Ano ang pinakamabigat na dinanas si Elizabeth Oropesa? | SiS (Stream Together)
Paano kaya nalagpasan nina Miguel Vera, Evangeline Pascual, Chad Borja, at Elizabeth Oropesa ang mga pagsubok na dumaan sa kanilang mga buhay?
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00:00We walk hand in hand, we dream together. We giggle and laugh like kids forever.
00:12We're two different people, but we're having fun. We talk about anything under the sun.
00:19We are sisters, we are friends. We've got magic that never ends.
00:27I got you sis, you got me. The best of friends we'll always, always be.
00:38We always have fun, being together. You know me the best, we're friends forever.
00:46Through good times and bad, I'm here for you sis, right by your side.
00:52Hit or miss, we are sisters, we are friends. We've got magic that never ends.
01:01I got you sis, you got me. The best of friends, the best of friends.
01:09The best of friends we'll always, always be. We are sisters, we are sisters.
01:17Good morning mga sis. Maraming pagsubok ang dumarating sa ating buhay.
01:24Araw-araw meron dumadaan kaya show yung pagbabudget lang ng pagkain o kung ano man namang may sirang ilang
01:31o pagkakaroon ng malalaking problema katulad ng pagkakaroon ng sakit,
01:35ng problema sa asawa, ng mga asidente, na hindi maiwasan.
01:41Ano ninyo, actually, ang problema ay bahagi talaga ng buhay ng tao.
01:45Kasi yun po ang nagpapatibay sa atin, nagpapatatag sa atin.
01:48Doon natin manalaman kung ano ba talaga ang karakter natin.
01:52Kung matapang ba tayo o mababaliw tayo at kung kaya ba nating malampasan ang mga pagsubok na yun.
01:58Tulad na lang ng mga mga makakasama natin today, mga survivors ang tawag natin sa kanila.
02:03Eto, kilalarin natin kung sino-sino sila.
02:06Survivor No. 1, Miguel Vera.
02:09Singer at stage actor at survivor ng isang broken relationship.
02:14Survivor No. 2, Evangeline Pascual.
02:17Single mama at may tatlong anak na sinuportahan,
02:19na overcome niyang depression sa nina maagang pagamatay ng kanyang asawa.
02:23Survivor No. 3, Chad Borja.
02:27Muli na siyang kumakanta matapos ang dalawang taon na pakikipaglaban sa cancer.
02:32At ang Survivor No. 4, Elizabeth Oropesa.
02:36Survivor siya ng ilang failed marriages, death of a husband at isang vehicular accident.
02:43Mga survivor po sa iba't-ibang pagsubok sa buhay ang makakasama natin ngayon
02:47upang pag-usapan ng kanilang second chance in life, in love, at sa kanila.
02:52Mga kwentong base sa sariling karanasan, mga aral, na matutunan natin lahat sa kanila.
02:58Isang oras po natin yan pag-uusapan dito lang sa SIS.
03:02Welcome back to SIS.
03:04Kasama namin today ay si actor, singer, stage actor Miguel Vera.
03:10Good morning.
03:11At kasama rin namin, syempre, beauty queen turned actress, na palagi natin napapalagyan, Evangeline Pascual.
03:17Magandang umaga po.
03:19Of course, singer and TV host, Chad Borja.
03:23Good morning.
03:24And of course, the multi-awarded La Oro, Elizabeth Oropesa.
03:29Magandang umaga po siya.
03:31Parehong pormail natin sa kanila.
03:33Okay.
03:34Papa na yan.
03:35Okay.
03:36Si Tita Oro, ano yan eh?
03:37Survivor yan, both sa love at saka sa life, diba?
03:40Ano na mas naging mabigat sa'yo?
03:44Life.
03:45Life.
03:46Life.
03:47Talaga?
03:48More than life?
03:49Why?
03:50Siguro kasi, after you...
03:53Love, madali yan.
03:54Madali kasi magpalit kung gusto mo.
03:57Life, parang hirap dun sa life.
04:01Nanay ka, tatay ka, ikaw ang head of the family.
04:05Especially kung ikaw ang breadwinner, you know.
04:08Yun ang mga dahilan.
04:10Mataas si kasukin.
04:11Yes.
04:12Ang hirap.
04:13Actually, parang ganun.
