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  • 8/16/2024
A woman's survivor's guilt from a Columbine-like event twenty years ago causes her present-day idyllic life to fall apart HD ( Drama, Fantasy, Mystery, Thriller )
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00:00:00That old bitch.
00:00:05I'm serious. If I have to jump over another pommel horse or whatever they're called.
00:00:10You guys should probably put that out.
00:00:12Why?
00:00:14Because Jenkins was like five feet behind me.
00:00:20Sorry.
00:00:30Why are you always mad?
00:00:38Because you make me mad.
00:00:41Just once I would love to get a call.
00:00:42Okay, okay. Can we just please stop talking about it now?
00:00:45Sure. Fine.
00:00:56Who was that girl in the office with you?
00:00:58Maureen. She's cool. Today was the first time we really talked.
00:01:01I like her.
00:01:02Oh good. We can play together then.
00:01:04So, guess what?
00:01:06What?
00:01:07Nate asked me to go to the movies with him.
00:01:09Oh my god. A second date and you didn't tell me?
00:01:12You just asked me.
00:01:13Trig.
00:01:14Well, I'm going to come as your chaperone and make sure nothing untoward happens.
00:01:17That's okay.
00:01:18We can double date.
00:01:20If you want.
00:01:21Bring your professor.
00:01:22You're right.
00:01:24Did I tell you I've been calling him?
00:01:26No.
00:01:27Yeah.
00:01:28I keep getting his stupid machine.
00:01:30He's got like a hundred messages of me just calling and freaking out and hanging up.
00:01:36When is it all going to start?
00:01:38When is what going to start?
00:01:40Our lives. Not all of this.
00:01:42You know what you should do?
00:01:44Buy him a frozen yogurt.
00:01:46That's what I did with Nate and I got a second date out of it.
00:01:48I have to go to the bathroom.
00:01:50We're going to be late for class.
00:01:53Sorry.
00:01:58Okay.
00:01:59So, if we're like 70 whatever percent water,
00:02:03then that's kind of like there's no boundaries.
00:02:06You know what I mean?
00:02:07People think skin is just this thing like rubber, but it's not.
00:02:09It's just more water.
00:02:11Are you high?
00:02:13You're so high.
00:02:14You are like 72 percent falling water.
00:02:17Life is my drug, Maureen, so.
00:02:19Okay, then let me see your purse.
00:02:20Okay.
00:02:24We are so styling.
00:02:26Yeah, by Briar Hill standards.
00:02:28No, objectively we are.
00:02:30By any standards.
00:02:31Well, unless we're in New York or Polynesia.
00:02:33Or Hawaii.
00:02:34Or some other place we should go.
00:02:36We have to start working on Mom now.
00:02:38Good luck with that.
00:02:40Do you realize we're old enough to get married?
00:02:42Maybe we should go to college first.
00:02:44I'm just saying, we could if we wanted to.
00:02:46You need your parents' permission.
00:02:48All right, just so long as you know that you and Nate can just drive over to Vegas.
00:02:51I don't want to.
00:02:52But if you did.
00:02:54You know, if the church doesn't let you.
00:02:58Before you're married.
00:02:59Yeah, well.
00:03:02What is that?
00:03:04What?
00:03:05Do you hear that?
00:03:07Hang on, I can't hear anything.
00:03:10What the hell?
00:03:16If you don't.
00:03:21It's probably just some stupid prank.
00:03:25Brian said he hasn't been a big enough asshole for the past year.
00:03:37I know who it is.
00:03:42It's Michael Patrick.
00:03:43What?
00:03:46Yesterday in Drake he told me he was going to bring a gun to school and I was going to kill him.
00:03:50No.
00:03:51No.
00:03:54Everybody.
00:03:56All you fuckheads, you know what a freak.
00:03:59Didn't tell anybody.
00:04:01I thought he was just kidding.
00:04:03Maybe they stopped him.
00:04:07Michael, no.
00:04:08No.
00:04:09That's from the club.
00:04:10No!
00:04:21Hey.
00:04:24Michael.
00:04:26Diana.
00:04:30Michael, don't kill us, please.
00:04:50I'm sorry.
00:05:20I'm sorry.
00:05:50Diana.
00:06:00Diana.
00:06:16Diana.
00:06:21How are you?
00:06:23Okay?
00:06:25I'm fine.
00:06:28Because?
00:06:30I know.
00:06:35I just have to keep it together this week.
00:06:40I'll be fine.
00:06:50I'll be fine.
00:07:20I'll be fine.
00:07:50Mommy.
00:08:07Mommy.
00:08:17Where are you?
00:08:21Mommy.
00:08:25Not even remotely amusing.
00:08:29Where is my little girl?
00:08:33Is my little girl in there?
00:08:35Boo!
00:08:37What are you doing?
00:08:39You're going to be late for school and don't make me tell you.
00:08:42Can you go hiking while I do?
00:08:44Maybe in the summer.
00:08:45Can I have a cheese toast?
00:08:46I made oatmeal.
00:08:47Oatmeal?
00:08:48Why oatmeal?
00:08:49I hate oatmeal.
00:08:50Come on.
00:08:51Come on.
00:09:18Okay.
00:09:26Have a good day.
00:09:27I will.
00:09:30Can we go hiking in the summer, Daddy?
00:09:33In the yard, sure.
00:09:35No, in the woods.
00:09:37Give me a kiss.
00:09:42Bye.
00:09:44Bye, Daddy.
00:09:48Bye, Mommy.
00:10:19I spy with my little eye something beginning with C.
