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00:00Oh
00:07My
00:10Train of water no, no, you're dying that you
00:22Know
00:25Moving
00:30There's no time I'm a trained medic I can help please don't
00:40I know Nate's an idiot, but thinking about it. It just doesn't make sense
00:48After everything that's happening. Why on earth would he try and go there again with Moira?
00:52It's an obvious
00:55It's punishing me. Is that really him?
00:59Okay. No, that was different
01:03Why I did with Caleb I was stupid to think you could get past that how could he he needed to get back at me
01:11Should never have slept with him. What was I thinking?
01:14You seem pretty upset
01:16Well, we can all play a part when we need to I should know
01:20Okay, so you think he wanted to hurt you but
01:24Would he really do that to his dad again? I mean this seems so close now
01:30You'd have to ask it or you could just hear him out. What's the point to hear him lie to me again? I
01:37Was kidding myself a
01:40Our marriage was built on sand. It was never meant to last trace. I
01:45Need to get some pressure
01:48I'm sorry. I wasn't trying to make things worse
01:51Didn't it's a mess and I made it all by myself
01:56Fine love a overrated
02:10She's oxygen deprived you have to help her
02:18A
02:24Female in her 50s smoking elation overcome by fumes of respiratory arrest when I got to her giving ventilation breath
02:30So now she's breathing herself
02:32What's the name?
02:33Maya
02:35Thank you
02:38Anybody else hurt? Yeah. Yeah, my wife's in there as well. No, I know I'm fine
02:44Well, where's well
02:48Well, we should split up and look for
03:04Well
03:07It's the same annoying question from the same annoying friend, it's everything okay
03:14No
03:16Nothing's okay
03:18Everything's falling apart
03:19Don't cry
03:21Everything I thought was gonna happen. It's it's happening. It's all happening. Okay, so now it's all because of me
03:27It's all my fault
03:30He's here
03:33Maybe you're gonna be okay. All right. I need help
03:41He's breathing just about hurry up
03:47I
04:00Don't blame him. Well, you could believe what you want to believe. I believe Bell
04:04Well, I know Tom isn't what she's saying is of course
04:07You're gonna defend your nephew even if he is an abuser you can't go around saying things like that about people without proof
04:13He saw her what you think that's an idea Jimmy she was broken
04:18Well, it's not Tom who broke her all the issues. She's had he's had to put up with all of them
04:24Are you serious? The worst mistake he made was falling in love with her. Oh
04:29said by a man
04:31Said by his uncle who knows that his nephew is a hard-working professional who's never had anything like this thrown at him
04:37Let's not forget he was terrorizing chas years ago, so don't start rewriting history here Jimmy that was different
04:44Belsey's wife and this might be hard for you to hear but sometimes
04:48some women lie, yeah and
04:52Some men are monsters who sometimes
04:56Beat their wives black and blue you've seen the bruises. Have you well some men are clever enough to know where to hit
05:01Aren't they and some of the damage Jimmy isn't just on the outside
05:05We both know that if anybody's punching holes out of anyone around here
05:09It's your lot the dingles if Cain's done something. Do you know what if he has I?
05:15Hope there's nothing left of him
05:24Hey you found a new skill
05:26Breaking into people's houses. Well done you might let me oh, there's something going on out there. Did you hear the sirens?
05:32They sounded pretty
05:35Then I'll come in here on it. What did you do now?
05:41Okay
05:44Well this face tells me that it's pretty serious, so I'm gonna take a tentative shot in the dark
05:51Is it Tom?
05:54But it's not what you think
05:57Look if he's broke up with you, and he's gone by the bell
06:00Why would he go back to her when she's been spreading sick lies about him?