04:14Parang lumalabas.
04:15Parang lalaki din.
04:16Parang, diba?
04:17One woman show.
04:18Hindi gin ganun.
04:19Eh, para si Chad.
04:20Si Chad, di ba naman yung kanyang na-survive?
04:23How does...
04:24Yun ang, ano, mahirap.
04:26Ito, hirap.
04:27Lalo na ng malapit.
04:28Yun yung sinasabi mo, Tito Oro, ng life.
04:30Kasi isa lang buhay mo, e.
04:31Oo nga.
04:32Pwede pali.
04:33Kung na-diagnose ka with your sakit, anong naandaman mo?
04:37Initial reaction was, syempre, malungkot.
04:41Tapos, depressed.
04:44Tapos, parang nawalan ako ng pag-asa.
04:48Parang ganun.
04:49Parang akala ko, tapos na yung buhay.
04:52Parang ganun.
04:53Kung sinabihan ka ba ng doktor, o Chad, ito,
04:55hindi ka kakaagad ng timing, may ganun?
04:57Wala naman.
04:58Kasi yung cancer na mayroon ako,
05:01kasi doon ko nga nalaman na
05:03ang thyroid cancer is the, parang, friendliest cancer sa lahat na cancer.
05:10Okay, buto na lang ako.
05:11Oo nga, o.
05:12Kaya, wala.
05:13Friendly, pero cancer pa rin siya.
05:14Oo, alam ko.
05:15Ang mahirap lang doon yung process.
05:19Like, pag nung na-operahan ako,
05:21tapos tuloy-tuloy yung gamot mo for life na yun.
05:24Hanggang ngayon, you still take medicine?
05:26Mm-hmm.
05:27Three times, no, four times a day, yung calcium.
05:30Tapos, yung pag nakalimutan mo, yung ang mahirap doon,
05:33yung sumasakit yung buong katawan mo.
05:35Kaya, maganda rin eh.
05:37Kasi maganda ang nangyari sa'kin dahil
05:39Naging conscious ka?
05:40Naging conscious ako.
05:41In fact, I feel better.
05:43I feel younger.
05:45Uy!
05:46You look better.
05:47You look younger.
05:48Saan ko na nga ba eh?
05:50Napakaswerte ko pa rin pala.
05:51O, kita mo.
05:52You have to count your blessings all the time.
05:53Exactly, exactly.
05:56Yes, my sis.
05:57How did you...
05:58Paano, paano nangyari yung ano,
06:00namatay yung husband mo?
06:01And paano mo siya nasurvive?
06:03Actually, madaling pag-usapan ngayon, ano.
06:06Pero at that moment, talagang namatay siya,
06:08para bang yung the pain was...
06:10I was wrapped with pain.
06:12Now that we're talking about it,
06:13yung pagkatao ko tsaka yung pain,
06:15napaghihwalay ko na.
06:17Because at that moment,
06:18kung kasulukuyan siya talagang, you know,
06:20nasa verge ng kamatayan,
06:21at namatay na,
06:22at konting panahon pa,
06:24hindi ko alam ang feeling ko.
06:25Ngayon, I can describe it as parang,
06:27I was numb.
06:29I was, like, speechless.
06:31I didn't know what to say, what to do.
06:33But I only felt it.
06:35Yung doingness, hindi ko alam.
06:37Yung beingness, alam ko.
06:39And people around me
06:41knew I was suffering inside,
06:43but they did not see any manifestation,
06:46physically violent manifestation,
06:48na I was suffering,
06:49na meron akong rebellious character or traits.
06:52Walang ganun.
06:53Hindi mo ma-express.
06:54Hindi mo talaga ma-express,
06:55kasi anybody who's suffering at the moment
06:57will never be able to explain
06:59the meaning of pain and suffering.
07:01Only pag nahihwalay mo na.
07:03Tsaka mo lang maririr.
07:04Ito yun.
07:05Ito yun.
07:06Yung sinasabi nila, diba,
07:07you really have to go through the process.
07:09May anger, may denial.
07:12I guess after a while, yung acceptance.
07:15Masurrender mo doon.
07:17Yung sabi nga ni Chad kanina,
07:19naging kaibigan niya yung cancer.
