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00:00:00Little circles. Feel those arms. Those are muscles. You're gonna need them to swim laps.
00:00:15Pretend like you're polishing chrome. Harvey?
00:00:18Oh, my arms don't want to go that way.
00:00:25Are we done yet?
00:00:27You guys.
00:00:28Do one of those Esther Williams moves.
00:00:30Oh, yeah.
00:00:33You got 15 more minutes.
00:00:35Oh, come on.
00:00:36We worked hard.
00:00:38All right, Harvey. Just one.
00:00:41Great.
00:00:43Oh, that's great.
00:00:54Ta-da.
00:01:20Oh, great.
00:01:23All right, you guys.
00:01:24I wonder if that's it.
00:01:28I know you have an exciting life with Johnny.
00:01:31But, boy, if I was ten years younger, I'd give that husband of yours a run for his money.
00:01:36You haven't run since 1950?
00:01:39Was that Ed Lee Stevenson?
00:01:41Oh, no, honey.
00:01:43We're talking about something else.
00:01:45Okay, you guys. No Esther Williams tomorrow.
00:01:47We gotta get ready for senior day.
00:01:49I've seen the other team, and not a one of them wears water wings.
00:01:55Oh, you can swim the relay race for us.
00:01:57Show us how it's done, and we'll sit on the sidelines and cheer.
00:02:00Is she going to Wilshire?
00:02:03Is that where Johnny's taking her?
00:02:05What makes you think Johnny's taking me anywhere?
00:02:07If I was married to you, it would be nonstop.
00:02:10Yeah, just you, Susan, and the pacemaker.
00:02:14Uh-oh.
00:02:15Where's my inhaler?
00:02:18Thank you.
00:02:20Oh, come on. Tell us.
00:02:22He's going to take you out tonight, right?
00:02:24Some big cocktail party?
00:02:26A movie.
00:02:27I bet it's dinner.
00:02:29Yeah, Harvey, yeah, you're right.
00:02:31It's a cocktail party.
00:02:32I knew it.
00:02:34Five bucks.
00:02:39So, DPD, dependent personality disorder, has two key elements.
00:02:45People see the world as a hostile place, and themselves as powerless and desperate.
00:02:50In a world freezing them out, forcing them to spend an eternity alone.
00:02:54They hold on tight to anyone they feel can save them.
00:02:57Yes.
00:02:59What is the underlying dynamic?
00:03:01Fear of abandonment.
00:03:03They're so needy that they usually send their loved ones screaming in the other direction.
00:03:07Getting them to believe in their own power, that's a challenge.
00:03:11Any more questions before our seminar ends?
00:03:15All right, thank you very much.
00:03:21Good job, Laurel.
00:03:23Thanks.
00:03:24Great presentation, Laurel. Very clear.
00:03:26Thank you.
00:03:27I have a question.
00:03:28Yes?
00:03:30Will you have dinner with me?
00:03:34Jake, what are you doing here?
00:03:36Is that a yes?
00:03:38I thought you were going to be in Atlanta this week. That's what your email said.
00:03:42I rearranged my schedule so I could come through San Jose a little sooner and give you some support.
00:03:49So, can we have dinner?
00:03:52You can walk me to my car.
00:03:54Okay.
00:03:58How long are you in town?
00:03:59Just until tomorrow. Just to see you triumph with your colleagues.
00:04:03Feels odd seeing you again.
00:04:05Odd, Brad, or just odd?
00:04:08Three months of emailing, all very charming, I have to admit.
00:04:12But this is only the second time we've seen each other.
00:04:15And calls. We've talked on the phone.
00:04:18Hit or miss. You never left a number where I could call you back.
00:04:22Only because I was on the road.
00:04:25I tell you what, if you say yes to dinner, I promise I will not spill coffee on you like I did the first time that I saw you at Starbucks.
00:04:33And I still can't believe I did that.
00:04:36My dry cleaner loves you.
00:04:38I think you helped finance his oldest child's trumpet lessons for a year.
00:04:42That's the least I can do.
00:04:44So what do you say?
00:04:47Okay. Dinner.
00:04:50Seven?
00:04:52Excuse me.
00:04:54Oh, before I forget.
00:04:56Dr. Laura MacArthur.
00:04:57Address?
00:04:58Tess, hang on one second.
00:05:04There you go.
00:05:06What about your number?
00:05:08Tonight.
00:05:10Okay.
00:05:12What's up, Tess?
00:05:27Hello?
00:05:31Roxy?
00:05:33Who is it?
00:05:35It's me, Susan.
00:05:39I thought we had plans.
00:05:41Well, we did, Susan.
00:05:44But things changed suddenly.
00:05:46Now I have company.
00:05:49I brought pie.
00:05:51Please don't make this awkward for me.
00:05:53Who is it, honey?
00:05:56Uh, it's Susan, Al.
00:05:58Susan, Al?
00:06:02Um, Susan, this is my new friend, Al.
00:06:06You two old friends?
00:06:08Not exactly.
00:06:09Um, I know you're going to find this hard to believe,
00:06:11and I don't want you to fall over backwards or anything, but she's my daughter.
00:06:29So.
00:06:31Toyota wagon, right?
00:06:34Excuse me?
00:06:35No frills, low maintenance.
00:06:37Oh, it's the kind of car game.
00:06:39Al is so good at that.
00:06:42I can spot a low-end station wagon a mile away.
00:06:46I drive a Ford Taurus.
00:06:48Oh, well, Al will get it on the next guess, won't you, honey?
00:06:51He guessed a low sporty model for me, something pink,
00:06:54He guessed a low sporty model for me, something pink,
00:06:57with real leather buckets, and if I wasn't driving that, I should be.
00:07:00If life was fair, which of course we all know it isn't.
00:07:05I'll check the stuffing.
00:07:09Susan is very good in the kitchen.
00:07:12I had her when I was 16, and believe me, that cut my childhood too quick.
00:07:17But I never once thought of giving her up.
00:07:20It was my duty, and I was going to have her, even if it killed me.
00:07:25It's done.
00:07:26Oh, Susan, why don't you fry the pork chops?
00:07:29They're in the fridge, and the frying pan's on the counter.
00:07:32I mean, since you're already in there.
00:07:36What are you doing? What are you doing?
00:07:38I'm having fun.
00:07:39I'm having fun.
00:07:51I haven't told you how impressed I was with your lecture.
00:07:56I haven't told you how impressed I was that you showed up.
00:07:59Oh, are you kidding? That was my family you were describing.
00:08:02Now, who told you that stuff, was it Mom?
00:08:04That's what everybody thinks.
00:08:07Actually, my family is stupefyingly normal.
00:08:11Well, that's what you think.
00:08:13Their last therapy session, you should have heard what they said about you.
00:08:18Now, I didn't think psychologists were allowed to be funny.
00:08:22As long as we do it on our own time, and don't reach.
00:08:26Yeah, overreaching can be a problem.
00:08:29Has been for me.
00:08:31I can see that.
00:08:33How about you?
00:08:34Oh, I overreach all the time.
00:08:48It's funny, how water looks in different parts of the world.
00:08:55Three weeks ago, I was working for the Indian government, reprogramming four million lines of computer code.
00:09:00It's late at night, I'm exhausted.
00:09:03I walk outside, and the Arabians here are just stretched out.
00:09:08It's all silvery, purple, glistening.
00:09:15And I don't usually talk this way.
00:09:22I like it.
00:09:23I like it.
00:09:28When I was a kid, I just wanted a job that would make a difference, you know?
00:09:32I do know.
00:09:34That's exactly how I feel about being a psychologist.
00:09:37It's absorbing and frustrating.
00:09:42And every once in a while, someone will do something so remarkable that takes such courage.
00:09:50Who do you talk to?
00:09:51Well, that's a good question.
00:09:54I spend all day trying to get people to open up.
00:09:58But I can't talk about what they say or how they feel.
00:10:03So the work part, the part that most people share, I have to just close off.
00:10:09So that must be tough on relationships.
00:10:12I wouldn't know I haven't had one in three years.
00:10:16How about you?
00:10:17I've always been married.
00:10:20It ended. I mean, it's been over a year.
00:10:25I'm sorry.
00:10:27I must.
00:10:36Look, I'm not very good at this, and I'm probably not going to get it right.
00:10:42But I was wondering.
00:10:44I have this trip.
00:10:46I have to take some time in the next month.
00:10:49I want it through a company I contract with.
