- 7/11/2025
Feriha Yilmaz is an attractive, beautiful, talented and ambitious daughter of a poor family. Her father, Riza Yilmaz, is a janitor in Etiler, an upper-class neighbourhood in Istanbul. Her mother Zehra Yilmaz is a maid. Feriha studies at a private university with full scholarship. While studying at the university, Feriha poses as a rich girl. She meets a handsome and rich young man, Emir Sarrafoglu. Feriha lies about her life and her family background and Emir falls in love with her without knowing who she really is. She falls in love with him too and becomes trapped in her own lies.
Cast: Hazal Kaya, Çağatay Ulusoy, Vahide Perçin, Metin Çekmez,
Melih Selçuk, Ceyda Ateş, Yusuf Akgün, Deniz Uğur, Barış Kılıç.
Production: Fatih Aksoy
Director: Merve Girgin Neslihan Yeşilyurt
Screenplay: Melis Civelek, Sırma Yanık
Cast: Hazal Kaya, Çağatay Ulusoy, Vahide Perçin, Metin Çekmez,
Melih Selçuk, Ceyda Ateş, Yusuf Akgün, Deniz Uğur, Barış Kılıç.
Production: Fatih Aksoy
Director: Merve Girgin Neslihan Yeşilyurt
Screenplay: Melis Civelek, Sırma Yanık
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TVTranscript
00:00Good day, uncle.
00:01Good day.
00:02I was looking for Miss Feriha.
00:03She works here.
00:04She was fired yesterday.
00:05Fired?
00:06Well, thank you.
00:07Okay.
00:09Good day, uncle.
00:11Good day.
00:13I was looking for Miss Feriha.
00:15She's working here.
00:17She was fired yesterday.
00:19Fired?
00:21Well, thank you.
00:35I'm sorry for your loss.
00:37I'm sorry for your loss.
00:39It doesn't matter. I'll find someone better.
00:41Feriha, don't go. Let's talk.
00:43I don't want to talk.
00:45Feriha, I can't stand it anymore.
00:47You have to stand it.
01:03Good day.
01:05I'm sorry.
01:07I was looking for Feriha Sarrafoglu.
01:11What are you, uncle?
01:13I'm her father.
01:15I'm her father, sir.
01:17Father?
01:27Don't make me stand up to you, Feriha.
01:33I'm not here to make you kiss my hand...
01:37...or tell you what you've done.
01:41I'm here to tell you one thing.
01:45Know yourself.
01:47Pack your things and go back to your husband.
01:51To my husband?
01:53Is that important now, father?
01:55You secretly married a man...
01:59...whose teeth you know so well.
02:03You made a mistake.
02:05Now you're making the biggest mistake...
02:09...by wandering around...
02:11...like homeless, homeless...
02:13...wild women.
02:17I'm just thinking, father.
02:19I'm thinking.
02:21I'll make a decision.
02:23I'm telling you to go back to your husband, Feriha.
02:27What you said and did until we got married...
02:31...I wasn't afraid of, father.
02:33I won't go back to him just because you say so.
02:37If your intention...
02:39...is to divorce...
02:41...and put us in a worse place...
02:45...I don't have the face to bear it, Feriha.
02:49I told you nicely once more.
02:55When you walk away like this...
02:57...and your father hugs you again...
03:00...and you say, I'll deceive my father again...
03:03...you'll lick your palm.
03:07My only hope is that one day we'll understand each other, father.
03:11I don't have any other hope.
03:25You'll wait five minutes, right?
03:37Where is Feriha?
03:39Upstairs.
03:49Feriha, pack your stuff. We're leaving.
03:51What are you saying? Will you leave?
03:53Feriha, get up. We're leaving.
03:55I'm not coming anywhere. Will you leave?
03:57Get up, Feriha.
03:59What's going on?
04:01Pack your stuff. We're going home.
04:03I'm not coming anywhere.
04:05Let me go.
04:09Let me go. What are you doing?
04:11Emir, let me go.
04:15Emir, will you let me go?
04:17Emir, will you let me go?
04:19Emir, let me go.
04:21Emir, let me go.
04:23Let me go.
04:25Emir, let me go.
04:27Don't be ridiculous.
04:31Emir, let me go.
04:33Emir, let me go.
04:35Get me down.
04:37Get me down.