00:10:24Um, C.
00:10:26Cars?
00:10:27Nope.
00:10:28Hmm.
00:10:29Child?
00:10:30No.
00:10:32Got me there, Emma.
00:10:34Cougar.
00:10:36Cougar?
00:10:39That's a tough one, Em.
00:10:45What's a cougar?
00:10:47What's a conscience?
00:10:49Where'd you hear that?
00:10:51Dad was talking to himself.
00:10:53In his study.
00:10:55It's complicated.
00:10:57Not today, Emma.
00:11:09This week, on the 15th anniversary of the tragic date,
00:11:12a memorial at Hillview High School honoring both the victims and the survivors.
00:11:42I'm sorry.
00:12:01Shall I come in with you?
00:12:13Hi.
00:12:20Okay.
00:12:21Okay. Give me a hug.
00:12:25Be good.
00:12:26Emma, come on.
00:12:29Don't run, girls.
00:12:40Hey, Amanda.
00:12:41Hey, Diana.
00:12:44Hey, Amanda.
00:12:45Hey, Diana.
00:12:50So, are you going?
00:12:54I saw the bleachers in the street.
00:12:59I don't know.
00:13:01I'll think about it.
00:13:06It comes out in strange ways.
00:13:09What do you mean?
00:13:10Bethany told me that Emma's been getting in trouble in school again.
00:13:14Not that I'd worry.
00:13:15I mean, you were pretty wild.
00:13:18I remember when you got arrested for kicking that boy in the nuts.
00:13:21I didn't get arrested.
00:13:25That nun just gave me a dirty look.
00:13:30Is it possible that nothing changes in this town?
00:13:34Except you.
00:13:40I'm sorry.
00:14:11Hey!
00:14:12Hey, Diana!
00:14:13Hey!
00:14:14Get the fuck off me!
00:14:15What the fuck is the matter with you?
00:14:17What the fuck do you think you are?
00:14:18You're just a fucking dirty little slut!
00:14:30You have two seconds to wipe that smirk off your face.
00:14:33I mean, I was really into it.
00:14:36And I turned around and he pulled out his...
00:14:39You know, and I was so pissed.
00:14:42Because you think coral isn't alive, like it's a rock, but it's alive.
00:14:45You know, it's a living thing with a brain.
00:14:47And I just felt like I was so close to...
00:14:50something.
00:14:53Maybe I was just high.
00:14:54I don't know.
00:14:56Now, I can't take goddamn driver's ed because I feel like I'm going to die.
00:15:00Now, I can't take goddamn driver's ed because they found me in the pot.
00:15:03Like, big fucking deal, you know?
00:15:05Well, what are you going to do now?
00:15:08Just like I told Officer Peterson, I solemnly promise to take a break from the pot,
00:15:12but I can't make any promises about kicking men in the nuts.
00:15:14What do you mean about driver's ed?
00:15:18I can teach you how to drive.
00:15:24Okay, so...
00:15:25Okay.
00:15:26It always stays the same.
00:15:27The one on the right is the gas, and the one on the left is the brake.
00:15:30Okay, so that just...
00:15:31Yeah.
00:15:32Okay.
00:15:33Um...
00:15:34It's a car, huh?
00:15:35It's...
00:15:36Okay, yeah.
00:15:37Sorry, sorry.
00:15:38Okay, careful.
00:15:39You're going to ease.
00:15:40Ease?
00:15:41Ease.
00:15:42Turn...
00:15:43Ease on the brake.
00:15:44Okay.
00:15:45I got it, I got it, I got it.
00:15:46Okay, just...
00:15:47Right.
00:15:48This is bad.
00:15:49Where's the signal?
00:15:50Um, the left.
00:15:51Don't just...
00:15:52Okay, keep one hand on the wheel, the other hand...
00:15:53I got the wheel, I just need to know where the blinker is.
00:15:55Can we go on the road yet?
00:15:57Uh...
00:15:58I'm so ready.
00:16:00Uh, just watch the steering.
00:16:02Why?
00:16:03Is that, like, important?
00:16:04Dean!
00:16:07What are you doing?
00:16:08Ow!
00:16:09I'm here to learn how to drive!
00:16:24Mr. Clark.
00:16:45Okay, so what do we know?
00:16:47We know, for example, that Stephanie here was a teenager.
00:16:51was a teenager.
00:16:53We know that because of the narrowness of her pelvic bones
00:16:55and also because there are these gaps in her pelvic region
00:17:00where an older human female's bones would be fully formed.
00:17:04That is, there are parts of the human female body
00:17:07that do not ossify, meaning?
00:17:13Amanda?
00:17:15Turn to bone?
00:17:17Right.
00:17:18Until after adolescence.
00:17:20So when Stephanie died, that was all still soft tissue
00:17:23and just melted away, which is actually called decomposition.
00:17:36So of course, bones decompose much,
00:17:39much later than soft tissue and all the rest of the flesh.
00:17:43Do you think Mr. McCloud thought it was about him?
00:17:51He totally blushed.
00:17:52I feel bad.
00:17:54Although, you did use ossify in a sentence.
00:17:59Couldn't hurt.
00:18:01I'm going to see on the midterm I can
00:18:02deal with a good class grade.
00:18:06Anyway, you know there's something going on
00:18:08between him and Stephanie.
00:18:09The teenage skeleton?
00:18:12A little note can change the love they have.
00:18:19Hold on a sec.
00:18:22Ah, there we go.
00:18:28The Breton nuns can see Jacob wrestling with the angel.
