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Asleep in My Palm explores the nature of parenthood and class in America as a father and daughter live off the grid in rural Ohio near a small liberal arts college. The two must face the challenges of her sexual awakening and need for independence as he escapes his violent and conflicted past. At once poignant and mordantly funny, the film delves into an America rarely seen, while juxtaposing it with the rarified privileges of an elite college in the social media age.

Director
Henry Nelson
Screenwriter
Henry Nelson
Distributor
Strike Back Studios
Production Co
Hideout Pictures
Genre
Drama
Original Language
English
Release Date (Theaters)
Mar 1, 2024, Limited
Release Date (Streaming)
Mar 19, 2024
Runtime
1h 28m
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Transcript
00:00:00You
00:00:30You
00:00:32You
00:00:56All right
00:00:57Here's my version
00:00:59Adapted from the film remastered and updated by yours truly
00:01:05Once upon a time there was this kid named chicken little okay, he's basically the most adorable little chicken you've ever fucking seen
00:01:13He's got glasses and a little rooster Milag
00:01:17Imagine a little prepubescent chicken homunculus hybrid creature
00:01:22Okay, I got it. I see it in my brain
00:01:25So our little guy lives in this town full of sentient animals
00:01:30Aren't all animals sentient well done, but these can talk and distinguish between each other
00:01:35They bicker have pecking orders go to war all the bullshit humans do but it's cats dogs goats foxes fucking
00:01:44wildebeests
00:01:45Every creature you can possibly imagine exists in this town
00:01:49Okay
00:01:50So one day chicken little starts yelling this guy is falling the fucking sky is falling for real
00:01:56Well, it's what he says so of course everybody starts freaking out to break and shit running around. It's all out chaos
00:02:04But this one animal maybe he's an armadillo
00:02:07Says wait a second I can see this guy. It's right where we left it everything seems fine
00:02:13What the fuck is going on and chicken little says I was standing by this tree and some shit fell on my head something huge
00:02:21So the whole town goes out to where chicken little says this guy is falling
00:02:25And what do you know all they find is a bunch of acorns?
00:02:30so chicken little's dad pop a little of all creatures says
00:02:35Is this what fell you little moron and chicken little says no that's not it. That's a fucking acorn
00:02:43But everyone including the dad says nah this kid's full of shit and suddenly the whole town
00:02:50Hates our little guy as I think he cried wolf
00:02:53Who would lie about the sky falling no one but who would believe it you know no one right so years later?
00:03:00He's in school, and he's getting seriously bullied. There's this little fucker named Foxy Loxy and
00:03:08her and her friend Lucy Goosey are
00:03:11Habitually beating the shit out of chicken little she's honestly a first-rate little fucking bitch a completely merciless individual
00:03:20But years of hate and all-around attrition of heart and chicken little
00:03:24He's not the same little guy who yelled about the sky falling. He's not scared of shit
00:03:29None of his friends go to school with him because they're all older from the street outcasts just like him
00:03:35He even fell out with this old man because he couldn't handle how his dad throw him under the bus
00:03:40His real dads don't do that. You know no so our boy CL is living in the animal town equivalent of
00:03:49Patterson, New Jersey
00:03:53With a washed-up noise musician and a 60 year old bouncer
00:04:01And all he can think of is what he saw that day
00:04:05And what's coming to every motherfucker who didn't believe him dad?
00:04:10Yeah, how does he eat?
00:04:13He's so shit like your old man, okay?
00:04:17You see everybody's got their breaking point. I've got one. You've got one. God's got one and chicken littles got one, too
00:04:27so one day
00:04:28After years of putting up with everyone shit
00:04:31He rallies his pack of marginalized badasses
00:04:35And they roll up to the school with the intentional laying out old foxy loxy and Lucy goosey
00:04:42But just as all the violence is about to go down
00:04:45Just
00:04:57As they're about to wreck those fuckers
00:05:00We hear this massive
00:05:03deafening crack
00:05:05Like all the thunder ever uttered by the sky combined into one
00:05:10monumental sound
00:05:12Everybody runs outside and sure enough the sky is cracked open and you bet your ass. It's falling
00:05:21Everybody's freaking out and crying. They're all hysterical because death is inevitable
00:05:28But chicken little
00:05:30Just looks up with this enormous fucking grin
00:05:34This is far as he's concerned
00:05:37He's been dead for years
00:05:39And the last thing you'll see
00:05:42Is every motherfucker who rejected him eating shit?
00:05:52And a story
00:05:58All right, go to sleep. I'll see you in the morning
00:06:02Oh
00:06:07Chicken little no this guy was falling the first time and not just like one of the acorns falling from a tree
00:06:14Maybe early on he saw this tiny crack in the sky that nobody else could see what about birds
00:06:23What birds
00:06:26There were birds flying around that's all you little fucker
00:06:32It's
00:06:34Not that they weren't capable of seeing
00:06:37It's more that they weren't looking no one was
00:06:41He saw shit that understood
00:06:47Maybe he was wrong the first time an animal world God wanted to punish the animal world town for how they treated the little fella
00:06:55Maybe their meanness made him right
00:06:58Like the town created its own fate
00:07:08Please be safe. I love you, too
00:07:27I
00:07:57I
00:07:59I
00:08:27Hey Joey, what time is it?
00:08:30It's 150 nice
00:08:33Listen, I'm a little low on cash. You mind if I take a shit. I promise I'll buy something double next time
00:08:40Knock yourself out
00:09:00I
00:09:07Home is a complicated thing
00:09:10Mostly bullshit is basically the best we get
00:09:14We build it and hate it and then get pissed when the world inevitably fucks us out of it without invited change
00:09:23And then we go and build it again somewhere else did you live before me
00:09:28Before you my home was loneliness. That was my home
00:09:35And I never really destroyed that place, you know
00:09:39It's so long
00:09:43I'm a bad way if that makes sense
00:09:46We all need a little bit of that
00:09:48Almost like we were born for it
00:09:50And then everything we accomplish is just a way of beating it back
00:09:58Thanks
00:10:00If I could give you anything it would be the ability to need no thing and no one to be unbreakable
00:10:08to disappear if you have to I
00:10:12Don't like talking about this you want a story. Yes, please. I
00:10:19Ever tell you about chicken little
00:10:27Oh
00:10:49Screams you
00:10:57Oh
00:11:11To the Robins be
00:11:28We
00:11:43See my
00:11:57Oh
00:12:22Home in your heat
00:12:27Oh
00:12:47We both know
00:12:52Let me
00:12:55Oh
00:13:02See my death become
00:13:18Every dream
00:13:24You
00:13:54Oh
00:14:25I
00:14:27Mean is that six I think
00:14:31It's shit
00:14:34The chick bikes, that's what you wanted. Yeah, I'll fucking sell
00:14:43I'll be 200 for all
00:14:45Sounds good
00:14:47We can't bring the shit back to my place this time though. Wait, why?