06:04Okay slow down
06:07She's been telling people that he abused her
06:10What all because he's not in love with her anymore, and she's jealous cuz I'm with him now Amelia
06:15I think he's so scared that Cain's gonna hurt him. He's had to disappear
06:20Bell King is full of hate
06:23She should be locked up
06:34Oh isn't it burning
06:39Can you smell smoke
06:41There was a fire up at the farm. What not a bad one there pretty much as bad as it gets
06:49Well, who was there is everyone all right Moira Ruby. Well. I'm taking to hospital, but they're gonna be okay. I don't know
06:58They weren't in a good way, but I did what I could
07:01No he wasn't there
07:04He left before it happened you mentioned Shetland. No. Yeah, I knew he was going there. I just I thought I might have seen him
07:12before he took off
07:14Sorry
07:24I'm fine. You don't sound fine
07:27There was a lot of smoke
07:29But you got checked over by a doctor right I didn't need to be I told you
07:37Liam no, it'll take two minutes come on. We need your help
07:53Hey, what they said is she's gonna be okay
07:56Oh, yeah, she's stable so I can go in and see her
08:06That is good news Kane could be a lot worse could get worse
08:15Just lucky that John was there
08:18You know hey if he hadn't reacted so quickly
08:23That doesn't even bad thinking about
08:26Yeah
08:30Hang on a minute right if you can go in and see her them why you still out here
08:36It doesn't change anything
08:39What
08:41Well, I was gonna just leave her in the barn was that
08:44What she's done to me doesn't get forgotten
08:48She could have died
08:51She still could
08:53What a stupid pride get in your way go in there and be with your wife
09:23Oh
09:29You'd be well out of it
09:33John would you be I don't know
09:44Something I need to say
09:50Just so much I've got to say to you
09:53No right now. You just need to get better
09:58We hold my hand
10:05Please just talk to me then
10:11Well if you're for talking how about you tell me the truth, I think it's about time I heard it
10:16I
10:18Mean it's good news in our own world because you know that face right there way more miserable than usual well
10:25Maybe happy is overrated
10:28Whoa you've been that pit love
10:32No, you haven't heard have you
10:36Morris farm
10:38There was a fire in one of the barns was anyone hurt John John was there managed to get Ruby out
10:46Moira was in there and all but came went in after her honestly the fire was raging and we tried to stop him
10:51Are they all right? Yeah?
10:54Somehow we managed to get her out alive. I'm hoping just
10:58I've just been to the hospital. She's stable. Well. I was in a bad state hang on Matt was going up there
11:03No, he's fine. He's fine. Honestly. We were all just up there trying to do our best and trying to help
11:08I'm gonna ring him anyway. Yeah, I need to speak to John too. He was supposed to be leaving today
11:11If he hadn't been there
11:13Moira and Ruby could have died without his medical training honestly the man is a hero I
11:22Can't remember it or or how it started I want to I really do
11:34That you don't believe me
11:37I don't know whether to believe anything you say anymore. I don't know who you are
11:40I'm your wife
11:46Why did you kiss night I
11:50Can't remember I
11:53could say it was menopause but
11:57Everything that I've been doing
11:59I'm scared. There's more than that
12:02And you say that you don't know me neither do I?
12:08This
12:09This isn't me I got past it you and him I
12:17Took a lot, but I got past it so for you to go back
12:20I swear I would never do anything like that to you came not if I was thinking straight doesn't make any sense
12:28And what I've become I
12:31Don't recognize myself
12:35Something something is happening to me
12:40I
12:42Yeah, you're right
12:46You ran into that barn for me, I wasn't just gonna leave you there
12:51If you didn't feel anything for me anymore, maybe you would
12:55I
13:05Thanks for this Vinnie
13:07If you found me in a bad way, I doubt you just walk past
13:10I'm not in a bad way anymore as being stupid
13:13I'm pretty sure you won't get that upset for no reason
13:17I know you
13:19You think you do?
13:21Everyone thinks today
13:23look
13:25It's don't need saying but
13:27Whatever you tell me stays with me. I'm not telling anyone else
13:32You know that right?
13:36He was abusing me
13:40He'd hit me
13:43Hurt me punish me
13:46He'd make me do things. I don't want to do and he'd get into my head. He made me feel like I deserved it I
13:52I honestly think if I hadn't gotten out
13:57He would have killed me yeah would
14:01And all this time has been telling people that you were making things up being vindictive
14:06But you were the one with the issues and people what people believed him. I
14:11Let them believe him. Yeah. Well I didn't I
14:15never I
14:17Knew there was something but I was scared if I kept asking then you just
14:20Keep pushing me away. I pushed everyone away. I
14:24Didn't want you or anyone
14:28Knowing the truth
14:29It's out there now. Yeah, and now Tom's disappeared, and I'm panicking
14:34What if Cain's done something that's gonna land him in prison again?