07:21Naging kaibigan ko yung katotohanan,
07:22ang buhay may katapusan.
07:24Kinaibigan ko yun.
07:25Tinutoo ko yun.
07:26So, minahal ko, tinanggap ko.
07:28And I started celebrating life after that.
07:31Which, well, masaya.
07:33Masaya na rin.
07:34Masaya na rin.
07:35Masaya after, diba?
07:36Eh, si Miguel.
07:37Ano ba?
07:38Ang survivor natin.
07:40Ano ba na-survive ko?
07:41Ano ba na-survive natin?
07:45Actually, na-survive ko yun
07:46nung pumasok ako sa isang relasyon.
07:48Akala ko na yun na.
07:51And then, nasira.
07:53Kumalat sa buong Pilipinas.
07:55Nagulo yung buhay ko.
07:56Ay naku, alam ko yun.
07:58Actually, alam ko.
07:59I love you!
08:02So, na-survive mo yung marital problems,
08:04and life.
08:06Tapos, parang nalampasan ko natin yung,
08:08kasi nung nangyari incidente na yun,
08:10yung pag naglalakad ka sa taan,
08:12lahat ng taong iba yung tingin sa akin.
08:14Kasi yung nababasa nila sa gyaru,
08:17So, na-survive mo na yun?
08:18Oo, nalampasan ko.
08:19Paano mo naman gineal yung,
08:21well, mamaya natin itatakot na kung paano mo ginawa
08:23at pinagka-anohan yun.
08:24Ka tita Elizabeth,
08:26ano yung instance na
08:28na-threat ang life mo?
08:29With an accident or something?
08:31Yes, I still have those scars.
08:33Ito, ito po, ayan.
08:35Ayan, hindi ko siya pinagalaw.
08:37Tanong nyo kung bakit?
08:38Bakit nga naman hindi?
08:39Pito kami, ako lang nabuhay.
08:41Lahat sila namatay.
08:42Ano yung aksidente na yun?
08:43Pwede pa kwento.
08:44It was a car accident.
08:45I was just starting then.
08:46Nag-artista ako noon.
08:48Nakisakay ako.
08:49I came from Batangas.
08:51Yung anim,
08:53na yun,
08:54yung isa lang ang gising.
08:56And the girlfriend.
08:57Ito yung driver,
08:58ito yung girlfriend niya,
08:59ito ako.
09:00Tapos, yung apat na sa likod.
09:02Di tulog rin ako.
09:04Narinig ko na lang,
09:06gumising ako,
09:07nakasabit yung ano ko,
09:08ganyan.
09:09Oo.
09:10Tapos narinig ko,
09:11gloog-gloog-gloog.
09:12Sabi ko, ano kaya yun?
09:13Yung pala yung,
09:14ito,
09:15naputol kasi yung dila ko,
09:16kung pwede na lang natira.
09:17Yung dugo pala yun.
09:18Ay, Diyos ko.
09:19Tapos paglingon ko ganyan,
09:20nakikita ko doon sa corner ng eyes ko,
09:22Diyos ko,
09:23parang melon.
09:25Yung walang masyadong dugo,
09:26ganun pala yung pagka yung...
09:27Ang pamit, ano?
09:28Melon.
09:30I would never look at another gising.
09:32Sabi ko, nanay ko,
09:33ang ganda-ganda ko.
09:34Huwag niyo naman mula ako.
09:35Ay, napaka-bata ko.
09:36Simabi ko talaga yan.
09:37Ayoko mamatay.
09:38Simabi ko talaga yan.
09:39Ayoko mamatay.
09:41Ang dami nagsasabi mo pala.
09:44Pinilit ko talaga,
09:45hinunggot kong ganyan,
09:46kasi noong panahon na yun,
09:47hindi pa uso yung nagkakrambol.
09:48Excuse me, tita.
09:49Saan nakasabi din dito mo?
09:51Yung windshield.
09:52Ah, okay.
09:53Hindi pa uso nun yung nagkakrambol,
09:55hindi pa susyal ang mga salamin mo.
09:56Correct.
09:57Dati talaga,
09:58basag din talaga,
09:59paghunggot kong ganyan.
10:02Sabi ko,
10:03hindi pa po ako ready.
10:05Wala na akong malay tao.
10:06Three days later,
10:07saka ako nagising.