00:14:51Remember my neighbor we used to chill with to do with the Panera hookup
00:14:54Chew it we hung with him twice. I think hey, whatever
00:14:58Remember how he had that old very school bus. He's trying to turn into a fallout shelter
00:15:04Yeah, you forgot to ventilate that shit
00:15:09You got a love of doomsday peppers prepped themselves to death
00:15:12He suffocated leave something like that
00:15:16It is a snag though
00:15:17It turns out that motherfucker was deep into some shit that I didn't really know about because the cops have been digging up this whole
00:15:22Place which basically means they've been up in my neighborhood for the past two days ripping shit up reports go out about these bikes
00:15:29That's why I got a dump on the next day like the ones that don't sell
00:15:31We roll in there with this hall someone will notice for sure the fucking guy with the lawnmower and that kid
00:15:36He's always fucking hassling me. Was there someplace else we can take him? Yeah dog
00:15:41There's an abandoned warehouse a few blocks from where they do the flea market way closer than my place
00:15:46I said we take them over there. We load them up into that building. Okay, fine. Are you gonna fucking help me?
00:15:50Yeah, yeah, of course. I'm a partner. I do anything
00:16:16Yeah
00:16:20Changed off all my hair man. Yeah, I saw look I dropped something on you cuz you're my homeboy
00:16:29Go I'm like fucking gone man. I don't give a shit about anything anymore
00:16:36She could say anything to that I'm just listening
00:16:41Two weeks
00:16:43Thought this way for two fucking weeks. I'm sorry
00:16:47It's not all bad
00:16:50You think it would be but it isn't because I could just I could end it anytime I want
00:16:53I don't have anyone to stop me. I don't have any parents. I don't got no girl
00:16:58Definitely no fucking girl
00:17:01So, you know, I saw a creep like radio and sure yeah, that's how I was feeling before I got real I went on this
00:17:09terrible date with this chick and
00:17:13She told me that was her favorite song I told her to fuck right off
00:17:17Cuz she liked the song yeah girls don't get to like creep that's
00:17:22It's the thicker appropriation. You're saying that girls can't wish they were special in the context of a person that floats like a feather. I
00:17:32Don't be a dick I
00:17:35Mean fucking women, right? You know, I have a daughter and I don't like when you talk that way
00:17:41Yeah
00:17:44Yeah, how old is she now at this point and can you ease up on the gas well, it's 7 in the morning
00:17:49There's nobody I hear. This is prime time for if you do
00:17:53Fucking 16 now, please. All right. All right
00:17:58It's just that you know, I feel like it's already over for me, you know
00:18:03You know, I don't actually
00:18:06You saying never felt this way before not in the way you're describing
00:18:11Well, then how?
00:18:14No offense, but I feel no need to talk about myself with you
00:18:19Maybe back there is just what I need someone pure like that. I don't think so
00:18:25He's fucking with you man. I know she's off-limits. I just
00:18:30Fuck around, you know
00:18:32Fuck around, you know
00:18:35You always ask me put yourself out there they've been dated yeah, I don't know 15 years fuck man why I
00:18:44Live in a storage unit with my daughter man. I'm not gonna be parading women through there. You must be a horny as fuck. I
00:18:53Don't think of myself as a sexual person anymore
00:18:56Y'all if you get high together no, that's cool keep it in truth
00:19:06It's bet that I'm gonna get restless as in how
00:19:10just like I
00:19:12Don't like looking out and seeing other kids like college kids and shit. Not that I've seen
00:19:19Maybe she is pure, you know inside you didn't know that
00:19:22Thank you, you know like she
00:19:25they bet then turned out good and it's
00:19:28From where how do you break?
00:19:31I don't fucking know man. I'm just talking out of my ass. It's fine, man. Can we just have a little silence for a while?
00:19:39And it feels like every day the tide pushes me further from that
00:19:44I'm just talking out of my ass. It's fine man. I'm just talking out of my ass
00:19:48It feels like every day the tide pushes me further from that
00:19:53Like every minute time just gets me further from the place where I was happy, you know
00:19:58like that's what the color gray is gray is
00:20:02Nothingness, I am gray the absolute bare minimum before becoming invisible, you know, like white is what it is
00:20:07I'm not white whites to distinct black to
00:20:11Fuck. Oh, man was great
00:20:14Happens in a year his skin his teeth his hair. He actually shaved off his hair to be free
00:20:21You know what?
00:20:23You seriously bitter angry shit. That's not me. No way
00:20:28God damn it
00:20:32Don't worry, I'm sure this last one the open. Yeah, it's gonna be the only open door on the entire premises
00:20:39Can't all be locked. Yes, they fucking can that's why doors have locks
00:20:43What are we gonna do man? I need to get back
00:20:47But that bitch looks like she's starting to turn our way yeah life is sorting itself out now you can let your hair grow back
00:21:03Yeah
00:21:09Sorry man, don't sweat it
00:21:13I'm dark morshes
00:21:16Okay
00:21:23We're about to set this roadkill on fire if you guys want to join
00:21:31All right, this is actually a place where you could go to get your car destroyed but now it's mine
00:21:39Hey turn that shit off and we're good. Oh, you guys should totally stay it's not like what you think
00:21:46And no one's confused here, bro
00:21:48Were you the one talking about the color gray?
00:21:51Yeah, I really resonated with me man. You seem really wise and honest and deep in it
00:21:59But you don't know just how much I care about you. I care about you
00:22:03I know your entire head is shaved like a God and I dig that journey
00:22:07Shouldn't you be lighting kids on fire some shit? Why the fuck could we do that? I don't know ask Satan
00:22:13This is fucking poser shit, man. I'm animals are already dead
00:22:16What really brought you to this door today friend?
00:22:22So I think it was pain
00:22:26I
00:22:28Think it was pain
00:22:31Pain that brought you both here. Yeah, we're just looking for some temporary storage is all I think I can allow that
00:22:36Wait, are any of y'all students at the college?
