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Playlist for Silent Battles | Ballad Song | AI Music | Chatgpt | English Song
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4/16/2025
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1. Scars You Can't See
2. Held Too Long
3. Unseen Wounds
4. The Quietest Hurt
5. Heavy Without Warning
6. Trauma
7. Hides the Way
8. Still Breathing
9. Like a Whispers
10. Pain
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00:00
I smile like nothing's wrong, but inside it's done too long
00:11
Since I felt safe in my own skin, since I knew who I've always been
00:17
You broke me with soft hands, not with shouts but with the silence
00:23
That kinda makes me question, if love was ever kindness
00:29
There are scars you can't see, but they bleed quietly
00:36
Torned by the one I trusted most, now fear's the friend, I know the close
00:44
I'm not just being weak, I've just held it in too deep
00:49
And I'm tired of saying I'm fine, when the truth is I'm not alright
00:56
Every laugh feels rehearsed, every touch feels like a curse
01:07
I flinch at love, I brace for pain, like storm clouds always bring the rain
01:14
But hearing starts when we admit, that we've had enough of faking it
01:20
I'm not broken for feeling this, trauma is an emptiness
01:26
There are scars you can't see, but they scream silently
01:33
I won't hide what lives inside, no more battles I must fight
01:40
I'm learning I deserve, a kind of love that doesn't hurt
01:46
And maybe, just maybe, I'll believe that I'm worthy
01:52
You don't have to wear that mask, it's okay to fall apart
02:10
You're not alone in this, we all carry quiet hearts
02:17
I'm learning I deserve, a kind of love that doesn't hurt
02:36
And I'm tired of saying I'm fine, when the truth is I'm not alright
02:44
You didn't leave a bruise, but I still feel the ache
03:10
Like walking through a fire, that never leaves a flame
03:15
You smiled and I believed, that I was safe with you
03:20
But kindness turned to shadows, and I didn't see the truth
03:25
Now I flinch, at every sound
03:29
And trust runs underground
03:33
It's not drama, it's the cost
03:39
Of something real, I thought I'd lost
03:43
I've been holding in the storm
03:46
Trying hard to just stay warm
03:49
But silence doesn't heal
03:51
It just hides the way I feel
03:53
I'm not weak, I'm not broken
03:56
Just tired of words unspoken
03:58
And I know, it's time I let it go
04:03
I laughed when I was crying
04:05
Pretended I was fine
04:08
But strength isn't pretending
04:10
It's choosing not to lie
04:13
I stayed too long in silence
04:15
Told myself it's just a phase
04:17
But pain that's never spoken
04:20
Still finds a place to stay
04:22
I deserve a softer ending
04:25
Not a war I keep defending
04:27
I deserve to be okay
04:29
Even if it takes all day
04:32
I've been holding in the storm
04:36
Trying hard to just stay warm
04:41
It's not drama, it's the cost
04:46
Of something real, I thought I'd lost
04:50
I've been holding in the storm
04:53
Trying hard to just stay warm
04:56
It's not drama, it's the cost
04:58
Of something real, I thought I'd lost
05:00
I've been holding in the storm
05:03
Trying hard to just stay warm
05:05
But I don't have to just stay warm
05:08
But silence doesn't heal
05:10
It just hides the way I feel
05:12
It just hides the way I feel
05:18
I'm not weak, I'm not broken
05:23
There's the ones that know your heart
05:34
That can tear most apart
05:38
With words they never say
05:41
And the love they give halfway
05:45
I kept trying to be more
05:48
Still you left me at the door
05:52
Now I doubt the mirror's truth
05:55
Don't recognize the me I know
05:58
Is it me or was I too much?