04:41I won't get down.
04:47Will you let me go?
04:49We're not going anywhere.
04:51I'm getting off.
04:53Look, this is my wife.
04:55I'm taking her home.
04:57Sir, we're not going anywhere.
04:59I'm getting off.
05:01I can't get in between husband and wife.
05:03We can go.
05:13I won't come.
05:15Will you let me go?
05:17Will you let me go?
05:19Emir, let me go.
05:21Emir, let me go.
05:23Emir, let me go.
05:25I'm telling you, let me go.
05:31Let me go.
05:33Let me go.
05:35Let me go.
05:47Let me go.
05:49Let me go.
05:51Let me go.
05:53I won't come.
05:55Let me go.
06:11What are you doing?
06:13Are you sick?
06:15I'm sick.
06:17We won't leave this house until we both get better.
06:27Emir, I want to get out of here.
06:29You won't get out.
06:31What do you mean you won't get out?
06:33I've been on my own for a long time.
06:39Let her go.
06:45Are you crazy?
06:47I owe you a phone.
06:49Even to myself.
06:53Emir, you're going to open this door.
06:57Emir, you're going to open this door.
06:59Feriha, we're not getting out of here.
07:01This door won't open until we talk about everything.
07:03What do you think of yourself?
07:05You're forcing me to come here.
07:07You're locking the door on me.
07:09You're breaking my phone.
07:11I'm going to sit here and wait because you don't let me, right?
07:13You really don't know me.
07:15Never.
07:17I know you very well.
07:19I know you so well that I can't talk to you any other way.
07:25So you locked me up here because of me.
07:27Because I didn't give you another chance like I always did.
07:31You won't be able to talk to me like this, Emir.
07:33I'm going to get out of this house.
07:35From the door or the doorstep.
07:37Stop.
07:39Stop.
07:41Let me go.
08:09Let me go.
08:39Let me go.
08:57Keep quiet until morning if you want.
08:59The more you keep quiet, the longer it will take.
09:03How many hours has it been since we talked?
09:05I don't know.
09:07It's an interesting experience to talk to myself when there's someone in front of me.
09:11Look, it's not because I'm angry, but if you keep quiet like this,
09:13I'll keep talking nonsense.
09:15We can stay here like this for days.
09:17If you really want to leave here,
09:19you have to talk to me like this, Feriha.
09:25Well, you know.
09:27We have a lot of time.
09:29You're already in front of me.
09:31I'm not going to complain about your silence.
09:35Hit me.
09:39Hit me.
09:41Hit me.
09:43Come here.
09:45What are you doing?
09:47What's the difference between you and Halil?
09:49You're right. Maybe there's no difference.
09:51You can't keep me here, Emir.
09:53We'll stay here until Feriha talks.
09:55What am I going to talk to you about?
09:57What am I going to talk about?
09:59What can I talk to you about?
10:01Come on, Halil.
10:03What explanation do you have?
10:05I don't have an explanation.
10:07I'm doing what I want.
10:09You're going to pay for this.
10:11I'm going to complain about you as soon as I get out of here.
10:13You're going to pay for this.
10:15Feriha.
10:17If I can finally talk to you,
10:19you can be sure that I will pay for it without complaining.
10:23Are you really aware of what you're doing?
10:25How long do you think this will last?
10:27How long can you keep me here like this?
10:29I've told you this many times.
10:31Until I talk about everything.
10:33What do you think I'm going to talk to you about like this?
10:37Will I listen to you if you talk?
10:39I will never listen to you.
10:41Then you won't be able to get out of here until you listen, Feriha.
10:43How did you see it?
10:45How?
10:47Do you want me to tell you?
10:49I don't want to.
10:51I saw it. Because my wife didn't even listen to me once.
10:53Because my wife allowed all that gossip.
10:55Oh, gossip.
10:57What else could it be?
10:59The only problem is your ego, right?
11:01The gossip that damages your ego.
11:03There's nothing else to talk about, right?
11:05There is. There's a lot to talk about.
11:07If you want, let's start from the end.
11:09For example, let's talk about your school gossip with Mr. Levent.
11:13Mr. Levent again, right?
11:15You're more pitiful than the girls who make up those gossips.
11:17You're my only misfortune, Feriha.
11:19Me?
11:21Who am I?