00:22:39And I graduated ten years ago
00:22:42Varsity lacrosse still in the ivory tower
00:22:48Hey, well, you know what thank you for being so chill you're welcome. We're gonna run and grab our stuff
00:22:53We'll be right back. Are you guys sure you want us to wait for you?
00:22:55No, no, no, you guys do your thing. We'll be one sec then in and out cuz we can wait. Okay, tell me the blowtorch
00:23:05Probably gonna smell weird
00:23:13I didn't know you'd conducted a study. What the fuck are we gonna do with these bikes?
00:23:17Well, I don't know. I was thinking how would you feel about holding them at the storage unit? That's where I live, man
00:23:21There's an extra 40 in it for you. No make it 50
00:23:28Dad
00:23:38Good morning
00:23:52Hey
00:23:55You doing all right?
00:23:58I had this crazy dream. Yeah, I
00:24:02was walking in this mansion like the one we broke into in Wellington, but
00:24:08with these
00:24:10Towering living rooms and libraries that never ended I
00:24:14Kept shouting and shouting and shouting and shouting and no one was there to listen. Where was I?
00:24:20I don't think you exist. Huh?
00:24:25What do you think it means
00:24:29It means no more bedtime stories for you
00:24:32Now listen, I need you to get up and get dressed Jose's outside
00:24:37Okay
00:24:40Are you trying to wait, please?
00:24:43Yeah
00:24:50Oh
00:25:01Shit I scare you
00:25:02No, I got this place. You know it man. I'm a primate, right? Yeah
00:25:08It's just been so long since the world see me the in my natural state, you know
00:25:12I mean, I'm not supposed to be all covered up with this. Look I said enough
00:25:16I've been listening to this shit all morning help with the bike. Well, I'm talking to your daughter's been a sec
00:25:21It's just like I wanted to show society that I'm hip to what I am. You know, I don't understand
00:25:28You're like beautiful, right? Don't fucking tell my daughter. She's beautiful. It's like if the world keeps telling me I'm ugly man
00:25:33Maybe I should fulfill the fucking prophecy show the world that I'll give a shit
00:25:37Like God is up there chucking prophecies like lawn darts and sex star 30 year olds
00:25:42Maybe is you don't fucking know. It's like if I'm be treated like I'm ugly
00:25:47I want to show the world that I know take control. It's a fucking cop-out. Fuck you talking about
00:25:53You're actually doing the reverse of what you're saying
00:25:56Rather than tolerate the world having a view of you. That's displeasing
00:26:00You're determining that view ahead of time so that the blame can go there
00:26:04Instead of people forming an objective opinion of what you actually are
00:26:12What do you think bet that I
00:26:14Think I want to go to McDonald's and poop and brush my teeth. Well, y'all try and score something to eat
00:26:18I can fuck up a couple eggnog muffins
00:26:21I'm trying to get my two hundred and fifty dollars
00:26:25Both these things can happen, you know, yeah, they can I just don't want them to only the you paying me part
00:26:32You know what
00:26:34Take it off. That's all you fucking care about. Look at us Jose. Of course. It's all I fucking care about
00:26:39Bro, you've been acting cold to be all fucking day
00:26:42I'm sorry. It's nothing personal. I just haven't slept since yesterday
00:26:47You know
00:26:48Maybe you should try hanging with those Satanists that guy really seemed to respond to what you're up to
00:26:53Fuck is that supposed to mean?
00:26:56He just seemed to appreciate you. Yeah. Well, I'd really rather die bro. Don't say that shit to me Satanist
00:27:02It just might be a way for you to make some new friends as all you don't want
00:27:05Maybe you should reflect on your own fucking situation how it makes you not give a shit about anyone else
00:27:12I
00:27:17Saw McDonald's could've got a tiny tie and said my mind changed you got a kiddo
00:27:32Avert your eyes or behold the device that brought you cuz I don't give a shit what you see
00:27:37I know I got half of me just half of you
00:27:50This is my favorite time of year what
00:27:54Students are all gone
00:27:57Back to their massive decadent homes and their fucked coastal cities
00:28:01Some stay despite their parents stage some hollow display of adulthood by not going home
00:28:09Obviously their exceptions but
00:28:13Mostly what we see is
00:28:16Fabrication
00:28:18What about us
00:28:23Or what we say we are
00:28:30School bins or both both school first
00:29:00Oh
00:29:30Oh
00:30:00Oh
00:30:30Oh
00:30:56Whoa dad
00:31:00What's down here
00:31:04Any guesses
00:31:07I'll follow a shelter for night
00:31:12Yeah, yeah
00:31:14How about we bring the bowl cutters?
00:31:16And have a hideout slash banquet type supper down here tonight. I love you risky. There's nobody around
00:31:23Besides you need a little adventure, okay?
00:31:28When I get some clothes
00:31:31Yeah
00:31:52See anything you like not yet
00:32:00I
00:32:09Don't know I've never seen you or anything feminine like that
00:32:20Holy shit
00:32:22Check this out
00:32:24It's worth like a hundred and fifty bucks and a charger. Can I have it?
00:32:28Knock yourself out
00:32:31You
00:32:41Got that key Joey you're gonna buy something this time. Yes, I am
00:32:51Done
00:33:01I
00:33:08Guess a couple of Gatorades. All right
00:33:12You think it's gonna taste like lemon, but it fucking never does
00:33:17Can I have a sip?
00:33:18Take mine. I wasn't gonna drink it. Anyway more about keeping my word
00:33:23spoken like a bitch
00:33:25Heard it was hot in the motherfucker over there
00:33:29It was fine
00:33:31At least you had school sending you juice boxes and shit. No one gave a fuck about us
00:33:38Sometime you almost wanted to get greased
00:33:42My father fought in World War two, you know, right I bet you like rage against machine
00:33:49We had credence
00:33:52Fucking love credence
00:33:55Can we get our change
00:33:59Sure
00:34:01I
00:34:23Don't you ever talk with him about stuff like that not because I don't want to
00:34:28But it's mine
00:34:30Not his not yours not anyone else's
00:34:37Jesus
00:34:42Sorry
00:35:00Let's go
00:35:30I
00:36:00Yeah
00:36:31I
00:36:46So you guys saw Satanist
00:36:49Kind of turned into a confrontation making argument more like Jose being bitter and a little wrathful
00:36:57Are they posers like you said?