00:10:51Anyway, it's to the Bahamas.
00:10:55The water is amazing.
00:10:57It's clear blue, 200 feet down.
00:11:01Do you like to swim?
00:11:03You could relax or go snorkeling.
00:11:07I mean, you'd have your own room, of course. I'm not...
00:11:12I'm sorry.
00:11:16I'm suddenly not feeling very well.
00:11:37Jake, I want you to think...
00:11:39You first.
00:11:41Okay.
00:11:43Jake, I had a wonderful time.
00:11:45Me too.
00:11:47Laura, I want you to know I don't usually make a habit of asking women I barely know to the Bahamas.
00:11:51I want to do this right.
00:11:53However long it takes.
00:11:55I'll call you, and I will email you.
00:11:58And here is my number in Atlanta.
00:12:01Okay?
00:12:03Okay.
00:12:05Jake, I'll think about what you said about the trip.
00:12:10Great.
00:12:12Good night.
00:12:14Good night.
00:12:34Good night.
00:12:56I'd like the number of the community center, please.
00:13:04I'd like to reach the San Jose community center daily from 6 a.m. to 9 p.m.
00:13:09Please leave us a message.
00:13:11Hi, this is Laura MacArthur, 555-6720.
00:13:16If somebody could please call me back.
00:13:20I'd like to inquire about swimming lessons.
00:13:28I think so.
00:13:30And then he starts looking at me out of the side of his eye.
00:13:32Call a cop. This thing won't even go 65.
00:13:35And he lets me go.
00:13:37So I stomp on it, get it up to 65, and keep it there.
00:13:40Clear into Kingman.
00:13:42Not bad.
00:13:44You know, we got an extra bed in the RV.
00:13:46It's kind of small, but maybe you and I could squeeze in with it.
00:13:49Come on, see how long you can stand.
00:13:51Wonderful idea.
00:13:53Tony, stop.
00:13:55You're on.
00:13:57And they've got the cutest little stereo shop there.
00:14:00Let him off. Just let him off.
00:14:0211.
00:14:07You okay?
00:14:09What's going on?
00:14:12Somebody hurt? Anybody hurt?
00:14:24Susan, for Pete's sake.
00:14:26I didn't assume you were looking out for our own grandkids.
00:14:29He was playing, that's all.
00:14:30If you only know how to cast a paw, I'll give you that.
00:14:33She surely didn't learn this from me.
00:14:36If you'll excuse me, I'm going to walk her to the gate.
00:14:41You didn't say more than two words to my friends tonight.
00:14:45The least you can do is make decent conversation.
00:14:47Where's the movie?
00:14:49What?
00:14:51The movie I rented.
00:14:53Well, I haven't watched it yet.
00:14:56You know, you're going to need to get out and make your own friends.
00:14:58You can't rely on me for your entire social life.
00:15:01I thought it would be fun. My mistake.
00:15:03Well, we have different ideas about what's fun. That's all, Susan.
00:15:08Hey, we're not done with that yet.
00:15:28I'm sorry.
00:15:50Johnny.
00:15:52It's so good to have you home.
00:15:54Hey, Susan.
00:15:55I really didn't expect you till after Chicago.
00:15:58I know.
00:16:07Are you okay?
00:16:09Susan, I...
00:16:11Wait, where's your wedding ring?
00:16:14Somebody stole it.
00:16:16Stole it?
00:16:18Who would do something like that?
00:16:20I was in the hotel room and I was washing up and I took it off and I put it on the sink
00:16:23and when I came back it was gone.
00:16:27And I didn't want to tell you over the phone.
00:16:32There's pie in the fridge.
00:16:34I took it to Roxy's.
00:16:36She's got this new guy.
00:16:38I think we should separate.
00:16:40Oh, clumsy of me.
00:16:42Did you hear what I said?
00:16:44What could I have done?
00:16:46Honey, honey, things haven't been so good.
00:16:48Why are you saying that? Stop saying that.
00:16:50Just stop it.
00:16:51Stop it.
00:16:53Stop it and just listen to me.
00:16:55No.
00:16:57You listen to me.
00:16:59We've been married for ten years, Johnny.
00:17:01We've known each other since we were kids.
00:17:03You can't just come waltzing in here and tell me you're out of here.
00:17:06It's over.
00:17:08I am not the same man that I was ten years ago.
00:17:10How would I know that?
00:17:12You're hardly ever here.
00:17:16Maybe I should get my own place.
00:17:18It might help.
00:17:19Our marriage doesn't need help.
00:17:21It needs you.
00:17:23Not off on longer business trips
00:17:25or closed up in your office when you are home.
00:17:27When I am home, all we do is fight.
00:17:29And whose fault is that?
00:17:38Susan.
00:17:40Susan.
00:17:42You can't be any happier than I am.
00:17:44We both want very different things.
00:17:46You like to stay at home.
00:17:48I like taking care of you, Johnny.
00:17:50Is there something wrong with that?
00:17:52That's not what I meant.
00:17:54I'm just saying that our lives...
00:17:56Stop it. Stop.
00:17:58Stop sorting my stuff.
00:18:00It's my job, Johnny.
00:18:02You want my job? Fine.
00:18:04Take it. You can have it.
00:18:06Look.
00:18:08All I'm saying is that maybe
00:18:10if you stop focusing on me for just a minute,
00:18:13you might have a little more time.
00:18:14Just a minute.
00:18:16You might have a little more time for yourself.
00:18:18That's all.
00:18:20Oh.
00:18:22You're trying to help me.
00:18:24You are something.
00:18:27Don't put that away.
00:18:29It's got gravy on it.
00:18:31Yeah.
00:18:33So tell me something.
00:18:35What do you have?
00:18:37Besides swimming and teaching that little class.
00:18:40Little class?
00:18:42It's important.
00:18:44And you'd see that
00:18:46if you ever came down and watched,
00:18:48like you promised.
00:18:50As far as the swimming...
00:18:52It's not all you are!
00:18:54It's the best part of me, Johnny.
00:18:56The swimming.
00:18:58You knew that when you married me.
00:19:00You used to love it.
00:19:02Maybe it's the swimming
00:19:04that's messed up your cycles.
00:19:10That's what this is.
00:19:12I went for testing, Susan.
00:19:15You're trying to force me to get tested?
00:19:18Is that it?
00:19:20I won't do it.
00:19:22I'm not going to put our sex life on some chart.
00:19:26Not that we have one.
00:19:28You know, I don't think I even want a baby anymore.
00:19:31What are you saying?
00:19:34You always wanted a baby.
00:19:36The first thing you did when we got married
00:19:38was build a cradle, Johnny.
00:19:40Johnny, you're upset.
00:19:42It's okay.
00:19:44It's fine.
00:19:46You want a baby?
00:19:48Great.
00:19:50That's great.
00:19:52We can work on it.
00:19:54We can make that happen.
00:19:56You're only saying that now
00:19:58because I just told you I want to separate.
00:20:00No, no, I am saying that
00:20:02because it's the truth.
00:20:04Susan,
00:20:06some people aren't meant to be together forever.
00:20:08I don't think we are.
00:20:12You made a promise when we got married, Johnny,
00:20:15that we would be.
00:20:18All I'm asking for is a little fairness,
00:20:21a chance to work it out.
00:20:30I still have Chicago tomorrow.
00:20:33And then you'll be back.
00:20:35I can't leave this way.
00:20:37Stop it.
00:20:39This way.
00:20:40Susan.
00:20:42No, you said this way.
00:20:44It's
00:20:46late.
00:20:48Can we just go to sleep?
00:20:58I can drive you to the airport.
00:21:00No.
00:21:02You'll be late for class.
00:21:04Is it the 7.15 tomorrow?
00:21:06It's open-ended. I don't know how long it could be.
00:21:08Johnny,
00:21:10things can change.
00:21:12People can change.
00:21:14I'll try if you will.
00:21:17Susan, you know I love you.
00:21:24You're just not in love with me. Is that it?
00:21:27You are stronger than you think.
00:21:30Not about you, Johnny.
00:21:33I'll call you from Chicago.
00:21:35Okay, Susan?
00:21:40I love you.
00:22:03Is everything correct?
00:22:05Yes, I'd like the number of the Sheridan,
00:22:07downtown San Jose.
00:22:09Can you connect me, please?
00:22:14Yes.
00:22:16I'd like to make a reservation.
00:22:19Jake Miller.
