Uorfi Javed on love and trolls

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"Can’t even begin to mention how many times I have been cancelled." Uorfi Javed recalls how trolls and her past relationship had a deep impact on her. : BeerBiceps

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00:00I've been cancelled so many times, I can't even tell you.

00:02I was such a hopeless romantic.

00:04I used to fall in love with everyone so fast.

00:18I've been cancelled so many times, I can't even tell you.

00:21I've read something, read something,

00:22but today it didn't matter, today it didn't matter.

00:24Then there comes a day, you know.

00:26In 6 months, it's 1 or 2 days.

00:28Or maybe sometimes it's a month.

00:31But I'm just like, very upset.

00:33I feel really bad.

00:36But then, I look at my Instagram following

00:39and I'm like, damn, that's what I want.

00:42Fame.

00:43You said that you get affected once in 3 months.

00:476 months, 3 months, yes.

00:49Okay.

00:50Because of what?

00:51Why?

00:52I mean, trolling, you know.

00:55Maybe what he's saying is right.

00:57Maybe I'm really bad in the society.

01:01Maybe I'm not good enough to be a woman.

01:03Maybe I am.

01:05Maybe I'm a bad example for the younger generations.

01:09Or maybe I'm doing something wrong.

01:11Or maybe, if it's said in the right language,

01:14like the trolls say, maybe I am a s**t.

01:17Maybe what if, you know.

01:18And then I feel like, I can't go back now.

01:20There's no going back.

01:21Where will I go from here?

01:23Even if I quit everything,

01:25but I've already done what I've already done.

01:27That's going to stay on the internet forever.

01:29So, what do I do now?

01:30Like, have I done so much wrong?

01:32Am I that bad?

01:34I mean, maybe no one will ever accept me.

01:37No family will accept me.

01:39Maybe no one would want to be my friend.

01:42Maybe, you know.

01:43Those thoughts keep coming.

01:45For haters and critics,

01:47one sentence.

01:51That's it.

01:52How can I be upset at them?

01:54They're exactly giving me what I want.

01:56They're making me famous.

01:57Has Urfi's heart ever broken?

01:59Romantically speaking.

02:00A lot of times.

02:01Romantically?

02:02Yes.

02:03I was a hopeless romantic.

02:05I used to fall in love with everyone.

02:06Very soon.

02:07You used to.

02:08I used to. Not anymore.

02:10Why?

02:10I don't have any interest now.

02:12I didn't have money then.

02:13I had a lot of free time.

02:15I have a lot of work now.

02:16I have money now.

02:17No f**k.

02:18The right girls, romantically,

02:22have changed me as a man.

02:24And I feel the right men

02:26can change a girl in the right way.

02:28Why should I change?

02:30I think if he wants to change my clothes,

02:32you know, he wants to change me as a person,

02:34I'm not interested at all.

02:35Guys have tried that in the past.

02:37Yes.

02:38Yeah, because I was always a very bold person.

02:40I used to wear such clothes.

02:42So, you know,

02:42I had a boyfriend.

02:43I even got him tattooed.

02:45I can't upload bikini pictures.

02:48If my family finds out,

02:49my mom will never accept me as a daughter-in-law.

02:52You know what I did?

02:53I got my date of birth tattooed.

02:55Look, it's 15th October.

02:57I was so happy.

02:57Wow. Wow.

02:59Then I uploaded a story.

03:00Dad, I got it for you.

03:02I said, it's my date of birth.

03:03He said, it's dad's too.

03:04So, I got it for both of you.

03:05I said, f**k, I got your name tattooed.

03:07And you got your dad's date of birth tattooed.

03:09What the f**k?

03:11And you know,

03:13you're uploading love-love DPs on your female friends.

03:15You're kissing them.

03:17And I felt uncomfortable.

03:18He's my childhood friend.

03:21And then suddenly I said,

03:22no, but the way you guys are sitting,

03:24it's making me feel uncomfortable.

03:25You are overreacting.

03:27And then after a day, he himself comes and says,

03:29guess what, baby,

03:31my friend,

03:32you know what, she tried kissing me.

03:34You were right.

03:36And then the next day, he's chilling with her again.

03:38And then he went back to whatever, Canada.

03:41And then he only left me.

03:43And then he had a problem.

03:44So, I got the tattoo covered up.

03:45He said, you destroyed the relationship.

03:47So, I got the tattoo covered up.

03:49Do you want me to wear a wedding chain?

03:52You're not accepting it.

03:53What am I supposed to do with this love?

03:55Do people try to flirt with you?

03:56No, not at all.

03:57Guys don't flirt at all.

03:59They're so scared that they'll take a screenshot

04:01or upload a video about us.

04:03No one flirts with me.

04:05Do you want guys to flirt with you?

04:07I like it.

04:08I don't mind.

04:09Flirting is fine.

04:10I don't remember the last time

04:12a guy was like flirting with me

04:14or I spoke to a guy in that way.

04:16Do you want to make films?

04:17You know,

04:19I want to make a Hollywood movie,

04:21but I haven't seen such big dreams.

04:23Because I know I won't get it.

04:24If there's a chance in Hollywood,

04:26I don't think there's a chance in Bollywood.

04:28People here don't accept me.

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