00:37:00Hard to say maybe to him
00:37:03Satanism isn't so much the worship of the devil as it is the worship of not God
00:37:08Which makes for a pretty wide spectrum and there's really no use in saying one form is more valid than the others
00:37:16Unless of course you're doing evil things, but that's not what actual Satanism is about. What's it about?
00:37:23It's most positive form
00:37:26Expressing one's ego or individualism in a way that can still be ethical
00:37:31Rejecting the Judeo-christian notion of God and the Abrahamic religions as being hypocritical and oppressive
00:37:39An American Satanist would say look at all the mortifying shit that's been done out of shame alone in the form of God loving
00:37:46Maybe some beautiful things can happen if we love ourselves in the form of Satan loving
00:37:52So
00:37:56Yeah, if the Abrahamic religions which are what again
00:38:00Christianity Judaism Islam and why Islam cuz Ishmael is also one of the sons of Abraham
00:38:06So if the Abrahamic religions are about militating against our basest impulses
00:38:12Then Satanism can be about protecting and respecting one's impulses while still loving ourselves for what we can't control
00:38:20It's not definitively a sin to act on impulse that sort of thing
00:38:25Does that make sense?
00:38:30Yeah
00:38:40Is that what you believe
00:38:47All religions are just one religion in conversation with itself
00:38:52constant flux
00:38:54For what I couldn't tell you mostly our own destruction probably
00:39:00Allah Buddha Yahweh fucking Jupiter. What does it matter?
00:39:06But we're human so we kill each other over it and then say God created us in his own image. Go figure that one out
00:39:14Maybe change is all that's true
00:39:18Suddenly you don't recognize the person you are anymore and not in relation to God but yourself
00:39:24mostly for the worse
00:39:27What do I do when that happens
00:39:35I have no fucking idea. Let's go
00:39:40Hey my daughter forgot her key you guys mind letting us in. Yeah, I got you bro
00:39:47Your freshman. Yeah
00:39:50Hey, my daughter forgot her key you guys mind letting us in. Yeah, I got you bro
00:39:58Your freshman. Yeah
00:40:19Oh
00:40:36They will take me
00:40:49Oh
00:41:07You like it
00:41:09Think I do like it
00:41:12well
00:41:14Must be rough seeing your old man pull off a dress like this better than you could you're so fucking hairy
00:41:19You're fucking hairy. Yeah, but that makes me like a fucking outlaw girl. You know, I'm the king of the outlaws
00:41:24That's why I can pull off this cheap-ass Halloween dress. All right, give it here
00:41:28I
00:41:42Don't know Mickey Rourke
00:41:45Fucking that it's not important. Come on get dressed. I want to get out of here before the ogre gets back from dinner
00:41:58You open this shit up
00:42:08You're gonna get us fucking half over there
00:42:12What the filth is gone we can take the bikes back to mine now, yeah right now, bro
00:42:17I got a guy. He wants all six got a move in the morning. We were about to have dinner when I come
00:42:22Nah, I'm good. I don't go where I'm not wanted plus. I already had a couple uncrustables. What's that sick peanut butter and jelly pouch?
00:42:30I got a whole box and sing lonely news food, you know in the cold. Okay. All right enough. We'll be right out
00:42:45All right, I got it
00:42:47All right
00:42:50All right, you're good
00:42:53No, wait, what he's gonna leave me to unload this shit by myself. That's right
00:42:58Nah, bro. I saw you take that 250. You're fucking coming with you want $10 back. It's not about the money
00:43:03It's about what kind of man you are, bro
00:43:06Go with him dad
00:43:09Fine, but you drive me back to campus when we're done
00:43:12I'll meet you in the basement in about an hour and a half. Remember we got that Beowulf dinner
00:43:16Who's Beowulf medieval dragon slayer? I'll get the food
00:43:21You bring the bowl cutters. Got it. Love you, honey
00:43:43You know, you feel like my father sometimes, you know, God, please
00:43:48Like I look up to you, man
00:43:50Well, I'm not your father. I said like
00:43:54Like my father, even though I pay you shit
00:43:58That's why I hurts when you dismiss me
00:44:00Cuz I know we both got shit on each other and you can easily tip off the field
00:44:04But you know, I do that shit to you
00:44:06I know we both got shit on each other and you can easily tip off the field
00:44:09But you know, I do that shit to you
00:44:11You don't wanna lose your daughter
00:44:13You better tell me where this is headed right now or I bail on the next stop sign
00:44:17Just be a little bit nicer to me. Are you fucking threatening me?
00:44:22You think I'm a fucking idiot?
00:44:25I know your deal
00:44:28I do
00:44:31Fine, I'll be nicer
00:44:34I mean, seriously, man. Look, I didn't even recognize Beth Ann when I saw her
00:44:39She's growing up, dude. Where are you gonna be then?
00:44:43I'll be fine. Trust me
00:45:01Fuck
00:45:08Wanna run your ass over, do it again
00:45:10Do it again, motherfucker
00:45:13Fucking lowlifes
00:45:14You know Domino's won't even deliver here anymore?
00:45:17One day I'm gonna move out this bitch. I swear to God, I've been saving up
00:45:22I always gotta deal with this fucking guy. Always taking a shit in the back of my goddamn trailer
00:45:27Fuck it!
00:45:28This house doesn't load. It really doesn't. You know what I mean?
00:45:33Yeah
00:45:36Hey, you ever watch The Fripples?
00:45:38The what?
00:45:39The Fripples. It's like a show
00:45:42I don't own a fucking television, Jose
00:45:45Yo, hey, let's take a break for a sec. I want you to watch this with me
00:45:49Absolutely not
00:45:50Come on, please
00:45:51Please, watch it just a little bit with me
00:45:53No
00:45:54Come on, please
00:45:55Come on, I'll tell you what. You come, watch this with me and I'll drive you home right after
00:46:00I'll finish doing this shit right there
00:46:01Alright
00:46:02Yeah, that's what I'm saying
00:46:03Hey, you're gonna love this. Come on
00:46:05This is gonna help you understand what I've been going through
00:46:08Where I've been at the last little while
00:46:10Yeah, that's great
00:46:26Farmer, you're a farmer
00:46:29There's a red one and a pink one and a blue one
00:46:34Ah, he's gonna go really hard when Mercury's Resurrected
00:46:36That's all, this is totally acceptable
00:46:39Aloha
00:46:46You doing alright?
