and my mind is playing tricks on me is this real or am i seeing shit home alone since i got here a while ago blurry vision trying to keep myself from overdosing
oh no now my tears, they’re dry the monsters in my head just coming to life the darkness around me just keeps getting colder your pockets get deeper and we’re getting older
i know that your wounds they’re deep some casual drinking won’t get you to sleep the night ain't still young and the liquor’s not wine babe why do you need a reason to be mine
and so i go deep into your head and i can see that you're falling in reverse just please hold on
yeah, these drugs shouldn't be the death of you be sad that they got me though
no, woah got me though, no got me though got me though sad that they got me though, woah
all my walls i think they're listening the water's buildin' up and seepin' in sun above my head just shines brighter like it's day you can't always blame the weather if it's you who rains
and i remember how we used to be so sick of making promises we knew neither of us would keep just dying to be older now i'm old but can't stop crying 'bout the shit that doesn't matter honestly i'm sick of trying again
and all these words they seem to burn and then they float away my mind's at saturation and my eyes no longer dilate the chemicals get stronger babe you tend to just hallucinate but this was never real, no
now i've lost my way and gone astray my heart is breaking into pieces i can't pick if love is what's real then was i dreaming all along
love could be the death of you but baby it took took me away from you
no, took me away from you woah woah, yeah, woah woah, woah
now these drugs they're in my veins and we're going up in flames can't stop falling through the spaces in between
see the taillights closing in paralyzed i feel nothing tell me if it's true girl was it me or did you change?