06:03
I'm never quite enough
06:05
I replay every line
06:09
Looking for where I crossed the line
06:12
But these wounds don't bleed
06:16
They hide when no one sees
06:20
And I've been breaking
06:21
While smiling, still faking
06:25
But I'm still here, still breathing
06:30
Even if I'm not quite healing
06:33
I'm learning, I'm unlearning
06:36
That pain isn't always deserving
06:41
You didn't have to scream
06:44
To tear apart my dreams
06:48
Just silence loud enough
06:51
Made me question love
06:54
I lost the light I used to be
06:58
Somehow it slipped away from me
07:01
Not cause I'm weak or wrong
07:04
But I've been hurting far too long
07:08
It's okay if I still shake
07:12
If I need time for my own sake
07:15
I'm not broken, I'll be coming
07:19
Even when it feels like nothing
07:22
These wounds don't show
07:26
But I don't need to grow
07:29
To be worthy of being held
07:32
Of being hurt, being felt
07:36
I'll stumble through the dark
07:40
Still holding on to start
07:43
I'm not giving up this time
07:47
I still believe I'm worth the climb
07:50
To be worthy of being held
07:51
To be worthy of being enfrent
07:58
I still believe I'm awfully
08:19
You smiled like a promise, then left like a storm
08:23
No goodbye, no warning, just silence I tore
08:27
I searched for the fault line inside of my chest
08:31
Blame myself daily for loving you best
08:35
Was I too soft, too small?
08:38
Did I ask for too much at all?
08:42
Now I'm shrinking in my skin
08:45
Wishing I could feel whole again
08:49
This is the quietest hurt
08:52
No blood, but it burns like a whisper that lingers in the corners I learn
08:57
To smile while I'm breaking, to speak while I'm faking
09:01
But I'm done being strong when I felt weak for too long
09:12
I forgot how to dream without second-guessing
09:16
Every word, every move, always self-correcting
09:20
And I miss the version of me I used to trust before I measured my worth
09:25
By the way you looked at us, it's not weak to feel undone
09:30
It's not shameful to come undone
09:34
Scars may fade, but pain can't teach
09:38
Even broken hearts still reach
09:42
This is the quietest hurt no blood, but it burns like a whisper that lingers in the corners I learn
09:50
It's not while I'm breaking, to speak while I'm faking
09:53
But I'm done being strong when I felt weak for too long
09:57
I forgot how to dream without second-guessing
10:01
Listen, every word, every move, always self-correcting
10:05
And I miss the version of me I used to trust before I measured my worth
10:09
By the way you looked at us, by the way you looked at us, it's not weak to feel undone
10:15
It's not shameful to come undone
10:19
Scars may fade, but pain can't teach
10:23
Even broken hearts still reach
10:26
This is the quietest hurt, but I'm learning its name
10:31
Giving space to my healing, not carrying the blame
10:35
You don't have to see for it to be real in me
10:38
I'm not there yet, but I will be
10:41
I'll come back to who I'm
10:43
You don't have to see for it to be real in me
11:13
It didn't start with thunder
11:17
My sudden crash of flame
11:20
Just voices that got colder
11:23
And eyes that never stayed
11:26
You were my safe place once
11:30
But now I flinch at the sound
11:33
Of footsteps I used to run into
11:37
Now they just weigh me down
11:39
I laughed through the silence
11:44
Held in every tear
11:47
Became a quiet fighter
11:50
Who trembled out of fear
11:54
It's heavy without warning
11:57
The weight of unspoken things
12:00
Like love that turns to pressure
12:04
And words that lost their wings
12:07
I carry what I shouldn't
12:10
Mistook it all for me
12:13
But it wasn't mine to hold
12:16
I just forgot to leave
12:19
They said I'm too emotional
12:21
Too much, I'm not enough
12:24
But how could they expect
12:28
Steady hearts from shattered trust
12:31
I trace every heartbeat
12:34
Back to things I never said
12:37
And now I flinch from kindness
12:41
It echoes what I dread
12:44
This pain didn't move in a day
12:49
It grew in the cracks where I stayed
12:52
But healing begins in the light
12:55
Of someone who says
12:57