00:18:33Are they imagining it?
00:18:35Are they having a genuine visitation?
00:18:37Or given the consistency of the painted work,
00:18:42the lack of distinction between the two parts of the image,
00:18:45is it fair to say that Gauguin doesn't
00:18:48believe in any demarcation?
00:18:49Diana, 1235.
00:18:54Between the real and the imagined.
00:19:00Has anybody seen Anna?
00:19:12I don't know.
00:19:13I don't know.
00:19:14I don't know.
00:19:15I don't know.
00:19:16I don't know.
00:19:17I don't know.
00:19:18I don't know.
00:19:19I don't know.
00:19:20I don't know.
00:19:21I don't know.
00:19:22I don't know.
00:19:23I don't know.
00:19:24I don't know.
00:19:25I don't know.
00:19:26I don't know.
00:19:27I don't know.
00:19:28I don't know.
00:19:29I don't know.
00:19:30I don't know.
00:19:31I don't know.
00:19:32I don't know.
00:19:33I don't know.
00:19:34I don't know.
00:19:35I don't know.
00:19:36I don't know.
00:19:37I don't know.
00:19:38I don't know.
00:19:39I don't know.
00:19:40I don't know.
00:19:41You're gonna come, right?
00:19:44No, my mom won't let me go.
00:19:46What?
00:19:47Why?
00:19:48I don't know.
00:19:49Quote, she's not crazy about teens writhing around on the ground and seeing things.
00:19:56Don't get pissed.
00:19:57I'm just telling you what she said.
00:19:58I know what I saw.
00:20:01It was real.
00:20:02A vision.
00:20:03Of God.
00:20:05Things froze.
00:20:08Everything just froze.
00:20:09Just froze.
00:20:10Sounds like you got hit by a car or you fucking passed out.
00:20:13See?
00:20:14You see it.
00:20:15Well, if you don't.
00:20:18Briar Hill is nice in Olden.
00:20:19Shut up.
00:20:20We hate Briar Hill.
00:20:23I don't know.
00:20:24Is it really the kind of place that you can see infinity or whatever?
00:20:33We should probably get started.
00:20:35It's too hot for homework.
00:21:06Shh.
00:21:09See, Maureen?
00:21:10I can't believe we've done Trig without cooling down.
00:21:13So wise.
00:21:15But we're gonna fail if we don't.
00:21:17Shh.
00:21:18Girls have fun.
00:21:20We have much to learn.
00:21:22For what it is, Trig, then there's an early show to catch.
00:21:28Hey.
00:21:29Hey.
00:21:32Come on.
00:21:36Hmm.
00:21:37This is the life, Em.
00:21:39It's not our life.
00:21:41They're on vacation.
00:21:42They don't care.
00:21:43The fencers are not on vacation.
00:21:44Their grandmother died.
00:21:46Okay.
00:21:47Are you gonna spend the whole afternoon worrying?
00:21:48They can't arrest you for swimming in somebody else's pool.
00:21:50Then who's gonna report us?
00:21:51Some old bag of a neighbor?
00:22:00It's just a mailman, you spaz.
00:22:06When I was a little kid, I used to love hanging out in the rain.
00:22:10Drive my mom nuts.
00:22:12But I'd watch the flowers.
00:22:14Some would get crushed, but some would burst back up after.
00:22:18So cool.
00:22:21I have no fucking idea what you're talking about.
00:22:23Rain.
00:22:25You know, it's produced when water condenses.
00:22:27Or something.
00:22:30Maybe we're just like the rain when it evaporates.
00:22:32You know, like we just go back into the atmosphere.
00:22:34Because look at all this mist.
00:22:37I wonder who we're breathing in right now.
00:22:40Ew.
00:22:42Okay, speaking of ew.
00:22:44My mom's new boyfriend.
00:22:45How is the new boyfriend?
00:22:47His name is Raul.
00:22:50My mom dated a Raul.
00:22:53Is he like Moby, but Spanish?
00:22:57Oh, God.
00:22:59Oh, God.
00:23:04Let's just hope when we die, we don't end up in the Briar Hills single scene.
00:23:09I wonder where Nate lives.
00:23:11I think over there.
00:23:13With the fancy people.
00:23:15Dude, you could have a porch.
00:23:17Happy days.
00:23:19Good night.
00:23:20Good night.
00:23:29The Mother Cougar will protect her young fearless.
00:23:32Accompanying them everywhere.
00:23:34Until they're old enough to feed themselves.
00:23:58Emma?
00:23:59What are you watching?
00:24:01Magic School Bus.
00:24:05Really?
00:24:20You shouldn't be watching this, Emma.
00:24:22It's funny.
00:24:23It's just like a joke.
00:24:25It's not a joke.
00:24:27And if I ask you something...
00:24:29You shouldn't be so scared, Mommy.
00:24:31Don't be scared.
00:24:39Oh, shit.
00:24:43Mommy said about a word.
00:24:53I have some good news.
00:24:55Are we getting a pony?
00:24:56No.
00:24:57Should I continue?
00:24:59Say it.
00:25:00As you may know, every four years, the faculty chooses from its ranks an individual of outstanding academic reputation to deliver a lecture in honor of the college's founding president, Arthur M. Fuller.
00:25:11This year, the Arthur M. Fuller lecture is going to be delivered by none other than your faithful servant.
00:25:19That's amazing.
00:25:21Do I have to go?
00:25:24Give a title?
00:25:26I've been thinking of the problem of evil, the problem of good.
00:25:30We'll see.