00:22:21No, a single.
00:22:24I'll be checking in in about ten minutes.
00:22:30Oh, he's doing it again.
00:22:33Harvey!
00:22:39Harvey!
00:22:41Gotcha!
00:22:43You need to grow up,
00:22:45or come back during family swim.
00:22:47Honey,
00:22:49what's wrong?
00:22:51Nothing.
00:22:53I'm fine.
00:22:56Except chlorine in my eye.
00:22:58If it's something about Johnny,
00:23:01then he's a fool.
00:23:02Okay, beginners.
00:23:04Everybody in.
00:23:18Spread out, spread out.
00:23:21Good, good. Come on, move out a little bit.
00:23:23Move out.
00:23:25Okay, Laurel, come on in.
00:23:27Spread out.
00:23:29Spread out.
00:23:30Okay, Laurel, come on in.
00:23:35A little further, please.
00:23:42Come on, you can do it.
00:23:44One more step.
00:23:49That's it, Laurel.
00:23:51Okay, good.
00:23:53Class, we're going to start with breathing first.
00:23:55Blow some bubbles underwater.
00:23:57Easy, right?
00:23:59Now, I want everybody to do it together.
00:24:01One, two, three, here we go.
00:24:07Come on, Laurel.
00:24:12Head under.
00:24:14There you go.
00:24:19It's okay.
00:24:23You all right?
00:24:24Hey, Laurel, come back.
00:24:26Come back.
00:24:40I saw what happened.
00:24:43You okay?
00:24:45No, I'm not.
00:24:48Can I get you some water?
00:24:49Okay.
00:24:58Here you go.
00:25:00Thanks.
00:25:03It was a stupid idea, my coming here.
00:25:06I never thought I could learn to swim in a couple of weeks
00:25:09so I could go in the ocean.
00:25:13It was a guy, okay?
00:25:16I'm sorry.
00:25:17It was a guy, okay?
00:25:19Stupid reason, huh?
00:25:21I've heard worse.
00:25:25I could teach you.
00:25:27I don't think so.
00:25:29No, really, it's what I do.
00:25:31Well, the teacher's not the problem.
00:25:35Look, you're afraid.
00:25:39I know what that feels like.
00:25:43You really think you could?
00:25:45I know I could.
00:25:48Susan Miller.
00:25:51Lauren Carther.
00:26:06Jake.
00:26:11Hi.
00:26:13Hi. Hey, you all right?
00:26:14I called your office and your assistant said you were sick.
00:26:17Oh, not really.
00:26:19Something happened today I had some trouble with, that's all.
00:26:21Chicken soup.
00:26:23It solves everything.
00:26:25You relax and I will get you a real bowl.
00:26:27I have a rule of never letting anyone take care of me.
00:26:29Well, then you're overdue.
00:26:31Relax. Go. Sit down.
00:26:45Thank you.
00:26:47Thank you.
00:26:49For what?
00:26:51For making things clear.
00:26:53What was unclear?
00:26:55Something very important.
00:26:57But I don't want to talk about it.
00:26:59I just want to handle it.
00:27:01I have things I'm working on
00:27:03that I don't want to burden you with also.
00:27:05You know, that's funny.
00:27:07I look at you and I think none of it's a burden.
00:27:10I don't have little relationships.
00:27:13Neither do I.
00:27:21I'll call you later.
00:27:39Bye.
00:28:10It's just like riding a horse or a bicycle.
00:28:13And after what happened the other day,
00:28:15we're going to get you right back in the saddle.
00:28:18I don't ride horses
00:28:20and I haven't ridden a bike in years.
00:28:22So what do you do for fun?
00:28:24I don't have fun.
00:28:26I'm a psychologist.
00:28:28A psychologist?
00:28:30Who's afraid of the water?
00:28:32Very interesting.
00:28:34I'm not afraid of the water.
00:28:36I'm not afraid of you.
00:28:37Very interesting.
00:28:39Can you come a little further?
00:28:42I can't go any farther.
00:28:44I can't catch my breath.
00:28:46I'm not going to let anything happen to you.
00:28:48The water's not going to let anything happen to you.
00:28:50The water's going to hold you up.
00:28:54Tell me about this guy.
00:28:57Jake?
00:28:59Lives in Atlanta.
00:29:01That's funny.
00:29:03His last name's Miller.
00:29:05They're everywhere.
00:29:07Now we're going to breathe.
00:29:09We're going to lower our chins to the water.
00:29:11Watch me.
00:29:13I'm going to breathe in.
00:29:18And out.
00:29:20Now you.
00:29:26That's great.
00:29:28Now, this time,
00:29:30I'm going to lower not my face,
00:29:32just my lips.
00:29:34Okay?
00:29:35Just my lips.
00:29:37Hey, hey, come on.
00:29:39Come on, come on, come on.
00:29:51Take it and throw it in the pool!
00:29:56Are you okay?
00:29:58I knew someone once drowned.
00:30:02Chlorine stays, doesn't it?
00:30:03Mm-hmm.
00:30:05You're doing great.
00:30:07Let go of my hand, Laurel.
00:30:09Just like we work.
00:30:11Chin to the water.
00:30:13Breathe, Laurel.
00:30:15Breathe.
00:30:17My mom loves working.
00:30:21Do you like jazz?
00:30:23I love it.
00:30:25There's this group I like
00:30:27playing on Friday night at the Golden Horn.
00:30:29Would you like to go?
00:30:31Sure.
00:30:33So what else do you love?
00:30:35Independent films,
00:30:37reading,
00:30:39running in the park,
00:30:41traveling,
00:30:43my mom's mac and cheese.
00:30:45Oh, yeah.
00:30:47Oh, God, I sound like some singles ad.
00:30:49Loves pizza and small children.
00:30:52So do you?
00:30:54Love children?
00:30:56Sure.
00:30:58How about you?
00:31:00Oh, not the pizza.
00:31:03Oh, and before I forget,
00:31:05I'm moving here.
00:31:07My condo's up for sale.
00:31:09You can do that? Just move?
00:31:11It's the advantage of being a troubleshooter.
00:31:13I can work from anywhere.
00:31:16Jake, I'll come with you to the Bahamas.
00:31:19Yeah.
00:31:34Hello.
00:31:36You do marriage counseling?
00:31:38Yes. Something wrong?
00:31:40No. Not me.
00:31:42A friend.
00:31:44My marriage? Great.
00:31:46Johnny's great.
00:31:48I'm glad you're married to somebody nice, Johnny.
00:31:50Yeah. The best.
00:31:52Okay, let's work on our arms.
00:31:54Okay?
00:31:56In circles like this.
00:31:58So what's great about him?
00:32:00In school.
00:32:01Word got out
00:32:03that I didn't have a dad,
00:32:05so I was always getting teased.
00:32:07Johnny was the most popular boy in junior high,
00:32:10and when I was 12,
00:32:13we were in the same gym class.
00:32:16And after he saw me swim,
00:32:19he never let anybody tease me again.
00:32:23He could have had anybody.
00:32:26And he chose me.
00:32:28I'm not surprised.
00:32:29Okay.
00:32:31Let's, um,
00:32:33work on putting our faces in the water.
00:32:35Like this.
00:32:42That's it. Relax.
00:32:45Good. Good.
00:32:48Of course, it's not all I want to do,
00:32:51be married,
00:32:53but it's kind of a cornerstone.
00:32:55So what else do you want to do?
00:32:57Truth?
00:32:59I have a year left on my degree.
00:33:02Johnny graduated a year before I did,
00:33:05and the main thing I wanted to do
00:33:07was make a home for us.
00:33:09So I dropped out.
00:33:11Okay, this time,
00:33:13when you put your face in the water,
00:33:15just let your body go.
00:33:17Feel the water hold you up.
00:33:20I'll do it first.
00:33:22Okay.
00:33:24I'm thinking of going back,
00:33:26but I'm going to be 32 on my next birthday,
00:33:29so I don't know.
00:33:31So what? You're going to be 32 anyway.
00:33:34Susan, I might look like I come
00:33:36from a long line of PhDs,
00:33:38but I was the first one on either side
00:33:41of that line.
00:33:43And I'm going to be 32.
00:33:45I'm going to be 32.
00:33:47I'm going to be 32.
00:33:49I'm going to be 32.
00:33:51I'm going to be 32.
00:33:53I left my home
00:33:55and moved outside of my family
00:33:57to finish college.