11:23What am I?
11:25Who am I next to your charisma that shouldn't be drawn,
11:27your ego that shouldn't be polished?
11:29My charisma is not my ego.
11:31The issue is my heart.
11:33Try to understand.
11:35Don't call me your heart.
11:37Don't.
11:41You brought me here not to talk,
11:43but because you couldn't get rid of the gossips.
11:45Emir Sarrafoğlu's wife left the house and stays at home.
11:47And she's dating Mr. Levent.
11:51Your problem is not talking to me.
11:53It's not talking to me.
11:55It's silencing the gossips.
11:57My only concern is to put an end to this nonsense.
11:59It's nonsense to bring me here.
12:01It's nonsense to think this will work.
12:05You brought your wife to your house.
12:07You shut everyone's mouth.
12:09You didn't have any other purpose.
12:13You couldn't shut the gossips,
12:15you're shutting me down.
12:17You're going to keep me here
12:19until everyone shuts up and forgets Mr. Levent's nonsense.
12:23Then what?
12:25What will happen when you open that door, Emir?
12:29I won't open the door until we start to understand each other.
12:31Do you care about understanding?
12:35Okay.
12:37Let's talk about the gossips.
12:39Which one do you believe more?
12:41That I left you for Mr. Levent
12:43or that I have a secret relationship with him from the beginning?
12:45Oh, I'm sorry.
12:47I shouldn't go any further, right?
12:49Or I'll slap you again.
12:51Never hit me again.
12:53Tell me whatever you want.
12:55I don't believe you.
12:57If you regret it after that slap,
12:59you wouldn't bring me here.
13:01I won't apologize for bringing you here, Feriha.
13:03You didn't give me a chance to choose.
13:05You're not just rude.
13:07You're not sincere.
13:09You don't listen to anything you don't want to hear.
13:11Look, you're doing the same thing again.
13:13You slapped me that night.
13:15Now you're using me to silence others.
13:17Yes, if it weren't for those gossips,
13:19I would have waited for you until my patience ran out.
13:21If I hadn't heard what I heard today,
13:23maybe I wouldn't have brought you here by force.
13:25I wouldn't lock you up here.
13:27Maybe I wouldn't have turned my eyes that much.
13:29We're not going to talk about those gossips,
13:31we're going to talk about what we did.
13:33We?
13:35Is it easier for you when you say we?
13:37You can't say we.
13:39You did it.
13:41You ruined everything by yourself.
13:43You ruined what I couldn't ruin with my lies
13:45with that woman, that slap.
13:47Yes, I ruined it.
13:49Come on, let's continue.
13:51We need this.
13:53We need to talk about this.
13:55We need to start somewhere.
13:57You're right.
13:59We need to start somewhere.
14:01Let's start with our bedroom.
14:13Changing the bedroom is a perfect gesture, isn't it?
14:17Take it.
14:35How nice.
14:37Let's fool ourselves with the wallpaper.
14:39But if you change everything,
14:41and these walls,
14:43you can't change them.
14:45Wallpaper is a great idea.
14:47We need to hide the walls
14:49that have witnessed everything that happened,
14:51right?
14:53But look, they're here.
14:55They were here when you told me
14:57to pay my debt.
14:59They were here when I came to you
15:01for a single night.
15:03They were here when you took revenge
15:05on that woman.
15:07Even if I hide it, you can't erase it.
15:09Yes, I can't erase it.
15:11But you can't erase the fact
15:13that that woman was a mistake.
15:15But you know what?
15:17No matter how much I apologize to you,
15:19that woman wasn't just my mistake.
15:21It was your mistake, too, Feriha.
15:23Because of the lies you told,
15:25that woman was a mistake for both of us.
15:27What a cheap excuse for your own weakness.
15:29It's not cheap or a mistake.
15:31You know it's true.
15:33That's why you wished for me
15:35when I apologized to you at home.
15:37Now don't deny it.
15:39Do you know what that woman told me?
15:43She said you don't know what she told me
15:45and what we went through that night.
15:47I don't know, but I'm really curious.
15:49Do you remember the night
15:51you spent with that woman?
15:53Or were you so drunk
15:55that you couldn't remember?
15:59What did you talk about?
16:01Or did you talk?
16:03Of course you talked.
16:05What did you tell her?