You're allowed to not be alright
12:59
It's heavy without warning
13:02
But I'm learning how to breathe
13:05
I'm doing the tight ropes
13:09
That's hiding inside of me
13:11
No, I'm not there ever yet
13:14
But I'm walking through
13:15
If you're hurting too
13:17
We can heal in too
13:19
We can heal in too
13:19
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
13:49
It's heavy without warning, but I'm learning how to breathe
14:00
I'm doing the tiny ropes, I tie it inside of me
14:06
No, I'm not there yet, but I'm walking through
14:10
If you're hurting too, we can heal in two
14:14
It can heal in two
14:21
I smile like nothing's wrong
14:50
But inside it's been too long
14:53
Since I felt safe in my own skin
14:56
Since I knew who I've always been
14:59
You broke me with soft hands
15:02
Not with shouts, but with the silence
15:05
The kind that makes me question
15:07
If love was ever kindness
15:10
There are scars you can't see
15:13
But they bleed quietly
15:15
Torn by the one I trusted most
15:19
Now fear's the friend I know for close
15:22
I'm not just being weak
15:24
I've just held it in too deep
15:27
And I'm tired of saying I'm fine
15:30
When the truth is I'm not alright
15:34
Every laugh feels rehearsed
15:47
Every touch feels like a curse
15:50
I flinch at love, I brace for pain
15:53
Like storm clouds always bring the rain
15:56
But healing starts when we admit
15:59
That we've had enough of faking it
16:02
I'm not broken for feeling this
16:05
Trauma is an emptiness
16:07
There are stars you can't see
16:10
But they scream silently
16:13
I won't hide what lives inside
16:16
No more battles I must fight
16:19
I'm learning I deserve
16:22
A kind of love that doesn't hurt
16:25
And maybe, just maybe
16:27
I'll believe that I'm worthy
16:30
You don't have to wear that mask
16:33
It's okay to fall asleep
16:36
I won't hide what lives inside
16:39
No more battles I must fight
16:42
I'm learning I deserve
16:44
A kind of love that doesn't hurt
16:47
And maybe, just maybe
16:50
I'll believe that I'm worthy
16:53
You don't have to wear that mask
16:56
It's okay to fall apart
16:59
You're not alone in this
17:02
We all carry quiet hearts
17:05
I'll believe that I'm worthy
17:09
I'll not trust in you
17:15
Eternally a bruise
17:41
But I still feel the ache Like walking through a fire
17:48
It never leaves a flame You smiled and I believed
17:53
That I was safe with you But kindness turned to shadows
18:00
And I didn't see the truth Now I flinch at every sound
18:07
And trust runs underground It's not drama, it's the cost
18:13
Of something real I thought I'd lost
18:16
I've been holding in the storm Trying hard to just stay warm
18:22
But it's not drama, it's the cost Of something real I thought I'd lost
18:29
I've been holding in the storm Trying hard to just stay warm
18:48
But silence doesn't heal It just hides the way I feel
18:54
I'm not weak I'm not broken Just tired of words unspoken
19:00
And I know It's time I let it go
19:05
I laughed when I was crying Pretended I was fine
19:15
But strength isn't pretending It's choosing not to lie
19:22
I stayed too long in silence Told myself it's just a phase
19:28
The pain that's never spoken Still finds a place to stay
19:34
I deserve a softer ending I deserve a softer ending
19:37
Not a war I keep defending I deserve to be okay
19:43
Even if it takes all day I've been holding in the storm
19:51
But I don't have to anymore I'm allowed to fall apart
19:57
To be strong this fragile heart This time I'll choose my peace
20:03
Let go and let me breathe Because healing starts with me
20:10
Something never changed for me
20:11
Something never changed
20:22
It's leading to the storm
20:59
It's the ones who know your heart, that can tear it most apart
21:04
With words they never say, and the love they give halfway
21:10
I kept trying to be more, still you left me at the door
21:16
Now I doubt the mirror's truth, don't recognize the me I knew
21:22
Is it me, was I too much, or never quite enough
21:28
I replay every line, looking for where I crossed the line
21:34
But these wounds don't bleed, they hide when no one sees