00:33:59Every summer, I worked in the same factory
00:34:01as my dad, just to pay my way through.
00:34:03But you didn't.
00:34:05You got out.
00:34:07Yeah.
00:34:08Who would've thought?
00:34:12Someday I want to write a book.
00:34:14A kid's dream book, I think.
00:34:16An adult voice telling them
00:34:18that there's a place for them
00:34:20in this bigger world
00:34:21Oh
00:34:51♪♪♪♪
00:34:59Johnny!
00:35:00I'm so glad you're home.
00:35:02I have a surprise for you.
00:35:04What kind of surprise?
00:35:06Come on, I'll show you.
00:35:08♪♪♪♪
00:35:13I want to get tested, Johnny.
00:35:16I want to have a baby with you.
00:35:20Susan, this isn't going to solve it.
00:35:24I need to move forward and get my own place.
00:35:28No.
00:35:29You need counseling.
00:35:31Is that it?
00:35:32We could go together.
00:35:33I have a student that does that.
00:35:39I'm going to sleep on the couch tonight.
00:35:42♪♪♪♪♪
00:35:52♪♪♪♪♪
00:36:02♪♪♪♪♪
00:36:12♪♪♪♪♪
00:36:32♪♪♪♪♪
00:36:52♪♪♪♪♪
00:37:19Sorry I'm late.
00:37:20A session ran long.
00:37:26Oh, my God.
00:37:27Laurel, you did it.
00:37:28You put your whole head in your water.
00:37:30It's because I'm a trained psychologist.
00:37:33Don't try this at home.
00:37:35Are you okay?
00:37:39Two of you, up in heaven!
00:37:42Ah!
00:37:43You got to watch out for this one, Harvey.
00:37:46This is my friend, Laurel.
00:37:48This is me, other end of the pool.
00:37:51Bossier and bossier.
00:37:52Have you noticed that, or is it just me?
00:37:54Go!
00:37:57Okay.
00:37:58Today, we're going to work on breathing again.
00:38:01But this time, when we take a breath,
00:38:05we're going to turn our head and blow it into the water.
00:38:09Watch.
00:38:11I know.
00:38:13Have you ever been married?
00:38:16Not yet.
00:38:17What about this guy from Atlanta?
00:38:19I don't know.
00:38:20Anything's possible.
00:38:22Is he nice?
00:38:24Yeah, he's great.
00:38:26How long have you been married?
00:38:28Ten years.
00:38:33Susan, what is it?
00:38:37Susan, what is it?
00:38:45He wants to separate.
00:38:48I think there's somebody else.
00:38:51Susan, I'm so sorry.
00:38:53He lies.
00:38:56He told me somebody stole his wedding ring,
00:38:59and then I found it.
00:39:01He'd hidden it.
00:39:03Have you told him that you know?
00:39:05No, I don't want to hear the answer.
00:39:07Maybe it has something to do with work.
00:39:10Well, it could be. What does he do?
00:39:12Computers, but I know it's not that.
00:39:15The worst part is,
00:39:18it used to be so easy at home.
00:39:21I never had to think about what I said or did.
00:39:24I just knew he was on my side.
00:39:27No matter what happened out there, at home,
00:39:31it was just us in this little world,
00:39:35and I don't know how to get that back.
00:39:38Johnny doesn't think I have any ambition.
00:39:41I don't want to do anything.
00:39:44But he's wrong.
00:39:47My huge ambition
00:39:50and the big success of my life
00:39:52was always closing off the rest of the world
00:39:56and keeping us inside.
00:40:01And I just thought,
00:40:04if I stayed close to home
00:40:07and I kept it small,
00:40:10that I could get it right,
00:40:14that nothing could hurt me,
00:40:17and now... You know what? I think we need a break.
00:40:20A girls' weekend, maybe,
00:40:22or, you know what, a spa.
00:40:26Laurel, he's hardly ever home.
00:40:29I'm not just going to leave him when he is.
00:40:32If it is true, if there's somebody else,
00:40:37I'll take care of you, okay?
00:40:46Yeah.
00:40:48Yeah, Carmel.
00:40:50Oh, yeah, Carmel?
00:40:52Yeah.
00:40:54Yeah.
00:41:06To you and your move.
00:41:08To us.
00:41:12I'm having dinner at my mom's next Wednesday.
00:41:14Want to come?
00:41:16Wednesday, if it's late.
00:41:18I've got a little something to do,
00:41:20but Wednesday would be just fine.
00:41:22Bring an appetite.
00:41:27Oh, my God, I can't believe it.
00:41:30What is it, Fitz?
00:41:32Look at that table to the left of the piano.
00:41:35That is him, isn't it?
00:41:37That's Johnny Miller.
00:41:39That's not Susan with him.
00:41:41Maybe it's just a client.
00:41:43Thank you. I'll be back.
00:41:52Fitz, stay out of it.
00:41:54It's none of your business.
00:41:56If it was me, I'd want to know.
00:42:04See? I told you.
00:42:07Once you bring your bike, it all comes back to you.
00:42:10This is so good for me.
00:42:13Me, too.
00:42:15I never had any real friends when I was a kid,
00:42:18except Johnny.
00:42:20Until just now.
00:42:22I didn't realize how lonely I was.
00:42:25Yeah, I know all about loneliness.
00:42:28You know what a psychologist is?
00:42:30False intimacy.
00:42:32Laura, you help people.
00:42:34You're being too hard on yourself.
00:42:36I don't know, am I?
00:42:38It lets me get close without ever giving anything back,
00:42:41which is fine for work.
00:42:43I just don't want to do it in my personal life anymore.
00:42:46Things are heating up with you and Jake.
00:42:49There's that.
00:42:51He sounds like how Johnny used to be with me.
00:42:54Concerned, paying attention.
00:42:57Yeah, there's Jake.
00:42:59But there's also you.
00:43:01Our friendship, our talks.
00:43:03He can talk to you about anything.
00:43:05I'm the one who should be saying that.
00:43:07I was never comfortable around women like you.
00:43:10They always seemed to have this gift
00:43:13that they knew everything.
00:43:15You're the one with the gift.
00:43:17Haven't you seen the way Harvey and the others
00:43:19just light up when you're around?
00:43:21You make people feel safe.
00:43:24You make me feel safe.
00:43:30Johnny's coming home tonight.
00:43:32I'm meeting him at his folks' house.
00:43:36We have dinner every Wednesday when he's here.
00:43:38Are you close with him?
00:43:40I only see him when he's here.
00:43:43Jake's meeting my mom tonight.
00:43:45Scared?
00:43:46No.
00:43:48Some.
00:43:51Okay.
00:43:52A lot.
00:43:53Could be worse.
00:43:55You could be meeting his parents.
00:44:06Susan, I was hoping I'd run into you.
00:44:09I mean, here we live, what, two blocks apart
00:44:11and we don't even see each other?
00:44:14Ta-da!
00:44:15Here he is.
00:44:16Hi, Betts.
00:44:17Hi, little guy.
00:44:19I've been meaning to stop by.
00:44:20Oh, no, no, it's fine.
00:44:22I know you had a lot on your mind.
00:44:23How are you?
00:44:24Fine.
00:44:26Really?
00:44:27You okay?
00:44:29Yeah.
00:44:30Any reason I shouldn't be?
00:44:32No, no, I just didn't know if you and Johnny...
00:44:34Me and Johnny what?
00:44:37Oh, he wants out.
00:44:41Come here.
00:44:42Hey, little pumpkin.
00:44:46You want to hold him?
00:44:47No, I got to go change.
00:44:50Betts, just say it, okay?
00:44:53We saw Johnny at this club over on 5th,
00:44:56the Golden Horn.
00:44:58There's this group we love,
00:45:00Andrew's Jazz Ensemble.
00:45:02He was with somebody.
00:45:04A woman.
00:45:09It's just a client, probably.
00:45:11Yeah.
00:45:12Yeah, it was a client.
00:45:14Yeah.
00:45:16Your baby's cute, Betts.
00:45:17Oh, thanks.
00:45:19Great seeing you.
00:45:20Yeah.
00:45:25Ooh, there is such a chill tonight.
00:45:27This is probably going to be the last night we eat out this year.
00:45:30Thank you, dear.
00:45:32You look a little pale.
00:45:34Are you pushing too hard with your swimming?
00:45:36I'm fine.
00:45:37Johnny's the one who's been busy.
00:45:40It's true.