16:07Did you mention her eyes
16:09or her hair?
16:11Did you close your eyes when you kissed her?
16:13How did you kiss her?
16:15Was it like you kissed me?
16:17Was it affectionate?
16:19Or was it more passionate?
16:23That's how you kissed her.
16:31Don't do this again.
16:33Did you pay me back now?
16:35You know you paid me back.
16:37Don't do this.
16:39Don't do this.
16:59Look,
17:01we're both not normal right now.
17:03We can't talk like this.
17:05Okay, we need to talk.
17:07I accept that, but it can't be like this.
17:09I need to calm down.
17:11I need to tell you something.
17:13I need to be ready to listen to you.
17:15Emir, I want to get out of here.
17:17I don't want to be ugly anymore.
17:19Now you're going to open the door.
17:21I'm going to go to the dorm.
17:23We're going to forget this madness.
17:25We're not going to get close to each other for a while.
17:27Then we'll meet somewhere outside
17:29and talk about everything, okay?
17:31It's not okay.
17:33It's not okay.
17:35What do you mean it's not okay?
17:37Ferhat, I know you.
17:39You're going to get out of this door
17:41and you're going to do your best
17:43not to meet me again.
17:45You're going to think alone and decide alone.
17:47I know myself.
17:49Wherever you go, I'll find you and bring you here again.
17:51So you don't have to waste time.
17:53You're going to open that door
17:55whether you want to or not, Emir.
17:57This nonsense won't go on like this.
17:59Do you hear me?
18:01I'm going to get rid of this nonsense.
18:03Either you're going to leave me like a human being
18:05and I'm going to go.
18:07I'm going to try to forget how crazy you've been for a few days.
18:09Or I'm going to open that door for you
18:11and I'm never going to forget what you've become.
18:19You're not even going to answer.
18:23I'm stupid because I tried to talk to you like a human being.
18:25Stupid.
18:27Okay.
18:29Let's be humiliated, okay?
18:31Let's humiliate everyone in the apartment.
18:37Let's see who's going to complain
18:39about the noise first.
18:43Who's downstairs?
18:45Ms. Sanem.
18:47Who are we going to humiliate first?
18:49If we're lucky, we'll humiliate my parents first.
18:53They're used to their daughters being kidnapped.
18:57Let's go.
19:01Emir.
19:09Bravo.
19:11Romanticism.
19:13You're great.
19:15She's definitely calmer.
19:17It's more deceiving.
19:19You can't see the mess around you.
19:23You can hide the truth.
19:25You can delay it.
19:27But you can't destroy it.
19:31When the sun comes in in the morning,
19:33it's going to be the same place.
19:39Yeah.
19:41You're right.
19:43You're right.
19:45Yeah.
19:47Yes.
19:49Maybe it's going to be the same.
19:59But we're not going to be the same.
20:01We're going to listen to each other.
20:05Did you light candles like that
20:07that night?
20:09Tell me.
20:11Did you prepare such a wonderful atmosphere
20:13for my wedding?
20:15No.
20:19How rude.
20:21It didn't suit a night like yours.
20:23But I'm sorry.
20:25It was the most meaningless night of your life, wasn't it?
20:27It's not worth spending your candles.
20:29No, it was meaningful, Feriha.
20:31But it was meaningful because you created that woman.
20:35You were the only meaning of that night.
20:37It was hurting you.
20:39I wanted to prove to myself
20:41that I could destroy you.
20:43I wanted to choose the body of a random woman
20:45and go back to before you.
20:49Nonsense.
20:51Until you said, or I should do it.
20:53Don't talk about that.
20:55When I learned
20:57that you weren't at home
20:59or that you might be a father,
21:01what did I do that night?
21:03Didn't you face me
21:05until you said those words?
21:07You faced me beautifully, Emir.
21:09I asked you only one question
21:11to understand me.
21:13I got the most definite answer I've ever had in my life.
21:15It wasn't an answer.
21:17You knew you were different.
21:19You knew you were different.
21:21I wasn't just in love with you.
21:23You trusted me.
21:27After the lies,
21:29you trusted me
21:31despite all the punishments you gave me.
21:33You were peaceful.
21:35No matter what.
21:37Fira.
21:39I'll forget a lot of things that night.