00:46:48I'm just waiting for my dad
00:46:50Yeah, I feel like we're all just in a constant state of waiting for our dads, you know?
00:46:54My dad's dead
00:46:57That sucks
00:46:59We just came down to the cove to see if it was open
00:47:02Fuck
00:47:03Looks like the administration fucking locked it again
00:47:06So we will leave you to your fatherly waiting
00:47:13Come on, you fucking dizzy goats
00:47:15Move
00:47:16I can open it
00:47:17What was that?
00:47:20Yeah!
00:47:22Yes! Hey, come back
00:47:24Let's do this
00:47:25Come on, come on, come on
00:47:26Thank you
00:47:28Props to the little girl
00:47:29Come on, come on
00:47:30Everybody in
00:47:31Let's light it up
00:47:33Hey, thanks again, uh, this was so major
00:47:36What's your fucking name again?
00:47:38Bethann
00:47:39That's a very American name
00:47:41Was that some shit someone made up or, uh, was that your grandma's name?
00:47:45I don't know
00:47:46Don't be scared
00:47:52I'm Dark Mortius
00:47:54I gave myself that name after I killed my parents
00:47:57Building a new name is part of getting older, you know?
00:47:59You killed your parents?
00:48:01Spiritually, I replaced them
00:48:03But they're still here in the physical world
00:48:05When did you replace them?
00:48:06Ten years ago
00:48:08I still have some of my shit at their place I need to pick up
00:48:11But I'll just be super sparing with my energy when I do it
00:48:13So they don't get any of this, you know?
00:48:16We're just gonna be hanging here, drinking beers, doing some fucking kratom
00:48:20Y'all wanna join?
00:48:22We got ketamine, too
00:48:23Does that entice you?
00:48:25Do you guys have Gatorade?
00:48:28Y'all got any Gatorade?
00:48:30You got a fucking white cloth?
00:48:34Sorry
00:48:35But you should still stay
00:48:37The guy-to-chick ratio is fucked
00:48:39I could send someone out for you
00:48:41We can get you some Gatorade
00:48:42No
00:48:44I'm just gonna wait for my dad upstairs
00:48:46You should stay
00:48:47I torched a raccoon this afternoon
00:48:49So vibes are right where they need to be
00:48:53But wait
00:48:54Who am I?
00:48:55What am I?
00:48:56Am I myself?
00:48:57Or a representation of myself?
00:49:00Am I me?
00:49:01What clothes I wear?
00:49:02The friends I have?
00:49:03The things I like?
00:49:05Am I me?
00:49:06Or a reflection of me?
00:49:07Of what's around me?
00:49:08What's real?
00:49:09And what's just what we imagine to be real?
00:49:11Or is nothing real?
00:49:13Does real me even exist?
00:49:14Or am I just this projection of what I want others to see?
00:49:16Alright, now check out what this fucking chick says right here
00:49:19Of course you exist, you silly faggot
00:49:22Who you want to be is you
00:49:24Every bit as much as who you are
00:49:26Fuck, right?
00:49:29Like that's like me and chicks and like
00:49:32People I wanted to be my friend
00:49:33Now they see me
00:49:34Like it's all linked up
00:49:35That's great, Jose
00:49:37Like we're all kids, right?
00:49:39We're not actually
00:49:42I'll be right back
00:49:44Wait, what?
00:49:45Fuck me
00:49:47These are all parts of what make up you and everyone
00:49:50And we all make up the fripply world
00:49:53So love the world
00:49:55Because whether you like it or not, Buster
00:49:57You're a part of it
00:49:59Can we go?
00:50:00Can I have something for you?
00:50:02Why?
00:50:03Well, I found something I wanted to give you
00:50:06I don't need anything, Jose
00:50:08Hell no, what the fuck?
00:50:10Joe, it's all this shit
00:50:12I don't want that, man
00:50:13Put it away
00:50:14It's from the 1800s, man
00:50:15It's basically a toy
00:50:17See?
00:50:18Come on, man, I can fucking see that shit is loaded
00:50:20No, no, no, no, no
00:50:21I dug this out of the ground, man
00:50:23It's fucking duds, all of them
00:50:24Look at this shit
00:50:25Look how rusty this is
00:50:26You know more about this shit than anyone I know
00:50:28Which is fucking why?
00:50:30How did you even find it?
00:50:31When my metal detector broke off the bike path last week
00:50:34Because someone probably used this shit to rob a train or something
00:50:36Take me back and leave that shit here
00:50:38All right, all right
00:50:39I'm sorry, man
00:50:41You dig it
00:50:42Come on, man, we watched your fucking video
00:50:44I want to get back and eat dinner
00:50:45It's a nice thing, like a hip antique or something
00:50:47It's fine
00:50:48Let's just go
00:50:49Whatever, it's like
00:50:51I'm so sensitive, you know
00:50:53No matter what I do, you just fucking find a way
00:50:56You know?
00:50:57I'm trying to please you, man
00:51:00You can't please you, man, you know?
00:51:07Jesus
00:51:09I told you, you stupid asshole
00:51:12You good?
00:51:29God damn it
00:51:38Fuck
00:51:43Hey
00:52:04All right
00:52:09All right
00:52:16Sorry to wake you, Miss America
00:52:18How long's it been?
00:52:21Hour and a half
00:52:22Hey
00:52:25Check it out
00:52:27I found him downstairs
00:52:29He was squeaking in one of those little sticky traps
00:52:32And when I finally cut him loose
00:52:35He gave himself a little heart attack right here on my hand
00:52:38Dead
00:52:40He's bloody
00:52:41I had to use my pocket knife to free him
00:52:45Me and the lads here are gonna ramble on to other digs
00:52:50We left one of ours in the basement passed out
00:52:55Being that you're here waiting for your dad
00:52:58Do you think that you could maybe check on her from time to time
00:53:01To make sure she's okay?
00:53:05Okay
00:53:08You're a sweet lass
00:53:17What?
00:53:18What are they saying?
00:53:19I just love the energy that you get at night when you make a life
00:53:35I love you
00:54:05Come on
00:54:31Where's Marcia?
