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  • 4/16/2025
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1. Scars You Can't See
2. Held Too Long
3. Unseen Wounds
4. The Quietest Hurt
5. Heavy Without Warning
6. Trauma
7. Hides the Way
8. Still Breathing
9. Like a Whispers
10. Pain

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00:00I smile like nothing's wrong, but inside it's done too long
00:11Since I felt safe in my own skin, since I knew who I've always been
00:17You broke me with soft hands, not with shouts but with the silence
00:23That kinda makes me question, if love was ever kindness
00:29There are scars you can't see, but they bleed quietly
00:36Torned by the one I trusted most, now fear's the friend, I know the close
00:44I'm not just being weak, I've just held it in too deep
00:49And I'm tired of saying I'm fine, when the truth is I'm not alright
00:56Every laugh feels rehearsed, every touch feels like a curse
01:07I flinch at love, I brace for pain, like storm clouds always bring the rain
01:14But hearing starts when we admit, that we've had enough of faking it
01:20I'm not broken for feeling this, trauma is an emptiness
01:26There are scars you can't see, but they scream silently
01:33I won't hide what lives inside, no more battles I must fight
01:40I'm learning I deserve, a kind of love that doesn't hurt
01:46And maybe, just maybe, I'll believe that I'm worthy
01:52You don't have to wear that mask, it's okay to fall apart
02:10You're not alone in this, we all carry quiet hearts
02:17I'm learning I deserve, a kind of love that doesn't hurt
02:36And I'm tired of saying I'm fine, when the truth is I'm not alright
02:44You didn't leave a bruise, but I still feel the ache
03:10Like walking through a fire, that never leaves a flame
03:15You smiled and I believed, that I was safe with you
03:20But kindness turned to shadows, and I didn't see the truth
03:25Now I flinch, at every sound
03:29And trust runs underground
03:33It's not drama, it's the cost
03:39Of something real, I thought I'd lost
03:43I've been holding in the storm
03:46Trying hard to just stay warm
03:49But silence doesn't heal
03:51It just hides the way I feel
03:53I'm not weak, I'm not broken
03:56Just tired of words unspoken
03:58And I know, it's time I let it go
04:03I laughed when I was crying
04:05Pretended I was fine
04:08But strength isn't pretending
04:10It's choosing not to lie
04:13I stayed too long in silence
04:15Told myself it's just a phase
04:17But pain that's never spoken
04:20Still finds a place to stay
04:22I deserve a softer ending
04:25Not a war I keep defending
04:27I deserve to be okay
04:29Even if it takes all day
04:32I've been holding in the storm
04:36Trying hard to just stay warm
04:41It's not drama, it's the cost
04:46Of something real, I thought I'd lost
04:50I've been holding in the storm
04:53Trying hard to just stay warm
04:56It's not drama, it's the cost
04:58Of something real, I thought I'd lost
05:00I've been holding in the storm
05:03Trying hard to just stay warm
05:05But I don't have to just stay warm
05:08But silence doesn't heal
05:10It just hides the way I feel
05:12It just hides the way I feel
05:18I'm not weak, I'm not broken
05:23There's the ones that know your heart
05:34That can tear most apart
05:38With words they never say
05:41And the love they give halfway
05:45I kept trying to be more
05:48Still you left me at the door
05:52Now I doubt the mirror's truth
05:55Don't recognize the me I know
05:58Is it me or was I too much?
06:03I'm never quite enough
06:05I replay every line
06:09Looking for where I crossed the line
06:12But these wounds don't bleed
06:16They hide when no one sees
06:20And I've been breaking
06:21While smiling, still faking
06:25But I'm still here, still breathing
06:30Even if I'm not quite healing
06:33I'm learning, I'm unlearning
06:36That pain isn't always deserving
06:41You didn't have to scream
06:44To tear apart my dreams
06:48Just silence loud enough
06:51Made me question love
06:54I lost the light I used to be
06:58Somehow it slipped away from me
07:01Not cause I'm weak or wrong
07:04But I've been hurting far too long
07:08It's okay if I still shake
07:12If I need time for my own sake
07:15I'm not broken, I'll be coming
07:19Even when it feels like nothing
07:22These wounds don't show
07:26But I don't need to grow
07:29To be worthy of being held
07:32Of being hurt, being felt
07:36I'll stumble through the dark
07:40Still holding on to start
07:43I'm not giving up this time
07:47I still believe I'm worth the climb
07:50To be worthy of being held
07:51To be worthy of being enfrent
07:58I still believe I'm awfully
08:19You smiled like a promise, then left like a storm
08:23No goodbye, no warning, just silence I tore
08:27I searched for the fault line inside of my chest
08:31Blame myself daily for loving you best
08:35Was I too soft, too small?
08:38Did I ask for too much at all?