21:43Your hypocrisy, your weakness,
21:45your cowardice,
21:47your unfairness.
21:49I'll forget how you hurt me.
21:51But one thing.
21:53I'll never forget
21:55how you disappointed me.
21:57I'll never forget
21:59how I lost myself
22:01and your eyes.
22:05I'll never forget
22:07how you looked at me that night.
22:09Did you look at me differently
22:11when you kicked me out?
22:13Did you look at me differently
22:15when you fired me?
22:17You haven't changed.
22:19You're still two-faced.
22:21You're still a coward.
22:23Yes, I'm still a coward.
22:25I was afraid of what you said that night.
22:27This time, I was afraid of your silence.
22:29I'm actually always afraid of the same thing.
22:31This is the only thing
22:33that's been the same since the day
22:35you came into my life.
22:37The fear of losing you.
22:55Where was your fear of losing you
22:57when you forced me to leave this house?
23:01It wasn't there
23:03because we were married, right?
23:07I didn't even feel like we were guaranteed
23:09to be married once.
23:11You don't care about
23:13Mehmet, my father, Gülsüm.
23:15Whatever marriage is for them,
23:17it's for you.
23:19You don't believe what you're saying.
23:21You know I don't deserve it.
23:23If you don't deserve it, prove it.
23:25Answer the question I asked that night.
23:27Come on.
23:29Gülsüm.
23:31If I let you live what you let me live,
23:33how much of the understanding you expect from me
23:35would you be able to show me?
23:37What a stupid question, isn't it?
23:39It's a question I already know the answer to.
23:43It's a question I don't know the answer to, Feriha.
23:45It's a lie.
23:47No, I really don't know the answer.
23:49If you were with that guy,
23:51just to take revenge on me,
23:53would I have killed that guy,
23:55wouldn't I want to see his face again?
23:57I'm sorry.
23:59If I hadn't forgiven you,
24:01if I hadn't wanted to see his face again,
24:03it wouldn't have ended.
24:05It wouldn't have ended in my heart.
24:07Did you hear me?
24:09Look, I answered you.
24:11Come on, answer me now.
24:13Is it over?
24:15You won't be able to do this.
24:17Even if you keep me here for days,
24:19I won't tell you what I want to hear.
24:21Then tell me what you don't want to hear.
24:23Tell me what you're afraid of hearing.
24:25Tell me.
24:27You already know everything I'm afraid of hearing.
24:29It's all at the tip of your tongue.
24:31Since the first day I fell in love with you,
24:33when you washed me to the ground,
24:35when you lifted me from the ground,
24:37everything is at the tip of your tongue.
24:39If only you hadn't hit me
24:41because you couldn't stand what came out of my mouth,
24:43yes, maybe I could have believed what you said.
24:45When I hit you...
24:47Don't.
24:49Please don't tell me the same story.
24:51I don't believe it.
24:53You brought me here.
24:55I don't believe anything you say.
24:57I don't believe you regret it either.
24:59It's not the same thing.
25:01It's the same thing.
25:03What you did when I couldn't speak,
25:05what you did when I couldn't shut up,
25:07it's always the same.
25:09Look, if you gave me a chance to break
25:11by talking to me stubbornly...
25:13Stubbornness.
25:15That's how you understand it, right?
25:17Stubbornness.
25:19That's how I am for you, right?
25:21I can't understand it.
25:23All of this is because I'm stubborn, right?
25:25I'm stubborn to make you regret it.
25:27It's that simple.
25:29It's not simple.
25:31Okay.
25:33I've said it many times.
25:35But what I did wasn't simple either.
25:37Is it really that hard, Feriha?
25:39Is it that impossible?
25:41When you forgive everyone
25:43who has done you wrong in your life,
25:45you were talking about forgiving Cansu.
25:47You were talking about forgiving Cansu.
25:49Tell me.
25:51Is it really that hard for me
25:53to forgive myself for myself?
25:55Tell me.
25:57How many times did you forgive your father?
25:59How many times did you forgive Mehmet?
26:01I don't care how many times I forgave them.
26:03You weren't one of them, Emir.
26:05I'm not going to be afraid of you
26:07like I'm afraid of them.
26:09Did you hear me?
26:11I'm not going to be afraid of you.
26:13The only way to not be afraid of me
26:15is to turn your back on me?
26:17You told me you were strong.