10:09Buhay ako at least.
10:10Pero lahat ng katabi mo?
10:12Patay sila.
10:13Hindi nilang sinasabi for a month.
10:14But I had a feeling.
10:16I had a feeling.
10:17Tapos noong malaman ko,
10:18sabi ko,
10:19gusto nilang ipa-plastic surgery.
10:21Ayoko,
10:22parang nakakahiyan na nga,
10:23nabuhay na nga ako.
10:24Tapos lahat sila nang matay,
10:26papakialaman ko pa.
10:27Sabi ko,
10:28siguro pag 55 na ako,
10:29magpapa-facelift na lang ako.
10:31Matagal pa yan.
10:32Matagal.
10:33Matagal.
10:34Matagal pa.
10:3520 years.
10:37Alright.
10:38Ibangay natin ang tapos.
10:41Paano nila na-survive
10:42ang kanilang pagsubok?
10:43Malalaman natin yan
10:44sa pagbabalik ng sis.
10:47Natutunan ko sa buhay ko,
10:48well, marami.
10:49Pero basically is,
10:52kailangan maghirap ka muna
10:53bago mo
10:56maranasan yung ginhawa.
10:59Yung walang kamatayang motto ko,
11:01try and try until you succeed.
11:03At syempre,
11:04pag malinis ang intention sa kapwa mo,
11:09maganda ang magiging karma.
11:11Syempre, mga pagsubok,
11:12dumarating yan sa buhay ng tao.
11:14Mga dagong sa buhay,
11:16kaya sa nangyari yun sa akin.
11:18Itong recent
11:24nangyari sa akin with the police,
11:26saka nang namatay yung mga magulang ko.
11:35Lalong na-aksidente kami,
11:371987, dumusot kami sa ilalim yung truck.
11:40Ito, lahat ng ito,
11:44makakadagdag ng
11:47kaalaman.
11:49Dahil sa mga pagsubok na ito,
11:51lalong napalapit ako
11:55sa asawa ko,
11:56sa pamilya ko,
11:59napalapit ako sa Diyos.
12:00Syempre, marami akong matunang
12:03maging stronger person ka.
12:06Saka talagang,
12:10kung magkaroon man ulit ng problema o pagsubok,
12:13mas kakayanin mo nang i-handle.
12:15At the same time,
12:17may mga experience ka na
12:19may matutunan kayo from that.
12:21Hindi mo nagagawin ulit,
12:23iwasan mo na.
12:25Kung hindi mo may iwasan,
12:26at least,
12:27mas kayang-kayang manandangin.
12:30Huli po nagbabalik ang CISP.
12:32The process of survival naman po
12:33ang pag-uusapan natin.
12:35Kasi diba,
12:36kung mahirap yung test,
12:37sinasabi nga nila yan eh.
12:38Alim ba talaga ang mas mahirap?
12:41Going through the actual trial
12:43o yung pagkatapos?
12:46Mahirap yan, diba?
12:47Sino?
12:49Did you get strength from anybody?
12:52Wala, parang sa inner,
12:53wala lang.
12:54Kinaya ko eh.
12:55Ako, ang nangyari siguro sa akin,
12:57nung namatay ang husband ko,
12:59parang sa isip ko,
13:00how dare you die on me,
13:01leaving me three children?
13:03Anger muna.
13:05Questioning.
13:06Siguro anger yan ngayon, ano?
13:08Pero questioning,
13:09bakit mo kainiwan?
13:11Nag-away yung dalawang pinakamalakas
13:12na bahagi ng sarili ko,
13:14the two greatest parts of me,
13:15inside, in silence, ha?
13:17The beauty queen in me
13:18and the mother in me.
13:19Nagbakbaka niyan.
13:21I'm not supposed to be
13:22doing this alone
13:23because I'm a beauty queen.
13:24Somebody has to spend for me.
13:25Somebody has to.
13:26Ganyan, ano?
13:27But when I see my children.
13:28The poised side.
13:29Oo, oo.
13:30The poised side.
13:31Beauty queen talaga.
13:32E, ganun eh,
13:33yun ang nakamulatang ko.
13:34I was young,
13:35I was a teenager
13:36when I became one.
13:37Yun ang naging buhay ko.