14:37Maybe you're getting ahead of yourself. I made him promise me that you wouldn't touch him, but
14:43but
14:44I'm his little sister
14:46And we both know what Cain is capable of if someone's at his family I
14:50Just don't know why I told him. What was I thinking? Oh, you've done the right thing well
14:55There has to be consequences
15:02No headaches
15:05Dizziness you'd lightheaded look it this really would be better in the circle. I told you I'm fine
15:12Apart from the cough
15:14Apart from the cough hmm
15:16Well everything seems as it should be slight swelling in the airway, but when you've inhaled that much smoke
15:21Then you're bound to be reminded of it
15:23All right, I'm gonna call Victoria. Let her know you're okay
15:26She's been trying to get a hold of you she's been worried sick
15:28And if anything changes you know the school you go straight to A&E. It's better to be safe than sorry
15:34On the house
15:37Heroes get free drinks in my pub. I'm not a hero
15:40Did what I had to oh well you had the skills to do it an army medic very impressed
15:45I think he's the only one who's impressed. Yeah, it's a bit easier when bullets aren't flying around your head. Don't miss it then
15:51Miss it's a bit of a stretch
15:54But needing to be on it in the moment doing what you do. I guess
15:58That's still a buzz
16:00I
16:05Still think you need to be rewarded properly. That's an offer. I probably shouldn't be able to refuse I
16:16Really need to get going
16:18You're going nowhere. You saved my own Ruby's life today. He's there for at least one more. Yeah, but I know
16:24It looks like you still there's a little bit longer then
16:31I
16:32Shouldn't be out here. You should be in your room. It's just a cough. I'm fine
16:36They said I should be able to go home tomorrow if you were fine you'd be able to go home today
16:41It's just precautions I
16:44Still can't believe this happened
16:48What did actually happen you still haven't told me what you were doing it there
16:52I
16:55Was Moira she pointed a gun at me
16:58She hit a light bulb and it fell that must have been what started the fire
17:01Hang on and she was gonna leave me to burn in there. I
17:04Should be dead
17:06Ruby I know how it sounds
17:09But it's true
17:11And the thing is she didn't even seem to recognize me. She called me Emma
17:21I
17:28Telling you kid
17:30It was like she was she was right there. She was alive
17:35Right there in the barn looking back at me. I know
17:39so that you were
17:41Hallucinating or something. I don't know
17:44can't even
17:47I
17:49Know it sounds crazy
17:51Cuz it's so crazy. I
17:55Can't get me around it either
17:57But what you've done did
17:59It still happens or whatever excuse you're gonna throw at me. I'm trying to make excuses
18:04But you did it again with him my son only this time you knew it was my son. I mean this just doesn't get
18:11forgotten or forgiven
18:14Something wrong with me thinking we could work this out
18:16Oh
18:40Hey, you're right, I wish you like see ya
18:44I was just in with her and then she just had a fit or something so I call the nurses to go in with her
18:51They still in there. She was just trying to tell me there was something wrong with her
18:54I wasn't even listening to her and then from out of nowhere. I'm gone. There's something properly wrong. She's in the right place. Yeah
19:00Mr. Dingle, I wish she she suffered a significant seizure. Yeah, I know I was with her
19:06She's stable now. I'm not sure why it's happened as of yet. She had a seizure before no
19:11Do you know she banged her head in the fire at all
19:14She was just lying there when I got to her. I
19:17Don't know. Okay. We need to do a CT scan of her brain to try and ascertain what's caused the seizure
19:23Hang on. So whatever this is, it's serious. I wouldn't like to start making assumptions at this stage. You can help her
19:29We need to find out what's caused it first. But yeah, we'll do everything we can
19:32Some people will do anything for attention, won't they. Right place, right time. Don't take compliments very well, do you. Maybe you're not used to getting them.