08:42Now I'm shrinking in my skin
08:45Wishing I could feel whole again
08:49This is the quietest hurt
08:52No blood, but it burns like a whisper that lingers in the corners I learn
08:57To smile while I'm breaking, to speak while I'm faking
09:01But I'm done being strong when I felt weak for too long
09:12I forgot how to dream without second-guessing
09:16Every word, every move, always self-correcting
09:20And I miss the version of me I used to trust before I measured my worth
09:25By the way you looked at us, it's not weak to feel undone
09:30It's not shameful to come undone
09:34Scars may fade, but pain can't teach
09:38Even broken hearts still reach
09:42This is the quietest hurt no blood, but it burns like a whisper that lingers in the corners I learn
09:50It's not while I'm breaking, to speak while I'm faking
09:53But I'm done being strong when I felt weak for too long
09:57I forgot how to dream without second-guessing
10:01Listen, every word, every move, always self-correcting
10:05And I miss the version of me I used to trust before I measured my worth
10:09By the way you looked at us, by the way you looked at us, it's not weak to feel undone
10:15It's not shameful to come undone
10:19Scars may fade, but pain can't teach
10:23Even broken hearts still reach
10:26This is the quietest hurt, but I'm learning its name
10:31Giving space to my healing, not carrying the blame
10:35You don't have to see for it to be real in me
10:38I'm not there yet, but I will be
10:41I'll come back to who I'm
10:43You don't have to see for it to be real in me
11:13It didn't start with thunder
11:17My sudden crash of flame
11:20Just voices that got colder
11:23And eyes that never stayed
11:26You were my safe place once
11:30But now I flinch at the sound
11:33Of footsteps I used to run into
11:37Now they just weigh me down
11:39I laughed through the silence
11:44Held in every tear
11:47Became a quiet fighter
11:50Who trembled out of fear
11:54It's heavy without warning
11:57The weight of unspoken things
12:00Like love that turns to pressure
12:04And words that lost their wings
12:07I carry what I shouldn't
12:10Mistook it all for me
12:13But it wasn't mine to hold
12:16I just forgot to leave
12:19They said I'm too emotional
12:21Too much, I'm not enough
12:24But how could they expect
12:28Steady hearts from shattered trust
12:31I trace every heartbeat
12:34Back to things I never said
12:37And now I flinch from kindness
12:41It echoes what I dread
12:44This pain didn't move in a day
12:49It grew in the cracks where I stayed
12:52But healing begins in the light
12:55Of someone who says
12:57You're allowed to not be alright
12:59It's heavy without warning
13:02But I'm learning how to breathe
13:05I'm doing the tight ropes
13:09That's hiding inside of me
13:11No, I'm not there ever yet
13:14But I'm walking through
13:15If you're hurting too
13:17We can heal in too
13:19We can heal in too
13:19Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
13:49It's heavy without warning, but I'm learning how to breathe
14:00I'm doing the tiny ropes, I tie it inside of me
14:06No, I'm not there yet, but I'm walking through
14:10If you're hurting too, we can heal in two
14:14It can heal in two
14:21I smile like nothing's wrong
14:50But inside it's been too long
14:53Since I felt safe in my own skin
14:56Since I knew who I've always been
14:59You broke me with soft hands
15:02Not with shouts, but with the silence
15:05The kind that makes me question
15:07If love was ever kindness
15:10There are scars you can't see
15:13But they bleed quietly
15:15Torn by the one I trusted most
15:19Now fear's the friend I know for close
15:22I'm not just being weak
15:24I've just held it in too deep
15:27And I'm tired of saying I'm fine
15:30When the truth is I'm not alright
15:34Every laugh feels rehearsed
15:47Every touch feels like a curse
15:50I flinch at love, I brace for pain
15:53Like storm clouds always bring the rain
15:56But healing starts when we admit
15:59That we've had enough of faking it
16:02I'm not broken for feeling this
16:05Trauma is an emptiness
16:07There are stars you can't see
16:10But they scream silently
16:13I won't hide what lives inside
16:16No more battles I must fight
16:19I'm learning I deserve
16:22A kind of love that doesn't hurt
16:25And maybe, just maybe
16:27I'll believe that I'm worthy
16:30You don't have to wear that mask
16:33It's okay to fall asleep
16:36I won't hide what lives inside
16:39No more battles I must fight
16:42I'm learning I deserve
16:44A kind of love that doesn't hurt
16:47And maybe, just maybe
16:50I'll believe that I'm worthy
16:53You don't have to wear that mask
16:56It's okay to fall apart
16:59You're not alone in this
17:02We all carry quiet hearts
17:05I'll believe that I'm worthy
17:09I'll not trust in you
17:15Eternally a bruise
17:41But I still feel the ache Like walking through a fire
17:48It never leaves a flame You smiled and I believed
17:53That I was safe with you But kindness turned to shadows
18:00And I didn't see the truth Now I flinch at every sound
18:07And trust runs underground It's not drama, it's the cost
18:13Of something real I thought I'd lost
18:16I've been holding in the storm Trying hard to just stay warm
18:22But it's not drama, it's the cost Of something real I thought I'd lost