13:38I was a pampered wife
13:39with three beautiful children
13:41who would study abroad,
13:42visit them there.
13:43Alam mo, wala akong ginawa,
13:44kundi mag-tutor,
13:45maging member ng PTA.
13:46And then the mother in me.
13:48But I saw my children like,
13:50oh my gosh, sabi ko,
13:51ano to?
13:52Ibang nag-away yung dalawang yan.
13:53And then,
13:54bati na sila.
13:55The beauty queen
13:56and the mother in me.
13:57Bati sila finally.
13:58Medyo okay naman na sila ngayon.
13:59Oo, bati.
14:00Friends na sila ngayon.
14:01Oo, oo.
14:02Because of my children also.
14:03But what I did was that,
14:04yung mga anak ko,
14:05pinatulog ko sa kwarto ko.
14:06Doon sa lapag,
14:07sa paligid ko.
14:08Para nai-inhale
14:09kayong mga
14:10yang hininga,
14:11yang hangin.
14:12I see them,
14:13I look at them.
14:14Buhay ba?
14:15Tatlo ba?
14:16I did not ask it
14:17from them directly,
14:18but I wanted it.
14:19Parang alam ko
14:20kanung gusto ko.
14:21But I made it a point,
14:22they eat the same food,
14:23they went to the same school.
14:24Parang ganon.
14:25Hindi ko alam
14:26kung yun yung beauty queen sa akin
14:27o nanay sa akin
14:28o the pride ko,
14:29whatever it is,
14:30but it worked.
14:31Ayun, yun ang aking focus.
14:32My children give me the strength.
14:33Your children give you
14:34your strength.
14:35Ikaw, Chad?
14:38Family.
14:40Family.
14:41Tapos,
14:47ang tanong ba
14:48sino yung nagbigay?
14:49Sino yung nagbigay
14:50sa inyo?
14:52Yung unu-una,
14:54kasi nga,
14:55malaking family kami.
14:57So, sila talaga yung
15:01I strived hard
15:03na mabuhay ako.
15:06Sabi ko,
15:07inisip ko nung nalama ko
15:08na may cancer ako.
15:09Sabi ko,
15:10sa sarili ko,
15:11dapat kakayanin ko ito,
15:12kahit mahirap.
15:13Pero yun nga,
15:16yung sinasabi ko kanina,
15:17yung process,
15:18grabe.
15:20Yung mismo,
15:21nung inuperahan ako,
15:22wala naman.
15:23Wala ka namang maramdaman
15:24kasi naka-general anesthesia.
15:26Ang mahirap nun,
15:27yung after,
15:28yung recovery,
15:29yung depression.
15:30Yung depression ko was
15:32one year
15:33na talagang
15:34pag-isi mo.
15:36Yung doubts ko
15:39kung nandyan pa yung
15:41kumalat.
15:42Kasi,
15:44bago malaman
15:45kung kumalat yung cancer ko,
15:46umabot pa ng
15:47seven months.
15:49So yung seven months na yun,
15:50talagang umiikip yun.
15:52Ano kaya umalat,
15:53kaya talaga.
15:56Nagpasalamat din ako
15:57kasi yung seven months na yun,
15:58ginamit kong
15:59parang dasal,
16:01tapos naging strength.
16:02Yung after nun,
16:05parang initiation sa'yo.
16:07Pag tapos nun,
16:09lahat na daan ako,
16:10umiyak ako ng one hour
16:11and thirty minutes na straight.
16:12Kasi nung una,
16:13denial niya.
16:14Denial parang,
16:15ah wala yan,
16:16may gas kasi,
16:17lalaki, ganyan.
16:18Tapos nung sabi ko,
16:19nung na-realize ko
16:20na talagang,
16:21wala eh,
16:22meron talaga eh.
16:23Talagang meron akong sakit.
16:24So tinanggap ko yun,
16:26tapos umiyak ako ng
16:27one hour and thirty minutes.
16:28Ang after nun,
16:29nung na-release lahat,
16:30parang, ha,
16:31magaan.
16:32Parang kahit ano mangyari,
16:33okay na eh.
16:34Parang gano'n.
16:35So,
16:36Ay na,
16:37wala pala,
16:38iiyak talaga,
16:39sakit.
16:40Pag masakit,
16:41express.