00:54:33He said they were gonna ramble on to other digs
00:54:39They just fucking left
00:54:43He told me to wait with you because I was gonna be here anyway
00:54:46Waiting for my dad
00:54:49All right, you're the hot chick that broke us in
00:54:53I don't get those guys
00:54:56Just wake me up
00:54:58My bike got stolen earlier this week
00:55:01My life is so fucked right now
00:55:06Probably at Rowan's house
00:55:08Rowan doesn't have a brain
00:55:11He used to fuck but he reminded me of Grover from Sesame Street
00:55:14Which made me like constantly disassociate and think about my parents
00:55:17Who kind of suck so
00:55:20No more Rowan
00:55:24Sorry I'm so kind of fucked right now
00:55:26It's okay
00:55:30I love your outfit
00:55:31I would dress like that but all the shit my parents remind me is stupid
00:55:34And I feel stupid
00:55:35So
00:55:38I think you
00:55:39I what?
00:55:44Look beautiful
00:55:48Are you a fucking freshman?
00:55:50No I don't go to school I just live here
00:55:53In town?
00:55:55Sort of
00:55:57How old are you?
00:56:0020
00:56:02Whoa
00:56:04You look way younger
00:56:07You also look like several ages almost into this
00:56:11Beautiful woman shaped thing
00:56:15You're still waiting for your dad?
00:56:17He's on his way he should be here but he's on his way
00:56:20That's really wholesome
00:56:23Except the fact that he's meeting you in this weird dungeon
00:56:26Which is a little sketchy but whatever
00:56:28Marcia thinks we should ask to know where you're here
00:56:31I'm not gonna let that happen
00:56:41We like exploring places
00:56:44Like old buildings?
00:56:46One time we stole all this furniture from a children's hospital outside of Pittsburgh
00:56:53It caught on fire
00:56:55The hospital not the furniture so it was shut down and stuff so
00:57:00We didn't even need to break anything to get in
00:57:04You like live together?
00:57:06Yeah
00:57:08We got bookshelves and a hot plate
00:57:11Two cots
00:57:13These cool lava lamps we found
00:57:15Water cooler, speakers
00:57:16Where?
00:57:19I'm not really allowed to tell anyone
00:57:22Actually?
00:57:24Only one other guy knows but
00:57:27He doesn't have any friends so
00:57:30It's okay
00:57:33Is your dad like a fucking spy or something?
00:57:36He sells stuff
00:57:38Like what?
00:57:40Mainly things people have forgotten about and don't need anymore
00:57:44Sometimes don't realize they don't need anymore
00:57:47So you guys break in all over campus?
00:57:49Kind of
00:57:51Yeah
00:57:53Fuck
00:57:55Probably know this place better than I do
00:57:58I don't know about that
00:58:00Seriously what's the coolest place you've ever been on campus?
00:58:03Like somewhere I've never been
00:58:06Never would be allowed to go
00:58:11Do you want to see?
00:58:18You gotta be fucking kidding me
00:58:23What?
00:58:35Some faggot called the cops
00:58:38Did you shoot the incel?
00:58:40No
00:58:42Well some faggot back there called the cops
00:58:45Like they haven't been up in our asses all week with that doomsday fella
00:58:52You gonna shoot me too?
00:58:53I didn't
00:58:55He shot himself
00:58:57Curse he did
00:59:00See?
00:59:02That dude killed the incel
00:59:05He killed the incel
00:59:07He killed incel
00:59:09He killed incel
00:59:11He killed incel
00:59:13He killed incel
00:59:15He killed incel
00:59:18He killed incel
00:59:20He killed incel
00:59:22No fucking way.
00:59:39Mortius would fucking flip over this place.
00:59:42So did my friend Ultra.
00:59:44She'd make them turn into a community center or something, I'm gonna send it to her.
00:59:51This is Ultra.
00:59:54She's so down to earth.
00:59:55She's like lower than the earth.
00:59:58She's always posting about how the college hates poor people.
01:00:02What's your Instagram?
01:00:04I don't have a phone.
01:00:07Holy shit, this place.
01:00:10It's really beautiful.
01:00:11I would do the same thing, but my parents make me have one for safety.
01:00:17Guys are repulsive, even in a supposedly woke place like this.
01:00:20This is where I like to sit.
01:00:24A lot of little birdies get trapped in here.
01:00:27Who'd bet if someone tried to attack you, you'd fuck them up with your bowl cutters
01:00:34and your big ass arms?
01:00:36Maybe.
01:00:37You don't get how cool it is that you're cut off from all this.
01:00:40I feel like people who have phones, turn into their phones.
01:00:46Like sometimes I just feel like a big ass phone.
01:00:49I'm guessing your dad doesn't have one.
01:00:51He saw some bad things in the war, and he kind of cut us off from the material world.
01:00:56Like Afghanistan?
01:00:57Earlier than that.
01:00:58And where's your mom?
01:00:59She split before I could talk.
01:01:00We don't even have pictures of her.
01:01:01Do you remember her?
01:01:02Yeah.
01:01:03He doesn't stress you out that he can't be reached like in an emergency or something?
01:01:16No.
01:01:18Even on nights like tonight?
01:01:21I just wait.
01:01:22And what do you think about?
01:01:26Sometimes I pretend that when I blink, time gets a little faster.
01:01:32If only.
01:01:40It's my dad's.
01:01:43Waiting makes me feel like a piece of clothing.
01:01:49Like someone else decides when I put on an emotion.
01:01:54I hate feeling time go by.
01:01:57Maybe you should try religion.
01:02:00My dad says it's for people who don't have ego, which is good.
01:02:05Or a sense of self, which is not.
01:02:07Is your dad a professor?
01:02:11He studied religion, I think.
01:02:13Then why'd he go to war?
01:02:16To learn about people, he said.
01:02:20Who goes to war to learn about people?
01:02:23My dad, I guess.
01:02:27I don't think you have an ego.
01:02:30I don't even think you have a sense of self.
01:02:35So what do you do, other than worship your dad?
01:02:42I look at people like you passing by and I think,
01:02:46you're all going places I never will.
01:02:53And I hate you all for reasons I make up.
01:02:56Please don't feel shitty or lonely.
01:02:58I see you guys.
01:02:59I watch you when you get here.
01:03:01You meet each other, you get drunk, you have these lives like adults.
01:03:05You're way more adult than any of us.
01:03:07No, I'm fucking not.
01:03:24I'm sorry.
01:03:26I'll be okay.
01:03:35Oh my god.
01:03:37Was that?
01:03:38No.
