[Myalansky] This goes out to all my cats in the projects Just livin it, still livin it Thru the ruff times and the bad times, the crimes, where was heaven Must be sumwhere here, though, for real I never seen the place Maybe sum place u got when u die An ordinary cat from outer projects, since I was younger though Mom raised her children, pops dipped a long time ago In my mind I see flashbacks, I had no fancy clothes Skinny, ugly, knotty head nigga cryin with a snotty nose Even though my father neglect, he pay the child support Hadn't seen him all these years, I hug his ass in court Always sayin I'm comin to get u and I be waitin too Holiday and birthday presents was never comin thru Remember at the age 13 I started smokin weed Hangin out with cats that was older, start to run the street Dropped out of high school sellin drugs, impressin chicks Spent most my cheddar on gear, my man was buyin whips New York, Jamaican, Miami niggaz, flooded Virginia quick Cause signin work only if buying, prices was high as shit Remember when I first got hit, I seen the iron spit 50 cash bent in one corner bleeding where pellet hit My man Shawn, he held on strong Slug burn through his lower back side, crack his spine exit his arm Lost him twice on the hospital table and when he died I cried my eyes out I couldn't take it (damn damn), but the same things continued to happen Niggaz got bust, I'm a kid with a grown man's mind turnin corrupt Playing innocent in front of my elders I was runnin with them cats that be robbin too, I couldn't tell 'em If my name was up in any type trouble, my mom would tell me Just like u brothers into some shit go get a job or sumthin Just a little bum on the street, not working hard for nothin Scratch I made when I was pumpin, I'm here to offer sumthin Making sure the crib stay tight, for real I wasn't no dummy Tell me where u gettin this money, I wash a car be lyin Saying anythin 'sides drugs sellin