16:42Pag galit,
16:43express.
16:44Eh ikaw, Miguel,
16:45mag-express ka dyan.
16:46Ah,
16:47naging strength ko nun,
16:49wala, wala,
16:50uminom ako madaming vitamins.
16:51Nakabitamines?
16:52Hindi.
16:53Nakabitamines?
16:54Hindi.
16:55Kasi mga anak ko,
16:56mga anak ko.
16:57Ah,
16:58sumadik pa lang.
16:59Every time nung mga,
17:00na medyo nade-depress ako,
17:02ah,
17:04palagi kumuwi ng bahay palagi.
17:05Tapos,
17:06hinahanap ko yung mga anak ko.
17:07Para kasi,
17:08inisip ko palagi,
17:09pag nasira yung buhay ko,
17:11kasi karamihan ng mga artista,
17:12diba,
17:13pag medyo na-depress,
17:14na medyo nawala ng trabaho,
17:16puntahan sa drugs,
17:17kung saan-saan nagpupunta.
17:19Ino,
17:20hindi naman karamihan.
17:21Karamihan.
17:22Hindi totoo yung
17:23bangit ng artista.
17:24Hati,
17:25kalahati,
17:26kalahati.
17:27Yes,
17:28before,
17:29siguro tayo lang
17:30ang nababalita sa grupo natin,
17:31pero outside the showbiz world,
17:32mas marami.
17:33Mas marami.
17:34So,
17:35pamilya mo,
17:36tinoon.
17:37O,
17:38pamilya,
17:39pamilya.
17:40So,
17:41sabi ko,
17:42pag nasira buhay ko,
17:44laro lang everyday ng tennis,
17:45para makalimutan lahat ng nangyari.
17:47Trabaho rin,
17:48trabaho ng trabaho,
17:49kahit hindi masyadong malaki yung kita.
17:51Balik ako sa teatro,
17:53at least,
17:54kahit hindi masyadong malaki yung income,
17:55nakahasa ulit yung skills
17:57na naiwanan ko before.
17:58Kasi nung pumasok ako sa showbiz,
18:00nakanta lang konti,
18:01kita ng malaki.
18:02Pero yung skills ko,
18:04kinakalawang.
18:05Sabi ko,
18:06balik ako sa dati.
18:08Kailangan na i-divert yung attention talaga.
18:10Da-divert mo para hindi masyado.
18:13Lalo kong iisipin,
18:14mas lalo kang,
18:16nandun lang yung mundo mo.
18:17Lalo kang may angst.
18:19Re-focusing yung ating energy,
18:22re-focusing yung attention natin.
18:24Ano ba talaga ang gusto ko sa buhay ko?
18:26Ang umiyak ako pang habang buhay?
18:28Or,
18:29make a decision?
18:30Exactly.
18:32Was there a time na parang,
18:33nawalan ka ng pag-asa?
18:35Ako yung,
18:36ayoko na.
18:38Hindi, ala,
18:39hindi ako ganyan eh.
18:40Diba sabi ninyo,
18:41kung yung during or yung after?
18:43Nahirapan ako nung after.
18:44Yung during ko kasi,
18:45katulad nung mabiuda ako at the age of 21,
18:48right after his death,
18:49ang inisipin.
18:5021?
18:51Oo, nabiuda ako kaagad eh.
18:53Ang aga?
18:54Sabi ko.
18:56Naku, buti na lang,
18:57bata pa ako.
18:58Palagi ganyan,
18:59ganyan.
19:00Kasi kung maganda,
19:01maganda ako.
19:04So yung during,
19:05kanina buti na lang maganda,
19:06ngayon bata.
19:08Buti na lang,
19:09mas mahirap kung medyo wrangler ka na,
19:11hindi ba?
19:13Tapos, pagkatapos na naman nun,
19:14ang problema ko,
19:15pera.
19:16Direct to the point naman ako sa Diyos.
19:18Sabi, Lord,
19:19pahingi naman pera.
19:20Ang hirap kung walang pera.
19:22Lalo na may anak ka.
19:23Tapos after that,
19:24when I got separated with Mengfei,
19:26the same thing.
19:28Sus, buti na lang,
19:29marami pa akong offers pag-uwi ko.
19:31Dahil kung wala.
19:32Naku, pero start ako from zero.