21:40
And I've been breaking, while smiling, still flaking
21:45
But I'm still here, still breathing, even if I'm not quite healing
21:51
I'm learning, I'm unlearning
21:56
That pain isn't always deserving
22:02
You didn't have to scream, to tear apart my dreams
22:08
Just silence loud enough, made me question love
22:15
I lost the light I used to be
22:18
Somehow it slipped away from me
22:20
Cause I'm weak or on
22:23
But I've been hurting far too long
22:26
It's okay if I still shake
22:30
If I need time for my own sake
22:33
I'm not broken, I'm becoming
22:35
Even when it feels like nothing
22:38
These wounds don't show
22:41
But I don't need to grow
22:44
To be worthy
22:46
Of being held
22:48
Of being hurt
22:49
Of being felt
22:51
I stumble through the dark
22:53
Still holding on to spark
22:56
I'm not giving up this time
22:59
I still believe I'm worth the climb
23:02
These wounds don't show
23:16
But I don't need to glow
23:19
To be worthy
23:21
Of being held
23:22
Of being hurt
23:24
Being felt
23:25
I'll stumble through the dark
23:28
Still holding on to spark
23:31
I'm not giving up this time
23:34
I still believe I'm worth the climb
23:37
You smiled like a promise
23:49
Then left like a storm
23:51
No goodbye, no warning
23:54
Just silence that tour
23:57
I searched for the fall line
24:01
Inside of my chest
24:04
Blamed myself daily
24:07
For loving you best
24:10
Was I too soft, too small?
24:13
Did I ask for too much at all?
24:16
Now I'm shrinking in my skin
24:19
Wishing I could feel whole again
24:22
This is the quietest hurt
24:25
This is the quietest hurt
24:26
No blood, blooded buds
24:28
Like a whisper
24:30
That lingers
24:32
In the corners I lurk
24:35
To smile while I'm breaking
24:38
To speak while I'm faking
24:41
But I'm done being strong
24:43
When I felt weak for too long
24:47
I forgot how to dream
24:50
Without second guessing
24:53
Every word, every move
24:56
Always self-correcting
24:59
And I miss the version
25:02
Of me I used to trust
25:05
Before I measured my worth
25:08
By the way you looked at us
25:11
It's not waiting to feel undone
25:14
It's not shameful to come undone
25:17
Scars may fade but pain can't teach
25:21
Even broken hearts still reach
25:24
This is the quietest hurt
25:26
But I'm learning its name
25:30
Giving space to my healing
25:33
Not carrying the blame
25:36
You don't have to see
25:38
For it to be real in me
25:41
I'm not there yet but I will be
25:45
I'll come back to who I'm meant to be
25:48
I'll come back to who I'm meant to be
26:18
I'll come back to who I'm meant to be
26:48
You didn't start with thunder
27:03
No sudden crash or flame
27:07
Just voices that got colder
27:11
In the eyes that never stayed
27:15
You were my safe place once
27:20
But now I flinch at the sound
27:24
Footsteps I used to run to
27:28
Now they just weigh me down
27:31
I laughed through the silence
27:37
Held in every tear
27:42
Became a quiet fighter
27:44
Who trembled out of fear
27:48
It's heavy without warning
27:53
The weight of unspoken things
27:57
Like love that turned to pressure
28:01
And words that lost their wings
28:05
I carry what I shouldn't
28:10
Mistook it all for me
28:13
But it wasn't mine to hold
28:18
I just forgot to leave
28:21
They said I'm too emotional
28:26
Too much or not enough
28:30
But how could they expect
28:35
Steady hearts from shattered trust
28:38
I traced every heartbeat
28:43
Back to things I never said
28:46
And now I flinch from kindness
28:51
It echoes what I dread
28:55
This pain didn't bloom in a day
29:01
It grew in the cracks where I stay
29:05
But healing begins in the light
29:09
Of someone who says
29:12
You're allowed to not be alright
29:15
You're allowed to not be alright
29:16
It's heavy without warning
29:33
But I'm learning how to breathe
29:36
Undoing the tightrobes
29:41
I tie it inside of me
29:44
No, I'm not there yet
29:48
But I'm walking through
29:50
If you're hurting too
29:52
We can heal them too
29:54
It can heal them too
30:05
You're allowed to heal them too
30:23
I know
30:23
I don't have to
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