19:53Why didn't you tell me? About being a medic? You didn't ask
19:57Hi mate, do you want to join us? I can't. I just wanted to say thank you. You don't need to say anything. Yeah, well I would have lost my sister if it wasn't for you. So that won't be forgotten. How is she? She's not good. I've dropped the kids off at Lydia's and I'm going to pick up Matt and we're going to go up to the hospital. She had some kind of seizure.
20:26Oh mate. Yeah, it doesn't feel real at the minute. Well as soon as you hear anything just...
20:39Are you running into that burn? Could have been you in hospital. Or worse. Must have someone looking over me. Well I'm glad they were. Is it just because you can leave here in one piece?
20:54Yeah, well there's no reason to stick around is there? Unless I become that reason.
21:06Tom, call me when you get this, will you? I'm starting to get worried. Really worried.
21:14When I was a younger man I used to disappear for days.
21:18Difference is, Tom's life isn't based around a fairground. Life is a fairground, Jimmy. Whether we realise it or not, we're all on the dodgems. Never knowing when we're about to be hit next.
21:31Hey, you haven't seen Will today, have you? No, no I haven't. Listen, I know you two aren't in a good place at the moment. He's the one who's not in a good place, mate. He's in hospital.
21:42What? Yeah, the one got a message about half an hour ago. He's been in some fire. Don't know how bad it is. But he's okay. I mean he's not- Look mate, I've just said, I don't know any of the details.
21:51What have they said? They're doing some tests, a CT scan. So it's bad then? What, it's not good? It could have been a lot worse if he hadn't got her out.
22:15Saying thank you sounds stupid, but I just can't believe this is happening. Did they say anything about the seizure? Well, hopefully the tests will say what caused it. So it wasn't the fire then? You know as much as we do. How she's been acting recently, that could be a part of it.
22:33Many? Yeah, well fires don't start themselves, do they? Does it make any sense? Yeah, there's a lot of questions. We've just got to be there for her when she gets the answers.
22:47I know these things can be rather stressful, but honestly it's nothing to worry about. Well, why am I scared half to death? You wouldn't be giving me a brain scan unless you thought there was something wrong with my brain.
22:59It's mainly just to rule things out. The tests will determine what happens next, what your treatment plan will look like, if needed. If? Try not to worry.
23:13Do we even know what started it? Oh, it could have been anything. Oh, fires and barns, match made in hell. Saying that sounds like people were pretty lucky. It could have been so much worse. I don't think any of us feel lucky right now.
23:29Have you seen him? Hmm? Seen who? Kerry, please. You know who, Tom. He's not even done anything. You're asking the wrong people. Yeah, and I've talked to him. Belle were lying. Lying about what?
23:42Well, I thought it would be common knowledge by now. Careful what you say, Kerry. It's not me who's saying it, it's Belle. Tom abused her.
23:53I'm sorry that I let him come between us. He just would say stuff, get in my head. You've got nothing to apologize for. You were just trying to be my friend. I never stopped being your friend. I knew there was something wrong and I should have done more. So it should be me saying sorry to you. I wouldn't have let you. And that wouldn't have been my decision. But you would convince me it was my decision because he controlled everything. I never liked him. I know.
24:20So what happens next? A neurologist will come in and discuss the results with you. And what will they tell me? Well, like I said... You've already seen the results? I have, but... And if there was nothing wrong, then you'd already told me.
24:45We usually like to do this with a family member present. I'm fine. I don't need anyone, so just tell me. I don't want to alarm you, but there was an abnormality on the scan in the form of a mass, which is putting a bit of pressure on the brain. A mass? Like a tumour? Honestly, try not to get ahead of yourself. The neurologist will order an MRI scan, then we'll know more about the abnormality once that's been carried out.
25:12It hurts a lot worse than it looks. I won't sit down. Right. Sorry. I know you need to be with Evan, not here with me. How is he? No change. I'll be fine.
25:42To be honest, it wasn't you I was expecting to see. Well, they couldn't get hold of Kim, and I'm on your phone. The emergency services gave it to one of the nurses. I'm really pleased it's you. Dad, I just came to see if you were okay. And you are, and I am so glad. But nothing's changed. That's why this stops. Please don't.