19:34Kaya yung during,
19:35okay lang yun eh.
19:36Kasi pwede pa ako mag-deny muna,
19:38ako iyak.
19:39Kailangan ko kasing malakas.
19:40Pero yung after that,
19:42yung nang mahirap,
19:44yung nag-uumpisa ka uli,
19:46na nalulungkot ka sa gabi,
19:48na Pasko,
19:49nasanay kang meron kang kajoin,
19:51yung mga salai, diba?
19:53Araw, araw.
19:55Ayan, try na lang, try na lang.
19:57Faith, faith.
19:59Redirect.
20:00Redirect your attention.
20:02Yes, correct.
20:04Ang mga natutunan sa mga pagsubok na dinanas nila,
20:07araw pag-uusapan natin sa pagpawarik ng sis.
20:10Of course, in here,
20:11syempre ano yan eh,
20:13life altering lahat ng mga nangyari sa inyo.
20:17Looking back,
20:18anong mga hindi nyo ginagawa before the trial,
20:20na after,
20:21wala kayong choice?
20:23Diba parang,
20:24kailangan,
20:25kailangan mo gawin.
20:26Nung araw,
20:27medyo agresiba ako.
20:30Barabarang magsalita.
20:32Ayan.
20:33Hindi ako cautious because,
20:35I was the one I was then.
20:37Later on when I experienced death,
20:39which was like,
20:41heartbreaking,
20:42tearing up the whole of me,
20:43na naging winasak ako ganyan,
20:45I felt the pain.
20:47And I decided,
20:48not to allow other people to experience that pain also for me,
20:52by being kinder.
20:54So you became sensitive?
20:56Mas selfless siguro ng konti.
20:59Gusto kong bumbait,
21:01pero kahirap naman gawin,
21:02pero ginagawa pa rin.
21:04Siyempre may hirap talaga yan,
21:06pero kailangan.
21:08Gusto kong bumait,
21:09pero hindi kong magawa,
21:10pero ginagawa ko pa rin.
21:12Kailangan.
21:14That was my learning thing.
21:16Si Chad, ayan.
21:20Ganoon din yung sakin,
21:24yung mga activities ko rate,
21:26nung nasa band pa ako,
21:28gabi-gabi,
21:30kahit sino,
21:31siguro,
21:32sinosang gabi,
21:33tatlong cheeks.
21:35Ay, totoo pala,
21:36na cheek boy ka.
21:37Dati yun.
21:38Tapos,
21:39nung after ako magkasakit,
21:41pag kumakanta ako,
21:43Umahamin ka din!
21:45Umahamin kayo lahat.
21:51Siguro mga 80 years yun,
21:54kasi ibang bansa,
21:55Singapore,
21:56Malaysia,
21:57ganyan.
21:58Ang ginagawa namin,
21:59pagiging senior ko,
22:01pag naliligaw ko,
22:02mabilis lang kaagad.
22:04Ngayon,
22:05pag kumakanta ako,
22:06halos hindi na ako makatingin
22:08sa babae.
22:09Kasi takot na eh.
22:10Suwerte ni misis!
22:11Parang, parang,
22:12diba parang,
22:15parang ano na eh,
22:17siguro,
22:18dumana,
22:19natapos na yung panahon.
22:21Ngayon,
22:22gusto ko lang,
22:23kung paano pagandahin yung,
22:25yung pagkanta ko.
22:27Tapos,
22:29kasi nga dati,
22:30puro selfishness lahat.
22:33Self-motivated lahat,
22:34ang ginagawa mo.
22:36Alam mo,
22:37humbling experience talaga.
22:39Magdaan ka ng ganyan, ano?
22:41You partake of the humble pie,
22:42ika nga,
22:43get your slice of the humble pie.
22:45Kung misa yan,
22:46ay paalala na,
22:47uy,
22:48tao ka pa rin.
22:49Anytime!
22:50Yes.
22:51Don't take anything for granted.
22:54Nangka-trauma ba kayo,
22:55of some sort?
22:56Kaya sinasabing nila eh,
22:57um,
22:58when you go through something like that,
22:59parang may phobia,
23:00may trauma yung,
23:01all of a sudden,
23:02if you're faced with,
23:03another like this,
23:04parang something similar,
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