01:03:39Please.
01:03:40Please.
01:03:41I like it.
01:03:57You're not 20, are you?
01:04:01How old are you?
01:04:04How old are you?
01:04:06I'm 16.
01:04:10Okay, I think it's time I go.
01:04:13You don't want to go back and meet my dad?
01:04:16Maybe some other time.
01:04:18Can I kiss you again?
01:04:21Please.
01:04:23I...
01:04:24Please.
01:04:27Sure.
01:04:34I really need to go.
01:04:46This is me.
01:04:48Okay.
01:04:52I hope your dad is waiting for you when you get back.
01:04:56I can't help but feel like I did something really fucked up.
01:05:02And I'm sorry.
01:05:05Can I come in with you?
01:05:08No.
01:05:10I'm sorry.
01:05:22I'm sorry.
01:05:25I was...
01:05:27I was...
01:05:29I was like...
01:05:31I was like...
01:05:33And it was like...
01:05:35I was like...
01:05:37I was like...
01:05:39And my dad had to move.
01:05:41And I was like...
01:05:43I'm gonna die.
01:05:45I'm gonna die.
01:05:48It was just something about like...
01:05:52Like slightly muddled white color of a toilet bowl.
01:05:54It was just like...
01:05:56I felt like it was like talking to me.
01:05:58I had this like weird like metaphysical like...
01:06:00Pre-conscious moment with the toilet bowl.
01:06:02It was insane.
01:06:04I just felt like horrifying but like kind of beautiful experience.
01:06:08Oh, my bad, bro.
01:06:10And it was just...
01:06:12I don't even...
01:06:14I tried to climb from the cellar.
01:06:20Got my hands all plugged full of splinters.
01:06:27When I looked at you.
01:06:31Felt a little bit like...
01:06:35None of it matters anymore.
01:06:39None of it matters anymore.
01:06:43No, it doesn't.
01:06:51All my words came to nothing.
01:06:56I woke up in the winter.
01:07:02Like a starving frog in a blizzard.
01:07:08My hands don't shake when I...
01:07:14I wake up in the winter.
01:07:19Like a starving frog in a blizzard.
01:07:24When I drag that razor back.
01:07:28Looking at you makes me falter.
01:07:32No, it doesn't.
01:07:40I think about turtles in the summer.
01:07:44Far, far straight from their eyes.
01:08:15I think about turtles in the summer.
01:08:34What up, little lady?
01:08:36Sorry for the frontal exposure.
01:08:38Mila lives in a substance-free hall, if you can believe that one.
01:08:41So usually everyone's asleep by 10 p.m.
01:08:45There's not anyone here right now anyway.
01:08:47What a fucking night though, right?
01:08:55You ever find your dad?
01:08:57Not yet.
01:08:59He'll turn up.
01:09:01You're too much of a little sweetheart.
01:09:03He probably loves you more than anything in the world.
01:09:07That's what we're all looking for, right?
01:09:09Everything else is a fucking lie.
01:09:11You gotta hold on to what's true, you know?
01:09:15I was just reading this thing about how the condoms they gave out in World War II
01:09:19were the best condoms ever made in the history of condoms.
01:09:23So I was gonna try one of my homemades on Mila, but she wouldn't go for it.
01:09:27She's too, uh, rich.
01:09:30Yeah. Hey, Mila!
01:09:32She forgot to give me her I.D.
01:09:35Mila!
01:09:37She fell asleep while I was in the bathroom.
01:09:40I'm going to half!
01:09:45It's all gonna fall off!
01:09:48Until I...
01:09:50do something to this door, I don't know.
01:09:53Mila!
01:09:55Mila, I'm out of your buck naked!
01:09:58Mila.
01:10:00You make me go all the way back to Kipton with my dick out,
01:10:03I'll get raped by rednecks.
01:10:05Mila! Are you fucking with me?
01:10:08I don't wanna waste rape on you.
01:10:12Hey. What?
01:10:14That, uh, bull coat she... she was waiting for you.
01:10:17That paint better be fucking water-based.
01:10:19Yeah!
01:10:22Hey!
01:10:42Hey!
01:10:44You're dead or out?
01:10:46Fuck off!
01:10:47Answer my question, honey.
01:10:49He's not. Now fuck off!
01:10:51Ease up. It's important.
01:10:53Tell your dad to come around to see me.
01:10:55No games.
01:10:56Well, I haven't fucking seen him, so you can tell him yourself, cunt.
01:11:03Hey, Mila.
01:11:05Hey, Mila.
01:11:07Hey, Mila.
01:11:10Fuck it.
01:11:14Holy shit.
01:11:16Lock the door.
01:11:20Things got really, really fucked up with Jose.
01:11:23I promise I'll explain everything.
01:11:25But right now we need to go.
01:11:27I've factored things.
01:11:29What's happening?
01:11:31What's wrong?
01:11:33I don't know.
01:11:35I don't know.
01:11:38What's wrong?
01:11:40Why do we have to go?
01:11:42I promise I'll explain everything, but we need to leave here right now.
01:11:44And then what?
01:11:46And then what? Beth Ann, we do not have time for this.
01:11:48Answer me.
01:11:50We keep going. Build a new home someplace better.
01:11:53America's a big place. We'll have options.
01:11:55I promise everything will be okay.
01:11:57Beth Ann, I know this is scary.
01:11:59But before you know it, we'll find someplace extraordinary.
01:12:02Let me show you something.
01:12:04Look at this.
01:12:07I'll be able to buy a van like we've talked about.
01:12:09I'll deck it out with blankets and two beds.
01:12:11I'll even throw a curtain down the middle so you can have your own space.
01:12:13We'll go wherever we want.
01:12:15Just the two of us.
01:12:17With no one to fuck with our world.
01:12:19What is happening?
01:12:21I feel like my head's been pulled off
01:12:23and I'm seeing everything all fucked and spun around.
01:12:27I don't know anything about people or anything.
01:12:29All I know is you.
01:12:31Is that such a bad thing?
01:12:33Haven't I done right by us?
01:12:36Which, trust me, is the way you want to be.
01:12:38I'm just a big, ugly, stupid fucking kid
01:12:40who scrounges and steals and lies.
01:12:42No one's gonna know me.
01:12:44I don't even think there's a single picture of me.
01:12:46This is the picture of you.
01:12:48No one's gonna remember me.
01:12:50Just you.
01:12:54What happens when you die?
