Watch the official “My Biggest Regret” clip from the ABC medical drama series Grey’s Anatomy Season 15 Episode 21, created by Shonda Rhimes.
Grey’s Anatomy Cast:
Ellen Pompeo, Chandra Wilson, James Pickens, Jr., Kevin McKidd, Caterina Scorsone, Camilla Luddington, Kelly McCreary, Kim Raver, Jake Borelli, Chris Carmack, Richard Flood, Anthony Hill and Scott Speedman
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Grey’s Anatomy Cast:
Ellen Pompeo, Chandra Wilson, James Pickens, Jr., Kevin McKidd, Caterina Scorsone, Camilla Luddington, Kelly McCreary, Kim Raver, Jake Borelli, Chris Carmack, Richard Flood, Anthony Hill and Scott Speedman
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00:00 What--what happened with Owen?
00:03 - It just...
00:05 didn't work out.
00:08 - Do you think I sabotaged your relationships?
00:11 ♪
00:12 - I don't know how to love.
00:15 ♪
00:20 - Well...
00:22 that answers that.
00:24 [children chattering]
00:29 I remember when you were learning to ride a bike,
00:33 Derek and your sisters were zipping all over
00:35 the neighborhood, and you were desperate to join them,
00:37 and so you--you pulled that old purple bike out of the shed.
00:40 You know, the one with the streamers
00:42 hanging off the handlebars.
00:43 Things were all ripped out by the time
00:45 that bike was lined up.
00:47 And you refused to use training wheels
00:49 because you said that was for babies,
00:51 and you wouldn't let me help either.
00:52 I had to--I had to spy on you from the kitchen window.
00:56 You don't know how hard that was,
00:58 watching you fall over and over again.
01:02 My other kids didn't like to fail, but--but you--
01:04 - Okay. - I get it.
01:06 - One time, you took this--this big spill,
01:08 and you--and you ripped open your pants,
01:10 and by the time I ran out, you had pulled that--
01:14 that old ratty bike up,
01:15 and--and you were halfway down the block.
01:17 Every time, you fell down.
01:19 You got up and came back stronger.
01:21 But not that you--
01:23 that you didn't care about falling, but...
01:26 you just--you weren't afraid of it.
01:28 [birds chirping]
01:31 And that's what made you
01:32 what makes you, out of all the kids,
01:37 the most like your father.
01:39 [soft music]
01:42 ♪
01:45 After he died, it was hard to be around any--
01:51 anything that reminded me of him.
01:55 And...
01:57 ♪
01:59 Derek said he'd watch out for you,
02:02 and he did his best, but...
02:04 he wasn't your mother.
02:07 You deserved a mother.
02:11 But he offered, and I let him.
02:17 And it is my biggest regret.
02:19 - It turns out that under the right conditions,
02:22 neurons can recover.
02:24 I took in a drug addict.
02:28 Betty, Leo's birth mom.
02:33 15, so... [laughs]
02:35 Of course, she already knew everything.
02:37 ♪
02:40 Parenting her was...
02:44 the hardest thing I've ever done.
02:47 And I'm pretty sure she was a tenth
02:49 of the trouble that I was.
02:52 ♪
02:55 I put you through a lot.
02:59 I know it wasn't easy.
03:01 - I'm sorry I missed your wedding.
03:04 [sighs]
03:05 I'm sorry I missed your brain tumor.
03:08 [both laugh]
03:10 I'm sorry things don't go better with your sisters.
03:14 - It's fine.
03:16 Not everyone's close to their siblings.
03:18 - If they can break from normal operations
03:20 and focus on healing, they have a chance at regrowth.
03:23 - If you don't think you're worthy of love...
03:27 If you don't think your love is valuable,
03:30 you're wrong.
03:32 And that's on me.
03:35 - Mom, I don't blame you for-- - Oh, I--
03:38 I know, I--
03:42 But when you most needed help,
03:44 trying to...
03:47 make sense of life or...
03:50 ♪
03:51 Loss...
03:54 or love...
03:56 I wasn't there.
03:59 So put that on me.
04:03 And move forward.
04:05 - What if I can't?
04:07 - It's human nature to want to fix what's broken.
04:09 - Well...
04:12 then that's on you.
04:14 ♪
04:20 (gentle music)