00:45:41And I'm going to have to go out again tonight, too.
00:45:44Got a call from Richards at Unitech.
00:45:46A virus in their patient's file.
00:45:49Could be a long one.
00:45:50Well, they have to let you eat.
00:45:52I mean, especially after being cooped up on that airplane all day.
00:45:56Long flight?
00:45:58Vlogged in at Boston.
00:45:59You ever pass that coast, Loma?
00:46:01I heard the weather was clear.
00:46:04Well, I was there, Susan,
00:46:05and we were on the ground for two hours.
00:46:08Johnny, you want another hamburger or hot dog?
00:46:10Hamburger.
00:46:12Dad, it's nice to have a home-cooked meal.
00:46:14Maybe if you were home.
00:46:17I'm just trying to make a living, Susan.
00:46:20Johnny, I ran into your old high school quarterback the other day.
00:46:24Bill Jeffers?
00:46:26I haven't seen him since graduation.
00:46:28How's he doing?
00:46:29Oh, fine.
00:46:30Bald.
00:46:34It's amazing who you can run into when you least expect it.
00:46:37You know Betz?
00:46:39The woman down the street with the baby?
00:46:41Yeah.
00:46:43She and her husband went to this new club the other night.
00:46:46The Golden Horn.
00:46:48This is great, Dad.
00:46:53Andrews Jazz Ensemble.
00:46:55Isn't that one of your favorite groups, Johnny?
00:47:00You know, speaking of Andrews,
00:47:02guess who just got awarded the contract
00:47:05for reconfiguring the computers at Andrews Air Force Base?
00:47:08Oh, that's wonderful!
00:47:09That's terrific! Great!
00:47:11The downside is I will have to be gone a little bit more.
00:47:16Excuse me.
00:47:19It's all right.
00:47:27What do you think you're doing?
00:47:28Me? You were at that club, Johnny.
00:47:31What are you talking about?
00:47:32You know damn well what I'm talking about.
00:47:34What is she? What is her name?
00:47:36I don't want to hurt you.
00:47:37Oh!
00:47:41Oh, God, it's true.
00:47:44You're not going to believe it when I found this in the garage.
00:47:48Nobody stole it.
00:47:49You took it off and you hid it.
00:47:51I have been trying to tell you.
00:47:52This is not happening!
00:47:56Susan, we have to talk.
00:47:59I am not ready for this to be over.
00:48:02This is not the time, okay?
00:48:05We'll talk later.
00:48:09I'm going to be late.
00:48:17Hi, Mom!
00:48:18Hi!
00:48:20Oh, you must be Jake.
00:48:22Hi!
00:48:23Hi!
00:48:24Oh, my.
00:48:25Oh, that's a rare Brazilian orchid.
00:48:29Thank you.
00:48:30Come in.
00:48:32Thank you.
00:48:37So Laurel tells me she was born in Michigan.
00:48:39Were you too?
00:48:41Third generation.
00:48:43We decided to leave after...
00:48:45Well, we moved to Chicago when Laurel was eight.
00:48:49More potatoes.
00:48:50Oh, thank you.
00:48:51It was delicious, but I couldn't eat another bite.
00:48:54Oh, you have to save room for dessert.
00:48:57I made peach cobbler from scratch.
00:49:03What do you think?
00:49:04I like him.
00:49:05Me too.
00:49:06All right.
00:49:07That is all of them.
00:49:08Oh, thanks.
00:49:09Just put them over there.
00:49:10Want me to start loading?
00:49:11Well, it's broken, I'm afraid.
00:49:12Why didn't you tell me it was broken?
00:49:14Let me take a look at this.
00:49:16Could be a piece missing or something.
00:49:18You know, this just needs to be tightened up.
00:49:20Do you have a toolbox?
00:49:21Yeah.
00:49:22Dad's old toolbox is in the hall closet.
00:49:24Do you want to get it, honey?
00:49:26You remind me so much of Laurel's dad.
00:49:29He used to be able to fix anything.
00:49:31You must miss him.
00:49:33Every day for the past 12 years.
00:49:37Here we go.
00:49:38Thanks for doing this.
00:49:47You look comfortable.
00:49:49I am.
00:49:50Thank you.
00:49:57So my Atlanta realtor found a buyer.
00:50:00Now all I need is a place here.
00:50:02Want to help me look?
00:50:04Sure, if you want me to.
00:50:07Laurel, I can't get you off my mind.
00:50:10I can't stop thinking about you.
00:50:13I wonder what you're doing when you're not with me.
00:50:19I want to spend every minute with you,
00:50:21and I hope that doesn't frighten you,
00:50:22and I hope it's not too fast.
00:50:25I just have these feelings.
00:50:56Good morning.
00:50:59I made some coffee.
00:51:01I can't believe I slept so late.
00:51:08Smells good.
00:51:11I told you I wanted to do this right,
00:51:14and I did.
00:51:16I'm sorry.
00:51:18I'm sorry.
00:51:20I'm sorry.
00:51:22I'm sorry.
00:51:24I'm sorry.
00:51:25I do.
00:51:27Oh, Jake.
00:51:30There's something that I need to tell you.
00:51:35What is it?
00:51:37And, uh...
00:51:41I'm still married.
00:51:47How dare you come in here with your words
00:51:49and your orchids and your soup when I'm sick?
00:51:52How dare you manipulate me?
00:51:54Is that what you think?
00:51:56Look what it'd help if I talked about her,
00:51:58if I told you why I couldn't just leave?
00:52:02Well, you think by sharing intimate details
00:52:04about her feelings and her weaknesses
00:52:06and what she looks like in the morning
00:52:08and what she's afraid of,
00:52:10that that will somehow make what you did okay?
00:52:13That I'll suddenly go,
00:52:15oh, yeah, now I get it.
00:52:18We're getting divorced.
00:52:20Life, no?
00:52:22She doesn't want to believe it,
00:52:24but she knows there's someone else,
00:52:26and it's over with her.
00:52:27Jake, the truth is, it's not.
00:52:29If it were, you'd be divorced, legally,
00:52:32not just in your mind for a couple of hours
00:52:34while we're together.
00:52:35Laura, I've done a terrible thing,
00:52:37not only to you but to her,
00:52:39and I am just trying to make it right.
00:52:41The only way to make it right
00:52:42is to go back in there
00:52:43and figure out the ending on your marriage.
00:52:46You have to settle it, Jake, one way or the other.
00:52:49Everything I said to you.
00:52:51Did you mean it to her once, too?
00:52:56He's married.
00:52:59Oh, Laura.
00:53:00In therapy, I hear the same kind of stories all the time.
00:53:03I should have known.
00:53:04Have you ever tried calling him in Atlanta?
00:53:06Yeah.
00:53:07He had a voicemail in his condo.
00:53:09We mostly emailed.
00:53:13Of course, I still love Johnny,
00:53:17even though he just told me
00:53:18he really does have somebody else.
00:53:21Do you really want a guy who would treat you like that?
00:53:25Okay, don't answer that.
00:53:27Ugh, God.
00:53:30Men.
00:53:32We need a vacation.
00:53:34I'll tell you what.
00:53:36If you let me continue teaching you swimming,
00:53:38the only reason I was taking swimming lessons
00:53:39was because of Jake.
00:53:41But you can't just stop now.
00:53:42I mean, you've come this far.
00:53:44I'll make you a deal.
00:53:46If you stick with your swimming lessons,
00:53:49I'll take you up on that girl's vacation.
00:53:52Okay?
00:53:53Deal.
00:53:54But I don't want us wasting a minute
00:53:56talking about these guys.
00:53:58Guys?
00:54:00I know.
00:54:01Five bucks every time one of us brings him up.
00:54:04Who?
00:54:09So I've thought about this,
00:54:12and I do want to try.
00:54:17Being here.
00:54:19Us.
00:54:21What changed your mind?
00:54:23I've had time to think about it, that's all.
00:54:27I want to try it for a month.
00:54:29A month?
00:54:30A month.
00:54:31Give it six months.
00:54:32I'll be back on Sunday.
00:54:33Six months together.
00:54:34I'm from Cincinnati.
00:54:35This time thing is only a month.
00:54:37It's about her, isn't it?
00:54:38Tell me about her.
00:54:40No.
00:54:41I want to know.
00:54:44Susan.
00:54:45To be completely fair,
00:54:46I know what I'm up against.
00:54:48She's very different than you.
00:54:51I don't know.