26:11I need to be with my son. Sorry, didn't mean to interrupt. You're not. Oh, come here, you. You've got no idea how good it is to see you. We wanted to bring Kyle and Isaac, they wanted to come. I thought it was too soon.
26:38They wouldn't want to see me like this. It's really good to see you. If you give us a scale like that again, we're going to need to have serious words. We're just so glad that you're okay. When I heard, I think my heart storms. Then you double down and have a seizure on us. What's going on? I think she's needing a bit of a rest now. Yeah, but what about the scan? What have they said? Nothing, nothing yet. If we hear anything, we'll let you know. Feels like we've only just seen you.
27:08Yeah, but I should feel a lot better tomorrow. I love you. All of you. Don't, Mum. Yeah, you see me crying, it's not pretty. Right, if you need anything. Yeah, I've got my family. I've got everything that I need. I love you, Mum. I love you, too. Get some rest, yeah? Yeah, will do. All right. I love you. I love you, too.
27:39So, come on. What is it?
27:46Look.
27:49It is.
27:50It is.
27:59They found a mass on my brain.
28:03And they said that that was caused by the seizure and all the other symptoms.
28:11I'm so scared. I'm so scared.
28:13It's OK.
28:19It's OK.
28:35I was waiting to hear from them when Caleb told me about the fire.
28:41So, the drop hasn't been made?
28:44No. And I wasn't able to tell them what had happened. I just woke up in here.
28:50Well, if they don't know about the fire, you'd better make contact. Let them know.
29:00What? What is it?
29:02You messed up. Now you pay.
29:05They might just be trying to frighten you.
29:07Well, it's working.
29:09Kim.
29:10What about her?
29:11Dawn said that the hospital had tried to contact her, but they couldn't.
29:15They wouldn't go after your wife, surely.
29:18Leave your name and a quick message and I'll get back to you.
29:23I keep going over it in my head. How did we miss it?
29:28OK. Yeah, I'll speak to you tomorrow, Rona. Bye-bye.
29:33Miss her?
29:34Miss her?
29:36After what Pierce did to Rona, I always told myself I'd know what an abuser looked like.
29:42That I'd be able to see it a mile off.
29:45Tom.
29:47What? Tom, as in...?
29:49Mm-hm. Don't ask me for any details, cos I don't know.
29:53Oh, my God.
29:56That's horrific.
29:58Sickening.
29:59I know.
30:00What he must have put Belle through. I'm trying my best not to think about it.
30:06There's been a fire up in one of Moira's barns.
30:09A fire? Seriously?
30:10A huge blaze, apparently. Everybody just about got out, all right.
30:14Oh, my God, that's awful. Do you know, this day just gets better and better.
30:18I was scared to death Nate was caught up in it.
30:20He wasn't, though?
30:21No. He'd already made his escape to Shetland before it happened.
30:27He got lucky.
30:28No, he didn't. Not if he hasn't got you and Frankie in his life anymore.
30:32You're my sister, you have to say that.
30:34No, I'm saying it because I mean it.
30:36And yes, we're sisters, so we will always have each other, no matter what.
30:41I just wish I'd known that was the last time Frankie was going to see her dad.
30:45Well, he's not gone forever, Trace.
30:47I gave him, like, five minutes to say what he had to say to her.
30:50Seriously, you're making it sound like she's never going to see him again.
30:53Cos that's how it feels.
30:56I know it sounds stupid, but...
30:59..what if he meets someone else?
31:01He's gone up there to work, not to meet other women.
31:04But it could happen.
31:06He starts a new life there and...
31:10..forgets about his old one.
31:16I told myself I wasn't going to cry.
31:19That's what the neurologist says.
31:22But it makes sense.
31:24With the way I've been behaving, the things I've done.
31:27I told you it wasn't me.
31:30And I'm not making excuses.
31:32I know.
31:35I'm so sorry for what I've put you through.
31:37The things I've done to you.
31:40All we need to worry about is you getting better.
31:46And Nate.
31:48I've probably ruined his life too, haven't I?
31:50You're not well, it's not your fault.
31:54I can't...
31:55I can't screw it up without you.
31:58I don't want to die.
32:00I don't want to die.
32:03Listen, you're not going to die.
32:07You aren't going nowhere.
32:09All right?