00:25:31I think you might need some case studies, because I happen to know someone that was extra bad this afternoon.
00:25:39Of course, to use her in my presentation, I would need her under glass.
00:25:49Emma?
00:25:51Emma?
00:25:52Sweetie?
00:25:53Here, sweetie.
00:25:54Come on.
00:25:55Paul?
00:25:56Sweetie, come on, baby.
00:25:57Come on.
00:25:58Paul?
00:25:59Come on, go off of that.
00:26:00Okay.
00:26:01Okay.
00:26:03Okay.
00:26:04Okay.
00:26:05Okay.
00:26:06You can breathe.
00:26:07You're okay.
00:26:08You're okay.
00:26:09You're okay.
00:26:10You're okay.
00:26:11You're okay.
00:26:18Maybe I'll wait till you're sick to go to school tomorrow.
00:26:20Maybe.
00:26:21We'll see.
00:26:22I hate school.
00:26:24No, you don't.
00:26:25Yes, I do.
00:26:26I hate it.
00:26:27I hate Sister Beatrice.
00:26:29Sister Beatrice.
00:26:30No.
00:26:31I hate it all.
00:26:37I fucking hate school.
00:26:39Don't say that.
00:26:40Why?
00:26:41It's true?
00:26:42Because.
00:26:43It's like something Michael Dickwad Patrick would say.
00:26:46Touché.
00:26:47Touché.
00:26:50Come on, let's go inside.
00:27:09I've been worried about her, Paul.
00:27:11The hiding game she plays.
00:27:14The other day she said to me,
00:27:15Mommy, you can't make me do anything.
00:27:20She's just like me.
00:27:22I don't think I even started that young.
00:27:24You were pretty young when I met you.
00:27:30I got a note again from her teacher at school.
00:27:34Well, you're the one that wanted to send her to that parochial school.
00:27:40Dee.
00:27:42Tonight, are you going to try and get some sleep?
00:27:46If you don't sleep, you don't dream.
00:27:50Maureen and I used to live in this shitty part of town.
00:27:54And we dreamed about having a nice house.
00:27:58With a porch.
00:28:05Close your eyes.
00:28:08Keep your eyes closed.
00:28:11Give me your wine.
00:28:12There you go.
00:28:14All right, stand.
00:28:15Right there.
00:28:16Give a little forward.
00:28:17Right there.
00:28:19Keep your eyes closed.
00:28:27Okay.
00:28:28Open.
00:28:36It's so beautiful, Paul.
00:28:42It's so beautiful.
00:29:12It's so beautiful.
00:29:43No!
00:29:57Hey.
00:30:00Michael.
00:30:01Diana.
00:30:05Michael, don't kill us, please.
00:30:08Us?
00:30:10No, I'm only going to kill one of you.
00:30:12You don't have to kill either of us.
00:30:15Well, I'm going to.
00:30:18Diana.
00:30:23The only question is,
00:30:25which one's a good thing?
00:30:30You don't have to, Michael, please.
00:30:40Come on, girls.
00:30:42It's time to choose.
00:30:47Mommy.
00:30:53I had a bad dream.
00:31:00Read it, Mommy.
00:31:02It's the only one that helps me.
00:31:05When the voices of children are heard on the green
00:31:09and laughing is heard on the hill,
00:31:12my heart is at rest within my breast
00:31:15and everything else is still.
00:31:18Then come home, my children.
00:31:21The sun has gone down
00:31:23and the dews of night arise.
00:31:26Come, come.
00:31:28Let us play
00:31:30and let us away
00:31:31till the morning appears in the skies.
00:31:35No, no.
00:31:36Let us play
00:31:38for it is yet day
00:31:40and we cannot go to sleep.
00:31:43Besides, in the sky
00:31:45the little birds fly
00:31:47and the hills are all covered with sheep.
00:31:52Well, well.
00:31:54Go and play till the light fades away
00:31:57and then go home.
00:32:00And then go home to bed.
00:32:03The little ones sleep
00:32:05and shouted and laughed
00:32:08and all the hills
00:32:11echoed.
00:32:25Why does it have to be that one?
00:32:29Why does it have to be that one?
00:32:59Why does it have to be that one?
00:33:15All right, wait. Hold up. Hold up.
00:33:16Check this out.
00:33:19You know, Timmy there,
00:33:21he's part wildcat.
00:33:23Bullshit.
00:33:24No, he is.
00:33:26You can see his ears, honey.
00:33:30Just like yours.
00:33:33Just like me.
00:34:30Come on, guys.
00:34:36I said I would wait for you.
00:34:38You could have come inside.
00:34:43So how was it?
00:34:44Did anybody talk in tongues today?
00:34:46Well, we prayed
00:34:48and we felt a great rush of the Holy Spirit.
00:34:51That's cool.
00:34:53Myself, I fucked my older lover in the pool.
00:34:56Do they talk about heaven in your church?
00:34:57Pretty much exclusively.
00:34:58Because I know what it feels like.
00:35:00Wait, it wasn't the pool that we swim in, right?
00:35:03D.
00:35:04D?
00:35:06I can't believe that's not so gross.
00:35:09What?
00:35:11Would you look at us, the virgin and the whore.
00:35:15You know, if you listen to Mrs. Goldman,
00:35:17we're like the whole female art history in this room.
00:35:19Or we could be like
00:35:21the virgin and the whore this fall on the WB.
00:35:24Nice. You made a joke that's so precious.
00:35:26Shut up.
00:35:28Em, you are so beautiful.