01:12:56Beth Ann.
01:13:00Those people who don't notice you,
01:13:02they come and go and come and go
01:13:04and they grow old and forget about each other.
01:13:06Pictures?
01:13:08They forget about each other before they've even met
01:13:10because people don't matter to each other anymore.
01:13:12So they need pictures
01:13:14and phones to convince themselves
01:13:16they even exist.
01:13:18They're just vehicles for selfishness
01:13:20and loneliness.
01:13:22Things to be fucked and shit on
01:13:24and pitted against each other.
01:13:26Commodified things.
01:13:28But not us.
01:13:30Because I have you and you have me.
01:13:33Do you know isolation?
01:13:35I'm telling you, you don't.
01:13:37Not until you've gone out and tried to live
01:13:39in that merciless, fucked, capitalist matrix
01:13:41they've made.
01:13:43That world needs your loneliness
01:13:45because the worse it makes you feel
01:13:47the more you go out and buy their meaningless shit.
01:13:49You think we're poor and invisible
01:13:51and I say yes.
01:13:53And we've escaped the world's biggest fucking monster
01:13:55because of it.
01:13:57And I know because I've seen it.
01:13:59Stared into its fire-spitting mouth.
01:14:02But Bethanne
01:14:04we are right back under its nose
01:14:06and if you want to continue to escape it
01:14:08we need to leave here right now.
01:14:10Why?
01:14:12Jose is dead.
01:14:14And the police are gonna come here.
01:14:16And if they do, you will never see me again.
01:14:18That's a promise.
01:14:20Did you kill him?
01:14:22He shot himself. It was an accident.
01:14:24Is that his money?
01:14:26Yes. Did you want the fucking cops to take it?
01:14:28So you didn't do anything?
01:14:31Bethanne, I promise I will tell you everything
01:14:33but I am begging you
01:14:35we need to leave here right now.
01:14:49And you're sure it's the same guy, sir?
01:14:51Yeah. Come on and join us.
01:14:55Yeah. I haven't seen her in a week at least.
01:14:58That's how it happens sometimes.
01:15:00And I'll see one
01:15:02and not the other.
01:15:04Is she armed?
01:15:06I doubt it.
01:15:08See, it ain't locked.
01:15:10Like I said,
01:15:12she's in there.
01:15:14I thought he'd do.
01:15:16Little girl!
01:15:20I need you to remain calm.
01:15:22Take this.
01:15:24Hide it on yourself.
01:15:27Do as I fucking say.
01:15:29Now listen to me.
01:15:31There is no other way out, do you hear?
01:15:33If there were,
01:15:35I would take it.
01:15:37But there is no other way.
01:15:39I need you to move back and climb on the bed.
01:15:41Just fucking do it.
01:15:43Honey, just open the door
01:15:45and come on out.
01:15:47Nobody's gonna hurt you.
01:15:49Now when I run out of here
01:15:51you need to follow me
01:15:53and don't look back.
01:15:56It's okay to be scared.
01:15:58Just plug your ears.
01:16:04We're coming out.
01:16:06Fuck, that's him.
01:16:08Weapons out.
01:16:10I need you to surrender yourself.
01:16:12Right away.
01:16:16Get back!
01:16:18Grenade!
01:16:20Get down!
01:16:23Call an ambulance!
01:16:25Call for backup!
01:16:273972, radio, officer down.
01:16:29Okay, let's go.
01:16:41Stay down!
01:16:43Stay down!
01:16:49Don't move!
01:16:52Stop!
01:17:23Don't move!
01:17:25Stay down!
01:17:27Stay down!
01:17:29Bethann, this is federal agent Sam Wallace.
01:17:54I flew in this afternoon from Virginia just to talk to you.
01:18:06The man you call your father is headed to a holding facility in Illinois.
01:18:11Were you aware he was keeping explosives in the storage unit?
01:18:14No.
01:18:18I believe you. It's what he said too.
01:18:25It's a miracle he's still breathing.
01:18:28He'll either recover there in the hospital or he won't.
01:18:31I want to see him.
01:18:33This is a lot of money.
01:18:36How did the two of you come to possess it?
01:18:39I said I want to see him.
01:18:41You're not going to see that man again anytime soon.
01:18:44Then I don't answer any of your questions.
01:18:55I've been trying to find you two for a long time.
01:19:01Especially you.
01:19:04I promise I'm only here to help.
01:19:19Do you recognize those people?
01:19:22Do you recognize those people?
01:19:25No.
01:19:26Not at all?
01:19:28I said I don't recognize them.
01:19:32Those are your grandparents.
01:19:35They assumed guardianship.
01:19:37My dad's parents?
01:19:38Your mom's. It's all right here.
01:19:53This is a picture of your biological parents.
01:19:58The man you've been living with is not your father.
01:20:03To be frank, we thought you were dead.
01:20:05Technically speaking, this case has been inactive for 12 years.
01:20:11Both your grandparents have also since passed.
01:20:14Trust me, they'd be here.
01:20:16They left you something of an inheritance.
01:20:18Not much, but something.
01:20:23Hey.
01:20:26To find you in Ohio, four places.
01:20:37That little girl went missing 14 years ago.
01:20:44That's you.
01:20:47Your real name is Lily.
01:20:58But what about my dad?
01:21:04Your parents died in...
01:21:06My real dad.
01:21:08I'm trying to tell you.
01:21:10The man who raised me.
01:21:14We had descriptions at the time you were taken,
01:21:17but no one's ever been able to find anything legally conclusive.
01:21:22That said...
01:21:27That's Joshua Cherkis.
01:21:30He was dishonorably discharged for desertion in 1991
01:21:34following two suicides in his unit.
01:21:37One missing.
01:21:39Completely off the grid a couple years later.
01:21:42Became a ghost.
01:21:45If you ask me, he should be made a ghost right now
01:21:48for what he did to you, but never mind that.
01:21:55So that's it?
01:22:00I can understand how this is.
01:22:05Do you mind if I ask you a question?
01:22:08Do you mind if I step outside for a second?
01:22:13After all you've been through, you go right ahead.
01:22:19Like the fella says, we've got all the time in the world.
01:22:38I'm sorry.
01:23:08Come on.
01:23:38Come on.
01:24:08Come on.
01:24:10Come on.
01:24:36You all right?
01:24:38Yes.
01:25:09You all right?
01:25:11Yes.
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