00:54:54She's more like me.
00:55:02I'll get dessert.
00:55:09I'm going away for the weekend.
00:55:11Can you get the phone?
00:55:12Did you hear me?
00:55:14Get the phone.
00:55:20Hello.
00:55:22Yeah.
00:55:26Roxy.
00:55:30Hi.
00:55:32No, I can't right now.
00:55:35Did you hear what I said?
00:55:37You said you're going away.
00:55:38That's okay.
00:55:40Okay, that's it?
00:55:41Susan.
00:55:42No, we're not fighting.
00:55:43What do you want me to say?
00:55:44Fine.
00:55:46Susan.
00:55:47Sure.
00:55:52Are you going to see her?
00:55:55No.
00:55:57Thank you.
00:55:58Susan, we may not know what the ending is yet,
00:56:02but it means that I know that I have to
00:56:05try hard to make it work with you.
00:56:10I'll be trying too.
00:56:13I don't want you to leave.
00:56:16And I will do whatever it takes to keep you.
00:56:23What?
00:56:26Nothing.
00:56:27Tell me.
00:56:28Forget it.
00:56:29No, I want to know.
00:56:30You're laughing.
00:56:31Okay, fine.
00:56:32It's just, you know how you've always said that you never wanted to be like Roxy?
00:56:36Well, right now you...
00:56:40You sounded just like her.
00:56:54You can do the dishes.
00:56:56Yeah.
00:57:10It's a gorgeous place.
00:57:12You're not intimidated by any of this, are you?
00:57:14Should I be?
00:57:17Don't tell me Johnny never takes you on business trips.
00:57:20And yes, I know, I said his name.
00:57:22I owe you five.
00:57:24So does he?
00:57:25What?
00:57:26Take you on trips?
00:57:27Not the business ones.
00:57:29He wanted me to, but I was always happier staying home.
00:57:33And after a while he stopped asking.
00:57:37I mean, I'm never comfortable meeting people.
00:57:41All right, this trip we're going to work on your confidence level.
00:57:44I need that.
00:57:45Last night I made Johnny tell me about her.
00:57:47I know, keep your five bucks.
00:57:50Excuse me.
00:57:51It was awful.
00:57:53I felt so small.
00:57:55I never want to feel like that again.
00:57:57Want some advice?
00:57:58No.
00:58:00Yes.
00:58:02Maybe this isn't the right thing for you.
00:58:05Maybe you should think about getting out.
00:58:18Did you ever know your dad?
00:58:20Are you kidding?
00:58:21Roxy hardly knew him.
00:58:24She was a cheerleader when she got pregnant.
00:58:27She had to drop out her junior year.
00:58:30I lived with my grandparents until they threw her out.
00:58:35I was two.
00:58:37We moved into this apartment.
00:58:40And she's still there.
00:58:44We'd shop for dented cans of spaghetti and pears.
00:58:48Eat off paper plates.
00:58:51Nothing permanent.
00:58:53Just half-priced cans and plates we could toss.
00:58:58It was like at any moment she was going to hit the road if the right man came along.
00:59:05And leave it all behind.
00:59:07Me included.
00:59:10I can't imagine what it would feel like to have a real mother.
00:59:16We could share mine.
00:59:22When did you get so good at this?
00:59:24When did you get so good at swimming?
00:59:26You first.
00:59:27No, I'm the artiste.
00:59:29You don't want an eyebrow across your nose, do you?
00:59:32I won my first regional gold when I was in high school.
00:59:37I've been swimming since I was four.
00:59:40One of Roxy's boyfriends, Skip or Rick or some short name,
00:59:45used to drop me in the deep end over and over again until I thought I'd drown.
00:59:49And then one day I learned to hold my breath and get away.
00:59:53Roxy never stopped him?
00:59:55Working on her tan or just had her hair done.
00:59:57Important stuff.
00:59:59Have you ever tried to talk to her about any of this?
01:00:02What's the use?
01:00:04Well, it's not going to change her, but it might make you feel better.
01:00:07Like what you did in the water.
01:00:10You took something that terrified you and you made it your best safe place.
01:00:14That's what I'm going to do.
01:00:17I'm going to get to where you are.
01:00:22Do you like that?
01:00:25Wow, Susan, you're beautiful.
01:00:27Come on, look for yourself.
01:00:37That's such a great color on you, you have to keep it.
01:00:51They all seem wrong.
01:00:53I mean, look at you.
01:00:55Susan, when's the last time you bought yourself something with color?
01:00:58I don't want to be Roxy. That's Roxy's thing.
01:01:01She's even one of those color consultants.
01:01:04Well, that's a great reason to wear beige for the rest of your life.
01:01:08Come on.
01:01:10Where are you taking me?
01:01:12We are going out.
01:01:13But come on, let's just go.
01:01:18When I was a kid in Chicago,
01:01:20I used to study the fashion magazines and try to sew dresses to look like the models.
01:01:25My mom and I tried so hard, but they always looked homemade.
01:01:30At least they felt that way.
01:01:32You know when I got my first paycheck?
01:01:34I went out and bought myself a suit.
01:01:39Wow.
01:01:40What do you think?
01:01:41Gorgeous.
01:01:43Oh, here, try this one.
01:01:44One isn't enough?
01:01:45No.
01:01:46Okay.
01:01:48It's like a confessional.
01:01:50Are you Catholic?
01:01:52When Roxy's boyfriends were Catholic, I was Catholic.
01:01:56When the boyfriend was Baptist, I was Baptist.
01:02:00The only thing I've never been was a kid.
01:02:07Johnny really wants kids.
01:02:10And?
01:02:13And...
01:02:16I've been trying.
01:02:19I haven't gotten pregnant yet.
01:02:22And the reason is...
01:02:28I'm still on the pill.
01:02:32Johnny thinks my cycles are just messed up.
01:02:37I'm afraid to have kids.
01:02:40But I've seen you with the seniors.
01:02:42If you were patient in giving, you'd be a wonderful mother.
01:02:45No.
01:02:47That's just it.
01:02:49I wouldn't.
01:02:52I've done okay.
01:02:55But there's this hollow place...
01:02:59inside that never goes away.
01:03:03And sooner or later...
01:03:07the kid would need something...
01:03:10that I couldn't give him.
01:03:13And that's when I'd pass that same hollow thing on.
01:03:18I wouldn't mean to.
01:03:20But I would.
01:03:22Susan, if you're gonna stay with him and work things out,
01:03:25you're gonna have to be honest with him.
01:03:31I know.
01:03:40I know.
01:03:50Wow.
01:03:53You look great.
01:03:57Did you have a good time?
01:03:59Yeah. It was fun.
01:04:01Did you go with anybody I know?
01:04:04A friend.
01:04:07Did you dress like that for me?
01:04:10What if I did?
01:04:13I just don't want to be the reason you do things, that's all.
01:04:18It's a little late for that.
01:04:20What is that supposed to mean?
01:04:22My high school freestyle medal.
01:04:24Yeah, I'm just cleaning out some of my old stuff.
01:04:28This pile is yours. What did you mean?
01:04:31So what did you mean?
01:04:34This pile's yours. This pile's mine.
01:04:37I bet you were trying, Johnny.
01:04:39Susan, I...
01:04:42I am just cleaning out the garage.
01:04:44Don't read any more into it than that.
01:04:49Remember my old high school coach?
01:04:52Went to the University of Florida?
01:04:54Yeah, that same year he took three of his swarms to the Olympics.
01:05:00He offered me a full scholarship.
01:05:02You could have trained for the Olympics and you passed.
01:05:06Why didn't you tell me?
01:05:09I did what I wanted to do.
01:05:12Go to state. With you.
01:05:14So that's why you didn't do it.
01:05:17Because of me.
01:05:18I knew you'd say this.
01:05:19Well, damn right, that's the stupidest thing...
01:05:21Why? Because I chose you?
01:05:24I had choices.
01:05:26That's all I wanted to say.
01:05:29It wasn't weakness that brought me to you.
01:05:32And if we make it, it's not going to be weakness that keeps us together.
01:05:38You're right.
01:05:40I am stronger than I thought.
01:05:58Okay, that's it for today.
01:06:00We're almost there.
01:06:02Oh, boy.
01:06:04It's getting harder and harder instead of easier and easier.
01:06:07Thanks.
01:06:08Hey, that Harvey, he sure is one big kidder.
01:06:12You know him.