00:35:31I'm serious.
00:35:32They're just going to think you're so hot.
00:35:35Houston, the genie has left the bottle.
00:35:37Yeah, I think she's going back inside giving me my dress.
00:35:40No.
00:35:41All right, can I just get a picture first?
00:35:43Fine.
00:35:44Okay.
00:35:47No, no, no.
00:35:54Forever on film.
00:35:56We have a week to go.
00:35:59But it is the end of the year.
00:36:02I know some of you I won't be seeing too much of
00:36:05over the next few days.
00:36:10But I did want to say
00:36:12how much I've enjoyed teaching you guys.
00:36:15And if there's anything I want you guys to take with you
00:36:19from this class
00:36:20as you're abusing your bodies over the break,
00:36:25it's three things.
00:36:29That the heart
00:36:31is the body's strongest muscle.
00:36:37That the brain
00:36:39has more cells in it
00:36:41than our galaxy has stars.
00:36:46And that the body
00:36:49is 72% water.
00:36:52So wherever you go over vacation,
00:36:58don't get too dehydrated.
00:37:03Excuse me one second.
00:37:28Um...
00:37:32I've got the stuff here.
00:37:59Who did this?
00:38:08Kids.
00:38:14There's gonna be a test next week
00:38:16that will affect your GPAs
00:38:19of everything we've done this semester.
00:38:22And I'm gonna have to ask you
00:38:24if you're gonna do it.
00:38:25Everything we've done this semester.
00:38:29School bell rings
00:38:46I just wanted to say
00:38:47that I learned a lot in your class this year.
00:38:50So, thank you, Mr. McCloud.
00:38:52You remember the Bernoulli Principle?
00:38:58Well, you know, we already have
00:38:59three things to remember over the break, so...
00:39:01All birds need to fly
00:39:02are the right-shaped wings,
00:39:04the right pressure,
00:39:05and the right angle.
00:39:07You have the wings.
00:39:09You're supplying the pressure?
00:39:11I just think you need to change your angle.
00:39:18Maybe minds are
00:39:20more your thing than wings.
00:39:22And birds and bones.
00:39:24This guy, Paul McPhee,
00:39:26is a terrific speaker.
00:39:28You write me up a short report
00:39:29and I'll give you extra credit.
00:39:31Okay? How's that sound?
00:39:37You still have to take the test.
00:39:48Where did we come from?
00:39:50What are we?
00:39:53Where are we going?
00:39:55Why did Gauguin
00:39:57pick this title
00:39:58for such a bizarre and beautiful painting?
00:40:02Anybody?
00:40:05Anna.
00:40:10Wasn't he trying to work out
00:40:11a new way of answering those questions?
00:40:13That's exactly right.
00:40:15And using Polynesian shape and color
00:40:17as an inspiration
00:40:18he wanted to break through
00:40:19what he thought of as outlived
00:40:21and conventional ways of asking.
00:40:23It's a good answer.
00:40:24It was in the reading.
00:40:25Well, you did the reading.
00:40:28All right.
00:40:30That's it.
00:40:32I would very much appreciate it
00:40:34if I could have all your papers on Friday
00:40:36so I can grade them.
00:40:37Anna, can you stick around for a minute?
00:40:39Thanks.
00:40:40By Friday, it would be much appreciated.
00:40:42I think you have more potential
00:40:43than you realize, Anna.
00:40:44With your grades,
00:40:45you could get into a four-year college.
00:40:47It's just, I have a boyfriend in town, so...
00:40:49You may think you'll never leave this town,
00:40:51but you just have to give it a chance.
00:40:53Oh, I don't think so.
00:40:55Life's too short.
00:41:01It's so unfair.
00:41:03Just because Ryan called the skeleton a slut.
00:41:08What did he say again
00:41:09about the body's strongest muscle?
00:41:14You okay?
00:41:16Yeah, I'm fine.
00:41:21I don't know how to say this.
00:41:25Just say it.
00:41:28If every time somebody says that word,
00:41:31you get angry or assume...
00:41:36Go on.
00:41:38If it hurts you,
00:41:40then I don't understand
00:41:42why you act the way that you do.
00:41:54Like a what?
00:41:58Like a tramp?
00:41:59Forget it.
00:42:00Like a round-heeled woman?
00:42:02A hussy?
00:42:03I can't really think of a word.
00:42:04I don't understand what you're getting at.
00:42:06Fuck you.
00:42:09So I guess I can't teach you how to drive anymore.
00:42:11Shh.
00:42:18What do you think?
00:42:20You think if Nate asks you out,
00:42:22you're just gonna drive her on the block a couple times?
00:42:24No.
00:42:25Hey, Maureen, I like you.
00:42:26Let's go drive her on the block a couple times
00:42:28and then get married and, I don't know,
00:42:30wait for the rapture.
00:42:31That's so unfair.
00:42:33Well, get real, Maureen.
00:42:35You don't understand how things really are.
00:42:37You think you can say no to the whole fucking world?
00:42:40It's not there to say no to.
00:42:46This is the last time.
00:42:54The heart.
00:42:59The heart is the body's strongest muscle.
00:43:11You know what I love about you, Dee?
00:43:15That I'm 17?
00:43:18No.
00:43:20That you're not afraid.
00:43:24And that I'm 17.
00:43:27Yeah.
00:43:40I love you.
00:44:11Come on, girls.
00:44:12It's time to choose.
00:44:21You're gonna kill one of us.
00:44:24Kill me.
00:44:30Oh, Maureen.
