Janice de Belen, inintriga ni Cheche Lazaro! | SiS - video Dailymotion

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Kung si Gelli de Belen ay hindi maintriga si Janice de Belen, edi ang award-winning broadcast journalist Cheche Lazaro na lang ang magho-hot seat sa kanya!

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00:00You know, me and Janice, I have a lot of things to tell her that she doesn't want to talk about.

00:08Well, okay.

00:10It's different.

00:12It's different who's going to ask you.

00:14So, here.

00:16She's going to ask you.

00:18Open your eyes.

00:20She's an award-winning broadcaster.

00:22Ms. Checha Laduro.

00:26Hi, Janice. Happy birthday.

00:28The floor is yours.

00:30Thank you, Jenny.

00:32It's like she's going to beat you up.

00:34Why?

00:36That's why I'm nervous.

00:38You know, when you've been waiting for two weeks,

00:40I really can't.

00:42I'm good at taking surprises.

00:44Really? But your life has been full of surprises.

00:46Oh, yes.

00:48A lot has happened in your life that's really a surprise.

00:50Every turn of the wheel, right?

00:52I am as surprised.

00:54Happy birthday.

00:56Happy birthday.

00:58Actually,

01:00I don't know.

01:02Maybe,

01:04older.

01:06Maybe more mature by about 20 years.

01:08Like this year.

01:10Yeah.

01:12Because of the experiences I've gone through.

01:14But then, I feel young

01:16because I feel renewed.

01:18In a way.

01:20Okay.

01:22You're 33 years old.

01:24I've never hidden my age.

01:26It was never a problem to me.

01:28At 33, what can I do?

01:30What can you do when you've done so much in 33 years?

01:32Yeah.

01:34Was it a good or bad year?

01:40I can't say

01:42it's completely bad

01:44because I think I've rediscovered

01:46this part of me that I lost

01:48for the longest time.

01:50I can't say it's good because

01:52it's a bad year.

01:54But you said you've lost something

01:56during that time.

01:58How many years did you lose?

02:00What did you lose?

02:02Not many years.

02:04What I lost

02:06I think

02:08I lost me.

02:10You lost you?

02:12What does that mean?

02:16There's so many things about me

02:18that I don't think

02:20everybody knows or understands.

02:28It's hard to describe.

02:30It's hard to describe.

02:32Nobody really knows who I am.

02:34I don't think

02:36anybody can ever say they know me

02:38because no one knows me

02:40but me.

02:42No one knows you?

02:44I lost so many things.

02:46The things that I used to believe in.

02:48My individuality.

02:52My freedom to be able to say

02:54and feel what I want.

02:56Did that stop?

02:58Did that steal you?

03:00It didn't steal me.

03:02I gave it away.

03:10I was the one who took it away.

03:12Why'd you take it away?

03:18Because I thought

03:20it would be the best thing to do.

03:22It's like you're recoiling.

03:24You're entering your shell.

03:32I just wanted to be

03:34the best of that person

03:36was at the moment.

03:38So

03:42that became my thrust

03:44and I was never lonely doing that.

03:46I just wanted to say

03:48that I wasn't lonely doing that.

03:50I put myself aside

03:52for other people.

03:54I wasn't lonely.

03:58The ending was lonely.

04:00But you said

04:02you changed.

04:04It wasn't you.

04:06Was there a time that you were not yourself?

04:08That you were not Janice as you knew yourself?

04:10This past year.

04:12Yes.

04:14This past year.

04:16What did you give up?

04:20My pride.

04:22Was that good?

04:26Ideally, yes.

04:28It should've been.

04:32But no.

04:34It's not good.

04:36Because together with the pride

04:38went my self-esteem.

04:40That's difficult.

04:42Self-esteem, that's so difficult.

04:44That's so difficult.

04:46Self-esteem.

04:48Do you remember when you were a kid?

04:50You were the star of Flor de Luna.

04:52I watched you.

04:54I went to your set.

04:56Of course, I don't remember.

04:58I was teaching back then.

05:00And I wanted to see how to make

05:02a drama. So I watched you.

05:04What I noticed in that drama

05:06is that

05:10you really feel the role.

05:12It's like you went through everything

05:14when you were a kid.

05:18Your tears were low.

05:20At that time.

05:22But you were still a kid.

05:24What were your experiences that brought life

05:26to Flor de Luna?

05:30That's a hard question to answer.

05:32Because

05:34I was 9 when I started

05:36and I was 14 when I left Flor de Luna.

05:40Maybe it's

05:42my passion.

05:44But

05:46I don't know what it's for.

05:48But they say that

05:50good actresses

05:52their emotions

05:54come from the inside.

05:56What they feel.

05:58But when you were at Flor de Luna at 9 years old

06:00when I watched you when you were a preteen

06:02when you were still a teenager

06:04you were so easy to

06:06relate to.

06:08Did you really want to be an actress

06:10when you were a kid?

06:12When I was a kid

06:14I don't know.

06:16I cannot say that I really wanted

06:18to be an actress because I did not

06:20really.

06:22The truth is, it's so funny.

06:24Because I say this over and over

06:26again because it really is true.

06:28What I really wanted to be was a singer.

06:30It was really what I wanted to be.

06:32I would

06:34tape the songs on the radio

06:36and we have a small room

06:38that no one uses.

06:40I'd go there, I'd close the light

06:42and I'd play.

06:44I'd pretend that I'm having a concert.

06:46I'd have spills.

06:48I'd wave.

06:50I'd play the lights.

06:52That's what I really wanted.

06:54But I know

06:56that I was really arty when I was a kid.

06:58When we'd go to my grandma's house

07:00she had this big mirror in her room.

07:02It was really big.