01:06:14Laurel, last night was incredible.
01:06:18I know.
01:06:19I know.
01:06:20I know.
01:06:21I know.
01:06:22I know.
01:06:23I know.
01:06:24I know.
01:06:25I know.
01:06:26Last night was incredible.
01:06:28It was just like when we were first married.
01:06:31Well, that's great, but...
01:06:32But what?
01:06:33He's back.
01:06:34That's the main thing.
01:06:36Well, Susan, I don't want to say be careful, but be careful, okay?
01:06:41He's not going to leave.
01:06:43Not now.
01:06:44Susan, you can't pretend that the last few weeks never happened.
01:06:48It's amazing how long Harvey can hold his breath.
01:06:57Hand down.
01:06:58Going in.
01:06:59Laurel!
01:07:00Call 911.
01:07:01He's on a heart attack.
01:07:02Oh!
01:07:03Laurel!
01:07:04Susan, I got him.
01:07:05I'm on him.
01:07:06Got him.
01:07:07Come on, you got him?
01:07:08Yes.
01:07:10Stairs.
01:07:13Lift.
01:07:16Breathe.
01:07:19Keep going.
01:07:22Okay.
01:07:24Okay.
01:07:27Easy.
01:07:30Breathe.
01:07:34Keep going. Okay. Okay. Easy.
01:07:38I got his head.
01:07:46Oh, please.
01:07:48He's got no breath.
01:07:50Oh, please don't.
01:07:52Oh!
01:07:56Come on.
01:07:58He's got no pulse.
01:08:00Start the compressions.
01:08:04One and two and three
01:08:06and four and five.
01:08:08One and two and three
01:08:10and four and five.
01:08:14Come on, Susan. Let's go.
01:08:16One and two and three
01:08:18and four and five.
01:08:20I need your help.
01:08:22I can't.
01:08:26Come on.
01:08:28Mike, get in here.
01:08:30Go.
01:08:32Step in here.
01:08:34Start compressions.
01:08:36One, two, three,
01:08:38four, five.
01:08:52Laurel,
01:08:54it was my brother.
01:08:56It was my little brother
01:08:58who drowned.
01:09:00We were on vacation.
01:09:02First time at the beach.
01:09:04Dad and Mom were unloading the car,
01:09:06setting things up.
01:09:08I was supposed to watch him
01:09:10and not let him go in until they were there.
01:09:12He was so fast,
01:09:14he just ran and kept going out
01:09:16into the waves.
01:09:18And he was laughing.
01:09:20This wave came.
01:09:22It was huge.
01:09:24Tim tried to get back,
01:09:26but the riptide grabbed him
01:09:28and pulled him under.
01:09:30And this wave came
01:09:32and he went under.
01:09:34His head came up.
01:09:38He was reaching out to me.
01:09:42And then another wave came
01:09:44and he was gone.
01:09:46How did I let that happen?
01:09:50I was supposed to be watching.
01:09:52I was supposed to be taking care.
01:09:58I was so sorry.
01:10:00God.
01:10:16It's hard.
01:10:18So hard.
01:10:20Oh!
01:10:22Oh!
01:10:24It's my purse.
01:10:26I'm sorry.
01:10:28I didn't mean to make so much noise.
01:10:42I'm glad you're home.
01:10:44I'm glad you came.
01:10:46Johnny,
01:10:48this is my husband, Johnny.
01:10:50Johnny, this is my friend.
01:10:58Susan, I'm sorry I can't stay.
01:11:00I'm not feeling well.
01:11:06She's a psychologist.
01:11:08Sometimes things just hit her hard.
01:11:14Laura,
01:11:16I've been looking for you for an hour.
01:11:18Why didn't you tell me
01:11:20you were taking swimming lessons?
01:11:22I was taking them for you,
01:11:24you son of a bitch.
01:11:26What else have you lied about?
01:11:28Not the important things.
01:11:30Not about falling in love with you.
01:11:32Love? What do you know about love?
01:11:34The only thing you know about
01:11:36is taking care of Jake, that's it.
01:11:38You're really good at that.
01:11:40The first time we met,
01:11:43when I spilled that coffee on you that day,
01:11:45I'd just gotten off a plane from Atlanta,
01:11:47so when you asked me where I lived,
01:11:49Atlanta just slipped out.
01:11:51I didn't think I was ever going to see you again,
01:11:53so it didn't matter that I had misspoken,
01:11:55because by then it was too late.
01:11:57Misspoken? It started with a lie.
01:11:59I wasn't trying to start anything.
01:12:01But you did.
01:12:03You emailed me, you called me, you pursued me.
01:12:05You even had an Atlanta phone number.
01:12:07Not at first.
01:12:09The day I asked you out for the date,
01:12:11you gave me the Atlanta number,
01:12:13and that is the day that I decided
01:12:15that I wasn't going to stay with my old life any longer.
01:12:18She said it was like old times.
01:12:20You said yourself I needed to try.
01:12:23Well, maybe I was wrong.
01:12:25No.
01:12:27Susan's my best friend.
01:12:29Don't you see it's never going to work for us now?
01:12:31Don't say that.
01:12:33All I wanted
01:12:35was to get out of it
01:12:37with the least amount of harm to her.
01:12:39I want her to know.
01:12:41I never want her to know.
01:12:43You don't know how lucky you are.
01:12:45Susan is a gem, and she deserves better.
01:12:48And frankly, Jake, Johnny,
01:12:50whatever you call yourself, so do I.
01:12:53If you care about me, if you really care,
01:12:55then don't call me and just leave me alone.
01:13:09Come on.
01:13:32What?
01:13:34Something fall. Are you all right?
01:13:39Oh, God.
01:13:41Who didn't know?
01:13:43Laurel didn't know. I didn't know.
01:13:45Don't touch me.
01:13:47Oh, God.
01:13:49Just leave me alone.
01:13:51Oh, God.
01:13:53Just talk to me, okay? Just talk to me.
01:13:55Talk to me.
01:13:57No.
01:14:02She's scaring me to death.
01:14:04How could you do that with her?
01:14:06She was my only friend, Johnny.
01:14:08She took everything.
01:14:10God, it must have been fun, huh?
01:14:12What are you talking about?
01:14:14Two of you must have had a couple laughs.
01:14:16We didn't know until the funeral.
01:14:18You expect me to believe that?
01:14:20That's the truth.
01:14:22Just get out.
01:14:24I don't ever want to see you again.
01:14:26Stop it. Stop it. Just listen.
01:14:28If you want her, just go to her.
01:14:30Just go to her.
01:14:32She doesn't want me, okay?
01:14:34You're here
01:14:36with her?
01:14:38No. No.
01:14:40Don't lie to me.
01:14:42I am sick of your lies.
01:14:44Susan, look, we can start over.
01:14:46You are not the only one that lies.
01:14:48You see this?
01:14:50You want to know why we can't have kids, Johnny?
01:14:52This is why.
01:14:54You'd be on the pill and not kill me.
01:14:56I'm not good
01:14:58mother material, Johnny.
01:15:00You think magically I'd know how to do it
01:15:02by watching your mother once a week
01:15:04or reading a few books?
01:15:06I'd be faking it!
01:15:08And sooner or later, you'd start hating me.
01:15:10You and the baby both.
01:15:12This isn't about babies, Johnny.
01:15:14This is about us.
01:15:18You made me wrong.
01:15:20You made me feel wrong.
01:15:22You made me wrong in our marriage
01:15:24and wrong in my choices and wrong in who I am.
01:15:26You accuse me
01:15:28of doing too much for you.
01:15:30But I'll tell you something.
01:15:32What I'm doing now is for myself.
01:15:34No, you can make all the promises
01:15:36in the world, and it doesn't matter.
01:15:38This isn't about you.
01:15:40It's about me,
01:15:42about finding out what I want.
01:15:44Susan, I...
01:15:46I want you to get out!
01:16:02Susan...
01:16:12Susan, I'm sorry.
01:16:16Are you?
01:16:18Yes.
01:16:20Which part, Laurel?
01:16:22The...
01:16:26The part where it didn't work out with him?
01:16:28Or the part where you broke my heart?
01:16:32I understand
01:16:34why I'd fall in love with you.
01:16:36You're everything I'm not.
01:16:38But you were my friend.
01:16:40And that mattered to you at all?
01:16:42Yes.
01:16:44That's why I ended it when I found out it was you.