00:44:32And what do you have to say?
00:44:35Maybe.
00:44:38Maybe I should kill you.
00:44:40No.
00:44:41No what?
00:44:42No, don't kill me.
00:44:44But if I don't kill you,
00:44:46then who should I kill?
00:45:01I love you.
00:45:31I don't deserve this.
00:46:01Hey.
00:46:04Wanna drive around the block a couple times
00:46:06and then wait for the rapture?
00:46:11If you don't let me teach you how to drive,
00:46:13you'll never get out of Briar Hill.
00:46:16Say you're sorry.
00:46:19Say you're sorry.
00:46:23Okay, we'll say it at the same time.
00:46:25Three, two, one.
00:46:27Okay, we'll say it at the same time.
00:46:29Three, two, one.
00:46:32Sorry.
00:46:34Got you.
00:46:43Very mature.
00:46:44Yeah.
00:46:51I think his parents are divorced,
00:46:53and this one has two initials.
00:46:56Or maybe I can just, like, talk to him in bio.
00:47:01Look, um,
00:47:02I know that you and Nate are gonna have, like,
00:47:05eight kids and be one of those perfect,
00:47:08creepy Christian families that live happily ever after.
00:47:17Hey, I don't know about you, but I could do with some soup.
00:47:26How'd you do on that test?
00:47:28I did okay.
00:47:31I got the one about the heart.
00:47:41I don't really think that's true, though, Maureen.
00:47:47About it being the strongest muscle.
00:47:50About it being the strongest muscle.
00:47:55I don't think in my case it is at all.
00:47:59It's okay.
00:48:02It's okay.
00:48:10Maureen!
00:48:11Shit.
00:48:13What is it? What's wrong?
00:48:15Did you just mess up her English test?
00:48:18I didn't know what the human condition was.
00:48:22Oh.
00:48:23You will soon enough.
00:48:30I didn't know you were allowed to lie.
00:48:38Here.
00:48:45Here.
00:49:08Here.
00:49:10Here.
00:49:16Here.
00:49:24Emma.
00:49:25Mommy.
00:49:29Mommy's right here.
00:49:31Mrs. McPhee.
00:49:42Mr. Beatrice?
00:49:43You understand why you're here.
00:49:46No.
00:49:48I don't understand why I'm here, to be honest with you.
00:49:52Your daughter is, uh...
00:49:55She's very bright.
00:49:57But she's a handful.
00:49:59My daughter's not a handful.
00:50:01She's smart. She's spirited.
00:50:02She disappears.
00:50:05And she hides.
00:50:10So I was thinking about my future.
00:50:13And I...
00:50:14I don't know, if I just had this normal life, you know?
00:50:16Yeah, with a husband that didn't leave.
00:50:19Right.
00:50:20But if I met someone...
00:50:23Right.
00:50:24And had kids, and...
00:50:27Even if I stayed in Briar Hill,
00:50:29that might be enough?
00:50:34You probably think that's really stupid.
00:50:37No.
00:50:40Yeah.
00:50:42Yeah.
00:50:45Hey, Cody's a pretty cool name.
00:50:48Jennifer's nice.
00:50:50Bethany.
00:50:52Emma.
00:50:53Amber.
00:50:55I like Emma.
00:50:57You keep Cody, I'll take Emma.
00:50:59Thanks.
00:51:02I wanna go swimming.
00:51:04Let's go to the public pool.
00:51:06No.
00:51:07There's all those little kids.
00:51:12This isn't really ice cream.
00:51:13Frozen yogurt's better for you.
00:51:18I can see my little girl in there.
00:51:25You do understand why Mommy was mad, don't you?
00:51:30You hate me.
00:51:32I hate you.
00:51:34I hate you.
00:51:36I hate you.
00:51:38I hate you.
00:51:40You hate me.
00:51:42I don't hate you.
00:51:43You're always mad at me.
00:51:44In the car you were looking at me.
00:51:47It's just because you're so beautiful.
00:51:49Sometimes...
00:51:52Mommy can't help but to look.
00:51:54That's not why.
00:51:59Emma, you have to promise me.
00:52:02No more running away.
00:52:03No more hiding.
00:52:05I swear on my life.
00:52:07It's not funny, Emma.
00:52:08But it is funny.
00:52:09Goddammit.
00:52:12You have two seconds to wipe that smirk off your face.
00:52:15Mommy said a better word?
00:52:17That's it.
00:52:18We're going to talk to Daddy.
00:52:19Ow!
00:52:20Ow, you're hurting me!
00:52:21Stop it.
00:52:23Ow!
00:52:24Ow!
00:52:30You've reached Paul McPhee of the Department of Philosophy.
00:52:33In his terrible absence, please leave a message.
00:52:38Okay.
00:53:09Daddy.
00:53:11Daddy.
00:53:12Daddy.
00:53:13Daddy.
00:53:14Daddy.
00:53:15Daddy.
00:53:16Daddy.
00:53:17Daddy.
00:53:18Daddy.
00:53:19Daddy.
00:53:20Daddy.
00:53:21Daddy.
00:53:22Daddy.
00:53:23Daddy.
00:53:24Daddy.
00:53:25Daddy.
00:53:26Daddy.
00:53:27Daddy.
00:53:28Daddy.
00:53:29Daddy.
00:53:30Daddy.
00:53:31Daddy.
00:53:32Daddy.
00:53:33Daddy.
00:53:34Daddy.
00:53:35Daddy.
00:53:36Daddy.
00:53:37Daddy.
00:53:38Daddy.