18:29I've been holding in the storm Trying hard to just stay warm
18:48But silence doesn't heal It just hides the way I feel
18:54I'm not weak I'm not broken Just tired of words unspoken
19:00And I know It's time I let it go
19:05I laughed when I was crying Pretended I was fine
19:15But strength isn't pretending It's choosing not to lie
19:22I stayed too long in silence Told myself it's just a phase
19:28The pain that's never spoken Still finds a place to stay
19:34I deserve a softer ending I deserve a softer ending
19:37Not a war I keep defending I deserve to be okay
19:43Even if it takes all day I've been holding in the storm
19:51But I don't have to anymore I'm allowed to fall apart
19:57To be strong this fragile heart This time I'll choose my peace
20:03Let go and let me breathe Because healing starts with me
20:10Something never changed for me
20:11Something never changed
20:22It's leading to the storm
20:59It's the ones who know your heart, that can tear it most apart
21:04With words they never say, and the love they give halfway
21:10I kept trying to be more, still you left me at the door
21:16Now I doubt the mirror's truth, don't recognize the me I knew
21:22Is it me, was I too much, or never quite enough
21:28I replay every line, looking for where I crossed the line
21:34But these wounds don't bleed, they hide when no one sees
21:40And I've been breaking, while smiling, still flaking
21:45But I'm still here, still breathing, even if I'm not quite healing
21:51I'm learning, I'm unlearning
21:56That pain isn't always deserving
22:02You didn't have to scream, to tear apart my dreams
22:08Just silence loud enough, made me question love
22:15I lost the light I used to be
22:18Somehow it slipped away from me
22:20Cause I'm weak or on
22:23But I've been hurting far too long
22:26It's okay if I still shake
22:30If I need time for my own sake
22:33I'm not broken, I'm becoming
22:35Even when it feels like nothing
22:38These wounds don't show
22:41But I don't need to grow
22:44To be worthy
22:46Of being held
22:48Of being hurt
22:49Of being felt
22:51I stumble through the dark
22:53Still holding on to spark
22:56I'm not giving up this time
22:59I still believe I'm worth the climb
23:02These wounds don't show
23:16But I don't need to glow
23:19To be worthy
23:21Of being held
23:22Of being hurt
23:24Being felt
23:25I'll stumble through the dark
23:28Still holding on to spark
23:31I'm not giving up this time
23:34I still believe I'm worth the climb
23:37You smiled like a promise
23:49Then left like a storm
23:51No goodbye, no warning
23:54Just silence that tour
23:57I searched for the fall line
24:01Inside of my chest
24:04Blamed myself daily
24:07For loving you best
24:10Was I too soft, too small?
24:13Did I ask for too much at all?
24:16Now I'm shrinking in my skin
24:19Wishing I could feel whole again
24:22This is the quietest hurt
24:25This is the quietest hurt
24:26No blood, blooded buds
24:28Like a whisper
24:30That lingers
24:32In the corners I lurk
24:35To smile while I'm breaking
24:38To speak while I'm faking
24:41But I'm done being strong
24:43When I felt weak for too long
24:47I forgot how to dream
24:50Without second guessing
24:53Every word, every move
24:56Always self-correcting
24:59And I miss the version
25:02Of me I used to trust
25:05Before I measured my worth
25:08By the way you looked at us
25:11It's not waiting to feel undone
25:14It's not shameful to come undone
25:17Scars may fade but pain can't teach
25:21Even broken hearts still reach
25:24This is the quietest hurt
25:26But I'm learning its name
25:30Giving space to my healing
25:33Not carrying the blame
25:36You don't have to see
25:38For it to be real in me
25:41I'm not there yet but I will be
25:45I'll come back to who I'm meant to be
25:48I'll come back to who I'm meant to be
26:18I'll come back to who I'm meant to be
26:48You didn't start with thunder
27:03No sudden crash or flame
27:07Just voices that got colder
27:11In the eyes that never stayed
27:15You were my safe place once
27:20But now I flinch at the sound
27:24Footsteps I used to run to
27:28Now they just weigh me down
27:31I laughed through the silence
27:37Held in every tear
27:42Became a quiet fighter
27:44Who trembled out of fear
27:48It's heavy without warning
27:53The weight of unspoken things
27:57Like love that turned to pressure
28:01And words that lost their wings
28:05I carry what I shouldn't
28:10Mistook it all for me
28:13But it wasn't mine to hold
28:18I just forgot to leave
28:21They said I'm too emotional
28:26Too much or not enough
28:30But how could they expect
28:35Steady hearts from shattered trust
28:38I traced every heartbeat
28:43Back to things I never said
28:46And now I flinch from kindness
28:51It echoes what I dread
28:55This pain didn't bloom in a day
29:01It grew in the cracks where I stay
29:05But healing begins in the light
29:09Of someone who says
29:12You're allowed to not be alright
29:15You're allowed to not be alright
29:16It's heavy without warning
29:33But I'm learning how to breathe
29:36Undoing the tightrobes
29:41I tie it inside of me
29:44No, I'm not there yet
29:48But I'm walking through
29:50If you're hurting too
29:52We can heal them too
29:54It can heal them too
30:05You're allowed to heal them too
30:23I know
30:23I don't have to

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