32:16Yeah.
32:17Yeah.
32:21Here.
32:22Thanks.
32:27You don't have to say anything if you don't want to.
32:31I don't feel like there is anything to say.
32:33I'm guessing you know it all already.
32:39I'm so sorry.
32:41Don't be.
32:43You've got nothing to be sorry for.
32:45No, I know, but I should have realised there were signs.
32:48I don't want anyone to be sorry.
32:53Because I didn't want anyone knowing
32:55that my life was a nightmare that I couldn't wake up from.
32:59We could have helped you more, though.
33:02But I didn't want anyone to wake me up.
33:05Because then I'd have to face the fact that...
33:09..I had let this happen to me.
33:11No, no, you listen to me.
33:14Nobody lets this happen to them.
33:17Nobody.
33:19Gets said all the time now, doesn't it?
33:22My truth.
33:25My truth is the last thing I was in control of,
33:28and now I've lost that too.
33:30You haven't, Belle.
33:31Look, whatever's going on in that head of yours,
33:33the whole village knows.
33:36That's what's going on in my head, and I just want to disappear.
33:39Right, you are not on your own now.
33:41Do you understand me?
33:42But I want to be.
33:43Do you understand me?
33:45I don't want the questions, I don't want that one word
33:48that is in everyone's head right now.
33:50Victim. Belle.
33:51Or worse, it's headcase.
33:53No-one's thinking that. Really?
33:55When Tom's saying, oh, it's just a mental health again,
33:58it's a medication, do you really think no-one's going to believe him?
34:01Cos my own family did, do you remember that charity?
34:03Do you know what, when we finally knew what was going on,
34:06we believed you.
34:07But his truth...
34:09..is that he's done nothing wrong.
34:12It's all just me, it's in my crazy head.
34:14And he is so convincing.
34:17And I know he is.
34:19Cos I genuinely did believe that this was all my fault.
34:22Right, you listen to me, OK?
34:25The most important thing is...
34:28..is that you are safe now, OK?
34:30You have the whole family on your side,
34:32and if anything gets said, then we sort it.
34:36He will never, ever hurt you again.
34:40I don't think he's ever going to stop hurting me.
34:56Hey.
34:57Been looking all over for you.
34:59Tried calling you, but I'm guessing your phone's off.
35:03Has there been any update?
35:08Found something on her brain,
35:09at the moment they're just calling it a mass.
35:13Well, there's no point in calling it anything else without knowing.
35:19Maybe it explains a few things, though.
35:22Like the fire.
35:25She started it.
35:26Had a fire.
35:29She started it.
35:32What? Yeah.
35:34Fired off a gun.
35:36That's what sparked it.
35:38Then she attacked Ruby, knocked her out and...
35:41..left her to die in the barn.
35:44And I know that Ruby can twist the truth sometimes
35:46and it's hard to believe her, but...
35:48Believe her?
35:51She called her Emma.
35:52Like she was getting her mixed up with someone else.
35:56You don't know who she could have thought that was, do you?
36:00She didn't know what she was saying. She could have said anything.
36:03Yeah.
36:04I suppose if there is something wrong with Myra's brain, then...
36:07Yeah, there is.
36:09And I just shut it down.
36:11She's ill and I went in with two feet.
36:14Had a go at her for cheating, for getting hammered, for everything.
36:17None of this is your fault. It's nobody's fault.
36:20My first thought...
36:22..she's my wife and I...
36:25..I didn't want to help her. I just...
36:27I just wanted to hate her.
36:31I mean, what do I even tell her?
36:33The truth?
36:34You've said goodbye and now Daddy's going away for a while to work.
36:39She knew it was coming.
36:42How do I tell her that Daddy still loves her but he won't see her any more?
36:46There's lots of people.
36:48People who are still together but they have to work away to earn money.
36:52But that's the point.
36:54We're not together so it's easier for Nate to leave
36:57but it's not easier on Frankie.
36:59Or you.
37:00Listen about me.
37:02You didn't get your goodbye.
37:05Some people just aren't good at them.
37:08I know this gets said a lot but...
37:11..kids really are tougher than you think.
37:14They shouldn't need to be.