07:04You could sit there

07:06in her dresser.

07:08You could sit there.

07:10So every Sunday or every time

07:12we'd go to her house, I'd rush to eat

07:14lunch.

07:16Then I'd go to her room, I'd close the door

07:18of her room, I'd sit there

07:20and I'd stand in front of the mirror

07:22and I'd act. I'd sing.

07:24I'd do this.

07:26I was really dramatic.

07:28Who encouraged you to enter the show business?

07:30Nobody encouraged me to go into show business.

07:32There was just one time

07:34that my dad went to

07:36the studio of another network

07:38and I was tagging along with him because

07:40my dad's in advertising so he was kind of

07:42talking to the people there.

07:44And I tagged along.

07:46And then I saw that there was an audition going on

07:48and I just didn't know.

07:50I never really thought and I don't think

07:52my dad ever thought that this would happen.

07:54So I said, can I join?

07:56My dad said yes.

07:58They just gave me this

08:00script

08:02that I read with two other people.

08:04Just read it. No emotions.

08:06Just read it.

08:08So we read it.

08:10And that was the beginning.

08:12Now, you have five children.

08:14You have one child, Luigi, who is now

08:16in show business.

08:18Having been a child star and having

08:20gone through what you've gone through,

08:22do you recommend this for children

08:24to go into careers early in their life?

08:26Of course not.

08:28Not really.

08:30I mean, I came from being an artist.

08:32I came from that.

08:34I missed out on a lot of things.

08:36Even if I say that

08:38my mom

08:40and my dad

08:42and I tried so hard to make it seem

08:44normal as it should have been.

08:46It's not because as early as that age

08:48you're exposed to a lot of

08:50things that you should have

08:52been exposed to later in life.

08:54Did you miss out on a childhood?

08:56Did you lose your childhood?

08:58Part of it, yes.

09:00I think I matured early.

09:02Puyat.

09:04At an early age, you're asked to

09:06not eat too much.

09:08Don't be too big on screen.

09:12I didn't grow up.

09:14Maybe it's not because of show business.

09:16Maybe it's the puyat.

09:18Maybe it's the puyat.

09:20I never experienced having a JS prom.

09:22Because of that.

09:24Did your show business

09:26change your views

09:28about love?

09:30About money?

09:32About what you can be

09:34when you grow up?

09:36About different views?

09:38Not really.

09:40Whatever I want to be,

09:42I don't have a definite

09:44want or definite ambition at that time.

09:46When I started

09:48being an artist,

09:50I embraced it tight.

09:52I enjoyed it.

09:54I loved what I did.

09:56I still love what I'm doing.

09:58Why did you give up?

10:00I didn't really

10:02give it up.

10:04Maybe my family

10:06became my priority.

10:08Why did your family become your priority?

10:10Because that's how it should be.

10:12That's how it should be?

10:14That's how it should be.

10:16That's what I wanted.

10:18Maybe I didn't think that

10:20if I didn't grow up like that.

10:22But I grew up that way.

10:24My mom didn't work.

10:26She gave everything to us.

10:28That's what I knew was right.

10:30I have a clear sense of everything

10:32that I wanted.

10:34It's very clear to me

10:36the role of a mother

10:38and a housewife.

10:40If it's possible,

10:42I want a job.

10:44There was a time that I had to accept

10:46jobs because it was a need.

10:48When?

10:50Of course, when I was single.

10:52Of course, there's a need.

10:54But when everything was going on smoothly,

10:56I had the liberty

10:58to not accept jobs.

11:00If there's an occasion,

11:02if it was my son's birthday,

11:04if it would interfere with my daughter's birthday,

11:06my anniversary,

11:08my birthday, somebody else's birthday.

11:10If it had anything to do

11:12with my immediate family,

11:14I wouldn't accept it.

11:16Your commitment to your family is strong.

11:18Yes.

11:20When I wake up in the morning

11:22from taping,

11:24if one of my children is sick,

11:26I'll call them.

11:28Even if they get mad at me or blacklist me,

11:30I'll still hug them.

11:32If I give you a chance to take priorities,

11:34what's the most important thing in your life?

11:36The three most important things in your life.

11:38Now.

11:40In your life?

11:42No, but now, this period.

11:44First would be my children.

11:46Second would be

11:50me.

11:52Me.

11:54You.

11:56Because I think I deserve to be second this time.

11:58Why? Did the me in your list disappear?

12:00It's gone.

12:02It's gone far away.

12:04Really? What's the third?

12:06The third would be my work.

12:08Do you believe

12:10what they say,

12:12everything that happens to us in life

12:14is a coincidence?

12:16Oh yes, very much.

12:18I've always believed in that.

12:20Nothing under the sun is accidental.

12:22Celestine Prophecy.

12:24Do you believe that?

12:26Do you think that everything that happens in your life

12:28is planned?

12:30No accidents?

12:32No.

12:34That has a purpose.

12:38Maybe...

12:40For the last year, all I've been doing

12:42is thinking

12:44what is the purpose.

12:46What's the purpose?

12:48What has the purpose been, Janice?

12:52Maybe to build my character.

12:54Build my strength.

12:56And at the same time,

13:00maybe

13:02God wants me to be strong.

13:06Has he been successful?

13:08Sometimes, I think

13:10what did I do wrong?

13:14Then after a while,

13:16I think

13:18that's why God gave me that.

13:20Because I love God.

13:22I hope He doesn't have too much confidence in me

13:24so that He doesn't give me too much.

13:26But you know Janice,

13:28he's been very successful.

13:30Happy birthday.

13:32At 33, you look 22

13:34and you think like a 60-year-old.

13:36Happy birthday.

13:40Happy birthday.

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