01:16:46I might have let it go on
01:16:48if it were someone else,
01:16:50but I ended it because I care more about you.
01:16:52He was the best thing I had.
01:16:54That and my friendship with you,
01:16:56and you took them both away!
01:16:58God, I didn't mean to.
01:17:00What else have you taken
01:17:02that doesn't belong to you?
01:17:06I never want to see you again!
01:17:08Susan, please, listen to me!
01:17:10Please, don't go!
01:17:12Susan, you're leaving!
01:17:22I know it's only been four days since...
01:17:30Good for you!
01:17:34If you're hoping I can say something
01:17:36that's gonna change it,
01:17:38I don't think I can.
01:17:42I can't think of one good thing
01:17:44about Harvey dying.
01:17:48I do know
01:17:50when people leave us,
01:17:52it's hell.
01:17:54Thanks.
01:17:58I don't know how any of us get through it,
01:18:00how we're expected to.
01:18:04It's over.
01:18:06I don't want it to be,
01:18:08but it is.
01:18:10And that's what we're left to deal with.
01:18:12So maybe
01:18:14all we really got
01:18:16is the memory
01:18:18of the good things they gave us.
01:18:20And there were a lot.
01:18:22Smile.
01:18:24Compassion.
01:18:26Time.
01:18:28That's a big one.
01:18:30Just being there.
01:18:34And maybe
01:18:36if we think about those things,
01:18:38someday,
01:18:40it'll stop hurting.
01:18:46Okay, you guys.
01:18:48Okay, you guys.
01:18:50Let's get in the pool.
01:19:00In the pool.
01:19:04Okay.
01:19:06Little circles.
01:19:08Strength training.
01:19:18Okay.
01:19:22Why don't you have a taste
01:19:24and we'll talk about your work.
01:19:28Fascinating.
01:19:32My goodness.
01:19:34I want to talk to you.
01:19:36I've got company.
01:19:38You've always got company.
01:19:40You need to go.
01:19:42And who are you?
01:19:44I'm her daughter.
01:19:46Okay.
01:19:52How old are you, anyway?
01:19:54I had her very young.
01:19:56Tell him, Susan. Tell him.
01:19:58See ya.
01:20:00Honey?
01:20:02Are you coming back here, Mark?
01:20:08You are something.
01:20:10You know, just blasting in here
01:20:12thinking you can just interrupt my life
01:20:14and now I've ever been just one big interruption.
01:20:16I kept you, didn't I?
01:20:18I'm supposed to be grateful?
01:20:20You could have let your folks raise me.
01:20:22They wanted to.
01:20:24You could have adopted me out.
01:20:26To strangers.
01:20:28What do you think you were, Roxy?
01:20:30I didn't have anyone that cared about me.
01:20:32A mother is supposed to care.
01:20:34You know what?
01:20:36I am listening to all this stuff
01:20:38and it's like you and I had different lives.
01:20:40You never made me important.
01:20:44I never mattered to you.
01:20:46Growing up was all about taking care of Roxy.
01:20:48I was a kid and I was too young
01:20:50to be sabotaging with you!
01:20:52I wasn't the Roxy!
01:20:54I was the kid!
01:20:56You were supposed to be the mother, Roxy!
01:21:00You know, I don't have to listen to this.
01:21:06You can't hurt me anymore.
01:21:08You know the funny thing?
01:21:10I never wanted to be like you.
01:21:12But I was!
01:21:14I wrapped my whole life around a man!
01:21:16But I am done with that!
01:21:18I have no idea what you're talking about.
01:21:20I grew up being grateful
01:21:22just to get somebody.
01:21:24Because I believed that if my own mother
01:21:26didn't think that I was worth saving
01:21:28then I must not be worth much.
01:21:30But I am, Roxy!
01:21:32I am!
01:21:34Well, beggars can't be choosers.
01:21:36You should know.
01:21:42Goodbye, Roxy.
01:22:06Thank you.
01:22:20Laura.
01:22:22Hi.
01:22:24You look good.
01:22:26How have you been?
01:22:28Fine.
01:22:30You got some sun.
01:22:32Bahamas. Alone.
01:22:34Hmm.
01:22:36I could carry those for you.
01:22:38No, I've got them.
01:22:42The divorce is final
01:22:44at the end of the year.
01:22:46Well, good luck to you.
01:22:48Happy life.
01:22:50Doing my best.
01:22:56I miss her, too.
01:23:00Yeah.
01:23:02Goodbye, Jake.
01:23:04Goodbye.
01:23:18I can't find my earplugs.
01:23:20Where are my earplugs?
01:23:22I have an extra pair.
01:23:26I can't find
01:23:28my float belt, Annette.
01:23:30You don't need it.
01:23:32You're gonna be fine.
01:23:34Well, I've got stage fright.
01:23:36All champions
01:23:38have stage fright.
01:23:40Oh, they do.
01:23:56Are you okay?
01:23:58Yeah. I'm fine, thanks.
01:24:04Mmm.
01:24:06Great color on you.
01:24:08Thanks.
01:24:10Oh, my earplugs.
01:24:14Ladies, in the pool
01:24:16in five minutes.
01:24:18Oh, boy. Let's go. Let's get them.
01:24:28Come on.
01:24:46Come on, Stella. You're almost there.
01:24:48Kick your feet.
01:24:50You can do it.
01:25:00You can do it.
01:25:02That's it, baby. Come on.
01:25:04You can do it.
01:25:14You did it, Stella.
01:25:16You did it.
01:25:18You're a champion.
01:25:24You're a champion.
01:25:40I stopped by the house. You were already there.
01:25:44I had no idea.
01:25:46You're so good
01:25:48at teaching. Thank you.
01:25:50Thanks.
01:25:52Did you get the sliding
01:25:54screen door for the patio? Yeah.
01:25:56It's in the garage. I could put it in.
01:25:58No. Let's, um...
01:26:00The new owners.
01:26:02They'll do it.
01:26:04Yeah.
01:26:06I'm going back to school.
01:26:08January. Oh.
01:26:10I'm gonna finish up, and then I'm
01:26:12going after my master's in sports psychology.
01:26:14Oh, that's...
01:26:16That's great.
01:26:20Susan,
01:26:22do you think someday,
01:26:24along the way,
01:26:26we could be friends?
01:26:34I don't know.
01:26:36It's too soon.
01:26:38Yeah. I do know.
01:26:40I'm not sorry I married you.
01:26:42Neither am I.
01:26:44Neither am I.
01:26:50Goodbye, Johnny.
01:27:02Goodbye.
01:27:08I'm so happy.
01:27:10I can't believe it.
01:27:28Why are you here?
01:27:30Susan, if you want me to go, I will.
01:27:32But just listen to me.
01:27:34I've had a lot of time to think,
01:27:36and I've been thinking about friendship.
01:27:40Please.
01:27:44Please. It's only gonna take a minute.
01:27:46I've been thinking.
01:27:48Maybe the deepest part of who we are
01:27:50is not all the good stuff,
01:27:52but the things that scare us
01:27:54and break our hearts.
01:27:56That's why we don't want to show anybody.
01:27:58But when we do,
01:28:00those are the people that we never want to lose.
01:28:04You're the only friend like that I've ever had.
01:28:06I miss that.
01:28:08I miss you.
01:28:10Is there any way to get us back?
01:28:18How can we pretend that nothing happened?
01:28:22We can't.
01:28:24All we can do is be there for each other
01:28:26when it starts to hurt.
01:28:30I'll try if you will.
01:28:38I'll try.
01:28:52I stood up to Roxy.
01:28:54Good.
01:28:56It was hard, huh?
01:28:58Yeah.
01:29:00Yeah.
01:29:02I still haven't gone in the ocean.
01:29:04It's kind of like riding a bicycle.
01:29:06Or a horse.
01:29:10I don't ride horses.
01:29:12You'd be amazed at what I don't do anymore.
01:29:16Maybe next summer.
01:29:18How about now?
01:29:20A girl's vacation.
01:29:22Someplace exotic.
01:29:34You okay?
01:29:36I'm right here.
01:29:40It's beautiful.
01:29:42It is.
01:29:50Stay right next to me, okay?
01:29:52I'll be right here. I promise.
01:29:58You ready?
01:30:00Yep.
01:30:02Hold your breath.
01:30:04Now!
01:30:08Oh, God!
01:30:10That was great!
01:30:12Okay, here comes another.
01:30:14I'm right beside you.
01:30:16Yes!