00:53:39Daddy.
00:53:40Daddy.
00:53:41Why don't you come in?
00:53:43I didn't bring my trunks.
00:54:00Diana?
00:54:03Diana!
00:54:04D!
00:54:05Hey!
00:54:07Are you OK?
00:54:09I'm OK.
00:54:10Where is she?
00:54:11Who?
00:54:13Diana, can you sit?
00:54:15Let's just get her off the road.
00:54:16No, don't move her.
00:54:17Wait for an ambulance.
00:54:18I'm OK.
00:54:21It's OK.
00:54:22It must be.
00:54:25It's OK.
00:54:36It's OK.
00:54:58Let's go on in, honey.
00:55:00Sit up there.
00:55:01Cool.
00:55:10Type of urine?
00:55:11O positive.
00:55:12What's the hemoglobin?
00:55:1312 grams.
00:55:14Did we doxycycline?
00:55:15Mm-hmm.
00:55:16Just make sure she gets the post-procedure meds.
00:55:18Thanks, doctor.
00:55:35OK.
00:55:47Right, OK, so is it normal?
00:55:52Huh?
00:55:56Yeah, but I...
00:56:05What did they say?
00:56:07I don't understand a fucking thing.
00:56:15Do you have a...
00:56:17Lemonade or something sweet?
00:56:23Yeah.
00:56:48If this gets any worse, we're gonna have to go to the hospital.
00:56:55So?
00:56:57I'm fine.
00:57:17I'll be free soon.
00:58:16The blood freaks me out.
00:58:35Sorry.
00:58:40I wish I could do something for you.
00:58:45I want your cat.
00:58:53All right.
00:58:54OK.
00:59:03You must have moved just in time.
00:59:05There was all this blood.
00:59:08You're lucky he missed you.
00:59:35Oh, my God.
00:59:39Do you think he's waiting for a girl?
00:59:41We should wait and find out.
00:59:43We're gonna miss the movie.
00:59:44So what?
00:59:53No girl.
01:00:01Is that him?
01:00:03Marcus?
01:00:04Yeah.
01:00:05OK.
01:00:10Yeah, please.
01:00:13Yeah, I can do that.
01:00:15I can do that in like a half hour.
01:00:17Yeah.
01:00:19Yeah, hold on a second.
01:00:20Hold on.
01:00:22Hey.
01:00:23Hey.
01:00:30How's Timmy?
01:00:32Good.
01:00:34Cool.
01:00:36Cool.
01:00:43There you go.
01:00:46Yo.
01:00:48No, it's not.
01:00:50No, dude, trust me.
01:00:52No, it's just a little slut.
01:00:56Don't think about it.
01:01:03So, are you up for a truly hard question?
01:01:08Goobers or mints?
01:01:14Maureen, what did I do to deserve a friend like you?
01:01:17Um, something in a past life.
01:01:19Do you believe in that?
01:01:21I don't know, maybe.
01:01:23I mean, we need to go somewhere, right?
01:01:29There was so much blood.
01:01:32He was such a pussy.
01:01:36Yeah, such a pussy.
01:01:38So lame.
01:01:41And the blood was...
01:01:45Can we change this music?
01:01:46Sure.
01:02:01Mom's still at work, par usual.
01:02:05Em, I really don't want to grow up to be one of those women.
01:02:10You know, one of those hard women that are angry about everything all the time.
01:02:13I know.
01:02:14With a heart like yours, I don't think you're in any danger.
01:02:21Get out of here.
01:02:29Bye, Mom.
01:02:30Bye.
01:02:50What's your name, Paul?
01:03:05Who is she?
01:03:08There's only one girl for me, and her name is Diana.
01:03:11I'm sorry, I can't hear you.
01:03:16Is that your powerful conscience talking?
01:03:19Maybe we should send you to parochial school.
01:03:23Diana?
01:03:38Oh, that's right.
01:03:48I so loved you.
01:03:51I so loved all of it.
01:03:56I thought if I lived a certain way,
01:04:00cared for my daughter,
01:04:03helped my students,
01:04:09loved you,
01:04:13that I could make everything all right.
01:04:19What?
01:04:22You can't understand.
01:04:27No, I don't understand.
01:04:35I'm your husband.
01:04:45You're not my husband.
01:04:54It is my great honor
01:04:56to introduce one of the most distinguished members
01:04:58of our academic community,
01:05:00Professor Paul McPhee.
01:05:07It is one of the great honors of my life
01:05:09to be asked to deliver this year's
01:05:11Arthur M. Fuller lecture.
01:05:14William James, that most American philosopher,
01:05:18once advised,
01:05:20begin to be now what you will be here after.
01:05:24One might ask, how?
01:05:26Our deepest guide in our beginning to be
01:05:29is imagination,
01:05:31our ability to project
01:05:33and mold our future selves
01:05:35from the myriad possibilities before us.
01:05:37And to imagine takes courage and effort.
01:05:40But it gives us hope too,
01:05:42hope that we can author our own destinies,
01:05:45hope that the rightness of the decisions we make now
01:05:48will be borne out in the future.
01:05:50As much as we can be overwhelmed by the world,
01:05:53we can also draw hope from it,
01:05:55from beauty, from promise,
01:05:57from the simple fact that we have the talent
01:06:00to imagine our future selves
01:06:02from all the possible lives that pass before our eyes.
01:06:07We must imagine our lives well.
01:06:10We must engage our conscience.
01:06:16Conscience is the voice of God
01:06:19in the nature and heart of man.
