breakdown I really was um and I had to literally yank myself pull myself by
00:32my own neck and be like Mary Jane don't start because I was doing a pity party thing I was like
00:41I'm so tired of being here it's so exhausting it's so tiring it's everything it's emotionally
00:48draining it's lonely uh it's chaotic um and I was having a bit of a breakdown I really was
00:58and I had to snatch myself and be like Mary Jane you know what you set out to do and we're going
01:04to do it end of story so you might as well have a good attitude because you're the one who set out
01:09to do this I literally set out to visit every country in the world and I knew it wasn't always
01:13going to be easy I knew I wasn't always going to be comfortable I knew that I was going to have
01:18really lonely times or really difficult times or be in places that are really difficult to travel
01:23and so I've been having a rough time recently for real for real and I just almost had a breakdown
01:29today I got so sick of being here and the environment and I just don't want to be here anymore
01:36um I I don't know it's not comfortable for me you know and it's expensive and it's draining and
01:45it's lonely and so I just want to be real with you guys I'm not complaining but I literally snatched
01:49myself up by my own neck my own neck and I was like Mary Jane you set out on a goal to visit every
01:59country in the world end of story end of story you knew it always it wasn't going to be easy you're
02:05not going to mope around with an attitude no no and I literally snatched myself and had to put
02:14myself in a good mood which is exactly what I did and I encourage you guys to do the same thing
02:19when you start to feel yourself starting to but ah I was going there I was going there
02:25I need to thank donators because you guys literally I literally write you in my prayer book
02:32I have a prayer book and I write my donators I write your names down in my prayer book um because
02:38I literally pray for you guys and I thank god for you guys and you guys have no idea how much of an
02:43impact you're having on this incredibly difficult goal of trying to visit every country in the
02:47world not only is it so expensive it is so expensive you guys oh my freaking gosh it is so expensive and
02:56so the people who donate I just you guys are just angels so I write you down in my prayer book I pray
03:03for you guys I thank god for you guys and so I need to shout out my recent donators um if you don't know
03:09I'm trying to visit every country in the freaking world and angelic angelic people have showed up to
03:15help me I made a go fund me and if you can donate please do everything helps I'll put the link in the
03:21description box literally everything helps ten dollars fifty dollars hundred dollars it all helps
03:27and so I want to shout out my recent donators thank you so much Kathleen Kathleen you're an angel
03:33thank you so much thank you so much to dirja thank you so much to diana thank you so much to nisha
03:39thank you so much to jeff this is jeff from norway thank you so much from jeff from norway to jeff from
03:45norway thank you so much to carol yost thank you so much to anita thank you so much stacy thank you so
03:53much brenda thank you guys so much those are my recent donators and you guys literally are carrying me
04:00through this uh in so many ways yeah like I said it's so financially expensive and you guys leave
04:06me kind notes and you don't know how life-changing it is when I'm wallowing you know when I'm starting
04:14to feel like I cannot like this is so difficult and I'll see a kind comment from one of you guys
04:19it's life-changing so today was one of those days I was sulking I was I was like I want to get the
04:25out of here I don't like it here I'm lonely I'm tired it's expensive it's draining um I don't like
04:35the environment and I was starting to lose it and so listen I had to I have to buckle up that's just
04:43it that's just it I have to buckle up because I'm the one who set out to do this end of story no one
04:50forced me to do this I set out to do it and I'm going to do it I'm going to finish every single
04:56country in the world I'm going to visit every country in Africa it has been so incredibly difficult
05:00for me for me you guys I'm not vlogging when I'm when I'm like literally oh when I'm just so tired
05:08of being here and when I can't find any food that I like even though that sounds so stupid but when I
05:15can't find any food that I like and I'm sick and I have to aid myself back to health and I have to
05:19encourage myself and I have to I'm just I'm not complaining I'm just trying to tell you guys
05:23reality it's so difficult and so I pulled myself by my own neck and I was like Mary Jane don't you
05:30start and so I ordered some salmon that's going to help me feel a lot better too I'm going to hit the
05:36gym when I'm done my salmon I'm going to go hit the gym and I'm going to be good to go I'm I always
05:42give myself like if you want to wallow do it for 30 minutes then snap out of it we got things to do
05:47so that's what I did I am so grateful for you guys again if you can donate please do
05:54go find me's link down below don't worry you guys we're going to finish this don't worry we're going
05:59to finish this goal of visiting every country in the world no matter how many loopholes no matter
06:03how tired I am it doesn't matter it's going to get done so I'm grateful for you guys and I think
06:11because there's a lot of not so pleasant people in the gym this is usually how although I prefer to
06:21go to the gym like this I'm going to do this and put my leggings on I'm going to hit the gym so
06:27that's going to make me feel a lot better and so yeah I'm very grateful for you guys and I'll see
06:33you guys in the next country just know that I'm never going to give up never and I couldn't be doing
06:38this without you guys so I'll see you in the next one