37:15No, you're right.
37:16But often they get caught up in the middle of things.
37:20When me and Charity broke up...
37:23..I sat Johnny down and I had to tell him that his second mum
37:28wasn't going to be in our world any more and it broke my heart.
37:33Not making me feel any better, are they?
37:35And, yeah, he was struggling at first but...
37:39..the more it went on, he got better.
37:41Just like Frankie will get used to it.
37:43But when she's older, it won't matter how or why we broke up.
37:47She's just going to blame me for sending him away.
37:50But no-one is to blame.
37:53Sometimes life doesn't work out the way we thought it would.
37:59But Nate's always going to be there.
38:02He's not going to stop being her dad.
38:04You know, the visits, the phone calls.
38:07None of that's going to stop.
38:10It'll just be from a distance.
38:14Daddy from a distance.
38:17We both know how that feels.
38:19Yeah, we do.
38:20But the main thing is...
38:23..she has still got you.
38:25And the older she gets,
38:27she will realise just how lucky she is to have you.
38:31She has still got you.
38:33And the older she gets,
38:35she will realise just how lucky she is to have you as her mum.
38:39Right, no more overthinking, Trace.
38:43It's not good for you.
39:02PHONE RINGS
39:06Hi, it's Nate. Leave me a message and I'll call you back when I can.
39:10Hi.
39:12Look, I know me and you are over, but...
39:16..please just do right by Frankie.
39:20You're her dad and you're...
39:23..a brilliant dad and she needs you.
39:25We both...
39:28..please just...
39:31..don't break her heart, Nate.
39:36Yeah.
39:40It feels like I should be saying sorry.
39:44I haven't said what I'd seen with Nate and Moira.
39:48Who are you going to tell me?
39:58I know you don't like talking about things, but...
40:01..you can't do this on your own, you know.
40:03I'm just thinking what I'm going to have to tell them.
40:06The kids.
40:09How about a version of the truth?
40:11Like, Mum's not well,
40:13but the doctors know what they're dealing with
40:15and they're going to help her get better.
40:17I don't need to know the other version.
40:20Neither do you.
40:22The things I said to her, the names I called her.
40:25You weren't saying them to her, though.
40:27Cos it wasn't her anymore.
40:30Listen, I'd be giving myself a hard time as well,
40:32but you didn't know, mate.
40:34I didn't want to know.
40:35And Nate, he was just telling the truth.
40:38I didn't listen.
40:40I did what I always do.
40:42Act first and not even bother to listen.
40:45He was dead to me.
40:47But once you fill him in, it'll be all good.
40:50After everything I've done, I'll be lucky if I still have a son.
40:54Mum.
41:02She's sleeping.
41:05She's exhausted.
41:07I think she was fighting it.
41:09Well, her head's probably still spinning.
41:11Yeah, so is mine, Charity.
41:15Why the hell didn't you tell me as soon as she told you the truth?
41:19Look, I'm sorry, OK, but it had to be on her terms.
41:23Why didn't we realise straight away?
41:25Because he's been gaslighting all of us, that's why.
41:27And because he's good at it.
41:29Too good.
41:31Oh, was it easier to look away?
41:33Well, we could have all done...
41:36Should have done more.
41:37I did nothing.
41:39I can't even begin to imagine what that poor girl's gone through.
41:45All the signs were there.
41:47How the hell did I not see them?
41:49It plays on repeat because she didn't want you to.
41:52But you did, didn't you? And I doubted you.
41:55The only person who's done anything wrong in all of this is Tom.
41:58These men.
42:00He's not a man, is he? He's a parasite.
42:03Honestly, they stand there, they look you in the face and they smile
42:06and they tell you exactly what you want to hear
42:09and then they go back to their terrified wives
42:11and they start all over again.
42:13And now he's run away.
42:15Like the absolute spineless, pathetic coward that he is.
42:20Well, that's if he's still able to run.
42:24Well, yesterday, Cain said some...
42:27Cain things.
42:29I mean, Belle made him promise not to do anything, but...
42:35Still, part of me hopes that he brought that promise
42:37and he's ripped that monster apart.
42:40Well, if he has...
42:42let's just hope he's covered his tracks.
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