26:21You told me you were weak when you hit me.
26:23So why did you lose to your weakness
26:25when I was trying to hold your hand
26:27despite everything?
26:29Or was that your problem?
26:31Was it because I was trying to stay by your side
26:33despite everything?
26:35Wasn't your strength enough for that?
26:37It all came too fast.
26:39I always did the same thing.
26:41I always did the same thing.
26:43I always did the same thing.
26:45What did I do when I realized that I was weak?
26:47What did I do to pin you down
26:49when all the mistakes were the result of your absence?
26:51Maybe you expected me to give up.
26:53Maybe you wanted this.
26:55It would have been easier for you
26:57if I turned my back on you.
26:59You couldn't stand the fact that I was
27:01able to stand by you.
27:03It made you feel more guilty.
27:05When I didn't run away,
27:07you wanted to leave me and yourself.
27:10You felt more powerless.
27:12Because you ruined everything
27:14I know you don't like me, don't you?
27:18I never felt as worthless as I did when I left here that night.
27:27I lied to you for a year.
27:31I never felt so deceived.
27:35Because nothing would happen to me with you.
27:39No one could hurt me with you.
27:41I was safe with you.
27:44I don't trust you since that night.
27:46You will trust me again.
27:49You will trust me just like I trusted you.
27:52You won't believe me no matter what I say.
27:55I can only show you that nothing like this will ever happen to you if you stay with me, Feriha.
28:00Stay with me.
28:03Feriha, please stay with me.
28:05I won't.
28:08I won't.
28:09I won't.
28:11I will never forget that you forced me to come here.
28:14I won't trust you.
28:15You won't make me forget anything.
28:22Look at my face.
28:24The mark on my lip is gone, isn't it?
28:26As if nothing happened.
28:28Like all the mistakes we couldn't erase, it's still here.
28:34Now you want to talk to me by force.
28:36You didn't hesitate to talk to me that night.
28:39You hit me.
28:41You didn't talk, you hit me.
28:44Come on, do the same.
28:46Emir, what are you doing?
28:47Hit me.
28:48Hit me.
28:50Emir, what are you doing?
28:52Let me go.
28:53That's enough. Look at us.
28:56Is that all you can do?
28:59Is that how much we lost ourselves?
29:01I don't want to lose each other.
29:03I don't care how much I lost myself.
29:07I don't want to lose you.
29:09Is that how we're going to win each other?
29:12By hanging between four walls like this and beating each other?
29:15By talking to each other by force, trying to listen to each other by force?
29:19I'm just trying.
29:21I don't know what to do anymore.
29:23Maybe I'm being completely ridiculous.
29:25Maybe I'm not in my right mind, but I won't leave you without trying.
29:29I won't leave you without doing everything I can to win you, Feriha.
29:32I'm sitting in the living room and I'm not opening my mouth, Emir.
29:35Either go sit alone in the room or don't say a word.
29:55I can't force you to know.
29:59I keep my mind in my mind.
30:02Your eyes grow bigger and bigger.
30:04I can't force you to know.
30:07I'm heating up my heart with you.
30:12Sometimes loving is terribly scary.
30:15You get tired of it all of a sudden one night.
30:18If you hold it, it gets tired of living in your mouth.
30:21Sometimes it breaks your hands.
30:26It takes a few lives from its life.
30:30Which door is open sometimes?
30:34The purple scent of loneliness behind it.
30:38Whenever I think of living, I'm at the table of these wolves.
30:41Maybe it's hard, it's shameful.
30:45But I don't get my hands dirty.
30:49Whenever I think of living,
30:51I start step by step.
30:54Your secret seas shake inside me.
30:57No, it won't be otherwise.
31:01I can't force you to know.
31:04I can't force you to know.
31:08That's how Asil and Leyla believed in love.
31:13Didn't we believe?
31:26It's time to shut up, right?
31:34I'm not going to make you pay for shutting me down.
31:39You'll see that it's no use.
31:41Do you know what I see?
31:44I see that you're going crazy to talk to me,
31:46but you're stubbornly holding on to yourself
31:48just because it's no use bringing you here.
31:52Well, if that's what you want, let it be.
31:55Let's shut up.
31:57No matter how much we shut up, it's going to take as long as it takes.
32:04I'm not going to make you pay.