01:06:26When I was a little kid,
01:06:28I used to love hanging out in the rain.
01:06:30It would drive my mom nuts.
01:06:32I'd watch the flowers.
01:06:34Some would get crushed,
01:06:36but some would burst back up after.
01:06:38It was so cool.
01:06:45I have to go.
01:06:56Bye.
01:07:26Excuse me, are you one of the survivors?
01:07:28We have your seats right over...
01:07:56...there.
01:08:56Hello?
01:09:02Is she here?
01:09:04Did she come back?
01:09:06How can you not find her?
01:09:08At lunchtime, we believe your daughter left the school property.
01:09:10How can you let that happen?
01:09:12We tried our best, Mrs. McPhee.
01:09:14I did try to tell you.
01:09:16Could she have walked home?
01:09:18I don't think... I mean, she knows the way.
01:09:20We have our men looking for her.
01:09:22She's just a little girl. I mean, she's a child.
01:09:24Hello?
01:09:26Yeah.
01:09:30All right, I'll get right back to you.
01:09:32Mrs. McPhee,
01:09:34was your daughter wearing a pink jacket today?
01:09:36I don't know. I didn't dress her.
01:09:38The woods near your house, ma'am.
01:09:40Someone just found a pink jacket there.
01:09:42Emma!
01:09:52Emma!
01:09:56Emma!
01:10:04Emma!
01:10:12Emma!
01:10:14Emma!
01:10:16Please!
01:10:22What the hell is that?
01:10:24I saw them putting them up yesterday.
01:10:26For the unborn.
01:10:30Hey, Jana!
01:10:32Come on, let's go to school.
01:10:34Emma!
01:10:36Emma!
01:10:44Emma!
01:10:50Emma!
01:10:56Emma!
01:10:58Emma!
01:11:08Mommy.
01:11:16Diana!
01:11:24They're all kids.
01:11:28They're all kids.
01:11:58Mom.
01:12:08What was that?
01:12:10What?
01:12:12Do you hear that?
01:12:14Hang on, I can't hear anything.
01:12:16What the hell?
01:12:22D, don't.
01:12:28Mom.
01:12:38Hey.
01:12:42Michael.
01:12:44Diana.
01:12:48Michael, don't kill us, please.
01:12:50Us?
01:12:52No, I'm only gonna kill one of you.
01:12:54You don't have to kill either of us.
01:12:56Well, I'm going to.
01:12:58I am.
01:13:04The only question is,
01:13:06which one's it gonna be?
01:13:20Back it up, back it up!
01:13:22Back it up, please!
01:13:24Back it up, please!
01:13:46Back it up, back it up!
01:13:54Are you okay?
01:13:56Oh, my God.
01:13:58It's my little girl.
01:14:00It's my little girl.
01:14:02It's my daughter.
01:14:04It's my daughter, get off me!
01:14:06You don't have to, Michael, please.
01:14:16Diana!
01:14:24Please.
01:14:38Come on, girls.
01:14:40It's time to choose.
01:14:48You're gonna kill one of us.
01:14:50Kill me.
01:14:54Oh, Wayne.
01:15:02And what do you have to say?
01:15:04Maybe.
01:15:06Maybe I should kill you.
01:15:08No.
01:15:10No what?
01:15:12No, don't kill me.
01:15:14But if I don't kill you,
01:15:16then who should I kill?
01:15:24You.
01:15:34Conscience is the voice of God
01:15:36and the nature and heart of man.
01:15:44This is the life, Anne.
01:15:46Maureen, what did I do to deserve a friend like you?
01:15:50Um, something in a past life?
01:15:52Anne, I really don't want to grow up to be one of those hard women
01:15:54that are angry about everything all the time.
01:15:56I know.
01:15:58But a heart like yours,
01:16:00I don't think you're in any danger.
01:16:04But if I don't kill you,
01:16:06then who should I kill?
01:16:10Michael.
01:16:22Shoot me.
01:16:28Shoot me.
01:16:30No.
01:16:52No.
01:17:14So I was thinking about my future.
01:17:16If I just had this normal life,
01:17:18you know,
01:17:20with kids,
01:17:22and even if I stayed in Briar Hill,
01:17:24that might be enough.
01:17:26Look, um,
01:17:28I know that you and Nate are gonna have, like,
01:17:30eight kids and be one of those perfect families
01:17:32that live happily ever after.
01:17:40The heart is the body's strongest muscle.
01:17:50Oh, my God.
01:17:52Oh, my God.
01:18:02Oh, my God.
01:18:20Were you one of the survivors?
01:18:22No.
01:18:44So, guess what?
01:18:46What?
01:18:48Nate asked me to go to the movies with him.
01:18:50Oh, my God.
01:18:52A second date and you didn't tell me?
01:18:54He just asked me.
01:18:56Well, I'm gonna come to Chaperone
01:18:58and make sure nothing untoward happens.
01:19:00That's okay.
01:19:02We can double date if you want.
01:19:04Bring your professor.
01:19:06You're right.
01:19:08Did I tell you I've been calling him?
01:19:10No.
01:19:12Yeah.
01:19:14I keep getting this stupid machine.
01:19:16Ugh.
01:19:18When is it all gonna start?
01:19:20When is what gonna start?
01:19:22Our lives? Not all of this?
01:19:24You know what you should do?
01:19:26Buy him a frozen yogurt.
01:19:28That's what I did with Nate, and I got a second date out of it.
01:19:30I have to go to the bathroom.
01:19:32We're gonna be late for class.
01:19:34Sorry.

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